S T R U G G L E | Ultimate corecore mix

[@rossgriffiths5827]

"Us men typically get our first flowers at our funeral" -a man full of facts

[@Vixctor13]

My mom gave me a potted plant and I ended up destroying it. Later she gave me another and I cared for it as long as I could.

[@usuk2410]

I got mine at prom she was extra I wish she was here now...

[@JohnAgustineQuingco]

This man or woman or no binary is spitting facts

[@canaldomimimi3906]

I gave flowers to only one person, the worst break up I ever had

[@realmanjamal]

​@@JohnAgustineQuingco when you said non binary i got mad

[@amon-1373]

is it bad that for weeks now i’ve just felt like crying for no reason and i purposefully clicked on this video and other videos just to make myself cry.

[@That_Guyfrfr]

Don’t quit bro you have the ability to get through whatever struggle you’re in right now I’ve been through it and got out and you can too. You just gotta put your mind to it!

[@wxvyjacxbx6211]

No bro i’m here for you, sometimes you jus gotta let that shi outtt i’m doing the same rn❤

[@arnobaert8339]

did the same, but it doesnt work anymore, be glad you can still cry

[@kylecounter9271]

There is a reality of being a man that it is okay to cry, but how you do so matters. I think it is perfectly healthy to feel yourself becoming full of emotions, and watching healthy emotional content to help you release that privately. This is the way.

[@kylecounter9271]

@@arnobaert8339there is a part of you that is fighting the child in you. A part of you that maybe feels embarrassed by it, or hates remembering what happened when you were a child. It’s time to come face to face with that part of you. It is time to release your inner child again and remember what it is to be human. You are loved, and you got this.

[@horseface470]

Fly high sky king.

[@Trapped42]

They call me Skywalker, cuz I lived long enough to see myself become the villan

[@AngelSaintCloud]

That would make an awesome cloud sky shirt

[@maylabrown4584]

​@@Trapped42That was only Anakin, doesn't apply to Luke.

[@livewiki341]

I pray I have his courage some day

[@Jex_the_Vex]

​@livewiki341 I hope you never have to have that kind of courage mate, cheers 🍻 your loved

[@shore_2910]

Im 33. No wife. No Gf. No kids. No parents. No grandparents. No way out. I just want to feel love again

[@Joseph-lf7yx]

real

[@Leyla-1999]

I hope you get that and more ❤

[@ozzy393]

Sorry bro. I hope you find what you need.

[@RonaldGrall]

Not alone my men, you never be alone! ❤

[@joshmulhern1345]

I love you

[@Sulayy]

When i was younger, i used to be way above average so people always expected alot from me, this was no issue, i did all of middle school without doing any work, i never did homework because i never had to, and when high school came around i never had that habit to work, so now that i can't succeed only with "talent" and everyone is dissapointed in me, i feel overwhelmed, i've always had that yearn for love, i never wanted to go from woman to woman i always wanted true love, and i feel like no one around me understands. And that kills me, slowly, the more i'm close to it the more it hurts and when it goes away i just feel empty, i tried it all, to become a better me, so right now, i feel unloveable, a dissapointment, and like i'm stuck in life, overwhelmed by anything but i don't show it i just keep everything i've already thought about dying before i fuck things over even more. I'm not even that ambitious anymore, i just want a loving wife, kids and a job where i can live properly. The more i write this the more i feel miserable , to anyone who read this, it means alot

[@jvikingr5764]

I'm in the the same exact spot. I did ok in middle school but I cheated on almost every test bc I'm home-schooled. I could sneak around the corner and steal the answer book, and now that's caught up to me. I'm going to fail my senior year. I don't feel motivated to do my work and tho I'm doing amazing in my social circle, I still feel like I'm not important to anyone around me. Just last night I was ignored by my friends if they wanted to play video games. Without them saying "We're playing this" I don't want to play anything. I don't want to sugarcoat things, life might not get any better . . . but there's always a third path. life may not feel worth it but without the finiteness of it . . . how would it ever appear beautiful?

[@jeffrythedolphin6253]

i love you bro

[@kylecounter9271]

I know it’s been almost a month since you wrote this but I’d like to give you some advice son. Slow down. Don’t slow down on your goals, they’re admirable and great. But slow down on the pressure you’re putting on yourself. You have so much time. God I would’ve given anything for someone to tell me that instead of lying and telling me the opposite. Life doesn’t blow by, it’s a great and long journey full of so many struggles and so many beautiful moments. Have you looked at a tree lately? What the hell are those things man? We live in a world of wonder. I’m willing to bet you don’t even know yourself yet. I was just like you, I am just like you. I have a high IQ, got pushed through early school like nothing, advanced programs, skipping grades. Made it to high school and just did not know how to function at that level. When I was a senior they didn’t even think I was going to graduate, my last name starts with C and I was the very last person to walk at my ceremony because I managed to complete 2 entire full year classes worth of credits in 3 days on my laptop. I only walked because my mother wanted me to. I knew I wanted love, one woman. Someone who’d be around forever and made me sure of that. I had never had that before. I am now happily married to the greatest woman I’ve ever known and hoping to start my family soon. You never know what’s around that next corner. But you have to remember it all comes down to what you do with your thoughts when you’re all alone in the dark room at night before bed. You have to accept yourself, align yourself with peace. And it will come. If you’ve never tried it, try to find God. This isn’t me forcing that on you, you’re a free human. But it helped me so much. You don’t have to do 80 years of work in 25 years. And you never have to figure everything out. You’re loved, and you got this.

[@Sulayy]

@@kylecounter9271 i can't express how grateful i am for you to write all of this. Recently i kind of was able to pull away from that. Just as you said, alone at night with my thoughts it somehow all clicked, me who felt like nothing could change, i see room for improvement especially in my mindset and my way to view things. I feel like i've been just accepting any opinion that's come to me as either truth or false and recently started to make my own opinions and thought about a bit everything and i'm slowly changing my view of life, next time i will try to watch a tree, thank you i'll take my time as you advised.

[@Kraeter]

i feel you bro, i've been there in that exact spot.

[@AaronJimenez-g7p]

I got to sleep without a reason to wake up, and I wake up without a reason to be awake

[@tonyscalze4077]

I'm sorry. You just keep going, stay productive. Make a reason and go for it man.

[@angustate1829]

FUCK MAN...I felt that one man.

