Saddest Moments of War with an Army Sniper

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[@George-ul7zv]

Nothing wrong with crying Soldier just shows that you care buddy

[@DMTEntity88]

Crying is actually good for you if you keep it all built up, it will eventually come out aggressively…

[@perplexitize596]

They’ve seen things 99% of the world haven’t. They’ve seen things we don’t even want to think about. The cries, the loss of life, the question of “am I doing the right thing?” I couldn’t imagine. At all and they deserve to live like kings in America. But our government hates them and will pay illegals and foreign governments before our veered and and homeless

[@wildcat8598]

Shit I’d be more worried about someone who doesn’t show emotions while recalling an event like that!!! Hell yeah it’s normal. It’s healthy and it just shows that you’re human.

[@ty-kk9vq]

only people who dont cry are psychopaths anyway.

[@ktlarsen9244]

Damn man

[@fabianfierro5406]

Meanwhile the politicians are sleeping well at night

[@lukee7615]

Raking in millions by the year

[@SuperfastDawg]

While playing rounds of golf together and eating/drinking at State dinners.

[@Swiggs999]

​@@lukee7615millions? Billions

[@ronin5020]

Citizens are charged with changing that situation

[@Sierrafalcon787]

But we keep them in office for way too long. They become corrupted because those who pay for play have the chance to identify them and put a price on the table so that we the people get tackled every time with proposals and bills to benefit only those that pay the politicians to protect their assets.

[@snbond80ify]

Watched numerous interviews of this man talking about stuff I couldn't even imagine experiencing. This is the first time I've seen him emotional. All respect bro.

[@erismana2105]

Luckily he is the the usual bro-vet

[@dgroves85]

@@erismana2105what does that mean?

[@adafridi]

Yes me too. He's always so emotionless apparently. 😢

[@billmcyrus]

I think he's been working through a bunch of stuff so probably more able to let it out now.

[@jackburton9331]

That's not crying. That's fighting it back. Which is twice as hard

[@demonwearingpalmangels4537]

Man that hand rub when you start crying is the only place you could find some comfort.

[@spiralrose]

That’s profound. Stay well, my friend. May you always have a hand to reach out and grab when times are tough.

[@dt9233]

Very good observation!

[@KimAnn-ge4cd]

3:16

[@DrOcKa20]

Never noticed or paid attention to that. You're absolutely correct.

[@steven1479]

​@DrOcKa20 It's a self soothing reaction. Sometimes it's all you can do.

[@thearts31]

My sisters fiance Sgt. Eric Snell was hit in the head by a sniper round on 6/18/07 in Baghdad. She found out one morning as she was getting ready for work they announced his name on the radio. I will never forget her screaming when she called me that morning. He was such a beautiful man. His mother arranged for my sister and I to spend time alone with him the night before his memorial service. You don't forget the damage a bullet does to the human body. It was him but his face wasn't. Gob bless every soldier in this land. 🤍

[@sinverrette9803]

So sad. I'm sorry to hear that.. condolences and prayers. Hope she's finding some sort of peace..

[@yesimthegoat0385]

I mean this with absolutely zero disrespect. I want to be clear about that. But can I ask, they let you be with his body, like open casket? After a sniper wound to the head that messed up his face? Can you explain that I’m just curious, that sounds so heartbreaking and traumatic for loved ones to see

[@thearts31]

​@@sinverrette9803 thank you 🤍

[@thearts31]

​@@yesimthegoat0385 his mother is one of the kindest women I have ever met. My sister and I flew into town the night before the memorial service. His mom wanted to give my sister time alone with him. My sister wanted to see him. The entry wound was above his left eyebrow and they were able to fix a lot of the damage but obviously not all of it. Like his eyebrow and eyelashes were gone and his features were not the same and you could still tell where the bullet hole was. Trust me it's something you don't forget. He was so beautiful. You can Google his name for his story.

[@JeweleeT.]

So sorry for your loss. 🙏🏻🛐

[@MykCola]

"I never heard anything like that before." Coming from that guy that sent chills down my spine.

[@plutoslikk1404]

Real in the field brother life’s a trip a journey never lose your sense of humor 🫡❤️

[@aliciaobrien8713]

SAME

[@Mygirlcoco19]

The tone, the way he said, is so matter of fact, adds this silent understanding that this isn't a man that's ever suffered fomo.

[@YK-rs8pm]

And to end the video off too for fuck sakes

[@lucidwithastar]

@@YK-rs8pmThis is just the short version of a the full thing. I hate yt shorts but I'm here

[@marcelena]

When he looked left as he said "passing by" it's like he's still seeing it happen as he's saying it.

[@flameofanor8252]

I'm 100% sure he sees it, can smell what was in the air, etc. Freaking mind works mysteriously

[@jmathews470]

Because he is reliving it.

[@RobertFloyd-g6u]

Yes, he was seeing it. We all do.

[@badassdahn654]

I noticed it got me chills too

[@ronin5020]

We relive these moments man, this time it’s encouraged.

