Answering Tricky Questions | Being mixed race, Youtube community, Relationship struggles

[@SamanthaMaria]

thank you guys for all your comments! I just had to hop on and say that by the positives not outweighing the hard parts of parenthood, I meant that to me it is equal parts of the two, not that the negatives are greater! It was hard to put into words x

[@andmar5]

Samantha Maria I understood this from the beginning..(in video.) You always explain motherhood how I see and feel it. I feel like your the only mother I can relate with. My daughter is going to be 8 months soon and people use to tell me it gets easier as they get older...which in way is sort of true and mostly not! haha I feel its harder..more things to do and watch out for. Then again there are the beautiful moments when your baby becomes more aware and has actual fun with you. I also agree with you on the freedom part as well....before baby I would go out shopping by myself and do things daily. Now its hard being home most of time...its quite the adjustment!!

[@DomeniqueDeOliveira]

It gets easier with age but then again you encounter different diffuclties as soon as you overcome the others...

[@VanessaKanbi]

Hey!! I really enjoy & relate to your channel thanks for sharing your life 😁 I also felt the same in the beginning about my baby's but once they start doing more / having more independence it gets a bit better (I say that lightly because they always are dependent on us parents 😂😩) x

[@MissNevaeh2023]

Samantha Maria I had a conversation with my sister about black and mixed race people having less opportunities on KZbin or in the creative industries (less so in entertainment but that has its own problems). However, I do feel that with the likes of yourself and several other influential black/ mixed race women, progress is slowly on its way. I hope that we can all rise up in our respective fields and change the perception that we are not "enough" or "useful" or "talented" because we are.

[@HelloMooshy]

It gets easier with age, my sons almost 2 and a half and I think at 2 years was when I fhad Bally felt like all the obstacles were finally paying off, Bc at this point he can run up to me and hug me and show me he loves me, where as when he was alittle baby he was just taking all my love and leaving me empty, he fills me now but it took alittle while :)

[@jellypianist]

Thank you for being open about being introverted and having fewer friends, it makes me feel more normal... x

[@maka91kz]

You're normal :)

[@tamara_anne]

Love how honest you are about the not-so-amazing parts of being a mum! I feel like so many people are afraid to say anything negative about raising kids because they would seem ungrateful, but that is just not real! I mean, it is freaking tough! You are trying to keep this little human being alive, trying to teach it everything it needs to know, trying to feed it the right things and it is incredibly stressful! So thanks for keeping it real haha ♥

[@AshleighRianne]

Oooh you look absolutely stunning Sam, and we appreciate how hard you're working with a little bubba to care for ! So thank you and don't forget to relax and treat yourself now and then x

[@SamanthaMaria]

aww! thank you! xx

[@ulivias]

I'm SHOOKEDTH over your rate of work these few months as Indie was born not very long ago, and you still manage to keep up posting vlogs and videos super frequently! A real power lady wassuuuup! Don't forget to take time off if you need it

[@already8use]

yeah .. of course we should always cheer each others up . But she is not working in an office working 40+ a week . She has help from Jason or family and she is more flexible with her schedule . So she should consider herself - grateful / lucky

[@annajames1065]

already8use I work from home - Mum of three, my husband works full-time. Let me tell you...most days I'd rather be in an office, so I can actually concentrate. You can become do complacent. Saying that I'd never go back to a 9-5, it nearly killed me! It's insane working at home with our 1 year old, I don't get half as much done as I would in an office - but I wouldn't change that. Definitely a congrats to Sam, because I was in her shoe only months ago and I did NOT have the energy or confidence she has. Totes to her for being persistent and in love with her craft, while working!

[@mintayayy27]

already8use Woah, work is still work. i dont understand the american mentality that floats around on the internet that likes to essentially tell a person they shouldn't complaim because someone else works 100+ hrs a week. minimising a person voice is manipulative at best and abusive at worst. Sammi has a lot on her plate, let's not go around pretending that she doesn't.

