Ruru's Suicide Show on a Livestream LIVE - Shinsei Kamattechan (3/5/21) るるちゃんの自殺配信 - 神聖かまってちゃん

Shinsei Kamattechan performs Ruru-chan no Jisatsu Haishin (Ruru's Suicide Show on a Livestream) live, 3/5/21.
神聖かまってちゃん - るるちゃんの自殺配信

[@mr.potayto2131]

That guy's voice is scarily high pitched

[@setsuna7618]

he mixed it with voice changer. Regardless, he is a really talented artist. Glad the world is starting to noticing them ty to AOT opening exposure.

[@mr.potayto2131]

@@setsuna7618 ikr

[@weewoo2407]

@@setsuna7618 they're actually non binary

[@brainnandheart]

I dont mean to seem like a prick, but their pronouns are they/them, they're non-binary and they can change their voice, listen to Boku no Sensou 😊

[@CecilyRenns]

@@brainnandheart they are NB but Japanese doesn't have strictly gendered third pronouns like he/she/they, so the concept of "going by a certain pronoun" is probably completely alien to them. in the song "Like Myself", Noko uses both masculine and feminine first person pronouns to talk about themselves, referring to their gender fluidity and that they're fine with both. they/them is still the safe choice when it comes to referring to NB people but saying that Noko "goes by" any pronoun isn't true and Noko does uses a voice changer with the high-pitched voice, they show it off in streams

[@naoki313]

holy shit what a voice

[@miyeon175]

Shinsei lol

[@mariagwendolyna]

0_______0

[@inddotech5065]

Atleast he respects rorochan

[@MiyokoHaruhi]

@@inddotech5065 they*

[@spootis]

@@MiyokoHaruhi he looks like a guy

[@crumb.crumblet.S.crumbington]

these people r so talented :) the singer is very wonderful too! i love their voice!

[@user-kr4fz4fr8j]

FPS AI dude!

[@vulmere]

hi crumb! and yeah their voice is very beautiful :)

[@flare2393]

Thx for using they/the. Pronouns ☺️

[@flare2393]

Them*

[@user-kw6rf2ph9j]

cup!! hi :]

[@flowerylemon612]

The beginning reminds me of Roro-Chan’s livestreams, she would sing, break down, and keep singing. Rest In Peace young soul, I hope you’re somewhere better now.

[@Zconcern]

i almost forgot about this, thank you for reminding me, i wish i would have found this when it came out, on my birthday.

[@abandonedaccount9013]

You saw the streams?! Did you see the last one?....if you feel uncomfortable answering this comment i can delete it...

[@flowerylemon612]

@@abandonedaccount9013 yes, and dw, the last one I can’t remember well, since it’s been a long time. I remember seeing her chat filled with encouraging words for her to jump, she was scared. In the end, she gave in and fell, not sure if she screamed but she was terrified. She jumped off her balcony leaving her phone behind.

[@flowerylemon612]

@@abandonedaccount9013 u can find the gif of her jumping off if you search long enough.

[@amethystgacha4697]

@@flowerylemon612 i saw a video on youtube, it was recommended to me, of her last stream. the screen was black (probably so it doesnt get taken down) but could hear the audio. if it wasnt fake, then im pretty sure just before she jumped she said "im scared" and she jumped i think she made a sound, but i cant remember. i felt very sad after hearing that video

[@UACia]

"She didn't intend to die, she just wanted to be a Legend"

[@rayziafarrel6295]

U pranked me lol 10 years ago bruh

[@RizChezze]

@@rayziafarrel6295 lol

[@ScrewSaiki]

@@rayziafarrel6295 same lol

[@someone2727]

Lol

[@ichi2718]

@@someone2727 she did become a legend

[@plutoyay1]

I hate it how tiktokers and some disgusting gacha kids are using this song as a joke. Like wtf respecting a person's death isn't even that hard hello?

[@ashleyconner9364]

For real though. Some people just don’t have respect.

[@catcat4653]

True

[@cupidoscandles.]

It's sickening,,

[@kade4435]

Right

[@altheamaeculiat1687]

there are even memes about it, sadly.

[@rearoryzx7888]

Guys just to clarify RURU is a different person it’s an character made for suicidal ppl like roro.RORO is a REAL PERSON IRL yes you can sing along yes you can dance to it just don’t disrespect her that’s messed up if you disrespect her in anyway.

[@soupersad6083]

Thanks for letting us know :)

[@hiba_stxr]

Yeah.

[@franklinmjr1642]

I am confused. Disrespectful? Songs are songs, people will enjoy them in thier own way.

[@Yoojoonghyukk]

@@franklinmjr1642 they're saying if you're going to listen and enjoy the song dont be disrespectful to Roro

[@vapecat803]

@@franklinmjr1642 This is what they mean by disrespect kzbin.info/www/bejne/f3TTemOjgrSYi8U

[@user-hc2ez3nm1b]

女の人が歌ってると思ってたから、たまげた

[@Astupeur2763]

Same tho

[@lawlietlovebot]

私も

[@Astupeur2763]

@@lawlietlovebot i clicked translate haha

[@HamHamIsDeadInside]

Same

[@robloxian10482]

@@Astupeur2763 why is ur pfp ruru😐😐

[@hattakano9667]

Let's be honest, most of us are surprised when we knew he is also the one who sang My war from AOT

[@alexbien8597]

i am not surprised, noko is a very talented composer!

[@sakurora7930]

i liked this song before s4 was released and i was so surprised it was the same composer

[@tanko-chi653]

I thought Mono is composer too.

