hi just wanted to say your music is beautiful. and by the looks of it you are beautiful too, inside and out.
@pouyaahmadi37063 жыл бұрын
Mr. Faunte Is There any backstory about this song and its lyrics , it haunts me everytime and im almost at the verge of tears , i wanna know the story ... i feel like deep inside i have a connection with in my own life with the passage this song is taking me through .... or maybe im better left alone in the dark .
@camilamesias70323 жыл бұрын
i love you
@TheAymanRahman Жыл бұрын
Hey, Roland… I feel like we’re close enough that I can call you that. Just listening to, loving and living your beautiful creations should be enough for that. I have a playlist named “Stuff that makes me feel” for whenever I feel like a soulless, defeated, pathetic husk of a person incapable of realizing how beautiful life can actually be. Lately I’ve been going back to it more frequently and it scares me. I’m terrified of this toxic indifference that keeps creeping in. I know there’s warmth and I found it in this song. That’s why this has been on top of that playlist since I first heard it. Thank you, Roland. For gifting me my favorite song. Thank you.
@LuxPepetua5 жыл бұрын
Don't you dare stop doing music.
@droveraccoon Жыл бұрын
😔
@adairmusic44145 жыл бұрын
when he started crying i did too
@ohokau11044 жыл бұрын
i dont think he knows the power he has
@OldFriendAuden2 жыл бұрын
Actually, I think he knows exactly the power he has. Look at those tears.
@Jeremy-iz6xs2 жыл бұрын
@@OldFriendAuden he has brought me tears... multiple times. I'm sure to so many. This is true magic. Very powerful. ✌️💚🤗. Powerful enough to make me realize that I have to leave my ex tomorrow. Leave everyone and start new. Powerful enough to move me. Literally
@suki92684 жыл бұрын
oh my, lights are gone i can't see stars anymore but they're, they are heaven shine looks so dull anymore lights i can't see what did i do that this would be done to me oh, my God if you're still in charge i think i'd like to meet you
@katiekulaga14665 жыл бұрын
guys i have a problem i keep listening to this on repeat everyday since this came out live i-
@elona25444 жыл бұрын
It’s okay🥰🥰
@Saulo1406HM4 жыл бұрын
Well, you're not alone....I kinda have the same problem.
@robinm7sa4 жыл бұрын
it just be like that
@wonderscx4 жыл бұрын
Whatever it takes to summon your happiness right?
@mju3lnable4 жыл бұрын
it's so great!!!
@blurryface5284 жыл бұрын
"oh.. my God, if you're still in charge. I think that I'd like to meet you."
@TheBttmoe3 жыл бұрын
I just really want to meet someone that can understand this, or want to listen to this as much as I do
@damn38762 жыл бұрын
i want the same. there are a bunch of songs, i want to listen to with someone with as much connection as i have with these songs.
@zahazuhury Жыл бұрын
I know exactly what you mean..
