S05 Ep01: Do You Have a Rejection Mindset?

[@ladydonna37]

Listening to this while eating breakfast & now cannot eat because cannot stop crying.... when you talked about remembering a time when you felt loved, I was searching my memories & remembered how a friend years ago helped me when I was literally losing my mind. She took me to her home & made potato soup because she knew how the brain chemicals are affected by certain foods etc... she knew exactly how to interact with me. She didn't try to 'fix me' she just let me rest in her home & as I am remembering how kind she was to me at a time when I was so in need.... I cannot stop crying.... it's like I'm seeing it for the first time for what it was & this was in 1999.... yet it's like I never fully received her love & kindness until today... this is so odd. I also see God's hand in what she did for me & feel He was loving me through her. I must have had all this blocked inside but it's releasing today. So thanks again for making these videos. I for one, have been touched.

[@marktdejesus]

Such a great story of your journey! The power of love and nurture!

[@angelamurphy75]

Yes- you just got a part of you healed! Wonderful. ❤

[@veronicayoung-rk4jj]

@@ladydonna37 This is so beautiful to hear. Is not God such a God of surprises, in how He saved this memory that you had all along for this very moment and then gave you the grace to really enter into it. I am so glad that you found Him there. What a special friend you had.

[@julielarson430]

THANK YOU!!!😢🙏♥️✝️🙏 I just found your channel 3 days ago and I’ve been binge watching thanking Jesus that you’re on here here!!! Every video helps me so much to work through all of my Sadness sadness and regret over being a single mom and leaving my children to work and go to college……..You’re helping me find a way to love myself and have a closer relationship with the Lord………

[@iw9338]

As a recovering people pleaser, i find it difficult when I make a mistake or trusting anyone. Im the 10th kid, crippled until my parents could afford for me to get braces. Every time I stood up for myself I got in trouble. my older siblings think its ok to talk down to me. One of my mantra's is I don't fit in. I had a very harsh inner critic & outer critic, one being my grandmother & the outter being my siblings. Wow God is doing a number in me. WHewwwww. He does love me warts and all.(still learning this).

[@amandolavida1569]

I W yes, he loves you, and I love you too!

[@nyokabigsby5205]

Absolutely, just know he loves you unconditionally, little by little he will set you free❤. I've strugged with understanding what God says about me and what family and parents have said about me as well

[@veronicayoung-rk4jj]

It is hard to even hear your word’s because of how sad it is to me that you did not know your beloved state before your Heavenly Father. Funny how my heart can feel it in such a deep way without even knowing you and yet how it can also struggle to know and feel it for myself.

[@empressona]

Mark, You have one of the most powerful ministries here on YT. Every video you have on resonates with me profoundly! Thank you for allowing God to use you. God bless you for helping us get free!

[@writeousrhema]

God brought this video to my attention this morning. Needed it. "I don't feel loved. I gotta do something."

[@lylameri9082]

I deal with rejection sensitivity. What taught me the most, was experiencing total discard by my husband. Now I know, to my core, that I can survive it. Nothing can touch God’s acceptance of me.

[@reneeb.dandridge6522]

So proud of you! You are valuable , validated and accepted in the beloved , His love is perfect! You can definitely survive on that truth

[@timoteovon3958]

Yesterday, I prayed for wisdom because I didn't know what to do and today God brought this , you and your ministry,into my life. Thank you.

[@marktdejesus]

So glad!

[@latoyiab79]

My 'feeling rejected, God where are you' Google search led me to Mark's book "Exposing the Rejection Mindset". That had me curious about Mark, which brought me to KZbin. I needed this. Things work out for the greater good. I am almost 40. I need to overcome this issue of rejection. Omg! Almost to the end. This is so me. Thank you God for listening and yet again pointing me into the right direction 🙏

[@Brian-rs4ug]

This video is spot on! The Roots of Rejection come up in so many diffrent ways. Its easy to project our own “stuff” on other people rather than take personal responsibility for issues. Not an easy “pill” to swallow for many of us. We attract others into our life that are as emotionally healthy as we are. As we grow, develop and allow Gods love into our heart (this takes time) we attract healthier friends and walk in more joy and peace.