[@lucyflorence3520]

With the bit you mentioned about how mixed race youtubers maybe don't get the recognition they deserve I totally agree that it's a problem. But I also think you (Sam) have a really strong following of young women- rather than children or very early teens like other popular youtubers. I think that's a positive thing though because I often watch Zoella etc and find myself bored of their over jokey and try hard mannerisms. With you it's real talk and real humour, and you're my fave youtuber hands down because I can relate to you. You're like a friend through my iPhone screen haha! You're doing amazing and I can't believe the great content coming our way especially while you're adjusting to being a mum! Thank you x

[@Ab74by]

You have been looking so health and glowy lately. Loved the video xx

[@amandamoll95]

I don't know if it's the hair or the makeup (or both) but you look soo different and so STUNNING SAMMI omg

[@itswaytoomucheffort5424]

i was thinking the same thing

[@amandamoll95]

If it makes her happy, who cares? Her body, her choices. Beautiful nevertheless

[@amandamoll95]

Orrrrr maybe she is a super confident lovely gal that just wanted this procedure done. She still is exotic and delicate, I dont believe her appearance is in any way devalued. Go leave disrespectful comments somewhere else.

[@DearAliya]

Lip injections:)

[@DearAliya]

Cocco Chanelle She said it herself. Only relaying what she said!:)

[@daley3224]

I've been subscribed for so long probably like 6 years and I never knew you had so many followers! I looked next to the subscribe button to see that you have 1.8M which is amazing! I never realized you had so many followers because your videos seem so personal and you always respond to comments! You're amazing! Love you!

[@banandababa]

I'm so glad you talked about the discrimination in the industry, I have never heard you talk about it before. I also hope it improves but it never will if people do not talk about it

[@cnquezada]

Gosh I love that you're so honest about parenting. We need more people to be completely raw and open about this subject. Parenting is HARD!!! I love my little ones, but Jesus is it hard and stressful! At times I wonder what the heck I got myself into... thank you for your honesty. Makes me feel Normal

[@patia58]

Caro Lynn i Wonder why people are so rude with because she was honest. i feel exactly the same like Sammy. i had a baby 3 months ago and it is difficult. it is not all sunshine and roses like most women portray on instagram, KZbin etc.... it is Hard. i love my little boy and wouldn't trade him for anything but still find motherhood difficult and exhausting. but i guess i will adjust slowly.

[@xmrsjosephadamjonasx]

I'm really curious about the financial planning that you've had to do in order to pay for the wedding. How do you stay within budget? Don't feel like you need to give too much detail, because I know that setting a budget is a really personal thing for everyone! I'm getting married next year and I'm so nervous about going broke paying for it! Love you Sammi!!

[@oliviaojpg]

alissamichellle they have KZbin coins so they have endless coins..not like a regular couple

[@LifeMeetSteph]

What kind a vibe is your wedding going to be? Chic or whimsical?

[@jennifertm]

If more moms were honest like you then I'm sure we would hear that the difficult outweighs the good a lot more often - but there isn't that much transparency in that community because everyone is so high on their judgemental horses. Thanks for being honest Sammy! I'm sure it will get better as she grows, keep your head up!

[@angispangis4665]

I was waiting for the insert of a picture of your natural hair, but it never came after you said it hahaha I'm so bummed. Could you please insert one in a different video!! So curious :D

[@keynesianflower2392]

Me too, ahah! I don't have Snapchat, and I was really curious :D

[@RTCPhotoWork]

same

[@bymoniquejackson]

hehe me too!

[@Imogenxxx95]

omg I love these type of videos so much - like proper interesting questions and answers! You look so beautiful too!

[@thecharlotteansell]

Reminding me of Tammy Hembrow with this hair girl🔥☺️ love it really suits you xx

[@1989snb]

Charlotte Ansell i taught it was tammy too😄

[@morbidNgel]

My thoughts exactly!😝

[@TheAliRobinsShow]

I love your brutal honesty in the answers in pertaining to being a mom, being mixed and how it is affecting your artistic growth, etc. I feel like they are things that people think but never say out loud, for whatever reason. Love the honesty ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@curly73ful]

I'm glad you touched on the subject about how some youtubers don't get recognized. Living in the US some people always think black people are "imagining" racism. They don't want to see the other side of the coin. I respect you even more for bringing this issue to light. I subscribe to around 16 channels but yours is my favorite. I always save your videos for last. luv u Sammi 😙

[@DaRose2010]

I completely understand how you feel as a new mom and I love the way you explained it. It made me feel like I'm not alone. Also when you mentioned how it's affected your relationship. Im 25 and my son is 5 months old so we were kinda going through the same stages at the same time and you have just been so relatable. Thank you for being real about what it's like as a new young mom! 💕