[@stmarquies4377]

Imagine the person that literally saved your life dies!! That’s the most heartbreaking feeling ever!❤️‍🩹RIP Soldier 🙏❤️

[@blakemann9911]

I feel bad for Nick, survivors guilt is a real thing…

[@jrjunior8468]

​​@@blakemann9911 facts it really is and alot of people don't get it. People keep saying "you have a good life, don't worry about what happened you made it" But I miss all the folks who couldn't be here with me who didn't make it out the hood, who were good people, who wanted me to succeed because despite the influence I never fell into the streets so they protected me and kept me away and now the guilt sits sometimes that's just how it is for some people

[@ninshusensei412]

Depends on how you look at it. I saved my uncles life one time. Gave him more time with his kids and wife, gave him more time on this planet to experience this life, dude had no issues throwing my problems in my face. What if I died? He wouldn't think twice lol. The truth is, in the military when you're all you got, that's what you got. You rely on your guys and your guys rely on you. When there is no imminent threat, nobody gives a shit until you die. There is no loyalty or bond anymore. People don't love anymore. We are just worried about ourselves, how we can benefit, and what is going to happen to us. We ask others to sacrifice for us, but are unwilling to sacrifice for them.

[@DBo-pp1gn]

Fn Facts

[@NewEra-us9gd]

what do you mean? can you explain pls what happen to this guy

[@andrewscott1387]

I’ve seen a few interviews with this guy now and what a genuine caring soul. Tears aren’t a sign of weakness but a sign someone truly cares what an amazing human being and wish him nothing but good health.

[@tensonedmonds8442]

Being a sniper isn't evidence of care though. So many other military careers to show care. This is from an X military.

[@KimAnn-ge4cd]

Soo strong🙏🏻❣️

[@DreamVille127]

@@tensonedmonds8442you’re a bot right

[@RAGINGINSOMNIA-o8e]

@@tensonedmonds8442 I feel the same way. You stay hidden from a distance and stalk your prey through the eyes of a technological advancement while your enemy has no idea or chance to defend itself. Pretty cowardly but there's little moral in the whole game to begin with.

[@304dalf2]

Nick Irving is a True Hero! A true warrior, I’ve watched many videos of him speaking of his time at war & the way he articulates things, the pain im his eyes as he describes the deeds he had to commit for this country, you can tell not a day goes by where he doesn’t think of the lives he’s takin & that it haunts him. That’s a true hero, living a nightmare so that we can live the American Dream! When I see how far the country has fallen men like him are the first that come to my mind, the pain these men experience watching the nation they watched their friends die in the dirt protecting just falling to shambles has to hurt them beyond belief! All they sacrificed just to watch a rich man ruin it to become slightly richer, the anger that must bring is unimaginable, not even counting how badly we treat our vets in the first place…

[@reeko9781]

Very well said, also so true.

[@ricardomorales7020]

. a combat brother who was killed, that he obviously cared for alot because he had saved his life. How can he not shade tears.

[@304dalf2]

@@ricardomorales7020 I would imagine he did care a lot. Even if you’re not in the same squad or team you still went to boot camp with these men. You still grew and watched them grow beside you physically, mentally and psychologically thru most of your military journey. They definitely shared some laughs, some beers maybe some story’s from back home about women or bar fights lmao. Regardless if they have never entered the field together until then I’m almost positive they would have some type of camaraderie between them. I’ve seen people die right before my eyes, it is not a pleasant moment at all and they went out peacefully I could Imagine them dying from bullet wounds just bleeding all over you! It would be insanely scaring if it was a random individual off the street much less a battle brother!

[@wsean87]

If the reaper is crying you know it hit him hard

[@marioaguilar9559]

"The reaper" lol

[@NBM324]

@@marioaguilar9559that’s his nickname he earned it

[@kykrazy6050]

​@marioaguilar9559 Thats what he's called.

[@chrislucarelli4395]

​@@marioaguilar9559I welcome you to look this man in his eyes in person and say anything.

[@Cudunnit856]

@@marioaguilar9559 lol u must don’t know

[@DeSmith-o4b]

"Thank you for your service" doesn't even come close to the appreciation that we should have for our professional warriors.

[@JoshDeCoster]

Unfortunately those seem to be false words. Our government and people have abandoned our warriors. Everyone either doesn’t want to help because “I don’t want to think about that” or for other reasons. It’s up to us to continue this honor for our warriors

[@christopheroxford3903]

Amen to that

[@DeSmith-o4b]

@@JoshDeCoster I feel like a fraud trying to help vets, but I've always had a calling. Any ideas where to start? I almost started an apprentice program in cybersecurity (think journeyman hvac, plumbing, electrical etc for vets and help them get jobs in corporate America), but it never materialized and got cold reception from business partners when I shared the idea.

[@teflonmusk11B]

@@DeSmith-o4bthanks for even considering such a beautiful service for us veterans. I am medically retired and I do pretty well for myself thanks to my 100% SC pension from the VA life is getting better every day every month every year that passes since my past deployment in 2013. No regrets! Some of the best 9 years of my life 1 BCT 1/32 10th mountain division

[@gw593]

@@JoshDeCosterYou get the government you deserve. This is only a reflection of your society. Government doesn’t care about homeless vets and either do you…I watch you walk by homeless drug addicts on the streets everyday. So quit blaming the “government” the goverment is YOU

[@Tar-Numendil]

It's hard to watch a man like the Reaper cry. I can't imagine going through that. You have my undying respect, admiration, and gratitude sir.

[@patrickkrehemker1757]

@@Tar-Numendil you know it’s hitting hard and hurts when you don’t realize your eyes are welling up and you start the hand rubbing to try to get some sort of comfort but a lot of times none to be had. He has done more for this country than what was required of him. He is truly a humble man and he shows his human side alot of the special forces guys don’t because they want to not appear weak. If I could shake this dudes hand I would shake it and wouldn’t even feel like I was worthy to do so.

