Sad Multifandom | "I'm doing everything I can to change" | Saturn

I know Saturn by Sleeping At Last has been used a lot but I wanted to try doing a sad multifandom vid of my own to this song - hope you enjoy.
MAY CONTAIN SPOILERS for the shows/movies listed below.
Music: Saturn by Sleeping At Last
I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING.
shows/movies: stranger things, broadchurch, breaking bad, interstellar, crash, fences, casino royale, harry potter, captain phillips, dexter, the leftovers, good will hunting, schindlers list, the green mile, castaway, romeo & juliet, i am legend, the basketball diaries, 13 reasons why, the crown, lost, banshee, marley & me, up

[@sushiyezen6767]

“if i’m not hurting myself, i’m hurting everyone around me. i’m broken!”

[@rasheedmohammed8725]

dexter

[@jillevers1432]

I know I feel that

[@ChrisThompson-xg2zo]

I was there before

[@nisa-fj1rs]

Like me 😥

[@cnswrgy7356]

Just don't quit. We all are going through our own shit

[@itsnotabaddick4282]

I wish I could change. Sometimes I do for a while, but I always fall back in my old ways. I wish my family knew that I really try.

[@Youngbloodedking]

I understand, I feel the same way, and i've lost a lot because of my ways, I wish I could change for the better and stick to it, there is hope, and insha Allah (in god's will) we will change for the better.

[@zain4019]

Saleh El-Farraj Please try EFT (tapping) by Brad Yates. Search it on KZbin and try watching and tapping with a few of his videos that deal with problems you have. EFT is VERY good at allowing you to start healing, back by dozens of clinical studies. You two are going to be okay :)

[@carrissorby538]

itsnotabaddick never read something that describes me so much! I know I’ve gone back to my old ways because I can’t stop watching these😞

[@womanoftheshire5591]

itsnotabaddick My family doesn’t even know the bad habits I have, the bad things I do and continue to do - and I can’t bring myself to tell them.

[@yumeko-senpai7784]

itsnotabaddick I can relate so much ..

[@benjaminrudolph8705]

Anyone else ever just watch a ton of these but keep getting interrupted by ads??? Like come on youtube let me be depressed without seeing an ad with happy people when I know I'm not

[@lonelywolf5360]

Ikr. Like, I'm ready to be sad and KZbin is like "Nah, fam, let's watch those 2 unskippable ads first"

[@precious5626]

And my eyes are already watery then boom an ad with happy people🤦‍♀️

[@psychedelicsunflower5926]

@@precious5626 i know it’s so fucking unbearable, like they are rubbing someone else’s happiness right in my fucking face as if I needed a mother fucking reminder.

[@alexjadeja4698]

use brave browser and enjoy every depressing video on youtube without any ads.

[@sogzful]

try Adblock plus, I cry without interruption

[@lilhappy4054]

Hi! Whoever is reading this, I understand how rough things are right now. I just want to let you know that things will get better, I promise. Keep holding on just a little bit longer. I know you feel like nobody really cares. You're wrong, stop denying it. I care, otherwise I wouldn't be writing this. You're not alone, we may be miles away but we're all going through the same things. Please keep holding on

[@lilhappy4054]

@@abhishekpatel7116 we're same my dad always bit me my older brother he always drag me down I know how it feels but listen to me I care for you just stay strong and always pray to God he listen our prayers and he always guide us

[@lilhappy4054]

@@abhishekpatel7116 when you don't Know what to do, JUST PRAY.

[@lilhappy4054]

Because I'm tried being sad I know how it hurts the pain stay and I know my family needs me even they hurt me and drag me down and I love them so much they still my family and I know you love your family too don't do it they love you

[@lilhappy4054]

@@abhishekpatel7116 I know you're really tired of all the disappointments you have done. I know you're trying your best but it all ends up in failure. I want you to be strong. Just please don't give up. Not now. Not ever.

