Ren - Hi Ren (Official Music Video)

[@RenMakesMusic]

Were close to being able to hit a top 10 record spot, maybe even a number one! Pretty unbelievable for an independent record! You can help push that even further! Pre-order the Sick Boi album by clicking this link! bio.to/Ren-Sick-Boi As always here are the lyrics for anyone who wants them, thankyou so much for watching this, really proud of it, im doing everything independently so if it moved you in someway it would mean the world to me if you gave it a share as it will help spread it all over the world :) Also out on streaming platforms too! renmakesmusic.lnk.to/hiren Hi there Ren It's been a little while, Did you miss me? You thought you’d buried me, didn't you? Risky… Because I always come back Deep down you know that… Deep down you know I'm always in periphery Ren aren't you pleased to see me? it's been weeks since we spoke bro, you know you need me You’re the sheep, I'm the shepherd Not your place to lead me Not your place to be biting off the hand that feeds me Hi Ren I’ve been taking some time to be distant I’ve been taking some time to be still I've been taking some time to be by myself since my therapist told me I'm ill I've been making some progress lately, and I've learnt some new coping skills So I haven't really needed you much man I think we need to just step back and chill Ren, you sound more insane than I do You think that those doctors are really there to guide you? Been through this a million times Your civilian mind is so perfect at always being lied to Okay, take another pill boy Drown yourself in the sound of white noise Follow this 10 step program, rejoice! All your problems will be gone! Fucking dumb boy Nah mate, this time it's different man trust me I feel like things might be falling in place And my music's been kinda doing bits too Like I actually might do something great And when I'm gone maybe I'll be remembered For doing something special with myself That's why I don't think that we should talk man Cause when your with me it never seems to help You think that you can amputate me? I am you, you are me, you are I, I am we We are one, split in two that makes one so you see You got to kill you if you wanna kill me. I'm not left over dinner, I’m not scraps on the side, oh your music is thriving? Delusional guy! Where's your top ten hit? Where's your interview with Oprah? Where are your grammes Ren? Nowhere! Yeah but, my music's not commercial like that I never chased numbers, statistics or stats I Never write hooks for the radio, they never even play me so why would Iconcernn myself with that? But my music is really connecting, And the people who find it respect it , And for me that's enough ‘cause this life's been tough so it gives me a purpose I can rest in Man you sound so pretentious ! Ren your music is so self centred, No one wants to hear another song about how much you hate yourself… trust me You should be so lucky having me inside you to guide you, remind you to manage expectations, provide you perspective, that thing you neglected, I get it You wana be a big deal… Next jimi hendrix? forget it Man it's not like that Man it's just like that I'm inside you you twat Nah it's not man your wrong, when I write I belong Let me break the fourth wall by acknowledging this song Ren sits down, Has a stroke of genius, He wants to write a song that was not done previous A battle with his subconscious… Eminem did it Played on guitar Plan B did it Man your not original you criminal, rip off artist, the pinnacle of your success is stealing other people's material Ren mate we've heard it all before Ohh "she sell sea shells on the sea shore" Fuck you I don't need you, I don't need to hear this, cause I'm fine by myself, I'm a genius! and I will be great, and I will make waves, and ill shake up the whole world beneath us That's right speak your truth, your fucking god complex leaks out of you It's refreshing to actually hear you say it! In stead of down play it… “Oh the music Is all about the creative process and if people can find something to relate to within that the that's just a bonus” Fuck you ima fucking kill you Ren Well fucking kill me then let's fucking have you Ren I'm a do it, watch me prove it, who are you to doubt my music? ‘Cause I call the shots I choose if you die Yeah I call the shots and so i who choose who survives I'll tie you up in knots then I'll lock you inside News flash… I was created at the dawn of creation, I am temptation I am the snake in Eden, I am the reason for treason Beheading all Kings, I am sin with no rhyme or reason, Sun of the morning, Lucifer, Antichrist, father of lies, Mestophilies, Truth in a blender, Deceitful pretender, The Banished avenger, The righteous surrender When standing in-front of my solar eclipse, My name it is stitched to your lips so see I won't bow to the will of a mortal, feeble and normal You wana kill me? I'm enteral, immortal I live in every decision that catalysed chaos That causes division I live inside death, the beginning of ends I am you, you are me, I am you Ren Hi Ren… I’ve been taking some time to be distant, I’ve been taking some time to be still I’ve been taking some time to be by myself and I've spent half my life ill But just as sure as the tide start turning Just as sure as the night has dawn Just as sure as rain fall soon runs dry when you stand in the eye of the storm I was made to be tested and twisted I was made to be broken and beat I was made by his hand, it's all part of the plan that I stand on my own two feet And you know me my will is eternal And you know me you've met Me before Face to with a beast I will rise from the east and I'll settle on the ocean floor And I go by many names also Some people know me as hope Some people know me as the voice that you hear when u loosen the noose on the rope And you know how I know how I know that I'll prosper? Because I stand here beside you today I have stood in the flames that cremated my brain And I didn't once flinch or shake So cower at the man I've become When I sing from the top of my lungs That I won't retire I'll stand in your fire inspire the meek to be strong And when I am gone I will rise In the music that I left behind Ferocious persistent, immortal like you we’re a coin with two different sides When I was 17 years old I shouted out into an empty room, into a blank canvas, that I would defeat the forces of evil, and for the next 10 years of my life I suffered the consequences... With Illness, autoimmunity and psychosis As I got older I realised that there were no real winners or no real losers in physiological warfare But there were victims and there were students It wasn’t David verses Goliath, it's was a pendulum eternally swaying between the dark and the light, and the brighter the light shone, the darker the shadow it cast It was never a battle for me to win, it was an eternal dance, and like a dance, the more rigid I became the harder it got The more I cursed my clumsy footsteps the more i suffered And so I got older and I learned to relax, and I learned to soften, and that dance got easier It is this eternal waltz that separates human beings from angels, from demons, from gods And I must not forget, we must not forget, that we are human beings.

[@eightnine4704]

Fking genius ❤

[@wanrell]

My guy this art of yours comes in so many forms

[@benonsen]

Hi ren :D

[@markina9731]

I'm so grateful that I found you , holy that recommendation changed my life. Thank you, Ren

[@jacklhorton9]

Utterly brilliant mate. Needed this. Thankyou.

[@RenMakesMusic]

I wanted to make this track one of the most honest and raw pieces i've made. All live stripped back with just me and a guitar, It's probably my proudest works to date, and I cant wait for you guys to see it, remember to turn on the notifications button to be reminded to join me at the premier next Thursday at 7pm GMT. See you guys there. So excited for you guys to see this

[@samyoggg9284]

So excited!!!! ❤️

[@monkeytonker4637]

Your work is always 💯 I like music again because of you👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

[@dirtyjeans1854]

so excited to be here for this 🤍

[@Lo-Vi]

Can't wait!

[@bryantbetts9536]

Wowza! I am looking forward to hearing this one, but cannot figure out how to join the wait. You pur so much of your soul into your music it's inspiring. Hopefully I'll stumble on a busk one day!

[@RenMakesMusic]

Up until I was 9 years old, I would intermittently hear a voice in my head that was not my own. The voice was distinctly different to mine, and always negative. It would self criticise or urge me to do things I knew to be morally wrong. The most peculiar thing about the voice was that it took no effort on my behalf to produce. My own thoughts always felt like there was a process that required effort to bring them to the forefront of my mind, this voice appeared as though it was spoken by another. The sentences felt predetermined like they had already been constructed. I remember very vividly at 9 years old, becoming very frustrated with the voice. I stood in my back yard, internally screaming at the voice to be silent again and again, and it did. In a flash there was silence, to the point where my head felt like an empty room. I wasn't used to the quiet and that voice never returned. It almost felt lonely in my head. When I got older I had intermittent bouts with auditory hallucinations where I would hear perfect symphonies, usually at night when drifting off to sleep. They were so clear that they sounded like they were emanating from a radio in the corner of my room. I knew they weren't there, but for some reason they never came with the feeling of fear. I also recall sitting on a bus at the age of 15, and hearing the sound of a crowded room, with about 100 voices chattering away, I was the only person apart from the driver on the bus. These experiences were always very brief, and few and far between. My last hallucination was during an intense bout of psychosis in 2015, and was my first visual hallucination. I was walking down a pavement after jumping out my mums car in a crossroads in a moment of frustration and distress with my condition. I was trying to run from myself. What appeared to be a homeless man with a dark complexion approached me, and asked me what was wrong. I explained that I had been sick most my life, and I wasn't sure I had the strength to continue. He looked at me, and smiled and told me 'everything is going to be okay in the end Ren.' I had not told him my name. There was something so overpoweringly sincere about this very simple message, which brought with it an overwhelming feeling of inner peace, and in a flash, he vanished. My rational brain always linked these experiences to what the doctors have told me, that there are parts of my brain compromised by the autoimmunity in my body. That the myelin sheaths surrounding the complex electrical system that conduct my thoughts were damaged and compromised, causing these lucid experiences that I knew did not exist inside the physical world. The part of me that edges away from logical and rational thought always attributed these thoughts to some kind of otherworldly intervention, that made my thoughts the battleground of some spiritual tug of war. For a long time I never really acknowledged this part of myself, for with it brought the danger and stigma of sounding like a crazy person. I decided with my latest release, to the best of my ability, to capture and express this chess match of thought. Hi Ren comes out in just over 24 hours. I can't wait for you all to hear it.