[@georgiarose5975]

SO in love with that hair colour on you! I totally get the whole hair thing as a mixed race girl myself with naturally afro hair. I straighten my hair everyday day and although it is definitely less work - one of the other reasons I don't wear it curly is I feel afro hair wasn't really portrayed much in the media whilst I was growing up. I've watched you and others on youtube for years and so would have loved to see more people rocking natural afro hair. Not saying it's your responsibility at all just throwing it out there! xx

[@MoeshaODonkor]

Yessss, you should definitely do more of these! And I'm so glad you talked about the somewhat lack of attention on black & mix-raced (and I'm sure, more!) KZbinr! It's so weird to think that you feel it because you're so big but at the same time it's somewhat reassuring (??) that even someone as successful has you has the feelings! ❤️

[@MeretelovesJapan]

I looove watching your videos, Sam. So thank you

[@taylorsimone2862]

Merete Really good question!!!!! I hope you answer this one

[@Nayeeli29]

I can't wait for the wedding video! Btw, you look so pretty

[@SherelleMcFadgen]

I say the same thing about the race thing when your trying to reach the same goals of those KZbinrs that are of a different background than you. It can be quite tricky and most don't understand where you are coming from if you try to express that. I have said this before and the looks I got was crazy! Mind you it was at a women's conference for KZbinrs and I was the only black on in the room... the silence was enough said for me! lol! I think your doing a knockout job kid, you make this mom thing look easy! :)

[@SherelleMcFadgen]

whoa no one said it was a complaint I was just agreeing with how she feels about the situation. The silence comes from many not being in the same situation as you. Sometimes silence is better than spewing anything out to make someone feel better about something or just putting two cents in. I am well aware of the success of the black people have in this industry. If anyone were to look at who I follow on KZbin it is literally a rainbow of faces. I learn and grow from watching and sharing in others experience. Its a simple observation that I have the right to agree with. Have a blessed one!

[@ayshajohn2439]

I have been on youtube for several years now and I still find it difficult to find black youtubers. The main black youtuber you will find are those doing skits. Only recently was I able to find black female hair youtubers with my hair texture and of a similar interest to me. A lot of black youtube creators do not get the same exposure from youtube (the company) or conventions that are put on to promote youtuber.

[@SherelleMcFadgen]

I can agree with you on that! You can follow me girl! I try to keep it interesting! I appreciate your truth, its yours to speak!

[@misstonight69]

go watch Patricia Bright

[@healwithcheryl]

Zoe Blue Patricia is awesome but also a minority in the realm of successful youtubers.

[@carlosanthonii]

you're so consistently genuine!! it's kept me a follower since your big curly blonde hair dayzzz.

[@riannphillip]

Growing up mixed race I used to (and still do) look up to you so much as there weren't many big youtubers that were also mixed! Representation is so important and I would love to see a full video about your experiences being mixed race :) xx

[@thetaschamarieshow]

i'd just like to say that the amount of videos u still manage to get up whilst being a super new mom amazes me! Been watching you since webcam video days and you've always stayed yourself! xxx

[@emmakristin7438]

you look so good! x amazing makeup

[@ghadatouil4747]

Sammi i love it when you "open up" like this..because i really feel and understand everything you say...you're such an inspiring human being ...and i know that i probably don't know much about your personal life ..just because i only know you on social media ... i mean i've been a subscriber for years ..but honestly you're an amazing mom ... YOU REALLY ARE..and Indie is so lucky to have you as her mother ..and i know that being mom is one of the hardest tasks in the world..and you prabably feel like no matter how much you do ..it's never enough ..but just keep in mind that you're doing a great job 💜 love you sammi !

[@MauiWowieful]

Love this video! You're very intelligent & I would love to see for you to make videos about 'taboo' topics, such as racism, women in business world, feminism, social injustice, your political view in Britain & around the world.. love you Sammy, i've been here from the start! Greetings from Slovenia.

