Sending My Love to Heaven

I met you unexpectedly and you were given to me by purpose. 1 year doesn’t seem that long to many people but we made so many memories. I want to remember us. The best year I ever had is with you. We dated for a year dreaming of good future together. I kept on reminiscing the memories I had with you. These pictures were captured simply a glimpse and a second but my heart captured everything just like a film recorder. When I was a little girl, I always dream of my Prince Charming, that I will walk down the aisle and start the best love story anybody could hope to have. We were almost there love, just 2 more years. One of your bestfriends told me about your plan for us, that you will propose to me on April 2019 maybe you chose that month because of our same birthday month. Your bestfriend told me that you were crying when you were telling that you will marry me, that I'm the one you want to spend your whole life with, that you envisioned us together in the near future. You also told him that you want to be the one who will sing the song "The Last Time" when the time that the doors will open and I'll walk on the aisle to get closer and closer to you. I can't explain what I'm feeling, it's mixed, I feel so grateful and happy because I know I'm the woman you will marry and will spend the rest of your life with but on the other side it hurts me, it kills me 'cause I know it will not happen anymore. I know we cannot fulfill our dreams together anymore. You have shown me what love is and what it feels like to be loved. We were the kind of couple that could have fun doing nothing. We just wanted to be in each others presence, that’s all we needed. I will always be glad for the way you came around and showed me the kind of man I didn't believe in does exist, for the way you held me in the dark and kissed me in the light of day, for the way you kept me safe. Thank you for all the memories. You made me the happiest girl on earth. I'm so lucky and grateful to be loved by you, who made me feel the true love which is pure, whole and unconditional. I know that you're never gonna comeback but my heart still feels that you're just somewhere, somewhere close to me just like beside me. If you ever think of coming back, I will always be here just as I said I would be. Wait for me in another world, somewhere far away, a world where we could still be together. But in this life, in this world, I'll let the broken pieces of us rest in pieces. I wish that our love was a book, and I could edit the ending and make it a happy one. The pain never stops. I guess I just need to learn to live with the pain. I hope I will be able to move on and make you proud like you always believed I would. Maybe our love will always feel unfinished. And I won’t lie, I pray that we will find our way back to each other someday I pray that maybe this road we’re taking is part of the path that will eventually lead us back together. The best year i had was the years with you and these will be treasured and remembered forever. Even if we are not together physically, but our souls are forever connected to each other. You will always be just a heartbeat away. I'll always love you my love in heaven.

[@b__mart]

“I’d rather die tomorrow than live a hundred years without knowing you” -Pocahontas (1995)

[@abbb8238]

emily Pocahontas was a fictional movie. She was forced into marrying a white European who killed her tribe

[@b__mart]

Denesha Abigale you must be fun at parties

[@teepark7774]

emily 😂😂😂

[@teepark7774]

Bane Tamaguchi me!!?😳 I do but I have no post is that okay ?

@@teepark7774 okey for now its okey

[@LolaLina7]

KZbin recommendations just breaking my heart, great

[@avajones2253]

Lara Has

[@gokcenurkapan8506]

KZbin why bro...

[@jolienstammes9241]

Same

[@uziuziuzi6390]

Right omg

[@arabellaroseane]

Same :(

[@sajjangurung6450]

Imagine the pain she felt while editing this vedio ..all the memories

[@zackcarl7861]

How did he die

[@leemaituer9033]

@@zackcarl7861 They met with a boat accident. They got caught by big waves while travelling in the boats,There wasn't any safety equipment in the boat,so both nearly drowned. Someone pulled her off from the waters and saved her but he didn't make it when they got him to the hospital. He was a Filipino TV personality,named Franco hernandez. Janica talked about that in a interview That's how I came to know about the story.

[@afsha1997]

Im sure She was smiling with tears :')

[@apiterryjingru489]

I can feel her.😢

[@idc1106]

@@zackcarl7861

[@sarojbohara7550]

For those guys who dont know the story, He died because he drowned in an ocean resort. He died while saving his girl.

[@noa8393]

He is pinoy?

