Ryan Stevenson - When We Fall Apart (Official Video)

[@mosota1668]

Yesterday (30th January 2023) at 0047hrs My Dad lost the Battle to Cancer. Hope this song will make me Heal my Broken heart 💔..

[@sussiea9221]

Are you ok ?

[@ryanstevensonmusic]

Thanks to everyone who watched the premiere this morning! This song has been my way of working through and navigating one of the most painful storms of my life. I hope it encourages you to do the same!

[@kellikneller6844]

Great song, and perfect timing for me, with all the bad news I've got because of my health this song really helps

[@joannamartinez6752]

I love u Ryan ...God bless You ALWAYS🙏✌💓

[@estherelder2456]

I heard this song live in concert when you came to Richmond, VA a couple months ago. It really spoke to my heart and I wanted to share it with my friends and family. I searched for it, but couldn't find it. I'm so glad that you posted this song, so I can share it and listen to it again myself. I love the chorus especially. Not many people say it's ok to cry and it really is. In fact I don't think I have heard any song that says that. So it is really needed in our world. Thank you so much, Ryan!!

[@PikesvilleAl]

GOD is modernizing the KJV. The Redeemer is alive Current day terms are appearing like penny. unicorn,matrix,President (Daniel), science (Timothy 1)

[@shawnd7742]

I've finally got to listen, laying here listening to tears are flowing, yup I'm at that point of falling apart.

[@countrygold_7813]

Recently I fell down our 14 flight of stairs. Had to be air lifted to the states top hospital. My doctors at 1st thought I wasn't going to make it. But God is the great physician. Proved the doctors wrong. I have a second chance at life. Anyone out there going down a dark road, Jesus is the light. Before its to late, turn your life around. If I can do it, anyone can.

[@packsnatcher985]

Amen 😢

[@EstherJohnson-hf2by]

Thank you Ryan for this amazing song! I also lost my sister when she was 20 and I was 19 years old. I didn’t know how to go through a healing process because I told myself she was in Heaven with Jesus. Didn’t cry at funeral service because everyone was saying she was with Jesus, so for decades held all that pain inside. Finally , last year at 69 years old I just cried and cried and balled for her and asked Jesus to help me with the pain and He did so I released all the pain and hurt to Him. Again, I’m crying listening to your song but the Lord is comforting me. Thank you for this amazing song!’

[@pamelaguzman7516]

Today makes five years sense I lost my friend to cancer and tumor. He was just 31, and he had strong faith in God. The last time I saw him was April 2016 he died five years ago today. I could read the Bible or listen to music for a full year after. I don’t want to ask questions anymore. It doesn’t make any sense why life will end so young. I can relate to this song . This song resimbles me today. Please pray for me Ryan . If you have any advice, please tell me. So far so good but I’m trying to catch myself.

[@christinebickford7491]

I was about 43 when my Mom told me of her Cancer and I knew that time she wasn't going to make it. March 16th will be 9 years ago I lost her. I love this song so much and yes every time I hear it I break down in tears.

[@SportsTalkWithJayden]

I Lost My Mom Today My Best Friend 😔 My #1 Fan . I know God has a Extra Angel 😇 with him . Just Know Mama I Love You and will Never Forget all you have Done and Given me In this World we Live in to Survive. GOD'S ANGEL Lynn 😇

[@Bubbles988]

I am going to comment here so when someone likes it I will be reminded of this amazing song.

[@Th30nly0n]

Herez your reminder, how have the last 2 years been

[@WayneSmith-g8h]

i am gonna reply for the same reason

[@mphrab]

Heard the song on a podcast on loss Remembering my mom dad and mother in law This isn’t the end cause I’ll see them all again!! I wish I had heard this when they moved to heaven cause I would have had it on repeat!!!

[@phillipalleman5627]

My dad died 1 day after his 50 year wedding anniversary. My mom said she saw him the next night at her bedside and asking her to come home. He was a pastor for 30+ years. The next day she went comatose (with no known physical cause) and died 29 days later. She wanted to be with dad. I've pushed down all my emotions about there passing until listening to this today. Thank you for letting Jesus use you to reach so many people like me. This song is one I'll be sharing with many others who've faced such trials (like yours and like my own).

[@allisonrodgers5303]

Amen! I was 50 when I got my life changing news of a cancer diagnosis. I am now 60 praise God. I have been stage 4 since 2011. My doctors say that I am a miracle. I told them that it is not me, but it is my God!🙏💖🙏💖🙏💖🙏

[@rohanygabi6345]

Praise God! I am now 27 (2019). Diagnosed with Bone Cancer Final stage with metastasis at the age of 12 (2004). Declared cancer-free on december 2013 with statement "You've live alive today because of Miracle of God".

[@jeffgelter9204]

BUT GOD ... Awesome to hear doctors use the words "Miracle" thanks for sharing your wonderful story.

[@stephaniechavis3301]

Praise Jesus! And I pray you are still reading this now!

[@purplehaze5562]

Praise the Almighty lord God!

[@stephaniewood1547]

Amen to that!! 🥰💙

[@jennifermaldonado1409]

Mother, this song is for you. Heavenly Father I pray and praise to You forever 💕🙏

[@briantaylor9927]

My mom was 43 when she got the news. She went to heaven 2 years later. I will see her again. I miss her, tho.