[@tumbleweed.productions]

@@sakurora7930 samee, i remember noko also composed the season 2 ending "Yuugure no Tori" which was really cool

[@lucashara5158]

I'm more surprised at the fact that it is a man singing

[@mitsukilawrence983]

Omg... I always thought it was a girl who sang the song. 😮

[@mexicanbowlerforfun8490]

Mitsuki same broo I was like bruhhhh disappointed a bit

[@shykoara1048]

Same lmao

[@0neyetmany-0]

same

[@yomama2348]

@@mexicanbowlerforfun8490 what’s wrong being non binary

[@michaellanak262]

@@yomama2348 cuz shit like that doesnt exist

[@koko..0696]

ITS SO SAD RORO CHAN GETS HER OWN SONG BUT SHE CANT HERE IT

[@Kuppppapaaaa]

She can hear it in heaven (: 💞

[@Kingsttun]

@@0m0cat yea? the song is based off of her and the struggles she went through, it's the whole point and why they made the song. they're mourning her death and how young she was to go through something like this. she was groomed, abused, and wanted to be a star in a very concerning way. don't say mindless stuff like that dude, just respect roro-chan's song and death. its easy. :/

[@0m0cat]

@@Kingsttun I'm not a quackity Stan tho-

[@0m0cat]

@@Kingsttun I'm sorry :( I didn't know

[@Kingsttun]

@@0m0cat it's fine, you shouldn't jump to conclusions all that quick though. from the singer's mournful voice in the beginning verse, you could practically sense the atmosphere haha. may roro-chan rest in peace though.

[@acidrabbit4025]

Roro chan was a 14 year old girl who committed suicide on a livestream by jumping from a high apartment building. She regularily did livestreams where she would do various things like play piano, sing, talk, cry, she had some lewd content which popularized her, but she also did dangerous things like run into traffic and sit on high ledges. Some say she even jumped from building to building and across train tracks, whether thats true or not i dont know. Some of these livestreams still exist on youtube, though they were mostly streamed on some old streaming website, where roro became very popular. Roro also posted on social media platforms where she said some sad and cryptic things i cant quite remember, but i know a lot of them didnt make much sense. Roro was really lonely, bullied and most likely abused at home. She was definitely neglected. The stream where roro jumped off the building is here on youtube too, im not going to link it, but if you look for it you can find it (although i wouldnt reccommend it). In it Roro first shows her upper half. She has black hair and is wearing a purple hoodie but her whole face is never shown. It then switches to a shot of her kneeling on the ground, almost looking like shes praying, and then getting up and walking to her balcony where she has a white stool. Hyperventilating the whole way, she climbs onto it and sets her phone on the balcony. Most likely getting scared she picks it up and moves away from the balcony, still hyperventilating. At some point in the video she mumbles something that sounds like japanese for "im scared". After a little while she walks back to the balcony, and climbs onto the stool. A blurred shot of the dark city below is shown before she climbs up and jumps with her phone. A little yelp from roro can be heard but contrary to popular belief she never screamed. The phone landed on a balcony facing a light above, and moments later the thud of roros body hitting the ground can be heard. The rest of the video is a couple of minutes of road noises and the view of the light. The chat was in japanese so i couldnt read it if i wanted to, and google translate is far from reliable but most people say the chat was a mix of people encouraging her to jump with words such as "become a legend", "go jump" and "i bet you wont do it" and people telling her not to saying "go back to your room", "dont do it" and "become a legend another way". Other people however claim this is misinformation and that the chat was relatively empty and the few people there were commenting random chitchat with one person asking her to masturbate. As i said, i cannot prove eithers validity. This song was written to honour roro, but also every person who has taken their life or struggled with thoughts of it. Ruru is the character shown in the music video, she represents roro and all these people. Roro is the girl who made the livestreams. There is a difference between the two, incase you werent aware. This is the basic information of roro chan and the history of this song. RIP Roro Chan. Im sorry you couldnt see all these supportive comments when you were still here. Your life was so worth living, you were so worthy of love. You wont be forgotten. I promise.

[@sou9169]

Thank you so much for the info I was very confused, rip to the angel

[@Josuh]

niconico aint just "some old streaming website" dawg

[@Dome-a]

Thank you for this information. RIP Roroーchan

[@hellbunniez3]

oh my hunch was right, this was about roro :-((

[@19yrs]

​@@Josuhmaybe this person didn't remember/know the name of that streaming website

[@kashuwmi9862]

When i first hear this song i thought its a little girl who sang it, Noko is amazing indeed

[@hellohi-ux7ip]

Same

[@user-gu3oo5no2n]

Same, i and my homie were shocked

[@reku6330]

Same ಠ_ಠ, I was like 'dafuq?...'

[@sadbeans4685]

Same lol

[@caysy9156]

me too, im surprised

[@JSoul]

This band is slowly starting to become my favorite

[@dandyrizky4380]

me too

[@huniverso]

👌

[@brainnandheart]

Same my favorite is Ikimono Gakari and second rn is them

[@JayyMassiel]

Same

[@lamijavojic1662]

@Zac Radclif Gabriel Cruz -29 why?

[@do0m3r_b0y3]

The fact that they were trying so hard not to cry hurts me so much. Roro didn’t want to die and she was so young. My respect for this band raised up so much,they just want to honor her and the singing shows that they miss her very much. We all miss you Roro-Chan and we hope you’re at peace now

[@cream2085]

​@@AnnualPurgedpart of her username/japanese honourific

[@Luc1d_Dr34mz...]

How did this suddenly change from Noko to Roro, Noko is expressing themselves using this song as his emotions.