[@popoynotphillip8360]

isnt he part of hashtag? i remember the news when that happened. they said he died in davao occidental or sumn

[@choinesetom156]

@@noa8393 wtf is pignoise

[@samham8596]

@@choinesetom156 *Pinoy* means Filipino

[@choinesetom156]

@@samham8596 ah i see so they’re called pignoise

[@iHEARTdisney03]

Janica is in a new relationship now. She deserves to be happy again. But despite that, she still remembers Franco always. I'm sure their love story will continue and will have a happy ending maybe in another dimension, in another time and place, in another universe. True love never dies.

[@angelkookie6528]

Do you know how the boy passed away?

[@mkmllrc]

@@angelkookie6528 Drowning

[@tommycastro9424]

Savages making new bf feel awkward what if he’s her true love? Be respectful to the dead and living

[@whowouldntsimpforjin5564]

@@tommycastro9424 but sometimes we have to move on , we can’t hold the past forever

[@chimjinxii2130]

@@whowouldntsimpforjin5564 true

[@finding_namuu]

The last picture got me........ Ican't imagine seeing my love like this.

[@maicie]

Namita Namit It broke my heart omg 💔

[@hubietrades]

What killed him?

[@blackflagsofpakistantheeas9109]

@@hubietrades I'm trying to find the answer to the same Question

[@amygeorge5106]

I know!! i got so upset all of a sudden

[@finding_namuu]

@@hubietrades google says drowning

[@christinatang7346]

This is why I always pray for my love one to stay healthy and safe, even if he is not mine anymore.

[@kiki_chim4684]

I feel ur pain 😢

[@swaroopchakraborty.5276]

Awww... she will be fine.

[@manishamohanty7533]

I do , no matter if we end up together or not , he should and always be happy

[@ayeon9395]

Feel thisss😭😭😢

[@glance5204]

6 years passed and I'm still here

[@adinatrifoi6524]

Me too

[@sweetbellegal]

This randomly came up to my recommended page and I must say....I was hit with emotions. I never knew either of them (this is my first time hearing of them) and yet I felt the pure and sincere love they shared. I wonder what happened to this amazing man? Regardless, thank you for posting this to remind all of us to cherish our loved ones and hug them a little tighter today.

[@Schtaby]

@elixiere He has passed away last year

[@pac5812]

Aie Beans How

[@pac5812]

Aie Beans I mean what happened to him

[@corbean3038]

@@pac5812 From what I have heard in comments he drowned. 💔

[@niwarr]

elixiere omg me too, i need to know

[@jiminsjames6599]

I can’t imagine how much you cried while making this video

[@jos3008]

Do u know what happened to her bf

[@luckypacheco7108]

@@jos3008 he drowned while they were at a resort..the story is in KZbin just look up the names

[@jos3008]

@@luckypacheco7108 ohh he cant swim tho

[@lovelyrosevlog8927]

may i know why he drowned?

[@hallohallo1925]

@@lovelyrosevlog8927 he try to help her gf from drowning

[@ayushagurung4949]

strange how the person doesn't even exist in this world where we create thousands of memories

[@iona9637]

i always think about that

[@NoName-mw5vo]

We wont exist someoday too

[@tluanpuii8180]

.

[@rituuuurr]

Real life titanic couple. I'm still crying after 3 years.

[@aisyahauliaputri5188]

omg😭

[@malakchahrour9375]

Mee to

[@phurbadorjaysherpa119]

May you both again meet in heaven

[@yes-wk8lt]

Titanic hit a rock..

[@btsisnotbehindthesceneyoumf]

How did he die?

[@loransurendran]

i remember watching this last year and crying so much... this video popped up in my recommendation again. ugh life is so unfair

[@katherinejackson9435]

Loran Surendran same

[@nuriyekrcl4452]

Same

[@bibi-oj2ep]

Sameee

[@loransurendran]

jorge rodi he drowned :(

[@polykaylyrics6317]

Same omg😢

[@datdudeinred]

No one and I mean no one should go through something like this.