[@lamonthamilton667]

This is happening to me Now!! I have several pastors who are in various cities nationwide but we through visitation have become friends over several years and I Appreciate them now through tragedy I am in Kentucky again but this time my fight is with me letting go and me being Honest with me and it's actually working out for a change. And now I have You. I see most of your videos are 3-5 years old where have I been. With grace for you all, Hamilton.

[@walkrespect1953]

Thank you, just got here..never felt loved by God..felt rejected..had self loathing and called it humility

[@roseb9819]

Wow this is great, I didn't realize how deep rejection was in my life. At work and my relationship I struggle to be my authentic self

[@phatmike8401]

Ty. So much more could be said. I trust it will sufficient to say that u have given me the truth. I am just beginning to muster the courage to begin the process of healing. I am 57 years old.

[@amywalsh4006]

This is a huge blessing. Thank you. I want everyone to get hold of this and kick rejection to the curb! It is a jerk!

[@wastingtimeonyoutube.]

I have been struggling very badly since I was little. I am now in my late 30s. Recently I've discovered, that I've been battling with toxic shame, rejection, condemnation & guilt. In all my life, I've NEVER heard any other Christian talk about this topic in such a calm, loving & non condemning, non shaming kind of way. You guys are not blaming or pointing a finger at the people who are struggling. It feels like you care deeply & understand 100%.

[@paulagonzalez1721]

Wow. This video is amazing. Thank you for sharing this with others. So many of us have a hard time experiencing God's love because of this. May God bless you for this.

[@marktdejesus]

Thank you so much Paula!

[@blonde.angelk]

Paula vos sos la misma chica del canal "Cristianos contra el narcicismo"? si no sos vos..son super parecidas🙉

[@paulagonzalez1721]

Hola Angie. Siiiiii. Soy yo. 🖐️ Tienes buen ojo. 😉

[@blonde.angelk]

@@paulagonzalez1721 🙉Dios te Bendiga Hermosa😊🌸 me has ayudado muchisímo con tus videos. Te mando un abrazo apapachador desde Argentina💗

[@marktdejesus]

@@blonde.angelk No he oído hablar de ese canal.

[@iw9338]

I found many Christians don't want to be real about their hurting hearts.

[@amandolavida1569]

I W yes, because some of us don’t feel safe, we have been so betrayed and bullied by the very same people we once trusted, that we have decided to open our hearts to God the Father only, to avoid being stoned, among other reasons.

[@bluekloudwalker5468]

for real.....opened up just a little to fellow sisters today ....and they laughed at me :( nobody cares, i'm so lonely

[@amandolavida1569]

Blue Kloudwalker I do care, I know there are people like that, but those of us that have been hurt and healed by the Lord have the grace to understand and love others as they are hurting and struggling. I’m here for you.

[@latoyiab79]

@@bluekloudwalker5468 I was crying out to God this morning how it's hard going through rejection or issues alone. I know how you feel. Cry out yet no one truly care to listen. I don't know you but if you ever need someone to really listen and pray with you please reach out to me.

[@SaraFJones]

What’s the point. Even he tells you to figure it out you have the power of God in you! Don’t always even look to God to deliver you, you figure it out! You’re only allowed to share it once and then you better figure it out! 😂 or you are in a victim mindset!

[@oliviag9271]

I have realized that I have huge rejection issues. Especially with men. I didn't know my dad until I was 30 & he died 2 yrs ago. So I feel I didn't get enough time. I isolate to avoid getting hurt. When I'm hurt by someone I use drugs to numb the pain. I'm a mess! This is going to be a journey! Thank God for your ministry! I left my church because I was condemned. I know I need help. 😔

[@chineduuzoma4379]

I trust you have found help in God's love. My regard

[@grace1672]

Hope you are better I can sympathize I struggle as well. 🤍

[@veronicayoung-rk4jj]

I am sorry to hear that you were condemned for that was the opposite of why Jesus founded His church. We are all sinners just in different ways and at different times and we all desperately need Jesus and Gos visible body of His church on earth. You were not meant to struggle alone for satan wants to keep you isolated so that you cannot experience God’s love through others and come to healing. Please consider trying other church’s knowing that this is your right as a child of God. If any others reject you, do not make it personal about you but rather acknowledge the truth of the sinfulness of humanity and as a result of their inability to love as Jesus does. Do not stop trying. God will reward your perseverance for He has many faithful children who have taken the time to allow Him to replace their hearts of stone with His pure and holy heart and it is they whom He will use to walk with you on your journey into His healing heart. I send you a hug from deep within my heart and soul where Jesus lives. Know that He and His love is already with you. Praying that you can finally be able to see and feel enough to receive it.