[@lilhappy4054]

@@abhishekpatel7116 I'm going to nosebleed

[@ashleymarie9468]

This how you discover yourself.. spend time alone and get in touch with your true feelings.. cry! Laugh!, smile! Scream! Watever it takes to fully recover

[@pattyizaac2433]

Thank you

[@zarkhan4303]

But it’s not working Its getting worse day by day

[@pattyizaac2433]

zar khan know how it feel I can’t not make you better if you give me your private identity I can help with that but I can’t sorry

[@pattyizaac2433]

Ashley marie I feel for you for you so much , I hope you get better I know what it is seriously....

[@jordyn2668]

It doesnt work! Im not getting better!!! Im sorry to be the downer on this comment....

[@jezalenagunderman4290]

“I am what’s wrong, and there is nothing I can do about it.” I felt that

[@antiko526]

Do you know name movie 😕

[@kendallneill5526]

Dexter

[@molahselulan8992]

When faking happiness has become so difficult that making a realistic smile for group photos makes you want to cry. Im so tired of faking it. I watch these edits to see ppl who have it worse than me so I can numb the pain until it starts showing up again because even though I hate faking it I don't want ppl to know since they'll tell me how i have good life better than most and I don't need to feel worse about myself.

[@pamgregory6869]

I Know Of a Great Relationship Restorer Who Can Bring Back Your Ex Within 2days Without No Daley 💝

[@pamgregory6869]

He was the one who helped me restored back my broken relationship of three years without stress nor delay 🥰

[@pamgregory6869]

Text him on whatsap

[@pamgregory6869]

🙏+234 =808=049=4141🙏

[@Lazyjoe2646]

You will never know how broken you truly are until you meet someone who mirrors all the good parts of you, that you have lost.

[@brooklynwilliams2183]

If im not hurting myself im hurting everyone around me im heartbroken

[@jordanhaynes9728]

none of you are broken x take one day at a time start to love the world and yourself x be kind to others and live your life

[@cassandret6369]

the show?

[@hahlalaify]

Cassandre T dexter

[@connorrussell6361]

I'm so deep into depression I don't even cry any more 😢. I don't feel a thing. On the inside I am already dead. I'm just a empty shell existing on this planet. 15 years of depression and I'm only 26. My time is very shortly up....

[@vijaysarathi3754]

Hi.. i am from india vijay oneday life will change for you be faith Russell

[@looktingin8930]

Bro, keep fighting! Keep living!

[@tinawoke6720]

Connor Russell ♥️♥️

[@tracysuncy8849]

Connor Russell hey I was wondering why I wasn’t crying , it’s so painful I am broken 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@thandiswamaqolwana5259]

I'm so sorry that you're going through this, you'll always be in my prayers Connor Russell💔💔

[@KamikazeK219]

"If I could be a different person, I promise you, I would. Not because I want it, but because they do. And therein lies the catch." - Rue Bennett

[@daisy3480]

Why is it i only cried when it showed the scene from I Am Legend with the dog, and then Marley and Me with the dog also dying.

[@퐁퐁-r8k]

Daisy marley and me gave me a sad sad memory. I watched this movie when i was 15. I cried so so hard. And now , animals is my passion

[@lainagreen8215]

Daisy I cried to them the most too do u have pet if u do then that's probably why it's to sad for people who have a dog 🐕🐶

[@Luna-to9cl]

Me too i was allready in tears and than i saw Marley and started bawling

[@xxSe7en]

Maybe because dogs give you unconditional love. Trough their lives, they can't say it in words so they show it to you through compassion.

[@fairyluce20]

Anyone who is reading and going through a rough patch. Just know that you strong than you can ever imagine. It’s hard not keep afloat at times but the heavy the falls the greater you rise. Trust me. It’s no end. If either people or family in many shapes or ways don’t get you. You know that you learn to understand people that you wished to have understood you. Is that how you will become a greater person. Keep going, keep limping the heavy walk because you my friend, will get there. It doesn’t have to be a perfect and straight walk. The important thing is you keep moving💖

[@demboys5719]

I'm feeling so low right now could really use a hug 😞 😔

[@aminahriahi1486]

This is the first video with Saturn playing that I’ve cried to. Ever. I literally balled my eyes out and had an emotional breakdown in my bathroom so no one would know. 😭❤️

[@jessie2276]

Aminah Riahi I cried when I heard the song

[@junaidriaz8165]

Same here. It effects on you when you are broken.

