Rest In Peace My Beautiful Wife

[@mav]

love you steve, here for you.

[@connorbiel]

this is so incredibly sad

[@dabdailyduffycalifornia]

You guys are the best I hope to see a collab one day thanks for being real mav

[@pita4205]

It's great to see you here Mav

[@mugziet8841]

Love that your subscribed to Steve! Bit of nostalgia in this sadness. Class act Mav. Cheers 🍻 Yes I was shocked when I opened KZbin and saw the title of this video, my heart sank 😰

[@traveltectours6561]

Hey Mav 💐🙏😥

[@DonutOperator]

Hey dude, I've loved watching your stealth camping videos lately. I'm terribly sorry for your loss. You got a lot of love and people rooting for you out here in youtube land.

[@DJTheMetalheadMercenary]

Hellyeah brother

[@GingerGully]

Wow amazing that of all people my other favorite KZbinr watches Steve as well! If we can get together somehow to help out that would be amazing also when the time is right you guys should go stealth camping together hell bring crazy neighbor along as well ! Much love from shitty Seattle!

[@Eduardo_Espinoza]

Rip 🥺

[@GGG3895-d3s]

We love you donut

[@dionysus6892]

Maybe do a donation to a food bank like Steve said?

[@MikeGalosi]

I'm so sorry Steve.

[@bruceso797]

So sorry Steve.

[@cottontheeastercottontailr265]

never expected this...

[@tech_jims]

So sorry to hear this 😢

[@franciscookjr8861]

I am sorry For your loss Steve from Francis Cook jr In Crown Point New York USA

[@joeheid4757]

An absolute punch in the gut. The character of a man can many times be judged by the friends he keeps and right now the Camping with Steve Family has over 1,000,000 great friends praying for him. Stay strong Steve.

[@Drewvanders]

Hey Steve. I'm rewatching this video because I'm about to loose my wife. I'm by her side now at Hospice. Thank you for making this video. Everyone, please take care of your other half. Don't let them work too hard ❤

[@bchbum3802]

Sending 🙏❤ 🙏 to you..im so very sorry

[@Senriam]

I wish peace for you, and I wish for your wife to have no pain.

[@matejplachta9460]

I am wishing you peace. Stay strong.

[@connorpoole2194]

​@@xFaMoUsiNFam0usI bet you're super happy and successful in life.

[@BekEhr]

I’m so sorry. I’ll say a prayer for her souls and your family 😔

[@BigJigglyPanda]

Steve I can’t put into words how much my heart hurts for you. I as well as the million plus other people here are happy to offer anything we can to help. Love yah buddy.

[@rockitoutnight8160]

Hey big jiggly also sad news

[@benjaminbenjamin8392]

bigjigglypanda love you for saying this and the awesome people in the chat. personally couldn't find any other words to say this. so sorry steve.

[@bigvegas8224]

Jesus this hit me

[@ruthanngriffith4875]

​@@benjaminbenjamin8392 ww

[@katcoop9843]

Yeah I'm in shock and I'm crying and I'm so sad for him. The comments and his followers are good people. He's good people. I wish there was something that we could do for him

[@LosOnTheCoast]

This kind of loss is unfathomable. I’m so sorry, Steve.

[@jordan4692]

@@leoncraftmcwhy do you feel the need to say that grow up troll

[@LwsKrnGAMING]

@@leoncraftmc you must live an incredibly unhappy life.

[@ctkcradle7277]

@@leoncraftmc Your mom is “just a woman” and she’s calling for you kid.

[@ajxlfy]

@@leoncraftmc you’re joking right

[@LosOnTheCoast]

@@leoncraftmc Aaah get outta here with that andrew tate shit

[@Sanderford]

"She was the real deal." She must have been, or you wouldn't be coming apart like this. She must have been something. As a man who has lost family recently here, I sympathize with your pain. For what it is worth, my prayers are with you. Whenever you go camping, she will be with you. I think I'll go ask around the food bank that runs out of the Lutheran church downtown and see if they need any donations or a helping hand. If nothing else, they have scheduled meals for the homeless and the otherwise needy, and I can cook. God bless, Steve.

[@killianmccluff36]

God bless you too Sanderford

[@poshduck9696]

Mate when I heard him say that it broke me a bit. The quiver in his voice. I had to distract myself a tad and went to the comments too instantly see your comment

[@Sanderford]

@@jasonvargas7564 Not the time nor the place. A man has lost his wife. Be respectful, or be quiet.

[@raviolipaw9015]

I hope that good things will come to you

[@Sanderford]

@@raviolipaw9015 Thank you.

[@MrYabber]

A year later. Steve I just want you to know me and a lot of people think about you. It tears me up to see a wonderful human being like you in such excruciating pain. She really seemed like the absolute real deal. Rest in peace beautiful soul.

[@stickbow95]

Deepest condolences Steve. Hang in there. We are all pulling for you.

[@josephking7889]

I pray the peace and comfort of the Holy Spirit abides with you and your loved ones during this time. My deepest condolences.

[@berniesmith8163]

I’m sorry God Bless Steve

[@Beth-ie]

Perfect comment. Just, perfect. Thanks from all of us struggling to offer our condolences to such a great guy. You nailed it. Love ya, Steve!

[@Cayres9]

Worst news ive ever seen since my own Mother and Father died , as we all love Steve Beautiful wife and Crazy Neighbour Glenn , I hope Steve has family and friends supporting him at this time , his wife was too good for this world , As the great Freddie Mercury said Only the Good Die young , RIP Beautiful Wife Jess xxx

[@tjwadsworth6967]

Awwww buddy I'm so sorry

[@HighlightHeaven]

this is heartbreaking. I’m sorry for your loss

[@MissionGuy]

poor guy

[@suchmouse]

Strange place to see you

[@wait-ing]

@@suchmouse same thought

[@anythinggoes5574]

She just didn't wake up? That's so weird.

[@yeetneet5334]

@@anythinggoes5574 ...

[@joshiahayash]

I don't know how this came across my youtube homepage, never seen this channel before, but this was very moving and a reminder to not take my life or those of my loved ones for granted. Jess sounded like a really special woman from what you shared in this video and I wish you well Steve.

[@cepheidvariable3493]

This was the same for me, this feed just came up on my channel yet I had never seen Steve before. So this is for Steve because you crossed my path: You are being thought about as you go through this difficult time. Losing a close loved one is the toughest and Jess sounded very selfless, very loving and giving. I am sorry you are going through this. Sending you one of over a million hugs…you are doing what Jess would have wanted and this shows your selflessness…to keep going, to keep giving and working which is a huge inspiration to those also feeling loss and pain. You have touched more hearts than you will ever know as not all will comment but they will feel this candid and raw video. Thank you for sharing that this beautiful being called Jess existed as well as showing another one…you are an amazing person and your vids look extremely interesting. We need more people like you in this world. Keep strong my friend! 🙏❤️

[@jannickliche7080]

Same here! All the best to you folks!

[@ingevansand9180]

Same here... I wish you a lot of strength!

[@DontLookBehindYou1]

Same here... Have no clue who this is... But I stand in solidarity with you bro. My heart just sank for you. Other than what I've typed, I have no words... And I always have words... Hang in there Steve I've never met... I'm sure she was in good hands here on earth... You seem like a solid dude (you can tell in your sincerity) and I'm sure she's in the best hands now.

