My little cousin commited suicide 3 days ago on the 4th of july. Im currrently packing and planning my flight to lay him to rest with my family. Times are tough. Thanks for this . I can listen to while i fly. Rest in paradise bailey. Im coming to see you one last time brother.
@Pogug_104 ай бұрын
Omg while everyone was lighting fireworks your cousin passed. I’m so sorry to hear that. He’s in a better place now💔
@js24084 ай бұрын
@@Pogug_10 yea. Hard times right now. He will be at rest by friday
@JorgeAlexandre1254 ай бұрын
But... Why he did that? :/
@memoryofRekonstantamind4 ай бұрын
бро, прими соболезнования
@SethPlays014 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry to hear about that. I’m truly lost for words.💔😞
@micahsea5 ай бұрын
My Dad passed away 2 weeks ago. The amount of grief I feel is immeasurable. My life will no longer be the same, which is expected with the loss of a parent I suppose. Regardless these videos help relax me. Thank You For the Mixes Sad Hours 🙏🏽 they help so very much
@guest-pr2kr5 ай бұрын
yo bro i know how it feels to have a loved one die its very painful one person at church every sunday he would give away snacks and tell jokes. but next week he died😔. just dont let his death be negative upon ur life instead appreciate the time u had wit him dont let it drag u down of dispair
@scxxrs5 ай бұрын
sorry for your loss. i hope hes in a better place. prayers to you and your loved ones, i hope you pull through. keep your head up.
@christina88665 ай бұрын
love and prayers for you. i can’t imagine the painful void you are experiencing right now. but hold on. keep holding on. it will pass. the crushing ache of grief you feel right now will run its course. praying for your healing ❤️ you’re not alone, you’re never alone. let yourself feel the pain of the loss of someone you love, be gentle on yourself. and eventually when the time is right, pick yourself back up again. life is painful but with each painful experience we are made stronger. i truly believe that. no experience is wasted. God bless
@imavarua24905 ай бұрын
@@guest-pr2kr realy ? You know how it feels? Because its so rare... 1%of all population know this feel..
@alessandrofiorentino43845 ай бұрын
i lost my mom cause of a fukin cancer (2 years of sickness) one year ago , she was my secure place, my friend ..i'm 35 y old man and i have my indipendent life, i miss my mom every day , every morning and every night... but life goes on, sorry for my english i'm tryin my best ...day by day u will be more stronger and more aware of the fact that life is not that terrible, think about wars, starving kids under the bombs..U are here with your music and your freedom.. life is a gift death is certain, go ahead my friend
@giordanomarrosu88463 ай бұрын
I've opened this video to relax and because driving for me it's a pleasure (i'm a car guy) and antistress too. I was reading tough comments about people who suffered a loss and it's very heartbreaking. I think that life it's the most valuable thing that we have, and damn sometimes it's too short, so we have to enjoy all the moments with the people who love. My soul it's with you brothers and sisters, stay strong ❤🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
@SonOfIrakАй бұрын
exactly my brother👏
@Talon.4 ай бұрын
Reading through the comments here is quite a depressing experience. I hope ya'll find strength to navigate through your life and to overcome every painful situation you are or will be in
@felipedutra981525 күн бұрын
This is life man... everyone fighting their own battles. Life has always been hard and will always be, sometimes the good moments make us forget about it but sooner or later life will hit you hard again. The end of the line is always death and there is nothing we can do about it. Fun thing is that it should make us calm and not the opposite. "Memento mori" must be a plus for us to enjoy every day, to love friends and family, not get stressed about small things. Hope you all have a wonderful life.
@Talon.25 күн бұрын
@felipedutra9815 well said
@loveyourzjimmy28 күн бұрын
I’ll never forget my grandma leaving the house with the paramedics and her telling me everything will be okay. That was the last thing she told me to not worry everything will be okay that she will be okay. Those were the last words I heard from her and the last time I saw her. I miss you and grandpa so much I hope to see you guys again in heaven. I love you both so much for as long as I Iive. ❤
@Soberman754 ай бұрын
Remember the good times while you can.
@adyputra91623 ай бұрын
Ok mister
@Historynomemes2 ай бұрын
Poland best
@HistorynomemesАй бұрын
We are inher house axaxa
@TechnoMinded-qp5in5 ай бұрын
I feel like it was the end of my world when I stopped being a kid being older has been nothing but depressing.
@Tranquility325 ай бұрын
Hi. I’m sorry. Please know that you are not alone. Wishing you lighter, brighter days, love, happiness and all good things. Gentle hug for you, too.
@hulking_presence5 ай бұрын
I just don't get why you sad mfers can't meet and build something together. Being more open here than to real people is just strange.
@joaoninguem92445 ай бұрын
Hey bro, how old are you, I understand you man, I know what it’s like. Are there times when nostalgia hits you hard?