[@striderman-]

Ren these words mean more to me than you'd ever understand. The fact you silenced that voice in your head gives me hope that I can too. Please keep on fighting. The world needs you. I've recently discovered you and TBP and you've changed my perception in ways I don't understand yet.

[@bookerwills8649]

Can't wait, also that's very deep and I appreciate you being so open, we need that in today's world where we are supposed to be strong and independent, we need to hear about others struggles in order to deal with our own, we need to help each other.

[@bookerwills8649]

I will add a quick story to show why being open helps others. I was trapped in a hole that I was lowered in a cage to do some work. Utter catastrophe happened and water started filling the hole. I couldn't get to the cage to get raised, I resigned to I was going to die. Luckily it got solved before I drown, I got out eventually puked out of shock and was never the same. However I didn't think about the people watching from up top, they thought they were going to watch a man die and they didn't speak about it. Not until group therapy years later and with me being completely open and crying did one guy finally let go, "I thought I was going to watch you die" saying that out loud helped him and even me understand his animosity towards me. Being vulnerable allows others to also be vulnerable and that is not a bd thing. Thank you for sharing ren, I'm sure it's going to be an amazing video

[@striderman-]

@@bookerwills8649 I'm glad you're still with us to share this story. Your story is an affirmation to my core value in life. Every interaction we have with each other is a "two way street". Travel down the other person's path before you judge or come to conclusions. If more people would Sonder this world would be a better place.

[@Stephen.Perryman]

REN do u think it's a help or a hindrance when it comes to making music ? , I'm not saying it has to be one or the other just wondered if either happens to be the case

[@phoenixteagarden2317]

I am a psychiatric nurse. I actually learned about you from another psych. nurse. Your music is spreading and inspiring both patients and staff. Thank you for doing this. It makes a difference. It really does.

[@justinofboulder]

Thank you for your comment, and your contribution to helping others find wellness! If I may share, for the years that my Lyme disease was misdiagnosed, many of my symptoms showed up as psychological and neurological. I feel so grateful to have come through the other side (7 years later) and this song really inspires me to appreciate the darkness of my past as I journey in to the light. Bless!

[@EmmanuelOjex]

Amazing

[@sashadavies3742]

This is amazing

[@opalmills2914]

Hi Phoenix. We taught together in Ulsan about a decade ago. It's insane to come across your name on a random youtube video. Hope all is well - Lee Teacher.

[@pixel9050]

I’ve written and unwritten what I want to say but my words are so 😮, so Human ! Felt very un-alone and that someone -a Human gets it ! Thank you ☺️ Keep making waves and shaking the world ❤

[@johnnoyes7759]

Just found this today. As someone who struggles with chronic illness and depression I want to say thanks. Just thanks

[@JogInTheFog]

As someone who doesn't struggle with any illness in particular, but just sometimes finds life almost unbearably difficult, I want to say thanks, too.

[@Oathbreakers_Nightmare]

Felt that

[@noxskaven4343]

I've been in and out of the mental hospital since I was a teenager, by my count eight times now. Without sharing my diagnoses (I have a lot), I regularly have psychosis on top of mood swings and panic attacks, and as hard as its been for me, it's been harder for my family that can't understand. My father showed me this, and I think he was excited to be able to feel connected to me through music that he could relate to my mental health problems. I'm not really one to leave comments, but I wanted to say thank you.

[@petemavus2948]

And I want to say thank you for leaving this comment as it is just as beautiful as this song and video. 💜

[@yourfriendlyinternetmeatshield]

Just keep swimming. Stay alive fren.

[@jennymchandler]

This made me cry. Thank you.

[@paulcorbishley1]

Keep strong x

[@Substraal]

All the best for you for now and in the future

[@johnmackey2240]

"The people who find it respect it." Indeed.

[@paulcosgrove6773]

Truth. Thanks to whatever youtube reactor who introduced me to Ren ❤

[@DeltaV11]

Found this guy about a month ago and i can’t stop listening. He’s so goddamned good. He touches a ton of different genres too. I’ve been so bored with music the last couple years, which is a shame since I’ve been a musician since I could hold a trumpet at 5. Ren had me actually feeling beats again.

[@natalie-ew8sj]

clever, Mackey!!! Love it bro. If people listen to this master piece n say its not brilliant then they clearly dont know jack about music n talent. so as u say RESPECT IT!!!!!! nuff love bro natalie xx

[@Drak976]

Yes I will surely come off as crazy as Ren to some but I think music can find us when we need it. It's magical. I dunno if other magic is real but music exists so checkmate. Even animals like it. It makes the mammals and even plants react. Water I think I forget whatever Japanese experiment something about water and emotions maybe maybe music maybe both I don't know.

[@shawna444]

Truer words have never been uttered...in this case, eloquently, vociferously, beautifully, forcefully, benevolently....sung.

[@MrGbooster]

A month ago, my brother of 33 took his own life. He wasn’t just my brother; he was my best friend. We did everything together, and I shared everything with him. I’ve never loved anyone as much as I loved him, and I probably never will. Just before he ended his life, he shared this video with me, saying it perfectly captured how he felt. If you're struggling, please seek help, no matter how difficult it may seem. There is always light at the end of the tunnel, and there is always a way forward. Please, don’t harm yourself and the people who care about you. Even if it doesn’t feel like it, you are loved.

[@lyonscultivars]

Sorry for your loss brother

[@JedidiahBidwell]

Hey bubba, I lost my brother in 2012. I'm sorry for your loss. If you even need to talk to someone I'm here. A life changing experience like that changed me forever. I understand bubs. I hope your well. Get ahold of needed. Chin up man, it's hard but not impossible.

[@shelingEB]

Wishing you peace, serenity and fortitude at the end of this year.

[@DaveParry-s9r]

Sorry about your bro Mr G Rest in peace big man

[@TanyaQueen182]

I'm so sorry for your loss.

[@dirkdombrowski713]

- you did something great - you will be remembered - you did something special - your music is really connected - your music is respected - you made waves - you shaked the world - you are hope

[@daddyj2030]

Absolute truth 💯

[@morrismacri962]

👌

[@morrismacri962]

Much Respect 🙏

[@danamckenzie7872]

I think you are a quiet genius I can’t reply to that main thread But I want you to know You are a Quiet genius I respect this song. I don’t know you so. Can’t pretend But this…..

[@FearDaReaper]

Well said

[@ericevans9507]

I was done. Finished. Ready to check out. My military career, over. My children, raised. I was okay with becoming a statistic. I wondered, “where will I fall? 18, 12….22?” Then this song popped into my feed. Thank you Ren. Your song was like a friend reaching out in the dark to grab me just before I fall into the sweet abyss. I know there’s a lot of work ahead…but I have to save myself…I deserve being saved. Thank you. Your music is saving lives. Big love to you!

[@thebloodyshambles]

That is awesome, this to me is what should be felt, Ren is sharing and creating more awareness. We are not alone!

[@sesamesheltonst5197]

Hope: “The voice that u hear when u loosen the noose on the rope” That verse hit me hard. He also has a song about suicide. Perhaps it could help u too.

[@ericevans9507]

@@sesamesheltonst5197 which song is it? I’d love to know. I’ve only just now discovered Ren.

[@simonejarvis3753]

Be strong keep going good luck ❤xxx

[@AnitaMc2]

You deserve to be saved. And loved. Please hold on, if not for yourself, for your family. And if you can hold on for them, eventually, you can see enough to hold onto yourself. You are not alone. Ever!

[@Wolfsta]

I commented under one of Ren's other songs talking about my depression. I have never seen so much support from another community online. YOU GUYS (including Ren) are the real treasure. Keep being awesome, the world needs you!

[@mystic_momma333]

Just remember that sadness is different from depression... ;) 💕

[@robindevoh]

World needs you too ❤

[@Wolfsta]

@@mystic_momma333 🙏🙏

[@Wolfsta]

@@robindevoh 🙏🖤

[@dasnerft96]

damn man/mann't that's so nice, It's so nice to hear that you were heard, being heard is a huuuugeeee step, especially if you feel heard, to me it's 70% of the way of recovery. I hope you're doing better than you did a month ago. Don't tell yourself you need to improve everyday, sometimes there is a setback, which isn't back to 0, but back to the last point, it's okay and you'll do it, i have no clue who you are, but the fact that you are even thinking about if you're worth it, makes you worth it. You're great

[@leannawaschbisch6258]

This comment section has me weeping. We all have something to hope for. This is beautiful 😭

[@originalm1lky832]

So many bruised people but so many more strong people coping and pulling themselves through the shit and standing tall at the end of it.

[@molimaeyhising]

Kicked heroin a year and half ago after 12 years of using and trying to just end it man. To be be fully honest with yall. This song has meant more than any song I've ever heard. I can't express it. Truly. How can one put into words the way a piece of art shakes and breaks your entire soul. Thank you. Thank you for creating. Thank you all for being here to support and relate to this.. I love you. You are beautiful. Things get better.

