Chalk Outlines is out everywhere now!! download it here ren-chinchilla.lnk.to/ChalkOutlinesSo Here are the lyrics for anyone who wants them: I'm still here in this bed that I crawled in I hope that I'm someone else in the morning So take this one, wash it down and you'll be fine Then walk around in a floating chalk outline But so it goes, let it be In the gallows I balanced On my toes so I can breathe But little by little, bit by bit I push it back down with a new habit If not for long, just for a while I'll bury myself with a great big smile Oh my my, oh my my We trace ourselves in these chalk outlines Oh my my, oh my my Erase ourselves in these chalk outlines Sertraline and a sip of serotonin Don't cry 'cause there's a pill for everything Take this one, wash it down and you'll be fine The feeling goes and you'll draw a chalk outline And so it goes, let it be In the gallows, I balanced On my toes so I can breathe But little by little, bit by bit I push it back down with a new habit If not for long, just for a while I'll bury myself with a great big smile Oh my my, oh my my We trace ourselves in these chalk outlines Oh my my, oh my my Erase ourselves It's such a perfect day Take it just in case, take it just in case I'm scared of being okay 'Cause all things change, all things change It's such a perfect day It's a beautiful shame, it's a beautiful shame I'm scared of being okay 'Cause all things change But little by little, bit by bit I push it back down with a new habit If not for long, just for a while I'll bury myself with a great big smile Oh my my, oh my my We trace ourselves in these chalk outlines Oh my my, oh my my Erase ourselves in these chalk outlines
@guillermiro20792 жыл бұрын
Ren. Every thing you touch is magic. With Big Push, you alones, you singing, you playing the guitar, electric guitar, acoustic guitar, you playing rock amd roll, you playing ballads, you playing and breaking the streets of London and most important of all: You playing in acoustic. Is in acoustic videos where the bests ones are distinguised in a world of computers, electronic voice changer, and sintetizers. I think you are the best artist right now, and always I have known. Keep singing, keep foolish, stay hungry.
@galelao1082 жыл бұрын
Great song so relatable.. Ren is the best new artist I've heard in years. He deffanatly deserve all the success he has coming to him.. you can just tell he was born to do this..
@guillermiro20792 жыл бұрын
@@galelao108 Absolutly
@agustinmunozrocha2 жыл бұрын
Please don't you ever stop making music. Otherwise I will find you, and I will make you do more music.
@sarmcg522 жыл бұрын
You are savage , never forget it♡ your songs have helped more than you could Imagine,,peaceout man💫
@trippyanimal91322 жыл бұрын
You’ll probably never see this, and in a way it’s me talking to myself, but I think I speak for a lot of people seeing this when I say your music gives us peace. I’ve suffered with insomia for 6 years since my mother passed and your music has allowed to me to find a certain type of peace in not blaming myself for things I can’t change. Made me realise it’s ok to not be ok and perfect.
@yazidefirenze2 жыл бұрын
Sh_t, man
@fallenriverie16632 жыл бұрын
I hope you're feeling well, stranger on the internet. I'm really glad you're at least a little better than yesterday. I wish you the very best of luck
@Helena-wt7nx Жыл бұрын
Hope you’re okay ❤
@vivienneclarke2421 Жыл бұрын
I've had insomnia for 11 years,since my 13 year old son died... sleep just eludes me anymore.....it's awful sometimes
@revjimbob Жыл бұрын
@@vivienneclarke2421 oh man. Feel for you.
@timdragon222 жыл бұрын
Ren is absolutely one of the best musicians alive currently. Dude is killing it. I hope he gets to the top
@AleTrosman2 жыл бұрын
He definitely deserves it
@DJSupaflyguy2 жыл бұрын
He will 👌👌👌👌
@chriscooper42052 жыл бұрын
Bit extreme 😂 he’s nice though
@charlescooper8042 Жыл бұрын
@@chriscooper4205 you clearly haven't dived deep enough yet 🤷🏽♂️
@BenFischerBLN Жыл бұрын
Looks like he is actually on his way up :)
@tonistokes970 Жыл бұрын
Songs that make you feel okay to be broken should be protected at all costs
@SamuelDeans4 ай бұрын
I agree they put us back together
@Derpymator2 жыл бұрын
Is it possible for Ren not to make a masterpiece? I don't think so.