[@BrandonThomas-e7v]

I once worked with an army vet when I was 19, he was talking to another co worker and they talked about counseling. That's when he told the story from his time in the military. He said a buddy of his was in one of the military jeeps when it ran over an IED. He said he pulled him out and he died in his arms. He was always a happy person and was socially awkward from his ptsd. I cried when I lost contact with him when we were suddenly all let go after the day he said to me, "thank you for making me feel welcome." Love ya Steve...

[@mruss2237]

I’ve watched atleast 5+ different interviews with this guy and I’m glued to it every time. He’s as genuine as it gets. Have never gotten the impression he’s exaggerating, if anything he usually downplays himself. Ppl wanna hold on to that 50cal comment but the shooting instructors were spreading that around to everyone, and why would anyone assume it was bs?

[@shockxwave]

Dont hold that back. Let it out man. Men go through tough shit. Its ok for us to have moments especially guys like this

[@Kyle-k4w]

How does crying help anything? Just bawling so you can't finish the story doesn't help anyone.

[@ocho8402]

@@Kyle-k4w How arrogant

[@erismana2105]

​@@Kyle-k4w you follow Tatsoy I bet 🙄

[@Boba-vv1uc]

Are you a combat vet? Or you just play video games?

[@bobsiddoway]

@@Kyle-k4wyes, it does help. I work with war veterans every week as a therapist. They’re so bottled up emotionally, just to survive, it’s depressing. War is awful.

[@SOULar-POWERed]

Shawn has such a compassionate presence. It’s strong yet comforting.

[@letsboogie4408]

Facts bro

[@FreeBlackConservative6859]

And it's amazing because he has been through some of the same exact things smh Our vets literally go through hell on earth

[@joshuachambers485]

Comforting? Get a woman.

[@mustbemeech]

@@joshuachambers485😂😂😂😂

[@saintsnaps]

Good 2 see he's still human after that

[@Fat_Thor_1138]

There are some special people in these comments. Guys talking trash that have never seen combat let alone spent time in uniform.

[@H1TM4N916]

Yep internet tough guys

[@bleak83]

Ive seen a few i wanted to say some shit to but they're just gonna report me and get me suspended

[@oldkingcrow777]

Are these OP bot comments? You always see em fighting ghosts like "making fun of this man...." while i go theough 100s of comments and not a single one is what theyre describing lmao

[@slh48]

@@H1TM4N916phone gangsters

[@tombarnes2397]

They're special ed

[@stevenlopez102]

So... "thats the guy who saved my life.." instant chills and tears... im a grown ass man and ive learned in life... thats what raw emotion is. And the realist and most genuine way to feel alive .. is to feel gods greatest emotion.

[@TheOneLC7]

Couldn’t agree more brother…it hits hard when you realize many things really don’t matter when you hear someone speak of real life

[@EtherealFujin]

Poor dude, seems like a super nice guy and I can tell how brokenhearted he is because his friend was dying in front of him, in the middle of a war or battle, seeing him pale and white and then having to carry his body to safety just to lose him in the process. A man can cry as much as anyone else, when I see stuff like this it breaks my heart because it shows that he and no one else wants to see these things happen. Why is there war? Why are we fighting? Why do we have to put him in that position? I don’t understand, and people keep justifying it and continue to go to war and outside of war, outside of the army, we got a lot of the rest of society being negative and insulting and hurting people. Why can we not be better as a people, as the human race, as a species? Aren’t we supposed be highly intelligent organisms and no one can see how much negativity drives the world right now? To those who are kind-hearted, good people. I love you all and I thank you for being kind in a world where many people are negative, selfish, and narcissistic, and I’m sorry for all the people who have been hurt either by seeing war either through a video or first hand in the army. To those who continue to drive to work to ruin with their negativity, and to people who support war and also people to like being selfish, narcissistic, and mean for no reason just because you think it makes you cool, I say this: I hope that one day good people realize how much negativity is really hurting us as a species, how many people have died for mean comments and hurtful actions, all for a person’s prideful behavior… and to those in charge of whether or we fight wars or not, please realize that we do not need to fight! Why can’t we solve problems as humans without anyone dying?? I do not understand and I’ve been very hopeful that we as humans would be better, but year by year it keeps getting worse.

[@RUsure]

Heartbreaking. Truly sorry.

[@ronbenjamin4351]

Bro wow!!!Man you’re talking some real stuff here! I was a 1 bat Ranger back in the day!! Loosing a buddy will mess your world up!! I needed to see this even though so sad! Thank Ranger for sharing and God Speed! There are no easy days!

[@nathankunz13]

Keep pushing, and remember, there are easy days, those days are yesterday. We are valued, just as we are silent. We are loved, but only through our silent lenses

[@donniefaust2763]

Keep your head up brotha.

[@SparkleSurprise-nv5di]

Only rangers cry like girls

[@dcfools2890]

Wishing the best for you and your fellow brother and sisters, Thank You all for your service!

[@BoogieMan174]

Hearing stories like these really angers me to see our vets out on the street forced to beg for scraps. These men and women have given their all, gave their lives, mental health only to be forgotten ❤. Thank you for your service. We truly appreciate you and all the men and women who fight for our freedom.