[@lamonthamilton667]

First my friend Give God a Chance then people who can be TRUSTED after time let others earn your trust and you theirs . Now start reading Romans 8 daily then all of Romans daily, time with yourself with God allows you to see His help in you. You are loved so start guarding your heart with Philippians 4-4-9. Has helped me a lot.

[@crashkahuna]

I had a huge rejection experience the other day and prayed to understand why it keeps happening which leads to isolation. Today I found this video so thank you. I'm just learning to pray and hadn't thought to ask Father to show me love and be able to receive.

[@lamonthamilton667]

When people Don't feel or sure enough to trust people to speak about their lives because pride and fear runs our lives. But thank God He loves us and helps us through when we drag our feet 🐾 in the Sand.12/29/24 my pastor just preached a great message out of Judges 6) today about Rejection.

[@reneeb.dandridge6522]

God I am praying for the DeJesus family, Blessed them beyond measure, beyond their beliefs! Lord I pray you send them $5million USD because that’s how valuable this information is

[@Kndzu]

Oh my God! I cannot believe that it took me so long to discover this channel but I am so glad I am here now. Thank you so much!!!!! I feel I can breathe

[@JedStevens1234]

Mark and Melissa : you 2 are awesome ! Mark what you just said turned a light bulb on in me . I have rejection issues but you said “ it’s all about being kind to yourself.” Yes , no matter what we are dealing with , kindness to ourselves is the key . I can already feel a difference , just in this short time of being kind to myself .

[@aprilrose2389]

So profound, it made me break down in tears...Related to her testimony 💯 Beautiful reflections! Thank you!!!

[@marktdejesus]

So glad it was helpful!

[@allarahmcmullin3917]

God bless you both. I’m so blessed to have found this KZbin video.

[@Wawa-kn8sd]

I LOVE UR CHANNEL ALL TGE VIDEOS ARE SOOOOO RELEVANT AND SOOOOOO DETAILED AND ON POINT!! I AM SOOOOO BLESSED TO HAVE FOUND U

[@andrewtesti]

Thank you so much! Your videos have been so encouraging! I pray the Lord will continue to restore me and that I may receive His love and grace!

[@marktdejesus]

I pray that too for you Andrew!

[@adriennecottrell387]

I’ve been like gorge watching you guys. I really really understand where you’re coming from and it’s so refreshing because the churches do not teach this you know and that’s why there’s so many hurting mean evil Christians. I really appreciate your channel. I like the flow between you and your wife it’s awesome and I get it.

[@Thankful305]

Just watched 10 min of this and you ARE SO right on, Mark and Melissa! A protective self ~ funny how revealing this is, when you realize this is what people are doing with their (bad) behavior all the time. Being vulnerable can sometimes open you up to being attacked ~ like being truthful (Will finish watching the rest this evening)! Thanks for opening up your comments section ♥ ************************* Loved this... Great points! And Melissa when you add to what Mark says, it completes the convo bringing more clarity. Keep sharing ... keep yeilding to the Holy Spirit...WE need this content !

[@ChosenDeeDee]

Just discovered your channel and so far I’ve learned a lot as I work though some things in my own life. Thank you🙏🏾

[@MrsGJBotha]

So amazing. Graciously thanking God for the messages He gives us to set us free. You guys are amazing. God bless

[@ZiggyLu-og3zp]

Great channel guys! Thank you. Your videos are helping a lot. God bless you both.

[@marktdejesus]

Thanks so much!

[@darcyd2680]

Guys, you are such a big blessing for me, you cannot even imagine. Thank you so much❤

[@adrianux1]

Oh my! I've been watching your videos and every one of them is talking directly to my heart. Just on time, thank you very much and thank you for letting God use You!

