RuUnion with Katya and Detox

Katya explores persona, the past self, and the future self in RuUnion.
Starring:
Grandmother: Detox Icunt
Mother: Katya Zamolodchikova
Daughter: Haley Van Horn
Daughter: Velvet Brown
Daughter: Samantha Black
Executive Producer
Katya
Director
Avi Paul Weinstein & Katya
Editor
Avi Paul Weinstein & Katya
Special Effects Makeup
Jordan Plath @jordancplath
Beauty Makeup
Ryan Carpenter
Wardrobe Assistant
Dallas Coulter
Special thanks to eccentric benefactors SR Nelson and John.
Follow Katya on Twitter: / katya_zamo
Follow Katya on Facebook: / welovekatya
Follow Katya on Instagram: / katya_zamo
Follow Katya on Tumblr: / momsgoldteeth
Follow Katya on the web: welovekatya.com

[@lizadams3126]

So happy that detox went with a natural look today

[@virgoqueen3075]

Liz Adams OMG LMAO

[@bluekinopio9390]

Liz Adams BICTH

[@user-pp8yc3wu4r]

Billy Konstantine **Momma Dee "BICTH"💀😭

[@bluekinopio9390]

Kevin Bush you know it baby

[@lisadee7]

LMFAO!!!!

[@sammy_]

This is teetering on the thin, thin ridge between comedy and existential horror.

[@electricmagnetic]

Sammy Oster yes, exactly! I was completely speechless.

[@PBndJ]

Sammy Oster i am so astonished this is amazing

[@sammy_]

Mother. I'm uncertain of the concept of humor, again.

[@Wanderlust1984]

mother. my mind has drifted just beyond the event horizon, again.

[@jeypersm6460]

That's where Katya resides full time.

[@Igbtq]

mother, i'm coming back to this video six years later to fall in love with katya all over again.

[@dsamsooni4598]

How cool would it be if Katya did this voice on the GPS Tracker? "Mother, in 200 meters turn right..again"

[@ZaraBellum]

D Samsooni OMFG

[@shimmerotter]

This is my favorite youtube comment of all time

[@huangpopupcam]

Amazon Alexa would be more useful. "Mother, time to order more dishwasher soOOap agaain...".

[@Skellytonsss]

I need this

[@simleyritter1146]

D Samsooni omfg I need something like that NOW!!!!!

[@chromedend]

I can't believe Katya got Donatella Versace on her channel

[@lisadee7]

Lol!!!!!

[@giggitygoo2136]

...Again

[@francorodriguez1489]

This is not a doctor's prescription refill card

[@vogueitordie]

MarcoAndTheMachine "Donatella Versace house down boots"

[@seaweedhoe]

MarcoAndTheMachine BYEEEEEEE

[@NoBoxLimit]

now i wanna see Katya directing a horror movie

[@NoBoxLimit]

again

[@saulaluvin]

I just laughed so hard at your second comment, again

[@kylehulcerawlins2156]

NoBoxLimit we will never be the same again, again

[@APR944]

NoBoxLimit Yes.

[@dovestone_]

NoBoxLimit an arty horror film definitely

[@ddier177]

"Mother, the boundaries between what is real and not real are becoming porous again." Same.

[@Lili-ms6zh]

Me with my derealization 😔

[@davidrobleemalapira3369]

Kandy muse? Kidding

[@heavensuspended]

I live in Yakutsk and I totally agree 😊

[@Jay_Delise]

and this is when i remember that katya has a degree in performance art. good lord. this is good. terrifying. but good.

[@danimouras]

"The boundaries between what is real and not real are becoming porous again" that's the best definition I can find for this video (thanks a lot for the subtitles)

[@weevil6969]

#porous

[@eosphoroussanchez4551]

Danielle Moura RIGA POROUS

[@danimouras]

hahahahahahhahahaha riga #porous

[@MDMcCormick]

#RuPorous

[@AlexDewloft]

my proudest fap

[@brownni93]

I was not mentally prepared for that

[@leviray8984]

I'm obsessed with this. I literally walk around and say things like, "mother, I'm drinking dr. pepper without regards to my health, again!" my mom gets so mad.