[@jasminechukwu1370]

It angers so much 😢😭😭😭 and we have some fucking ignorant who don't know shit tells the people who sees all this stuffs what to do and sleep well in their beds 😢😢

[@antonemorris9644]

Bro it's our fucking kids. How do people not see this, why is not as clear as that?

[@JanaLemons-dl7tk]

My husband was a combat veteran - people have no idea - God bless you and thank you and your being willing to talk will make others think.

[@Buffyshow]

Thank you for serving our country.And i'm proud of you for speaking out and going through your feelings. My dad was a marine, and a lot of time, men don't talk about what soldiers go through . the post traumatic stress syndrome and what and how it affects their families when they come home. You are amazing. I pray that you keep healing and that you keep talking and helping people. My dad was angry and he took it his pain out on his family until he worked out.All those feelings that you are working out right now. That's what men do. I pray for you that you to heal and that you continue to help people work Through the hard things.

[@willaknotts1298]

These men..soldiers..warriors..heroes...we asked so much from them...they put everything into their training to help themselves survive the worst of it. It all amazes me. I pray for each of them to be able to survive the fights over there and the ability to survive the memories of it all once they get home. Bravo! Peace in your hearts. Thank you.

[@Men4JC]

To help each other survive... that's why it huts so much when 1 is lost. You feel like you failed.

[@ebythebeach]

Thank you Sean this has helped so many Vets. Isolation is a killer and your platform brings healing and is the antidote for loneliness depression & suicide. You're doing an incredible service for all the warriors out there because our government has failed to.

[@SeeJayStep]

You’re not alone. Whatever branch you serve, 99% are taught to follow, not lead. But there’s no recipe or program that works for most. No support group, no reunions, no ceremonies because at the end of the day it’s you and your thoughts and nightmares. We need podcasts like Sean’s to show us; the unbreakable, badass, made for combat guys that almost seem mythical, are humans and it’s ok to cry and reflect. I guarantee this video, every vet that has lost somebody or been in it (not basic training only that think they’re unstoppable still), has watched this and realized it’s okay not not be okay. And maybe take a view mins to scroll and find a similar story of your battle mentally. Maybe acknowledge them and find a way to exchange information. Networking is a lost form for the tough guys who are called Nancy’s for showing emotion. IMO anyone who has watched a members life get taken, been in battle, or taken a life, should have a test and given jobs to interview the flagged people buying guns. We’re all killers that know how they think. Unfortunately for Chris Kyle he let his emotions cloud judgement. But mental health workers such as therapists etc and work in correctional institutions & parole boards should go to combat veterans that have seen the look of a man being interrogated. They should be the ones watching criminal interrogations. Which if they lost limbs, can be done from a computer at home. So many vets that are physically or mentally damaged don’t get a shot. That’s why this video planted the seed to start my Organization to help Vets find a purpose of their choosing. Pay for private investigator licenses, put them through online security courses, whatever it may be. You give a vet a mission, he will learn whatever he needs to and work 100x harder than any other candidate. And they don’t do it for praise.

[@SHGant]

I'm sorry you went through that brother. To say thank you for your service, seems empty at this point. But alot of us are grateful for all you've done.

[@QCs_Finest_est.1989]

Yes we are brother, yes we are 🙏💯

[@AmanShinMossadian5_6]

It’s NOT empty Bro. It may be the very gesture that keeps someone in the Good Fight of Life/Living!

[@carlosmoran2504]

why? its not ur fault.

[@MoMo-tp5ps]

GOD puts his toughest battles on his toughest shoulders 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@guddalevelsk]

@@SHGant he signed up. Y u sorry lol?

[@TizzTv]

as I grow older I really do appreciate what these ppl do; I can't imagine what they go through man. I try to help any veteran the best I can around my city.

[@xnavyro]

My son who was “over there” has fits of insanity where he admits & confesses the he’s human & vulnerable, but it’s heartbreaking to hear him talk about what he’s experienced & to see his eyes well up with tears. While at Fort Bragg, I found him in an area for the 82nd Airborne heroes & noticed how solemn he looked. While standing in front of a new monolith, he told me that the heroes on that monolith had given their lives to save them by flying their helicopter in front of an incoming surface to air missile. Knowing there wasn’t much I could say, I told him to live the best life possible to honor those brave men. He has succeeded as he’s now a 1st Sargent & retiring in January. I want so bad to tell him how proud I am of him, but am afraid I’ll rekindle memories best left behind? It’s like dancing on the head of a needle. Someday, in the future, it’ll just be me & him & I’ll truly let him know how proud I & his grandfathers are of him, who were both heroes as well. Till then, I’ll silently watch & be amazed by him. Dear God, thank you for sharing this brave soul with this undeserving sinner. May you always hold him close & watch over him & his amazing family. In Jesus’ name I pray.🙏🏻

[@blessedabundance6266]

This brought ne to tears Sir. I hope you do have that moment with your son, no Doubt it will be a ruff and emotional moment for both of you, but I believe a son should know/hear from their Dad/Mom the Pride they have in Them❤ God Bless this Soldier and your family... For Their Sacrifices can NEVER be paid in Full 🙏

[@248fig]

Had a neighbor that unit found and disposed of bombs told me a story of 1 going off not harming him but desingrating his friend behind him, he struggled with what happened and why ill never forget him or the look in his eyes when he told me things. So much pain and sadness in his eyes. I'm forever greatful to you Tyler and everyone else who's sacrificed so much. I hope your wife and children will help you find some amount of peace one day brother.