@weegreeneyes31962 жыл бұрын
Nope, that can’t and will not ever happen!!! The reason being that this man has a very special brain and a unique way of thinking and processing/projecting his own thoughts and feelings in a way none of these so called “pop/rap/rock stars “ we hear on the mainstream media and everywhere possible, they have a team of people who have each got their own individual jobs , one writes, composes music or buys beats, one plays the instruments, not to mention how many producers, editors then there’s the big label splashing the cash to make the “singer “ look “good “ and spend insane amount of money on videos and they publicity... I can go on but you get the picture... then there’s Ren who does all that and more on his own and no autotune/makeup etc, he is naturally gifted and talented and he performs with every cell of his body and his words and work are true to him and many, he’s a real artist and he will never sell out because then he will never be able to be true to himself! Raw emotion in every millisecond of his work and I hope he knows that we as fan’s appreciate this from the bottom of our hearts ♥️ Sorry I just had to let it out 😋 💙🏴
@VoidMySoul2 жыл бұрын
Honestly tho, every song he has written and released feels like an entire show in under 4 min. Hes an absolute beast and deserves all the recognition
@7iKs Жыл бұрын
Impossible
@skyegeorge4607 Жыл бұрын
The only thing the man can’t do is make a bad song
@sophynoyes Жыл бұрын
Every. Single. Song. It's not possible. ❤
@Dana-xw5yl Жыл бұрын
Ren's music is simply therapy for broken souls. I'm more than grateful for discovering it
@Mysticbrat Жыл бұрын
I am 61 years old, I am a mother of 6, grandmother to almost 9. I have suffered from depression, panic attacks and major anxiety for 50 years. Some people understood most didn’t. Thank you for all the beautiful, honest pieces of art. You are a treasure. Thank you for making me feel heard!❤
@michellemurphy4985 Жыл бұрын
100%
@Kapix381 Жыл бұрын
He breaks it again and put everything together on the right way.
@angiemace550210 ай бұрын
"Therapy for broken souls" is the most poetic thing I've heard in a long time.
@calebgragg46149 ай бұрын
Art is the universal language
@scottallen5269 Жыл бұрын
“I’m scared of being okay, cause all things change.” This line hits home. In my life, it’s meant that I’ve not allowed myself, to even start caring for new things, or people in my life. That way I can’t be hurt by the loss. The trade off, is I’ve missed out on those experiences. Not sure which is worse Thank you REN... your works are so needed in this world.
@booksmartdevil139 ай бұрын
I have terminal cancer and it has really affected my mental health as well. Ren's music has resonated with my soul like nothing else I've ever experienced. He probably won't see this but he is a beautiful soul and I'm so grateful to find his music. 🥰
@jamessmith-db2is9 ай бұрын
Even if ren doesn't see this message he's brought us all here to see yours and others
@master_zar9 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry to hear that. I’m praying for you and your family. I completely agree with you, his music is the only therapy that seems to get me moving in the right direction.
@cranko23239 ай бұрын
brother that’s awful 😢 god will guide you through everything, keep this comment string going to let us know how things are going
@booksmartdevil139 ай бұрын
@cranko2323 I'm a girl :) but I will! I'm on a new treatment that will hopefully keep things stable for a while, fingers crossed.
@NoName-xk5xg8 ай бұрын
I hope you make it.