[@mariangeorgel5569]

YES.

[@ciarangorman8460]

My family think I’m a disappointment 😖 I try to make them happy but it never works

[@heartless907]

If they give you this feeling, they don't deserve your work or your love

[@vannamaharaj1713]

They are not your family, hunny. They are just people who don't see how much you're worth. Which is a whole lot❤

[@michaelmireku7610]

They don't deserve you, you are everything you try to be and much more

[@saivarun1501]

I don't know why I can't feel anything through my senses that I don't even get a tear out of my eyes and I feel like sometimes maybe I am becoming unemotional that I don't even feel pain on my body but inside there's a waves of difficulties that breaks me up into Million things and I don't know whether to cry or be quite. Wish nobody in world remain in sadness or pain coz it really feels like scary . Even having such endless inexplicable pain and torture inside hope I get strength to make parents be happy along with people around. Coz this is what I really can hope. Also wish everyone gets strength to At least keep everyone happy around .

[@abhijitmajee6754]

The pain of giving my best and still failing will be the feeling which will end all my hopes. So I do the things which matter the most with half my effort so that when I fail, I can say that, "Oh, I will succeed next time because I hadn't given my full effort this time." The weight of shame on my shoulders keep increasing over the years and I keep going nevertheless. I don't know how to break the cycle. I don't have to courage to test my boundaries in the fear of seeing a dead end there and way forward.

[@Sehra.himanshu]

So how's going ? Everything good ..hope you doing alright

[@abhijitmajee6754]

@@Sehra.himanshu Coming back to this video after 2 yrs, a lot has changed even if for a slightly better situation. Something's broken forever inside that can't be fixed but I am better off now. Thanks for asking. Hope the best for you too

[@daisyniak3056]

I just ended five years relationship because i know he could do better without me. I feel like I'm the one who's holding him back. He deserves better. (i wish you all the best my love. I'm so sorry i can't change that's who i am. I tried)

[@healthtalksdiscourse]

Don't forget! You tried...🙏

[@briannadietrih2292]

To think last month I would be balling my eyes out so broken and down about how life is and how these edits were the only way I can let everything out , I wanted nothing more than to finally be free of all the hurt I caused and the pain I felt I’m still not fully healed but at this point I’m trying .

[@juniorkabia7796]

It hurts so much, but I just can’t cry. i need help..

[@boobies3596]

Oh god when he said your a great dog Marlee oh I could not stop crying it's a dog that's so sad

[@kimkaze4868]

the universe is just to be seen, I couldn't help but ask How rare and beautiful it is that even we exist

[@nhandoan2930]

Mỗi lần mệt mỏi Suy nghỉ nhiều thứ Nhiều áp lực Có đắng có cay, có buồn có bực Lại bật video này lên Thấy nhẹ lòng hẵn đi, không thấy nhiều vướng bận và bụi bẫn và cuộc sống này đè nén nữa Thấy nhẹ lòng vì lòng đau xót mọi thứ

[@nicoled1484]

Moved out , moved to another country and city , met some many wonderful people but why still I think that I’m not good enough for anyone, that I’m a failure,that anyone is proud of me and nobody can understand what’s going on in my mind

[@huna5923]

You're not a failure my friend

[@mrzero2027]

Damn.. I feel you :(.. Tell me, what I must do to feel things, to feel these emotions!

[@pulkitvijaykundal5306]

I know the pain Spoiler alert It never goes away

[@shawnnaidoo5522]

I share this same feeling and sentiment as you.. I dont know what's wrong with me

[@holdyou6729]

We're all same 🥺

[@kaylinann8901]

Sometimes I just wanna runaway . Or just sleep forever 💔

[@sherzadhussein9100]

Same thing

[@havenstudyvlogs]

That Wilson part broke my heart.

