Dear brothers, I send u blessings and peace. I have a great wish to come live with u for 1 year or more, im in despair but feel close to God and you. Im mere a ordinary Scandinavian grown man in my late 30's, but I dont know if im good enough to be a Monk. But i feel deeply in my soul that im a Monk. Im living poor, by choice, I do not have sex for 4 years, by choice, but I really want ro save up money and cpme visit u guys. If it is possible. Bless u. ♥ love from Nicolas.