@oceantyde78912 жыл бұрын
Even though it was only posted 2 minutes ago. I feel like I've known this story my whole life. Beautifully done stay blessed❤
@sezislaps2 жыл бұрын
its actually insane... this song is amazing. they both are amazing
@jonalanwilliams11712 жыл бұрын
Depression is a hellovadrug
@GINSHOTGUN2 жыл бұрын
Same, this song is so wonderfully written and their voices are beautiful
Walking around in this chalk outline. Never new what could be all the while
@hisokaayato80232 жыл бұрын
"i'm scared of being okay cuz all things change" i feel these words every day. I doubt that the good things that make me happy are real /meant for me. Ren's songs are so well written masterpieces
@HermannTheGerman962 жыл бұрын
They are made for everyone. Also for you. Its alright to be at least ok
@mohamedahmedelrouie4462 жыл бұрын
Everyone deserves happiness. If you are happy then you are meant to be happy. Don't forget that. Stay safe now
@R__A2 жыл бұрын
Just know you’re getting stronger with every change. Enjoy the good times, you deserve them. Much love, keep being you👊
@Abby-walkers-Version Жыл бұрын
It’s going to be ok. ❤
@willowwoodcraft3629 Жыл бұрын
I'm in hospit now! they got me last night l and the only thing keeping going is rens music 🎶 and chinchilla xxhope all is ok for you ❤
@benproctor3786 Жыл бұрын
Find it hard to believe that ren isn't selling shows out in minutes! Musically better than 99% of today's artists!, honestly one of the best voices I've heard! Keep going Ren! Look after yourself bro
@teddyillusion2186 Жыл бұрын
And you never know what to expect. I'm so grateful to be watching hearing and feeling his Art.
@davidhunt4323 Жыл бұрын
His poorly bless him
@braca977 Жыл бұрын
"Don't cry, 'cause there's a pill for everything".... Oooooh man, another deep, deep song. Ren you're killing me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@calebmoran4140 Жыл бұрын
My guy, all 5 of my kids have a favorite Ren song. They walk around singing the lyrics. Even my 4 month old infant is a fan. I'm currently using this song to soothe him because he literally stops crying on the first note, and now he's trying to sing. I love you man, don't ever give up.
@manuelavargas70842 жыл бұрын
This is SO beautiful. You can see their souls in every word, the love they put into this. HOLY SHIT
@addicted2chaos Жыл бұрын
You definitely can , I can also see my should in every word they sing
@cmack2460 Жыл бұрын
Dude hits one note, one fricken note in "Oh my my," and buys a tear from me. Ren, your art moves me the most. I've been searching for deep music for decades and thank you thank you thank you - I'm a cauldron of emotion and you're the cook. Keep feeding the people!
@nate-404 Жыл бұрын
"Such a perfect day, take it just in case, take it just in case." A simple but deep truth right there.
@whatsnext_42 Жыл бұрын
Medical workers heal our bodies, and artists heal our souls. And you two awesome individuals, and talented artists are doing that, healing our souls. Listening to this song, i could not stop tears, not a bad thing, sometimes you just have to let it all out, tears of relief. Thanks, both of you. I Wish you all the best in life, lost of success, you deserve it!!
@joannayannotti9076 Жыл бұрын
This song is masterpiece. I’m just SO obsessed with Ren. Proving that you don’t need some old dude in suit telling you what art should be!
@tinymusikcodottv-Musikverse99 Жыл бұрын
YES TRUTH
@helendimambro3127 Жыл бұрын
I share your obsession, I can't get enough of him ❤
@screenteasing Жыл бұрын
Please never stop Ren. I need your music, even if I can't listen without tearing up...
@galablut10602 жыл бұрын
"I'm scared of being okay 'cause all things change" the fear of being okay when all you know is not being okay is so unreasonable yet so natural
@Guille-rz5bk2 жыл бұрын
The lyrics, the pace, your voices, this is beautiful, thank you for this song ✨✨✨
@Um4r3x2 жыл бұрын
Hey Ren, you're one of my most fav artists. I just wanna make sure that you're okay, I really don't want to lose you like I lost Chester. You both were/are something similar to an anchor in my life, cause when life sucks I listen to you and I can face my emotions and process them. That's some magic I really need.
@KeyFreak2301 Жыл бұрын
A good song lets people who know the feeling relate to it, but a great song also lets people who´ve never known depression understand the feeling! Beautiful!