[@dylanbrowtf]

"mother, i beg you not to kick me out of the house, again" and it's funny bc she tried to do it lmao

[@aroksvenue6463]

LeviRay oh my gosh SAME I HAVE BEEN DOING THIS ALL DAY WITH MY BROTHER

[@buddysmilespopcornthesnake8611]

Hilarious

[@crystalmoon4419]

🤣🤣🤣🤣 THIS is my favorite comment!

[@carolinealmeida2290]

In 100 years people will show this video in an introduction class in art school as the greatest single work of art of the 21th century

[@zbrooo]

Detox could have at least got in drag.

[@777Tomo777]

SHADE

[@mattw2626]

OMFG

[@BluRey100]

ƬĦЄ ИЄχƬ ЄѴѲ˩ƲƬƖѲИ ѲҒ ƉЯΔǤ ƖƧ ƉЯΔǤƲ˩Δ. ΔƧƘ ƬĦЄ βѲƲ˩ЄƬ βЯѲƬĦЄЯƧ.

[@cyybur]

THE SHADE OF IT ALL

[@Existantia]

bwahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha it's so shady here.

[@ElaM]

I'm so cofnused and scared by Katya's intelligence and brilliance and I love it

[@youtubeaccount3048]

I wanna like this but its at 666 likes. So ion want too

[@Nylon-xj9ml]

She really is smart isn't she

[@davidrobleemalapira3369]

...again

[@shantanupanda1650]

She's herself from the past present and future all at once. This is art. Katya is art. Pennies mean blood

[@madamemauve4088]

Because of this video, I am 100% convinced that Katya is the smartest, strangest, most self-reflective queen to come out of this show.

[@baratheda777]

Agreed. I feel Katya and Jinkx are 2 of the most original artists to come from there

[@saturnvalIey]

Is this about the movie contact

[@dani-dd2my]

Joan Cesena this made me laugh out loud

[@lourencoborges8057]

I will not Jodie Foster this kind of behavior!

[@lamarlatrell5045]

It really is just an allegory of the movie Contact

[@dallaspancoast5810]

his people need to contact my people and let me know what was going on lol was this about him feeling like his star is dying now that there's nothing more to rucall?

[@mandala314]

Joan Cesena needs more palm trees

[@noextrai]

is this a rupaul analogy? if so , hurrah. WILLAM

[@kristenblair4998]

willam belli love you queen!!!

[@RenzoVincent]

Mother you're my mother again

[@ellenorris2981]

See? Willam gets it. See, queens that use the show to boost their price tag gotta use symbolism, but willam can call it like it T-I-is! love katya!

[@Ratytheo]

Who let this dirty sock into the comment section.. Love you Qween

[@tigerpournelle1020]

Yeah, it sure takes a wit to go "Drag Race Sucks!" to every question, every situation. Tired. Played. Willam.

[@InsaneNuYawka]

Detox’ performance is highly underrated. Brava.

[@aimeekerr9050]

"Mother! I'm becoming disappointed with the mundane realities of life...again" - Same Katya

[@ayshas288]

well this wasn't disturbing at all..