@EwanBrooks5 ай бұрын
The tough thing Is, nothing can replace your childhood, nostalgia can also bring sadness as its a reminder how good it was but how shit it is now, and the realisation that our adult lives will never live upto it, even tho it'll have good moments it's not the same..
@lifeisoverrated965 ай бұрын
Same, its a terrible feeling
@karpfisch_14992 күн бұрын
It's beautiful how people just share their Stories without judging each other; quite the opposite. They're being comforted by like-minded persons. Music is therapy Stay safe everyone ✌️
@johnathancee47544 ай бұрын
Life is hard. When your a kid you wished you were a adult . Now that you are, it aint what it seems. Throughout the bullshit in this world, you need to start with loving yourself and believing yourself. If you expect help you will take the road to dissapointments.
@ethergrim29164 ай бұрын
Everytime Im looking in the mirror, I see her face in it. People says I have her eyes and I smile in the way she does. My heart breaks a little when I hear it all over again, because she passed away few weeks ago. The house is so much bigger now, when she is not there. I'm trying my best to pull myself together, to be supportive to my younger brothers but I can't. She was our hero. We love you, mom, we always will. We are separated by time, not distance.
@АртемЮницын4 ай бұрын
I'm sorry for your loss.... I hope that everything will be good for you and your little brother . I hope that you can overcome this terrible tragedy, I believe in you.
@tr3x4nd854 ай бұрын
May I ask the reason she died? @ethergrim2916
@eksquisite3 ай бұрын
damn bro , wish you luck and courage
@kingflores878516 күн бұрын
My grandpa got buried on my birthday but that’s life keep your faith in god workout 🏋️ don’t let life knock you down and if it does get back up! And knock it down it’s a never ending spiritual mental battle love you guys stay blessed & and never stressed
@EclipseDrive3 ай бұрын
These soothing sounds are like a mini-vacation for your mind. Just what you need when life gets too hectic.
@sirgeel50943 ай бұрын
Life for sure isnt what they all talk it up to be, it took me a long time to accept myself and where im at in life, the more i chased and chased $$$ and realized i wasnt even happy anymore. Appreciate the ones you love and the ones who continue to be around you because thats it!!! Thats all u got in this life so live it!!!!
@wizzedcam4 ай бұрын
Times can be hard right now. If you’re reading this, just know there’s somebody you know that loves you. You’re going to be okay, whatever it is you’ve got going on is going to work out; one way or another. It’ll all be alright, even if it seems like it won’t right now. Have faith, believe, and keep your head up. Take care of yourself and be kind even if your hand is slapped away. And if no one has told you this in a long time, I love you. Take care of yourself.
@sakamoto31214 ай бұрын
bro you know i miss playing gta,driving at nights like that and find some peace.
@chillscapeofficial3 ай бұрын
I hope everyone on here can find peace and stillness.
@sodaismngndt13664 ай бұрын
I'm not really depressed but I like this kind of music
@김민규-g9r3 ай бұрын
이건 인생곡입니다. 모든 살아있는 사람들을 축복해주는 노래 🎉이거야말로 아무데서 찾을수없는 귀한 신의 음악이 아닐런지 🎵
@Misspreppygworl1235 ай бұрын
Life is full of misery, mistakes, regrets, surprises, fear, lots of tears. I’m not surprised how that can change because it doesn’t and it never will.
@Lacks9865 ай бұрын
Sure life is full of those things, it's rough, its painful and you'll live through these experiences time and time again but it's also full of surprises that you'll never see coming which could change your life for the better but you need to keep your chin up high and keep moving forward to see those surprises its like the famous saying "It ain't about how hard you're hit, it's about how you can get hit and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done!" Stay strong life isn't always doom a gloom there's always hope for a better tomorrow.
@yamiletsoler34644 ай бұрын
It will never change until you allow yourself to live differently, to heal and to see the good and enjoy live as you can. If you keep depressing yourself, you'll never get out of it, I know, cause I've been in a depressing situation my whole life and at the moment I just can enjoy a few things in my life, so be grateful for what you have, focus on the good, cause there's always going to be things to worry about in this world. I recommend you Aaron Kim channel, a Korean man; he was healed from depression, anxiety, panic attacks and insomnia. He's videos will give you great comfort, go to the older ones, from two to three years ago, those are gems, he'll speak to your soul.
@lostworld56675 ай бұрын
this is so real... i go at night drive this is the vibe
@6mari65 ай бұрын
has anyone ever felt like they want to take care of their younger sibling and just keep them safe and happy trying to make things better after you weren’t the best older sibling to them and you just hate yourself for it
@bluelink10454 ай бұрын
yea, I’m there right now
@yamiletsoler34644 ай бұрын
Yep, I'm going through it, but I realized I'm not in the optimal state to restore our relationship at the moment (I need to heal a lot) and I cannot control her decisions as much as I don't want her to make the same mistakes that I've made.