[@bboyscsoreal]

This song is not about roro

[@ChiDestiny]

@@Luc1d_Dr34mz...exactly, like Roro situation is definitely sad, but it's taking the light away from the singer's experience. I don't think they were crying because of Roro, tbh

[@allofffytfans3170]

Vocalist wiped the tears

[@ghostsgraveyard1029]

Just a reminder that the singer, Noko-san, wrote this song not just as a tribute to roro and others, but to express themself. Also pls use they/them or a mix of she/he for them as theyre genderfluid!

[@dabilover444]

Thanks!

[@AllyZuzue]

Thanks! Pronouns are very important to me

[@arandomladywithabadsleepsc1748]

They/them aren’t pronouns within Japan and from what I’m aware of(correct me if wrong but I’m simply judging based off what I’ve seen so far, correct me if wrong, if given proper resources as this Is what I’ve heard from someone who claimed to be from japan?)they said that they use she/he. Anyways, I agree.

[@arandomladywithabadsleepsc1748]

@@kei-xs6dg Lmfao, Japan cancelled.

[@greenscreenperson4060]

They sang this song perfectly

[@EzQuart]

I can feel the scream , noko is indeed amazing

[@batjoke777]

You here too 🤣🤣

[@dennraeh]

Why 1K likes but only 2 replies?

[@soupersad6083]

@Tsukiko永遠に雨が降る indeed

[@javiermendoza9607]

@@dennraeh that is a good question

[@leninyan]

I love how they express their pain thru almost crying at the beginning, then shouting and playing on their guitar off beat. It makes it much more emotional song that it originally is

[@elsa9454]

they* they are non binary

[@hasibulazamsehab866]

It is okay to use any pronouns he is okay with it. And the song is emotional.

[@bellamuerte2199]

@qaisuni they/them dont actually exist in japanese like it does in english! so i think it's okay to call him whatever, she, he, they. sheesh.

[@dennraeh]

@@bellamuerte2199 mhm! agreed.

[@omumafu6346]

@@bellamuerte2199 there is actually. watashi is feminine, boku is masculine and ore is gender neutral

[@jonaichireiyula7045]

I can imagine that roro chan is watching them, and smiling (I'm bad at English sorry)

[@Chocoberryi_Xd]

Yeah she will happy because they are people care about her

[@rtchara618]

your English is great! I think you may have learned it as a second language by the note at the end. That’s impressive if you have! It is a hard language to learn from what I have heard. Good job! I also agree with your comment :) I hope Roro-Chan is smiling!

[@coralpuppytin1139]

Actually your English seems perfectly fine to me lol

[@moristory9327]

Their voice is so beautiful. When they screamed "THE CITYS BLUETOOTH IS DESTROYING ME!" I got chills. This song has so much emotion in it. Rest in peace Roro chan, you will never be forgotten.

[@ivangruspe1645]

When the keyboard man said "Don't cry" at the begining I felt that.

[@krystalkyelibanez785]

I feel you man

[@user-qc5my8zb4r]

he didn't say that

[@FloorPills]

@@user-qc5my8zb4r What did he say?

[@dampmop]

@ないない then why say that

[@aikiilaive]

@@user-qc5my8zb4r what did he say :^

[@Syber_z0mbie]

The fact that they were trying so hard not to cry while singing it 😭😭😭

[@raventomix]

:( that's must've been painful

[@RSICh-wv8zx]

@@raventomix well. Everytime I sing this song I want to cry cuz having same phase like Roro san

[@raventomix]

@@RSICh-wv8zx I'm so sorry :(

[@Greggort8181]

@@RSICh-wv8zx I don’t think Roro-Chan had a “phase”.

[@angel-ef7vw]

@@RSICh-wv8zx Roro-san didn't have a phase. "Just listen to me, ma it’s not a phase"

[@pizzamaster6953]

The fact that this man isn't wearing shoes on stage, is beautiful.

[@theincarnateofkurro]

they are non binary!

[@mariacp221]

How come? Its normal to not wear shoes on stage as a singer-

[@saulgoodman6346]

@@mariacp221 if I’m correct in Japan it’s common to take off your shoes before committing suicide so I think that’s why

[@amaya6295]

@@saulgoodman6346 they’re not wearing shoes to feel the beat of the music

[@saulgoodman6346]

@@amaya6295 didn’t ask

[@bboyscsoreal]

As a teenage girl struggling with my mental health, I really like this song, and many other songs by them. Thank you, skc.

[@krkmhfr]

for anyone who doesn't know the lore, this song is dedicated for rorochan_1999 who commiting suicide on 24 November 2013 while livestreaming

[@euwuwi1737]

The song is not about roro tho, it's about anyone who had suicidal thoughts

[@krkmhfr]

@@euwuwi1737 yeah. Spread awareness

[@weewoo2407]

@@euwuwi1737 well it's directed towards roro and people struggling with the same stuff as her, not right to cancel out the fact it is about roro

[@euwuwi1737]

@@weewoo2407 yes, it's in memory for all teen suicides including roro chan

[@benowensosan]

@@weewoo2407 I would say it’s for everyone that is suicidal but mainly for roro because it’s named ruru

[@st0rm3325]

I’m still astonished that they did the Season 4 intro, along with the high pitched voice. Homie is talented as hell.

[@spootis]

He*

[@ema3948]

@@spootis No its they/them 😀

[@st0rm3325]

@@spootis Their* pronouns are they/them.

[@kei-pv9ij]

@@spootis how you gonna disrespect pronouns and have a VENTI pfp? 😕

[@snoop9064]

they actually used a voice changer, but they're still talented nonetheless

[@marklll4426]

Don't be afraid to cry when watching this, it's for our our legend after all.