[@ayylmao3038]

find god brother

[@HM-se1ig]

I know how that feels,please speak to someone ❤

[@OreNoNawaErenJager]

Same here i don't what to bé what i want to bé i'm empty i'm just keeping myself in shape a bit but that's it

[@Maev3ing]

It hits different when you can't compliment yourself just once. My therapist asked me to do this and I started crying.

[@sensui_p]

I'm dying and my mother is very sick and dying, i need help.

[@skylarharris8190]

For the men like me out there watching these videos. I’ve come to the realization it’s ok to cry. Get those emotions out whenever you can. Holding it in brings everyone around you including yourself the worst of you. You feel these emotions because deep down you’re not who your heart wants you to be. Living our lives for everyone else except ourselves. It’s time to live for you. ❤

[@LsmBois710]

Sometimes man I want to but it just doesn’t come

[@LsmBois710]

@@spagooter1807 brother I feel for you and just know your doing amazing things and will continue to do amazing things I can your a wise person and I hope the best for you

[@skylarharris8190]

@@spagooter1807 I believe you’re a good man and you matter. Dm me, maybe we can start gaming together

[@Aeternum_Gaming]

my ex wife took my kids, and poisoned them against me. without my kids, i go to bed with no reason to wake up. and when i do wake up i wish i wasn't awake at all.

[@antikhrist5698]

Hey dude, I hope you’re doing okay I’m sorry to hear of your loss I can’t imagine how painful it is to loose kids you love.

[@NotBaby]

Dont give up man.... not only for yourself but especially for your kids. no matter how much they hate you or what your ex-wife tells them they'll ultimately hate you not because of what she told them but because you didnt fight for them and gave up. the feeling of abandonment hurts like hell but multiply that by 1000 for a kid that feels like a parent did it. Good luck man i wish you luck

[@austinloansome2238]

I went thru something similar with my son, it gets better man I promise. My son calls texts me and just came thru to show me his first car, it's been progressively getting better. Just keep being the best you, it'll show thru bro. Much love.

[@theg1955]

Read the gospel and put your faith into Jesus, allow him to comfort you and help you. I fail him every day, but I hope he forgives me. God has a plan for us man. Just have to submit and be humble. You got this man. Live for him.

[@jonjones654]

Sucks man. It may never get better.

[@gapiyuustdgf98YOUISFJY]

Does anyone else just goes to these video for no absolute reason? I dont know why, i cry every time or make up conversation in your head venting or talking about your feelings instead of talking to people?

[@Darkness-end]

No I just stare endlessly to speak to others as I finally found emotion after so many years but I say to keep going as it will be hard it still is for me . Goodnight my brother love you and keep pushing no matter what.

[@BooperDooper123]

I come here to feel something

[@Takerai-Higgs]

core-core at 8:43am is insane

[@mr-spk8294]

8:44am 🤔

[@The_Real_Bonesaw]

1:14am. I'm tired and wide awake at the same time.

[@bkacommpany4430]

0:52 am, the regrets kicking in

[@Don0orin]

4am hits hard

[@C10ud13]

Core core is all the time but just for us I guess

[@Guywithcoolusername1625]

thank you Adam, these recent months, I've been backstabbed by my friends, I'm all alone for the festive season by myself in my accom, all my friends and family are out on vacation, I'm working 2 jobs and just living in silence bro, there is no one for me, no one cares about me, my family calls me twice a week and that's it, I'm away from home alone in my university, I'm just surviving atp, idk how many fuck it we ball I've left in me, anyway I appreciate you bro, keep up the goodwork and I hope and pray you have a good life ❤️

[@adamemedia3139]

Hey friend, university can actually be the loneliest time. I know it. So many go through it and it sucks i hope you find some people, I regret not taking part in the societies and clubs on offer I’d do that if you’re not. But at the very least I’m glad this video brought some catharsis and comradery. I hope and pray you have a good life too 💚

[@Hartcher_]

Stay strong my friend. ❤

[@jacobband_1]

it’ll get better i promise

[@csims6088]

We listening to you, bro

[@christianburrzGR3Y]

Bro I feel you. I feel like I have no true friends, only a couple distant friends. The 3 best friends I had for the majority of my life have betrayed me, cut me off, or died. I have my family and my 2 dogs and I know they love me but 90% of the time I feel completely alone and just sad with the way things have went for me over the past couple years. I feel like I haven't succeeded at anything and all I've done is disappoint. I fell in love with a girl back in 2022 and she left me for another man, lied to me, left me hanging, almost literally... Since then I'm just an empty void with a front and haven't felt an ounce of happiness, just this constant weird sorrow. I don't know what to do. I'm 31 and moved back in with my mom recently to try and figure things out but I haven't figured it out. I don't have a real career. I know I have potential to do something great but I can't get out of this slump. Sometimes I'll feel this surge of inspiration and truly feel like I could get off my ass and make it happen but it doesn't last. I lack discipline and belief in myself. I know God is guiding me thru this hard time in my life and I believe things will look up soon but I know it's all on me. Every night I tell myself "I'm gonna get up early tmrw and make the best of my day" and every day I sleep in as late as possible and end up not accomplishing much other that typical chores like laundry or something. I feel you bro and I think there's a lot of us guys , and girls too but mainly men that are in a similar state of being. I know there's more to life than this and I can see a bright future ahead but I don't know what's wrong with me. Why don't I do the things I know I should do to achieve my goals? Why am I lazy and addicted to stuff that holds me down? Why don't I get up and put in the effort to become what I'm destined to be? Why do I waste so much time just sitting in my thoughts? I don't want to be a punk ass b!tch that never accomplishes anything significant. But I just don't know how to push myself. Living alone sucks but living with my parents sucks in a different way. I feel like I have limited freedom and privacy. So which is worse? Being alone and having freedom to do whatever in your own space, or being surrounded with family and being expected to do certain things "under their roof"... idk... I'm sorry I just went on a rant there but I just want you to know that I feel you bro and even tho you feel alone, you are not 'alone'. I believe we can empower each other in some way by relating in a strange way. I don't know what the future holds but I know that we must stay strong for each other to help each other heal and find some kind of relief or peace in knowing that not everyone has it figured out. We can find a way if we drown out the negative and turn it into something positive. Something that might help others like Adam is doing with these videos. I think I will start writing songs to express this feeling or learning how to create content like this and maybe help others make it thru the loneliness and hard emotions as a young man. I hope you feel better man and find a way to get thru this, whatever you are dealing with🙏🏻💪🏻💪🏻

[@ohmarkio2294]

I don’t know anymore honestly. My family loves me, people care about me. But I can’t feel it. I feel so lonely even with all these loved ones around me. I’m certain that I’m the lucky there are those that love me but and I try so hard to love but I can’t. It’s like there is this missing piece in my heart that I just can’t seem to find anywhere. I feel so numb, so sad, so lonely, and I don’t know why. My whole life has been an I don’t know. I don’t know if I can survive with temporary happiness.