[@susansmith2815]

He lost his mom when he was 43 and I was 43 when my son died. He had Spina Bifida when he was born and his doctors was surprised when he lived to be 17 and a half. He has been in heaven for 17 and a half years a it kills me sometimes but God and Jesus Christ and these songs has helped me through the past 34 years. It should be 35 years. Because he just would have had a birthday if he was here. Life is what you make it. Give your life to God and your life will be better . I'm not saying that you will not still have struggles but they are much smoother with God guiding your life.

[@chasityarnold2313]

I'm so so sorry for your loss ❤️‍🩹 praying for God's comfort and peace for you!

[@dmaster92289]

My father passed away in August 2011, shortly before I left home for school. I cried a little bit initially, but it wasn't until 4 months later around Christmas...when it really hit me that he was gone, and I broke down. It was then, when I started to heal from the tragedy.

[@debrajenkins7116]

My husband of 46yrs passed away this December 2020 of covid-19 I miss him more and more everyday some time I can't breathe it's nice to know it's ok to fall apart

[@sussiea9221]

How are you today, do you cope ?

[@lisaosbourn588]

I feel like this was written for me. I lost my first husband to cancer. It was the hardest thing I have ever done. I will never understand the why’s, and I will never like it, but God had a plan.

[@deanrohrbaugh2191]

@@lisaosbourn588 I too, recently lost my beautiful wife Shirley to cancer, on February 10, 2024. , After battling 8 Meningiomas cancerous brain tumors, having 15 Sterostatic radiation treatments and 2 brain surgeries, since April 2021. I took care of her too. After Shirley's second brain surgery on October 3rd, 2023, she slowly started losing her strength, a little bit each day. She was bedridden, confined to either a hospital, rehab or hospice bed, for 130 days. Not even able to turn to her side. Flat on her back. So, sad😢. And Shirley was losing 3 pounds per week. Shirley was at the Josie Harper Hospice House in Omaha Nebraska for 46 day. The last two weeks were the most difficult, and the hardest thing I have ever experienced in my life too. We have been married for 49 years. This month, July 2024, we would have been, celebrating our Golden 50th Wedding Anniversary this Saturday. But, that's not going to happen, because my high school sweetheart, best friend, my better half, soul mate, beautiful wife is no longer here. She's in Heaven dancing on the streets of GOLD With Jesus Christ, her Lord and Savior! And seeing Jesus, face to face! I miss and love her so much! I too ask, "Why Lord? Why did she have to suffer so long?"This man's heart ❤️ is broken 💔. It's going to take awhile for this man's broken heart 💔 to men! I'm sorry for your loss, losing your first husband to cancer. I know, and feel your pain and deep sorrow. The good news is that someday in the future, we will be seeing our spouse's face again. What a glorious joy-filled day that will be for us and for them. And we will be seeing Jesus face! Hallelujah! 🙌 God bless.

[@debbyjacobs1566]

I just lost my amazing husband to his five year battle with cancer on July 10 2021 .I miss him so much .this song speaks to me .I'm just empty,but I know Christ will walk with me and my husband is n heaven .

[@shelley2553]

I can't wait to be with Jesus. To run into his arms. To.see all my loved ones again. But until then I'm taking as many as I can with me!! Not my time just yet. The pain of this world isn't going with us to heaven. We have to endure like Jesus did. He will give us strength and everything we need, we have to stay close to him through it all. 💙

[@karaunataito9523]

I was 43 when I got the sad sad news about my Mom and my wife while I was in prison. The only thing that is keeping me together is going to church and spending time with my family. Thank you

[@judyoneil9125]

My husband of 45 years went with the Lord 18 months ago. I miss him so much. Jimmy was my best friend and I'm lost without him here. I don't understand any of this, but I know God does. I was blessed to be able to take care of him the last year he was alive. God gave me the opportunity to be the wife God wanted me to be. I can't wait until God calls me home so I can see Jimmy again.

[@deanrohrbaugh2191]

I am so sorry to hear about your husband passing. Please accept my condolences. I too lost my beautiful wife Shirley four months ago. She lost her life battling 8 Meningiomas cancerous brain tumors since April 2021. We were married for 49 years. I took care of her the last four months of her life. She was bedridden for 130 days, after having her second brain surgery on October 3rd, 2023. I lost my high school sweetheart, best friend, wife, soul mate for life. It's going to take a while for this man's broken 💔 heart to mend. I have cried so much in the last several months. I miss and love her so much. Your story hit me hard, so similar to how I feel about my wife Shirley. Good news, your husband and my wife are dancing on the streets of GOLD, in HEAVEN with Jesus Christ FOREVER! Hallelujah! Victory, Salvation is theirs! And some day we will be seeing our spouses face again! What a glorious joy-filled day that will be for us and for them and us seeing JESUS face to face!

[@judyoneil9125]

God bless you. I needed to hear from someone who understands. Thank you!

[@TheMelanieaz]

💔

[@judyoneil9125]

I'm sorry for your loss. Shirley and Jimmy will meet us when God calls us home. God bless you, my friend.