@duangreyling35854 ай бұрын
Me currently I'm not the best sibling haven't see my sister in almost 2mounths i hate myself for it
@jamesocampo494 ай бұрын
I feel you brother 😢
@kevoj33374 ай бұрын
I wasn’t the best ether🥲
@Saf_a8810 күн бұрын
ختامها مسك ❤
@Dababy_real6384 ай бұрын
My brother and my dog died 1 year ago, i lost almost all my good friends, I always got used and rejected by people in my life I just relocated in a place I don’t like. I’ve been alone all day for the past 6month and I feel emptier than the void and yeahhhh that’s it
@MuhammadY_VАй бұрын
Life is not over. I advise you to surrender to God and repent to God. By God, you will find great comfort. Worship none but God, glory be to Him, who is above the seven heavens. Glory be to Him. There is no god but Him. I hope you are guided. ❤😊
@arthursimoes99483 ай бұрын
it makes me feel sad seeing my dad getting older, seeing that he continues being my hero, but he strongness is fading away, do not know how to react if he leaves this life
@VexoerBirufu4 ай бұрын
I want Better place where someone care for me someone who is always there for me to encourage and give me what i really want which is love 💘
@Leo_laba5 ай бұрын
I'm 19 years old and my life is falling apart, I had to leave home because my parents treated me very badly, but I didn't know that then I would have to come to terms with myself, my head goes against me and I always end up in a very serious state of paranoia. while I lost friends and my girlfriend, I don't have a penny because my parents have never helped me and my grandmother tries to give me a hand as she can, I work to be able to get my license but I would also like to have a support from someone. in love I'm a disaster my partner loved me but I was too busy hating myself so much as to push her away, I realise how much I hate myself, with friends I panic and I always start to have suicidal thoughts, I would really like to have had a family where you grow up with love too Sorry for the spelling mistakes but I'm Italian, and this seemed like a good place to vent
@alesyatlanc5 ай бұрын
please translate. lütfen insanlara yaranmaya çalışma, seni seven seninle kalırdı. ve günün sonunda yalnızız. hayatının bittiğini düşünüyorsun ama bu gencecik yaşta dünya avucunun içindedir. böyle düşünceleri bilirim. ben de şu anda yatağımda oturuyorum ve saat 02.26. sevgilim beni terk etti, sınavımda başarısız oldum ve kendimle ne yapacağım hakkında hiçbir fikrim yok. aynı yaştayız bu arada. kendimize odaklanmalıyız. geçmiş için yapabileceğimiz bir şey yok. geçmişi düşünmeyelim. bunları sana söylerken aslında kendime de söylüyorum. çünkü dipteyim. ah, sadece huzurlu olmak istiyorum. bu zor günler geçecek. zaman her şeyin ilacı. sevgili yabancı, lütfen aklından bir daha intihar ile ilgili düşünceler geçirme. eğer sen yaşamıyorsan bu evrenin bir anlamı yok. hikayenin sonunu gör. güneş, gecenin en karanlık anından hemen sonra doğar. evet klişe laflar ama gerçek. ileride otuzlu yaşlarımıza geldiğimizde geriye dönüp bakınca pişmanlık duymayalım. en genç yıllarımız, hayatı öğreniyoruz, elbette acılar yaşayacağız. bunlar bizi biz yapacak. korkma ve tutun. ben de yaşadığın şeyleri yaşadım. sadece inan. istersen ağla, üzül, fakat zamanla geçeceğini ve güçleneceğini aklından çıkarma. sana bunları söylüyorum çünkü birçok kez hayatımı sonlandırmayı düşündüm. düşündüm ki, yıllarca aynı acıyı çekeceğim, hep böyle boktan hissedeceğim, hedeflerime ulaşamacağım. yavaş yavaş farkına varıyorum ki hayat zaten bir yolculuktan ibaret. hepimize farklı davranıyor. ve şimdi ölmektense nefes almayı tercih ederim, çünkü ölürsem hiçbir şey değişmeyecek. yaşarken bir şeyleri değiştirmek benim elimde fakat ölünce? bir hiç. yoksun. yok olmayı hayal edebiliyor musun? bir şeyleri değiştirmek için potansiyelin var. ilk başta düşünme şeklin. evet hayat şimdi dipte ama ileride? bilemezsin. pes etme. sen yoksan bu evren de yok. hiçbir şeyin anlamı yok. umarım biraz olsun seni bu düşüncelerden alıkoyabilmişimdir.
@Eas-erusars4 ай бұрын
bro, u can win this life, I believe in you (sorry my english) p.s. I'm writing from my girlfriend's account
@glendagonzalez18324 ай бұрын
I lost to my boyfriend too , its really hard for me , i feel very down , pero todo pasará ❤
@succodiace4 ай бұрын
Sei una persona che si merita di vedere il futuro, le cose si sistemeranno. Fai un passo alla volta e vedrai che ce la farai, sei un grande e non dimenticarlo mai. 💪 Un abbraccio da un tuo fratello italiano.