[@archale1355]

ash Sha hahahaha i haven't seen your comment

[@Majorhavok89]

ash Sha I had to skip through chunks of it at least twice. This is very very odd. 😂😂😂

[@julianafv]

As she says in the beginning, this video is about her experiences on all stars, but in a bizarre kinda of way as we know it's Katya’s preferred choice of story telling. Next I will try to put onto words what I think are the possible real scenarios that inspired the making of this video. In the video, Katya is portrayed as someone that lives in a state of fluctuation between reality and fantasy, in which she confuses her present self with her past and future self. Past Katya is the one with the medium blond hair, her present self is the one with short hair and a half burned(?) face (she even went to the reunion with a similar face), and her future self is the old lady played by Detox (who apparently is dying from lung cancer). As we know, Katya had problems with anxiety and drug addiction before and after(?) her original season. I think her three daughters might represent those self destructing habits: one daughter represents anxiety (the blonde one), one represents addiction (the brunette one) and the other is crippling depression (the one in the wheelchair). The unbalanced and unhealthy relationship between her daughters and her causes her ego fluctuations. Before going on all stars, she sacrifices her vision for knowledge: that’s why present Katya doesn’t have one eye. That might mean that she has abandoned her old bad habits and is trying to be a more illuminated person. But soon she starts to “babysit", and becomes a “mother" again, since the pressure of being in a competition again is making her bad ways to develop once more (her daughters are back). But this time around, Katya is more mentally prepared for the competition, and keeps her three daughters under control (checking her ponytails for lice and watching over them). They then offer her instruments of violence (power) and dollar bills (money), things that come with the exposure of doing good on the show. The scene that follows resembles a lot like a meet and greet (Detox sitting on a throne and Katya’s daughters greeting her one by one), so I guess it’s about her conclusion thoughts and after show feelings. Her daughters are apparently under control and doesn’t have a bad influence over Katya anymore, but once you lost the things that you thought defined who you are, then who are you now? She then discards the gifts of power and money, because she realizes that that’s not what she’s looking for (she already stated that she didn’t want to win the crown). She tries to find solace and pleasure in HERSELF (playing and drinking from her own pee bag). That’s when she has a relapse and turns to addiction again (kissing her daughter and her old self), and sees herself swamped with regret and disgust, causing her ultimately death. As the credits roll in, we can see a white fabric on front of a greenhouse, that may represent REBIRTH. We can also see crutches and the gardening tools being left behind, which I think means that she’s finally ready to find peace in her own true self.

[@julianafv]

still can't think of what the fog might be though

[@joshuahughes-davies7124]

Wow, brilliant analysis, I was trying to decode it somehow... Do you do Literature or Media etc?

[@prunellalefay]

Mother..... the fog.....I'm "Detoxing" again......... Lmfao

[@JennaJuneify]

Did you go to art school? I feel like this is what I would say when my intermedia instructor would be like "What meaning did you take from this Vito Acconci video?"

[@joshuahughes-davies7124]

tobey Obscurity? Disorder? Uncertainty? The possibilities are endless

[@Metalwaterwood]

Mother! I reached this point in quarantine, again

[@MissLaceyNoel]

This was intense.

[@ScrungleCat]

Please give this a fuckin film festival run

[@sujatara]

how many of those little hands do you think she has

[@kylehulcerawlins2156]

ALL OF THEM

[@Morgan-pq2np]

Tara Sujata she had to be able to cover all of her nipples... so 20

[@AwesomeRara]

Tara Sujata SEE HER WITH THEM HANDS

[@aileedubaron]

436

[@pbjsamwich3407]

Awesome Rara LMAO YES

[@reinaberube9780]

Heartbreaking & intriguing. From an addict in recovery too. So fuzzy and real! So tragically beautiful Katya

[@Melissa-tw2gp]

I can't stop thinking about this video. I came here to watch drag performances and did not expect to be on a weird journey of rumination. Identity, consumption, growth, knowledge, the ways in which we view ourselves... it's been oddly emotional and confusing. For the first time in a long time, I find myself wanting to reflect on who I am and what I want instead of living from one distraction to the next, passively awaiting or even striving for death. I've spent the weekend lying in bed, experiencing a mixture of stress and hope while watching this video. It's been a long time since a piece of art has hit me so viscerally. Ugh, I sound ridiculous. Regardless... Katya is a gifted performer, but I hope there will be more of this deeply personal, beautifully constructed art. I'm so fucking into it. I feel more awake than I've felt in such a long time.