[@hallaboard8154]

This just came up on my YT feed too although I had heard about Steve’s loss of Jess through others I follow. Steve, I hope you’re starting to adapt and heal. I know we never get over the loss but learn to live with it for the time we have on earth until we’re reunited again with our loved ones. Sending hugs from 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿 to you. ❣️

[@buddytoups1129]

I just found your video channel tonight. Last week I lost my wife, I am 45 and she was 44 married 21 years. She was healthy with no indications of any health issues. She suffered a massive stroke out the blue. I had the one too, I know everyone thinks that but no two ways about it she was. If you look for support for widows, there are a million resources. If you look for widowers, maybe one or two. None of them are focused on support while in our age range which is different. Sorry if the preceding is less than stellar on the grammar front but I don’t give a shit. She was my world, and I am trying to accept living without her.

[@hedylamarr1688]

Im so sorry. You guys are so young and life is so unfair. May the Lord lead you through the paths that lie ahead.One day............one day, you will rest easy.

[@McCarthy0000]

My dad passed away in 1998 at age 47 (I was 16, my twin sisters were 20, and my brother 21)….cancer…..never smoked a day in his life, totally outdoorsy and athletic. A friends wife, mother of 4 littles, had a brain aneurysm and passed, early 30’s….totally healthy otherwise, just got a headache and went to the hospital and it just happened. We are so fragile and nobody knows WHO it is going to hit. Even healthy ppl can go unexpectedly.

[@Pugetwitch]

I'm very sorry to hear that and I hope that you have found some social support amongst those who can truly empathize and understand what you are going through.

[@alpaca9mm]

you can do it. live life for her.

[@CTOTHER]

Rest in peace to your wonderful wife. I am here if you ever want a chat. You’ve got this 👊

[@KingHayabusa384]

"On Saturday Beautiful Wife and me went to bed, on Sunday only I woke up." I have never heard a more heartbreaking sentence then this. I can't even imagine the pain you must have felt in that moment. I'm very sorry for your loss.

[@prodnxbu]

That is truly so heartbreaking. I can't imagine how he must have felt

[@bobs1356]

Shirley here, I just read your comment. I yelled at my husband just a little while ago for not wipping his feet of when he came in outside in the rain, I will never do that again, u am glad I still have him he's my world.

[@Laurenzo2k]

@@bobs1356 all we have on this earth is eachother and the connections we build ❤

[@stephaniecain7032]

I can understand. Last March 18th, my husband and I went to bed and on the 19th only I woke up. Bless you. Ty for sharing. It does get easier.

[@cindyjohns6222]

@@stephaniecain7032 I'm so sorry. Bless your heart. 💕 🙏

[@cheez-itconnoisseur2222]

This breaks my heart Steve. We can’t all physically be there for you but we’re all here for you in spirit.

[@brandonthompson8413]

@@marcGOAT1 If Steve wanted us to know he would have told us. Respect his privacy.

[@brianlarson2809]

@@marcGOAT1 First, he uploaded the video several days after, not "immediately." Second, how she died is none of our business and it is up to Steve to decide if he wants to share that incredibly personal detail with the public. Third, has it occurred to you that they might not even know the cause of death yet? Often when deaths occur suddenly, the cause isn't determined until after post-mortem examination, which takes a while. And fourth, have some respect, Man! Steve is going through the worst thing he has ever experienced and you're out here bugging him about the details. He tell you when he tells you, if he feels like it.

[@nicole08833]

@@greg4629 That's not true. Cause of death is not public interest information, and it is only included in obituaries if the family submitting it chooses to do so. In fact, the obituaries themselves only happen if a loved one of the deceased submits it for publication. Obits are meant to acknowledge and honor those we've lost, not to satisfy the morbid curiosity of the crowd.

[@dangermouse9494]

@@marcGOAT1 You are an asshat. Wear that asshat crown with shame. Camping with Steve made me better at camping lite and cooking. Always step 2.

[@philconey11]

@@marcGOAT1 Shut up, Marc.

[@forestyforest]

She was so incredibly kind, hospitable, and down to earth. Sorry Steve, take care man.

[@robbank8027]

Just watched her video this morning when they went camping in bear country. She is visible at for like a half second.

[@mrs.c5471]

@@robbank8027 I know, that was an epic video, because we got a glimpse of the elusive “beautiful wife! I think we got her on the bus once also, she was the ying to Steve’s yang. Heaven has gotten another special angel

[@poxon4515]

Honestly seeing you and so many other KZbinrs I follow here genuinely makes me realise why I follow you all, you are all genuinely great people. Thank you for taking the time to post and show it

[@vinceimp9581]

Would you consider bringing a tribute of sorts on the next peak bag? Seems fitting in a way as you got to meet her and would be as close to delivering it to her up in the sky.

[@mcbnj]

wait they let you in the house?

[@mnksara]

I just watched 3 hours of your videos. The last 2 were of Crazy Neighbor's heading toward heaven, and I just learned of your beautiful Jess, too.. I'm sending you bucketloads of love and support. Please come around at your pace.... the comments show how impactful you are to each person watching your videos. Helped my day immensely. Thank you for your insights, and for showing up and carrying on. Life loves you through each day....

[@mmorgan7212]

Very beautiful ❤️

[@caramellpanda]

I couldn't imagine what he felt waking up that morning and finding that she had passed during the night. It's unthinkable and truly heartbreaking. This is the first time I've come across your channel, Steve, but I want you to know that I'm so, so sorry for your loss and I hope you have a good network of people around you to help you through this difficult time.

[@pjsdragonfly]

Well said. This is also my first time seeing his channel as well. So very sad. 😢

[@redhakiim789]

My dad passed away on August 16 at 4 A.M+ and it only few weeks ago that happened. It's just so sudden to me even right now i'm still thinking what could've been the day if he still around. Let me tell you, it's like your whole world just freaking shift and collapse into pieces and it's not the same feeling like the way you used to

[@Wabbelpaddel]

Other people don't even get a wife due to birth defects, ugliness, and mental issues. They are left to rot. I'll rub one out to his tears and her cadaver.

[@thekamotodragon]

i feel bad for him, i mean it's so sudden... i wonder what happened? dying in your sleep when you aren't old is so random and could basically happen to anyone, anytime, scary to think about.... RIP to her though, I can only imagine what he's going through.

[@midnightblackroses]

@@thekamotodragon I wonder that too. You don't die randomly when you're young. It's terrible

[@thatwierdkiduknow]

A man I've never met, in a place I've never been, yet I feel his pain as if it was mine within. R.I.P.

[@soulfireonfire6423]

That’s the way the entire works should be!

[@TheProfessionalRacoon]

100% RIP sending prayers for my man🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@jesseh8323]

Same here...😭

[@EliasKoster]

Amen .. 🧡

[@FeralRavage1]

I didn't expect this to appear in my feed and I don't know you Steve, but my deepest condolences to you. I've never been married or had a girlfriend, but losing someone important in general is something everyone can relate to, I can see your great sadness while trying to hold it together. When you said your wife was the "real deal" I believed you, it seems that far too often truly life-changing and heart touching people we meet are called home early. Hurts more in a way since you don't come across people with conviction much these days. I hope you bounce back from this difficult time in time, but always remember that you owe it to her and you owe it to yourself to always keep her and the time you spent together in your memories.

[@trappingoku3640]

Same here, I've lost a few family members some close others I was too young to really know, but I feel for him and wish him the best. Stay strong steve!

[@georgeyboy8186]

Life changing heart touching people called home early ☹️ it’s always the fucking way man. Life is so bitter sweet

[@casualsatanist5808]

Exactly, she might be dead in the flesh...but in thought? Shes only fully gone once the memories he bears dissapear. I hope he doesnt commit suicide and instead decides to give those memories justice.

[@tepelstreeltje27]

that's a wonderfull reaction my guy... Thanks you for this.

[@jesuscristo1836]

Who’s cutting onions ffs

[@alexmaylef]

not sure why i’m seeing this now, but it brought me to your channel. i hope you have found peace, your wife must have been so, so special. RIP

[@fkn.Dakoda]

The pain in his voice is heart breaking, May she rest in peace Steve. I wish the best for you and your heart. I hope life brings you many amazing things and Jess can watch you from the clouds talking to God about how proud she is of you.