[@Stoickennels]

Long time coming . Glad this interview is happening

[@KevinWood44]

We know the names of SEALs who had very questionable careers, but men like this go widely unrecognized. That is why I love this podcast, it brings to light the names of heros who truly deserve the recognition. 🇺🇸

[@sleepyyyyyyyyyyyyy]

The Reaper is known to those who count.

[@kelleybutler9203]

You should read his books, there all amazing plus the government and the CIA didn’t add or subtract what he wanted to say. I glad we’re getting to hear more what’s the sniper’s have to say without the government and Hollywood being the ones that are telling a story. Im glad that books are being written and there was a lot of backlash from the government plus interference with bs gaslighting. Now we’re getting to hear more and more from them, talking and writing from the actual warrior. Not having to have a government/CIA looking over it changing what they want to tell. That’s why elites hated the movie BENGAZI in the government and CIA, like this warrior said they don’t want people to know the truth. Of course normal everyday Americans that have to pay in blood and cash for these government wars, loved it.

[@MinoYTD]

I appreciate u my friend, and I truly hope u read some of these comments so u can see how much u r appreciated, and how much the pain u r suffering thru, pains us to see. Ur one tough dude. I honestly believe that talking about ur trauma as much as u can will help ease that pain in time. Survivors guilt is clearly a horrible thing to go thru… but please believe me when I say, u have suffered also and u have a right to live. Although I do understand it, U have nothing to be guilty for. Hearing u explain how hard u boys tried to leave no man behind, and u didn’t! U got ur friend out, fate after that u can’t control. Sending u prayers of piece bro 🙏🏻

[@NikiLivi5]

Thank you for your service! This needs to be shown on every major news channel so that every citizen & every politician knows exactly what war does to these soldiers! I think we need veterans running a lot of our govt offices. I have a cousin who’s a marine veteran with ptsd. He’s the biggest baddest bravest beast when he has to be. But he’s also the nicest kindest most creative most hard working most caring helpful give anyone anything he has to help anyone kinda guy also. I hate what war did to him! People need to know war should only be a last resort! Not an economy booster or money maker.

[@ShaneSchimpf]

I can'timagine living thru the horrors, the tragic losses of war. God Bless our brave military men and women.

[@SiriusDogStar369]

I don’t think men understand how much value they’re able to convey by being able to express emotions like that. Thank you 🙏

[@elizabethecarlisle1045]

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[@Messup7654]

Can you explain that too me? Men convey value by being able to express emotions? I’m a bit confused is this a new trend?

[@cleanserene6330]

​@@Messup7654I understood it as the value in men being emotionally vulnerable and expressive is so that other men see that and know it's OK for them to be emotionally expressive and vulnerable. It's healthy to cry, to release your emotions. It's physically harmful to hold it in. I had an ex whose dad told him at 8 or 9 that he cried too much, to stop crying. (If his dad had any clue what he was experiencing in his mom's house, he would have wept too, then raged.) That little boy didn't cry again for nearly 15 years. He was terrified to cry. (His father? His father self-deleted. Held in his feelings. Drowned them in vodka. Didn't work out for him.) People talk about what "real men" or "real women" do, but human beings who are mentally and emotionally balanced know when its OK to cry, know when to be strong, know when to listen, know when to share. They might get it wrong but they learn from mistakes and move on. They don't blame the person next to them for not understanding them, being too sensitive, being insensitive, not being able to take a joke. They take accountability for their words and actions, because even our best intentions can be misconstrued or cause someone pain. There isn't a manual to follow, but they can trust their intuition because they trust themselves. There is value in a man seeing that modeled by a man he admires. It raises all of our boats, helps us as a society, when men, when people, feel safer, feel comfortable in their own skin, feel like they can trust each other and themselves. Is that valuable enough for you?

[@1stone379]

​@@Messup7654 Some women get wet seeing a man cry. Some weird shit honestly

[@thebesttheworst2277]

With your brothers. Try it around your woman one too many times and see how that works out for you. Sad reality.

[@BlizzyVisualz]

I've watched almost every interview this dude has done, and this is the first time I'm seeing him get emotional during telling a war story 😢 I'm like "wow this guy is BUILT DIFFERENT!" but this just made him even more of a man in my eyes 🙌🏽🙏🏽🪖🥾🇺🇸

[@themarkl0813]

Real men recognize real

[@LarryBarnette-q5x]

Shawn. Your show and gusts are such great Americans!! And I truly appreciate them opening up and sharing their life experiences with Us. People need to hear what our soldiers have been thru ! Thank You

[@theo_jean]

Super proud of you Nick for sharing your story and shedding light on the mental warfare that soldiers battle on a daily basis. Keep sharing your story cousin!!🤍🤍

[@nenavega6641]

I love how open he is, still struggling to maintain composure but raw and honest. Thank you Sir!

[@carlosmoran2504]

u mean bragging?

[@fortieznoshortiez]

@@carlosmoran2504 this is what bragging looks like to you?

[@williamk6605]

@@carlosmoran2504Clown.

[@WickedSZN]

Perfect guest for this show, can’t wait

[@craigandg]

Sir, whether you believe it or not, you are a Hero, as well as all your fellow brothers in arms. Some paid a higher price, but you and your brethren who fought side by side and brought your buddies home deserve respect as well. There is no shame in shedding tear's for those you have lost, and the majority of us will never understand what you feel when everything goes quiet. Respect Sir!