[@d.d.ucheabba5461]

Suicide attempt survivor here, only one way....UP. LOVE in Christ to you. Hug.

[@marjeketchum1630]

He sings from his soul , doesn't he. He reminds me of someone I lost recently, who also used music to try to heal his issues, but this artist has a strength my loved one couldn't quite manage. I've survived a severe chronic pain issue that started in the late 80s so know how to fight for life. I hope you find the strength you need, when you need it. And if you don't mind my best advice... positive reinforcement works amazingly well. On my worst days, if I repeat I'm having the best day ever, 3 times, within 20 minutes I'll realize I'm doing so much better. Blessings to you.

[@Kathie4]

That's beautiful. The first year & a half were the hardest for me. You're doing something incredibly difficult, so be proud. It gets a little easier as you go, so keep going.

[@annefranklin7476]

So agree, thank you, bless you take care

[@blackeyedgirl76]

Not going to lie, it’s a life long battle. It does get easier but only with time and therapy if needed and that’s your jam. I too felt this song, the lyrics in my soul. Please know, if you don’t succeed today then just try again tomorrow. You’ll get there. Best of luck to you!💜

[@mikalan888]

My little Brothers name is REN. Ren went missing and I thought he was dead. I searched the internet high and low for clues and then I came upon your video HI-REN. It was as if My brother was singing his personal Anthem. You share his name and his struggle. After 5 months I found my brother safe. I shared with him this video, we watched it together and cried from the deepest part of our souls. Your message is so needed in this chaotic world and HOPE is the light we look to. In pure gratitude for your gift…. Thank you Ren.

[@elenachristine6266]

❤

[@sevenmusette]

A tangible, believable, soul-piercing HOPE

[@Dust2Glow]

❤

[@wendywilson8168]

❤❤

[@davidmctavish101]

Bullshit.

[@melparkes354]

"And the people who find it respect it." Facts Ren. Facts.

[@ChristopherTanner-wx3zv]

Facts

[@jettamaster3297]

Found it

[@garyhurley9749]

Facts

[@lichas5919]

found it yesterday, im obsessed now

[@henrylloyd2010]

🫶🏼

[@GyatRizzYapRepeatPodcast]

This is beautiful. I found him just an hour ago through a TikTok of violets tale, and now I’m looking at his other stuff and this is just….wow. I cannot believe I haven’t heard of Ren until now, this is beautiful. It speaks to me heavily, I’ve been not in the best mental state and recently diagnosed with depression, this is lovely. I love you for this, ren. ❤

[@kv4320]

You can get out of it, you can. I went through the darkest of dark myself for years - despite my wonderful wife and sons. But since april last year, mainly thanks to an empathic therapist, I feel (even very) good - which I´d never expected to happen again. I looove life again and especially love trying to make others´ day better now. And I´m SO glad I discovered Ren. And his fans, the Renegades from all ages and all over the world. Trust me, you won´t feel alone anymore, love´s healing.

[@michaelvu3101]

i get stuck watching reaction videos to this song just to see people experiencing the "wow" moment

[@emilydeibert24]

I hope you enjoy discovering all of Ren's music as much as I did awhile back ❤ I sometimes wish I could listen to some of it for the first time again. Simply brilliant.

[@originalm1lky832]

Look up The Big Push. You'll thank me x

[@sepandsiassi6352]

Wow, what did I just watch and listen to? How am I just coming across this? Just a room, a guitar, some basic lighting, and a few camera angles, all brought together with one guy singing from his soul.

[@Funkyjunky69er]

Great words

[@Smuff1981]

Welcome to the world of Ren. There's plenty more where this came from 😊

[@MikeMater-ep8zy]

Welcome to the RENegades. It's a journey of the soul. Much love.

[@mari_3kyu]

The lighting is going crazy actually, that part alone could be its own art piece

[@trashkru]

This is no longer a song. This is no longer music. This is a soul splitting open and exploding into art.

[@evasage14]

beautifully put

[@Kz3theArtist]

Truth

[@HamzaKhaleel]

This is life

[@minipily1841]

this is america

[@t.j.thetomato]

I was thinking “of course! Music is art😊” but now 5:04 … I understand what you mean 😶

[@JWFowler36]

Ren, Im a 38 year old U.S. Navy Corpsman who has been dealing with PTSD and i cant ever tell anyone how it feels to be at battle with your own insides but your song makes to so clear what its like and i cant thank you enough or your words they are beyond worthy of any award in the world but i hope my thanks is enough at this moment.

[@tamsynfallows3234]

Just from some of the lyrics, I feel confident that this kind of feedback is the highest praise and satisfaction that a true, big hearted artist like this could ever want or hope for. Connection with other humans over industry praise!

[@alltoohalliwell]

37yr old Army Vet here with PTSD and severe anxiety. Ditto to your comment

[@ZeroCautionFPV]

Jesse, I just wanted to day thanks for your service. I was lucky enough to work with you guys during my time at NASWI SAR as a PR. You guys are seriously appreciated. Take care ! I love this song and it does help ground me when the anxiety kicks in.

[@dangrover9712]

He's fukin awesome. Off the scale. David Bowie would feel inferior hearing this guy

[@mx360grader]

🤗

[@dancerbird76]

Two years of Hi Ren…..what a two years it’s been! Thank you for continuing to push boundaries, open difficult conversations and for ‘convincing’ me that I could attend my first festival earlier this year 💜🫶

[@shirleycarter2231]

I am a woman in my seventies. I gave up on today’s music , for some years now, then last week, I heard Ren!! I haven’t felt so excited, inspired and enthralled by music, since I first heard David Bowie in the 70’s...... he said, Rock was the art form of the working class.... I think Ren just gave a voice to a whole generation of disenfranchised young people of today, and those of all ages struggling with their own mental health..... deep and wonderful , thank you Ren ❤️

[@TheRock-xj7hs]

He speaks for so many of us…

[@n0l1f3music]

U ain't 70 lol

[@joshmason1460]

@@n0l1f3music you don’t actually have no life

[@joshgarcia1899]

Calm down ol' hag

[@sethley91]

I am a man in my 30s who'd also given up. I missed the story telling. The movie like aspect music used to carry. Growing up on marty robbins and the like there was a story for the song. This blows me away and makes me so happy that the story telling and meaningful music isn't dead. We're not limited to a beat and some words. Thank you to Ren

[@dr.t2916]

That is the most raw beautiful song about the human experience I’ve heard. As a therapist, this is the dance I witness in my clients, and the dance had to accept in myself as human. Thank you, Ren, for managing to capture its pain, chaos and beauty in such a clear and touching way! This song is not only a musical masterpiece, but also a psychological one

[@Hefficide]

I was a teenager in the 80's and music was my passion. My spirit. I got older. Got pulled under by life. I lost my passion along the way. It's been a very long time since I came across music that touched me and made me feel that connection again. A month or two ago you popped up in my recommendations and I clicked. I am very glad that I did because for the first time, in a very long time, you've helped me feel that passion again. Thank you Ren. You have a gift that does not come along often.

[@hm27200]

Is right lad am happy for you. Rens music is amazing. Hope u enjoy your found again journey

[@RandoManFPV]

💤 most slept on musician

[@tweetthomas1010]

I agree I could just listen to him play the guitar all day. Then his vocal journey is the icing on the cake.

[@crushingthevector5837]

I feel you bro. Im sort of in that funk now. Been several years since I have had that fire. I was once consumed by it, but life just drained me for every ounce of motivation I had. After nearly 25 years I just got lost and its been very hard to find my way back. And sadly, this time it will be alone. After decades of creating within a group, going solo is such a huge challenge for me. Artists like REN, are indeed rekindling that fire. Its a good feeling.

[@d3maccus]

get back into music! get creating, you deserve it. there is nothing better. im the same way, and its where I found my spirality as a teen.

[@MA-ft3pe]

I'm a combat vet that suffers from PTSD, depression and bipolar. And with all the doctors I had I felt never understood me, but with this one song I felt I finally found someone that gets me. Thank you for this masterpiece.

[@bsmith8943]

Man. First. Thank you for your sacrifice and service. Please keep your head up keep fighting the fight.

[@Dpreest]

this doesnt add up, you wouldnt have been a soldier with bipolar

[@hastie1974]

​@@Dpreest maybe not diagnosed till after

[@hastie1974]

​@@Dpreest very judgmental

[@dirtylikaratfpv6088]

For the person that said he couldn't have been a soldier of he ws diagnosed with bi polar.. I'm a US Army veteran.. 15th Signal. And I have a diagnosis of bi polar from the Department of Veterans Affairs hospital. Also depression, anxiety amd adhd. Real textbook looney bird I guess.. But went in I had a clean bill of health mind body and soul. I don't know how's any of those conditions work.. If they hand just lay dormant until they didn't. Or if they were developed post service. But there are VA hospitals all over this c mountry full of folks with conditions that would have disqualified them initially

[@Bwatt5000]

When a 9+ minute song feels like it’s 30 seconds. Phenomenal. I got chills.

[@kelseychatski7046]

I didn't even realize how long it was until I read your comment. Wow, yeah. I was mesmerized

[@J-Peterson777]

@@kelseychatski7046 I was absolutely gobsmacked by this video! It went from curious imagery to humorous chorus/hook to skillful sophistry to spiritually uplifting affirmation of humanity. Who the hell is this guy? How have I not heard of him before? Where can I listen to more of him? Brilliant, just brilliant!!!