[@jasonvargas7564]

How did she die?

[@fkn.Dakoda]

@@jasonvargas7564 she just didn’t wake up

[@Jk-ow8ny]

@@fkn.Dakoda how?

[@fkn.Dakoda]

@@Jk-ow8ny not sure

[@BURNRGee]

I do not follow your content Steve. This showed in my feed. I still clicked and immediately feel the passion for what you do here and more importantly did together. Words fall short in a situation like this...but to honor Jess, her uncoditional kindness and love, I will go through my apartment and put aside clothes and other things to donate to local organisations. Ive never done this before, but I am moved. God bless, stay strong, my thoughts go out to you and those closest. ♡

[@TakecenterStage]

I second this. I am new here but moved by Steve and his Beautiful Wife, and your comment.

[@SparkingSkeline]

same

[@TJplayz9254]

Same

[@adamwampler2135]

Same here. God bless!

[@IceCreamJones57]

Same

[@tonyg6103]

NEVER apologize for crying Steve. My heartfelt apologies to you and family. Thoughts, prayers, and blessings always. Take the time you need.

[@docforsberg7511]

You communicate about life and otherwise. That's it, my man.

[@phillipbell4532]

Hi Steve , I know your pain, the same thing happened to me on the 28-1-2024, My darling wife passed in the night age 64, Im devastated and I do not know how I going to live on with out my darling Pam, I like you never had a chance to say goodbye and tell her how much I loved her. This is so hard to deal with and come to the relization that I will never see my darling wife Pam again. all the best mate ,, Phil from Aussie

[@fernandez3841]

When all seems lost, and you feel alone in this existence...remember Him, who created you, even if Australia as a whole has turned his back on him. He loves you both. ¡Viva Cristo Rey!

[@billyd5317]

@@fernandez3841 "Him" doesn't exist.

[@Botmfeeder02]

@@fernandez3841Telling someone about a higher power doesn't exactly help the pain of losing your best friend that you have been with for 20+ years. Take the god speech somewhere else

[@ididgt4259]

I hope you're doing well Phil, I'm rooting for you

[@Pugetwitch]

You will see her again, God wants you to live out your plan for as long as you can in this boat that he put you in this time around, perhaps the next seas that you sail, her soul will be within the bosun, and yours, the shipmaster.

[@TAOutdoors]

My heart goes out to you and Jess’s family Steve. Really am sorry for your loss. Please reach out if ever you just want a chat. Appreciate we have a time difference but I’ll be on the other side of the phone if you need someone to talk to.

[@jonathanbonilla1555]

Your the best love u

[@bombadetiempo11]

I feel so bad for him

[@mrbillmacneill]

good to hear from you Mike ! Say hi to the old man and your mate at bushcraft tools eh?

[@1910woody]

Definitely watched him from beginning heart wrenching.

[@dublinboxnut7919]

TA its just shockingly sad, fair play dude for reaching out , god bless and thank you for all you give of yourself and like Steve have created a fellowship of good people.

[@chrishanley8010]

My Girlfriend couldn’t wrap head around why I was watching a guy camp behind a billboard and why I laughed my head off every time he cracked a beer. Eventually she got hooked too and started watching with me and loving every reference to “beautiful wife”. You’ve become a staple in our house Steve. Love from Tampa, FL

[@robmehlenbacher402]

My man, Chris.

[@grizzlycmmg9578]

Tampa native here as well, we are here for you Steve! I could not even begin to fathom the pain of losing my long time Girlfriend so suddenly, and the way he described it means it must have been so traumatic for him. My heart breaks for the fella. The worst things always seem to happen to the best people sometimes. Such heartbreak in a 4 minute video. Incredibly sad.

[@Vize_Iron]

@Audrey Jones You're so cool, your a Lil white girl with no friends. Imagine. Imagine being 12 years old, having no friends, and disrespecting a man's wife for no reason. It's time to grow up honey😐.

[@shilohwhite9467]

Also a tampa resident here for your Steve

[@Bluothy]

I think you have everyone's sincere condolences Steve. All the best to you. Take care of yourself.

[@Bluothy]

@@leoncraftmc everyone will heal :)

[@ekn4514]

@@leoncraftmc someone clearly is unloved in life... I pity you...

[@andrewtrail5581]

@@ekn4514 what he say if you don’t mind telling me he either deleted it or got his comments taken down

[@xdude2x]

I lost my wife just before Christmas in ‘22 she was not only my wife but also my best friend. I feel for your loss, thanks for the video

[@sctmcg]

Wishing you all the best and hopefully you're at peace

[@sarahjane8949]

So sorry 🙏🏻❤️

[@colindavid2078]

Love from Northern Ireland man, so sorry for your loss, but please stay strong!

[@TheloniousCube]

Sorry for your loss. One of the hardest things is that the one person who could best help you through this is the one who's gone. I feel for you Find a support group if you can - it can make a huge difference

[@JWG2014]

I lost mine 2 weeks ago to cancer. She was 44 - she was everything.

[@harshityadavCamper]

Hey Wade, all we can do is distract ourselves from the glooming sadness and wait for the time to pass. Stay strong buddy. She will be much happier if she knows you recover soon. RIP.

[@martinballadares]

Sorry:(

[@Dooguy]

Sorry wade

[@peaceonearth351]

God bless you, man.

[@rankoutsider1977]

Be brave brother and stay strong Wade, one love ❤

[@flamingsalamander4974]

Never watched one of your videos before, but this one popped up on my Home Screen for whatever reason. I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. The fragility, cruelty, and shortness of life are things we try our best to avoid until they all decide to jump us at once. It's a hard thing to go through, and it's something that I hope I never have to experience. I don't know you, her, or your story, but given the way you talk about her she sounded like an amazing person. I wish you the best of luck. Keep fighting, even when it feels impossible. That's what she would want. Keep going for her.

[@bassinbillRC5300]

His stealth camping in public places is something you got to see to believe he really gets it figured out gets old comfy Cooks his food relaxes drinks his beer and it's really a fun channel to watch

[@rosenelehman2883]

Same - oh man so sorry

[@1STGeneral]

I never watched one of your videos but on September 15th I woke up after surgery only to be told my beautiful Sandy had died. A year later and I'm still an emotional wreck. My health has deteriorated greatly due to my grief. I'm truly sorry for your loss you will be in my prayers. If you are not sure where you will spend eternity I suggest you get saved, it would be terrible not to spend eternity with your wife it's comforting to know when I die I'll be with my lovely wife. Alcohol will destroy your life I know first hand I've been sober since April 2003. I went from a functioning drunk to sober overnight by truly asking God Almighty to take away my desire for alcohol and he did. No relapses just sober overnight. My only child my son died from muscular dystrophy and alcohol eased the pain but not for long so please take my advice and I hope you find peace

[@sunshine3914]

@@1STGeneral Right. Alcohol & drugs rob you of precious time, & by not living every day to its fullest, is to dishonor the deceased.

[@elainebartholomew3374]

Same for me! Steve I don’t know you, your video popped up on my feed. My heart goes out to you. What you’re going through is beyond understanding. Jess sounds a beautiful, warm amazing lady. I can feel that by how you speak of her ❤️. Sending love and hugs to you and all around you ❤️

[@antoineh.1014]

My deepest condolences, Steve. Take all the time you need. Your community stands by your side.

[@bentrimmen8430]

Deepest kondolence from, l am so sorry to hear that ❤️🇩🇰

[@raynaharvey1979]

@Bear Greendale Steve's hurting right now because he's lost his wife, and you're using his comment section to spout mumbo jumbo about covid 19 vaccines. Have some respect and bugger off.