[@Tmjones27]

Your hair/makeup looks gorgeous sam 💁🏼 xx

[@shanicestanier8902]

Sammi, I've just watched your vlog from yesterday. I just wanted to tell you, I am so proud of you for speaking out about the challenges you have faced becoming a mum for the first time. I myself cannot have children so will never know how it feels to be a mum. I think you did a great job in speaking about it, I completely understood what you meant by the hard times can outweigh the good times. Having a baby is an overwhelming thing that has a huge impact on your life and changes things. It's not how you expect it to be, you think it's gonna be plain sailing and like a dream but that is not the case at all! I didn't watch this video and for one second think that you didn't love indie, every time you talk about your beautiful little girl I can see the love you have for her and I think you are doing an amazing job Sam! I think you're amazing for talking about it honestly as there are alot of people out there who wouldn't be honest as they would be scared of the backlash that it could cause as yours has but that is just silly misunderstanding idiots who probably don't have children. As I said I will never experience motherhood but after having 10 neices and nephews I know how stressful it can get. Keep your beautiful chin up Sam! Don't let the negative comments stop you from talking about how you feel, if you don't wanna talk about it on KZbin then don't. Just make sure you keep talking to family and Jason, You're amazing Sammi and a great role model, fuck the negative people. Chin up beautiful ❤️❤️❤️

[@NicoleFiona]

Oh my goodness ! Yessss ! This industry and being mixed - is so hard .. I've felt the same issues. And no we aren't just thinking it. It's real. And it's so great to hear this from you, someone with a bigger platform. It's sad. But hopefully it will change.

[@Staceyleighfromthesoul]

Good on you Sam! Love this Q&A definitely agree regarding struggle on relationships and also being mix race/black! Great video x

[@ellengilbert8606]

Question for wedding video: Will Indie have a role within your wedding?! Love you lots x

[@lolasimpson377]

Part 2 ASAP please, i feel that you may get a more varied and interesting questions. This was insightful - I never knew that Mixed people had difficulty getting affiliates or moving forward per se .

[@1lazu]

It's absolutely refreshing to see someone speak with honesty on these topics. KZbin audiences will harass KZbinrs to share more of their lives but are hell bent on misunderstanding or berating them when they do exactly that! Sometimes it seems people just want to hear comfortable lies but thank you for remaining authentic Xxx

[@AngelaKc101]

Will you put up your wedding video on KZbin once its been filmed/edited etc?

[@JodieRogers]

Ahh wedding related video please Sam! I would love to know what you guys have decided to dedicate most of your budget to and what you think is more important. I'm getting married next April and we're trying to be as careful as possible! Also is there any particular beauty treatments you think you will get in the lead up to the day? :) Absolutely love your channel and have done for years x

[@katepalmer2104]

As a 26 year old thinking about motherhood I'd love you to do a realities of motherhood video.. you answer these questions so real and honest I'd love to see a full video on the topic I feel when your in a long term relationship the pressure I feel to have a child from outsiders can be pretty intense yet they never talk about the realities and hard parts of motherhood.. I'd love you to talk about balancing 'you' time, work time and your own identity with being a mum too.. as I think freedom is one thing I worry about ..I feel not enough people talk about it.. also the change on your relationship is a really interesting side to it too

[@jomarch4109]

I'm mixed raced w/ naturally long and curly hair. When I straighten my hair pple tend to treat me differently (even better). Once a previous employer even asked me to wear my hair straightened b/c it looked "more professional". 😒😒 Sam do you think a part of the reason you constantly wear weaves is related to being black/white (biracial) and wanting acceptance from the community you work in?

[@boringunoriginalname]

You look absolutely gorgeous Sam! Can't wait for the wedding video!! I have a question: how are you thinking of making your wedding stand out from other weddings/making it your own unique wedding? I hope that makes sense!

[@Daysofklara]

Thank you sooo sooooo much for always being so transparent and honest. And I can’t thank you enough for telling what it’s like to be a mum. Almost nobody dare to do this which leads to so much harm when ppl get children expecting it to ALWAYS be amazing - like EVERYONE says. You’re a hero in your own little ways 🙏☺️

[@ddejong7878]

I really appreciate you being so honest! Love that you don't try to make it seem like life is a bed of roses

[@MsPaulaBee]

Loved this video. It helps us get to know you better and feel more connected, even though some of us are SO far away. Btw, I love the new hair and your entire look lately. So gorgeous Sam. xx

[@louisesmith2869]

So beautiful, honest and raw. I always watch your videos when I need to relate to someone who doesn't sugar-coat their life. Thank you xx

[@MenaandSheilz]

I feel like a lot of people are nervous about being honest about the more difficult parts of life on KZbin, but I really appreciate that you are. And I also really like that you talk about tough things without having a really negative or pessimistic attitude. I really loved watching this video and hearing what you had to say! Hope you're doing well!