[@gjgaming4274]

I just need someone who can change me. I know I'm bad but there is good in me. All it'll take is good person just like me. I'm broken and dead.

[@kellyfakirat8223]

Don't you think that you just need someone who will be by your side to support you through this changement process. You could put your changement into anyone hand because if this person failes it will end with 2 broken persons. Just pray GOD to give you this one person who will love and handle you through all situation and difficulties you will face. Sorry for Bad english, i'm a french speakers

[@kellyfakirat8223]

Courage, just believe and it will happen by GOD love

[@celeste970]

The Marley and Me one made me tear up 😭

[@ayoolamichael2652]

The passion in this movie move me like great work

[@awesomeroger99]

that ending with 'Up' was priceless

[@rebeccamccormack5134]

When I change I’m doing not for myself but for others... but the funny thing is you never realise until they’ve left you all alone in the dark again. BMC x.

[@naseraabdella6859]

I live all my life the way my family want , and still they didn't recognize me they remember me when I do mistake

[@hassannasir2443]

I never cried or beg for someone in life but I did for her, but all she did is leave and don't even look back.......Maybe she didn't see the love I had for her...maybe she didn't know that at some point...I'm human...Now she's not here but here I am thinking about her...she fixed me, she made me a better person...I never loved someone as I do to her... she won't gonna believe me.. I know.

[@hunterwilliams1910]

everytime i see the hug scene from good will hunting i just wanna cry😭it took him forever to express that emotion and i was so happy when he did

[@pamgregory6869]

I recommend you to a man who help me manifest whatever you want to manifest within two days💞

[@pamgregory6869]

He was the person who helped me manifest my ex back three days ago without daley🌹

[@pamgregory6869]

Text him on whatsap 💞

[@pamgregory6869]

+234::8080::4941::41🙏

[@william6587]

Having anxiety, stress and nobody to talk to...it fucking sucks. I feel worthless everyday. I repeat the same sequence everyday. As a 15 y/o I have dreams that I intend to reach but I feel so lost and empty.

[@The.Real.Jalila]

Got used to this and now solo forever no family , no friends and no love ... just hoping this end soon

[@FlyiingHigh]

so an amazing multifandom. nice work!

[@kiarareddy4344]

Idk what to do with my life, I can't start at home anymore because each day I live here I feel like I am dieing I can't breath I can't stop crying and feeling depressed I keep eating even if I am not hungry I just want to leave but I know if I do I would get disowned by my parents I will loss my friends idk what to do

[@goldendirectioner72891]

Hey it's ok I know it's hard right now but you got to hold on you got to keep going... I know how you feel I may not know how you feel entirely but I do a little bit. Maybe try writing down your feelings that helps sometimes! Just give yourself a break even it's just 5 minutes. I'm here ok? I'm proud of you and I love you

[@najeebali6111]

people would quit on you, you have to wake up everyday and make sure you dont quit on yourself.

[@itsromybnb6391]

I hate myself because you hate me... But why you... 💔

[@junaidriaz8165]

Exactly. Why you 💔💔💔

[@breeannagliver2532]

If I could change into a different person I would but not bc of others but bc I’m so tired and exhausted from hating myself in my own skin, judging myself every time I looked in the mirror or if someone looked at me. I have been through a lot of trauma that lead me to have bpd. For some I thought after being diagnosed it would start to get better but I was extremely wrong

[@AJGmz-ps7cc]

I just wish that I could end all this pain silently. Sometimes it hurts to go through another day and another day with the pain inside

[@juneramos2049]

Everytime i watch videos like this It reminds me of myself watching my reflection crying and blame myself My Puppy died because I'm not at home Once then I'm home i saw my pet lifeless My brother said it was poisoned by our neighbor Then a week ago my bf broke up with me I feel myself its all my fault 😭 Thats why when i watch my reflection at the mirror i keep crying

[@aminedif4608]

Its never ever ur fault mate, even if u caused it its not. This world fucks people up man, it does.