[@sam_mcl90]

@Bear Greendale I have also had members of my family injured but this really is not the time for all of that right now. We do not know what happened and honestly it's not our concern. This man is in real real pain and needs encouraging words right now.

[@NoOne-ik8ue]

@Bear Greendale what don't you understand about respect? YOU DON'T GO TO A FUNERAL AND START SPOUTING YOUR DEATH THEORIES AT A GRIEVING PROCESSION. READ THE ROOM. LEAVE.

[@duswolf626]

Came to say just that

[@Jaydubbz]

Just found this channel yesterday. Watched a bunch of stealth camping videos already, Then came across this video today. I'm crying. Rest in Peace ❤

[@samTmadeUmad]

Bro, me too.....

[@Ozmosis-yo5wf]

Similar to me. So so sad

[@lynntolleson6688]

just this channel today and like you, after watching a few videos I came to this. I am crying. I'm so sorry for your loss.

[@CJFarms77]

Man I don’t even watch your channel. As a matter of fact, this is the first time I’m watching one of your videos and I just wanna say that I’m so very sorry for your loss. I couldn’t imagine losing my significant other. My heart and prayers go out to you tonight all the way from Tennessee. Again man, I’m truly sorry for your loss and you have my most sincere condolences. Stay strong my man. I know that’s allot easier said than done considering the circumstances.

[@csaw200]

Same here man. I am sorry for your loss Steve truly am..

[@serendipidy]

Same here. Steve, I send you a virtual hug from Malta.

[@ploosh9870]

Same here From South Korea

[@kokoakranch3163]

Same, from the Philippines. This just popped on my recommendation and I can't help but click and listen. This must've hurt so bad. Stay strong.

[@szilardfineascovasa6144]

Same.

[@professorakali]

I'm so sorry dude I can't even imagine. my condolences.

[@Tri7on]

:( hey prof who knew you were a fan. This is so very sad

[@Offtask100]

r.i.p wife she will be missed by all

[@Offtask100]

;(

[@kelleyjohnston3727]

@@sekainiheiwa3650 what is wrong with you buddy? Trolls are not welcome on this channel

[@SteveT3D]

@@sekainiheiwa3650 Show some compassion, he did not realize the danger, they did not understand, more sorrow to come.

[@TheJohnscot]

I feel your pain, my friend. I lost my wife of 51 years back in 2016. It is hard coming to terms with the passing of a loved one. My prayers are with you.

[@RegularLeviAckerman]

Damn I'm sorry

[@OneTrueRat]

I don't want you to take this the wrong way because I mean this with the upmost sincerity and respect. But how do you keep going, what keeps you moving?

[@troll2637]

@@OneTrueRat that I want to know too. Sincerely curious.

[@sencrew5293]

@@OneTrueRat It may not be the exact same answer but possibly close. Some of us develop the drive to keep living on in honor of them because that's what they wouldve wanted. Plus, in the end we hope to see them again on the other side someday.

[@LordJulius777]

Go get a nice blonde 20 year old that will hop you

[@zargot900]

My wife died the same time @stevewallis made this video. I have watched this over and over 4:33 min clip. 1 Year later, I have grown hatred upon everyone around me of the fact that no one understand my pain. But that is okay, in the end I have come to realize that we carry ourselves upon this twisted world and some of us just got the cards not favouring our wishes... I continue my life (never as it was) but what I can in what I have gone through, that is all that can be expected of me. I am so glad that there is a person on this planet that can upload content like this in internet and take it as it is and give mental for all the rest of us going trough this pain no one else can understand. My condolences

[@crowofjudgement8810]

Found your channel through your roundabout camping video and I watched through the whole thing not just because I was intrigued by the premise but because you came of as super chill and easy going, I'm 5 months late but I'm really sorry for your loss and wish you all the best in the future, nobody deserves to lose a loved one, take care and I'm going to continue watching this channel prosper and in support of you and your wife. Stay strong.

[@campingwithsteve]

Welcome, thanks for watching Crow

[@PROBO9393]

Same experience on my end here. Randomly stumbled upon his roundabout camping vid a few days ago and have been watching through the rest of his videos ever since. Nothin but positive vibes from the new fan Steve.

[@YannickFilms]

Same man...

[@HondaBetter]

@@campingwithsteve really hope you’re doing well.

[@maskedkilla7226]

@@campingwithsteve best of luck, hope your doing better.

[@engageintellect]

Imagine how strong this dude is just to be able to sit and film this.

[@henrychi4197]

@ 2:25 man says something like "I'll be signing out for a while guys" take all the time you need brother

[@beachnotes_7444]

My wife died two days ago and i found your video to try to find someone that understands what im going through. Thank you for your video

[@kyper4110]

Im sorry for your loss

[@patricewashington888]

MAY SHE REST IN HEAVEN BEAUTIFULLY IN JESUS NAME WE PRAY AMEN

[@myavo]

I hope that you're doing okay through this painful thing..

[@peggyconway2900]

God bless ❤❤

[@MichelleNagir]

I’m so sorry for your 🙏 ❤

[@AntarcticPirate]

Recently discovered your channel and even now, I'm sorry for your loss.

[@atari_hmb]

I never seen this channel before, but I feel like there was such an adventure I missed and it still hurts me to here. As a married man myself I can't comprehend the feelings, prayers for you, love you brother. Please take all the time you need, condolences.

[@micobama2973]

Same

[@brettfarrar7259]

I've watched his channel for the past 2 years. he's a great guy.

[@witheeeeeerx]

Same. It came out of nowhere

[@jibzzztm]

Yea

[@MaskedGamer]

I'm so sorry for your loss Steve, she really sounds like she was a wonderful person.

[@haronsmith8974]

What happened to her?

[@TheTHutch23]

Def did not anticipate to see you here in the comments. Hope all is well man

[@josephmodesitt]

@@TheTHutch23 same, wild to see the broad range of people attracted to this channel

[@Letycs]

Unlike you..

[@1v1_Perry]

You no room on this platform to say shit get lost dude 😒

[@juicebox8069]

Hi Steve. I highly doubt you will see this comment among the thousands of other ones, but I just wanted to say I’m so incredibly sorry for your loss. I only recently discovered your content but you seem like such an awesome, caring and loving man and the last person something like this should happen to. Your references to ‘beautiful wife’ in your videos are really touching and showed to me your love and admiration for her. I am 17 and I lost my mother in January and watching this video, something really resonated within me and I began crying for nearly 15 minutes. Completely unexpected considering I don’t even know you but I feel a deep empathy for what you are going through and it is truly an indescribable pain. I’m so so sorry for your loss. Please take as much time as you need to grieve and surround yourself with the ones you love and trust. Don’t pay mind to those 1% of horrible people who leave negative comments, they are absolute scum who would never say these things in public I’m sure, the cowards. I’m keeping you in my thoughts at the moment and sending best wishes to you and your family. You can do this and pull through Steve, everyone is behind you. Lots of love ❤❤❤

[@campingwithsteve]

I'm so sorry for your loss as well. Grief catches you off guard sometimes when you least expect it. - Steve's sister Kathleen

[@chaddlol1]

@@campingwithsteve We appreciate you going through and doing this for Steve. We're here for him

[@joshuamcnellis9865]

Well said JB

[@Lora-M-NY]

@@campingwithsteve I hope he knows how deeply he affects his people here. We adore this kind, gentle man.

[@floepiejane]

You are the most articulate 17 yo that I know. I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my mother recently too.

[@sovereigngracebaptistchurch]

The best advice I received after the passing of my wife was, "It's OK not to be OK". This gave me permission to grieve instead of being strong and stoic. May God bless you in this season.

[@decline.enjoyer]

Sorry you lost your wife man. It is definitely OK to not be OK.