[@krazyeclectic]

I loved this video! I loved how candid and unapologetic you were. I also loved that you addressed the big questions too( the ones that you've been bombarded with for years) good for you!

[@Marina-cq2yt]

I LOVE you for doing this video! I'm so sick and tired of q&as where the questions are like "what's your favorite nail polish". You're so brave for being so honest and open about your experiences as a mom & being a youtuber. I bet a lot of new moms feel like you do but they're scared to talk about it, and that's a shame. So kudos to you

[@hotstuffnaomi534]

A lovely video, I've followed you for a good while now (when you and Jason got together) and I can truly say I've watched you grow and flourish into an even more amazing inspiration. Continue to be an amazing mum and strong figure in Indie's life.💕

[@tanyasanadze]

I'm glad you spoke about race in relation to KZbin! The reason I followed you maybe 6 years ago now?! Was because there were hardly any mixed youtubers and I really related to you. Definitely more successful mixed and black youtubers coming out of the woodwork these days which is amazing to see. You look stunning, props to you working with a newborn! x

[@luciefitness]

I just love Sammi xx thanks for being so open, I remember you talking about your shyness, as shy person I know how hard it was for you to film this xxx

[@mkoikol234]

I know you posted this video quite awhile ago. But I just wanted to say....nearly 7 years ago I typed mixed girl hair into youtube and you popped up. Im almost 25 now and you've never stopped being an inspiration for me and growing up in America, you're a reminder that being mixed race doesnt have to define you. So thank you for being a beautiful person xx

[@AleCayetanoMakeup]

You remind me of Leona Lewis! Ur so beautiful!!!!

[@sophiasmith6111]

Ale Cp I've always thought that !

[@zoegilder3490]

+Sophia smith and me!x

[@MariaAlmeida-xz2dz]

Right?! Thought the same and Sammy looks (/is) STUNNING!

[@oliviaojpg]

Ale Cp really? I mean their both British and mixed race lol

[@AleCayetanoMakeup]

I wasn't thinking about that really but their faces, eye colour and the fact that they both have that light :D

[@ClaudineJDN]

Hi Sammie...I don't know if you already did it, maybe I'm blind if you did it. But I think I have a good idea for a new video on your channel!! And this idea would be a (Hair Journey) with pictures... maybe this will help people to understand your journey and how your natural hair look and why you choose wigs...I think this could be a good idea, but you choose :) xx

[@SammyzBeauty]

Claudine.J she said it so many times it's easier for her plus I don't think she finds kinky hair attractive

[@ClaudineJDN]

Yes, I know she said it soooo many times, I heard her in the video. But I still think it's a good idea. If she don't want to do it I'm fine with that also :) If she did it with her style I thought for her hair will be a great idea as well...buuuut I'm not gonna die if she don't do it!

[@ClaudineJDN]

Yes, maybe she was bullied or whatever... And I understand if she doesn't want to speak about it!

[@kathybxoxo]

you guys are sick and obsessed. live and let live

[@oliviaojpg]

She never really grew up around her dads side so she's been surrounded by white family members and ppl in general. That's probably why she wants to look like them. You can't really blame her if that's the case. It's just the circumstance unfortunately.

[@LetsChatGrace]

i'm mixed race and i absolutely do think it's special,so so special! i'm not sure what mix i am specifically,but i know i'm mixed with black and white and i love it! i've watched you for years and you haven't changed at all,you've remained the same the whole time i've watched you,love your channel!

[@alishaloveslols]

So agree with you about low representation in terms of mixed race people getting certain opportunities etc, you're probably the only mixed race youtuber I've watched like long term and as a half Guyanese half English girl I've always found it hard to relate to certain people as I don't always feel I fit in with either side completely and it's so so nice to have someone to relate to on these things. Wish there was more opportunities out there for you guys in this industry so that there is more representation for younger girls who don't feel they have someone to look up to and relate to. I think people underestimate how much impact it is to not see people that look like you in the media or social media platforms etc.