@marcelosantos56834 жыл бұрын
Lyrics (updated): There stands a door that I was yet to consider But the locks are all melting and the colors are convincing me Words on the gate reading I’ll make this all go away Just walk through me to the silence, that’s the music In the valley of nothing where everyone started Before life erased you and made you not part of it Broke off a piece of what was silent, but eternal And then trapped in a body we beg to return to it Placed in the depths of an ocean, forgetting How we belong at the surface but everyone's swimming Towards lights at the bottom reflecting on mirrors But I could labor no longer and float towards what everyone Fears the eternal that's found in the shallows But one day they will realize what I have just figured out Here, at the bottom, it's cold and it’s sort of merciless But the water gets warmer as you float away from it On my way to live the greatest Life, not have one, or I’ll just stick around And see if this gets better That decision lasts forever Seeing pictures, filled with envy 'Cause I'm trying to become who I used to be It seems so far from likely Smiling, he looks nothing like me Levers and pulleys and spindles of wire My limbs are all frozen and my lungs are on fire And here in your arms I feel miles away from you Know how it’s strange, but I mean all that I’m saying, oh Levers, and pulleys, and spindles of rope In that perfect machine that I used to be, something broke And then a thought so unnatural that it felt like perfection Came and knocked on my door, and in time I just let it in Asking me if I had heard of the surface Where nothing goes wrong, and where no one can ever hurt you And taking my hand it allowed me to breathe Said that there’s a way to always feel the way you feel When you finally find your way to sleep And then it showed me my life How it could end, and where it started And then it showed me the world but said I'm not a part of it But the lonely and the hurting have a place, no one's seen it But once I have shown you, you can't ever leave it No matter these thoughts, and these words, so inviting I can't say goodbye just quite yet I'll keep fighting it The people who love me would never stop hurting From something so simple yet something so permanent Gone into the valley where everyone started Where smiles are worn by the hopeless and the brokenhearted There in the light of the stars dancing quietly Spirits at home in the warmth of eternity Broken boy who must keep hoping Maybe one day hE will figure this out Or things will heal in time This breathing ghost that never died These bits and pieces all left over From that smiling child I used to be I’m cold and terrified I know there’s warmth but I can’t find it, oh Oh my, Lights are gone I can't see stars anymore But they're, they are Heaven shine looks so dull anymore Lights I can't see What did I do that this would be done to me Oh, my God if you're still in charge I think that I'd like to meet you
@monkeybone68434 жыл бұрын
“What did I do? That this would be done to me?” Feeling that at the moment
@SawaizAhmedMasood5 жыл бұрын
I found out about this song when i was in a very difficult part of my life. Everything was falling apart around. Drug abuse, family feuds, disappointments and self-immolation. When even i failed to understand the different kinds of pain i felt all the time, this song made me cry like a baby the night i heard it for the first time. It's my most played track on every song playing engine. He described pain he's hurting and we understand because we have felt the same kind of hurt. Brilliant!
@leversandpulleys92744 жыл бұрын
i can relate
@SawaizAhmedMasood3 жыл бұрын
Its still my mist played song and no way is it dropping down for even a second. I still tear up everytime it playd
@copycatkiller5564 жыл бұрын
I have been repeating this for weeks now, laying on my bed with my phone at my side just listening to his words and stare at my ceiling. But this time, I decided to watch the video, I wanted to see how he plays the piano, how he moves his body while he flows out the lyrics, and noticed that he’s crying at the end. Holy hell it’s too early for me to cry but dammit streams can’t be stopped.
@anaj25043 жыл бұрын
same.
@BambooBuzzTV0072 жыл бұрын
..
@roxipeter4 жыл бұрын
Dear Roland, there is light at the end of this darkness. I have lived with these feelings for half of my life now. Some days, it might not seem like this. But then there are the little moments that make all this battle worth it: from a melody to a quote in a book or the smile of a stranger or a colorful sky at the sunset or whatever has meaning for you. On top of depression I got a pretty bad anxiety after my brother passed. I haven't heard your song. I lived it. Still live it. But "light can be found even in the darkest of times". You are that light to some people. Your gift of music can defeat darkness. Thank you for putting your feelings into this songs and keep fighting your fight. One day you'll wake up and you'll see that you've won. Or at least got used to it.
@_qpdbdbqp_2 жыл бұрын
hey, mă bucur să văđ pe cineva din Romania aici :)
@TheAymanRahman Жыл бұрын
I keep coming back to this rendition over and over and over again. I have never seen a creator be so moved by his own creation, breaking down by the sheer volume of the emotions he's feeling. I love how the words and verses just flow into the next one, feeling like an endless carousel. I get you, Roland. We get you. Thanks.
@LynnSanders-g9u9 ай бұрын
Proof that at least one person out there understands how you feel.
@Sophietherese20013 ай бұрын
“Cause I’m trying to become who I used to be” the wind gets knocked out of me every time.