[@DegradedTie]

yoooooooooooooooo

[@imsotallytober5]

If you want to concider almost 2 minutes of monologuing part of the song. It's more like a 7 minute song.

[@sarahhale-pearson533]

This came up randomly on my feed… my mind is truly blown. I’m lost for words. Incredible art. More than just a song.

[@musicwith9lives]

Me to at 12am this morning. I'm back for the 3rd time. Watched a few other videos. REN is Brilliant 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 yes, it's the story of his life. Read his drop down. It tells about his experiences since 9 yrs old. He also says it at the end of this song😊

[@BanMedo]

Same here, been listening to his songs non stop for the past few days. So much uniqueness and amazing works of art

[@ladonna9938]

​@musicwith9lives welcome to the Renegades!

[@ginagifun6734]

Welcome to the Reniverse ♥️🎶

[@melissamcgovern2596]

Same just now. I was here again for Kurt Vile’s Pretty Pimpin’ and this was up next. Thank you, algorithm “gods”…mind blown. What a gift for me this morning

[@chiefJmiah]

I'm 47 and I just found this song. Profound and genius only begins to scratch the surface of this young man's pain, talent, expression, and art. I'm impressed and now a lifelong fan.

[@jonathanporter1288]

This is brave, beautiful, chaotic, chilling, scary, and so relatable. This fvcking brilliant

[@maureent6800]

Perfectly spoken !! I love this !! FLINT MI 💓 LOVES ❤️

[@rivb9466]

I’m crying. I never thought someone could really express how it feels like, how it is inside one’s head. The imposter syndrome, the depression, the anxiety, the demons. I’m still battling with mine and I hope I can learn how to relax and dance.

[@Hdhdjdudh-fv5jk]

You will just keep the lord Jesus Christ in your sight

[@Hdhdjdudh-fv5jk]

Jesus loves you and he will help you pull out of these dark times and remember he is coming back for all the believers and we will be taken up into the clouds with him

[@michelleknutson4946]

Yes.

[@DIYDaveT]

People talk talk talk about Jesus and G_d and salvation and all of this stuff. It sounds like lies and propaganda but like every other "conspiracy theory", it's all true. Soften to the will of the Lord Jesus and He will change you and heal you. I know from personal experience. G_d bless.

[@albertarcia7286]

When the light shines, you'll see it with your soul .

[@wendybirdhouse]

You saved the life of a young man I worry about. I'm a retired teacher and after bumping into him in town, I sent him this. I envisage a huge crowd marching on Parliament to stop the attack on the NHS funding for young people's mental health with everyone singing this together. You have given me, an old lady hope. To see this amount of passion and determination in the younger generation is exhilarating. But more than that Ren - you saved a life.

[@aliciastrose2835]

My heart just exploded in the most beautiful way. 💛

[@paulsimpson5949]

To save a life is a monumental thing for anyone to do but to help many more to feel better about themselves and maybe save many more to realise death is inevitable but the longer you hang in there the better the chances of seeing there can be more to hang on to and find your own place in the world. Ren has an ability to do this and so do we all.

[@DistrictWitch]

I think *you* saved that life x

[@nightspidergoha]

Love your music bro n ya spirit it’s inspiring in this mad world! Much love bro

[@chosenuwu]

You saved him too

[@blueboytjie]

Brilliant, Brilliant...can't find words to express my thoughts!!!

[@williambell6611]

Fuck me a year later and it’s still THE MOST IMPACTFUL musical performance I’ve ever seen or experienced

[@tendencies7528]

These aren’t songs. They are one-man musicals. And they are masterpieces. Profound musical therapy.

[@babs2034]

❤❤❤

[@Bamacoon]

I am a 52 year old grandma. I have not heard anything so profound in my life. What comes to mind is my favorite quote. I shall leave it here. Leave it, or take it if it resonates with your soul. "and those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music".-Friedrich Nietzsche

[@rachaelsandacz3540]

This just made me cry so hard. Thank you.

[@jiriruzicka215]

You are a lovely grandma xxx

[@WhatTheWHAT524]

Beautifully said!! 💖🙏💖

[@DSchae2165]

58 here ... I'm feeling inspired by this song ... I've always wanted to leave a mark behind but never did. It's never too late

[@shannonmetzger6148]

Jealous much?

[@arkansaninva]

This is not just a song, not just music. It's performance art, and it speaks directly to your soul

[@vickirickman9711]

Yes

[@paulhagger3895]

I am 61 years old and I've heard and seen plenty in my life. But this...this reduces me to tears each time I hear it. It's a masterpiece Ren. So raw and real. Funny and sad. Heartbreaking but redemptive. Love to you from downunder mate. Keep well and keep writing and playing. I will be following and listening.

[@flippopotamuss]

Came here from Tiktok, Ren has consumed my attention for hours now. You really have a gift, I cannot wait to see how your career unfolds. May it be a long and healthy one sir

[@NomadicWitchhunt]

This leaves me jaw opened. This song grips on my souls edge in so many ways. I had to hear most parts twice or even a third time to realize what lyrical brilliance i have just witnessed. Im glad that there are still high artists who produce such masterpieces out of their heart, instead of what numbers say. Efford and emotionless music on the charts. This is another league. I have no words left.

[@nessah5896]

Same here. I was listening on my way home from work and literally restarted this video four times because I wanted to fully understand what was being said and from where. I struggle with bipolar and addiction so this hit on so many levels. I struggle to articulate the battle between and he absolutely nailed it. Beautiful doesn’t quite capture it. Cracked open, real, raw, vulnerable.. Unlike most things you’ll encounter these days. I am people and I respect it ✊🏼

[@ben7114]

This is such a masterpiece. I had come across a couple of your videos before, and always thought you had great talent. But some of your newer compositions and writings, are just blowing me away.. What an honour to get to witness your talents and art develop. Excited to see what else you have to come.

[@rkaiser1957]

Ren, I'm 66 years old. I've been a music fan for as long as I can remember. This isn't a song, this is opera, this is something altogether new. This has touched me like nothing before. Keep fighting the good fight. And remember there is always "Hope" .

[@peterharrison4841]

Man I'm 61yo and totally agree... this is inspiring and brilliant, sad yet eye opening

[@lynneforrette3428]

You are BRILLIANT! I am 78(almost) and this is such a thought provoking insight into ego and alter ego. You, young man, are going places. Don’t let the sharks take advantage of your talent. Stay true!!!

[@LoriCrabtree31]

Wow, you're beautiful! Never would've guessed you're in your 70's! Agree, Ren is talented!!

[@harambe1573]

YOU ARE THE WINNER FOR THE OLDEST ASS HEAD IN THIS COMMENT SECTION, GOOD JOB, quick question: can u still walk?

[@matildealmeida9367]

It doesn't even feel like 9 minutes, what an amazing track

[@RenMakesMusic]

Thankuu ❤️

[@matildealmeida9367]

@@RenMakesMusic Love from Portugal! 🇵🇹

[@squarebreads]

especially when the playback speed us 1.75

[@respeed4591]

When the song stopped i waited for the second part because i thought that only 2 minutes has passed

[@Cosmic_Drake]

Such a universal timeless sequence. ♥Gorgeous piece.

[@danissad1789]

Today I discovered Ren's music, damn I'm crying but I feel strong and full of love and passion, man, this touched me deeply ❤

[@Terri_MacKay]

I don't really know what to say. I'm 60 years old, and I honestly can't remember ever hearing a song for the first time that stopped me in my tracks like this one did. That brought me to tears like this one. This song demands to be heard...it needs to be heard...it's a song for every human being who has ever struggled with mental illness and thought that there was no way through, no light at the end of the tunnel. I was one of them. Thank you for baring your soul. ❤️

[@jaysea1553]

my heart goes out to you my son who is 44 years old has been off his meds for 8 month's now and he is coming back to us,l will most certainly make sure he listens to this, l was going to say song but it is more a work of fine art a masterpiece you would think he can't top this but it would not matter

[@seejayjames]

I was stopped in my tracks too. So many hard-hitting ideas that need to be heard, and felt. Amazing.

[@Terri_MacKay]

@@jaysea1553 I'm so glad that you're getting your son back...and that he's finding himself again. Much love and healing thoughts to you, your son, and your whole family. Much better days are ahead. ❤️

[@samwillard5688]

"I am you, you are me, I am you, Ren". He is me, as well.

[@krypticstudios8168]

Today at 11:50pm I found this piece. And it’s the last 10 minutes of the 4th anniversary of losing my father to suicide. He endured a long battle with depression, drug abuse, and extremely severe psychosis. Eventually the demons won and took him from us. I know that if he were here he would have loved this video. In my years of seeing my fathers struggle, I’ve never quite heard anyone put it into perspective like this. And for that, I thank you Ren. RIP papa I love you ❤️

[@jennybeam7226]

Lost my sister Oct 29, 2021 to suicide.. Agree with your comment. Wishing you love & peace until you're reunited with your Daddy..❤🕊️❤️

[@Zephyredd]

@@jennybeam7226 😐

[@philliphall9817]

Phil's wife Susan here. Have you listened to Ren's song "Suicide". I lost my Dad to this when I was nine years old and found Ren's songs about this subject cathartic to listen to. Just hearing the word being sung out loud which nobody would talk about back then. If you enjoyed "Hi Ren" I recommend checking out more of his catalogue. There is heaps of great music on it.