[@deanrohrbaugh2191]

@@judyoneil9125 Thank you Judy for your kind words. My wife, Shirley spent her last 46 days at the Josie Harper Hospice House in Omaha Nebraska. I'm retired. So, I would spend 6-8 hours a day by her bedside. Helping feed her lunch meal around noon and help feed her dinner around 5:30 pm most days. I was with her when she took Jesus Christ hand and she went with Him to her permanent eternal home HEAVEN FOREVER! That was the hardest thing I have ever experienced in my life, being told by the nurse, "Yes, her heart has stopped beating. She's gone!"😭 Prior to that, I told Shirley, " You need to go with Jesus. He's calling you. Come with me faithful woman! I told Her that I would be alright. So, please take Jesus hand and go with Him now! I think Shirley was waiting for me to say that to her one more time. Then a couple minutes later, Shirley did that!😭I cried 😢 tears of sorrow for losing my wife, Shirley, and tears of joy, knowing she was in Heaven with Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior. And She was no longer confined to a hospital style bed, after being bedridden for 130 days. No more pain, or tears. Being held in Jesus arms! She is FREE, dancing on the streets of GOLD, shouting Hallelujah, I AM FREE! I am finally healed. My body made new. Thank you Jesus for this Free gift of Salvation and Eternal life with you! Hallelujah! 🙌♥️🎶✝️

[@Viper2132]

My mama went home to Jesus yesterday. She had a decades long fight with cancer and outlived every doctor's expectations. Thank you for this song, it came at just the right time

[@lesleyfreeman4361]

Prayers for your family.

[@sveabryan9126]

Hugs.

[@roseleemeachum4075]

Prayers 🙏🙏🙏

[@vickielandry1963]

I lost my husband 6 months ago and the pain is so real. we was together 37 years over half my life time. I listened to this song and cried. but that happens everyday. I know I will see him again. God bless all that listens to this song.

[@Germany-qo6ko]

God bless you too. Our only child, Monique Lauren Novello Rivera passed away 12/6/2023. 😭

[@luisaalarcon1651]

My husband, my partner, the love of my life for 22 years was called by The Lord 4 months ago. Today was one of those days that I felt very sad, I got on my car and this song came on the radio, it’s the first time I heard this song and was a blessing to listen to it. It gave me a certain kind of strength and hope to continue fighting in this life without my husband and for my kids❤️

[@FriendThebluesheep-e2j]

Hi, sorry if this seems random that some random person on the internet is replying to a comment you made two years ago, but… You are strong, and it’s going to be ok.

[@agustasmcrae]

Lost my wife three months ago. Grief is a powerful force that sometimes causes us to fall apart...at times it can’t be stopped. Beautiful song.

[@joshhawk6042]

Sorry for your loss. I can only imagine what you're going through. Praying God gives you peace that only He can offer.

[@agustasmcrae]

Thank you.

[@rosacarrazana7276]

agustasmcrae no, grief is part of you, it’s ok to fall apart. They will always be in our Hearts. They are in God’s arms. That’s how I know it’s ok also❤️🙏🏼

[@melodynearlyful]

I lost my husband January 13,2020. Near when you lost your wife. My heart breaks for you and what you have gone through. My heart breaks for me over losing the love of my life. Everyday has been hard but for some reason the past week has been incredibly hard. May God keep you in his hand and the peace only found in Jesus even while grieving.

[@pastorwillwaggoner7014]

God bless you, friend.

[@2bakaphoebe]

I just lost my husband. He was amazing. This is hard. I have a strong faith

[@lynne5994]

Having lost my parents five months apart, this hits my heart hard. I fall apart each day, and each day Gods graces get me through.

[@annettekerubo6581]

😗love and hugs i lost mine 2 months apart.Its okay to fall apart

[@allym3766]

Praying for you sweet sister 💕

[@its_violet]

Keep walking 💛 Peace to your heart

[@familytan3]

So sorry for your lost. I've been there.

[@misscat3173]

My mom’s been gone 6 years. It still hurts but I know I will see her soon, very soon!

[@Teyxo07]

"not a curse, but a blessing to feel other people's pain" "There's healing in the story of your scars" These lines touched me so much, what a beautiful song

[@jasenshelton4086]

Same just Same.

[@damarisamaya5142]

It is beautiful that way pain if you are willing to understand the reason, I say this, bc is hard to understand death, divorce, heartbreak or any kind of loss, but when you understand the pain is good for reshaping those parts of you never touch before the person after that will be and incredibly human , every single one of us go through a process in life and is very personal on how you decide to move on..🙏🙏

[@tamekkaknuth9612]

Cuz you sold out hence Judas 💋

[@marydavis7630]

I’m ugly crying. This year makes 13 years my 2 oldest are gone. They died 2 months apart. I cry and think of them often. God is my only strength.

[@17topaz]

So sorry for you losses .🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@elliesagers9243]

He's my only strength as well. Sending prayers

[@livamoore5566]

I lost my dearest beautiful queen mother on 03/26/2016. I love you so much and missing you everyday. R.I.H and I believe you're alright and always with me and my kids. Thank you Jah/Jesus taking care of my beautiful diamond Queen angel. 💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐👑🌟⭐💫🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@benjaminmauldin1477]

I’ve never watched the official version, but have listened to the version with Amy Grant and Vince Gill. My birthday is this next Thursday, 10/13, and I’ll be 35. It would have been my Mom and Dad’s 38th wedding anniversary. Every time I hear this song, I go back to my Momma in my mind. She passed away from a brain tumor on July 12th, 2019, and some days it still feels like it was yesterday. Please pray for me this week especially. I have other family and friends who’ll help me celebrate my birthday, and thankfully I’ll be working Thursday, so I won’t have much time to dwell on anything, but please keep me in prayer anyway. Thank you.

