Sekiro Shadows die Twice | Or more times

Okay, hear me out...
I have no clue what the heck I'm doing. I have lost many times, and won even fewer times. But I hope if youre some kind of souls born god, that you don't look down on me.
Listen, I tried, that has to count for something, right? I don't even know if I did a good job or not.
Don't know why I'm asking to not be shamed...