[@Angela.Phillips]

God bless

[@JimmyEss]

I'd say it was a draw, don't forget he also killed the demons.

[@kaelgabriel956]

I just found this dude, holy, man inspired me to make a story for our project, I don't in what way but hearing this is just something that i can't explain, thanks ren

[@irishandy0853]

Dude I’ve listened to this every day for the past 2 weeks and can only now write this. I have struggled with the demons for more than half my life and I’m 38 this year. I always talk about my venture with it but this “song” explains everything I try and say. You my friend will save many lives with this piece of art. Men have always kept their struggles to them selfs and I applaud you for sharing your struggles in this master piece. I will always be eternally great full for this

[@GypsyJackBoggleShow]

Well said. Stay safe.

[@FearlessLewonwheels]

I love that music like this, brings people together that understand. I'm 34 and struggled with trauma for so long. It is exhausting.. you can feel very alone, but there is many of us out there. Find the others ❤

[@jmart9414]

I hear him everyday. Baring the soul. True to his space. I've been there I am there.

[@ericsharp5079]

Thanks for this, I have never found the courage or even the words to speak to my loved ones about what goes in inside. I wish it was different!

[@SAS-fn9ce]

Same. But I’m 53 female. Have always hid my depression. Been my friend since 13. Diagnosed major depressive disorder. I’ve never even said it out loud. And then it became a gift. Once you step into it. I can help my older kids with their stuff and will stand in their fire. I wouldn’t want to be any other way.

[@matthewdoveton7071]

FUCK..... ME. I've never felt that way watching music before. It's like he tore out my soul, showed it to me, gave it a clean and a cuddle and put it back in again. What a talent. I hope he has a great life.

[@sadiehelen]

I hope he does, too. Ever since I discovered this song I can’t stop listening to it. One of the few I can’t get sick of.

[@lauren_WI]

@@sadiehelen❤

[@vaginettamcsnapper]

You articulated this perfectly. It did something to my soul that is beyond description.

[@birdbath2002]

Well said ❤

[@mikeysdaniels4581]

Well said 😊

[@roems6396]

I’ve watched so many reactions to this video and they follow a pattern. Everyone is impressed with the initial guitar skills. But when Ren starts belting in his operatic voice, they all raise an eyebrow because it’s different and not what they are expecting. But it never fails that by the time he ends the song with his next operatic phase, they are all bobbing their heads and truly feeling it because they have just gone on this journey with REN, and they feel his triumph over his negative emotions and doubts. It’s beautiful.

[@CasperLD]

Ive just described this to a friend as :- There's a moment in the video where you stop critiquing and just listen. Every persons moment is different.

[@pamelamb1111]

@Suvi Eskelinen THANK YOU Expressed so well

[@tearsforspheres27]

Well said!

[@jasondunn511]

Exactly what I've noticed as well and like myself, initially speechless at the end

[@sarahkihls3189]

Earth shakingly good. Intensely powerful, beautiful, meaningful work. Absolutely brilliant, raw. I am in awe.

[@thomasshafer3551]

Ren, this was incredible. At 14 I began fighting autoimmunity. At 20 began illness and dialysis At 26 was diagnosed with PTSD and Psychosis. I've never been able to speak of my battles. Nobody understood. Man, that speech in the end broke me. I know how to describe my life to the ones I love man. Thank you.

[@thomasgoldberg3739]

Also look up nervus vagus therapy and parasymphatic tuning. They are reaching extraordinary results with both illnesses.Evidence based!

[@sandramkelly]

Chronic fatigue syndrome here and CTPSD. I believe the two are linked - one goes down, the other does. Physical and mental.. Hugely grateful to Ren for the superbly creative way to express all this and others for sharing their journey. xxxx

[@ThePojengsidur]

I have a suggestion for you, since it started with autoimmunity, look into nutritional therapy, carnivore diet, keto diet modifications, doctors are introducing that as a treatment, paychiatrist Chris Palmer is one. Please look into things that are even very unpopular at this time. You are accountable for your health, don’t just deal with symptoms.

[@davekennedy6315]

@user-my4iv6pp7l god isn't real! If there truly was a creator do you honestly believe he'd be happy with humankind destroying and polluting 'His' creation? Humankind CONSTANTLY killing each other? No! There is no higher power, there is only humans exploiting each other, killing each other, hating each other! Your prayers have no effect. Religion is just a tool of oppression, keeping others under control and in fear.

[@mcmwarhawk]

God bless man! I was also on dialysis for 3 years! Kidneys destroyed. Was lucky enough to have a transplant 3 years ago. I have PTSD from what I went through but life in itself is really incredible. Now I try and find the pleasure in even the smallest of details and that seems to keep me in tune. Wish you all the best!

[@Emi-70]

This guy may not be the next Jimi Hendrix but he will be the first Ren. And what I've heard from him in music and poetry over the last few years is already making waves. Ren is a concentrate of talent and creativity that connects. People of different musical genres, skin colors and age groups come together and enjoy his works. This is so much more than music!

[@bearnaff9387]

"... but he will be the first Ren." Holy shit, dude. Would that anyone ever had reason to say that about me.

[@aze2099]

There will be songs in the future referencing "you think you're the next Ren?". Guaranteed!

[@luisoscargonzalez3057]

This guy didn't write a song, he wrote a play. An epic. A glimmer of hope for the lost and lonely. A masterpiece for centuries. 💔❤️

[@waltersobchak9427]

Eh.

[@ryz3-t9r]

100% agree, thats just genius

[@jayjohn9893]

a modern Iliad or Oddessy in 10 minutes.

[@allisoncassidy1929]

This work is sublime - It is not only for the meak, this is for absolutely everyone - for me it is eastern philosophy spoken into Western culture - and that is no easy task by any means!! BRAVO and THANK YOU!!

[@sarah_n_dippity]

To be or not to be…

[@EandJ937]

Just revisiting this for Christmas. Hope you you get to feeling better my brother ❤

[@b333nny9]

This is an incredible piece of art. So proud of you, Ren. Stay strong for us.

[@RenMakesMusic]

Thanku means a lot :)

[@ryna258]

@@RenMakesMusic Hi Ren. Thanks for the amazing art. You know this wont go viral in these decades of fakeness and lies. People wear masks many faces at different places and times and The devil took the light wear it looks like the angels are actually the devils now.. and they might stabbing your back.. confusing and complicated this world is these days its kinda annoying. Like the world is upside down now. Alot of things are still wrong. Needs to be fixed. But will someone fixed it? Anyone? Who knows. A Hero Maybe. Someone. No one. You know, "Too much love will kill you." - Brian May Yeah too much colors. Too many rules we break. Whats the difference with animals? They live with no rules so... yeah And i think... I want to break those masks. Yeah its sounds silly and naive. But Thats one of my dreams in the future. I know this aint goin any easy. But Ill try my worst to make it all come true. Anyway. And you Thank you I wont forget you and your amazing work of art. Really amazing. It wont go viral no but it will have much respect from me and other big fans of yours. Its the path of music you choosed this one. Amazing. Just. Wow. 🙏🏻👍🏻

[@tompotter8748]

And for yourself.

[@gailspaw5521]

I agree

[@elizabethpeters3153]

I'm a recovering alcoholic and recently relapsed after 9 years of sobriety. Checking into medical detox later tonight. Ren, your music is providing my escape until i need to fall back into reality. Your writing skills are delightfully honest and real. Also your guitar playing is supremely talented and advanced.. I hope your day is going well. I cant wait to see/hear more music from you. Thank you for your love of music and truth.. "Those who bring relief and carnal pleasure sometimes serve mankind for the best" Ben Caplan edit- just celebrated a year sober and in recovery

[@euphoricrecall4944]

I'm a recovering alcoholic too. You've got to be proud of yourself for going back into detox and treatment. That's not an easy thing to do at all. You've got this, sending you love, and you have my utmost respect ❤

[@alexashing2]

Good luck Elizabeth! I have no words of advice, other than if it feels right, you're doing right

[@jeanjeannierocks]

Good luck Elizabeth ❤🙏🏼🪷💕

[@MattyRouter]

Be strong , Ayahuasca cured me.

[@daniellelodewijks3445]

Good luck Elizabeth!! You can do this. We dance with Devil but we don't let him take us home at the end of the night x

[@erikalarson9987]

In 9 minutes and 20 seconds, I went from Smiling > Laughing > Empathizing > Appreciating > Enjoying > Respecting > Marveling > Feeling Disrupted > Feeling Inspired > and … CRYING… and then when the song ended, sitting speechless for a long while. This is the first time I have come across your music, and you are right, you are a GENIUS! Better yet, you’re a captivating artistic genius! Thank you for putting this into the world! WOW!

[@rowanelessar5892]

I was quite literally "floored" when I heard/saw this for the first time.

[@andyfisher6025]

That was exactly my response to ❤

[@GaelicWarrior0]

Me also.