[@rayblairjr5702]

This hits very deep for me, last year I was 43, and the med bottles reminds me of the meds I was giving to my wife. She told me before she died she wanted me to do something with my music, and I played my songs for her while she laid there everyday. She loved wind chimes, this entire video spoke to me so deeply. I did do something with my music after she passed. And I am raising our daughter to be something I hope and pray makes her proud. Just wanted to share my story, thanks for sharing yours Ryan...

[@Angel-xl8pw]

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[@Bambotb]

Was it cancer

[@rayblairjr5702]

@@Bambotb yes it was

[@cftwin5134]

Thank you for sharing a part of you. I know it must have been horrible and hard for you. God bless. Just know that she is no longer in pain and you two will meet again soon. You are still in her heart, as she is in yours, and God is watching over you and your family, and your wife is at home, pain free. Gentle hugs to you and your daughter.

[@nathanelmeier3972]

God bless you so much my mom loved her wind chimes it's how she talks to me.

[@Jireh0515]

When everyone is sad, sometimes they endure this bad mood alone. At that time, the Father will say: Cry and cry out, you don’t need to endure alone, tell me all your pain, I Will listen to you and never leave. God really listens to our hearts, even if it doesn't feel it, but it is convinced.

[@AlohaYeshua]

福音音樂分享站CMS Amen and Amen😭♥️

[@anthonyholbert7469]

Good morning 😘

[@elenatucker8249]

👍🏼💗

[@Warrior790]

I'm sitting up here at the hospital right now with mom. She's had stage 4 cancer for 2 years. She probably won't make it through today. Thanks for the song it was fitting and close to home. Well done...

[@lonniemckitrick6400]

My wife found out she had stage 4 breast cancer at 37. at 40 we found out that it had metastasized to her brain. 29 days after finding this out, she passed. The brain cancer stole our goodbyes, but in a way, she didnt know herself what was going on in the end. I needed this song so much and still do. Our three girls are stronger than me, but we still fall apart and need to lean on God to get us through.

[@kitkat37399]

This song came on the radio the day my cousin died. I was trying to hold it together because I was told during work. He was like my little brother and we had a special bond since he was born. He was autistic, non-verbal. I was his favorite person and he was mine. It hurt hearing he had passed. I lost it. As soon as I got in the car, this song came on and I couldn't hold it together. It's like God was telling me to grieve. It's only been 2 months since he passed, but it will always hurt and I'll always miss you Ethan. I'm glad you're happy in heaven with all the fried rice you can eat hahaha, I know Chinese was your favorite. I miss you buddy...so much.

[@luisejones6610]

Ryan Stevenson I awoke hearing your voice singing Its OK to cry. Its OK to fall apart after dreaming of my Mum/Mom who passed away almost 10 years ago of mtiple kinds of cancer . Up until this morning I had been unable to cry, even at her funeral. About a year after she passed she would of had her 21st real birthday on February 29th 2016 (the one birthday day she always wanted to have so she could of had 21st Birthday party). She was 83 and never did have her 21st Birthday Party. For over 5 years I've been holding in the tears the hurt and pain, unable to cry. Then half awake her face still smiling in my mind I heard your voice singing and the dam burst. I don't know the back story behind your song but thank you. Today I not only cried over missing my mother but to Christ and know HE is here and forgiving me for turning my back on Him when I left her grave side. I know GOD gifted you this song which in turn is blessing many others worldwide. I pray that you continue with your gift of allowing Christ speak to others through your songs. Louise Jones England.

[@desertrose1061]

Thank you for this.. My story is almost the same..just change it to 42 years old.. I will be 43 soon.. I don't feel ready at all or old enough to lose my grandpa who is like a dad to me. He's always been there all my life. He's my fishing buddy, I'm his "shadow" when I was growing up which is why I learned to fix anything, he's a wonderful man of God who's loved Jesus Christ every day of his life and taught me the only way to be wise is to read my Bible every day.. To trust Jesus with my heart ❤. My grandpa is almost 99 years old..but a few days ago I learned he's on hospice at 🏡 home.. How long Lord?? My heart and mind scream as my broken heart cries endless tears.. Don't leave me Daddy!! But I know God is calling you home and Jesus will stay with me until we're together again in Heaven... I love you Daddy, don't worry Abba our Heavenly Father will take care of me when you have to go.. ✝️❤️ "Jesus Loves me this I know, for the Bible tells me so." 🎵✝️🎵🙏🙏🙏❤️May God bless all who read this. It's for you.

[@BornAgainFitness]

It's been 3 years since i lost my mom to cancer. I still can't believe she's gone at times. I can honestly say this is the hardest thing I've ever gone through. I love you mom.

[@kenwalz542]

God Bless You

[@tjthrillajaw]

Sending love and support 💕

[@lindalewis1998]

It is hard. I miss my mom everyday. Only God will give you peace.

[@bjohnson7255]

May the Creator help you through this journey...I too could relate to this song, because I am going thru the same things my friend! May the Creator watch over you and keep you safe! I too went tru this. First my Dad age 55, Mom (10 years after Dad) age 61 and Kid brother (1 years after my Mom. So, so hard not to think of them each day) age 26.