[@smoll_size]

I want to cry too but I'm outside and i don't want them seeing me crying here in public😭

[@summrsgay]

Im salrwaydncrying i cant see whatd im typing

[@Zillexiaor]

Thank you for this.

[@ibukimioda6211]

It’s heartbreaking how they’re trying not to cry they are so talented

[@ibukimiodaaaaaa8827]

This honestly gives me chills, the fact that the band was trying not to cry while singing the song. They deserve full respect, they are amazing people and god bless them. They show that they truly miss Ro-ro Chan. They earn my respect. Edit: thank you for some information in the comments

[@rachelgardner8386]

@@cachette.4310 it’s for everyone with suicidal thoughts.

[@cachette.4310]

@@rachelgardner8386 yeah

[@mikaaa8790]

@@cachette.4310 It's based on her suicide tho.

[@rachelgardner8386]

@@mikaaa8790 not only her.

[@mikaaa8790]

@@rachelgardner8386 I know that, but it's heavily based off of her, hence the name.

[@notrllysecure5837]

MY DUMBA** THOUGHT SHINSEI KAMATTECHAN WAS THE NAME OF A PERSON

[@user-lq9sx3ol5p]

same lmao

[@irsadsm]

And that name from what ? The band ? Or what ?

[@isellas6270]

ANANANANANANA SAME

[@julia2686]

W h a t

[@irsadsm]

@@Aprianex oh, oke. Thanks bro

[@Joy-cf2hs]

noko makes my heart flutter, their voice is immaculate

[@jennah513]

Noko is really talented its crazy

[@catsinwonderland7473]

1:54 man their voice has so much emotion

[@feminico2613]

One thing I love about jpop is that most of their prominent songs are about something other than love. Of course their love songs are still famous but compared to other countries where love songs are litteraly the only thing they produce, japan is pretty cool.

[@ultimatedesbear4271]

Yep. This is the most depressing song I've heard to date.

[@silverdoor537]

@@ultimatedesbear4271 try "Life hates us now" cover by Mafumafu, it's hella depressing as well

[@ultimatedesbear4271]

@@silverdoor537 I'll check it out.

[@audreyssa3786]

@@ultimatedesbear4271 You should check Girl-A by Powa-powa too

[@wolfgamer4388]

@@silverdoor537 it gave me strength,thank you.

[@Chopscrewyyy]

That image of Noko in the thumbnail makes them look like they're dying and they need help

[@b068593]

...

[@waranghira]

It's better to just repeat the name than they/them. Confusing, would think you're referring to the band.

[@waranghira]

@@Chopscrewyyy because you put in unnecessary amounts of nouns. Dying and in need of help. Just because your intent with your words is clear to you, doesn't mean it is clear. Anyone with a pink blob would know that. It really sounded like you're referring to the band.

[@waranghira]

@@Chopscrewyyy Noko's Japanese and only uses both female and male pronouns for Noko's self. No they/them for Noko.

[@humanman2358]

@@waranghira they/them is gay

[@yuzhongluoyisson9420]

As a person who is suffering from depression, maybe dementia, I can feel the pain, the suffering that rorochan_1999 had... since I have gone through many depressive episodes, and even I tried taking my own life as well. Thanks for Shinsei Kamattechan for making this song, not just for rorochan or Nakaikiaka, but also to those who are like me. RIP to those who have took their own lives

[@justanuser1161]

Depression and Dementia?.. Damn.. Thats horrible.. I hope you're doing well. You sure you have dementia tho?

[@theincarnateofkurro]

are you okay right now?

[@tart.iguess]

are you okay right now?

[@yuzhongluoyisson9420]

@@tart.iguess yes I am. Gladly I had no dementia

[@451_fo]

こういうライブハウスみたいなところでライブを見に行くのが夢

[@resident_-sy4wm]

Pov: you can't understand the lyrics but you can understand the lyrics deep on your heart

[@xcenyahthefox4743]

@@HikariYuurei I don’t think they were being disrespectful.

[@HikariYuurei]

@@xcenyahthefox4743 yeah i know, just wanna clear a few things up

[@moonpriest8016]

Yeah it’s already a very emotional sounding song. But this song is about two girls who committed suicide. I suggest u search up the other girl Nakaikiaka because her story isn’t well known. If u don’t already know the rorochans story u should also search that up. RIP nakaikiaka and rorochan. The music video has English translations of the lyrics and I think many teenagers like me and maybe you (idk if ur a kid or teenager) could relate to the lyrics a lil. I think even without the context it is a very emotional song. But I think it’s important to know the story and dedicate this song to the memories of those girls who sadly lost their lives to mental illness and adults ignorance on mental health issues

[@xcenyahthefox4743]

@3mmagr4c3 yeah I agree but the reason I said it was because I meant it as a whole they weren’t being disrespectful sorry for the misunderstanding:)

[@xcenyahthefox4743]

@@HikariYuurei yeah. Sorry for saying it tho lol

[@jaelynlorin7336]

as a person who has planned his own suicide multiple times, i love this song so much. not because it showed a little girl killing her self but because it really showd how much things can impact people even if they dont show it

[@DiaMonD_KUROI]

hey i don't know if you feel better but just know that you matter, we love you and you are a great person

[@Indiegamefan-1987]

Don't, because you'll miss out on things

[@corpseprincess227]

Next time when you're planning, don't. You have so many things to live for even if it doesn't look like it right now. Instead, plan on doing things that make you feel good and look at the bright side in life. It may not be much but it really helps. Stay strong and remember that you matter :)