[@mattschultz4111]

My brother showed me this last night and I was captivated. The guitar skill (bass player 25+ years) with singing and rapping around... the tone, the dissonance, the timing, the lyrics... this WILL be timeless. Hi Ren, we relate to you, and all that you do, hi friend, whether you're there or you're not, we stand with you.

[@Deeayne-re6lm]

This could be the most powerful thing I've ever watched...

[@R6junkiegod]

I’ve always felt like there’s like a second head with me that’s always negative and this shows me I’m not the only person that goes through this but everyone pushes through it and this song has helped me get over the negative thoughts

[@Abaddon231]

I'm discovering this after losing my daughter, we wrote music together , and had an amazing relationship .. since losing her I have been unable to play, I am surrounded by instruments and fun equipment but yet cannot even play a note.. I was on the edge , questioning my purpose on this earth . I watched your performance and it hit me differently than anything else. All I can say is thank you.. No you did not cure me , but you have made me aware . I scheduled my first therapy session and although I still can't make music, I am hopeful that I can overcome these demons that have overtaken my mind.. Thank you Ren.

[@DjAether8]

Sorry for your loss brother, I couldn't even imagine. Hope that you will get back into music because in the end, music is the therapy and music is life. My condolences and much love.

[@alexlowe8829]

All the best brother. Some day you will be together again and untill then Champ: DO IT! Much Love.

[@minileon3708]

Sorry for your loss brother.

[@elizasherriff5578]

I believe in you, Seth. The music stood silent the day you lost your daughter. But I hope one day you'll play again. For although she lives in your heart, she comes alive within your music. I wish you all the best in the future. One day you'll play a note, and it'll be the most beautiful note... I'm rooting for you. If you ever need someone to talk to, message me.

[@heatherhall3452]

I’m so sorry for you pain & loss Seth, please know your Daughter is still with you, she’s just in the next room ❤️🤗✝️🙏🏽 God Bless you 🎶💕

[@NightsAndDays]

“It’s the duty of artists to go into the darkness and bring something back that’s tangible for people to heal themselves with” - Benjamin Tod

[@subspaceanomaly]

Good quote

[@taylorpelletier89]

@@subspaceanomalycheck that guy’s music out. Start with ‘War Inside of Me’ Different style than him {folk/Americana} but guy writes amazing lyrics and lived them. Just like this guy. Authentic to the max.

[@ChoJun69]

Got goosebumps reading this lol

[@n.s.3812]

I don’t know how the heck I found myself here watching this, but to then read someone dropping a Benjamin Tod quote - someone I had almost the same reaction to years ago when first discovering (using again) is quite something. I’ve been through rehabs, filled volumes of diaries with similar lyrics and monologues, and I’ve had my ups and downs. As a musician myself, music is what’s always gotten me through. And hearing Ren describe getting older, and learning to dance that eternal dance as the pendulum swings really hit me hard. I’m in my 30s now, married, and just had a kid. I feel like the depression fell off a while back. Then it was replaced with apathy. And my creative side seemed to go away. Then my son was born and I was given a new purpose. I still haven’t reconnected with my creative half, but I squeeze in an hour or two a day of guitar or drums between diaper changes, working, fixing the house, etc. Good to hear, and remember, that we are all human. And we’re all in this together.

[@MysticHeather]

I love Benjamin Todd he’s a modern day poet as well

[@valentinevalentine9690]

What a fucking master piece it takes my breath away everytime. Much Lov Ren Merry Christmas darling.

[@jenniferbender9123]

I'm 50 y/o artist in Ohio, USA. This song was shared on fb by a local musician. Before I was 1 min in to "Hi Ren" I was moved to stop & text the link to my 74 y/o dad a State over. He doesn't do fb, but has played guitar & supported indie music most of his life. We listened together, separately, then had a long conversation about what an incredible work of songwriting, composition, & video you'd made; how many styles it encompassed while surpassing categorization, and your mastery at all of them. The voice, the lyrics, the lights! He excitedly texted it on to his array of friends. I shared it on fb, w/ my partner, & our early 20s daughter. They shared. Everyone who listened was floored. Your message & vision has crossed age gaps & distance, and you've given people some powerful shivers in all the right ways. My most sincere congratulations to you.

[@Ken-mn2nh]

Sharing Ren is one of life's greatest pleasures 🙏.

[@justinguitar]

Wow, what a performance. This is one of the most fresh and original works of art I have seen in decades. Congratulations young man - you're awesome!

[@josefigueroa6551]

If u like this check out Complete- song name Jordan

[@mikryan6567]

He's only unsigned person to get no1 apparently

[@davidkohli6117]

Found you Your lessons are great Thanks

[@cornebod]

You know he is in his 30's right?

[@mikryan6567]

Hey 30's is young

[@inthexis]

I am a grown ass man and this song brought me to tears. I have been fighting this horrible disease for years. There’s hope if you find the right doctors and I finally did. I pray this song going viral brings awareness to not only the disease but the corruption behind non- treatment and misdiagnosis. Thank you so much for casting light on such an enormous issue with this beautiful piece of art

[@ASilentPanther]

Me too bro. I’m a big ass tattooed 41 yr old man who got all excited like kids do when he stood up and sang, all while reaching for my little tissue. Hard to find the right words to come close to the praise this deserves.

[@davemclellan2542]

Same 🤟39 4 kids house cats dog and my life is a tragic mess of death and tragic shit this had me in tears yet not lol be strong my peeps 😎

[@Lightmane]

Try The Wim Hof Method. I hope it heals you.

[@belindamelville2270]

🩷🩷🩷

[@ASilentPanther]

@@belindamelville2270 I see what you did there with the Mario bricks.

[@peaceoutvanlife]

Fucking perfect. Concept. Performance. Lyrics. Message. Cinematography. Deserves a Grammy. Bravo!

[@iamwhoyousayiam6773]

Taylor Swift deserves a Grammy. Ren is so far above that garbage.

[@111...]

​@@iamwhoyousayiam6773 can't say I agree regarding Taylor Swift deserving a Grammy, but I definitely agree Ren is above all that... this is ART & I love it! Incredible talent! 💙

[@peaceoutvanlife]

Thinking you mean Swift in NO WAY deserves a Grammy?? No way you could commend this dude then think she deserves any accolation for the crap she puts out! 🙄🤮​@@iamwhoyousayiam6773

[@gemini62167]

And to think a crap song about gushy wet twats got best song of the year.... makes me want to puke that it was even played once, anywhere. But this was utter fantastico.

[@ponderthis6102]

LOVE THIS SONG, LOVE YOU, LOVE YOUR MESSAGE, ART, TALENT, SOUL. ❤

[@nmbeachbum25]

Hi Ren. I was just shown this video by my husband and I just wanna say.... this had a tremendous impact on me. I didn't quite get what this was about until you said your bit at the very end. And then I sat in stunned silence trying to process. Then I backed it up a bit and listened to that ending again. And then I cried and cried. I was diagnosed 16 years ago with fibromyalgia. I was 26 and newly married and extremely active, high energy, painted houses for a living, avid outdoors enthusiast, and until this disease started to make itself known, I was super healthy and in great shape... the list goes on. My entire life began to fall apart. Over the last decade and a half my health has continued to decline with no end in sight. I have bit by bit lost everything I love to do. I've lost friends. I've lost family. I lost my livelihood. I am completely dependent on my most amazing husband. For a very long time I fought the good fight. I kept my chin up. Sure I battled with depression. Who with a chronic illness doesn't. But I always won. Ever the valiant fighter. Ever the Warrior. But the last couple years, I've crashed. It's all just so exhausting. I began having chronic migraines a few years back and that brought the final halt to, well, everything. Mentally I've been on a downward spiral that is scary af. I've lost all hope, all will, all strength and it wasn't until the very end of this video that I realized holy shit... this is exactly the problem. I've resisted and resisted and been unwilling to 'relax' as you say. Unwilling and/or unable to trade who I was for who I now am. And this all makes the dance so much more difficult. So, thanks to your brutal outpouring of yourself, I know now what I need to work on to help myself, thought I'm not sure where to start. So thank you. Thank you for your brutal truth. What we live with is something that the rest of the world can't possibly understand. It's completely isolating. Terribly lonely. But then I hear someone like you speak out and I remember... not only am I a human being, not only are we human beings... we are not alone. Know who you are.

[@KornMuneca]

I hope he sees your comment. I am sending you a very tight hug sweet stranger ❤️ I wish you a very bright day tomorrow! Full of love and relaxation

[@jordanking752]

❤ from a stranger , we have this, we can do it, always.

[@susansuzart]

I also have fibromyalgia. Since I was 19. Fucking 19. The other day I turned 29, and then it hit me. I died 10 years ago. What I am now is something else.

[@tashfairbanks7669]

I’ve had ME for 22 years and been through a similar journey, apart from all the awful physical symptoms, the loss of loved ones, friends, financial security, the worst was loss of identity and my own worth. But it has forced me into a deep soul journey I may never have undertaken were it not for such a debilitating illness . A few months back I discovered CFS Health, an online recovery programme run from Australia. It’s been a true godsend. You can check them out on KZbin. The tutors are all people who went through the programme and Recovered! It really is possible. I’m sending you lots of loving and healing thoughts ❤❤

[@dsmiles4324]

I love all of you! We are not alone. I think we Ren fans are kindred spirits. 💜

[@wanrell]

Sending a message from the future and I can confidently say that this is such a refreshing and unique track and I can't get enough of it and I got it stuck on repeat now. The melody is so catchy and the lyrics are so well written. I love the dark and eerie atmosphere. Sick Boiiii!