[@ebrahimakhalwaya2210]

I feel the exact same

[@tylertim1229]

Inject some Testosterone, and see if that helps.

[@DotFamilyname]

Have contentment and appreciation my brother. Find a way to enjoy life with them and have a goal in life.

[@thenoobreturnz8968]

You shouldn't feel the way others don't have that like me.

[@r3ndingneedle]

i feel the exact same. everything you said.

[@Willy_Warmer]

6:10 I don't think many people get what this video is actually saying. On the surface it's basically about how a dude isn't supposed to have feelings which, to an extent, is about it. But it's also a lot bigger than that. Men are caretakers. We're providers. We protect. Or, that's what's expected of us, at least. That's what a "real man" is supposed to be. And, on the surface, those roles are kind of different. A caretaker you might imagine as a mother or a babysitter. A provider you might see as a finacial backer. And a protecter you might imagine as someone like a bodygaurd. But they've all got one major thing in common: they're extremely sacrifical. That is, they allow no room for yourself. To be a good caretaker and provider and protecter, you must completly sacrifice yourself. That means your health, mental and physical, your joy, your happiness, your fun, your time, your effort, your care, and your love. All of those come second to whatever your charge is, whether it be a spouse or your family or your community or a company or a group you're a part of or a country or society or humanity as a whole. A real man is a caretaker, a provider, and a protecter. It sounds nice, but at the end of the day all that means is that you're a tool first, and a human being---your own person----never. That's what this video is about: people think men are the way they are---depressed, lonely, bottling up our feelings, etc etc---because were explicity told stuff like that. But that's not really how it works. Being told stuff like that doesn't just condition four billion people like that. It has to surround you. To be as indelible in culture as gravity is in the universe. That gets us here. Where a "real man" is one who bottles up his pain, barely acknowledges it, and moves on with life because he's expected to. Because "there's things to do." Because he's got to stop being care or provide or protect because according to just about every source on humans since literally the inception of humans, that's men's job. And the best part is the same reason people hate video's like these. Not in the feminazi, "I hate the idea of men not being evil" type of way. It's in the, "I hate being reminded that the thing I take advantage of and take for granted all the time is, in fact, it's own person without thoughts and feelings like mine" type of way. Because people hate being reminded of the bad parts of, well, anything. But especially when it comes to things like this. What people perceive to be nice; to be useful; to be right and good and proper. Because that's what people see this as. The video is bloated to have the point come across but the fact is that in real life it wouldn't look like this. It would look like a guy coming up to the podium, starting a press conference, and answering questions. If he was the "ideal man" in society's eyes (which he is supposed to be repersenting) he would be articulate, intelligent, quick-witted, and not to forthcoming about anything that might need to remain a secret while also be able to reassure the public and instill confidence in himself, his leadership, and whatever it is he is in charge of. Perfect. Almost robot like. Certainly not human though. Not a person. The fact that his wife died (which is a metaphor for pain of any kind) probably wouldn't even be announced until later, at which point he would get condolences and apologies. No one would take note of the fact that he did a press confrence right after finding out, because people hate doing that: acknowledging that something seemingly good is, in fact, not. That there's a very dark context behind it. You see it everywhere, too. In movies, TV, and literature where both characters and the viewers/readers don't know how to respond to a genuine emotional outburst of some type from a guy (that isn't anger, that is). Same thing in real life. Often times it confuses people and makes them feel uncomfortable and unsure of what to do or say. That or they're disgusted/upset about the fact that a man did something like that. So, people hate watching videos like this because of that. It reminds them that everyday they utulise men for anything and everything, from the most insane shit like dying in some foreign place to something in the middle like working out in the hot sun building homes and infastructure for people to make life easier to the most mundane shit like grabbing you a cup of coffee from the starbucks down the road. It reminds them also that those men aren't actually tools; they're humans with feelings and personalites and pain like everyone else. That alone is an uncomfortable thought. Realizing you treat someone like a tool; that you use them but don't appreciate what they do for you. They especially hate it when the realize that these tools are actual _people_. As in, people who have their own life with their own thoughts and feelings and pains and struggles. Who very well could be going through something horrible without you even realizing, mostly because you never cared to realize before. They don't even want to consider something like that. That somone they look up to: a charismatic leader who's capable and intelligent and makes you feel safe and confident very well may be on the brink of suicide because he has a lifetime of pain internalized to better serve everyone else since, according to everything he's ever seen and heard since he was able to see and hear, that's his job as a human with a dick. That that is a man they tell other people (men) to aspire to be like. That's what the video is about. Society wants men to be tools, and so tools they are. But society doens't like to be reminded of how their tools are human, so they do their best to forget that fact. Turn them into villains even, sometimes, because it's much easier to make a villian out to be someone decidingly un-human. And none of this is ever gonna change if people can't even handle this.

[@Ghostyboyz]

Real.

[@theshadowhunter1905]

Real

[@D20-dice]

Damn... I thought that this was gonna be a short rant. Instead i got one long emotional speech.

[@dallassunderland]

Hey boys, it’s gonna be ok. it does get better. Was with the love of my life this time last year, she abruptly left and totally ghosted me after a little over 2 years. Haven’t heard from her since. i’ve had plenty of bad relationships, it’s nothing new. You’re going to think about things, it’s ok. Take your time. i’ve been through far worse and guess what? i’m still here. don’t even think about giving up, not for a second. One day, you’ll have someone that genuinely cares and you’ll look back and be glad you stayed strong. It’s ok to feel.

[@adamemedia3139]

very well said.

[@davidarias7685]

Thank you for saying that

[@Hohenstaufen9thpanzer-pg9fs]

When I was younger I thought I could get by being lonely. how wrong i was, feeling lonely hurts.

[@NoodleIDK13]

Got depressed and it lasted 2 whole years. Then I finally got a break for a few months. After extreme lonliness and ruthless bullying, its been another 2 years, but this time it ins't getting better.