[@jacobsprinkle2877]

Just imagine his thoughts when he lays his head down at night to go to sleep…. Feel genuinely bad for this man. Badass or not , everyone has emotions and I’m willing to bet everything his PTSD is insane. Respect to him and his loved ones ( along with his fallen brothers )

[@lebleb9501]

Thank you Mr Irving for sharing this story. Although painful, it honors those that didn’t make it, gives respect for the work you all do, honors the freedoms we fight for. I have so much respect for all those that have seen and participated in direct combat fighting. God bless you and your family everyday.

[@Robert_H_Diver]

Nick Irving

[@A1Barclay]

Yes sir, The Reaper

[@YasukeTengu]

I can't wait to see this one!!! Love the content. You always come through with the best interviews.

[@FORCE_PBC]

There isn’t one thing I could say…, except HERO.

[@carlosmoran2504]

hero? it was all for nothing....it was all giving to the enemy. all to come back here where the sheriffs now become mexico cops and actualty steal things from u that u purchased with money u earned fighting for everyone. its worse off so nothin was achived but makin enemies... fighting the wrong people.....the real heros r those that reject the govenments orders..they are not American

[@riffnastyhubanks5714]

And someone who has never served and has family that are veterans of war I can't even fathom or even pretend to put myself in the mindset of a true American warrior. The pain this man and many others before him displays is literally unfathomable to people like me yet I feel his pain. It is a deep pain a pain unlike anything most of us will ever experience in our life, a pain that will follow us to our grave.

[@MileHigh52]

This is why war is a last resort. It stains the soul.

[@DGenXer]

I read his book really good book to be honest, he talked about his ranger buddy getting shot by a chec sniper. It was really sad.. 😢 sorry my man for your loss

[@bvl98]

Please what's the name, or title of the Book. Is it on Amazon? From Nigeria 🇳🇬

[@DGenXer]

@bvl98 yes it's called the REAPER spec ops sniper, he has a few, way of the REAPER. and like a 3 book series that I've not read yet. Check him out he talks about his friend getting killed by the chech sniper super sad may man..

[@sirozone540]

We all need to send prayers up for this patriot. I've seen him on KZbin before & I'm sure he's still proud to have served his country the way he did, as he should be. That said we've been allowed to watch him grow & grieve through his storytelling & you can't help but see him becoming a little more disillusioned by the interview as his perspective changes. It wasn't all for nothing. I know he'll never see this comment but I hope the sentiment reaches him. An American. 🇺🇲💪🏿🇺🇲🙏🏿🇺🇲

[@saman1234]

It takes a real man to share a story like this and show how he really feels about it. You’re a good man and your tears show the burden you carry for all of us.

[@terrailrawlings7899]

Someone is always risking their lives While others are being comfortable and cozy. Thank you for what you do and thank you for interviewing this young man

[@yamimadeit]

The Best Podcast On The Internet Right Now!!! The Transparency And The Stories Told On Here Are One Of One!!

[@TacticalPAPA]

I had an anxiety attack listening to this..I’ve been through something similar. This is like looking in a mirror emotionally..

[@MattP-bj8cq]

Be well, brother. Thank you.

[@ModernwarfareUkraine]

Shit is tough man when u know that a brother in arms of yours that saved your life is in dire need of your help and there's not much your able to do for him knowing that he saved your life multiple times!!!! No matter how tough you are it takes such a freaking toll on you and your unit no matter what man. My hat goes off to this man and his unit man. Also I hope his family finds peace. Also I hope this man finds the peace and tranquility that is needed to move forward with his life. Ive done 3 combat tours 2 in Afghanistan and 1 in Iraq 2009- 2013-2014 and till this day it's still really tough man. One thinks about all the things that you could of had done differently to be able to save your brothers and TBH that's what really takes a toll on ur mind but you have to figure out that that's what happened and there's nothing that you can do to change anything honestly just leave it to god abd in his hands and move on with ur life. I wish peace to all soldiers always and forever god bless you all and RIP TO THE FALLEN. ❤❤😢

[@lightsout176]

Why do these men come home to such disrespect? It was an honor to listen to this. I don’t think other countries have our particular malcontent towards their servicemen and women. Just know I am not one of them, and I’ll answer my 2am call.

[@b.shaffer2580]

The people who disrespect these men do not matter. That simple.

[@justinwebster7761]

Sadly this is what has come of our nation they send us to war for their stupid reasons then discard our warriors like trash.

[@jacoblogsdon7634]

Liberial demorats pushing hat of our nation and it's men and women.

[@tyquanwashington.8510]

There's many reasons. First and foremost it's the erosion of trust for our government and the unnecessary conflicts they send us to. Civilians are broadsighted and set their sights on the wrong enemy; service members. Second, you have the erosion of patriotism by outside agitators. Yuri Bezmenov warned us.

[@victortorres1585]

Not to be political buts it’s the libs same thing happened after Vietnam

[@josephruggieri7463]

Listened to this five plus hour interview could’ve listened to another five, much respect to you, thanks for your service.

[@jordansmobiledetailing5097]

Every time I’ve listened to my grandfather who was a marine in the Korean War talk about his war stories his eyes looked the same as this man. It’s like they go right back to the time they were fighting but the brain is explaining what’s happening.

[@brucejones1867]

Sorry for your loss, and much gratitude for your service. God bless.

[@michaelsindar]

So many people take for granted what we truly have! God bless you. From one soldier to the next!