[@julietreagus7043]

Oh this is such a blessing,finally pastors that will talk about the real stuff of life.. its a blessing to know that The Father loves me regardless.. still have to walk it out... daily... Lol... regardless

[@MsGroovalicious]

Huge!! Love the theme concept!

[@MsHopeify]

Just found your channel. So good! God bless you both in Jesus' name.

[@marktdejesus]

So glad thank you!

[@juliecamechis1737]

As a daughter of a pedophile who rejected me throughout childhood, i came to find out as an adult that he only liked little boys, and my uncle and son were only 2 of his many victims. No justice served here… This is a huge subject-thank you both-i needed this❤

[@lorisullivan327]

Lots of gems in this - I’m going to share and listen again.. and again... annnnnnddd again... 😊

[@marktdejesus]

So glad to know that! Thanks for tuning in Lori!

[@lorisullivan327]

@@marktdejesus I love you guys 💙💙💙

[@annamc8228]

I love you all. Thank you for sharing this awesome content.

[@maryannkinley5802]

❤this was me. Im so thankful for this

[@samdung5630]

Also watch Leif Hetland. He talks about a major supernatural experience he had called the Baptism of Love. He totally experienced God's love in a major deep way, but he says you have to learn to live in that.

[@debbyhathcock4556]

This is just what I need! I will be listening to all these. On a side note: Melisa you are Kristen Wig's twin!!

[@ThrivingWithGaylaDGaia]

Awesome guys!! You really voiced soooo much that it's really helpful here. God bless you guys

[@marktdejesus]

Thanks so much Gayla!

[@marianmears5179]

I was going through stuff with people 😕 and as I was listen to video know I know that I have a rejection mindset....this truth is awesome.Thank you both ❤

[@iyanttahowellmd]

I sooooo love this content!! It’s like getting therapy on demand ❤

[@perfectly_imperfectGDGRL]

I purchased your book Exposing the Rejection Mindset and thought I would follow along with your videos in parallel to reading.

[@debifambro1039]

WOW I see it now... at least I think so. I think I'm still carrying my mother's fear of rejection and her shame. Triggers drive me crazy -obsessive thinking.

[@imachristian2]

Yes hate those triggers

[@jewishbride5010]

I believe I deserve to be loved and I bind to hell every desire being bothered by rejection of the wrong and false people, while binding to hell every desire to think I will be rejected by the right people, in accordance with this whole message and job 22:28 in the name and blood of Jesus Christ, amen and hallelujah!

[@tainatui9265]

Thank you! It is really helpful! I need it so much

[@angelajackson3258]

I'm so new to your messages. Here in 2024, I'm getting caught up to date. I'm receiving such revelation about myself.

[@mariaa.falconn]

You guys are amazing. This has blessed me so much 🙏🏻

[@abemontes2518]

I'm so screwed up that I can barely shed tears anymore. I feel emotionally numb. What if the Spirit of God doesn't really dwell in me? I'm constantly wondering if I'm a real christian or not. I'm scared everyday, i wonder if I'm just deceiving myself. My wife is a wonderful christian woman and I feel like a spiritual loser. Man, blessed are those who are full of joy in the Lord.

[@taneebeasley6942]

🙏🏽

[@jessicalove143]

I’m so thankful for your wife! I can totally relate!

[@Tyrus919]

Wow this is illuminating 🙏🏽

[@MrsBabyPet]

Bought your book and ready to get started! 😁

[@Projectparenthood_]

Sooo good ! Love you guys !

[@marktdejesus]

Thanks so much!

[@justbeyoualways8210]

I know i have many issues but i didnt make it specifically and take time to make it a name Thankyou for this

[@janeyd5280]

I struggle with rejection and the rejection of my children and grandchildren. xx

[@latoyiab79]

Praying things have improved since you've posted this.

[@yuan1630]

Praying for you ❤

[@Darren-sn4ki]

Yes I do but I also have a narcissistic family dysfunctional family and legalism and religious trauma

[@MargaretHeuer]

Thank you for this 😊

[@TommasoLucaSanna]

Praise God the Father!!