@serarepenta2195 Жыл бұрын
This makes me cry so hard. We come from the same place. We aren’t supposed to be here and I think deep down you know that too. A wise man once said to me “how are you suffering?” And I said “I suffer so deep, so much” and he said “that’s how you know your living in the truth”
@LAisdy5 жыл бұрын
When I listen to this I just got frozen and can't do anything 'till it' s over. Wonderful
@lsfilmer61645 жыл бұрын
This was the first song I ever heard by you, and now I have every word of your album memorized. You make me feel things no other artist has ever been able to; your music evokes pure emotion. Please, never stop creating. Thank you for all you've done.
@valjoemiguel57385 жыл бұрын
Ohh, my God, if your still in charge I think I like to meet you ~ > tears
@natvasch63994 жыл бұрын
'my limbs are all cold and my lungs are on fire' is such a great line, describes the feeling perfectly with such simple words...makes me cry everytime
@kygid5 жыл бұрын
levers holds such a large place in my heart and will forever. Hearing it in refined sound, and with more lyrics means the world to me,,, i loved this. never stop making music, i can’t wait for your new album !
@chunchunchunchunchun Жыл бұрын
Hate how relatable this song is
@nicoletrimon19406 ай бұрын
I forgot how much i loved this
@ximenatejedacarrera50654 жыл бұрын
"People who love me would never stop hurting". Yes. At the end of the day, you taught me something.
@froginabigwell5 жыл бұрын
someone loved this beautiful song so much that they had to like it twice, by turning their phone upside down just to like it again!
@sheshotjfk83754 жыл бұрын
Ten people have done this now.
@anamulhaquenahid659 Жыл бұрын
I feel like i have become stone after listening. Damm man! Allah bless you
@taniamorgan14434 жыл бұрын
I can’t tell you how many times I’ve listened to this song , this video, please never stop making music
@wilvinmarte53664 жыл бұрын
Such a master piece... I just found my favorite singer.
@lunatic58525 жыл бұрын
There stands a door that I was yet to consider But the locks are all melting and the colors are convincing me Words on the gate reading I'll make this all go away Just walk through me to the silence, that's the music In the valley of nothing where everyone started Before life erased you and made you not part of it Broke off a piece of what was silent, but eternal And then trapped in a body we beg to return to it Placed in the depths of an ocean, forgetting How we belong at the surface but everyone's swimming Towards lights at the bottom reflecting on mirrors But I could labor no longer and float towards what everyone Fears the eternal that's found in the shallows But one day they will realize what I have just figured out Here, at the bottom, it's cold and it's sort of merciless But the water gets warmer as you float away from it On my way to live the greatest Life, not have one, or I'll just stick around And see if it gets better This decision lasts forever Seeing pictures, filled with envy Trying to become who I used to be It seems so far from likely Smiling, he looks nothing like me Levers and pulleys and spindles of wire My limbs are all frozen and my lungs are on fire And here in your arms I feel miles away from you Know how it's strange, but I mean all that I'm saying, oh Levers, and pulleys, and spindles of rope In that perfect machine that I used to be, something broke And then a thought so unnatural that it felt like perfection Came and knocked on my door, and in time I just let it in Asking me if I had heard of the surface Where nothing goes wrong, and where no one can ever hurt you And taking my hand it allowed me to breathe Said that there's a way to always feel the way you feel When you finally find your way to sleep And then it showed me my life How it could end, and where it started And then it showed me the world but said I'm not a part of it But the lonely and the hurting have a place, no one's seen it But once I have shown you, you can't ever leave it No matter these thoughts, and these words, so inviting I can't say goodbye just quite yet I'll keep fighting it People who love me would never stop hurting From something so simple yet something so permanent Gone into the valley where everyone started Where smiles are worn by the hopeless and the brokenhearted There in the light of the stars dancing quietly Spirits at home in the warmth of eternity Broken boy who must keep hoping Maybe one day he will figure this out Or things will heal in time This breathing ghost that never died These bits and pieces all left over From that smiling child I used to be I'm cold and terrified I know there's warmth but I can't find it Oh all my lights are gone I cant see stars anymore But they ... they are Heavens shines .. looks so dull anymore Lights .. i cant see , what did i do? That this would be done to me ... Oh .. my god ! If youre still in charge .. i think that i'd like to meet you ..