[@aminedif4608]

We all once had a heart, but this world keeps tearing it , nothing u can do , either turn into a monster, or end it.

[@chitranshpratapsingh6244]

This video always make me cry.

[@Dohty5406]

Am fighting the idea that i cant change

[@riseoflifeboondoxboondoxti3120]

This world always hated me so I hate it right back and keep to myself and never let anyone else in ever again there is no Trust left in my Heart for anyone to hurt me ever again

[@satyarana5477]

I feel it so much...I tried ....I tried and then I failed....So why not just stick to that cold blooded myself who can do everything she wants....And then just go back to the room and sink in all those tears... Everyone thinks that I am rude and ill mannered but I observed this from my surrounding...Trust me...You don't even know that how much my teachers praise me and my friends love me....So why can't you just take a moment and look at me with their eyes...I really think that I am a different person at home compared to my school....My parents are happy with my grades and love me(I guess) But they still want more...With the depth of my heart I feel really sorry to not be That Perfect Child they want

[@satyarana5477]

I don't even know... That why did I just breakdown over your comment...And flooded all my feelings here

[@riseoflifeboondoxboondoxti3120]

@@satyarana5477 most won't see you that way but I will don't just hold hurt in you wind up loosen yourself

[@anandpr7]

I cried twice. When I lost my grandmother on my birthday and I made love but she left me but I will never forget because people change over time. 😢

[@rachael2345]

😭 it’s been a long day

[@Bloodyeenari]

That part where Viola Davis is tearing up😢

[@nathnaeledea3891]

Is it weird that this helps me study

[@junaidriaz8165]

No its absolutely fine. It helps me sleep.

[@SmearCampaignsAreEvil]

The saddest part will always be Wilson 🥺

[@h2od323]

Every day I try to be the nice guy but then everyone treats me so bad and so mean and they wonder why I'm such a angry person because I dont wanna be hurt so much any more I wanna give up every day but I just cant I'm weak man I'm so weak😔

[@izzieclarks]

A young leo crying really does put me in the 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑠 :(

[@citizenoflmanburgo7767]

The title itself is so relatable

[@aminemouloudia6220]

I love thise

[@mitchelkovarik1020]

When Marley from Marley and Me died..that broke my heart in so many ways its not funny

[@jannaritter6114]

HOW DARE YOU REMIND ME OF MARLEY! THAT MOVIE SCARRED ME

[@espie5106]

Why can't I cry anymore

[@makstod6903]

You block the emotions that don't feel comfortable

[@KMFSings]

I'm so tired of everything...

[@patientlywaiting9402]

Change for me comes and goes like the rain. I wish I could just stick it out and not let old habits affect my future

[@chloebowers1124]

I want to give everyone in these comments a massive hug 🥺🥺🥺🥺

[@キムアイシャ]

Idk🤧, why i crying 😭😭🥺😭😭

[@mayaarredondo6094]

Same lil happy.I care about your feelings.I know feels like when it is like no cares for you.I am so sorry.

[@ronnieconroy2677]

damn.. good will hunting got me

[@n_i_g_e_lhairstyle8706]

Depression is jus 1 stage closer to ending it all it's like a never ending pain death is a way out no one understands

[@donmillmizzy1522]

It was nice living on this Earth I really appreciate everything at this point I think I’m done living RIP to me🙂

[@wildchild574]

The pain is exhausting...... I wish I could change me.

[@stelonkangabam4567]

The worst part is you can feel it all.

[@Alexkhozol]

I m trying to change but noone appreciates. Even my close ones.

[@taurainashettegede4020]

if you are broke you can try and move on. life is a jenny. true love is what I need. I wish if I could sing but I cant but I can do poetry I love art and is my girlfriend now

[@Naldo2406]

That Captain Phillips scene with Tom Hanks...

[@darkblue0505]

Ronaldo, watch this poetic video It's my Sky once at kzbin.info/www/bejne/aZ_Rf32Pfc5sjNU!