[@milyt1439]

My whole Christian life I haven't felt loved by God. I work and work. Never thought rejection was so powerful. I know im def rejection mindset. So how do we change this?

[@marktdejesus]

I wrote a book on the subject you can check out. Markdejesus.com we will also continue to talk about this subject.

[@milyt1439]

@@marktdejesus thank you for your response. Im greatful for a book that shows how to tackle this, unfortunately a lot of Christian books tells us about what the issue is but not gow to tackle it. Thank you so much. Which book is it? The name

[@marktdejesus]

@@milyt1439 markdejesus.com/exposing-the-rejection-mindset/ Exposing the Rejection Mindset

[@anotherdavidc]

Thank you for elaborating on this.

[@rainyjazz9849]

Its just so so so so so helpful!

[@lynnv8501]

Question: Background first and to the point: My parents were both alcoholics, one a narcissist. I've been through 2 divorces, realizing now when looking back and processing the mess of my relationships that I was ill equipped in my younger years to even chose rightly the correct person to be in a relationship with, which set the relationships up for failure. Both husbands were unfaithful, the first re-married, the second hasn't but lives a lascivious life. I feel 2 things: 1. Sad because I am disqualified from remarrying, and 2. Sad because I really was set up for failure because of my upbringing, and will (likely) never love and be loved in a marriage like what God had designed it to be. (I think being in a loving relationship was stolen from me.) How shall I process this and not have a rejection mindset? Is there even such a thing?

[@marktdejesus]

I find there are many layers of allowing God to heal rejection roots in our life. It takes time and patience to let love have a deep work. Growing up with alcoholics or narcissists will shatter our references for love, which take time to heal. The good news is that God's mercy and love is new this morning to meet you where you are to take the next step.

[@lynnv8501]

@@marktdejesus right. I'm morning deeply the loss of love. Hopefully I voiced myself well enough so that you see my point, which is, biblically speaking I shall not remarry. Which adds a certain level of pain. The unloved become unlovable. I know Jesus breaks the chains for indeed He has. But I shall not have a husband again. This has serious implications.

[@lynnv8501]

@Lexie It's very hard to not do what your subconscious mind is trained to do. I hope you don't mind me giving you advice, but I may never talk to you again. I have only one chance with you to try to make it so that you don't fall into the traps like I did. If I had to do it over again, I would not only walk with God daily, abide in His word, but I would go to church so that the chances of meeting the wrong people would be slimmed down, as I am sure there are narcissists there too. Then I would by all means get marital counseling before marrying, and never give out sex to get love. Last thing I would do is not give of my time or money unless someone proved themselves to me first. I know there's more, but this is a start. I did EVERYTHING wrong, and am paying the price now. Satan kills, steals, and destroys. This is what you want to be on the watch out for, because he'll do it to you too.

[@erikasimone_]

this was an amazing teaching! God bless

[@lisamaylittleflocker8602]

Subscribed. Thank you ❤️

[@Tabby.cat2]

Good information, thanks!

[@izi.z2384]

How about a counselor who asks you dis-empowering questions such as "do you feel depressed or anxious" about xyz or "are you disappointed" that xyz "does it make you feel let down" when you weren't even thinking that or feeling anything on that heavy a level on the spectrum. And am starting to notice a pattern of this type of questions or similarly statements made by this "counselor." I protest respectfully and get an apology but seems still to no avail. At first i was just feeling very confused about all of this. Now I am starting to think that continuing to converse and share with this person is not good for my health and well being.

[@lorenlohrke1767]

You have a really good voice

[@JNS1972]

Could part of the problem be that what we believe is what we receive? If we believe we are always going to broken then we will be. It becomes our expectation instead of being complete in Him as the word says.

[@ForhisGlory-rb6os]

Root of prevention to break through- rejection! - easy to deny - lots of layers of rejection, our lens! Be kind to yourself! - it’s process oriented! No easy quick - love is who god is, who I am - god changes us via relationships, rejection take root Wherever love hasn’t taken work- rejection invades! Distort love, or block it! Aspect you need to operate from! Gotta put on a presentation! - gotta deal with root! Not symptom! Father relationships! Distorted Don’t feel loved, feel they need to get in Bible to get closer, or be heavily busy! Pressure to put on something: rejection! Don’t need that to be loved!