[@raghadradi8840]

I hope you are reading this but I hope things are getting better for now,slowly it will take small steps for you to get relaxed trust me,we are in this pandemic together too,dont let low humans impact your life,remember there are always here for you if you ever need to speak some stuff out,suicide isnt the only way,no matter how hard it can get running away shouldnt be your option,you have life in you and people around you will feel it no matter how much they may deny it,it will effect them later,ruru had potential and a great future,its just these jealous humans around her envied her life,the regretted it later trust me, you can start looking at the optimistic side of everything as a first step it will be hard but you will feel way better later when it becomes your habit,no matter how life can hurt you,you still have your own way of thinking that no one can change and thats what is great for each person out there that no matter how bad people can be you are still special,friend maybe wont help,nor some people around you,but we ant always expect good things from this world can we?we can pull it off on our own,what you mean by "sucess" is you own choice too,you can be happy by your own ways too.......atleast these are things I always told myself when I went through a situation like yours and I hope AGAIN that its getting better now

[@rainyday9376]

Please try to contain those thoughts, I know I can’t just say don’t be sad cause you’ll still, be sad but please try not to, just because it seems like no one is there for you, there is and always will be, I want to help as many depressed people as I can when I’m older as a psychiatrist so please keep living on and have the goal to help others so they aren’t in your position. I’m always here to talk if you want on Pinterest. You may not know me and we won’t ever meet but know that I truly do love you and your soul, I don’t need to know you to say that

[@user-iq4hx1vh4h]

素晴らしい。 この曲を生で聴くまでは…絶対に死なないです！！！

[@Ben-ze3hj]

TW: As someone who's attempted so many times and survived on the thinnest threads, this song is so good because no other song has ever portrayed the sheer chaos and mental turmoil people experience internally. It's been years now since but this song still brings me comfort in a sense. I feel heard by how the song plays, the lyrics and even though the context is dark and morbid, to have something represent how I feel at my lowest shows me I'm never truly alone. If you're feeling the same, know you're not alone. I don't know you but I will root for you all because one thing I learn is that life does get better. Not easier, not perfect but things will get better and those are the little things which help me wake up in the morning amongst how chaotic the world is.

[@rias3035]

you're loved

[@Indiegamefan-1987]

I like how Noko yells "THIS CITY'S BLUETOOTH IS DESTROYING ME COMPLETLY!!!" because Noko feels the pain Roro went through, and knowing what Roro did to become a "legend" is caused by ignorant people! Noko knows that her situation is serious because people who did what she did happens every 40 seconds! Remember please get help if you feel like Roro! Help is always there for you!

[@fifty-sixty]

this song was also dedicated to lots of others who have suicidal thoughts, its depressing.

[@hardcoremechabrasil1627]

Ok but, what does that mean? Never got this part, "the city's bluetooth is destroying me"

[@Indiegamefan-1987]

@@hardcoremechabrasil1627 It means that the people are forcing her to do bad stuff such as S//f H//rm and other stuff. so she's being treated like a puppet in her streams if you watched them.

[@hardcoremechabrasil1627]

@@Indiegamefan-1987 first, thanks for the answer, second, I still don't know what this has to do with Bluetooth, and third, what tf means "S//f H//rm"?

[@Indiegamefan-1987]

@@hardcoremechabrasil1627 look up Bluetooth

[@rustingbodys1374]

It’s very sad how they are not trying to cry since they know what the song is about and since they know about roro I’m pretty sure they were trying to spread awareness about roro but thanks to them roro got a bit more attention which Is great but Rest In Peace roro you didn’t deserve to die and I wish you didn’t jump your a legend in my heart ❤️

[@marklll4426]

Roro-chan is a legend in everybody's hearts💛

[@emuchann]

who is roro

[@rustingbodys1374]

@@emuchann a 13 or 14 (I forget) year old girl who committed suicide

[@rustingbodys1374]

@@marklll4426 yes

[@SophiaRia]

I'm pretty sure this song was make after she had already passed away

[@notyan7032]

She would be 25 today, it feels so weird feeling as you grow up but she stays there....

[@Randomness78]

FYI: Shoegaze is a subgenre of indie and alternative rock characterized by its ethereal mixture of OBSCURED VOCALS, guitar distortion and effects.

[@uwu_chan3339]

if you search up the band it says its pop rock.

[@Randomness78]

@@uwu_chan3339 google search says Rock band wikipedia says Shoegaze so it depends on where you look for the info. also a band is surely can play more than just one genre, in fact, any genre they want. i believe this some of their songs belong in Shoegaze genre.

[@popsocket6885]

Their voice is more high pitch and feminine than mine despite me being a female. RIP Roro, you'll be remembered

[@camilarv511]

They're non binary

[@mullet_chck]

R.I.P roro

[@roboterror6366]

Its a voice changer

[@roboterror6366]

@@camilarv511 theres always one

[@noobforrl7039]

@@roboterror6366 he did an acoustic play without a voice changer once. I think he just does it when he wants to

[@ntrspecialist1304]

Song: Ruru's suicide livestream show Concert title: "Ruru's suicide show on a livestream" livestream show

[@mullet_chck]

Search roro_1999 this is the source

[@slightlybvrnttoast]

Two years ago I did an English essay on this song, the assignment was something to do with how music spreads awareness and conveys messages about certain themes. A few people thought my choice was odd but I’m so glad I did

[@guraaii]

Roro-chan's case traumatized me, but this song makes me forget all, I hope she is resting in peace, poor angel.

[@Rivers_TG]

Just never look up videos of her death. It's hard to get the sound of her body hitting the floor out of my head now. It's so saddening....