[@lindseynobody4865]

I hope that we are on our way to creating a world where everybody just understands that. When I see people saying that they had to hear that from somebody to realize it it makes very scared for humanity.

[@bzmama9893]

Agreed. And you don’t owe any explanation. It is on to not be ok. 🙏 I’m really sorry for your loss. I’ll pay it forward from now on in the name your beautiful wife. ❤️

[@dtishman]

And anger is ok

[@Meldiocre]

You poor sweet man. I don’t know why this ended up on my feed, and I can’t say I’m happy it did. Sorta the opposite of happy right now. But what I am happy about is that I got to find out about Jess. She sounds like an incredible person. I can tell just from what little you’ve said that the world is poorer without her. I’m glad I got to hear about her and know that she was in this world, making it a bit better every day. Thank you for sharing.

[@calibillygirl]

I couldn't have said this better. This also randomly showed up in my feed.

[@frankheffleyofficial8806]

this man deserves more than anything in this world could ever give. if you see this, you’re exactly what people should look up to be.

[@Tektitictie]

@Mark Mowadeeb thats too bad. let the man speak.

[@HeheBOiPadhle]

@Mark Mowadeeb nobody would have noticed it if you didn't mention it

[@67wdz51]

@The Guy Bro what did I just read

[@mrbillmacneill]

@@67wdz51 please report and remove Thank you the moderators

[@Charlie-fk5cx]

Never seen this channel before in my life but this popped into my feed. This will be lost in the ocean of comments but I think its the thought that counts. I'll say a prayer for your beautiful wife and I'll see about donating to the charities she liked. As for anyone else passing through here that sees my comment feel free to pray for my gf who I'm going to make into my wife. No one deserves the pain this man is going through. Best of luck to you and your families champs stay strong.

[@Blazerghost]

Jesus saves 👍 amen

[@sharonlatour6230]

It popped up in my feed as well. I'm crying, I feel so bad for Steve.

[@BillySBC]

A change in the weather is known to be extreme But what's the sense of changing horses in midstream? I'm going out of my mind With a pain that stops and starts Like a corkscrew to my heart Ever since we've been apart (Bob Dylan)

[@daveclarke8913]

Beautiful comment Charlie.. Your future wife is marrying a beautiful soul.. X

[@CrossEyedLion85]

Algorithm brought me here too. I thought I leave a like for your comment cause it is very well written.

[@sarahszephead9622]

I can honestly say, I've never shed a tear for a KZbinr until tonight when I watched your heartfelt video at the acreage. I've been a subscriber for a couple of years now and I am married to one of those rare "real deal" women. I can only imagine what you are going through. We love what you and Beautiful Wife Jess have created in this channel and hope that you will find a way to continue, but if not, Thank you for all that you have done so far. The world has a shortage of good "down to earth (literally)" entertainment, education and humor and you bring all of that into your videos. I love the idea of making care packages for the homeless. I think I will do that in the near future. Generosity can be contagious. Thank you Jess and Rest in Peace. Reach for your strength Steve.

[@tailwhup]

I lost my wife in a car accident in 2019, I’ve never been the same since. I’m right here with you. all the best to you man ❤️

[@_Devil]

im sorry to hear that, Dawson. I hope you find peace and happiness soon in life!

[@k.e.1760]

May she rest in peace. Until you two meet again.

[@tailwhup]

@@_Devil thankyou for the support man, seriously. It feels like I can’t talk about it to anyone

[@carn1fex_]

​@@leoncraftmc grow up little child. mommy will pull the plug and than there is no more minecraft and fortnite for you.

[@mg42lol54]

@@leoncraftmc DAYUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

[@carey123]

I’ve been watching your channel for a few weeks and have just seen this video. Sending my sincerest condolences.

[@ghostjuca]

"On saturday, beautiful wife and I went to bed. On sunday only I woke up." I never thought 2 senteces could hold so much pain and sorrow. I'm truly devastated. I came across your youtube channel during the hardest covid pandemic moment here in Brazil and your videos quickly became an escape from all the sadness and anxiety that we, as a nation, were feeling. They were wholesome in a modest, yet truthful, way. I began to view you, beautiful wife and crazy neighbor almost as distant friends that I could come in contact with through the videos. Hearing the news about Jess's death is like losing a friend in a way. I hope you find the strength to go through this time of grief, and allow yourself to feel what needs to be felt. She'll always live in the hearts of the people she touched, good people always do. Take care Steve.

[@ofsoundmind28]

Beautifully said.

[@Stephanie123-i8o]

I know the pain. I lost my fiancee June 3, 2016. We were going to get married. She died from a pulmonary embolism. She was only 25. We had a daughter born March 30th, same year. After I lost her I was inconsolable for a week. I snapped out of it and took care of our daughter, who is 6 years old now. Every once in a while I sit and just think of her. My grieving hasn't ended.

[@brainharris359]

Hi wil.I just wanted to say, my heart goes out to you. I lost my wife not so long ago after 25 years together. She died of MND.And now 4 years later she is always in my thoughts. As long as you remember your partner they will always be with you. I have now found a lovely partner and we are getting married next year, but my wife will always be with me in my thoughts. I wish you all the very best for whatever the future holds.

[@MrFredstt]

Stay strong, Will

[@ceelewis9760]

Hang in there buddy. God bless my man.

[@evanrozsa]

Hope you are well.

[@CtrlAltElite404]

Oh man, Steve, I had a good cry with you on this one brother. When I told my wife I was watching some guy stealth camping in the woods, at first she thought it was a bit odd since I don't so much camping these days. I will never forget the first time she watched with me, and heard you refer to your wife as Beautiful Wife. Her exact words were "He calls his wife Beautiful Wife? I love this man!" Ever since then you have been quite the household name around here, and this has impacted my wife and I both very much. We will pack up some kits tonight and have them on hand in our vehicles in memory of Jess. Surround yourself with loved ones and allow yourself to grief, you have an army behind you of supporters that want nothing more than for you to be happy, healthy and safe. Lots of love and positive thoughts from Missouri!! RIP Beautiful Wife

[@glossypompom4465]

I’ve been watching your videos for about 6 months now and they are fantastic. My 7 year old son enjoys them with me too. This is the first time I’ve seen this video tonight and my heartstrings were really pulled apart. Steve - you are one of the purest, most genuine people out there. This is why you have such a following who care so deeply for you. I hope life is treating you well and you’re handling this adversity. Please keep doing what you do - you bring so much pleasure to many; and I hope you get pleasure from doing it too. Love.

[@lilhoss1]

I lost my wife last October. It feels like the worst thing ever. I would like to pass on some helpful tips that helped me through the tremendous grief that comes with losing your wife. 1. Eat well. 2. Try and get as much rest as possible. Maximize your sleep. There's no way you can deal with everything that comes with grief unless you sleep well. 3. Familiarize yourself with the 5 stages of grief. denial, anger, bargaining, depression, acceptance. everyone is different, and you may jump from one to another quickly, or hang around one stage for a while. this is all normal. There are lots of resources online that will walk you through those stages. 4. Don't be afraid to lean on those around you in your community. There's nothing wrong with getting help. 5. You will get beyond this. It takes time to heal and grieve. It'll never be the same, but it will get better. Love you sir. I'm praying peace and comfort for you.

[@84CORVETTEBILL]

I wanna tell you that I think it’s so kind you’ve shared this…. I’m grateful to God I have my wife every day that I do. I can’t imagine this pain. Thank you for passing this along. I intend to share it with friends that have experienced a recent loss. 🙏

[@roadglide]

100%

[@siouxsiesiouxwilson7247]

My Sisterly Support is with you x

[@RAKACUSTOM]

This is the kind of love the world needs.