[@l.m.5709]

If it got better once, it will get better again. Maybe look into religion, maybe put a bit more effort in it (I know it's not pleasant to hear), but don't loose hope, eventually it'll get better

[@TTV_Peppered___]

I've been holding back a profound sadness that has weighed on my shoulders, my spirit for a long time. I don't trust anyone and I don't know how to love anyone or be loved.

[@biz2429]

Thank you for this compilation, I’m really struggling at the moment with everything, not feeling valued or loved or just don’t feel like I belong where I am, but these videos kinda reset me and open my eyes a little bit after I have a little cry n stuff, which I feel is important. These videos kinda show you that you are still normal in a way because it’s not just your struggling, that struggling is a part of life. Thank you for this edit❤️

[@adamemedia3139]

Hey brother, thank you for this message! It means a lot that it’s serving it’s intended purpose. You’re not alone and your negative experiences are absolutely a part of life and shared by so many of us. Those negative feelings we can have are just those, feeling and they’re not real. Our thought control them and we control our thought. Glad this video was a good reset for you to let out those feelings and gather those thoughts. All the best :)

[@overcastandhaze]

I always wanted one more day with my father. It wouldn't have been enough. What I wanted was a way to ensure he'd have lived longer. But it can't happen in this life. I appreciate the brief moments we had.

[@thatdudefrom7118]

The loneliness came back and the crazy thing is for a few months there I actually thought I finally pulled myself out of this pit

[@lokisanders6131]

The key to happiness is in your own mind. You have to find it on your journey. Try to be grateful for the life god gave you.

[@CristanioPeweyyy]

​@@lokisanders6131Not everyone will find it, so stop telling everyone that they have to find it. Everyone thinks finding happiness solves everything, it doesn't.

[@legarsdjo93]

I don't think I can continue to live like this, to live like I was slowly letting myself die, I want this to end

[@ivonnerojas7002]

Hey man, idk if you’re religious or not but I know God is close to the broken hearted. I would just recommend you talk to Him, all he wants is to comfort you and let you know that he can hold you with his right hand. He just needs you to go to him, not with hatred, not with pride, not with anger, but with humility and love. I hope your life gets better, I hope to see you smile one day, and much more days after that, genuinely.

[@michaelburns5355]

I hope all is well one month later there are people that love you and God loves you. God is waiting for you, you just have to accept his love and that he's our savior and he will hear you.

[@anshulsingh8326]

Same

[@CristanioPeweyyy]

We aint living broski, we are just surviving. I don't know how to start living again, so i can't tell you how to. But let's just try to survive.

[@Xyz10_]

As a girl who loves core/hope core I love seeing these comments of guys supporting guys and just reaching out to eachother it is literally so heartwarming and so wholesome. We definitely more of this, and to the men out there struggling in silence, for the guys going through things at the moment please talk to someone because you are not alone. Nothing in life is temporary, remember that. God bless you all ❤🙏

[@reetaliationLIVE]

🎉

[@nicholashampton2503]

The girl I was in love with me left me and my best friend just passed away from cancer at age 34 this week. You have no idea how much these videos are helping me get through this.

[@manbha6817]

love never fails so if it fails it was never love head up king

[@-SpaceBoy_]

Snapping sound is murdering my immersion

[@ricardocadean8421]

I’m so glad I’m here watching these videos than drugging myself to numb the pain man I hope and pray for anyone struggling mentally

[@thememberzzz1074]

wish the best for you homie. 💯

[@kiddolin1881]

it has been a while since I have genuinely cried over something like this but this broke that drought and I don't know if that was good or not

[@user-mw6fy1ji6b]

Crying is good, its okay to be not okay

[@ImaKeepItReal]

Same, as all I could do is fake my emotions and act like it's normal as I feel as if I am the only one with the condition of eternal sadness and I'm only 14 and I've went through hardships that are meant for FUCKING ADULTS AND I HAVE NO LIFE NO REAL FRIENDS AND IN MY OPINION FRIENSHIPS DONT LAST AND MY LIFE IS A FUCKING SAD SAD LIE. But dont get into my situation as im a failure my situation is avoidable if you aren't me or similar. Good luck.

[@kiddolin1881]

@@ImaKeepItReal It's okay man.

[@nikolasweuste9299]

The guy that called his mom after he got a $5000 donation… bro seemed like he already dug into his mom and his mom didn’t want another argument. Rest of the video got my soul moving.

[@rexxbeats2847]

lowk always come back to videos like this, its not like my life is bad but it just feels like a loop, i wake up go to school come home, parents tell me to do shi and sleep, on weeknd either go out or js chill. Truth is i dont even like to go out, i js want to stay home and think about how im a failure

[@Jeznoz-zl4pq]

idk why but the police officer hugging the man made me cry

[@minionhq4974]

i hate myself, and the only time i dont is the first five seconds of waking up when im not totally conscious, but when the sixth second hits the hatred and agony of just living with myself begins.

[@bradleyokwatcho702]

Don't hate yourself man. I've felt like this a number of times, but the moment everything changed was when i finally said I love myself. Once you start doing this, helping yourself, taking care of yourself and talking positively about yourself... life starts to look amazing. And tbh i think the one thing that will change most of this for you is the man upstairs (G.O.D) He loves you, I love you... so start loving yourself!

[@Djura1]

The only one creature that I have in hard OR lonley moments it's me. Me is my Friend.

[@jacobbartlett331]

I know exactly how that feels. I got out of that mentality for a bit, but I can feel myself sinking back into it and I’m scared to go back. I don’t want to go back

[@zayfrady9197]

Same here dude

[@daisypippin]

i’m 18, i have no friends, only 1 person in my family that truly cares, i haven’t left the house since april. i don’t see how this will get any better

[@charliedempsey9049]

Please dont give up

[@charliedempsey9049]

Find someone someone will care

[@charliedempsey9049]

Reach out to the one family member and just talk to

[@heisman__]

I’ll be your friend! Honestly!

[@baruchungar1050]

It will get better it don't project this moment on other ones.

[@Jonathanfunes97]

I won't lie, I broke down crying while this was playing. I feel like a punching bag with no rest.