[@ForhisGlory-rb6os]

“Can you easily experience gods unconditional love on a ongoing basis? Feel and experience. Not just knowing! - loved, accepted, approved of by your father in heaven! - god didn’t do the hurt, sinful people, enemy did! - god immersions us in certain themes! - god was not problem, your not problem, “These people aren’t gonna like me, there gonna hurt me” - rejection identification

[@ForhisGlory-rb6os]

How do you go about being loved in the first place? Do you have to accomplish something? Etc?

[@sharonbruyere9488]

Mark I am on a journey where I realized how much I push love away. I will put up walls by being judgemental or not being or seeing lovingly towards my husband. I have had sexual trauma when young as well as an absent father and not much nurturing growing up. A lot of dysfunction. I love my husband but have realized in a sickness awakening that I wasn’t being a truly loving wife in thought and action. I just started Christian therapy but am wondering if this is a pattern that you have seen healed. I know it is a heart issue and not knowing the love of my father. Not truly loving myself because of deep shame and guilt. It is a lot!!!

[@CHRISTISKING4ALL]

Grateful for you both

[@meenakumar9543]

Fantastic

[@mariovasquez7672]

I have live with rejection from my father then people like girls when I was looking for a girlfriend But I was never good enough, I was never good enough for my dad, the only person who I felt he love me was my best friend but now that I don’t have him in my life I been trying to find that love in other men and it turn into homosexuality, now I can’t stop seen men attractive, now I can’t see God as a good father because of my father figure and because my attraction, I been living feeling rejected by God because I’m not a good Christian and I’m “gay”

[@Angela-BlessedofGod]

I pray you were able to receive deliverance and healing, have found that love you desire from a Father, in God and are free from homosexuality.

[@kchannel4299]

Love your hair girl 💗

[@tonypino5415]

Its finally happened. I hit my breaking point. I feel like my mom did when she started EMDR. Edit: Just to elaborate when my mom started EMDR therapy it was UGLY. She was a total basket case.

[@ms181]

We may be designed for love, but I'm pretty sure we don't DESERVE it. Deserving implies effort or performance that merits reward, i.e., love.

[@alexgberg1991]

Give love out if love it is not received get it from god and give it back out again

[@darcyd2680]

Thank you. I have a question. In the beginning you were saying that you wanted to make a video in "generational imprinting" or something like that?

[@confidentmama8328]

Hi Mark and Melissa! Thank you so much for all the content you provide. It is much appreciated! Question - I am reading through your book Exposing the Rejection Mindset. I just read chapter 15 about authority figures, and how you wrote about not seeing change until you humbled yourself under the authority of authority figures/pastors/seasoned people. I am on a journey of overcoming anxiety, OCD type thinking, and this caused anxious thinking to rise up, as I currently feel like I’m in an area of my life where I feel like I’m being pruned. I don’t have many close people to my life, authority figures/seasoned people that I need to humble myself to. I attend a church: it is very clique-y, and it seems hard to develop relationships with anyone unless you’re “in”. Please tell me I can still see breakthrough and change in my life!

[@marktdejesus]

Hi Courtney, if you are feeling anxious or OCD about it, don't do anything. My heart is to encourage people to welcome healthy leadership input, but don't allow pressure to accuse you or condemn you if its not avaialble right now. I know what you are feeling. God knows your heart and that you want to welcome great relationships. Be at peace, knowing you are in process.

[@confidentmama8328]

Mark DeJesus Thank you! I want more than anything to walk through these issues and overcome. Your material has been so beneficial! I think sometimes I assume all the information applies to me right now, when that may not be the case which in turn fuels anxiety/wrong kinds of thinking. In my journey, I am currently learning to receive God’s love - not performing for it, or having to do anything to achieve it.. and to be grounded in my identity as a daughter of God, which will all cast out fear. Bless you and Melissa!! It is such a relief to hear a story of someone else’s previous mental battles and know I am not alone. And to know there is hope, and God wants to heal me of these issues and walk me through this journey.