@stephenvankleeck4801 Жыл бұрын
Ren, on behalf of those of us in various healing modalities and work - this song is an anthem and call to action. You perfectly capture the widespread contractions we dedicate our lives to fully seeing and releasing. ❤️🙏🏼
@capitolcitybandnz7268 Жыл бұрын
Seriously this song is absolute fire!!!! I'm in my 50's and this artist is an artist in the truest form! Chills brother...and that female singer OMFG! Keep the magic going.
@_shurhat_89912 жыл бұрын
Ren out here posting more than just music. This is frankly, art.
@sake38572 жыл бұрын
Can we please, please get merch with all the drawings spread all over it!?! I love all of it! I allready loved "How to be me", even wrote a philo essay about it! This is just awsome!
@yazidefirenze2 жыл бұрын
Ren nd Chinchilla really outdid themselves
@itsame26492 жыл бұрын
The first few lines hit so close to home. It expresses the feelings I've had but wasn't able to put into words. Thank you for making this song!
@HachiKintsugi Жыл бұрын
My best friend killed himself last month and I can't do anything else but hear him say those words while I listen to yours! And somehow, it helps me. Thank you! I know he liked your music and he was feeling a connection to what he's been through with your experience and how you portray it! And yeah... I rediscovered you with your new music "Hi Ren" and I cried so much as I was seeing him in those lines and I couldn't wonder anything else but did he had the time to see this music before he left because if he did, I'm sure he loved it and if he didn't, I'm sure he would have love it! I know, for him, it was a question of when rather than if. But I miss him and I'm glad to hear, as you said it in the replay of the live you did to explain Hi Ren, that you're feeling better and that you're happy now! You don't have the same illnesses as he did but the feeling can still be here when you're feeling down like that!!! Take care and continue to fight for it! You're doing something great with your art! (Edit: and yes, I know you may not see this comment as it's on one of your oldest songs but it's fine, it helps too, to do so!)
@lifeofreilly9943 Жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for the los s of your friend😢
@kouranko Жыл бұрын
Love to you Hive System. I'm really sorry you lost your friend. I'm glad Ren's music is helping you x
@HachiKintsugi Жыл бұрын
@LifeofReilly and @kouranko : Thank you to both of you! Really!
@leanneh5293 Жыл бұрын
So sorry hunny. Sending you a huge warm virtual hug 🤗🤗
@Anna-re3zw2 жыл бұрын
Man I'm proud of you, this is brilliant, the chalk outline is fucking outstanding and I couldn't be happier knowing that you are also very proud of this unique piece. Every time you release something, I just keep listening to it and honestly never get tired of it. And shout-out to Daisy because damn, her voice and vocals are just perfect. AND OMG, THE CELLO, MORE CELLO IN SONGS, PLEASE. !!!Let's appreciate the graphics, all the monsters are pretty cool!!!
@ЛарисаТ-й2ь2 жыл бұрын
This song literally captured all the fuss, confusion and fear of an ever-changing future. Stunning song.
@AleTrosman2 жыл бұрын
Every song you release, I absolutely love. And such a duo you guys makee, great work!
@causer19852 жыл бұрын
You're truly gifted Ren, keep shining your light brother x
@ellisromero Жыл бұрын
Can't stop listening to this... it resonates so much with the emptiness we all sometimes feel. Ren, you are a lyrical magician.
@xchara35952 жыл бұрын
I genuinely love when ren posts, it just feels like his songs truly relate to what I think
@harperstevenson2752 Жыл бұрын
every single person I introduce to Ren loves his music HOW IS HE SO SMALL??? Bro Ren is the BEST artist on the scene right now
@BenFischerBLN Жыл бұрын
He is not so small: If you watch some of the "big push" live gigs and compare Ren to the others you realize that his height is pretty average, ok.. I find the door myself :D
@puppenbuhnebauchkribbeln1183 Жыл бұрын
No - he is the greatest 👌🏼
@rubymia21 Жыл бұрын
Because he speaks the truth and people in their comfort zones don‘t want to hear it because it’s unpleasant and you have to reflect things- to me he is a genius
@averagezing2 жыл бұрын
The last few days, I've gotten myself into a Ren and The Big Push music spiral. All their songs, busks, and lives on repeat. And like a perfect gift, this song is released. Thank you, always
@justurboi38062 жыл бұрын
This duo is just... AMAZING
@yazidefirenze2 жыл бұрын
Agreed
@vroomvroomfam3092 жыл бұрын
Best Christmas gift ever, glad to have a new song from you man.