[@Cxrnballer]

Love the work that you’re doing Adam. Idk what going on in your life but I hope and pray that things workout for you! Keep working man keep your head up and good things will happen. Stay strong homie❤

[@adamemedia3139]

Apprecite it Jacob. I wish you all the best too :)

[@adamemedia3139]

Oh and more positive 'hopecore' videos coming soon haha

[@Cxrnballer]

@@adamemedia3139do you want to do KZbin full time or is this a hobby?

[@adamemedia3139]

@@Cxrnballer It would be great to do full time, these videos are a hobby but hard to find the time. So is the nature of the capitalist society.

[@oscarflores6367]

The problem with depression is when someone says just be normal or stop being sad. Well, how often do you know that feeling… it’s like being in a constant state of black cloud and then you have fun. But the fun’s gotta end, and then the “normal” is black cloud

[@Atisdel_Entertainment_Official]

I just want love. All my friends around me are in such wholesome and long lasting relationships. Nobody even bats an eye at me. My parents act like they love me. They lavish me in gifts to make up for what they lack. I just wanna be loved again...

[@cosmicjeon]

2023 im losing myself just because of this girl. my first heartbreak. of course i moved on, but this year im losing everyone. i dont know what went wrong, i have this odd empty feeling inside me whenever im in class when my friends who i usually hangs out with avoid me. im scared to ask them what i did wrong but im too scared to. i dont know what to do. i dont want to lose them but i wonder if they feel the same about it. i lost all motivation on school and im up all day even after school wasting my time playing games. man... 2024 doesnt feel real.

[@adamemedia3139]

Sounds like you need to go a bit easier on yourself and focus on you. Maybe take up some hobbies if you can. Something physical and something mental. They’ll help you both internally and externally. Hope things improve friend. Also if you think someone’s avoiding you just ask if they are. It’s no big deal you can make new friends, may want to anyway as it’s not cool to avoid people. Anyways it’s time to focus on you

[@alices_garden_xd]

My family loves me, I have friends, I live comfortably, but it isn’t enough anymore. I get into too many fights with my family, my friends never text me, or invite me to hang out, I’m always drained no matter what I do, i rarely go out in public because I view myself as dirty or unorganized and embarrassing, and when I do go out, it’s really heartbreaking to see others with friends, or family, or lovers, just having a good time, while I know that I’m going home tonight, getting an hour of sleep, and waking up the next morning just to it all over again. And it hurts really bad.

[@carsonwolfgram813]

This video is real but I can't come to cry I just conceal my emotions inside like always

[@Rome_Stark]

Happy New Years

[@adamemedia3139]

Happy New Years

[@legionprime7715]

I don’t even know my own story anymore. I have a story to tell but I don’t remember what’s real or not. What’s genuine and fake. I want to cry, but I know if I do I’ll be dead. I just can’t. I have soo much to tell but there’s just no one, let alone no coherence to whatever I’ve held in.

[@ignite-sensei2131]

bro I feel so bad watching this my life doesnt have meaning rn im 20 years old and my heart is aching.

[@UnderAgedTrader]

As a guy I know if man says “I’m fine” He is not fine. Make him feel loved.

[@powerflood51408]

I'M TRYING TO CUDDLE WITH ASTOLFO RIGHT NOW

[@mrrad2136]

Hehe at least it’s another day we just gotta keep on going 1 day at a time.

[@xlCritical]

Real

[@hmalik5232]

same shit different day

[@ethanfunaro1173]

yea 2024 will probably be my last year

[@BlakeToomey]

Keep going y’all don’t give up. The world cant bring you down now.

[@simonsamuel9235]

around 2019 someone i tought to be one of my best friends ghosted me and just told me "ur kinda anoying" before doing so, i legit think that since then i am not who i used to be... i used to go out with friends and scream shit at the top of my lungs or do dumb dances in public and now i either dont have the energy or feel like if i did that again others would judge me, i hate this new me so much...

[@marbleherogaming735]

Dont think avout it to much, dont give that fake friend unnececary energy. If they cant appreciate you as you are they were never really a trye friend. All the best to you ❤

[@Yoru-slashes]

When you feel it, just feel it. Don't loose it. Never.

[@1.21gigawatts2]

Remember fellas: one of the reasons why the suicide rate is so much higher is because women talk to each other, men don't. I don't know many many times I've been having a truly awful day and one of my female co-workers will come up to me and say "are you okay? you don't seem like yourself". My go to answer is always "yeah, I'm okay" or "yeah, I'm good".

[@papileche-]

1:41 came too soon for me. my mother had a routine surgery and they failed to monitor her oxygen which caused brain loss and the first time i talked to her she failed to recognize me as she only remembered a child version of me and when she has bad days im just a random stranger in her life which is the saddest thing ive had to get over. my way is my "mom" that i know is dead but we have to overcome and accept the reality. hope this helps someone out there if anyone does see this

[@thatunknownentity312]

Most of my loved ones are dead and i don’t even know if I can cry for the next. Crying for me is like losing something you’ve never had. I’ve lost all sense of emotion and I don’t even know who I am. I fear who I was and what I will be. Sometimes the best thing in life is to let go.

[@navruznazarbekov1246]

Hey man, I dont think there are a lot of people who can understand your pain (I dont either) and it sure sounds heavy. I just want you to know that everything will be alright in the end (surely after death).

[@XPSYCHOIZEDX]

To anyone struggling please keep going and try again, never give up please the world needs more love even if it hurts to give it, hurt people hurt more people, I hate myself too but remember to keep people around you that act like they care even if you don't believe them, or believe you deserve it, you have to help yourself to help others, just be there for others and love people, never stop loving please

[@Mori_UA]

When you want to do something life-threatening and reckless, but your future depends on a perfect mental health with no history.

[@_Tasukete_]

The whole imperfect speech that ended with grace killed me, I’m sorry watching this because I’m going through a hard time and my ex that I love was called grace, everything reminds me of her, why does everyone I love decide one day to hate me, why do I carry on.

[@Alsihfjdid]

I feel empty all the time. These videos make me cry. Nobody cares about us men.The only time we actually were happy was in our early childhood. If you were lucky. YELL, BE ANGRY, CRY, BE SAD, BE HELPLESS. Then use it to fight the system and maybe change something.