[@catnc1]

Courtney K, The Great Physician is absolutely the primary "authority" we need. I love reading that you are learning to accept God's love for you. Pastor Dan Mueller is a good KZbin source to encourage people to find their value and identity in Christ alone. Once we see ourselves in Christ accurately, I think we can truly love others without stings attached.

[@MargaretHeuer]

When someone is upset with me I feel that God is Mad at me😢 then when things are made right with them then i feel God is right with me.what is that?

[@MargaretHeuer]

How do I be kind to myself? I know it is a journey

[@FlorenceLunsford-sk2nj]

It is a journey unwhining

[@senamilemotloung3946]

Hi Mark, I bought your book exposing the rejection mindset on amazon now its only for 3 weeks, I love the book and its helping me.am in South Africa can i get a hard copy of the book. i tried Cum book with no luck, how can i get a copy i need it as soon as possible

[@karenduey9675]

Now that my rejection issues have surfaced, I’m having trouble dealing with experiencing the deep pain of a lifetime of suppressing it. I feel so vulnerable and weak. How do you deal with that?

[@Nancy-ez5tt]

Have you considered taking it to our healing, loving Father? Maybe get Mark's book? Blessings!

[@karenduey9675]

@@Nancy-ez5tt thanks Nancy. Yes, I’ve definitely been taking it to the Lord. I’m trusting that the healing will come in time.

[@angelamurphy75]

@@karenduey9675Healing takes time. Inner healing ministry is amazing. I have had amazing results.❤

[@MargaretHeuer]

If i have a problem with Earthly relationships how can i learn how to receive a heavenly Love?

[@connorericson]

I have the same problem

[@iCa11]

Thanks

[@missthunderstormable]

you re all over the place, sounds interesting, but difficult to follow

[@gregorcollins]

Thank you

[@FlorenceLunsford-sk2nj]

Too make myself feel better

[@MargaretHeuer]

It is hard for me to receive love

[@ocpdvirgo]

This is so what I'm dealing with. But now what..

[@FlorenceLunsford-sk2nj]

It's like am running in shame

[@faithfreedom4084]

At what point does Jezebel/Ahab lach onto the rejection root?

[@FlorenceLunsford-sk2nj]

Layer's of things

[@FlorenceLunsford-sk2nj]

I feel like there's something under the surface

[@HTNPSullivan]

On the advice of my therapist, who warned me that my ex, who is still living with me for a while, may search for my comments, I am deleting what I wrote previously... unfortunately.

[@unicemarquez9850]

Wow, AMEN

[@lamonthamilton667]

Wherever Love is absent Rejection comes in. The Enemy knows this and wants to keep you from receiving God Love to have emotional healing from Him.

[@phoenixaz8431]

Believe you me, I would walk miles on my *knees* if i could get a total and instant healing to what has plagued me from my uterine life onward by touching Christ's garment (like the woman with the blood issue). Satan is not lying to me, Christ cannot heal me. Or if he does, it will be partial, and something will happen that will reactivate all the old wounds, the shame etc. The way God set things up is that he decreed a bad life for some of us so that loving and trusting him will be almost impossible. I truly hate God, and one of the sources of that hate is that he snatched me from the bliss of nonexistence for a life in which he *knew* I was going to get crushed, humiliated and trampled underfoot, and that he would not come through powerfully at no point to put me on a different trajectory. Oh I did notice how he has extravagantly blessed some of my enemies. One of them moved to Fla, became well-off, was featured on a local newspaper in an article *Top 40 under 40* I can assure you that if he had my skills, talents, IQ, learning capacities he wouldn't have *dreamed* of achieving what God's blessings allowed him to accomplish. There is nothing that God would do for or to me that would give me the self confidence or the outlook on life that this guy had at 14 even if I lived another century. God does not give a rat's ass about my heart, my happiness, if I enjoy being alive, God wants to get something, he wants people to look at me and glorify him for the wonderful work he's done in me. Decades of misery doesn't faze him one bit, he is laser focused on getting glory. If you want a happy life, you need health and wealth, if you are willing to settle for a crummy, inferior life but with God alongside you, go with Christ. People want to be happy, wake up and be excited about, Christ could not care any less about that. And in that, Satan is not lying.