[@encaucen222]

beautifully said

[@Aureovulpes]

"Mother, i'm becoming disappointed with the mundane realities of life again".... Party!

[@thesunwillcomeout2morrow]

yes

[@mink8273]

Matha...I'm on the weird part of KZbin agaaaiiiinnnnnn

[@jonathan5248]

Staaaaaap! I'm crying with this XD

[@cathl4953]

Are you in the kids app again?

[@dove3099]

SkullzNswirlz no ur just too dumb to understand. Get out idiot.

[@mink8273]

Dove u should learn how to take a joke😂 i know who katya is i know her sense of humour no need to be a defensive bitch❤️

[@domsuper1879]

🤣🤣🤣😩

[@tangofoxtrot40]

The moments she sounded evil and the phrases uttered were so chilling and horrific. I adore this in the strangest way possible

[@mobfeo84]

I have to come back and watch this at least once a year, maybe twice.. it vexes me and haunts me in the best way imaginable

[@decepticonne]

Mother, I watched another youtube video knowing perfectly well I had more important things to do again...

[@decepticonne]

Mother, I watched a Katya video knowing what I was in for and still got surprised and disturbed again...

[@decepticonne]

Mother, my fragile sense of self has been dissoluted by a piece of media again...

[@fabio752]

+flblbl Drag me

[@decepticonne]

You can hmu whenever miss cheekbones.

[@snarkysharky7913]

There is nothing more important than Katya.

[@coagulatio.]

mother, i dont know why im rewatching this again

[@cesartorressalas8693]

João Neto and again...and again

[@cherrycola3604]

João Neto same

[@Okimy]

João Neto same

[@StarryNightt.]

Cesar Torres Salas read that in Katya's voice

[@OAttilaHorvathO]

I have to come back a few times a year

[@ronnietaylor3548]

ok but can we acknowledge how gorgeous katya looks. this is prob one of my favorite looks of hers.

[@merillwentzel4181]

okay but what about detox's look? sickening

[@ronnietaylor3548]

oh yeah i don't think she's ever looked better

[@MrAyyo]

"Mother I decided that this life wasn't totally useless again. Mother I learned how to say goodbye again....." speaks to me the most. love you Katya!

[@oceans80]

And Sharon is supposed to be the "dark" queen...

[@Jose-ti4ws]

Steve Hugel she's overrated :D

[@letiziacella]

Sharon is not supposed to be the dark queen. She's the Queen of Halloween and that's it.

[@letiziacella]

Sharon's not overrated at all.

[@baratheda777]

Sharon isn't overrated. She's brilliant

[@oceans80]

FYi, Im not putting Sharon down, I like what she does, but, and don"t take this the wrong, but her darkness is mainly visual, its superficial... Katya has layers of darkness that go to deeeeep and for me, somewhat scary places.

[@reynavaldez5661]

I love this episode of American Horror Story!!

[@tunaaydogdu8741]

Ahs could never...

[@Akamu54]

Nah, fam, this is Twin Peaks🙏

[@certifiedluigi]

I never want to watch this ever again but yet I do at the same time

[@miamueller2315]

kayta is such a weird queen, she's my favorite though. katya and trixie are everything

[@SeriouslySmart]

WHEN HALEY PUSHES VEL OUT OF THE WHEELCHAIR. IM SHOOOOOOK.

[@haleyvanhorn5214]

MY FAVORITE PART

[@velveteen15]

Nicole Horn I'm crying so hard honestly that was gold

[@emmageiser1044]

Haley Van Horn you guys were fabulous I've never loved anything as much as this

[@jeannetterw]

Detox's body so snatched you don't care what the face looks like.

[@Gabriel_is_scared]

The queen that makes Yvie and Shanon look like pageant queens

[@FrankNFurter1000]

Mother, I am binge-watching Katya on KZbin instead of writing my thesis... AGAIN.