[@Christiskingthankyou]

OMG, no way. God bless her soul. 🙏. Steve my heart goes out to you. 😔. God bless

[@georgeherrera4081]

"Beautiful wife." I've never before heard a man repeatedly, and so humbly, honor his wife in this way. This is something very special. I'm without words, other than to say that after getting to know you both, in a sense, through your videos, I've experienced a loss with you. I hope you can feel the warmth of the love and best wishes of your million followers.

[@anthonymurray742]

God bless you dear sir. And god bless your beautiful wife Jess.May the Lord shine down on you.

[@janinemunoz4136]

So much nicer than 'my old lady'.

[@holdencarkner8173]

Well said

[@DrHannahStraight]

This is heart breaking, life is not fair. The two of you inspired so many of us. Sending you all the love and support possible.

[@J3R3MY-Sigman]

It’s really nice to hear other KZbinr’s mourn together over something so tragic. Shows how much they care! Steve and his family will appreciate it! Thank you Hannah! ❤️

[@armandoramos1949]

Thank you Dr. Hannah for sharing your thoughts. It's nice that another KZbin I follow also shares the grief of Steve. I was in shock when I watched his announcement. Thanks.

[@jimjab3631]

Life is fair, is just how things are. Everyone dies, no way to stop it. Live everyday to its fullest and stop being selfish and rude to everyone.

[@jimjab3631]

@Tim Jones death is just the beginning, unless your a heathen, then you just stop being

[@hayden4279]

She sounded like an incredibly kind women Steve, I hope you are well. We all love you.

[@robertpitt8034]

I share your grief , Steve as I too lost my own beautiful wife over here in the UK in April. A Canadian friend offered the most helpful words of comfort in that the love of my life had been spared the fear so often accompanying the end for so many others. Keeping busy has kept me sane since losing her and I hope to see more of your adventures when you feel up to it. Incidentally, my wife also supported a local charity for the homeless. Love to you and yours at this difficult time. Bob x

[@JohnRock14]

Sorry to hear, hope youre doing better 🙏

[@bettysparkles4988]

I hope you find your wife again one day, bob x

[@richardstorer-adam7222]

Hi Steve. last weekend my son and I spent two days overhauling a beautiful woodland walk near where we live in Marbella, Spain. We cleared a bunch of fallen trees and we picked up bags of trash. We did it in honour of your beautiful wife, Jess. I could always tell how much you loved her and how much you guys complemented each other. Your overwhelming loss is just about everyone's worst nightmare. Every time we walk the 'Beautiful Wife' walk we will think of you and Jess.

[@ChromaEquinox]

I live just outside Marbella, where is the Beautiful Wife walk?

[@richardstorer-adam7222]

@@ChromaEquinox it is in Nagueles close to the quarry. It is the short loop about 2.2km

[@hal1971]

What a great way to honnor her

[@skyebluv4487]

Ik none of you and I'm literally sobbing after reading this because it's so beautiful and my heart is breaking for this man..😢..there is so much love compassion and good in this world and in times like these strangers come together for the love of their brother and humanity..This is what the definition of being human really is..May the Lord bless all whom showed Steve so much love and compassion....There is hope for all us!

[@richardstorer-adam7222]

@@skyebluv4487 have a great weekend.

[@Crashman1012]

“she was the real deal” I love this quote, and I loved hearing that Jess loved giving. I’m going to go out of my way and give this week, for Jess. Love you Steve!

[@jonesponder9001]

@Larynx cool Not cool dude do that somewhere else learn respect!

[@dariusberry1633]

God bless, Steve. She’s very proud of everything you’ve accomplished and all the people you’ve been able to impact

[@thomasservon9097]

You totally didn’t have to share this heartbreaking news with us, thank you for having the strength to do it. You’re a great person and your content brings all of joy. Thank you and I’m so sorry Steve.

[@irisrose4732]

I don't even know you and just stumbled upon this, but my heart hurts for you. As someone who's no stranger to such deeply painful loss, I am SO sorry that you lost your beloved wife. I wish I could give you a huge hug. Hang in there and don't let anyone tell you how or how long to grieve. Blessings.

[@soulfireonfire6423]

Exactly!!!

[@maylissbjerke9204]

Ditto❤😢

[@StressNmeowt]

This is the nicest and most caring guy and he just lost his best friend and soul mate... We're all hurting for Steve, he's such a good guy, please pray for him.

[@BlackStump172]

I have just come across this . I agree with every word . The pain stays but eases . Each person deals differently and for different times .

[@justmin858]

Me too.. 🧡

[@acornthedwarf8174]

Takes a strong man to compose himself so soon after something like this. Take the time you need to grieve Steve. She'll be right there with you the whole time. Love never dies.

[@DirkWoods4]

I'm so sorry. The way you've always talked about her, I could tell you were a good husband.

[@Local850xt]

@@DirkWoods4 he is very good husband it’s very difficult to deal with losing loved ones I know how he feels it hurts

[@jameswilliams4959]

I agree, and yes he is

[@rodriguezro9999]

You're so well loved Steve. Thanks for being so vulnerable to share your life with us. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@SonicGamerGirl2006]

KZbin recommended me this video, and all I want to say is... I'm so sorry for your loss, Steve. I may not know your wife all that well since I'm new here, but she sounds like a wonderful person. Take all the time you need to grief. 😔💔

[@Zarkarin]

Same, got recommended this video and even though I've literally never seen this channel before it hit pretty hard, I hope he's doing better.

[@ar8107]

Same here. 🥺🙏❤️‍🩹

[@Kalda3]

No! Steve I am so sorry. Your fans are all here for you! Love you man❤️

[@Greatlakeskyle.]

People should just not say anything if it’s gonna be like what you’re saying. It comes across like it’s nothing.

[@Kalda3]

@@Greatlakeskyle. I think support is awesome. Keep negativity out of here thanks Kyle.

[@Greatlakeskyle.]

@@Kalda3 it’s not negativity, it’s reality. THANKS.

[@Kalda3]

@@Greatlakeskyle. reality is all his fans are here for him.

[@Greatlakeskyle.]

@@Kalda3 i assume you aren’t even from North America. Makes sense now.

[@clutchhaze1036]

I know your pain man, was woken out of a deep sleep to be told that my gf of over 5 years was in a car accident and had passed and her last words " Tell Chris i love him " Still hurts just thinking about her final moments and not being able to be by her side. Time will help but surrounding yourself with people and things you are passionate about is the best option while you go through this. Hope it gets better buddy, take care.

[@Skyezrlj]

Dude. My heart broke when I read your comment. You are truly heroic for not only keeping on past that tragedy but being here for someone else who is suffering and helping them out by some consoling advice. God bless. May your girlfriend Rest In Peace.

[@clutchhaze1036]

@@Skyezrlj Thank you very much sincerely 🥲

[@joshuasatterwhite9520]

I am so sorry bro I hope your doing better

[@Westncn]

Tell you, not her parents or anyone else. You two must have been super close. I’m so sorry for your loss. Take care of yourself man

[@z4luv]

Deadass got me crying

[@docbrown6797]

I discovered your videos about 2 weeks ago and have enjoyed them so much. I saw this today and I know time has passed, but, I'm sorry for your loss. You seem like such a genuine guy and I'm sorry this tragedy befell you. Be well, friend.

[@connoriquada5429]

This video just randomly popped up on my recommendations. I’ve never seen your channel before, but this is absolutely heartbreaking. I just found myself shedding tears, and I’ve never even your videos before. Im so sorry for your loss man. I hope things truly get better for you in your future.

[@gal2727]

Mine too never seen this channel. God bless you man 🙏🏻❤️

[@chloskyskies4399]

Same here

[@aidangebhard4679]

Same

[@Steveuploads]

What are you lot talking about ? KZbin has pushed this to everyone. There are people here commenting that they don’t know why they have been chosen. Pushing this video to a huge audience by KZbin is weird.