[@peanut5376]

😍

[@nondetection8882]

Nah, I think the reactions will be more extreme :)

[@Moo-cl5jd]

Cannot waaaaiiiiiiit this is gonna be a masterpiece

[@jillianjones257]

The build up!

[@Thesoulbrush]

I’ve been an artist for almost thirty years. This is the only song I’ve ever heard that feels like the inner monologue that drives a person into this madness. Genius brother! Thank you for never giving up🙏🙏🙏

[@allancaswell9793]

I have been a full time career songwriter since 1979. I have been successful and I thought I knew the whole thing. This piece has shown me how amazing songwriting can be ... I found you accidentally ... I need other people to hear it ... I love this

[@riskfilledx_xsoul]

When a 9+ minute song feels likr 30 seconds you know its good

[@ShaquilleOatmeal842]

Woah, I I didn’t even realize it was 9+ mins :O I was just so mesmerized

[@melissanicole1346]

True. I’ve watched this several times through, one whole react video and even shared on Facebook. Such a true piece of art

[@roseregalado1495]

Omg didnt realize it was 9 minutes. I am stunned and crying

[@katepinks9726]

The quickest 10 mins ever - it defies time. Can't stop playing it, so my days are getting shorter....

[@ninilondono9161]

And, you keep playing it!

[@Crusader-eh2cv]

As a war veteran with brain injuries, many demons, and constant rumination this speaks to me. Thanks for this.

[@christicameron1314]

Demons gotta go bro.

[@jameslawler5596]

Stonewind Institute, Chester Arkansas. Doc deals with war demons.

[@kie2gaming]

Thank you for your service

[@SWTORLOL87]

@@christicameron1314Demons are ever present. The trick is becoming stronger than them.

[@madjack7777]

@@christicameron1314 No, they won't go. You cannot win, you cannot let the demon go. You can embrace them and integrate them and when succesful in controlling the demon it will become less. However the demon will always remain, the demon always has been there. Trauma make the demon very loud and persistent. @OP thx for your service and the best of whishes in your future.

[@billhorstkamp98]

Wow.. been appreciating music for many decades. Not too much makes me say wow. What did I just watch and listen to? Absolutely brilliant.✌🏼🌎

[@andrewwest8334]

“And I go by many names also. Some people know me as hope. Some people know me as the voice that you hear when you loosen the noose on the rope.” Absolute chills. Just a stunning piece of work, the entire 9 minutes. Huge respect and admiration.

[@savache27]

Those lyrics got me also.

[@Ballbagsaggins]

That's the bit that finally cracked me the first time through.😭

[@chriskeverne4459]

This is my first ever comment on KZbin, I'm a 54 yr old British man living in America. This affected me in so many beneficial ways, I can't list them. You deserve so much admiration and respect. It makes me proud to be British. 🇬🇧

[@patriciacarter1007]

G-day, I’m a 54 year old Australian woman who has British ancestry. 😊 I’ve always enjoyed British music, comedy etc. I’ve never really got into this kind of music, until now discovered this talented young man through Justin Hawkins of the Darkness who’s British rock band I really enjoy there music. I just felt the need to comment welcome to the world of you tube commenting lol. Hope you & your family are doing well in this crazy messed up world at the moment. 🇦🇺🇬🇧😊🐨🦘🦈🐊

[@ASilentPanther]

Not really proud to admit it, but I think the words really are more elegant over there than it is here in the states. It’s like they have more meaning and they are aesthetically pleasing as well. I’ve been wanting to add proper as an adjective and call my friends mates but it wouldn’t sound right here I don’t think! 😂

[@garyward7]

I'm a DJ and musician for over 30 years...and this tune has left me speechless ...unreal it's like a compilation album in one song ....amazing

[@JPE_Void]

I have never cried listening to any song, but the line "Some people know me as the voice that you hear when you loosen the noose on the rope," fucking gets me every single time

[@joeleypants]

There aren’t many masterpieces in modern music anymore. This is one of them.

[@declanmckenna9389]

I'm a 50 yr old man who has struggled with demons most of my adult life. On listening to this it was like those demons fucked off for a while. I cried for hrs after listening this transcends music. This is healing, this is cathartic. Cheers man.

[@AugustWest23]

62, Same. Peace.

[@espiritual5dportal]

Im here with tears in my eyes

[@miguelvarela]

48 here

[@H82BUagain]

43, it got me, Violet's tale as well!

[@bronaghmaclaren433]

I hear u💛

[@markbailey418]

Hi Ren . The very best performance I've ever seen in my 64 years here on earth . Thank You Man . Everyone should listen to this and hear the words you sing and speak . 🙏❤️🙏

[@mrmaldoon8362]

Isn't it great?! I just stumbled on this yesterday and didn't expect it to be like this..

[@micheleclifford8969]

I agree🙏👏👏👏👏👏 Not Because I’m 64, but,😎 I Am 64… And I Totally Agree 😊

[@mrmaldoon8362]

@@micheleclifford8969 Good taste young sir :) Edit: Cheers to many more years and Merry Christmas!

[@TufanPozan]

I am 53 years old and making music since 15. But this guy is a genius. This is perfect Art. I really respect him and what he is doing !

[@chrismullin8304]

I agree, it’s awesome!

[@electronicfreak1111]

@@tomasrosa4430 then go?

[@rentok8195]

@@tomasrosa4430then why are you here commenting ?

[@shaktipriestess2553]

I am not musically inclined at all! Also completely uneducated in it. However, I can feel the frequency, the energy , explosions in my heart, and mind, now to play it again, and again gleaning the wisdom of his words. We are kindred Ren, your one of my kind✨

[@DLNBioletto]

Is there somewhere i can find your work?

[@Keeley-Rabbit-Hole]

Happy Hi Reniversary 2 years of this lil beauty. 🐇🕳️🖤

[@mjs90201]

I believe this is the most lyrically and psychologically courageous and impactful musical performance I've ever seen. Thank you Ren.

[@RaineyDaysStudio]

“Some people know me as the voice that you hear when you loosen the noose on the rope.” Absolutely wild, I’m stunned by the art you’ve created. That line crushes me.

[@Syrenix]

Me too...

[@benawake4eva273]

Yeah that one gets me too freakin Brilliant !

[@lunarmodule7802]

me too...

[@rodrigoemerickcoriolanosar40]

Same man. I thought about It, everyone who has experienced some kind of self extermination desire would be hit by this line

[@j.d.westfall3430]

I come back to this song regularly to remind myself to not give up. I'm a 43yo single dad who's been raising 3 girls for mostly on my own for the last 10 years. I've been to the darkest depths of my mind and have been on the edge of giving up too many times. This song reminds me that I'm not alone and I'm stronger than I've led myself to believe. My eyes have leaked countless times while listening to this song. I can't put into words how this song truly effects me. One of these days I hope to give you a hug and shake your hand.

[@Desiredbalance]

Hang in there. Your strength shines light on the path that helps guide others on when they thought their light was dimming out. Sometimes it takes just a few more steps to get through the darkness and sometimes it’s a hike. If you can find it in you self to see the experience as just that and the lesson being taught that gives you the ability to be the one to help the one’s experiencing similar, the comfort to know you are stronger than you believe and that even though it’s hard to convince ourselves but everything has a way of working out if we do the things we know we need to do. One love my brother

[@tripwilnau3563]

42 yo full time single mom of 2 boys for the last 6 years. I feeeeeeel you. Totally worth it but damn. It is THE lonliest, hardest thing I have ever done. Don't give up.

[@letsdostuff8967]

As a daughter whose father attempted suicide 2 when I was 8 and my mother once as part of post-partum psychosis. You are fighting an impossible battle, but your family will support you and count on you. I hope you be well. Your children will be grateful you are here for their graduations, weddings and life moments.

[@micernice13]

As a daughter that grew up. I love my daddy. Hang in there I know it's hard

[@amusedBYfools]

Do you realize the number of people that instantly connected to your vulnerability? You're not alone.

[@Jordan-fx6nk]

Dude this is theatrical...beautifully done. Amazing!

[@chuckcreasy7876]

I am a musician, writer, and artist, and all I can say is I have never produced nor seen anything as genuine and moving as this. A most exceptional approach to demon-killing and expression.

[@XXChacowXX]

Just wanted to say I’m a 46 year old man, I’ve been to war, through tragedy, watched my mother and father pass in hospitals in the span of 18 months. I’ve dealt with what came to me as a father of four cuz I’ve had to. Through it all I’ve barely shown emotion, not understanding how to deal with any and all of it. This song hit me so hard. I’ve listened to it over a dozen times and I have a hard time not tearing up each and every time. It’s literally hope. It’s the epitome of watching someone rise above struggle come manifest before my eyes. I have no words to describe how much I appreciate this song, your lyrics, your performance. Thank you

[@waltertaylor7667]

Brother you are valuable, your feelings are real and deserve expression. Treat yourself the way you treat everyone else. I am a 43 year old father of 5. Recently accepted the fact that even though I am the strongest man in the room, I have never had a relationship that wasnt a bitch abusively plundering my life, especially the one with my recently dead father. Realize and celebrate yourself, bones to the rest of them for a minute.