[@miatunes]

Same, its so sad to see such a young child die like that...

[@falcosupremacy4083]

H-how- I need that voice- bro-

[@abbe9879]

Voice changer, but still best

[@Ar1s2579]

Voive changer plus grinded talent

[@falcogrice7450]

Ikr, I was surprised hearing their voice the first time.

[@Tadano1554]

FALCO SUPREMACY!! 🙏

[@punpunpunyama9271]

@@abbe9879 noko's shown in acoustic livestreams that they can go that high pitched without a voice changer

[@midorilover69]

At the part where they scream, "this cities bluetooth is DESTROYING ME COMPLETELY!" That hurt..It just felt sad and that they were about to cry.

[@creativecthulhu]

The screaming amazed me. If i ever performed this song, that's absolutely what I'd do. The emotion really makes the song even more heartwrenching.

[@stella5798]

I’m not sure if this was on purpose but the videos length is 4:44. Which I believe 4 is a superstitious number for bad luck in Japan. The live performance is amazing it put a lump in my throat.

[@reubensangma949]

This guy really expresses his feelings while singing

[@reubensangma949]

@@Omna420 I see

[@wan4327]

they’re nonbinary and use they/them pronouns!

[@reubensangma949]

@@wan4327 incredible

[@rinapalenkova4189]

@@Omna420 no one cares

[@rinapalenkova4189]

@@wan4327 ok

[@mroning]

Noko is amazing, their voice transmits a lot pf emotions

[@trynx8264]

*his

[@mroning]

@@trynx8264 they use they/them pronouns for what I know, and even if they used he/they, using they/them would still be correct

[@trynx8264]

@@mroning if it was born a male, it's a male, no changing that, his pronouns are he/him

[@sunnysideup7262]

@@trynx8264 pronouns and what sex you are isn’t really the same thing though? either way, you should respect peoples pronouns, its not up to you decide what their pronouns are, its up to them. :(

[@trynx8264]

@@sunnysideup7262 I'll respect it when he can sing on beat

[@agpr-z8f]

声質加工してんのかと思ったけどこのまんまなんだな凄え

[@jennah513]

I love it when noko screams or shouts the lyrics

[@gagicara2.040]

This is amazing and sad at the same time...

[@gagicara2.040]

Wow I didn’t even notice the 57 likes! Thank you everyone 🙇‍♀️ this is my most liked comment

[@gagicara2.040]

233 LIKES?!

[@poopoohead._.stollmeyer1085]

...what...waittt...WHAT WHATTTT THEY’RE THE ONES WHO SANG THIS SONG WTF!!!!

[@baidehiedas865]

They used a bit of voice changer but it's still awesome Also you should use pronouns like they/them since they are a non binary Edit: everyone in the replies is having an argument about genders and sexes and just so you know I'm not gonna reply to anyone anymore unless I have to

[@poopoohead._.stollmeyer1085]

@@baidehiedas865 oh ok 👍🏼 thanks for letting me know

[@forscienceistokra1549]

@@baidehiedas865It's a male despite what a person claims they will always be the gender they were born.

[@baidehiedas865]

@@forscienceistokra1549 you know that sounds really offensive right?

[@baidehiedas865]

@Leroy Riofrio also sorry for late reply but the answer is research

[@ran2059]

言葉にできない。愛してる。

[@officiallalalittles]

NOKO’S VOICE WHAT I THOUGHT IT WAS A GIRL SIMGING THIS

[@Franklero]

ME TOO

[@xu2601]

i knew they sang ruru chan's suicide song bc in the japanese part of my war in aot i noticed how similar their voice was. so i had to listen to both songs and came to the fact it was them who also sang ruru chan's suicide song. . . . (i made changes bc of using the wrong pronouns anyway ty 4 telling me

[@cherryhisu6374]

same when I heard the opening I was so sure it was the same and it turns out it is

[@hannelorezistler6956]

the singer is non binary! not trynna sound rude just saying

[@Yuta-mx2pq]

I come here because of that

[@DBT1007]

no u cant recognize that voice tho.. it's clearly sooo artificial. u just guessing that somehow it's true

[@xu2601]

@•Weird Weeb• sorry ill edit it out, ty for telling me :D !!

[@Harry-ly7ld]

The keyboardist is straight out of mob psycho

[@smeyeteeth]

the standard version of this song never really made me get emotional but this had me sobbing my eyes out and screaming the lyrics. a powerful song and a powerful group to perform it. wishing peace to everyone, dead and alive

[@TheRealJackBox]

I started to listen to shinsei about 3 years ago, and god I wish I could go to one of their concerts someday.

[@maetrashfire3865]

Couldn't agree more, their music is so good, I hope I can see them in concert one day too!

[@lazyr0ach122]

Hold up- THEY SANG THIS?? IM LITERALLY SHOCKED

[@one2303]

FR THEY HAVE AN AMAZING VOCAL RANGE

[@ritchamaedivina5523]

saem

[@yourboiiv4106]

He/she

[@yourboiiv4106]

Japanese doesn't have they/them

[@one2303]

@@yourboiiv4106 yes it doesn’t, but if you are using english, it does. There was no problem with the sentence that they typed.