[@edwardgallas8602]

I loved this interview, one of the best yet!! When he cried, I knew he had a heart!! Great shit Shawn Ryan, constantly!!!

[@kelvendyson1508]

I'm getting this guys book! Truly remarkable individual!!

[@Tblanktim-mu1bh]

The men you serve with form a bond that at times is stronger than family. It is always great to meet up and talk with them. But I have found it is also difficult to spend time together because it brings up all the bad stuff you went through. However, I'd still stand in front of them when the air is cracking with rounds.

[@jarrettperry6931]

Hate seeing these dudes like this. Thank you all for your service. So much respect for you guys

[@stephaniemoore4594]

Best Podcast out there!!! Thank you for your service and sharing your story. I hope the family of the soldier heard this. I'm sure it offered some comfort to them❤️🙏🏻❤️

[@SaysWho1013]

Bless your soul Soldier - My late husband was with the 82nd Airborne as well 582 M.I Detachment -96 Bravo he did topography topographies aerial maps He is now buried in Arlington National Cemetery I miss him everyday

[@Happy-b7m4x]

Most skilled powerful people show compassion/tears when it's time to do so. Shows humanity/love. Proven psychologically. Real men, cry. This is one's only hope ever: See Romans 10:9-13 and 1 Cor.15:3,4 and Psalm 22:16 & Isaiah chpt.53 (even in the Jewish bible). After salvation see Matt.10:28 and Mark 12:30,31 auth.kjv bible only.

[@A_Stereotypical_Heretic]

KJV bible only? That's one of the worst translations out there. The NASB is widely considered the most faithful to the source translation.

[@Happy-b7m4x]

@@A_Stereotypical_Heretic you're false. See my above comment.

[@A_Stereotypical_Heretic]

@@Happy-b7m4x Not according to me, but scholars say this. For example: "What errors exist in the King James Bible translation (KJV)? Which verses are not translated correctly? Where do punctuation problems exist? What we call the Old Testament, in its original language, has incredibly few Bible errors. This is primary because the Levitical priests faithfully and painstakingly copied the text for generations. Unfortunately, many errors can be found in the King James Bible due to its translators using Latin readings that sometimes inaccurately conveyed what was in the original Hebrew text. Biases and Prejudices As if that were not enough, still more errors crept in to the KJV Bible because the translators, picked by King James to produce an English version of God's word, "read into" certain texts their own biases, prejudices and long held church doctrines. This inaccurate method of Bible interpretation is known as Eisegesis."

[@Happy-b7m4x]

@@A_Stereotypical_Heretic see me my above comments, we can do this all day.

[@A_Stereotypical_Heretic]

@@Happy-b7m4x i asked a question, you refused to answer because you have no answer. Typical Christian nonsense. Take care

[@imj323]

People think that just because we are men, we are not supposed to cry, but shit we are not robots we are human

[@standridge81]

Not to diminish any other operators or Vets but this man is the most humble warrior I've seen going around the internet. Doesn't brag about his kills or detach himself from the human element of war. A brave soldier with a heart of gold. The Reaper is a one of one ☝🏻

[@kristensockittoem6590]

Not only was he faced with injuries and deaths of brothers in his arms, but he was literally scared out of his mind. He faced the reality of death head-on and all the complexities that come with it. In the interview, he mentions at different points of this story about how he was questioning the reality of what was going on around him. From some of the things he talks about, it sounds to me like he was scared beyond belief with the fear of losing his life as well as those of his compatriots, that his brain started to fragment and disassociate in order to save what was left of his sanity in order to survive. A literal description of the thousand mile stare. I think he tries to hold on to his composure so much in his interviews and probably in his life as well bc he's afraid of what might happen if he were to let all of that emotional and psychological trauma out. And perhaps he wouldn't be able to put it all back together again.

[@KingDock_]

I watched this entire 5.5 hr interview at once without stopping…..best interview I’ve seen

[@StrondoBattles]

People have no idea that that man is one of the most prolific snipers in the world, he is truly an American soldier of the highest caliber and one of Americas absolute best snipers, absolute elite operator.

[@thomasmatthews8055]

Ladies and gentlemen. How dare you take your freedom for granted. Thank you sir. I was in the USAF but never endured this. Thank you so very much for keeping me free.

[@winstonbrown1516]

While keeping so many others in a state of terror and poverty.

[@thomasmatthews8055]

@@winstonbrown1516 move to Palestine.

[@FirstnameLastname-zq8oy]

@@thomasmatthews8055 this is an extremely ironic comment considering the US army and US military is partly responsible for the terror that palestinins are living through right now, due to the military funding / weapons the US provides Israel. Of course I dont blame regular soldiers like the man in this video for that, but glorification of the US military industrial complex and the money-hungry politicians that it serves doesnt help anyone other than the people in power.

[@FirstnameLastname-zq8oy]

@@thomasmatthews8055 this is an extremely ironic comment considering the US army and US military is partly responsible for the terror that palestinins are living through right now, due to the military funding / weapons the US provides Israel. Of course I dont blame regular soldiers like the man in this video for that, but glorification of the US military industrial complex and the money-hungry politicians that it serves doesnt help anyone other than the people in power.