@Denise-n2x4 ай бұрын
When I was younger I too hated myself and tried many times to kill myself because of the grace and Love of Christ I was saved. Çhrist showed me unconditional Love He showed me I was worthy of life. I am now 69 years old and a born again Christian. Please consider giving your life to Christ if you have a Bible please read it if not please get one in it is God's word it will bring you peace 🕊️ I'll keep you in my prayers. We are commanded to be strong and to be of good courage God is your source for everything 🕊️🫂🕊️
@Pixel_Verse172 ай бұрын
Guys, I have generative anxiety depressive disorder and I'm 21, I live with my mother now and they shame me, etc., etc. It's very difficult for me, I even went to a psychologist and it got a little better, but it still hurts a lot, and there's a loan (approximately $320) and I can't cope... At 16, I lost my girlfriend during childbirth, I dreamed of moving to the USA, but I'm stuck here in Ukraine (I was born here), but everything is very connected to events. Forgive me for such a revelation, but I don't know who else to share this with
@anuka14552 ай бұрын
man hope you'll get better soon
@CarlosLP95Ай бұрын
amigo espero KZbin te ayude a traducir esto. Quiero decirte que no estás solo, mis oraciones y las de millones de personas están contigo, te mando un fuerte abrazo desde México. Todo mejorará, solo no te rindas
@Pixel_Verse17Ай бұрын
@@CarlosLP95 Gracias amigo, traduje esto a través de Google Translator, les estoy muy agradecido a todos.
@jonnylex92705 ай бұрын
No need the end. We will live!
@fernandodias33153 ай бұрын
It's not sad, it's relaxing
@irr35i5tibl34 ай бұрын
I feel like I just don't connect with anyone or anything. I want to because I love the idea of people, wishing we can all heal and LOVE. Unfortunately, there's so much going on in the world. It's hard to focus on the goodness when it's far in between and the world is much larger than our boxes of safety. Struggling. Some love me and want me around...I hope😢 but I love me enough to not want to stay and endure more than what's already broken me. Good night. To whomever reads this...we aren't alone although we're far. ❤
@maebug35184 ай бұрын
focus on what you can handle and control. you can't change everything, but you can change the lives of people around you. spread happiness and it will come back to you
@irr35i5tibl34 ай бұрын
@maebug3518 I do but...
@jenadamczak9683 ай бұрын
Hi, I'm Jen and it's not just the octaves I think. Personally, I'm considering drinking some RIM or brake cleaner atm for a high. Und du?
@maebug35183 ай бұрын
@@jenadamczak968 what?
@MuhammadY_VАй бұрын
There is good and evil, so there is heaven and there is hell. People’s satisfaction is an unattainable goal, but God’s satisfaction, and for God to be pleased with you, what is more beautiful than that? I invite you to Islam and to worship only God who is above the seven heavens, glory be to Him, the Most High. 😊❤
@3ate_54 ай бұрын
Forza horizon is the most relaxing game in the world
@drauglurdarkambient5 ай бұрын
This is pure magic. I really thank you, because it's really beautiful I grant you my subscription hails from drauglur from germany
@arrowoflightezpez7 күн бұрын
Life on earth does not matter. I will do it one way or another.
@anagh9694 ай бұрын
Thankyou for this
@Belluser-we1uc5cb2l3 ай бұрын
I went out with a guy in my 20's that drove like this drunk. I didn't know he was drunk. I told him pull over and walked home. It was late at night 🌙 no traffic , thank God. Never saw him again.
@Aria_lynn418Ай бұрын
He dropped you off. Went around the corner and totalled his car. Never contacted you again because the embarrassment of you being right was just too much for him to bear...
@Kirill-Urgan4 ай бұрын
Сколько я искал такого ютубера как ты ппц...
@ThatOneBro33 ай бұрын
how are you friend? Jesus loves you do you want to talk about Jesus?
@typicalwarlord3 ай бұрын
I miss the time where is was 10-15 years old, now im 22 years old i feel like everything is empty boring.
@MglPimentel24 күн бұрын
Don't feel that way. Soon you will be 30 and you will miss the time you were 22. Make the present mean more than regrets in the future.
@Aria_lynn418Ай бұрын
I lost my best friend.. my only friend.. to a fuckin overdose.. i cant explain the grief i felt.. it was worse than when i lost my dad.. it was indescribable.. shes been gone for about 6 years now and still to this damn day not a single day goes by where i dont think about her.. my soulmate.. a connection that transended the typical human emotions.. it wasnt love, it was something we dont even have words for.. ill see her again. I know i will.
