IM GOING HOME

[@ELITEHARRYPOTTEREDITS]

honestly, i can’t be the only one who’s notice how confident she’s gotten since her boyfriend came into her life. it’s amazing to watch

[@bernadettedurrwachter2423]

He’s a real man treating her right 👑

[@lolsstar]

I appreciate the sentiment, but she did that herself and then got a man. She is just thriving now :)

[@mmc1086]

@@lolsstar i appreciate your sentiment too but there’s no shame in stating that humans simply thrive better when they have the support of a loving partner. I feel qualified to say this as a 37 year old single mother. I have grafted hard every single day on self improvement techniques and finally feel happy for the first time in my life. But I would love help around the house, a sex life, affection, someone cheering me on and being there for moral support with all the inevitable shit that life throws. And this is not because I just need to love myself more. It’s a legitimate desire.

[@lolsstar]

@@mmc1086 oh I didn't mean I think she's thriving because of her boyfriend at all. I just meant she was thriving generally. Anything about that is what makes her happy and her business. I agree with you, we are whole on our own. More power to you :)

[@mellsym6353]

@@mmc1086 this is true but I kinda feel like the other poster is diminishing Sam’s hard work. Like she wouldn’t be where she is if it wasn’t for Jerell and that’s lot of pressure on him and her! She’s worked (and continues do work) really hard on herself and while Jerell adds to her happiness I don’t think he is why she is happy.

[@lils7645]

ngl you cleaning and showing yourself cleaning has made it easier to push myself to do the same! Between work and depression, it's so hard to keep up on the house chores but your videos are like a little reminder for me.. so thank you so much!

[@taylerwalters1765]

Kudos to you for pushing through!! I know it’s hard!

[@85miamausi]

Sam ❤ please read: Have you thought about getting a Barista job, like part time at a cafe or sth ? You are so passionate about a good cuppa coffee... and you would just be around and meet (coffee) people in a socially not so awkward setting, get to know coworkers ... AND you would have a schedule / structure for your working days (get ready, get out of the house and do something that is immediately rewarding like when you get a happy smile form someone, or a tip, ... )

[@jellym9557]

I agree! Get a job! And not in an annoying "go work" way but speaking from experience. I was had a lot of depression and social anxiety after college and after being forced to adult and have a regular job, I really have been improving with those things. I use to fear it and be scared but once you're in, it's actually really great to be apart of something and to have a schedule.

[@beatriceboyd4799]

Great idea. You wouldn't have to worry about getting a lot of hours bcus you already have a job, but you would be forced to be around a lot of people all the time.

[@vitaminmonica]

I also agree! And the second you no longer enjoy it, you have the option to quit so it’s low commitment and stress :0)

[@baileysadler5212]

It’s so much fun she should!

[@sundaerose7589]

wait. i feel like that’d be perfect for sam! something she enjoys doing & even if she could work it out for like 3-5 hours a day!

[@PeytonHathNoClue]

“Exploring with sam” would be a great vid series! Where you explore popular/cool places in your city to try and get more out there and just vlog about it in the style you do now! Love your vids no matter what they are ♥️

[@ricenicole5162]

Never been so early. Should I be embarrassed that I’m a full grown 35 year old woman but I’m obsessed? Love you Sam!

[@igamadopadu8166]

Well I'm 13 so u have nothing to be embarrassed about

[@sweetpeamcgillicuddy9044]

Heh heh..I'm 60! I love her too!!

[@rosetail647]

I’m 16 and let’s be honest..we all love her

[@heather8338]

33 here…lover her as well!!!

[@gamnyapadu7304]

I'm 20😜.... I freaking love her

[@liv444vil]

OOF the “i have more childhood trauma than i thought” hits hard. therapy for me has been really tough but really good recently. i’ve recovered memories of childhood abuse i had suppressed, and i’m learning how to cope without hurting myself or being unkind to my husband. thank you so much for always promoting therapy ❤️

[@jasmineleopard7593]

I’m not trying to be too personal but if you are open to sharing, I am curious how suppressed memories come up. When you say suppressed do you mean you really didn’t know it happened until it came out in therapy, or you knew but had put it really far in the back of your mind? Again, only if you are open to sharing. If not, I understand and apologize.