[@sjsk1021]

You look so good!!! The whole color/tone/hue you have on from your eye makeup to hair color and nail color and sweater and everything look sooooooooo gorgeous!!! 🔥🔥

[@MorganTaylor23]

love how honest you are Sammi, its so refreshing!! xx

[@silviafulci5277]

SAMMI! I've been following since day 1 and it's so good to see how far you've come! You look stunning, this hair colour and makeup was made for YOU! But most important you look really happy and this makes me happy! Love you so much x

[@TarMarz]

Awh this vid didn't come up in my sub box! Thank god it came up in suggested! Looking radiant as ever x

[@monicaathnasious5423]

Absolutely love you Sammie!!! You are gorgeous in every way, as a mixed person myself I always didn't really connect with anyone on KZbin all those years ago but I found you and have been with you since the very beginning, you made me love myself and my curls. I love you so much! Keep being you and fuck the haters! You're incredible.

[@elizaveta1156]

Question for the wedding video - will you guys have a religious part during the ceremony?

[@divinenb4133]

Elizaveta Zenova i dont think so

[@thebirdisblue]

Elizaveta Zenova I'm not sure if Sammi is having a civil ceremony, but in the UK you aren't allowed anything religious in a civil ceremony. Not even religious sings etc x

[@elizaveta1156]

That is interesting, thank you! I think there are other ways to do it if not during civil ceremony, just curious if they plan anything like that..

[@oliviaojpg]

Jason is Jewish so probably...dude has the Star of David tattooed on his finger so I'm sure they'll have something Jewish..

[@TriniBelle111]

I think it's baffling about the mixed heritage bc as a Caribbean person & being mixed, I personally look forward to seeing u talk/rep/show u're Caribbean side. Also, the hair..I know I've asked b4, but are there's days that u let ur hair breathe in between weaves and would u do braids/twist?

[@ayshajohn2439]

I don't get why people are so obsessed with your natural hair. Their are tons of black and mixed race youtubers who wear their natural hair and have videos on it. I still don't understand how people correlate you wearing weaves not being proud of your black side and would somehow conceal it from Indie. I love your channel I have been following for a few years now you do great work and don't deserve half the backlash you get for trying out different video content or doing you unboxing videos. Some people just like being negative.

[@becky15707]

You know you just spoke my mind ! Am a black Woman and I wear wigs not because am insecure about my natural hair but because what I do with my hair is nobody's business worst part of it is this comments comes from other black peeps as well you choice to be naturalist good luck to that don't come commenting to see others natural hair like it's your right to. I get mad at this just because we are of same race doesn't mean am obligated to you . Sam do whatever you like .

[@huey6248]

Aysha John eh I couldn't care less about her hair

[@petitesideofstyle]

Its been a while since Ive watched your videos Sam, not getting your subscriptions to my inbox anymore. But LOVE THE HAIR!

[@LaLaLaura]

Ah! Can't wait for the wedding video! Will you be sharing any footage of your wedding? Also, I'd like to say that I understand what you're saying about mixed race people being left out of the top tier of KZbin. I started following you (many years ago) because you ARE mixed race. I'm mixed as well and I got really excited to finally find someone who looked like me giving makeup advice. Keep putting out the amazing content you always do and hopefully the industry will come around. xoxo

[@tristianbeaty3353]

Sammi I am absolutely obsessed with the blonde on you 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 STUNNING

[@saram2876]

You were the first person I started watching on youtube and I love watching how you've grown, your channel and creating your own little family! I am so proud of who you have become but you've stayed the same as ever. You seem like the loveliest woman and your daughter is so lucky to have such a great role model in you.

[@briwilson5213]

I absolutely love your honesty, and I hope that people in the beauty/fashion industry do start featuring more mixed race individuals like yourself. There are so many differences in this world and they should be represented and celebrated!

[@Sisselykkegaard]

Would love a makeup tutorial on this look! You look amazing girl :)

[@katarinavillasenor8510]

You and Jason are so real and honest about everything and you don't really owe us any of it but it's still nice that that's how you choose to deal with stuff.

[@VermilionLily]

I LOVE the blonde! I remember how frequent you used to go back to brown when you dyed your hair blonde. But I love love love this. You look glowy and stunning

[@SPisme24]

I love your honesty and the way in which you really strive to include all of your followers within the realm of your life xx

[@vanilj3]

I just wanted to say that you seem like such a lovely person! I'm in awe of how you're able to balance motherhood and work, you're a true inspiration!

[@emilywilliams6664]

You picked such great questions! Thank you for being refreshingly honest, and not just picking "safe" questions!