[@howboring4204]

Katya is literally a villain from courage the cowardly dog

[@Nuhauskis]

Very much giving Freaky Fred vibes

[@kamiw5864]

Absolutely!

[@julianar2315]

mother, i'm having nightmares with Katya's voice again mother, i'm getting turned up by detox's old lady makeup again mother, i have no idea why i like this kind of stuff again

[@xgreenus]

Joleana R same. 💗

[@hannahperez4655]

i think im being fucking hypnotized wtf

[@shalacy6899]

I cannot explain the level of happiness this makes me feel. Katyas voice makes you feel like you are a higher consciousness.

[@KamuiJJang]

Katya is so damn smart its getting scary

[@elliottstirrop4353]

i don’t wanna look stupid and but what is smart about this? please don’t think i’m hating because i love her and this is think it’s funny? but am i missing a deeper meaning?

[@KamuiJJang]

@@elliottstirrop4353 her writing and visual references are smart. The haunting imageries and narration are meant to provoke particular tropes about the unreliable woman narrator in horror films/literature. The repetition of the structure "Mother, I have_____ again," regardless of what are being said, gives audiences a feeling of increasingly unease and an understanding that the character has been and is going insane, but you're unsure about what exactly is happening. The visual references to these narratives also look candid and hold more symbolic performance rather than actually representing what is being said, so the audiences don't get to be sure what is happening. This technique is used a lot, often in montages about mysterious past events in a thriller/horror film. In short, this video is mimicking serious narrative and visual exploration of madness, with explicit themes of mental disabilities, childhood nostalgia, motherhood, daughter-mother relationship--all that are familiar tropes of Victorian gothic; but since we know she's a drag queen trolling us on the internet, these became campy. You know, like tragedy and comedy meet each other at the climax. You laugh because you know that she's making a joke, but also appreciate that the jokes themselves don't work/ don't make sense without the structure of images, sounds, references that the video conjured up for you. Hope this helps.

[@KateKillet]

I'm only 16 seconds in but need to comment that this belongs in a gallery and also a museum because Katya is historic.

[@KateKillet]

Yup. I've never been more correct. Genius.

[@rosahans1015]

This does belong in a gallery

[@memohh8121]

Detox has never looked better.

[@JVisser1990]

Mother, I came back to watch this video during the apocalypse of 2020 again

[@Jonny3845]

KATYA IM TRYING TO WATCH THE REUNION WHY YOU DO THIS TO ME 😭😭😭

[@ashtayenanceful]

Jonny Mattel right

[@benybeanz]

AGAIN

[@isabelleseq]

The symbolism and underlying messages in this are pretty heartbreaking

[@isabelleseq]

Copy pasted from pudimg on reddit: "Can we talk about this?? As she says in the beginning, this video is about her experiences on all stars, but in a bizarre kinda of way as we know it's Katya’s preferred choice of story telling. Next I will try to put onto words what I think are the possible real scenarios that inspired the making of this video. In the video, Katya is portrayed as someone that lives in a state of fluctuation between reality and fantasy, in which she confuses her present self with her past and future self. Past Katya is the one with the medium blond hair, her present self is the one with short hair and a half burned(?) face (she even went to the reunion with a similar face), and her future self is the old lady played by Detox (who apparently is dying from lung cancer). As we know, Katya had problems with anxiety and drug addiction before and after(?) her original season. I think her three daughters might represent those self destructing habits: one daughter represents anxiety (the blonde one), one represents addiction (the brunette one) and the other is crippling depression (the one in the wheelchair). The unbalanced and unhealthy relationship between her daughters and her causes her ego fluctuations. Before going on all stars, she sacrifices her vision for knowledge: that’s why present Katya doesn’t have one eye. That might mean that she has abandoned her old bad habits and is trying to be a more illuminated person. But soon she starts to “babysit", and becomes a “mother" again, since the pressure of being in a competition again is making her bad ways to develop once more (her daughters are back). But this time around, Katya is more mentally prepared for the competition, and keeps her three daughters under control (checking her ponytails for lice and watching over them). They then offer her instruments of violence (power) and dollar bills (money), things that come with the exposure of doing good on the show. The scene that follows resembles a lot like a meet and greet (Detox sitting on a throne and Katya’s daughters greeting her one by one), so I guess it’s about her conclusion thoughts and after show feelings. Her daughters are apparently under control and doesn’t have a bad influence over Katya anymore. But once you lost the things that you thought defined who you are, then who are you now? She then discards the gifts of power and money, because she realizes that that’s not what she’s looking for (she already stated that she didn’t want to win the crown). She tries to find solace and pleasure in HERSELF (playing and drinking from her own pee bag). That’s when she has a relapse and turns to addiction again (kissing her daughter and her old self), and sees herself swamped with regret and disgust, causing her ultimately death. As the credits roll in, we can see a white fabric on front of a greenhouse, that may represent REBIRTH. We can also see crutches and the gardening tools being left behind, which I think means that she’s finally ready to find peace in her own true self. Still can't think of what the fog might represent, though"