[@liv444vil]

@@jasmineleopard7593 of course! my main memory was suppressed, as in i genuinely had no memory of it before it resurfaced. i had been discussing my childhood in therapy for a few months at that point, and i was coming to terms with the fact that my upbringing was neglectful and verbally abusive (it took me a long time to realize this - i thought my childhood was normal for a long time). so, i had been thinking in depth about my childhood for a while, and then while visiting my childhood home, i had a massive panic attack (crying, hyperventilating, and having what i describe as an emotional flashback). that night, i woke up from a dead sleep with the memory of this specific incident i had forgotten. i think being in therapy was a massive component of re-remembering, but i also dont have any idea how i could handle such a dramatic revelation without therapy afterwards. it’s unsettling, to say the least, when a suppressed memory comes back.

[@jasmineleopard7593]

@@liv444vil wow, thank you so much for sharing something to personal. I have always felt like I must have some childhood trauma based on certain behaviors I have as an adult but I’m kind of scared to find out. If there was anything bad, I have suppressed it because I can’t think of anything but there are behaviors I have that just seem like they must stem from childhood trauma. I have been thinking about therapy for a while but it’s so hard for me to be genuinely open with anyone. I really appreciate you sharing your experience and I’m glad you have a therapist to help you work through it. I hope you come to make peace and/or progress with your past ❤️

[@nicolebasil7576]

I dont know where to start to find a therapist. Id love some advice

[@liv444vil]

@@jasmineleopard7593 of course!! thank you for being so open as well as respectful. i understand the feeling - i feel like i always knew something traumatic happened deep down. i hope you find a perfect therapist, and i hope you find answers and peace ❤️

[@sandragriffith6973]

also real talk im so happy with how good your mental health seems. you've made so much progress with it and i love it :') its also been awesome bc ive made strides with my mental health too, so it feels like im doing this with my bestie

[@JanelleCleveland]

I’m so proud of your dedication to therapy. I’ve been through lots of therapy over the years and it’s so difficult to find a therapist that fits the individual!! Therapy alone is stressful and emotional and tough. And Here you are doing zoom meetings and meeting new therapists!! Kudos my friend. Kudos. Ps I also hate the first appointment where you have to spill all your problems and what you think is wrong w you so they can get to know you. I totally feel for you.

[@ahanas871]

As a 19 year old I aspire to be as independent as her one day. 🙌 u helped me gain a lot of confidence in myself so thank u internet sister.

[@vixx6184]

Hi Sam!!! I work at a boarding facility for animals. I can tell you having someone come sit with your cats is a great decision. Most cats don’t do well in unfamiliar spaces and constantly seeing different people everyday really stresses them out.

[@AliM-kz7oh]

I don’t know if this is helpful or not, but you do look really cute with that butterfly tattoo

[@rosetail647]

Don’t worry about doing the “same six” things in your videos, we love you and appreciate everything you do 😊♥️ Also you are so beautiful, don’t forget it!!

[@pandas4evr123197]

I don't wanna be all sappy or anything, but watching Sam over just this last year and a half has been so incredible. Like watching her become so confident and happy has been a fucking joy. I love getting to witness her thriving :)

[@mirandamead1962]

Sis that tattoo is EVERYTHING. ❤ Go and get it permanently tattooed in the same spot NOW!!

[@Naeou]

Put cameras in your apartment to watch the pet sitter! The horror stories that are out there about pet abuse and murder, giiirrl at this point I would fear leaving my animal with a stranger 😭😭😭

[@caitlinheller2358]

You’re lookin SO gooddddd yesssss we love to see it

[@MidSims]

I’m so proud of you for going to therapy! I’ve been watching you for almost two years now! I have definitely seen your growth babe! I go to therapy also. It’s definitely not easy to hear the things that you have been hiding from but I’m way less depressed and my anxiety isn’t as severe and I can leave my house with out having a panic attack which was a huge goal for me. 💕💕 love you Sam! I wish you all the best in your journey with therapy!

[@madeleinesvensson-m3y]

I took this as a sign and booked myself a therapy session. Thank you!

[@amandasimmonds5928]

You should show us all the stuff in your kitchen what was the cow? And the thing beside it? I love you!!! Have a good visit with mama

[@amandadavis4446]

Sam Jo that hair with the beach waves... Yaaaaassssssssssss queen..... And PLEASE LET IT BE A PODCAST WITH ANDREW!!!!! or anything else... 😂😂😂❤️

[@Danvers89]

Girl keep letting that Florida sun and sand keep evolving you and helping you grow. As a st Pete resident. It’s changed my life. Love these vlogs. You have a fan at CVS off 22nd.