[@Rachyface]

Such a beautiful and inspiring youtuber. I can totally appreciate what you say, as I'm a parent to a little man of 2 years, and the hardships of the 'terrible twos' are far outweighed by the compassion and love that he gives every day. It makes it all worth it when I tuck him into bed at night and am rewarded by the words "Mummy I love you with all of my heart, ni night". Just melts me.

[@caseysarah1987]

I really appreciate your down to earth nature and honesty, especially when it comes to being a mum. I love being a mummy and my daughter means the whole world to me, but sometimes I find it so tough and hard work. I actually get anxiety watching mummy KZbinrs as I always think they will say or do something that will make me feel like a bad mum. It's so nice to have someone like you, who obviously loves her little bubba more than anything, but isn't scared to comment on the difficult aspects of it. Much love and respect to you and your little one xx

[@chicee123]

I love this kind of video. Ugh I just feel like she's so incredibly honest like I'm not at the point of my life for kids but her saying that it is not all fun and games and being honest about it makes me feel... Better? About it? Also i just love her soft energy. I hope to meet her irl oneday!!

[@SidniJae]

I love that you spoke about being mixed race on KZbin and the difficulties with it. that's kind of one of the reasons why I started watching your videos in the first place was because I haven't seen too many mixed girls on KZbin and I felt like I could relate to you a little bit more. so that's cool

[@broketraveluster6515]

I love love love how honest you are about having a baby ..other KZbin's (who have made it ) make things look so perfect and start filming when their makeup and hair is perfect..so you are amazing to share your struggles 😍 love you

[@Alyssa-ij5kb]

I loved that you touched on the KZbin industry and the lack of acknowledgement of womyn of color... super happy to see someone I've been watching growing up discussing something so real and important

[@2XoXangelXoX2]

Sammi ive been following you since your uni days and i love your growth as a person/youtuber. and frankly your honesty about being a mother is so true! its not all perfect and sometimes its really hard but for you to say the real truth is amazing thank you!

[@sophieameliac]

You're so honest, it's refreshing! You're also stunning 😘 please do more of these videos. I don't feel like I've seen many of these raw, 'anserwing all the hard questions' type of video before and honestly, it's awesome! ❤️

[@sooziesunshine]

I appreciate your honesty in this video, particularly regarding being a parent and your relationship with Jason.

[@Carmenlovesjonas]

Who's more of the decision maker when talking about wedding planning? You or Jason?

[@EilidhWells]

I totally feel you on the 'good out weighs the bad' thing because for a while I was the same - totally in love with my baby but so stressed and sleep deprived and it was SO hard but over the last few months things have just gotten so much easier and so much more fun! Things have totally turned around and now it's like 99% good 😂 I feel like every month is better than the last, my Oliver is almost 7 months now and its my fav stage yet! Love your videos like this and how honest you are 👌

[@EilidhWells]

Also you should be so bloody proud of yourself working so hard with such a young baby 👌

[@leahlovejoy5809]

I actually love your content so much and I get so happy when you upload I always feel like you're so real and I love watching your videos as they're so genuine x keep it up gorgeous x plus you're mum goals asf! x

[@moderano1]

thank you for your honesty, Sammi!

[@rockstarnurse2693]

Sam....I'm SO glad you touched on how feeling that being mixed race has affected how successful you COULD be on youtube if you weren't. I follow several you tubers, but at the moment, even though I'm American, the majority of them are British. (long story...hahaha) And most all of them are huge you tubers with GLEAM management; several times during their vlogs, they will take us along when they go into the GLEAM office for whatever reason. And EVERY SINGLE TIME, I'm thinking....where's the freakin' diversity at this management company?? Seriously, it's so many white people there it's blinding! Even the events GLEAM hosts for their clients are massively white. Doesn't matter if it's a party, they're away in another country, an actual youtube event, whatever; I'm always looking around the room during these events for people of color, and it's a struggle to find them! And those that are with GLEAM seem to be very cliquish, and I seriously want to thrown up at that. Not to say all of them are, but quite a few are that way. I was turned off by that in BIG way. Apparently GLEAM likes to put their paws in someone they feel will have the most mass appeal, and be the most profitable, and right now that's Anglos. But you know what Sam, the way you feel held back because of color with this whole youtube thing, is something all people of color, in all professions experience; including me. So disturbing, and I have commented a few times on those you tubers videos about this very thing, and I don't care how anybody feels about it. Racism is a LONG and DEEP evil, that has saturated the soils of many lands. But you hang in there Sam; just keep doing what your'e doing, and being your honest, authentic self. No one can argue with authenticity! I know you're not Christian, and don't really do the God thing, but I do!! And I'm here to tell you that He will take care of you and your precious little family, and bless you with everything you deserve!! WE LOVE YOU! **hugs**