[@samanthastout3795]

I know the pain very well my mom passed in November 2020 with Stage 4 Small Cell carsanoma lung cancer. I still catch myself wanting to call her phone to say hey. But then I realize shes not going to answer. Other than God, my mom was my best friend. Worse pain I have felt when I lost her. Its a pain that never really heals we just learn to deal with it. May God Bless You.

[@m.francisbuchhaas972]

This song got me thinking of what my father was going through when the love of his life was diagnosed with stage four liver cancer, she was just 57 at the time and he JUST retired that same month (December of 1982). All their plans after his retirement, (they were married for 34 years) were not to be. They planned on buying a motor home and living like vagabonds touring the country. She died just nine months later.

[@kathynichols2677]

It's ok to cry! Jesus cried when HE heard Lazarus was dead.HE cried OUT to HIS FATHER in HEAVEN as HE hung on the CROSS!! There's HEALING in every drop!!

[@carriehollister2543]

John 11:35 is one of my favorite verses. May only be 2 words but very powerful!

[@bearware4126]

Our God is so good….keep your head held toward heaven. Cause only Gods mercy can bring healing, and bring a peace that surpasses all understanding ❤️🙏✝️

[@nextgeneration4211]

Please pray for my marriage to be reconciled and for our hearts to be healed!

[@JacobCaldwell-l1d]

I don't know what tomorrow may bring but I know who holds Tomorrow

[@audreymitchell9422]

Last year, in May, my beloved husband of 38 years got diagnosed with stage 4 cancer and went home to the Lord in August. I heard this song for the first time today….and I thank God I did🙏🙏🙏☦️

[@milovega5840]

41 when I got the news........my dad passed away.......43 now.....still hurts 🥺

[@MatthewBrown14827]

I also wanted thank you for this song. Both of my parents passed away when I was 33 and 48 yrs old. This is wonderful song. People think tears are bas but they sometime is the most beautiful think we can do to heal. Thank you Jesus for this song/artist and most importantly my parents.

[@lancegipson2831]

IN JESUS NAME I HAVENT NEVER STOP READY.SCRIPTURE SINCE 2017 ITS BEEN 7 YEARS NOW IN JESUS NAME ONE THING LORD JESUS REVEALED TO ME WAS WHAT IT IS I WAS DOING WOULD HURT OTHERS IN JESUS NAME IN TRYING TO HELP OTHERS BUT WHAT IT IS IN JESUS NAME

[@deltanovember-wx1qr]

My daddy passed away unexpectedly from a heart attack just over a year ago; he was only 63 years old, very active, and healthy as far as any of us knew, so it was a world-shattering shock to us. I just heard this song for the first time today on the radio, and the 3rd verse really hit me hard--especially the lines "Sometimes I still catch myself trying to call your phone" and "All the hopes and dreams we used to talk about are still alive in me, and I just hope I make you proud." I started working toward a Nursing degree one month after he went to be with the Lord, and I hope and pray I'll keep making him proud. 🙏🏻💞🩺

[@pamjohnson6502]

Oh my gosh, this song hits home. Life is tough trials but Our Heavenly Father carries us through! God bless you Ryan and I thank God for the heart and ability He has given you. ❤

[@jenniferclark7181]

A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;. Ecclesiastes 3: 4. To every thing there is a season.

[@bgifford1969]

My Mama passed away two weeks ago today from lung cancer. Today is Mother's Day, we had a falling-out about 10 years. I didn't see or speak to her for about 10 years. I was lucky enough to see her three times before she passed. Anyone reading this please don't wait try to fix whatever it is between you and who you had falling out with. Time is precious don't wait until goodbye. GOD bless

[@ehilinuceta-tineo7026]

The only way to find the MERCY of GOD is through our brokenness!!

[@nacombahadley2060]

Love his music

[@roboticsdesignforkidshyder3788]

Yah......this is only the way to get the grace of God..Almighty Jesus

[@paullad3919]

Well, I hope that amuses God.

[@karenharrison-elrod1797]

@ehilin Uceta-tineo That is not a true statement. This song is not about brokenness, it is about losing a loved one and allowing yourself to fall apart. 'MERCY of GOD'--Mercy is forgiveness, unmerited favor, it doesn't just come through brokenness--that's a different situation. Here's an example of unmerited favor-- i.e. you go to court because you have a speeding ticket, let's say it's your second or third one. You ask the court to grant you mercy. According to law, the judge has no reason to do anything but judge according to the laws written on the books, however, mercy is in his authority. He Grant's you mercy, let's you go, no fines, no repercussions, you're a free person as if you never had a ticket at all. That's mercy. Unmerited favor. There was nothing you did to deserve that, but the judge did it anyway. That's the living God Almighty! His mercies are new every morning and they are there free not because you are broken, they are there because of His lovingkindness, His compassion!! There may be a time in a person's life where they have to experience brokenness, however that's not punishment for punishment sake. That is to try a save a person's soul and get them to return to their rightful place in the loving care of their Father God. My son, do not despise the Lord’s discipline, and do not resent his rebuke, because the Lord disciplines those he loves, as a father the son he delights in. Proverbs 3:11-12 💕💖💞🙌🙌🙌🙏🙏

[@lisaoliver8023]

@@RafiGomez8262 🙏🏻🙏🏿🙏🏾🙏🏼🙏🏽🙏

[@hopelee9724]

First heard this song on the radio i cry like a baby everytime. Plz pray for me. I've been struggling with debilitating weakness n someone's nausea no answers from docs. I struggle to hear God. Ive cried out.i feel inadequate

[@ludabariesheff4470]

I lost a brother from Braintumor 68yrs, in June, then youngest brother suddenly in October 61yrs old & then the hardest to take my 33yr old son in November. 💔😥💔😥💔😥.All in 2022 Sometimes feel like falling apart, but the only hope I have is knowing I'll see them in Heaven!!