[@shannonboggie9147]

I started crying when I saw leo

[@silkyjay869]

Im so sorry wilson. We will meet again. You saved my life.

[@philipleima1154]

Everyone here.. we are all going to be okay one day

[@tpespos]

People say Life is supposedly going to get better but every year that goes by it get harder and harder to believe that.

[@pamgregory6869]

I recommend you to a man who help me manifest whatever you want to manifest within two days💞

[@pamgregory6869]

He was the person who helped me manifest my ex back three days ago without daley🌹

[@pamgregory6869]

Text him on whatsap 💞

[@pamgregory6869]

🙏+234 =808=049=4141🙏

[@shxwn7830]

Weve all been driven insane atleast once

[@angamboyksg9893]

I don't understand. I'm not ready for this, i Never thought it will be like this. It hurts, I can't even cry but the pain keeps on stabbing me . Please give me strength. 06th June, 00:37 a.m 2021.. (Api)

[@amankamdar9948]

I cried seeing Pinkman.

[@MAD81589]

When I'm drunk and you want me to break down and cry....this is how you do it

[@pamgregory6869]

I Know Of a Great Relationship Restorer Who Can Bring Back Your Ex Within 2days Without No Daley 💝

[@pamgregory6869]

He was the one who helped me restored back my broken relationship of three years without stress nor delay 🥰

[@pamgregory6869]

Text him on whatsap

[@pamgregory6869]

🙏+234 =808=049=4141🙏

[@xoxluckycharmsx]

find someone so that you can sing 🎶 she loves me for me

[@roses_light]

I know this was made in 2018 and I didn't see it mentioned but the movie on 3:33 is The Pianist. It's a real story and during WW2, go check it on Netflix. (If it's still on it)

[@afiqahharith6985]

This is amazing..

[@amiirkii588]

I know a can, it just take time.

[@jackff903]

i'm not hurting myself , i'm just tried . i can't cry thats why i'm here . just for cry the fucking cry................

[@eurekal1903]

... I am doing better than ever. That's how I feel.

[@haunaniplayer3259]

SLEEPING AT LAST!!!!

[@victoriaperkovic4938]

Oooo please dont cry...

[@delicious9930]

Anyone else feels like song “I can change, I can change, I can change” in the background? No - Just me? Ah okay... 😌😁

[@xrockstar664xenergy3]

I wish i could change to be better Person and try at least for one second to dont be different and i wish i could even find the way to my heart again to try to make things better

[@jessicalove9225]

I am myself. I can't save .

[@adnanelarhrissi2002]

you were my home , my familly , my everything 😞 i wish one day you will read this comment

[@olivero5910]

**Sees Robin Williams** Me: oh no Eyes: let's leak shall we **Sees Marley and Me** Me: *OH NO IT OUCHES*

[@chimaobifuture2278]

I fight so hard to stop but it's getting a better part of me I feel hardened inside nothing makes me happy again, there's only darkness, anger, and pain I'm broken.💔💔

[@pamgregory6869]

I Know Of a Great Relationship Restorer Who Can Bring Back Your Ex Within 2days Without No Daley 💝

[@pamgregory6869]

He was the person who helped me manifest my ex back three days ago without daley🌹

[@pamgregory6869]

Text him on whatsap 💞

[@pamgregory6869]

+234::8080::4941::41🙏

[@shinigami2669]

I see Hannah.

[@kaimerra2608]

02:50 WILSON~! 😭

[@rekaiaguen382]

Which film??

[@hokchan7210]

I feel sad and act like I'm broken even I'm still single. I don't know why

[@yashartha]

Sometimes it feels like I'm cursed. I'm a problem. Whatever bad is happening around me and with the people around me is happening because of me.... Wish someone can understand hug me tight and then shoot me .

[@siddhofficial7563]

Every year new pain. What I do! I just wanna dig my grave.

[@ethanshevlin1231]

It's not that I wish to change to be happy but I want to be sad and I hate that