[@blinkbey9194]

A Nice Grandma Thank you for this!!! I knew it meant something but damn ur just as smart as Katya for pointing that shit out!!

[@giorgiacastelli1514]

@@isabelleseq thank you

[@la-femme-milhouse]

@@isabelleseq Thanks for this! I'm usually p. good at analyzing art like this, but I don't watch this vid very often (her "Mother, I'm ______ again" cadence is like an earworm to me and gets stuck in my head all day and things get...weird. lol) so it's been bothering me that I couldn't figure it out! Much thanx.

[@maximum411]

@@isabelleseq You realize there is more to her life than drag race right? I see this as mostly about her own life and addiction. Clouds are common slang for smoking meth.

[@georgeskndrs8241]

The most avant-garde drag ever for sure, love it so much. The only thing that kills me is this IV that is plunged in Detox neck, gurl.

[@solarprogeny6736]

Mother, I'm presenting artefacts for violence again. *shows money*

[@ashley1tatyanna]

I really would like to see Katya and Brandon Rogers work together . Just to see how that'll work . 🤔

[@ashley1tatyanna]

Btw , this was WONDERFUL 😍

[@mandala314]

Ashley Taylor DED 💀

[@TheDobermanTriangleMusic]

Mother, I've fallen in love with Katya again.

[@ainsleyviolet7063]

I feel that this piece isn't talked about enough

[@sn4354]

Mother, I watched your eerie video on KZbin before bed, when I know I shouldn’t have because it always fills me with fear and dread about my own past, present, future, causing a massive existential crisis and anxiety at 3 am, agaiiiiiiin.

[@babydollblue]

Katya please explain when did you become a filmmaker ? Why is this a better short film than all the ones that the "artsy" youtubers upload ??? i need answers

[@TafoyaJulio]

she has a degree in fine arts... unlike most artsy youtubers... Katya is the smartest person on RPDR herstory...

[@orangewedges]

Gonna put this on repeat during my morning drive to work and then see what the day brings.

[@viehfutter]

This is my favorite Lars von Trier movie.

[@christianparent2172]

I revisit this video once every few weeks. It occupies a LOT of space in my brain

[@alliebean3235]

Wow, Detox looks so great without makeup!

[@AmberKober]

Mother, I'm going to watch that again and again and again, again.

[@mckennaxmarie]

This voice has now become the voice narrating my inner monologue. Goddammit Katya, I love you.

[@tobeygun]

you can’t deny some verses in this is really sombre yet beautiful.

[@m.ya.9032]

cause mother what you see isnt always again

[@HalleyDeVesternBand]

Holy jumping Chekhov! Genius genius genius.

[@nebulonicon]

Or Nicholai Gogol even.