[@djbapc4]

I just found out Monday afternoon at 3:45 PM my marriage of 22 years is over. It was unexpected and it is devastating. My heart is broken. In my heartbreak I will chose to say “blessed be the name of the Lord”. He is in control of my destiny. This song has brought me comfort. Thank you

[@lettyb7438]

My husband passed away a month ago from covid Complications. I stopped listening to the radio and yesterday I finally turned it back on and this song came on. I miss him so much he was 48 yrs old. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN DAD!!

[@marioterenas2017]

Death is cruel and its a respecter of no man, I know it most be difficult and demanding time for you mostly. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers, so you remain strong for yourself. do you know the Angels are always near to those who are grieving. To whisper to them that their loved ones are safe in the hands of God. And i know for certain that we never lose the people we love, even to death. They continue to participate in our every act, thought and decision we make. Their love leaves an indelible imprint in our memories

[@deputyfuzzball]

my grandpa pass away about 4ish years ago and my mom was 43 when it happened and she heard this song on the radio for the first time and she had to pull over because she was crying to much and when she got back she told us and we hunted down the song for her and we all broke down in tears when we heard it and its pretty much telling the story of what she was going through so i want to thank you for this song and praise god 🙏🙏🙏❤❤❤❤❤

[@gloriamedina2564]

A dear friend of mine passed away the very same day I heard this song! I know this was her way of telling me SHE was still with us! She too was the strong one and I THANK YOU!!!! You will never know how much this has helped and GOD BLESS YOU!!

[@williamkeever3328]

8/24/23 My sister in law encouraged me to listen to this song. I lost my wife in February of this year. Our relationship and love for each other was unbreakable. For reasons unknown I haven’t broken down in tears. I get choked up at times, like when I listened to this song. Beautiful!

[@rebeccasainz2715]

Everyone grieves differently. If the tears swell, it’s ok to let them flow. Jesus wept. If you’re content inside and the tears don’t come, that’s ok too. Each heart is unique and God’s love knows exactly how to heal each one.

[@julieduncan2381]

I grew up with a dad who always said cowboys and cowgirls don't cry my daddy passed away December 13th of 2016 it broke my heart but I want to say this song helps heal my heart because the first time I heard it I kid you not I heard my dad tell me baby girl it's okay to fall apart stop trying to be strong when you're not let go of your tears it's okay even cowgirls and cowboys cry sometimes

[@joyceparson7194]

I lost my 49 year old son March 1, 2021. This song speaks the way my son would. He was a devout Christian husband, father, son and pastor. Thank you for this beautiful song!

[@r.a.contrerasma8578]

I'm a 50 year old man. I lost my mom 3 months ago. Sometimes I still cry for her at night.

[@EphemeralProductions]

Big hugs, dear sir!

[@dorisbearden9043]

My husband of 30 years was diagnosed terminal in February 2017 and lived till October 2018 at age 59. It’s been little over three years now but seems mostly like yesterday. This song has been such a blessings in my life. People kept telling me I had to be strong that I had others who counted on me and I would tell them sometimes I had to crumble and this song has helped me to understand why I had to fall apart. Thank you and God’s blessings

[@sherrimango1088]

Our daughetr died at age 42 on May 8th. I think I'ce been holding ack a lot of emotion since the service because I broke down so hard at the hospital. Only our faith and the prayers of others hold us together right now. This song stopped me in my tracks. Thank you, Ryan, for sharing your story wth us.

[@jamesluis1767]

How you doing gorgeous, I'm sorry for infringing on your nice comment and beautiful profile. do you mind friendship?

[@pattyice4jesus]

Each one of us goes thru trails in this earthly life; fall to your knees if you need to, God is there every second to pick you up in His own way.

[@shortymedina1133]

This I dedicate to my brother Victor BIG bro I MISS you!! ABBA FATHER YHWH!!! 🙏🙌🙋 THANKS Ryan it's like you read my heart through FATHER YHWH!!! our ELOHIM YHWH !!!! Echad Ahmien💞💞🙋📖🙏🎯🤗

[@sandragrant4328]

Thank you lord for your son beautiful song this song just hit spot I'm in love with you lord thank you lord.

[@Vette324]

“But don’t ever fight your tears cause there is freedom in every drop.” -Ryan Stevenson

[@Jesus4life_39]

❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@jackdeberry9461]

God Bless! Have a great week and may you always grow in your relationship with God, The Holy Spirit, and our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ! Praying for you and your family always!