@________thirteen_1612 жыл бұрын
Now I’m about to cry… at least it’s not because of exams 😂. Truly beautiful with double interpretation
@musicaddict10462 жыл бұрын
I feel you. Just wrote my last exam of the year today, this was my treat for finishing, as I only allowed myself to listen to it after coming home. I knew I had to listen with my mind focused on nothing but the song to do it any justice, I'm glad I waited, because that way I could allow myself to cry. I wish you all the best for any exams to come and I sincerely hope you have a nice day! Much love, my friend. 💛
@________thirteen_1612 жыл бұрын
@@musicaddict1046 Same here the wait was awful. Hope you did great on the exam 😁🤞🏻
@musicaddict10462 жыл бұрын
@@________thirteen_161 Thank you, we'll see I guess. I think it was okay. 😅 Hope yours went well too! Stay safe! 💛
@________thirteen_1612 жыл бұрын
@@musicaddict1046 you too 😘
@musicaddict10462 жыл бұрын
@@________thirteen_161 Thank you! 😘💛
@Chicahcah Жыл бұрын
This means a hell of a lot to those of us who have incurable health issues. I have endometriosis but didn’t get diagnosed until 27, lots of pills and lots of feeling not myself. Feeling angry and trapped in a prison. 3 major surgeries but I’m still here. This really resonates with me, such a beautiful song that really sums up all the things that come with long term serious health problems.
@Stichlover15547 Жыл бұрын
Thank you Ren! I am 42yo and I've been waiting for this song my whole pathetic life. It's been playing in my head since before I was born. For real thank you..
@LuminaireLRP2 ай бұрын
Not pathetic.
@darlingnicki9706 Жыл бұрын
Every time I listen to this song a new part speaks to me. "I'm scared of being okay, cause all things change." Really hits hard tonight. So many of my fears and anxieties come down to this. Thank you to Ren and Chinchilla for putting voice the things I struggle to explain.
@Desperajoe2 жыл бұрын
Yet another one for my "Listen to when *always*" list 😌😇 Thank you guys. You made something beautiful again. ❤️
@Sag1taire2 жыл бұрын
Ur ability to tell a story with such emotion is unique keep it up ❤️❤️
@MtMarshi Жыл бұрын
Ren is genuinely the most talented and entertaining musical artist in a generation.
@nickhayes5471 Жыл бұрын
Brought tears to my eyes , you two are freaking brilliant 🙏🙏🎶🎶
@michaeldrac27512 жыл бұрын
I didn't think it was possible for a song to describe my life so perfectly. "How To Be Me" came close, but this song hit the bullseye.
@hdxk81482 жыл бұрын
Christmas time is Ren time. Also if I can give my interpretation of what this song is about , I would probably say it's about a policeman or just a citizen who lives or works in a poverty striken part of London. And his only escape from this melancholic and unsatisfying life is the use of narcotics. The citizen is slowly falling down a downhill spiral of drug abuse, but he doesn't care if he has atleast a smile on his face. So he sings this song, or better said help message, with the hope that it reaches someone who might can help him out of this personal hell. It's probably BS and it's about something much different, but hey songs are like paintings or other forms of art: they are meant to be viewed from your personal view.
@edurodeiro21052 жыл бұрын
Loved reading this. Thanks.
@kittyarcade2296 Жыл бұрын
I'll bet there will be covers of this for years. You're saving lives by saving your own and letting us walk beside you. Thank you Ren, thank you. And Chinchilla thank you for giving us ladies a voice.