@andivaldes21335 жыл бұрын
I keep listening to this over and over and I keep crying but I feel so liberated
@popielatoniebieski17014 жыл бұрын
i went on repeat mode first time i heard that song, then i found this acoustic version, but this is first time i did watched it while listening to it, and it hits hard
@DoodleGoose884 жыл бұрын
Please, please put this on Spotify. This is my favorite song from Sewing Kit and I keep listening to this version on repeat. It means so much to me. It's just so moving and powerful and full of emotion.
@jordanapires74953 жыл бұрын
I cry with him every time I come here, and I come here a lot
@maxstan93055 жыл бұрын
The emotion at the end just makes it so much more powerful. I can tell you mean it with every single cell in your body. ❤️❤️❤️
@l-atkins5 жыл бұрын
^^^^
@katiekulaga14665 жыл бұрын
this, this is your best song, could listen and have listened to on repeat for hours
@ivanfragoso5073 жыл бұрын
Este chico transmite algo maravilloso, me eriza la piel, y me lleva hacia un lugar maravilloso con su voz y su música. Ojalá nunca deje de hacerlo.
@blanderbrosz45733 жыл бұрын
Bro de verdad, es un tipo maravilloso
@zcsarina___8283 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for giving us this masterpiece. This song has made me cry for I don't know, I lost count a long time ago but this song, this song, this is the song that calms me down whenever I feel like crossing that "door". This song has saved me a lot of times now. Aside from that, this is art. Music is a form of art and it is so rare to actually find songs that I can label as art because most of them sounds generical and the same, I guess. But you, your lyrics, they're art. A masterpiece. You're like the Vincent Van Gogh of music. Every sentence or phrase that you've sung is just pure art and it's so beautiful. So thank you for that. Thank you for everything.
@siddharthgangwal9775 жыл бұрын
I'll never be the same now that I have heard this.
@Sofia-me7nc4 жыл бұрын
Those who haven't suffered don't know how to share the suffering of others. Thank you for your special music! Love from Italy
@joannaalcaraz9724 Жыл бұрын
Never had a song make me cry this much 😭😩❤️🔥
@lizzwillis25 жыл бұрын
a song has never spoken to me so much as this one does
@minionsarebae24344 жыл бұрын
This reminds me of old twenty one pilots... I like that. Is like when Tyler performed addict with a pen live and seemed like he was crying. This is nice.
@noormoheeb52883 жыл бұрын
I’m writing this and I’m full with tears, I’d never thought I’ll be that lonely to share how bad I feel here , or to not have any safe place to feel like home in ,I’m not feeling well at all , I’ve never been this weak before and it’s even worse when the closest people to your heart make you feel that way , I’ve been holding it so much lately, but now in this exact moment I admit that i lost it , and I’m giving myself this chance to feel as much weak as i can , hopefully I’ll get better and stronger soon and I’m sure i will .
@baraahalak43663 жыл бұрын
I know I'm 3 weeks late but i really hope things will get better or at least you'll grow stronger to handle them.
@kenma3799 Жыл бұрын
How can u be so perfect
@valjoemiguel57385 жыл бұрын
The last part hits me hard ~
@Pbpretzel4 жыл бұрын
Petition to get this song on Spotify:( it’s my favorite
@queenhylia23605 жыл бұрын
i still cant stop listening to this.
@SleeplessBrazilLimbo23 күн бұрын
when i started listening to his music, i didnt look up his face but looking at him now, like 5 months after, he looks like i kinda imagined tbh. his music has deeply moved me in many ways. hope he keeps doing music
@astaramae78034 жыл бұрын
Just wanted to say thank you for writing and performing this song. Thank you for your courage and willpower. You’re lyrics are moving and resonating and your voice is as well. Thank you.❤️🌦
@dannyf97983 жыл бұрын
This performance is even more touching when I see that the man whose music has reached me in ways no one ever has also feels the power his amazing talent holds. You and Jess Benko have a nack for taking many of our feelings and emotions and turning them into such moving art. Until I found the two of you, no artist has ever expressed how i feel so beautifully. Levers and Anchor make me emotional every time I hear them but I just can't get enough of your music, It is therapy to me. Thank you. You and Jess are literally lifesavers.