@Understand-n2z5 ай бұрын
Happiness is only found within those who are the calmest, anger is found in those who are in need of love, sadness is found in those who are broken. However, loneliness is found in those who are happy ~~Me
@NavoTheTrueGod3 ай бұрын
Yes 😏
@TobiCreates5 ай бұрын
What Game is this? So dope!
@valid.00645 ай бұрын
it’s forza 5, i used to play it awhile ago but since my old steam account was stolen, i can’t really do anything about it
@imavarua24905 ай бұрын
@@valid.0064very important for all
@yannik86785 ай бұрын
@@valid.0064 Its Horizon 4
@DrippyHarryPotterObamaSonic5 ай бұрын
@@valid.0064 if you played it you'd know this is FH4 not FH5. Doesn't look anything like 5 as it's clearly not Mexico
@roguespartan28543 ай бұрын
Forza Horizon 4, if you want it, get it as soon as you can in a discount before it gets delisted. These games have very limited availability periods.
@levigaming32494 ай бұрын
I feel lost. My life is terrible, I feel like no one cares about me. It's been three years since I met a person who changed my whole life, motivated me, and made me happy. We were happy together, but I feel like I'm losing her. I don't know what to do. I am in great pain, I can't be happy. I have no one. Why do I deserve this?
@BigBoss-rw4mn4 ай бұрын
You have to surrender to the facts of life and then you be at least better. Happiness doesn’t last, most people change, life will keep putting you in unwanted situations, and lastly not everything is your fault. Self respect… remember is important
@levigaming32494 ай бұрын
@@BigBoss-rw4mn 🫂
@PotentSenzu3 ай бұрын
All you have at the end of this life is yourself. Work hard on yourself, eat healthy, work out hard, and just try to be your best you. Chase your passion. That's all you can control in this life.
@richardklegin-b1j3 ай бұрын
even with an ending their is still hope . as long as i am still alive i will fight
@roguespartan28543 ай бұрын
I like this music because the world likes "music" that is just loud and plain noise; no rhythm, no substance, no soul, just loud noise.
@anthnygame01583 ай бұрын
Like old days. 😢❤
@stanislavaschuster34333 ай бұрын
My life 😭🙏my Mazda and the Road thank you 💗
@canyezgoo4 ай бұрын
deep my feelings
@ll20z_17 күн бұрын
When your favorite person leaves, his personality leaves. You are only present with his body without a soul, because he does not want to leave you, even though he is angry and hates you, but he denies. because of a mistake that you yourself cannot forgive yourself for. The world becomes dark, Everything around you becomes worthless. Your existence becomes worthless. Being around him and he can't accept you makes you disgust yourself and choose to leave because part of him wants to. I hate myself because I lost someone who was ready to give me the world, but I lost him and I can't get him back I lost the most person i ever loved and the person that Makes my world colorful and makes me happy but all i ever did was makes him sad i loved the way he loved me and the way he was Obsessed with me im sorry .. My life is ruined, I can't enjoy anything he was the only person that makes me happy he was there when i was alone he safed me lots of times and solved my problems i hate this shit
@1conta1614 ай бұрын
Uma das cenas mais bonitas é um carro que ganha liberdade e pode finalmente correr livre pelas ruas iluminadas da natureza...
@taiss_taee4 ай бұрын
no matter how hard i try no matter how long iv'e tried i will always be a failure...
@TheTateBros3 ай бұрын
You won’t. If you learn from your failures and mistakes, they’ll be building blocks for your future success. Keep going, bro❤
@taiss_taee3 ай бұрын
@@TheTateBros love bro that hit deep❤
@TheTateBros3 ай бұрын
@@taiss_taee I wish you all the best, bro
@juankaascencio56544 ай бұрын
I dream about her still, even after i left her. Nd now i will carry this for the rest of my life, only wondering if she still remembers me
@jajssjhhddd50464 ай бұрын
She does man trust me she does. But since you left her it is not your place to wonder anymore and now you should let her go
@naveedmuhammadkhan81995 ай бұрын
Superb
@maanyaghmour527 күн бұрын
can someone tell me this game ?
@Tickzy4 ай бұрын
Absolute legend!
@UnknownnError4044 ай бұрын
Shit isn’t perfect but I’m learning to find peace in the chaos - Unknown
@CarlosLP95Ай бұрын
Estoy convencido de que este es mi último año aquí. Me detiene el hecho de pensar como se sentirán mis padres por lo que haré. Pero es que fuera de ellos no tengo absolutamente nada, y no soy nadie. Traté de ser la mejor versión de mí mismo pero fallé. Y he fallado tantas veces que no tengo espíritu más para continuar intentándolo. Supongo que, si bien habrá quien llore mi pérdida, serán más los que se sientan reconfortados, y eso me alienta un poco. Aún así, me hubiera gustado que las cosas fueran diferentes, pero tengo la esperanza de que, si no soy yo, mi familia estará bien y seguirá con su vida. De ser el caso, si una última cosa pudiera pedir, sería solo que ellos estén bien y que no les falte nada para ser felices. Empatizo con quienes se sienten destrozados y vienen aquí para escuchar bonitas melodías. Ustedes representan ❤ así que les mando un fuerte abrazo y mis mejores deseos para cada uno.