[@Wong11Ada]

Wow, I love this deleted scene from "Suspiria" remake

[@veganlifeofnoah2131]

Why does Detox in this video look like Chad Michaels out of drag

[@adrianav2975]

No-uh aMdnria oh my god 💀

[@h.8908]

No-uh aMdnria Out of DRAG HAAA

[@razrv3lc]

Not gonna lie I thought Detox and Chad Michaels were the same person for the longest time lmao

[@VBlogger33]

DARK!!! But i loved all of it!

[@prunellalefay]

So is our People's Princess,but that's part of her charm.

[@jesusisking6984]

The aesthetic is beyond for just a "Queen". Katya is a Genius!!

[@gabrielleperez487]

HAHHA I love her so much, I'm like 4 years behind but I want everything Katya/Brian

[@faye7695]

wait i love this katya is literally so smart

[@DemziiDollface]

mother, I'm confused yet enticed by Katya doing something weird again

[@vaniaprince1085]

this new season of american horror story looks so good

[@ccmesich]

Of course Katya produced this

[@pinsilver5373]

“Mother, the boundaries of what is real and what’s not is becoming porous again” ~Katya “Please refrain from rubbing the skin of a dead frog onto open wounds no matter how appealing it may seem” One of these will become my yearbook quote.

[@HaydnC5]

The artistry. The elegance.

[@stinkypigeon3287]

Katya is the perfect mixture of twisted, smart, and hilarious

[@stinkypigeon3287]

I don't know how many times I've watched this. It gets better every time

[@ryancork87]

I feel like this should receive a reward in every short film ceremony around the world.

[@anneroosmol9705]

I'm watching this drunk at 3am after coming home from a party and it's so confusing

[@anneroosmol9705]

Detox looks great though

[@RachelNoelle]

Anne Roos Mol I'm sober and it's confusing

[@jase_allen]

Yeah, it's no less confusing when you're completely sober.

[@idavo]

Katya is one step ahead of the game with her drag. This piece was by far greater as a performance piece than any single or album released. Like Raja, Sharon, Jinkx, Willam, Bianca, Kimchi, Katya has pushed drag to another level which we will see newer queens influenced by. We the public only benefit from her & the others remarkable talents. I hope she and the few I mention do get a chance to enter the Hall of Fame by becoming winners of future All Stars seasons because we need to pay thanks to their genius who have made donning a frock the most enjoyable entertainment we fans love. Thank you Katya - this was spell bounding, just like your good self.

[@Basey]

The first time I watched, I listened and was damn-near squealing over how much I loooove this. Immediate replay and I am almost in tears over the sadness I see in her eyes and feel in the words at certain parts. I love this so f'ing much. "Mother, I've become so disgusted I've made myself sick again."

[@ddier177]

I greatly appreciate Katya's intelligence and wit.

[@xavierramirez4465]

This video sums Katya up sooooo well

[@Bluebox87]

Mother, I'm watching one of Katya's weird videos from Satan, again.

[@bavarian_bitch_]

The look with the short hair and one eye is the best

[@hevbushnell4013]

"Mother, I'm learning to say goodbye again" 💔

[@laraghkeane5224]

Mother, I watched one of Katya's unsettling yet pretty cool videos at 2am and not I feel very uncomfortable agaaaaiiiinnn.

[@joshuafirmin4257]

Katya needs to direct an indie horror film. She need to just make a film period, she has really good artistic direction

[@davebalmada]

4:36 "Mother, I'm in a battle of reflection and rumination and regret....again". That was deep.

[@adamblue2980]

Detox was so amazing in this.

[@gagasluxury7458]

Mother I think I'm going to miss Katya's iconic videos about drag race again

[@Queen7127]

Noel Fielding and Katya would make a brilliant, surreal pairing!

[@ma327]

Maybe watching this at 2 am isn’t a good idea I’ll be back in the morning :)

[@Uhcharlie]

this is what my intrusive thoughts sound like at 4am