@CallMeTouchCMT5 жыл бұрын
Very emotional ending! Yes yes yes
@potsia49533 жыл бұрын
its been about a year and I have finally just figured out what the lyrics mean, this is art.
@azumi93724 жыл бұрын
I listened to this song twice, first just the audio, now the live. There's no difference at all. Chills
@erlenmahilum12215 жыл бұрын
so sad and yet satisfying
@meowlillithmeow22934 жыл бұрын
5:25 i love how seemingly awkward he is, it makes me feel very comfortable
@DanaM181294 жыл бұрын
"To the silence. Thats the music" ... wow
@busrasahin12232 жыл бұрын
keep doing your art. you deserve much much more.
@toesies10413 жыл бұрын
This guy is so underrated- like I don't see anything on him and his music is absolutely golden
@Basegod12345674 жыл бұрын
Still here, still crying,.
@robob33164 жыл бұрын
Ok now this is magic
@mrEofPlanetEarth2 жыл бұрын
This song is a story of a brave soul 😥
@implicated94104 жыл бұрын
... 3.05. the exact moment, the lump in my throat grew bigger.. and the pure emotion at 4.50...and the extended ending. ... you honestly made me feel you in that moment. i think my heart just broke.
@soniacortes52734 жыл бұрын
Me encantan todas tus canciones , tienes un estilo tan propio y no me canso de escuchar tus canciones me hacen sentir tan bien juro que jamás me cansaré de escucharlas Tienes una voz hermosa
@Freethinker2254 жыл бұрын
What a beautiful pianist to watch. Your hands move over the keys in a soft and familiar way. It’s a pleasure 🎹
@object-133 жыл бұрын
Found this recently. And made me think about a lot of stuff about me, my life, things I hate about myself and what I am. And I picked some pieces of myself thanks to this piece of art. Even went back to writing some lyrics myself, just how I used to. Thank you
@kathrine78135 жыл бұрын
levers will always feel special to me. mostly bc i relate to so much he sings about
@tableryu75574 жыл бұрын
Just when I thought I can finally listen to this song without breaking down...your music resonates with my most raw self, please continue making them for as long as you can
@roslein-4 жыл бұрын
one of my favorite artists, what you do is pure art to me
@isiahholt78595 жыл бұрын
I hope you’re well brother
@songbird23835 жыл бұрын
Oh my, it was already great and now it’s even better with the additional lyrics you have put in, please keep up the great great work
@hadlystapp54924 жыл бұрын
I do be crying to his music lmao :)
@FatimaZohra-wi8dd2 жыл бұрын
Lyrics: There stands a door that I was yet to consider But the locks are all melting and the colors are convincing me Words on the gate reading I’ll make this all go away Just walk through me to the silence, that’s the music In the valley of nothing where everyone started Before life erased you and made you not part of it Broke off a piece of what was silent, but eternal And then trapped in a body we beg to return to it Placed in the depths of an ocean, forgetting How we belong at the surface but everyone's swimming Towards lights at the bottom reflecting on mirrors But I could labor no longer and float towards what everyone Fears the eternal that's found in the shallows But one day they will realize what I have just figured out Here, at the bottom, it's cold and it’s sort of merciless But the water gets warmer as you float away from it On my way to live the greatest Life, not have one, or I’ll just stick around And see if it gets better This decision lasts forever Seeing pictures, filled with envy Trying to become who I used to be It seems so far from likely Smiling he looks nothing like me Levers and pulleys and spindles of wire My limbs are all frozen and my lungs are on fire And here in your arms I feel miles away from you Know how it’s strange, but I mean all that I’m saying, oh Levers, and pulleys, and spindles of rope In that perfect machine that I used to be, something broke And then a thought so unnatural that it felt like perfection Came and knocked on my door, and in time I just let it in Asking me if I had heard of the surface Where nothing goes wrong, and where no one can ever hurt you And taking my hand it allowed me to breathe Said that there’s a way to always feel the way you feel When you finally find your way to sleep And then it showed me my life How it could end, and where it started And then it showed me the world but said I'm not a part of it But the lonely and the hurting have a place, no one's seen it But once I have shown you, you can't ever leave it No matter these thoughts, and these words, so inviting I can't say goodbye just quite yet I'll keep fighting it People who love me would never stop hurting From something so simple yet something so permanent Gone into the valley where everyone started Where smiles are worn by the hopeless and the brokenhearted There in the light of the stars dancing quietly Spirits at home in the warmth of eternity Broken boy who must keep hoping Maybe one day he will figure this out Or things will heal in time This breathing ghost that never died These bits and pieces all left over From that smiling child I used to be I’m cold and terrified I know there’s warmth but I can’t find it
@CottontailVA3 жыл бұрын
I'm literally in love with this man, someone please save me from this.