@MuhammadY_VАй бұрын
Great content ❤❤❤
@김민규-g9r3 ай бұрын
나는 오늘도 마지막 종착지까지 열심히 최선을 다하면서 계속 끝없이 달립니다.
@RoseCamelia-e7fАй бұрын
the way you drive is pretty wild tho.
@boogieman714526 күн бұрын
I love this so much…is this GTA?
@taiss_taee4 ай бұрын
i dont wanna wake up tomorrow
@1996nightmiami4 ай бұрын
When I read the comments, I feel less alone
@rajveerkanojiya29854 ай бұрын
the day the world ends will be the happiest day of my life 💔
@ahmadraza56563 ай бұрын
Hang in there brother. And remember there will always be someone in the world who loves you.😊
@tobe-you-tube66122 ай бұрын
Nice 🙂
@rajveerkanojiya2985Ай бұрын
@@ahmadraza5656there is no one in this world bro 😢
@Halalteen29 күн бұрын
What game is this? great tracklist btw.
@yualfa75044 ай бұрын
I’m 17 and I still don’t have plans for the future…I left school because I would always cry in there, I would panic and I would get judge by everyone since I was 5…I never understood why…I know I’m not pretty but it’s not like I can change it just to please them… everything I do is wrong, I left school for a break and I will go back next year…but I feel so lost, I feel like I screwed up my future…I tried committing suicide so many times…but I’m such a coward to even dare to hurt myself…sometimes I just don’t want to wake up and let it all be over…while sometimes I’m too scared to die…I have this social anxiety and I can’t even talk to a wall without panicking…my hands sweat…my heart beats faster than normal….i feel like I have ice in my blood…and it hurts…I can’t breathe…I just want it to be over…I don’t know why they even judge me at first sight….everyone laughs at me…everyone points at me…I just try not to cry…and now I’m just here in bed all day…I can’t eat or sleep…and when I do can sleep I want to stay in my dreams…I don’t want to wake up… It might not be worth it staying all these years alive but I just hope some day….it will.
@Chase-rg1lp4 ай бұрын
I'm 17 as well as you, I went through it the same way you describe, I realized the main thing in this whole situation, you don't have to pay much attention to these people, I had (and probably have) a lot of people who wished the worst for me, only I helped me, I wish you not to think about "unprovable", find the strength to climb out of this pit, and just have a good life. (I hope you will understand me).
@yualfa75044 ай бұрын
@@Chase-rg1lp thanks, I appreciate your words and well I try but it’s like watching everyone laugh at you, i can’t help but panic and now I’m stuck at home in my really dark room
@Chase-rg1lp4 ай бұрын
@@yualfa7504 The most important thing is diligence and faith in the fact that you will find your own person, no matter what you are, know that at least one person from the comment believes in you)
@Chase-rg1lp4 ай бұрын
If you want to talk, write!
@yualfa75044 ай бұрын
@@Chase-rg1lp thanks…that means a lot to me…I wish your words come true and I can move on before I end up doing something I can regret. Sorry for bothering you btw
@Stolas-8293 ай бұрын
Damn i came here to sleep, but everyone be depressed as shit in the comments, like damn hold back on the stories im tryna sleep, lmao
@Elmegaoriginal2 ай бұрын
😢😂
@TheTunnel29 күн бұрын
no guys were gonna be fine
@goldie14752 ай бұрын
Anyone else just waiting for the inevitable end?
@DYNSoffical3695 ай бұрын
the end of the world was when i grew up and apart from my friends and it will never feel the same ever again
@richardklegin-b1j3 ай бұрын
i wouldnt be sad if the world was ending , only because it already ended
@beardedbarron554 ай бұрын
My son was crying and my wife laughed and said “I bet that’s how you sounded when your parents split up huh” my mom died seven years ago and I’m still fucked up by it.. idk how much longer I can take this…
@ChristopheAnagnostopoulos4 ай бұрын
just hold on man
@freelimits87924 ай бұрын
You left her there as memorial ...this is why still hurt you ... Go back to her rest place .. 🥰 let her 2 min to cover you than go with her .. leave that place like she is coming with you 💪 My grandfather is with me now and I no longer feel he is gone 🫂 some people preffer to leave it there .. looks like we are not this kind 😌 we want to keep everything closer right ?
@BrandiBarnett1234 ай бұрын
I lost my grandmother last year of july. Her not being here anymore is hard.