@stusadventures35172 жыл бұрын
What an epic tune !!!!! Thank you 🙏🏽 it sounds and feels perfect 😍
@beautyinchaos33 Жыл бұрын
You 2 are a Force of nature, words cannot describe how thankful I am to have found you, finally. Much respect
@ryanmercer600 Жыл бұрын
One of the Greatest new musicians I’ve found.. Genius
@lynnmarentette2 ай бұрын
I discovered REN a couple of days ago when a music reaction video to Hi Ren came in my feed. I was in tears, it was so powerful. I am in my sixties, but I have always loved coming across newer music that impacts me on many levels. This was my first listen to Chinchilla. Thank you.
@pcdolls32 жыл бұрын
You are ao good at making originals and especially with the lyrics, because you've lived what you sing about. And this what i love, appreciate and what I need in a music - storytellers with a soul. Thank you!
@CornishLiving8 Жыл бұрын
Ren your music makes me want to cry but I smile with intense emotion of your creative brilliant talented mind
@shubhampaul63932 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much guys ❤️ This was so beautiful!!
@niksgee3538 Жыл бұрын
You make me feel that it's OK to be a bit broken. I have adhd and ptsd. History being medically gaslighted, misdiagnosed. Depression and anxiety. Then I hear your music its so calming. You make me think its OK to be me. You are such an inspiration. I am crying writing this. Awesome.
@nidaladil4150 Жыл бұрын
This 🔥🔥🔥and the live version🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 🔥 both masterpieces
@bl00d_hound Жыл бұрын
I fell down the Ren rabbit hole just a few days ago and he just keeps blowing my mind with every song and every video. Chinchilla has a beautiful voice .
@shontose Жыл бұрын
This song is absolute perfection in every way. Been a long time since somebody was able to make me feel something so deeply.
@SCharlesDennicon Жыл бұрын
The song is. This version isn't.
@shontose Жыл бұрын
@@SCharlesDennicon I'll take this version over many other songs that exist today no matter what. I enjoy the live, but I'm a serious fan of studio versions because I enjoy the spatial audio edits.
@BluEyedWolf2 жыл бұрын
I suffer with serve depression and bipolar, ur music helps me so much been a fan for years....ur music speaks to those who suffer and fight, u are a ture inspiration, never give up Ren, u are the voice for the emotions people feel. U are one in a million man much love and respect 🙏
@koendomus2 жыл бұрын
What i like the most about you is that you are so versatile , experimenting different styles of music, lyrics, guitar play , piano , creativity in videos... there is always a constant, IT'S SPOT ON ! Thank u so much for sharing al that creativity m8.
@shaydeskies22802 жыл бұрын
I don't think anyone has ever been able to put emotions so clearly into words than you, and I really appreciate it. Thank you for creating such beautiful music. It is really life changing.
@camilag.53802 жыл бұрын
HOLY SHIT this is... just so so SO beautiful, i got goosebumps Another masterpiece as expected, love u dude ❤
@chuckcolby602510 ай бұрын
The success of this song (IDK how commercial, but it's in MY top 3, either before or after Hi Ren) is the raw honesty. We live in a world where everything is made to look perfect, however little substance. And along comes a tune where everything is substance, delivered with astounding skill by both performers... appearance of perfection be damned. Finding substance in this day and age is so rare... Ren & Chinchilla, thank you for delivering. It actually moves me, internally, like someone is taking a miniature bulldozer to my guts and brain and shifting them around as I listen. Especially when I hear "in the gallows, balanced on my toes so I can breathe"... Got me right in the feels, because I feel that. Amazing art, please don't stop.
@gregtib2 жыл бұрын
Ren, thank you for keeping it real, cheers from 🇨🇦 , your an amazing true artist
This is amazing, you can feel every single word leave an impact on your soul
@brandonhass78473 ай бұрын
It’s crazy I recently found you on Facebook and my girlfriend is obsessed. She has bipolar 2 and suffers badly from the depression and can listen to your music but at the end of every song she feels more power to work and get through it. Only music she has found that she can feel her sad feelings but then by the end feel the power and want to be happy and live life❤ thank you
@rian10432 жыл бұрын
Amazing song, deep and complex story and message, I love it! You're an amazing artist 💪🏿
@SpaceLobster21 Жыл бұрын
I think this might be my favorite of Ren's songs. Like, there are so many good ones but I keep coming back to this one lol
@Ahmad674752 жыл бұрын
This song is so heartbreakingly beautiful ❤
@scott1384 Жыл бұрын
IMO this is your most beautiful song. You're bearing your soul and i'm obsessed. So much love 🥰
@serebryakovaka99142 жыл бұрын
So sick! I supose lots of people have gone through this but it still impress how you speak with hearts!