[@baileybunsen8044]

Genuinely love sams style, I need to know where she gets her clothes !! Also she makes living alone look so fun :)

[@celialuvbug]

I would die for you and Duncan omg. Also - your editing is FIRE

[@TheSweetieDarling]

Would love videos where you explore St Pete and surrounding areas. It’s one of my favorite places to visit. But only if you feel comfortable and safe doing that.

[@carinacrowe4591]

I'm having a really rough night. My anxiety got so bad my stomach started getting tight and I started feel nauseous. I finally started feeling okay, made myself some macncheese. I'm so glad I have one of you videos to watch. 😊

[@RealShan-nanigans]

I just started watching you yesterday and let me tell you, I loveeeee you and your family. Also, I'm so proud of you for your workout journey and for going to therapy. Keep up the amazing job, now let me go and subscribe to your mom's channel. She is freak’n hilarious.

[@Meganc3090]

Samantha, you are just a breath of fresh air. Thanks for letting us tag along in your life.

[@jetta.silence6356]

Wait...Sam do you not have a dining room table?? Now theres a vlog idea. Furnishing and decorating your diningroom! Pub style table yeahhhh❤

[@SydnieRenk]

It honestly makes me so happy hearing you talk about therapy. I'm starting my counseling masters in the spring and it makes my heart so happy to be able to have someone feel like this for their sessions

[@spookymei]

coming from someone that works at a boarding facility for animals cats seems to never ever acclimate to staying with us. most times they're pretty stressed and wont eat or use their litter box. i always recommend doing what you're doing and getting a sitter if it's a short time. only if it's going to be for a month or longer would i actually consider boarding a cat. and that cat would have to be very well trained with meeting lots of new people and going places. for dogs it's not as stressful unless they have been with their entire life you and aren't socialized with other humans/animals. a "people loving dog" typically does great. I applaud you doing what you thinks best for your babies!!!

[@simplyalexa378]

I just started therapy too! I only had two sessions so far but it's so nice to spill everything that you've held inside for years

[@emmalane4616]

you NEED a clear top for your jeep, it would look so goodddd

[@mickismith8196]

I really love watching at home vlogs where you deep clean and do laundry. Tbh, give me more cleaning content!!! No need to speed up or make cute jokes (though I love the jokes), just a long cleaning montage :)

[@aniyashada2610]

I love you! I’m 14 Your videos give me so much confidence and make me feel more comfortable with who I am.

[@itsmekaylynn8809]

me too!

[@madelinebeaty]

I love seeing how happy you are! It’s been amazing to see the growth 🥺💗

[@mrsbebeeledger]

im so glad to see you doing so well with yourself and just in general.. I love you.. and im working to get myself back on track after being knocked around by the last year and a half of craziness.

[@morgancavanaugh2931]

Thank you for mentioning the swimsuit company and their sizing! My friend has a larger chest and spent a lot of money on tops bc of how they advertise and they don’t even fit.

[@Sssighh]

LOVED seeing the murals! So sweet!

[@raeganleppert4399]

Dude and butterflies are a great sign of growth and to me you are the poster child of growing and learning so I think a butterfly tattoo would suit you great!

[@the_real_pennelle593]

Hi Samantha Jo! Your hair & nails look super cute! Please stop worrying about the content of your videos & rcreate the content that you want to make. We will watch ALL of your videos bc we loves♥️ you! 💋

[@mollyirene8979]

the little clip of the “who wants to be a millionaire” hot seat music during the latte sip killed me. 💀

[@dianapenuela5366]

The one comment that said "she changed"-> aging is SUPPOSED to change you. Maturing is SUPPOSED change you. If you dont change as youre growing/aging, something is wrong with you. She's still funny and fun and down to Earth! Sge's not 19 anymore. Let her be

[@lexigriffin5347]

Sam you're literally glowing! you look gorgeous ❤

[@samharwood94]

I'm in the Navy, and my OG therapist got back from deployment, so hopefully next week I'll see him for the first time in 10 months. (I've had a stand-in therapist while he was gone)

[@skylarleanna3020]

I’m so happy you have got to expire once the Publix sub . I miss them so much! If I could afford to fly down just to get one I would !