[@FirstnameLastname-zq8oy]

@@thomasmatthews8055 this is an extremely ironic comment considering the US government and thus the US military is partly responsible for the terror that palestinians are living through right now, due to the military funding / weapons the US provides Israel. You're literaly proving the point of the person you responded to. Of course I dont blame regular soldiers like the man in this video for the choices of the US government, but glorification of the US military industrial complex and the money-hungry politicians that it serves doesnt help anyone other than the people in power. I dont advocate for disrespecting soldiers / marines as most of them are traumatised people with PTSD who were used by people in power, but the US government and the US military absolutely should be criticised.

[@Layla.H.79]

Pain, sadness & PTSD... The famous dark trio that generally clings to you for the rest of your life... I'm so sorry mate...

[@Jennifer-c5j]

I HAVE NO WORDS ..... THANK YOU FOR YOUR SERVICE SIR. MAY GOD BLESS YOU

[@stormeyholmes267]

Big respect and Big Hugs

[@SocialWorkerLoveMyPeeps]

You did your very best brother. Continue to honor your comrade’s memory with your words. Peace and love to you. Be safe and take care of yourself. ❤🙏

[@sHuS13]

That's rough man... I feel for our soldier and what they go through.. we need them and more...thank you

[@winstonbrown1516]

Ohh, you're getting them. Biden is seeing to that with those nice new citizens being welcomed through your Borders. Enjoy!

[@u.f.c.jon88]

This man makes such a positive impact on my life almost everytime I hear him speak. I'm thankful for men like you & for what you have sacrificed for others. You are such a selfless, giving, outstanding MAN & I pray that God continues to bless you as u continue to reach others such as myself in so many ways. Love-N-Respect to you Sir!

[@Anabolic_Ape]

I remember seeing Nick for the first time years ago on demolition ranch. I always liked him.

[@brotherenoch6838]

Been there! Lost a buddy of mine who saved me as well, he’s no longer with us. Still dealing with it.

[@kevecollins5267]

You're still in the fight!! Retreat Hell!!

[@allsecurefoundation5084]

It ALWASY sucks. Thanks for sharing

[@dtfrankel79]

Nicholas "The Reaper" Irving is the LIVING EMBODIMENT of a true American hero! For those of you who haven't read his biography, "The Reaper," DO SO ASAP!!!! I'd put that book up there on the list along with "American Sniper," "Blackhawk Down," "Lone Survivor" & "Alone at Dawn" as 1 of the most emotional, moving, & poignant books about modern warfare, & the warriors who've fought IN it, that I've ever read!!! May God bless this man, & ALL the brave heroes who defended/defend our beloved Republic! We ALL owe them a debt that we can NEVER repay. "Thank you" doesn't seem NEAR enough. Whenever ppl ask me to donate to charities, I always tell them there are only 3 I give to. St. Jude's Children's Hospital, Wounded Warrior Project, & Tunnel to Towers. NO OTHERS.

[@556online]

Well said. However there are other good charities as well, I recommend charity watchdog

[@FirstnameLastname-zq8oy]

Why no others? Veterans deserve support yes, but not sure why you went out of your way to act like they're the ONLY people worth donating money to.

[@daveh9551]

I was in a dealership service dept recently talking to one of the service techs and he was asking me about what I did etc. I had on my command tshirt. I started telling a story about the guys and I just started crying right there on the spot. Every morning I get a cup of coffee, light a mini cigar, and go outside and smell the fresh air , and then reflect on things. I may either call an old buddy to check up or they may call me. After so many years , my bros or other vet buddies call and we check on one another . It really helps to blow off steam. Hooyah!! Ranger Benjamin Kopp!! 🍻

[@metalman3274]

I’m in tears. Bless you both

[@nickshearer3091]

I've seen this man on other channels. He's one hell of a shot. He's spoken of his time overseas but nothing in detail. I hope he's able to come to peace and forgiveness.

[@waynesalisbury]

we all still human, bro. we all dont wanna see someone we know or care about to die. Its okay bro. I cant imagine going thru that. Im spiritual, imma say a quick prayer. "May GOD protect you, give you strength, and ease your pain." Amen Stay strong sir, love your interviews

[@4leaftayblack418]

All these guys cry so fucking much. It’s heartbreaking what they have to deal with. All these man made wars and shit. So crazy.

[@henrybuzzard4705]

The hardest thing is seeing one of our brothers give there life to save or protect us, its been 20 yrs for me and some days thats all i think About, the memories of them there last moments, the love for someone that you fight and die with is unreal.

[@dawnmarie506]

What an interview🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 Thank you both for your service to our country 🇺🇲

[@MAB1907]

This hurts me, watching him hurt so deeply. 😢😢😢😢 my prayers go to your peace…

[@lowverte3693]

Been waiting for him to get on here

[@dipsetdipset1850]

Wow that's incredible emotional. U can feel his pain through the screen.

[@heidihackbarth8449]

Im crying with you sir 😢 my tears carry no weight in comparison to yours but the weight of yours is felt! What you fought for is where and what me and mine get to live in! I am praying for your heart mind and soul....may your future be all God intended it to be! THANK YOU FOR YOUR SERVICE, may it not be in vain! ✝️❤️💯👑🌏🕊️

[@lewkelew1984]

Appreciate you. Thanks for the dedication and sacrifices that were made.

[@wrektem240]

That’s the fuckin reaper baby!

[@tamcaplan3552]

Reaper thanks for being a hero.

[@dougr2279]

Stay strong young man America loves you ❤.

[@williamk6605]

America wouldn’t “love” him if he was a Black man who never served.