@adrianriley19392 жыл бұрын
Pure beauty and soul. I can relate to every word. Bless you both for this absolute gift to life. We have been blessed again. Thank you. LOVE FROM SOUTH SPAIN!!! 🇪🇸🇬🇧
@boglarkakovari96372 жыл бұрын
I've listened to the short version on insta sooooo many times! I just want to say thank you both for launching this song. It is one of your bests.❤
@sjones56962 жыл бұрын
Just WOW! Such a beautiful song! Awesome lyrics! Sick harmonies! Amazing raw talent you both have! ❤❤
@Hack--rz1io2 жыл бұрын
I opened this so fast and wow... My energy got taken down a notch, this is beautiful and you two are a fantastic duo Really appreciate the art, always eager to hear more while I continue listening to all your music
@rede_rider2 жыл бұрын
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@Mizaun74 Жыл бұрын
I've gotta tell you that I'm beyond grateful to of found your music. Being diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder with a long history of cutting/suicide actions, Social Anxiety Disorder, ADHD/ADD, and PTSD. I just feel really connected to your styles of work/music. You are a amazingly talented artists across a number of areas. I wish I was younger and actually knew you. Alas, its just wishful thinking. I started showing signs of my various issues at age 13 waaaaaaayyyyyy back in 87/88 and wish I could of shown some improvements but it was not to stay consistent. Last count on scars, well stopped counting tbh at around 300+ but having stumbled upon you one night I've been going down the rabbit hole since. Just thank you for being you.
@ArtAltarYT2 жыл бұрын
Always waiting for your music. This is such a personal song, we think every soul will connect with it at some point or other. Thanks for bringing such words to music & in our lives. God bless you Ren. Love from India 🇮🇳❤️. Would love to have you perform here in our country someday. (Please let us know if you have any plans)
@xAliceisAlivex Жыл бұрын
Hits home 😖 you both are talented beyond measure. I hope you both know how much your words mean to so many who are suffering… 🥹
@Aikijim2007 Жыл бұрын
Wow. My new favourite. Been waiting for a new artist to listen to. You're knocking out some amazing songs. Keep it up.
@christinaoleary3138 Жыл бұрын
This has all the feels…pain, vulnerability, fighting for life….thank you ❤
@matejtoul49992 жыл бұрын
Wonderful as ever, Ren... Both you and Chinchilla made a wonderful piece, once again
@philipbasarir68292 жыл бұрын
This has to be the best Song of 2021. You are one of the most underrated musician in the world. Everyone needs to hear your music.
@mateiadeodatus3352 жыл бұрын
What a banger. Instant classic
@kirstensweet14312 ай бұрын
I've never heard a song that encapsulates my lived experience as well as this. Beautiful,*powerful* piece. Thank you for the music you make. It does not go unappreciated.
@maxestebankenny61792 жыл бұрын
I must say this one didnt clic on me at first. But seeimg the lyrics and actually understanding them makes this a beautiful work of art, both for the voices these 2 madlads have and for the message the song has. Love It from the start to the end!
@MyOrthodoxHome Жыл бұрын
Your voices are so beautiful. The relatability of this song is so moving, mixed with your voices brings chills everytime. ❤😢
@Sol-Cutta Жыл бұрын
That was amazing.. I should of heard that on the radio ffs.
@sunpi2 жыл бұрын
Heaven
@chadguyacoustic2 жыл бұрын
this is f**king beautiful mate.... ive introduced your music to everyone ive met.... spread the music, spread the love, spread the word, in a world where capitalism has a strangle hold on our very social existence . much love bro, keep smashing it!