@Kaguya-Otsutsuki4 ай бұрын
ill miss fh4 ngl
@DayzThaGodGamez3 ай бұрын
We can all cry togetha
@TheAntagonist-c4f3 ай бұрын
My lifespan has shorten a lot. I can't survive for that long.
@Pink-Goats-Elite2 ай бұрын
I had someone who was the best person I could ever have been with and she died a year ago and now life just doesn't feel good right now i cry myself to sleep every night and I feel so empty and emotionally exhausted I just want to die i,m 15 years old with autism and Its hard alot of people see you as a disgrace and a disappointment And it jus hurts knowing that you will never be happy again
@irramos59634 ай бұрын
Que bien me siento escuchando esto razón no la se pero me conecta con migo mismo 🙂
@Cupapi-nc7kd4 ай бұрын
Maybe in another life..
@Breadcrab_archive4 ай бұрын
I feel lost
@ThatOneBro33 ай бұрын
how are you friend? Jesus loves you do you want to talk about Jesus?
@ploper254 ай бұрын
8 1/2 years... hasn't left but I miss her already ;(
@ThatOneBro33 ай бұрын
how are you friend? Jesus loves you do you want to talk about Jesus?
@litiviousspartus46113 ай бұрын
Why do these people keep having sad titles for these videos? I find them to be very comforting, gives you a cozy feeling like you get when you go for a nice drive like this. These videos are not sad, not even remotely.
@leavemealone3.784 ай бұрын
I am fckng lonely and if this shit didn't change I will kms on this stupid year, I swear to god
@Zero_4044 ай бұрын
me too, but I only have 2 weeks, I suppose.
@kakaroto61834 ай бұрын
Do you wanna talk about it? I'm here if you want.
@rajveerkanojiya29854 ай бұрын
@@Zero_404how are you bro don't do it
@rendezvouskenz43293 ай бұрын
@@Zero_404 please, dont do it. I'm begging you
@ThatOneHighFella3 ай бұрын
Don't do it, no point in using a permanent solution for a temporary problem, I know life probably ain't seeming like all that rn but trust things get better cuz, keep on going, because it'll all be worth it, take care of yourself and stay safe 🫶🏽🙂
@blackxak47384 ай бұрын
Brothers Have faith in yourself In your god too Everything will be fine Doesn't matter how hard it looks trust me
@Novastar.SaberCombat5 ай бұрын
Reflect, oh, sentient ones. Recite the hex of final vows. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ --Diamond Dragons (book I)
@SamBobby-yb4xm4 ай бұрын
what's the instrument called? really love its sound......so peaceful, remind me of many many things
@SirFing2 ай бұрын
Man, why does FH4 look so much better than FH5 at night?
@Abbas-fl3bw5 ай бұрын
can we have a supercar in the next one :)
@hulking_presence5 ай бұрын
In the next life! Maybe.
@Abbas-fl3bw5 ай бұрын
@@hulking_presence why not this one?
@NinjaNina194 ай бұрын
I dont think that anyone is going to read this but i want to write this anyway. I was forced to move from Germany to Sweden, with my parents 2 years ago. I feel like i dont belong here. I have no friends, no safe space and no one i can talk to. I like to be alone but if you are alone for 2 years and have suicidal thoughts the whole time, makes the situation just worse. I hope that i will find some friends or a boyfriend but it is so hard to meet new people here when you are not from here. I feel so stupid every time i talk to a swedish person and I am afaid of talking to someone, because they could think that I am dumb. Because of my german accent they ask me the whole time "You are not from here, right?" and every time it hurts because i want to be like them but i will not be like them i will alwys be the german girl which moved to Sweden. But even in Germany I got into many traumatic situations and my own parents didnt belive me that i was raped and sexual abused by my ex-boyfrinds. That what makes it even more hard to talk with someone if I cant even talk with my parent about what happened. It feels like everything is against me and i hate this feeling. I try my best pushing through all of this but it is not that simple.
@kakaroto61834 ай бұрын
It surely isn't simple. You're in a really tough situation and it's ok to feel down and alone like that. Being alone for that much time can really hurt as we humans are social beings and being mocked by others, just makes it worse. I hope you'll find the right person and find an end to this loneliness. Stay strong as things will get better as time goes on. (Sorry for my bad English) I hope it helped.
@Mattheus0184 ай бұрын
😍
@franzvargas99823 ай бұрын
❤
@shane50445 ай бұрын
Ill tell you all a little secret since your wondering and seeing this through different eyes. My name is shane, which is the NHS backwards in england. Im 23 years old my grandad on my mums side is fully iranian. My nan on my dads side is half irish, the rest is english. I met my god briefly. And im a god myself right now im in mental hospital because i need to be safe. I just wanted to let you all know since your all wondering how we all found this page right. My best friends called ant and in rap music were known as A1 we have been on car rides in real life where smoke has been coming up from the ground on the road. I even have a button for the future police from george orwells 1984. I figured out the code on snapchat and protected my dream girlfriend on snapchat and figured out her name context to create a countdown which saved her life. Now shes saving mine. Thankyou for beliving in me im the closest one to god. I promise
@Alguem____204 ай бұрын
Tento me apegar aos momentos bons, mas na maior parte do tempo estou triste por algo. Com alguém, com a escola, com a vida e até comigo mesmo.