[@jhive23]

same

[@subermike8295]

Just know a million people shed a tear and said a prayer, that’s the reach and love we feel from you and Jess. God bless you Steve your a strong man.

[@MrGreatnessHimself]

We cried with you Steve

[@davidbac4335]

Steve, there are times where certain shows or people's KZbin channels are so genuine, that viewers often feel like they really get to know the people on the screen and they feel like family. Your channel is one of these. You welcomed viewers into your life and we all became better and more knowledgeable of a world that is not our own. Because of this, some of us can truly feel your pain. I am sure I am not the only one who will say that we miss you and hope you are ok.

[@Zonenkind84]

Awesome words. I cant find them now. Im so shocked it always hits the wrong. We love you and never forget your wife.

[@chloebates9112]

For sure

[@zagnit]

Well said…..

[@davidtoothaker8658]

Took words right outta my mouth

[@BrocknessMonster36]

So many prayers and blessings to you STEVE! I love your videos and you have gotten me through a lot… I love your realness and I’m praying for your heart!

[@ericbaker4334]

Lost my wife after she birthed my first son I feel for you man life hits harder day by day hope you pull through it

[@bubbledreams6382]

> my first son So killing your wife wasn’t enough and you put another woman’s life at risk to gratify your emotional desires for more sons.

[@TheUnderCoverMother2020]

😢😢 I'm so sorry 💔

[@element19ch]

Im sorry Eric mate! I hope you and your son all the best!

[@v.e.x.e.d9354]

Ur first son? So ur telling me u had another kid with someone after ur wife died 😭 not honouring her death rlly.

[@soulfireonfire6423]

@Ethno City Well there’s no question some people are, doubt she’s one of them! But on the other hand.. Oh by the way the that profile pic!!

[@Lawofhonor]

You've got to keep going man. Stay busy and don't hide. Keep your windows open, you phone close, and talk with everyone. I suffered from severe PTSD from the war and later on the loss of my son. You have to keep moving forward and do NOT suppress it. You've got this; truly, you do.

[@Billy_bSLAYER]

😇

[@kswensen2481]

You've suffered thru war AND the loss of a child. Wow. I'm barely sustaining one of those challenges. God Bless you.

[@FaithfulandTrue777]

Unspeakable loss and hardship, thought I'd been through it but... sorry you had to experience so much of the world's evil bro you remind me of Job. You show strength to encourage and console another. Thank you for giving "a cup of water to a thirsty soul". Keep pressing forward. See Behold Israel Amir Tsfarti for some hope about where these horrific wars lead to. We fight the good fight, Jesus loves you. Not religion- that's a farce. Jesus Yeshua the Christ, the son of God, who was, and is, and is to come 🔥🎯💙

[@FaithfulandTrue777]

@@kswensen2481 and God bless you, with the Peace that surpasses understanding 🙏✝️

[@Harbaksh1234]

Respect to you, brother.

[@FarmDaddyAlberta]

Never been heartbroken for a stranger before today. Steve, you have touched so many of our hearts for so long, I want you to know you that have a million shoulders to cry on if you need it. Wishing you strength, buddy. Sorry for your loss.

[@RyanSmith-dd6ot]

You don’t have to apologize for being sad.God Bless you Steve.

[@XanderBudnick]

What an absolute tragedy. We're all poorly equipt to understand when something like this happens, it's shocking. Im so sorry Steve. My heart goes out to you and your family

[@francisarmeno3892]

May the Lords Saints and Angels hurry beautiful wife’s soul unto our Lords keep

[@leslienorton2096]

Its a comfort to see you here @xanderbudnick. I found steve from the algorithm and from there ended up watching you and @lostlakes and @forestyforest and @mav. My life is richer because of it. I couldn't be more different from all of you. I have Jess to thank for it. RIP. And hunker down.

[@TheDrewit76]

Hey Steve, I’ve just stumbled across this video on my KZbin feed. I’ve never seen any of your other content, I’m just reaching out man to man to extend my condolences, for I know exactly what you’re going through right now and my heart breaks for you. I lost my wife to brain haemorrhage in 2013 and can testify to the pain I know you’re in right now. My head went to some really dark places in the aftermath and I so wanted to join her, but with support of family and friends I was able to find the strength to make it through and I sincerely hope you have a good network of folk to fall back on. I can’t offer you any words that will make you feel better right now, as there are none in existence, but I will say that old adage is true and that time really is the greatest healer. 9 years on and I still have my moments where my grief will wash over me, but after a while you learn to cope with it. Stay strong buddy, distract yourself with things as much as possible and in the moments when the grief gets unbearable, go into those woods and let out a primal roar until it feels like your throat is gonna explode - it used to make me feel better to vent. I’m not a religious man, but I’ll pray for you tonight. Look after yourself brother. I wish you nothing but the best.

[@jaydubelyew6811]

Beautifully written comment, im sorry for your loss

[@screamindog8772]

I’m sorry you went through that; you are a strong and compassionate person

[@shannonly23]

Thank you for sharing your experience. I’m so sorry for your loss.

[@pawznplay2772]

Well written for sure. No words will heal your pain but that "primal scream" was what kept my sanity after loosing my husband. Give it a go and sending you good vibes!

[@kendean9758]

I’m so sorry Steve.

[@brendanness]

Steve I found you today. KZbin recommended me the video where you stealth camped in the roundabout and to say it made my day is an understatement. To hear that someone as amazing as you had to experience something like this is both shocking and devastating. I want you to know you’re one of my new favorite channels, I hope you’re doing ok now, I hope you can heal, and I wish I could help you more man. Thank you SO much for your videos and again, I SINCERELY hope you’re doing ok❤❤❤❤

[@DaBomber60]

Came here the exact same way, my heart is broken

[@Idicus]

Exact same thing happened to me. Absolutely heartbreaking to hear.

[@Gabku]

Exact same here, I never would have guessed from that video that anything like this happen to him so recently..poor man, I hope he finds peace in his life

[@marvinpohl302]

Same here!! The algorithms brings us together🙏 But now my heart is broken😔

[@TrueAloy]

Same with me. Truly sad to see this.

[@populargsquad9449]

This is the first time I’ve come across your site. I am so moved by your genuineness. In your deep loss, you found the strength and took the time to express and share the love you feel in your heart with others. What an amazing compliment you have made to Jess who was able to bring out the depths of emotion that you did. She certainly must have been an extraordinary woman. There’s no need to apologize for having recognized how she impacted and changed your life in such positive and profound ways. I’ll remember you in my prayers as I think of you and these moments you selflessly shared with others in your time of grief.~~ Tate’s mom

[@benjaminnichols6558]

99.999% of us have never met you. But we love you bud. You're heart and soul and genuine. We're here for you when you're ready.

[@PapaVik1218]

Exactly

[@costaspetros]

Absolutely

[@flightofthebumblebee9529]

I want to do some good for the less fortunate this week because it's what her and Steve wanted.

[@benjaminnichols6558]

@@leoncraftmc I like how you wrote all these crap comments just for people to go and destroy your channel. And your get butt hurt about it.

[@JohnP02809]

Steve, I’m more of a lurker than an interact-or, but I wanted to say, I’m so sorry. She seems like an amazing woman, especially to put up with your antics…I think I can speak for the majority of your fans when I say that we aren’t going anywhere. You take as much time as you need, and only when you’re ready, we will be right here for you. Love and condolences, John.

[@mereditheden2211]

@@leoncraftmc you’re a sad person

[@perception2241]

@@leoncraftmc If you care so little, why do you continue with this fatherless behaviour?