[@mon5845]

I love the mural segment 🖼 Therapy is definitely a must have I’m going to be getting back into and I’m proud of you girl for doing what’s best for you 🤍💛

[@deejea5413]

Ashley rae ridge here on youtube is a baddie who just moved to Florida as well.....I feel like yall should link up! she is sooo cool and funny! congrats on Therapy!

[@haleymarie59]

So that question therapists ask about waking up and your life being different is referred to as the miracle question or problem be gone. It’s helps clients with goal setting! I’m a social worker major and had to practice this, it’s pretty cool!

[@jennabm17]

Hiiii ✨ I admire you so much!! Gave me confidence to finally start to get comfortable in my own skin 🤍

[@sarahbeckmann2294]

I just started watching your videos yesterday and love em'! Hello from Wisconsin! 😊

[@misfitsky]

the sweet pics on the fridge are everything 🥺🥺

[@hotpotato1996]

I love the laser gun sound effects for the soap!

[@ashlynturner2983]

I’m so glad someone else described cleaning as a hobby. Bless. Also, how the heck does one clean in silence?

[@bumblebee.editing]

I just went back to my therapist last Wednesday and I’m having another session this Thursday and I’m actually excited to talk to her again, lol. I love my therapist, she my bestie lol

[@ExcuseMyAshley]

Your videos are so relaxing, and they make me feel like...(please forgive me i dont want this to come off the wrong way) they make me feel like i dont have to spend all this money i dont have or get all super done up to make good quality content and build a happy and loving community.

[@ashley-jb7qi]

We have the same thought process…I also said ‘two mcchickens’ 🤣

[@HairByHeather]

Love seeing Gerald in your vlogs! love you guys together!!!

[@geraldine3058]

Love that you’re making changes to be more green !

[@Sssighh]

the sound effects when you kicked that piece of clothing away was A+++ i died laughing

[@melodynicole87]

Hope you enjoy your time at home! Welcome back to Wisconsin! 😊

[@laurenjeanbeaman5874]

If you aren't changing who you are in your 20's often, you aren't doing it right. Change as much as you want. True blue love you, not your projected persona.

[@tjv1516]

Losing it at the cleaning segment, the moody cow and picking cats from cuppoards lmao You're the best!

[@Jennylove.]

Girl... I wish we were besties in real life.. you truly are such an inspiration & I truly enjoy being able to see you grow & thrive ❣️ I too have been in therapy for a long while and to find your match; is really like a never ending shopping trip, trying to find those perfect shoes.. I am very fortunate to have found a wonderful psychotherapist and treatment team to work with me. I am finally learning SELF LOVE & healing deep seeded wounds that I thought were impossible to heal.. it is a liberating journey with lots of grief and struggles in-between. So worth it though! Your hair is absolutely stunning 🤩

[@divatesteddivaapproved]

I add Citric Acid (it's a powder) to my dishwasher with my detergent pods. You can order it from Amazon. Put it in the detergent compartment of your dishwasher and throw the detergent pod in the bottom of the dishwasher. It helps a lot with hard water. Also use the Jet Dry or Finish Rinse Aid. I promise it works really well.

[@amberlouise4291]

YOU ARE AMAZING. You are literally a top quality youtuber 🤣❤

[@emily5463]

im so happy you uploaded i was literally rewatching all your old videos 😭💕

[@Jessica-by1gp]

I’ve finally spoken to my doctor about my mental health and have a chat scheduled in the next few weeks. I’ve also booked my first haircut in nearly a year. I’m so proud of myself for finally doing something for myself

[@emiliemoretz4927]

Get the tattoo Sam it suites you so well ! Also I love you bunches ❤️

[@hayliewebb2266]

Its crazy how the grass always seems greener on the other side. Alot of people want job freedom and independent business so they can do what they want and explore and make their own hours. You have that, create your own schedule and try to schedule in your exploring. No one holding you back but you ❤

[@amandaw9074]

✨You are literally glowing✨

[@ashtonezell5283]

Aw I'm so proud of you for going to therapy! Fixing/helping your problems is a very mature thing to do :)

[@brittanyhankins5141]

You definitely need to get the butterfly tattoo. It suits you!! Adorable! 🦋

[@katelynbelanger7939]

love you showing us the murals etc

[@angelinabailey9504]

I love her so much🤎🤎. I was literally waiting for her to post

[@lucylu3193]

I love you so much. I’m like a 45yr old mum with 2 daughters.. and.. You make me laugh and smile. Your editing is so cool. You’re just the cutest. I hope my girls grow up with your attitude to life💜

[@mariam10723]

Love you so much Sam! You're so pretty and chill and honestly watching your vids, helps my moods and helps me stay motivated to clean and take care of myself. I love you thank you ❤️ I'm happy you're doing what's best for you

[@Loveleighlawson]

Proud of you for going to therapy and talking about it!