[@tomsbogdanovics3885]

thanx man, i woke up absolutely drained, physically and emotionally, and your videos helps me to zone and just do nothing, you got a sub and like from me. Have a nice day

[@psg9278]

Somehow I feel proud that I'm part of this community

[@speedygonsalesz]

USE THIS AS FUEL, USE YOUR SUFFERING AS FUEL TRANSMUTE YOUR PAIN. THERE IS NO OTHER WAY, BELIEVE IN YOURSELF DON'T QUIT I LOVE YOU

[@morkoblooper7991]

All I can say is (“Such is life” - Ned Kelly)

[@christophergenther3517]

I love the inclusion of The Onion clip in this cause it's obviously satire but at the same time it's satirising a real thing. That's the most extreme scenario imaginable for a man to remain composed - you would *not* _expect_ a man to behave that way but you wish _you_ could behave that way, and some people can brush off things that would paralyse you when you're straight up unwell

[@realhyrulesoverlord]

I was screaming and crying "Jump in after them!" watching that animation near the end. Some people just need someone to have the courage to dive in for them. I love you all. I wish I could be there for all of you.

[@FootlooseFishing]

i suffered severe depression in grade 12 and one of my buddies also did too (this whole men don't talk about their feelings stuff is nonsense in my opinion, all my friends tell each other everything intimately) anyway.. he told me he was on anti-depressants, he told me (what iexperienced too) that he felt so numb he blankly stared at a wall with 0 emotions for hours wondering why. I had the same experience. You become so numb to everything - not even anxiety can get u. Im better now cuz of peterson lol i hope everyone finds a role model to get better.

[@gapiyuustdgf98YOUISFJY]

I wish I had friends like yours, your one lucky man I wish you the best

[@FootlooseFishing]

@@gapiyuustdgf98YOUISFJY just be open man youd be surprised...

[@ebrahimakhalwaya2210]

I just had my firstborn two months ago, and I have a steady, good paying job and financial security. I have good friends and a loving family, and yet I am empty, I pity myself every day, and I sit and procrastinate. The worst part is that I am aware of all of this, and I am aware that I will be forgotten, I have done nothing in my life that I am proud of and yet I sit there everyday pitying myself and feeling completely empty. In my religion, we have a saying that everyone will mourn you until they leave the cemetery, then they talk about inheritance, and at best, you're remembered by one or two people in passing. I am so disillusioned by my life and future

[@hakeemabdul5262]

Salamun Alaikum brother, please read my entire comment. I felt the same way so I started learning more about Sunni Islam. I started researching hadith and was shocked to find the contradictory and abhorrent things written in Sahih Bukhari. I started doing more research and reading the Quran. Since the translations are corrupted heavily, I had to do this by learning the Arabic and going back to the lexicons and reflecting upon the verses. What I found was earth shattering. The five pillars of Islam are not at all what they say. There are no formalized rituals in the Deen. Allah SWT is against rituals and formalized religions, the only "deen" is Islam, which is peace making. Anyone can be a Muslim as long as they are a peacemaker, regardless of their religious affiliation. Ever since I learned this, my life has never had more purpose. Please make sincere dua to God to show you the truth when you read the Quran dear brother. Watch some videos from Haneefan KZbin channel. The reason we feel this way is because governments, society and religions have corrupted the meaning of life and we are not longer truly living. We are shackled with the chains of earning money to survive, consumerism, debt, slavery and religious obligations. We are the men that need to stand up and better society around us into a more tolerant yet just place. However, evolution starts with involution and we must first improve ourselves before we can improve anything else. God bless anyone reading this!

[@yowaimo820]

Same except all I know about is hatred, love is so damn foreign

[@Aeo1302]

I wake up doing work all day and get to bed to sleep and do it all again, I don't feel anything at all, but that said in this video that emotions are not real but reactions really hit me. I just realized that I am only living to survive but at what cost ?

[@jonathancoachman4912]

I don't know if I'll ever be enough. I strive for perfection even through everything that's happening. I don't think I'll ever find love in my life. I think of myself as a failure and a disappointment. I've never had any real connection with people. I feel disconnected in any social situation. I don't know if I will ever be enough for somebody, anybody. This is a cry, but one that will not be heard. I want more time with my mom, because I wake up every day not knowing if she will be there. Any call I receive from my parents, I pray it is not terrible news. I feel isolated, even though there are supportive people around me. I fear the future, and I always look back, always judging my past. What could I have done better? Who could I have been if I were better? I am always criticizing myself, and for what? I feel lost. I am left staring at my phone throughout the day, but not a single personal message to me from my so called friends. I don't want to reach out because I realize everyone has their own problems and life to take care of, so I will never push that on anyone. I just wish one of these days one of my friends would reach out of their own volition. A simple check up would be enough, but I have been waiting almost two decades for something like that. I will be stuck, perpetually waiting for a message that will never come. There is nothing for me to do, and no one to fish me out of the sludge we call life. This might be a cry, but one left to myself, and no one else. I will always have these feelings, but they will stay in the back recesses of my mind, never seeing the light of day. I don't know what to do, but I will continue moving forward, because there is nothing better to do.

[@KermittingWarcrimes]

25:53 That's pretty much not even possible these days.. just adds to it all, man

[@Randy-ub7vk]

You may see us but we are hollow inside

[@jamescanterbury8135]

It's been a rough ride through the years. I've struggled with my memories, my thoughts, they seemed to get aggressive sometimes, and Im overcome with all these emotions, and people just say, try to see the silver lining in life. I've been kicked aside from people who say they wanted to be in my life, and I just feel like I'm all alone with my problems. If I try to talk to people about it, and they just tell me to get over it. It's a very rough ride

[@Thedark32r35]

Every second every minute every hour I think of the girl I like but I can't tell her bc she has a bf. I'm scared of being called a weirdo bc I get bullied a lot and my friends aren't real friends and I know that they don't have my back. I feel like I need someone to just be there for me I have never hugged a girl I have never had a girlfriend. I feel like I will be alone forever I have one friend who texted me last night saying love u bro. I felt like someone actually cared about me we talked and I said "I have no rizz bro and u know that" and he said "u have to believe in yourself and be confident" btw the girl I like is his girlfriend and he knows that I like her and I know he is my true friend. I feel like...... I don't feel any more

[@Thedark32r35]

i might kms but I'm scared

[@Ben-tf7yl]

​@@Thedark32r35same bro, I'm scared to after death,what if there's hell? Or what if after I died, I'll suffer in hell forever? Man I wanna kms to be in peace not in suffering,ihms very much,I don't wanna live anymore bro

[@AlienFan25]

As cringe as it sounds I had depression for about 7 years throughout my last years of highschool. Idk if you're in highschool or not. But regardless if it means anything. Look for another. Who isn't already taken. Let's say you "steal" them from him. Well, what if that happens to you in the future. How loyal is the person for you. It's better in the long terms to find someone "meant" for you. Ending yourself just brings people pain after you left. Even if they didn't know you. Just hearing someone dying, affects people..I don't know if this helped or maybe I should change mind on typing this. But just saying, I took time to help. Shouldn't that mean something?