[@160Days2Lose2]

rockstar nurse sooooooooo true! I remember a few WOC commented this same exact thing in Claire Marshall's video during vlogmas when she went to the Gleam holiday party. A few non WOC basically said diversity wasn't an issue because SunKIssAlba was there, but she's also mixed and I believe she was the only one there in a sea of all the other white YTers. I always wonder where is PatBright, BeautyByJJ, Shirley B, LizLivvie or any other Black KZbinrs with huge audiences. And I'm not just mentioning Gleam events, but at all the other party's they get invited too (Jo Malone has a holiday party every year and I don't ever recall seeing a WOC present). It's infuriating for sure! I know Lily Pebbles mentioned once that she thought it was unfortunate that no WOC was nominated for an award that she was nominated for (I think it was a Glamour award) and I was shocked that she even mentioned it because no one seems to care if it doesn't affect them directly. I was so glad LP said something about it, but I wonder if that will ever change.

[@rockstarnurse2693]

You know, like I said, this whole racial bias in the youtube world is the same thing going on everywhere, and it needs to stop! I'm surprised that at least SamanthaMaria wasn't invited to the Jo Malone Christmas party, because they are CONSTANTLY sending her gifts!

[@kimberrleighlynn]

Considering Sam was very pregnant, she could have been invited to the party but declined this past year. Not arguing your WOC statements, because I agree wholeheartedly. Just didn't want to add to any drama speculation re: clique-ish business events - I don't know for a fact she was or wasn't, but that's my educated guess regarding that.

[@daniellalouise9621]

Love this type of video Sammi and how honest you were. I'd never have considered that you being mixed race would mean you having to face the problems with KZbin that you discussed. I honestly think it's so ridiculous that in these times there is still this issue with race, when are these people going to stop being prejudice? Keep up the good work, we do appreciate how hard you're working despite having Indie ❤️

[@tiffanymarlow4152]

I just found your channel, and I love what you said about your early days as a mom. I experienced the same exact feelings with my first. Yoga & working out surprisingly pulled me out of that over time, but in the beginning (the first 4-6 months) it was hard and some days it did feel like there were more struggles than successes. I hope you are coming out of that mindset by now, and I'm so glad I found you on YT!

[@emilyturner7291]

This is random but I absolutely love that you haven't turned your channel into a channel all about your baby. I'm glad your channel has remained what it always has been. I don't mind seeing a baby in a morning routine or like once in a while but I subscribed to this channel because of you and your amazing content. Thanks for the videos! Xoxo

[@katieshola1692]

You're Stunning😘😍... When she said she feels special being mixed i think she meanss she gets the best of both worlds!! She was not saying that being mix race is better than other races😑🙄 Stop the drama and hate.

[@huey6248]

Katie Shola but being mixed you don't get the best of both worlds. At least not to my knowledge

[@epfizerdoolittleajl2165]

Apollo DA you are right

[@bamboozled5103]

I love your jumper, it looks so cozy. Where can I buy it from? also, please please keep your hair like this for the wedding xx

[@zoegilder3490]

hey it's from andotherstories :))

[@bamboozled5103]

zoe gilder ooooh thank you!

[@jordanne625]

your make up looks so good in this vid and I'm loving the lighter shade of lipstick on you!!! braids would look amazing on you, so much kravitz vibes would happen!! loved this video!!

[@MsChanChan13]

Hi Sam, your makeup look (eye shadow & lip colour) was very subtle in this video and it really brings out your eyes! xxx

[@shannonhooper7945]

I love your hair this color! I think it really suits your complexion. Anywho, I've always found it strange when people think being mixed race is something to struggle with or hide or even think that much about. I've found that my heritage matters much, much more to other people than to me when I'm going about my normal day. I'm just me and happy with it. I love the face you made trying to answer that question -- same, girl. Same.

[@AdventuresOfAbigail]

Love the honest q&a's excited to hear about your wedding plans x