@virtualhoney Жыл бұрын
This song is everything ❤ I love the acoustic version as well. Brilliantly done by brilliant artists.
@samanthabeatty4256 Жыл бұрын
Id like to say that chinchilla really deserves more credit for making this song amazing. Those high piercing notes take this song to a different level. Hold on to this one Ren she's amazing.
@sonnyboy556610 ай бұрын
She’s unbelievable. Her voice is absolutely spot on. And it seems the two of them together they just fit.
@Lee-ig2wd11 ай бұрын
Hello! Even though you will probably never ever see this, your music has helped me so much! I feel like I finally have someone that I am actually able to relate to and I love this song so much and I sing it every chance that I get because I just relate to it so much! Took me a couple tries to learn it but every time I listened I loved it even more! I hope that you keep making music! If you do end up seeing this you have saved my life because you are one of the very few things/people that have kept me going!Love you ren!
@IamCareyann Жыл бұрын
This is heart breakingly beautiful
@cameronchadwell11715 ай бұрын
I'm just hearing this lately, and it's been hitting in the most perfect way. Thank you.
@kellybailey1377 Жыл бұрын
The joy and terror of the pendulum ride. I never thought of it as a pendulum until I watched Hi Ren. Watching that video pounded me into the ground, then scraped me up gently with the epiphany of knowing I am not alone. It was not just your amazing performance of an impassioned and personal piece of art, but also the comments of all the people who probably felt something akin to what I was feeling after experiencing it. The chord it struck in me broke a chain. I have watched most of the reactions to it and cried along with the reactor every time. With each viewing, another chain broke, freeing me, and I started the process of being able to recognize when the other Kell was trying to speak for me. I know he will always be there, and I used to fight that voice with all I had. It kept me from seeing anything but the fight. All that fight brought was crippling anxiety, panic attacks, and a sense that if I took my pills and kept to myself while my life sped by, everything would be fine. But it is not fine. I was losing so much of my life. I am 55 now and I can’t remember much from 30 years old until now. On and off this and that pill. I put so much trust in the pill. It was going to make me feel normal, as if I knew what normal was, but all it did was keep me from seeing the brightest of brights and the darkest of darks. I have never been afraid to say I was suffering, but I always prefaced it with my BIG SMILE, so as not to make anyone too uncomfortable with my revelation. I would get asked how the pills made me feel. It was difficult to explain. And I would just say better. No, I did not feel better, that was a lie, probably to myself as well. The pills kept me from feeling the important things, including the pain. Chalk outlines is perfect. Here I am, look at me with my BIG SMILE… but nothing inside. Numb, complacent, and tired. A couple of months ago, I would not have been able to articulate these thoughts. Effexor muted that ability. I weaned myself off it. I can express myself. I can feel those highs. I can’t feel the pain as well, but it doesn’t scare me as much as it used to. I try to think of it as a pinch to let me know I am a human being who is supposed to feel happiness, sadness, joy, fear, anger, love, and all the other crazy, scary, and amazing feelings we are blessed to experience. Am I okay, cured, perfect, happy all the time… no, but that’s okay.
@anninadaniela4422 Жыл бұрын
It's like you described my life. I'm off some meds now but I still have a long way to go.
@kellybailey1377 Жыл бұрын
@@anninadaniela4422 At the time I wrote that, I had just lost my sister-in-law (who was also my friend and housemate for the last 7 years). She was 36 and taken from us suddenly. A week later I found out I had diabetes. Just a month or so before all this was when I decided to get off the meds. I honestly think that if I had been on the meds, I would not have been able to let myself grieve properly or take the steps I needed to manage my heath. I have had ups and downs, but all in all the past three months have been very healing. I have my health under control and, with the help of family and friends, I am able to help my brother cope with the loss of his wife and in turn, he is able to help my as well. finding your way out of the fog can't be difficult, but it can be done.
@SarahBoyd002 Жыл бұрын
Live version is soooooo much better ❤️🙏 One take. 💯 authentic. No cliche vocal/instrumental harmonies. Less pop vibe. Stripped back. REAL passion.