[@Skyclouds-g1l]

I am watching corecore for the past 2 hours and there’s no notification.

[@Imashork]

Thanks for this , i been struggling with uni and my relationship for the past 2 3 months . I have lost alot of important people in my life , i dont know how far i can grind through this , but i will try my best

[@Drizzydrew122]

Keep going

[@truescale412]

If you are thinking of ending things, im right there with you. We are in this together, you aren't alone in your suffering. I pray in a year those who read this will still be here with me. I love all of you.

[@albinocatfish9132]

I used to beat myself on the head until I could not anymore in secret without telling anyone. Nobody I know has been informed about it and thankfully I have stopped

[@kiaramuniz9752]

I broke down crying in front of my friends one night and they just sat there in silence and listened, i dont know if the silence is what i needed or if i needed someone to speak up and talk to me about it

[@TheScarredWoIf]

The phrase "I'm fine" can hold so much weight to it and the only people who recognize when it's just a cover are those who have tried to use it themselves or those that have dealt with people in this state of mind before. Honestly I'm glad I've gone through and am going through my own times of hardship because it makes you a better person in the end and gets you a new perspective, so you can help those people also going through things. Someone who has never experienced hardship will have no clue what to say to someone who is experiencing it.

[@JacobAbramowski-r7j]

Same here I I feel lost and depressed I cry for no reason I know that feeling been dealing with it for years now

[@NevartRennug]

My grandpa told me as a kid while i was sad to "fake it till i make it" i assume whats how he lived.

[@NevartRennug]

I forgot i typed this. Still faking it !

[@NevartRennug]

He died of a heart attack

[@CalebSeeman-tq6lu]

We my friends are trees. Depression is a lumber jack. People who are broken were once a great mighty tree that were cut down by depression. But fall trees can still plant new seeds. Gods plan is still in Motion Just keep believing for a little longer DONT GIVE UP

[@danmaryan9555]

Don’t let this bring you down it’s all a trap keep going don’t let this be it it’s worth making it to tomorrow keep going

[@Menaclng.]

i need more corecore. Relatability, i cant stay thinking im alone mane. More

[@roninanderson2494]

I’m 14 male and buried my dog last week I still can’t wrap my head around it I can’t believe I buried my best friend. My dad killed him self when I four. My grandpa died from gangrene and my other grandpa died from cancer my only real father figure I had to watch slowly die. My uncle died from liver failure. I don’t think I’ve felt happiness since I can remember. I feel dead like whatever I do I will always feel nothing.

[@manbha6817]

be the father u never had for ur kids

[@dirtygeazer9266]

You know it's bad when your chest feels like it's got bricks on it

[@alovax1994]

There exists no goals- no hopeful future No ‘escape’ through happiness to the next brief moment of time What we live is eternal And you escape it not by turning your cheek away But by staring at it till it hurt no longer

[@Casperthefriendlyghost-tx4nq]

Life is a precious gift, even when it feels like the weight of the world is too much to bear. I never fully understood just how fragile and valuable life was until I lost a friend to suicide. They were someone I cared about deeply, someone I thought would always be there, and their passing shattered me. It was a moment that left me feeling like I was falling into a deep, dark abyss, unsure of how to climb out. The grief was unbearable, and the loss felt like a wound that would never heal. In the months that followed, I found myself slipping into a place where I, too, questioned whether life was worth living. There were moments I felt overwhelmed by the pain of it all, by the memories, by the emptiness. I thought about following the same path my friend had taken, because the darkness felt too heavy to carry on my own. But something kept me going. Maybe it was a glimmer of hope, or maybe it was the love I had for the people still in my life, but deep down I knew I couldn’t give up. What helped me most during those times was the reminder that Jesus loves me, and that His love is the constant, unshakable force that can carry us through even the darkest moments. His love never fails, never gives up on us, no matter how far we may fall or how lost we may feel. Jesus’ love is the light that shines in the darkness, the hope when there seems to be none. It’s the truth that no matter how hopeless life might seem, there is always a way through, always a reason to keep going. What I learned from losing my friend is that pain is real, and sometimes it feels like it will never end. But it doesn't have to define us. We have the power to reach out, to connect, to love and be loved, to heal and grow. It’s easy to think that the world is too much to handle, that the struggles are too great to overcome, but I can tell you from experience that it *does* get better. Even when you don’t feel it. Even when you’re sure it won’t. Life is worth living because there is always something beautiful on the other side of the pain. There is joy, laughter, love, and moments of peace waiting for you if you just hold on, even when it feels like you can't. To anyone reading this who feels like they can’t keep going, I want you to know that *you* are loved. Your life has value beyond measure. You matter more than words can express. It may feel like the darkness will never lift, but trust me when I say that there is light waiting for you. There is hope, and there are people who care deeply about you. And if you feel alone, remember that Jesus is always there, always ready to help you find your way through the storm. He will never leave you. You are never alone. No matter how difficult life gets, *don't give up*. You’re stronger than you realize, and you are capable of overcoming more than you ever thought possible. Every breath you take is a testament to the strength within you. Keep fighting, keep reaching out, and above all, keep believing in the beauty of life, even when it’s hard to see. Your story is still being written, and there is so much more ahead of you than you can imagine. Life is worth living-because you are worth it.

[@jakovkresic7570]

The Lord is always with you guys, He always loves you

[@jacobosullivan2018]

Amen Brother!!!!

[@Midnightcotton121]

the only world im happy in is my dreams even my realistic lucid dream night mares where it feels like im dying. but never will i be happy in this world

[@Kisstherapy]

The ending is a nice touch

[@alejandrootazu1837]

It's crazy having to wake up everyday when you don't have a reason to live

[@codyprince8936]

I used to pray that i wouldn't wake up in the morning.

[@LyteRetro]

One day it will happen so just let go already. Let go of the stress and angst. Just live your life man, live it like you're already dead and don't let anything stop you.

[@local_senpai512]

We are glad you are still here man. Keep living and keep fighting and when your time comes have no regrets.