[@toxicvenom7318]

2:54 It seems like he is almost about to breakdown to his knees in tears but he tries his best to stay up, strong and continue I honestly thought it was a girl that sang this song when I saw the animation video, only to then found it who it really was :0 Props to him for making this song, raising awareness and not letting Roro-chans incident be forgotten

[@one2303]

they go by they/them pronouns

[@plutoyay1]

They're pronounce are "they/their"

[@mingyua_8080]

@@plutoyay1 and also them

[@yourboiiv4106]

He's Japanese. Doesn't have they/them

[@nexilyricuwu7117]

@@yourboiiv4106 uh they go by they/them pronouns if they want to

[@yumechuu]

This is weirdly nostalgic. 2021 wasn't even that long ago, yet a lot of us were completely different people back then. For the better or the worse, I don't know that much

[@allfortime]

Eeal

[@Chuu-5550]

Side note! This song is not just about Ruru-chan or Roro-chan (from what ive heard, they are different people!) This song is supposed to be highlighted on the many people with suicidal thoughts.

[@Cloaded-kc4kq]

of course they’re different people

[@soluna3900]

Props to everyone who tried to do their best not to break down I mean look at them they're about to

[@mayhuangli4540]

IM ACTUALLY ABOUT TO STUDY NOT UNTIL I SAW THIS IN MY RECOMMENDATION FEED

[@vloefoxy]

same

[@beyondespa1r]

SAME LOL

[@instrumentalmeow]

I hate your pfp disgusting

[@saihateeki]

disgusting pfp..

[@droidhusbands]

hey bestie lets not have that as our pfp ♥️

[@spitbeetIe]

here’s a tip for those who don’t know :) Pronouns and the pitch of your voice DO NOT equal gender! Ive seen that the singer idenfies as non-binary**, and even with a voice changer, a high pitched voice doesn’t always mean female, same with a low pitched voice not immediately meaning you are male. ** (EDIT this is not certain, i have been seeing many people state otherwise so i don’t want to be disrespectful, but it still stands- pronouns ≠ gender) Now pronouns are the same. Someone who identifies as male may use him/him pronouns, but they could also use she/her, or they/them, or both, or others! Same with someone identifying as female, non-binary, agender, etc. It’s good not to assume, but don’t be afraid of asking questions! The appearance of a person does not determine who they are, or how they identify. Only how they look, and that’s all.

[@yanghesu]

Who?

[@bonelessmice6828]

I REALLY need someone to tell everyone that NOKO GOES BY ALL PRONOUNS every single comment I click on, the replies say “nOkO iS nOnBiNaRy” like it’s so annoying hhh /slightly mad

[@tabsmag]

@@bonelessmice6828 Those statements dont contradict each other, nonbinary people can go by any pronouns lol that's wht whole point

[@bonelessmice6828]

@@tabsmag depends on the person, they usually go by they/them

[@tabsmag]

@@bonelessmice6828 yes i know, but noko specifically said he goes by all pronouns

[@8momiji]

HER NAME IS RURU HER NAME IS RURU HER NAME IS RURU HER NAME IS RURU HER NAME IS RURU HER NAME IS RURU

[@vawoah8408]

Roro

[@rupertpeasley5880]

If you all enjoy this song by Shinsei Kamattechan and want to hear more, you should check out some of their other work! Many of their albums are here on KZbin! Here's just a few of their albums you can find on here: - Tsumanne: kzbin.info/www/bejne/fJS9gKGogZ6Jga8 (my personal favorite, their masterpiece) - Tanoshiine: kzbin.info/www/bejne/gYrVaZ9sa9hofZI - Osanasa wo Nyuin Sasete: kzbin.info/www/bejne/m5OYeHWcmM2Sr9E (this one has the Attack on Titan season 2 ED, Yuugure no Tori, on it!) - Eiyuu Syndrome: kzbin.info/www/bejne/i36ciomVbcR6mLs (this one is a bit more poppy and accessible!)

[@user-ns4kv9wz4p]

Uploading this video is a crime

[@natsu-hy3do]

@@user-ns4kv9wz4p why?

[@user-ns4kv9wz4p]

@@natsu-hy3do It usually costs money to watch this live streaming.

[@natsu-hy3do]

@@user-ns4kv9wz4p but you know those people who record live shows? It’s just like that.

[@user-ns4kv9wz4p]

@@natsu-hy3do Private use of copyrighted material is fine, but uploading it publicly is a crime and disrespectful to Shinsei Kamattechan.

[@muze7171]

I’m really heart broken at the fact they are trying not to cry at the fact how sad the song is

[@InktheImpassive]

Only in Japan they can make such a bop melody with a sad or depressing lyrics. Humanity is truly idiotic when you know that there are actual "people" who encouraged her to jump in that very livestream she passed away in... And Gacha and Tiktokers disrespecting her death, her call so the world may remember her.

[@k.ms.4]

1:51 - 1:59 I love the scream. 2:49 - 3:00 Amazing with Ruru and the explosion behind. 4:06 - 4:37 Those humans... they so stupid.... The BESTS MOMENTS. Rest In Peace Rorochan. 1999-2013

[@WanWan-qx1sj]

See.. This is y jpop is on another whole level compared to westerners music

[@missyomawari9430]

This song is about a girls suicide. Don’t sing/dance to it please. She was a real girl

[@ENTROPYCHAN]

@@missyomawari9430 they didn't say they were gonna sing/dance to it. Plus singing the song is ok, because the artist made the lyrics for a Reason, and that is for people to sing, and like the song even more. Singing the lyrics does not mean you're trying to be an edgy kid relating to Roro. (I'm not saying Roro is edgy)

[@user-io7rr9gn3n]

@@missyomawari9430 they never said anything about dancing to it??

[@10chittaphoe]

@@missyomawari9430 There’s nothing wrong with singing and dancing to this song. It’s a song after all.

[@rymaix]

@@10chittaphoe Yes, but people have to keep in mind to be respectful about Roro's death.