[@kamilamukailova872]

I really like you shorter hair looks on you, makes me want to keep cutting my hair too

[@Sydp23]

Great video! Only thing I was confused about was you cleaned your counter tops then let the cats go on there😬 other than that love the content

[@livealittleexplorations9328]

Yo sam. I absolutely positively love the sam you're evolving into. Not that I haven't loved ya for years. But this side of u is spunkyyy n spicy. I love it. IF YOU EVER want a friend to EXPLORE and adventure with around your city ID ABSOLUTELY be down to do it. We would have so much fun. We would vibe so well. I messaged you on tiktok

[@maggiebailey4018]

I just love how you just put the cats down from the counter. lol.

[@jetsabelfigueroa6396]

The sponsor being glass bottles to avoid single use plastic bottles and then later in the same video Sam buys 4 plastic bottles and doesn’t need them all 🤦‍♀️ hahah love you girl ♥️ too funny

[@Reagoomba]

My brothers all got pedicures and manicures together this summer! They all seemed to enjoy them

[@briannaa1537]

I need to know where those shower holders are from, annnddd a sam tutorial on how to properly use Olaplex lol.. maybe like a hair care routine ???

[@justcallmedani5895]

That Mickey sweater is to die for!! I love it❤️❤️❤️ love your videos 💜💜

[@korrenphillips4120]

Wow, I’m sad I didn’t get to see the finished piece with the couch put together🤣

[@goldenapple3952]

I cant believe i've been watching you for more than a year now... Your content has really changed since i first subscribed but i still enjoy watching you cause i appreciate your personality. I feel proud of how much you grew honestly, i feel like we are both figuring life out since my age is close to yours. We are also both in our coffee making phase rn lmao

[@aylagill6681]

omg what mascara do you use!? I need a new one that is waterproof but I also can wear for most of the week. and one that is sweat proof because I cheer with it on. so if anyone has good tips or recommendations then send them my way please! :)

[@mileycyrus1851]

I love maybelline lash sensational waterproof! I use it everyday and it’s kind of hard to take off at night but it makes your eyelashes super voluminous. If you’re looking for more of a lengthening/natural mascara I like L’Oréal lash paradise waterproof. I like waterproof mascara the best because it holds the curl in my eyelashes, non waterproof just makes my eyelashes fall flat even if I’ve curled them.

[@aylagill6681]

@@mileycyrus1851 thank you so much! this really helps and I’ll be trying these! 💞

[@leslieboelter97]

Ooooooooh girllll, this is the first time I've ever actually convinced myself to use your code! I just ordered the cleaning kit... Pray for me that I actually use it and didn't just waste money bc I'm lazy 😂

[@beatriceboyd4799]

You're doing a great job Sam. 👏 I think moving to Florida was an amazing idea.

[@TheLetamu]

BABY ADVENTURE STEPS: I like to drive to random neighborhoods in San Diego and just walk around. Sometimes I’ll listen to a podcast. But it’s a good way to see things and appreciate the small random things you see.

[@linda-rw5su]

the tattoo suits sam so much

[@Rebelenergy01]

I have a friend who is a therapist down in St.Pete and I feel like you might like her. If you want an in person counselor just lmk! Yay good job for going to therapy!!

[@colleencleary5123]

Your lashes look so good in this video!! What mascara do you use?! 🙂

[@heygirlhey2281]

Love you Sam! I’m moving to St. Pete towards the end of the year 😁

[@hyper5]

I hope there’s a chance you come to upstate NY!!

[@melison1997]

The fact that I started this video before therapy, paused it to have my call, and then started it again to see that you had a therapy call too 🥺

[@grubhubby1703]

We have the same cat/pet fountain! 😁

[@triciaarnold6069]

You can wash the Cushions, I wash my all the time. Just do it on delicate and lay out to dry

[@leanns295]

Sam I used your code for better help! And I love my therapist so much been with her for 2 months now!!

[@leanns295]

It was perfect timing because my boyfriend of 5 years broke up with me two weeks ago so I REALLY needed her lol