@oumau29434 жыл бұрын
God is always here for u 🌷
@tahaarshad29465 жыл бұрын
Been listening to this on repeat for so long. I was shocked to see the number of subscribers you have here. You deserve a lotttt moreee
@Grymbleidd5 жыл бұрын
Thank you, for that.
@BramOuwerkerk4 жыл бұрын
Glad I discovered this dude. Great music!
@alexpech93182 жыл бұрын
guys this song is really pretty and i love a lot, i hope that you enjoying.
@shashwat7724 жыл бұрын
you are my favorite human :)
@queenhylia23604 жыл бұрын
Can't. Stop. Listening. Can we just have this on spotify too? 👉🏻👈🏻 gcg?
@mindmusic4924 жыл бұрын
Hermosa canción❤
@bintangazhar77983 жыл бұрын
i can't count more how many times I repeat this song everyday
@TakeCare_13 жыл бұрын
Es muy buena la cansion
@botecfud3 жыл бұрын
This speaks to my soul, a voice I have not heard in a while, hope it stays to chat. Thank you for writing my pain and struggle in such sublime music and lyrics. Thank you.
Absolutely mesmerizing. This truly is beautiful brother.
@14nancyo1125 жыл бұрын
i love this so much, thank you for sharing your talent with us :). Pls come to the Netherlands one day, i would love to hear this live
@samsan63603 жыл бұрын
If I could only listen to one song for the rest of my life, this would be it.
@shrimppp4166 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for existing
@moogles-zw1uv2 жыл бұрын
You can see the pain he is in as he is playing more and more. Roland you are amazing
@Rivaldix124 жыл бұрын
I really like all of your songs, I already learned how to play Happy Life, Be Fine and Hand Over Hand. Your tutorial videos helped me so much and I really want to learn Levers as well. So, can you make a tutorial for Levers too? I really like your other tutorial videos too. I also have a suggestion for your tutorial videos, when I was trying to learn your other songs, learning the embellishment you use was the hardest thing and I think you can seperate the embellishment section in two or three parts, that would be easier for the ones who wants to learn. Other than that, everything was perfect about your tutorials. Thank you for making and music, you are my favourite artist!
@luiscorea35793 жыл бұрын
This is just so great!
@demi44812 жыл бұрын
This was the first song I ever heard of you... And I cannot be more grateful for that moment to hapenned.
@elkapitanlasercatbutinspac86943 жыл бұрын
My god this is beautiful. What a beautiful human to create something like this. ☀️ ⛅️ ☁️ 🌧 🌈 🎶🥲
@ClaudiaReneFuentes4 жыл бұрын
Okay, I did not expect that. I am crying here at work.. before he even started cried. This is art. I am so inspired.
@user-xiel442 жыл бұрын
전주에 반하고 뒤에선 울컥하게 만드네요... 우연히 알게되서 요즘 엄청 듣고 있어요. 감사합니다 태어나서 노래 불러 주셔서!
@aliyahjoelle53663 жыл бұрын
The ability to be SOBBING but still play the piano like nothing changed. My guy. You may be falling apart, but you're keeping the pieces together.