[@bendingbananas6540]

I did NOT know this was sang by him!! edit: srry i meant to say them. i forgot they're non-binary

[@freedomsmc971]

@@bettyangela8533 0 f*cks given

[@miyeon175]

@@lyna2559 Its HE because shinsei told him to treat him as they wanted, though he didn't say anything. What the fuck you don't know.

[@b068593]

@Ethan Joshua Llamas “tHeM”. lmfao. the amount of cringiness is unreal :)

[@lauralaura4362]

@@miyeon175 what do u mean

[@WanWan-qx1sj]

Thats a guy.. There r only 2 gender ffs

[@thatonellamawhoissoobsesse8138]

I don;t want our children to die i don't want aynone to die

[@soupcanjr]

This song makes me want to cry. You can hear the lead singer’s pain. This was amazing. Let’s hope this never happens again.

[@miyeon175]

WTTTFFF ITS HIS SONG....OMMMMGGG AMAZING CONTROL VOICE

[@luna228_]

YEE

[@mrhupwop981]

Here before pronoun correction

[@justonechinesedudeiguess5156]

@@mrhupwop981 boko actually uses boko/no/sensou

[@Tadano1554]

Omg Xiao- 😭💞

[@hehno4226]

You might not know this but they use they/them. To the previous comment c'mon bro lets not cause someone's gender dysphoria to get even worse that sucks. Edit: found out they were enby in the other comments

[@xsimply_sukix5422]

Their voice is amazing

[@skutank8634]

bruh he's using a voice changer

[@user-xj1mk8bi1g]

@@skutank8634 how'd u know

[@xsimply_sukix5422]

@@skutank8634 yah-

[@xsimply_sukix5422]

@@skutank8634 if they were it still sounds good

[@skutank8634]

@@user-xj1mk8bi1g he said it on live stream

[@ctwzt]

I honestly prefer the LIVE than the MV. It's so much crazier, but it's SO FUCKING COOL

[@Moon-xe5ez]

this band is incredibly underrated they make such amazing music the music is recognized but not the musicians

[@urmomlol3034]

BRO HOW DID I NOT KNOW THAT THEY SANG MY WAR AND RURU’S SUICIDE SHOW ON A LIVESTREAM NO WONDER THEY BOTH SOUND SO SIMILAR IM SO DUMB

[@samanthadorothy1699]

hi !! they go by they/them btw ^^

[@urmomlol3034]

@@samanthadorothy1699 OMG I DIDNT KNOW SO SORRY

[@chonk2924]

dw anytime someone mentions he or she ppl just tell them that they are nonbinary

[@amilichie7173]

@@samanthadorothy1699 actually, (not to be that person) in japan they don’t use they/them because they don’t use English language, so Noko can be called “he” and “her” and they’re both correct :D correct me if i’m wrong, i’m not japanese but this is what i know

[@urmomlol3034]

@Yruult S I FORGOT ABOUT THAT

[@kayanoloid5178]

This is heartbreaking because theyre trying not to cry

[@yourmomandthetapeworms8611]

⚠️Tw: Mentions Of Suicide⚠️ I feel like in the beginning they had to get everything out and let out their tears so that they can sing, they’re trying so hard not to cry and in some parts where the singer sings aggressively I think describes the anger with how many people go through those times and how society failed the people who commuted suicide.

[@binniebeanie]

I don't know much about noko, but everytime I look at them I cry for some reason. It feels like a I've known them for my whole life. Their live streams are so comforting, thank you shinsei kamattechan and noko. Thank you so much, I love you

[@Isabella-ti6uf]

THIS IS THE PERSON WHO SANG MY WAR?! WHATTTT, I ADORE THIS SONG. AND IT BEGS ME TO TEARS BECAUSE OF THE SAD BACK STORY. THIS IS THEM THOUGH? WHATTT.

[@m4imaimai46]

The fact i had been listening to Yuugure No Tori since 2017 and got obsessed with Ruru Chan to later find out the group that sang Ruru was the group i was obsessed with unknowingly in 2017, i love Shinsei

[@emilyastor2075]

X2

[@hao00478]

i found shinsei kammattechan through this song, and i am so grateful i did. their music is amazing and this tribute was truly a great "rest in peace" to ruru.

[@user-wl1zl1ji2s]

この曲を作ってくれて本当にありがとうございます。 辛いって気持ちが感情的に歌っているところで私の叫びを叫んでくれているみたいで泣いてしまいました。本当にありがとうございます。大好きです。これからも応援しています。

[@kyomotou]

Noko is so amazing, but rest in peace rorochan_1999 you will be missed

[@marktloy4740]

the song sounds so happy and almost like a theme song to a childrens tv show but the lyrics are so dark and i feel so bad. Rest in peace rorochan

[@Kaimihi]

Gacha and Tiktok has made her death a complete joke-

[@momothebug]

This live version gives me goosebumps. It’s so raw and emotional. A lot of people see the song as romanticising what happened but watching this live version shows that it isn’t intended to be that at all. It’s a sad, angry and depressing song that is a beautifully sad tribute to Roro’s sad little life. I hope she is in a better place.

[@yousausage2319]

I agree, perfectly put. 🖤♥️

[@jazyangel5280]

その歌はとても美しい、私は彼らがそれを作ったとてもうれしい

[@tom13loz]

Rest in peace Roro-chan :(

[@L3ORAA]

as someone who has attempted suicide multiple times and almost jumped yesterday, this really hits hard.

[@user-jn3ok4sq6p]

かわいい女の子が歌ってると思ってたら可愛い男性が歌ってらした