[@ThornEternal]

Never heard of this dude, and I can’t even imagine his pain. Losing someone so special is an unimaginable experience. I really wish you the best Steve! I hope you will be reunited with her one day!

[@charleslavoie5402]

He will be…. Love is forever.

[@Sirjohnfootball]

Why do people say stupid nonsense like “you will be reunited”… do people seriously believe rubbish like this? Or is it that the truth of reality, that when you did your consciousness disappears forever, is too much for people to handle so they make comforting lies about heaven and an afterlife? It just baffles me how grown adults can believe such childish nonsense about heaven and the afterlife when there is no serious proof of either.

[@mommyof3_908]

Me either. Randomly popped up on my feed and here I am sobbing first thing in the morning. May she rest peacefully and may God look after him here on Earth. ❤

[@mommyof3_908]

@@Sirjohnfootball I 100 percent believe we will be reunited with our loved ones in Heaven. And even if you don't, is this really the place to argue over it? And actually, I suggest you do some reading regarding the "proof". There are some pretty fascinating books regarding near death experiences.

[@rosshixon6796]

@@Sirjohnfootball that's why it's called faith. Genius. There's no proof it's real, just like there's no proof it's not real.

[@Jina_G]

I'm in Australia, and subscribed to your channel 3 days ago. This has just come up for me. I'm so sorry for your loss, it's very raw, and you may never recover. I lost my beloved husband in 2016, and it still feels like yesterday. Sending you love from Australia x

[@leightonrud66]

Oh man, I've never seen this guy it just popped up on my feed. I'm so sorry mate, truly. Loss is a horrible heart wrenching experience, especially since your wife clearly was so important to your hobby, KZbin, and doing it together is a bonding experience, something you both built, enjoyed and will last forever. I'm sure she'd want you to keep on keeping on with the channel so stay strong for her Steve.

[@skratchvideos4968]

Steve truely is a youtube legend in the making. His stealth camping videos are very entertaining and funny at times, it is hard to not like. Very nice comment you made btw.

[@moondancer5115]

There's over a million of us grieving for....and with you Steve. You're in our hearts for all the tough days to come, we support and love you. Please take all the time you need. God, this sucks

[@davesmith5646]

You've got so many angels watching over you. 1mil subscribers?? Pshh God's army has ur back big fella. Love you.

[@iamthelazerviking23]

I lost my wife in 2019 in a traffic accident. The pain your expressing here is familiar to me. Ive since travelled the world running big distances in her honor, carrying her light with me every step of the way. I hope you’ve found some peace, and though I’m not gonna be able to offer you anything that your many fans probably haven’t already, I’ll leave you with this: you learn to navigate the new normal. It doesn’t mean you’ll delete the grief, but somehow you grow around it, and you’ll sense joy again. Sending blessings to you, bro.

[@lilyw9324]

❤❤ sending love!

[@nooa69]

Eloquently said. ♥️

[@DL15GTA]

Love you man

[@hannahm3429]

Well said, wow. Wish you the best

[@TheNorthwestWind]

Sorry for your loss my friend

[@sectortech12b8]

So sorry for your loss, I lost my wife of 46 years two weeks ago, so much grief, thank you for sharing

[@kg7219]

damn the longest relationship i had was 8 years but we met in middle school so we were best friends since we were 12 and got together after high school... we broke up 2 years ago and the grief of that was so intense i threw mself into a psychotic episode i dont even kno how im gonna handle it if smth like that happens. but hey at least i had that love for a little bit. best wishes :)

[@colindavid2078]

Love from N.Ireland

[@sectortech12b8]

@@colindavid2078 my daughter in law is from letterkenny Ireland

[@whoaitstiger]

Seneca wrote: "Sometimes even to live is an act of courage." Don't forget to have self compassion in your grief.

[@RTU130]

Ye

[@charlosrossi]

That is a great stoic quote

[@livingawesome9856]

Seneca knew his stuff.

[@jakestokes2203]

@Necrotron Commenting sorry, no oxygen for you, troll.

[@m.r.471]

I’m so sorry to hear your loss, Steve :( I’ll admit I’ve never seen your videos before, but I saw this video in my recommended and wanted to tell you that you are not alone. She sounded like a wonderful and beautiful woman, both literally and spiritually.

[@jasonvargas7564]

This is so strange. Why was this recommended? KZbin is pushing this video on random people for some reason. What is going on?

[@ProfessorGeekMC]

Though she was never on camera, her beautiful presence was palpable on this channel and in the sparkle in your eyes when you'd say "beautiful wife." God bless you, Steve. I'll continue to pray for you and for the repose of Jess's sweet soul.

[@SerenitudeSounds]

:(

[@ericwyatt9725]

Sorry for your loss ....my condolences to you and your family

[@justinewoldsen3180]

I don't think I have ever been so sad to learn of the passing of someone I didn't personally know. My family will be praying for you Steve. 🙏

[@melbassham3490]

Absolutely agree 😓

[@justinewoldsen3180]

I see so many of us that have really been blessed to have Steve and his family and friends in our lives, so many people who were going through rough times and have had the videos to just get away, I have reconnected with nature and introduced my kids to it over the last year while also using it as an inspiration to battle addiction. I know life isn't fair, but damn this hits hard. I will be camping this weekend in honor of Beautiful Wife and will make sure I let my wife know what she means to me, one thing I think we can all agree on at least from what we can see from the videos is that Steve absolutely loved and cherished her, so we all do too.

[@flintafus2527]

I'm sat here, thousands of miles away, with tears in my eyes over someone I've never even seen, nevermind met. I think that says something about the wonderful connection that you have with her, and your audience. Keep talking Steve, and lean on anyone you need to, there are many, many people out there who care for you.

[@Mr.Chezburger]

Yes!!!! This💚

[@robdubent]

❤️

[@Mcsnoofs]

Man I feel the same way

[@poopaswoof9922]

Dude, I'm literally crying right now.. I went through the exact same thing a few years back. I dont have anything to offer other than sympathy and support. The grief and pain you feel doesn't just go away. You just learn to live with it. Be thankful of the time you had together and keep putting one foot in front of the other. For what it's worth, there are thousands and thousands of us pulling for you. My deepest sympathies to you good sir.

[@daviefullarton]

Sorry Steve. God bless you mate

[@garrettscherr4255]

Hey brother, I just found your videos yesterday. I’ve been binge watching them from newest to oldest and noticed you had a ring on in the McDonald’s drive through video. You seem like such a great and genuine guy, and even though I’ve only been a fan for a day my heart shattered when I saw the title of this video. You make the world a better place for millions of people who love your content, and I’m sure your wife was incredibly proud and felt so lucky to be with such a genuine source of light in such a tough world.

[@LucidLuci666]

I've only just discovered this channel too and this really gave me different perspective of Steve... broke my heart. Life's cruel

[@tanimal3964]

I think the last video before this was the 1 Million sub celebration live stream. The last minute where she pops in to tell him she loves him is soo bittersweet and heartbreaking now.

[@AnoNymous-ws3sn]

I have never commented on a video on KZbin, but this video genuinely shocked me. I am very sorry for your loss, Steve. I hope you have all the support you need.

[@bunnywinkles6424]

Thank you for the words, this conveys my thoughts as well. Rarely do I ever comment on a video. We all love you Steve.

[@robertjordansmith]

You have a million strangers crying with you Buddy. We love you and are here for you.

[@dirtdaubergarage8060]

It definitely made me tear up

[@macsloan58]

Yes. You are right. Might I add: Strangers we are and Steve brought us together. He and his wife have provided us with hours and hours of a unique togetherness. There is a terrible sadness among us.

[@claire.g.coleman]

That is so true.

[@edevos3108]

Thank you!

[@joefeltz8360]

Amen.