[@GarrettFerns-zl5er]

I still do

[@JerveePang]

Listening to this to fall asleep, crying until I fell asleep. I dont want to wake up anymore.

[@mariolopez627]

Every day you wake up is another gift. Tomorrow isn’t promised. Don’t let the monotony convince you otherwise. I love you all. From someone you’ve never met.

[@ChaoticHellHoundYT]

I just feel lost like im left wandering the void of my depression,worthlessness & not being good enough for anyone like but i have to keep painting this smile on my face but my paint is starting to run out No matter how much i do change im stuck with me & i hate myself its also hard for someone like me to feel like they desereve love & friends i dont desevere love or friends im just gonna be a forgotten part of someones memory

[@Penguin2791]

I’m at the lowest of low in my life. It sucks and I can’t wait for it to get better. But it’s these fights with ourselves that develop us most and for that, I’m grateful.

[@GilgameschUruk]

Me too. I think some things you just have to cry out.

[@senorshreddied3992]

Things will get better. Just gotta make the choice when it comes to it.

[@PunyUmbrella]

Y'know I had a point in my life when I was feeling down for hours a day, it stops, but then its starts again, I felt like no one wanted me, the only support I've had are mostly from my family, and few friends from school, I've always been one to make few friends, I always try to think positive, but I'm an only child and have nobody to talk to except people online, or my mom, and I've never been one to open up about my problems, not even to my family, I always try to push back my tears, because no matter what I'll always get laughed at, Ive always been bullied, and I always hope for that to change, but it never does, I don't want to wait just to get accepted into society, I have friends that accepted me, and it just feels like bit by bit I'm losing myself trying to fit in, and nobody accepts me, i feel like the only people there for me is my family, and moving and switching to home school, it kinda just makes it a tiny bit worse, It kinda makes me feel lonely, like all my friends gone, moving grade by grade, all without me, I had one friend I knew for years, we never hung out much, but we talked sometimes, on the last day of school, I came back to class, after getting all my teachers signatures, and I was already half crying, my friend was in the hallway, crying, I went to check on him, and he looked at me a told me "I have to move", what made that even worse was that he and I have been in the school since kindergarten and knew each other since 1st grade, and, he needed a hug, so I gave him that, and it felt different, I'm not used to hugging people not in my family, most of the hugs I've ever given were to my mom, and I don't think ill ever forget that, sometimes I wish I had the confidence to talk to people and be all happy but, its just not there, the many times I have been happy It's only been with my family, friends, or just a game, and, one day, my mom told me that, when I was a kid, and she was stressed sitting on the ground, I came up to her, and just gave her a hug, no words, just a hug, and sometimes, i feel like I need a hug sometimes, my only choice to make friends is online, but, are they really friends, I try keeping touch with people, but many of my school friends didn't have any contact, so now I'm stuck, all alone, but I keep telling myself I can push through, but that's so hard to do, and its not like I don't have have a loving mother, its just.. like, never mind, and I look back at the world and think to myself, what has the world become, I try remembering things that happened back during COVID and don't remember anything that happened, and think about the things I missed out on, and how the world has grown, and the only things keeping my happy over long periods, are funny KZbin videos and game, and sometimes I think to myself, do I want to commit, and I tell myself no, but even though I'm the one saying that, I never know if its true, I just want to go to a normal school, it's not like home school is bad, but I just want to talk to people, or try at the very least, I've played games and I try making friends in there, but I don't know how to approach someone, not even through text chat, and I've spent so long trying to hold back tears, that its so hard to cry, I'm not even a guy, but it just feels like I'm being weak, and if I cry I feel like I'm going to be laughed at, If someone asked me if I was okay, when I cried in public, I never said a word, not even when an adult or teacher asked me, I just sat there quiet, crying, I was in this, Minecraft server, and everyone was nice, and eventually, I broke down while playing and, someone on the server noticed and told me, to stay strong, and try not to care about what other people say, and never commit, that was the only time i have ever had someone say something like that, and he cared, I didn't even know him, but he still cared about me, and to him I was just a random Minecraft player in a server, and now I'm just writing a comment on a KZbin video pouring it all out, for a whole hour. Trying to be positive all time is tiring, to all the men, and women feeling down in anyway, just cry it out, don't let society pressure you, crying is the only way.

[@vbag42]

0:40 what's this from?

[@Whodatt88]

Pretty sure it’s post secret

[@PanchoVilla98]

No matter who you are or where you’re at in life just know I believe in you. There is a purpose for your life. Harness the negative and use that to motivate yourself. Love yourself. Be as great as you can to yourself, for yourself. And when you learn to love yourself everything will piece together. I promise.

[@loganmontgomery1955]

I'd like to start off by saying that what I am about to share will offend some people, some people won't understand it, or try to understand it, and some people won't even read it. I know that you feel alone, I know what it's like to have that burden where nobody cares about you. I know what it's like to have no real friends. And I know what it's like to want to die or to disappear. You might be watching this video because no one else understands or cares, but you're wrong. YOU ARE WRONG. I care. I understand. And I didn't get through any of my problems alone. I felt alone, sure. I didn't have any friends to talk deeply to about how I was or anything, but I was not going through any of that alone. I am loved more deeply and more surely than I can understand. More than any of my failures and more than any person can love me, I am loved by God. And you are too. This is where many of you will stop reading, and if that is you, then I wish you well and I hope you find your way in life, but if you are still reading I want you to know that despite how you feel, or how much your life fucking sucks, there is a hope and a truth and a way that will fix everything. Not immediately. Life will still suck ass, but you are not alone. Not alone. reach out to God, just talk to him, he is there and he understands. Man I promise you that. I can promise you with everything that I have that this is the truth. I've tried everything to be happy. This is the truth.

[@shapirodeadking5012]

Amen.

[@local_senpai512]

I love you guys all of you. We may not be brothers or ever even know each other but that doesn’t matter. We aren’t perfect but we can all care about each other and pick each other up. I love you guys. ❤

[@samwalter3646]

I reckon half of these views are from me.

[@Lamabott2234]

Allow me to join you?

[@anthonyr8253]

This was a good one. Thanks for the feelings. Needed it.

[@tommyreusse3858]

3:00 what movie is this?

[@gabrielmarble3888]

Movie is called stronger

[@ox1dyz961]

You didn’t need to put the sky king as the first clip.. I’m already crying and I’m 20 seconds in