@felps4044 ай бұрын
Espero que consiga melhorar, dar a volta por cima... não faço ideia pelo que passas, mas torço , sem dúvidas, para que consiga dias melhores.
@GODYHWHAllahAUM5 ай бұрын
♾️GOD alone Is❗ In fact, your birth was a Miracle by ♾️GOD❗
@Enserric24964 ай бұрын
I am happy let me good
@djbmcbharath5 ай бұрын
There's no car sound in the background 😿
@C7R4k4 ай бұрын
God mod
@katt09063 ай бұрын
Game: Forza Horizon 4. Great game, placed in Britain.
@lyrikballon12524 ай бұрын
As a 16 year old, life is good but my expectations are higher, and that’s what makes me depressed. Recently I’ve gotten a girlfriend going on 6 months now. feeling good, but I feel like she’s just not into me like that, we haven’t kissed once. I feel like I’m drowning in sorrrow for my mistakes. Ever since I was 9 I discover the hub, and sadly it’s been addicting straight. I want to turn from it, but it’s to hard. I want to get into God more but having hard time finding him. I want my love life to be affectionate, I don’t want her to feel I want her for her body. I really do love this girl, and hope one day she’ll be my wife but idk how to take that next step. I’m stuck and I’m sad.
@maebug35184 ай бұрын
from a 19 year old to you... Please talk to your girlfriend. Be honest with yourself and her, you'll figure it out. You may stay together, you may go your own ways but honesty is the most important thing in a relationship. I've been dating my boyfriend for around 8 months now, and clear communication is what has kept us together. Don't focus on the long terms of a relationship if you can't get shit straight right now. You will never marry her or even get close if you two aren't connected like that. Healthy relationships come first and then comes time and marriage. I used to have an addiction to adult content. I wasn't even into it but I was hooked. What got me off of it was to stop watching videos and make a transition to reading $mut. It sounds different, but you'll find what you're looking for. AO3 is a great place to start. Another way is just looking at photos if you need the visual, and transition to drawings when you can. Trust me, it gets better. You're not alone. As for finding God, I don't have much advice. If you're Christian like me, start reading Psalms, especially the ones by David. If you're looking how to improve your walk with God, read Paul's letters. I can't give much more recommendations for any other religion, but go talk to a religious leader. They'll guide you on the right path. You aren't alone. You aren't alone. You aren't alone. You aren't alone. You are NOT alone. Somebody loves you. When shit gets rough, go spend some time with someone who means something to you. Your family, friends, girlfriend, etc.
@kakaroto61834 ай бұрын
@@maebug3518Although this wasn't replied to me, I feel your words. Thanks❤
@leoandersson64614 ай бұрын
The screw factory is the screw factory. Home is the screw factory, all friendships are the screw factory, all social interactions are the screw factory, intimacy and sex are the screw factory, the countryside is the screw factory, the city is the screw factory, politics is the screw factory, second jobs are the screw factory, unemployment is the screw factory, sick pay is the screw factory, compulsory care is the screw factory, most pleasures have become the screw factory, travel is the screw factory, being useful and helping others is the screw factory, practice driving and driving test is the screw factory, therapy is the screw factory, exercise is the screw factory, staying healthy is the screw factory, memories are the screw factory, family are the screw factory. The work process goes: Monotonous, lonely, grueling, barking, bullying, disorienting, performance-demanding, humiliating, mind fucking, creaking ribs, irritable bowel syndrome, sore muscles, headaches, joint pain, nerve pain, uncertainty, self-hatred, shame, gear wheels, and conveyor belts. The best and closest friend - Sarcasm. A few short breaks - Writing, rock n roll, Hollywood, GTA, Max Payne, sleep, Jim Beam, and McD. Most of the effort seems to take more energy than it gives. Maybe it pays off in the long run, I have no idea. Sometimes I want to quit my job and never come back. But don't dare, don't have the energy, maybe it's just more screw factories beyond the screw factory, or even worse. Maybe I miss out on a raise or promotion. Maybe I would still miss something or someone at the screw factory, maybe I will be missed. I have to be thankful, at least it's not a sweatshop or slavery, and there are more difficult demeaning jobs here in the screw factory too. Will still get fired someday. No time to reflect, best get to work, think clearly, and keep a cool head, so everything is registered as it should. Otherwise, the supervisor scolds: "You are doing it wrong! Why are you even here?!"