Ryan. R and Jaide. G thank you so much ♥️🖤

Can I say that last night has been made my best night of the highlight ever yet because I do really happy and happy cry with tears that Ryan and Jaide seeing me and notice me on his Instagram and live stream too. I wasn’t expected that they’re gonna see me like, I mean I know that for sure I did and I do try my best to making the editing for them whenever I can posted and I tagging them for @twinparanormal ( @wolfrees @riverghostrees @wyatt_k_hausman ) and I take my time to posting it and sharing with them too. I still can’t believe that you guys saw me and you guys really loved my edits and etc... :)) I honestly that I don’t mind at all for doing that and I really enjoyed and loved to helped you guys out and it’s my favourite thing to do as well. I love you all so so much and you guys made my dream come true still and I didn’t even noticed that you will read that and you guys can see my edits and even when I hear my name, my eyes are starting to tears up so much while I’m in bed and it’s was good thing though and the feeling that I haven’t been cry so so long time. You had no idea at all, like I wanna to cry so so hard and I feel like the time that someone a KZbinrs really appreciate me so much and working so hard for that :D 🙌🏻😢🖤♥️.
So, Ryan, Jaide, River, Wyatt and Panda, thank you so much again for this and I will never ever forget about it and the moments that I realized so much and hit me so much with happiness, I didn’t stop crying till my eyes are run off from it. Blessed you guys and I’m really still very lucky and proud of you all and myself that I can just do the best and I swear that you guys don’t see my edits and I feel bad that I keep tagging you guys about it and I’m getting worried that you’ll hate me for that. I’m really thankful and I feel better and honoured to all of you and this is my first time still that I got shout-out from last night and I still shocked and surprised that I didn’t know what’s going on. It’s so so many loved and unbelievable and unexpected moments from it though 😢🖤♥️.
Please just ignore of my comments//typing to them because I wasn’t sure what I was doing and I wanna showing how much I can and can’t handle like this before in my life. I was shaking same time and I screw up so much times so yeah!

[@janejjszutu2584]

I was shaking so much and I can’t help it so much :)

[@vittorialovecchio97]

I know the feeling i would literary cry and shaking if this happens to me

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Are they dating

[@janejjszutu2584]

Ryan and Jaide are dating =)