[@bsapulpa]

Best part of the song, years start flowing on that verse

[@kimberlyarmstrong2471]

I lost my dad suddenly and unexpectedly in September 2020 of a pulmonary embolism and then lost my mom unexpectedly this last May after Mother's day. My second daughter and I were planning a trip to visit her to meet my grandbabies. Unfortunately, the trip turned into putting my mom on hospice and caring for her during her last days. God had a different plan and that's okay, but it still hurts. Thank you for this song! The moment I heard it recently, I cried some more as I do occasionally. God's timing is always perfect. 🥰

[@michaelahutto6795]

I’m 15. I have been having hormonal problems. My doctor diagnosed me with a condition. One of the things that comes with it is infertility. Of course I don’t want children right now. But for the future it is very scary. I found this information out today. This song popped up as I was trying to distract myself. It really helped 💗

[@amandarodriguez608]

Hugs and the biggest prayers for you xo

[@kenzieS73195]

PCOS? I was diagnosed when i was 13. The infertility issue hit me really hard. Still haven't found the right man to even try having kids with but, it's my fear that i can't. Stay strong. I'm almost 26 now and things have come a long way for treating hormonal issues!

[@FloppoCat]

My granddaughter has PCOS. She is almost 30, married, and has two healthy children. There is so much more known now and more every day. Don't give up yet! Prayers for you.

[@wizardoris55]

God Bless

[@jaderobles9099]

God is the great Physician. Never forget that ❤️

[@mrsjeremyellis1999]

The mercy of God is in the Bible the scripture that tells his sacrifice

[@jennykweyo]

This song reminds me of my grandmother. I’m crying like a baby. Thank you for these words Ryan.

[@kristieandjeff2720]

My husband passed away several months ago from pancreatic cancer and then my 21 year old nephew passed away 5 weeks ago 😔 I recently heard this amazing song for the first time and literally cannot get the words of it out of my head 24/7 🙏 thank you for this beautiful song ❤

[@pattischimpf2399]

I got AMBUSHED by this song this weekend...it made such an impact on me I had to listen over again. Thank you for giving us all who are grieving the permission to cry, knowing that God does have us and is making us stronger through what we're going through.

[@ScottyhillakaFishn4Him]

Same! Currently wrecked and I wanna stay that way. Going through a divorce but yet I hear Him say” I’m coming after you and I got you”. Thank you for sharing

[@shawnalLovesJesus]

This is coming at a very good time. Thank you. Much love and may Jesus bless you! Hold on to Jesus folks... the ride is going to get wilder.

[@johndouven6642]

Thank you, Ryan. I lost my wife 5.25 years ago. And even though I know she is with the Lord, and we shall see we other again, I am still brokenhearted. The words remind me...and cause me to cry.

[@learleywells4498]

That song is a powerful song because every time it comes on the K-LOVE Christian radio the words are powerful and they pierce my heart and it touches me tremendously and I cannot help but cry, it's that good. And every time I hear it it makes me think about the Lord Jesus Christ and how He suffered on the cross for us. I mean, after all He knows our emotions He is the one who created us and He knows when we are broken but He always has a good way of putting us back together again. 🙌🙌❤️❤️🙏👍😥

[@Warrior790]

Went to moms funeral today. The cancer finally took her some days ago. Thanks for the song.

[@shelley2553]

I pray for God's peace to fill.your heart. I pray the Lord himself cradles you today. Josh Jesus loves you so much, just like your mama did. Keep your heart close to the Lord ,one day you will meet again.. God bless you, sending a big hug to you.🤗🧡

[@sellyfan4ever]

My grandma died almost 48 hours ago. I still haven't processed. She wasn't sick for long (a few hours)... it hit, hard. She was on a ventilator. I was there when they pulled the plug and the heart monitor hit zero. I don't know how I'll move on with her gone. She was one of my best friends.. she helped raise me, and was there for the hardest times in my life. She taught me so many important things. Today would've been her 84th birthday.. but instead of planning a birthday party, we're planning a funeral. But one thing I know for sure. God is still good. Even though it hurts, God is still good.

[@MrTweetylover82]

Right now this song is helping me get through what I am going from my dad has staged 4 lung cancer And it just keeps on spreading instead of getting better I'm unfortunately we are going to have to say good bye really soon not ready but the song really helps

[@jackdeberry9461]

God Bless! Have a great week and may you always grow in your relationship with God, The Holy Spirit, and our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ! Praying for you and your family always!

[@Mr.Marcuzz]

I’ll never understand how ppl can dislike beautiful music such as this! 🤦🏾‍♂️

[@KuhNeeSha]

My Mom died of cancer on December 17th, 2021. She was 50 years old and had been officially diagnosed February 5th, 2021. My Dad passed away of heart failure January 10th, 2018. I don’t have children. I have been married for almost 5 years. I’m 29. I feel so much pain I can hardly keep it together. I’m so afraid to fall apart. I wouldn’t know how to put myself together again or how to allow God to help me. I feel so lost…I have tried to write but I feel so songless…this song 😭 I don’t have words to describe how it makes me feel…good, bad. I don’t know. But thank you for writing it! 💔

[@lauriemcgee62]

Oh my gosh. We just put my parents' home up for sale. They lived in it for 60 years! The timing of this song is incredible! Thank you, Jesus!