[@SportsSenpai]

Love you man, life’s not always easy but it is worth it in the end and then onto the unknown

[@tpkawa]

SKILLLLL ISSUE!

[@Lemon_Laddy]

​​@@tpkawa have some respect

[@harambe1573]

get a job lil nigga

[@SamuelPerryFalvey]

Probably my favourite song I've heard Ren make! Was a pleasure to be a part of as always! I hope you all like it!

[@GGG_3]

thanks for all your amazing videos really always enjoyed them

[@kidztimetv5322]

It’s a piece of art! Well done to everyone involved. I really hope this masterpiece gets the international recognition it deserves. I feel like it will go down in history and be a turning point where music meets poetry meets spoken word meets art. I feel like I’m watching in real time the evolution of music.

[@magnificentTVchannel]

As a director myself - kudos to you both for gripping work

[@cholst1]

Your collaborations are a joy to watch!

[@kerimccabe2931]

Phenomenal performance from ren and for you who captured it

[@Hexenkind1]

Happy 2nd birthday you beautiful masterpiece of a song

[@nickb442]

Well holy fuck. This is incredible. An actual complete piece of art. Poetry, theatre, music. Only watched watched this by chance and completely and utterly stole my attention. Well done. You've undoubtedly helped a lot of people with this but it's just an incredible watch even if you've not been through what you have. Hats off

[@shazza175]

Tip of the iceberg my dude! Dig into his catalogue and be prepared to be surprised on a regular basis.

[@1mickyx]

had the exact same experience .. he was like what .. wow .. wait .. what .. why .. wow .. wow ... wow !!!!

[@BrianGunning-wo8lm]

Well said. I rarely read comments or respond. Thank you for sharing with the artist. The little things make a BIG difference sometimes. I hope he is encouraged by your message. I saw it . I stumbled onto by chance as well . I I have a friend named Wren who is a wonderfully talented writer, guitarist, and vocalist. Shot in the dark in a moment of bordam I searched KZbin to see if I could find her music and found Ren earlier today. So glad I did.

[@angelaelledge7000]

Exactly! Amazing, absolutely amazing. I happened upon this and felt the impulse to play it and I’m so glad I did. Raw talent, honest, emotional journey and vulnerability that you can connect to. Thank you for creating and sharing this.

[@idiedtoo1425]

By chance here too!

[@TimmehJay]

As a 53 year old man who has dealt with this exact same thing my whole life I can't thank you enough for expressing so well what happens in my own head.

[@McKavian]

The only thing I would change about what you said is that I am 52, not 53. I hope you have a better day, friend.

[@icemantis13]

I can’t stand it anymore, thank you for helping me realize that I cannot escape. More lives will be lost if I sing my songs. Good luck

[@shanecarlaw6373]

@@icemantis13 you never know, i think your songs could help people to realize that you're not alone, and you don't have to suffer alone. maybe if you re-think of it as "I can't stand alone anymore" instead of "I can;t stand IT anymore." and from "I'll do it alone: to "We'll do it together" then maybe Illness can become Wellness. #neversufferalone Hope the burden lightens for you, Iceman. Please, reach out.

[@4791bryan]

I'm 48 years old and you just brought me to tears. This song is a collection of 20 years of my poems ands songs that I've written but kept in the dark.

[@jaylispwalker3773]

Same

[@kittenrovinsky5265]

You are 10yrs older than me. I am sobbing.

[@Yeah.No.]

Let it out man, it's never too late. Gifts are meant to be shared and if people support Ren, people will support you too 💕💕💕✨✨✨

[@mrityunjaya1520]

Now your poems are entering the light - with you

[@Whisper_71]

"Some people know me as the voice that you hear when you loosen the noose on the rope" Man this line hit me hard, when I first noticed it I got goosebumps and teared up and smiled really hard. The past year and a bit hasn't been great for my mental health, and even though I've felt like I'm over the hill for some time now, this line really makes me feel like I'm finally getting it and understand myself. Thank you, Ren, for sharing your experience through this song. "So cower at the man I've become, when I sing from the top of my lungs That I won't retire, I'll stand in your fire, inspire the weak to be strong" And you just inspired me.

[@ebomb1133]

I didn't catch that line on my first watch, but thank you for sharing it. My wife and I have struggled with suicidal thoughts in the past. The thing that has saved us both individually was that little voice. "What happens when your father finds you in the morning and has to call his ex-wife to tell her their child is gone?" "What happens when your best friend/college roommate comes back from study hall to find you slumped at your desk?" "No.......don't ruin that poor truck drivers life.... It's not worth it for him or you" For my wife that voice has been: "Don't you want to see your husband again? Don't you want to ride your horse one last time? Don't you want to take a nap with your dogs again?" It's funny how those little voices can bring you back from the brink. Sorry to be a little long winded but I wanted to thank you for that comment.

[@PLRMoto]

Never seen anything like this. That was outstanding, terrifying, exhilarating all at the same time. 🔥🔥

[@John_Krone]

This is genuinely a Masterpiece. I have cried, my dad has cried, my mum has cried.... This is deep. A gift to humanity.

[@psbzu]

Crying right now.

[@CannaKnight]

L m a o

[@karriehaney7978]

I like your

[@karriehaney7978]

​@@CannaKnight I like your song

[@Glesga_lassie]

It should be shown to every single kid in high school, I bet it would help a lot of them, it would have definitely helped me as a 13 year old with chronic anxiety which was mislabeled as clinical depression, and treated from that age with many different antidepressant and anti psychotic drugs. If I had seen this I would have known that the voice in my head which berated my non stop, was normal, and it was ok, and I could overcome it. All I needed was to know it wasn't just me, and that it could be negotiated with and beaten back. Took me until I was 33. 20 years of prescribed abuse which resulted in an autoimmune disorder. I will reiterate, this NEEDS to be shown to every single high school age kid. And that's a hill I will die on.

[@DuckMisty]

The entire human condition, as a poem, set to a superb musical backdrop and delivered with such perfect timing and drama. A true work of art from an amazing artist!

[@huzizach]

Give the band Listener a go - 'Wooden Heart' is the song

[@omnipotentpumpkin9755]

I saw another comment propose the term "modern day bard" and I couldn't agree more

[@Maggie_n_Mitch23]

The word ''Amazing'' for this fella is ''the word '', 🤔👍👈🤝

[@trevorwright4093]

Wow, I've only just come across this. I've just watched the video 4 times in a row and I'm blown away and been in streams of tears. This is genius, a piece of art. It's also so real. I have never come across anything like this in all my 54 years. I don't knew what else to say...... I'm still stunned.....

[@janinso]

This is how I feel… this song has me in tears. Wow. Someone gets it.

[@gingermonster67]

aboloulty this is art

[@DamianJacobs-ro2vi]

I found him a month ago. How is this man not Micheal jackson famous yet. He’s heading in that direction I believe

[@OrbSpider]

I've just come out the psych ward. The voices in my head were telling me to end it. I screamed for help in the darkness & in the day I was guided to a book. The power of now by Eckhart Tolle. I was shocked as I read it. The voices explained in words. Then my friend sent me this link. Yes, things will get better. I believe 🙏 as I slowly wake from what I now know is unconscious thinking. ❤ I know I'm not alone. ❤

[@anticafo]

Think of Power of Now and Ren as your personal superheros in the darkest of times. You got it, OrbSpider! Keep looking up Ren's music - he just gets better and better and never what you expect - a fresh perspective from the universe.

[@franckf.9634]

I'm 48 years old and I didn't know Ren until today. I discover him today with this piece, this story. By chance. I am overwhelmed as I have rarely been. This is more than music. Thank you.

[@tazzieflats]

(45 years old )hey from Holland. same as you just now listen, for the first ☆ then 3 times more...I so your comment and I totally agree, brilliant and genius and touching!!

[@cas9065]

@@tazzieflats 52, and I have been listening to the whole catalogue since coming across this by chance yesterday. What an amazing artist. Truly touched my soul.

[@joeblackdaddy69]

53 yrs old from Los Angeles, CA - I have been in the music industry for over 25 years and I have seen many, many live acts...I feel same, this moved me.

[@judgejorgensen9045]

37, also didn’t know him until today.

[@mikesewlal7742]

48 as well. Brilliant artist and beautiful soul this Ren... wonder why he's connecting to us middle age dudes??

[@coreyms]

I teach computer programming on my channel and this is the first time I’ve shared a non-programming related video on my community feed because I felt like it had such a good message for folks to hear. Really respect the art of this song man. Thanks so much for sharing.

[@RenMakesMusic]

Appreciate that Corey and I'm glad the song connected!!!!

[@JollyAZ]

Came from that post!

[@baconmanbro]

Thanks for sharing, Corey. I don't think I was ever so confused and amazed at the same time.

[@markcollins9005]

@coreyms, lol, I've just been watching your Pandas tutorial.

[@super-eth8478]

We r here because of you !!