[@marioterenas2017]

Death is cruel and its a respecter of no man, I know it most be difficult and demanding time for you mostly. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers, so you remain strong for yourself. do you know the Angels are always near to those who are grieving. To whisper to them that their loved ones are safe in the hands of God. And i know for certain that we never lose the people we love, even to death. They continue to participate in our every act, thought and decision we make. Their love leaves an indelible imprint in our memories

[@heatherowen6365]

My sister just lost her husband found out he had cancer 2 months ago and he died in her arms last Saturday due to a blood clot, it has been so hard on all of us but with God he will see that we will get through this!! Life is too short enjoy your loved ones!

[@eliseoruiz189]

I’m 61 and both my parents are still alive at 86 years of age but I’ve lost 2 of my brothers and Jesus is He who gets us through rough times, what an amazing song my brother, it also reminds us to count our blessings and appreciate our parents

[@mariv8038]

My husband was 53 when we got the news that he had stage 4 termanel cancer a month later he was called home on the lord to keep him on the day of jesus birthday

[@alanolson6913]

My first boy died at one day old. If he had been able to speak at the time, I believe he would have told me something like the lyrics heard here. That was 35 years ago. We had 3 more who are all adults now - but there's that place in our hearts as parents where we hold him close. Thank you for this song.

[@amandarodriguez608]

I was thinking of my babies I lost while listening to this song 💙💙 hugs and prayers for you and your precious baby boy.

[@EphemeralProductions]

Hugs! ❤️

[@Blum44]

My wife of 31 years passed away two days ago. She was only 49 years old. She was the love of my life. She had a heart condition that took her life. This song hits home. I continue to cry thinking about her.. love you always babydoll. 🌹

[@barbaraanderson6400]

I just lost my mom a week ago and my dad five months ago ... This so hits home.

[@sla1xyz]

I'm sorry for your loss. Lost my mum ,my best friend and in some ways my family and our future together.

[@barbaraanderson6400]

@Mia Hansen It's always a day by day but overall I am okay... thank you for caring

[@AuroraMercyMain]

@Chris Johnson I am so sorry for the loss of your wife and I son. I can not imagine the sorrow, especially losing a child no matter their age. Time does heal or at least lessen the pain. Hold tight to that little girl as they do not stay little for long.

[@julieandreas4106]

So sorry 😔. I know how you feel lost both of my parents in a 9 month span this past year. Hugs to hold your heart. The hardest thing ever to deal with.

[@terriecrane1463]

I am so sorry for your loss Ryan. Mama will be waiting on you to Welcome you in Heaven. That was the last words Mama said. She looked to the wall and called for her Mama Daddy. I should have known. Lords Angels Encamp Around About You And Family I know your Grief. Stay the Course,pray We all Stay The Cross.

[@sallyhochstattrt7613]

This song reminds me of when my husband fought and lost his battle with cancer...the lyrics ring so true

[@laurablair5421]

Yes, mine too. Even tho it was in 2007, it still is pertinent.

[@akshytashadou2782]

No he is home with our Father where there is no more pain or suffering. He will always be in your heart. Although you may mourn and grieve but also rejoice.

[@cherylwarner2623]

Me,too. It's been almost 12 years, but the struggles and memories are very similar. God's grace keeps me and guides me.

[@Sinner2Sinners]

Lord, I am a broken man held together only by your grace i have peace knowing i can never fail on earth because i chose you. I have always known God but i had to let go of myself, my pride, my ego and stop deceiving and lying to myself to find Him. We can't do it alone because we were never meant to. I feel like when I felt depressed "broken" I always tried to figure out how how I can fix it but nothing worked and so for years it was like a rollercoaster ride. slow ups, and quick downs. but each time over 25+years looking back i realize God wanted me to let go of "me" and give in to Him. It took me so long. To not just be a believer but a follower. God Loves you. Repent and He will forgive you. Forgive all others and forgive yourself. He promised. HE>I

[@garrettagee2489]

It’s ok to cry, It’s ok to fall apart, you don’t have to try to be strong when you are not

[@MamaRestInPeace1424]

For our Moms, Grandmoms, Dads, Grandads, Wives, Husbands, our Kids, Aunts, Uncles, Nieces And Nephews and Friends We Have Had To Say Goodbye To......Our God, Adonai Shaddai Is Love, Mercy And Hope. To The Above I Have Lost, I Still Love And Miss Each One Of You...Till I See You Again, Sleep In Peace

[@lulugodzilla]

Two days ago, an 11-year old girl called in to K-Love and requested this song for her Momma. The girl's father had just recently passed, and she wanted to let her Momma know that it's alright. Oh, my, I cried my eyes out. Hugs to all.

[@ruthrickerd4486]

Prayers it is so hard to watch the one who gave you life suffer. Oh, the blessing of knowing where she is. Thank God for His promises. To be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord.

[@tammyvanvleck7058]

I love this song. I lost my mom 18 years ago, I've lost my dad and 2 sisters. My sister was 41 and left behind a 6 year old son. It took me a while to understand God's mercy in that but He is so good even in brokenness. Thank you.

[@babygaloner3018]

Beautiful song God bless you

[@sandymi9329]

Felt this song hard in my soul... At 1st it reminded me of a broken toxic relationship I broke off from last year. As the song continued on the radio, I knew it was about my Dad. Miss him so much. He's been gone far too long. This daddy's girl needed her Papa in so many ways over the years. Your legacy is in my blood and veins. It keeps me strong and fighting.. Loving like you did. Unconditionally. Ti amo sempre Papa 💗