[@litzy9740]

Onkar Indurkar sadly so many of us do 😢

[@mia-hg1pn]

Ikr

[@MariaHernandez-sd5zj]

It's life , suck it up buttercup

[@indiecloud100]

@@MariaHernandez-sd5zj The fuck. It's normal to have empathy and emotions, it's human and healthy, so suck up that fact.

[@spooky-nm8tj]

gummy smile wow you’re so quirky and different

[@xn8qc]

I swear he took the most beautiful smile to heaven😭😭😭

[@Forever_y2koung]

The saddest part is When the person gave you the best memories become a memory

[@oceanicmermaid]

my first love died in 1996 in the line of duty.. he was 26.. I can never forget him even now I’m married and habe kids with my beloved husband.. the pain of losing your first love is unbearable and it is unchanging....

[@savannahgamble1410]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't even begin to imagine what they must've been like. May he rest peacefully.

[@billcosby2168]

Bring back your first love or stay with your husband

[@maklovin5253]

thats shitty for yr husband. id hate it if i had a wife who still wasnt over her first love from 20+ years ago. move on

[@kariamber99]

This scared me to death because I’m falling madly for a man who is 24 and in the marines, soon to be deployed. I know not everybody loses their SO in the military but then again there’s always that chance and you never think it’s gunna happen to you until it does and I just hope on everything it never does.

[@Smilingtiger13]

youll be fine the brotherhood will proect your hubby i hope all is well and bring his family honor and i hope safe returns @@kariamber99

[@alessadolan5718]

i can't imagine losing someone i really love 😣

[@okokok00444]

Alessa Dolan me too 💜❤️🖤🖤

[@justsomerand0]

The sad thing is we won’t have to imagine because it’s 100% bound to happen one day This video really is an example of “living in the moment” :(

[@cuppatae834]

:(

[@monteroaye2074]

Well ..... don't imagine 👌

[@tiagopimentel8378]

Alessa Dolan wait she died

[@sopesfriendshipisapprovedb6736]

It has been 3 years. I never met him or know who he was but all I can say is that he still loves you and is watching you from heaven.

[@usedtampon_]

My boyfriend passed away 3 months ago, in 5 days 4 months. I feel lost. I can’t watch this video, I’m barely 10 seconds in the video. Seeing the first pictures of this lovely couple.. the accuracy hurts.

[@rab1909]

Don't worry..nothing is permanent in this world...if ur bf was with u now ..he won't prefer to see u sad..so be happy so that this soul will also be happy😇

[@weebywo6501]

im sorry for that i hope you are doing okay :) you will find your way through be strong!

[@kiannanicholle7163]

My son passed away last year. Videos like this hurt my soul

[@hoangviettrieuvy714]

@@kiannanicholle7163 I am so sorry for the great loss of you and your family, and we all believe that somehow, he will always be by your side just not physically present

[@vivikashohe2558]

My very first boyfriend and my very first love whom I love with all my heart passed away this year on September 29th. We were planning on getting married next year. I miss him everyday. But it's all God's plan so I pray that God will comfort you just like He did to me.

[@Bananaaddict]

“Please don't take my sunshine..away” This made me cry..

[@KateXD]

Making me remebering my old friend, my grandmother, my grandfather, and my own old life:')

[@cara7579]

Crackyoongi it’s the song my mum has always sung to me since i was a baby, my mums only 48 but i don’t want to ever lose her and can’t imagine the day 🥺

[@melissasatyakencana934]

Crackyoongi me to😢

[@Bananaaddict]

@@cara7579 let's hope she won't leave your side..

[@Nathan-vg5zg]

I’m not crying.... *_MY EYES ARE JUST SWEATING_*

[@gacha3lly_yt718]

Fyi eyes can sweat

[@aesthetic9345]

Random Guy someone needa stop cutting onions 😭😩💔

[@carmensimps6086]

Random Guy unoriginal

[@sammichhh]

@@carmensimps6086 ikr

[@lilekimp]

in a cool way

[@Luo_binggeharem]

I feel this, with my mom. The person who live with me all of my life, we created a lot of memories together but now she become the memories. I cant see her again in my whole life from now. And I dream a lot about her after she passed. Rather than a dream, I wish it was real.

[@czanneian]

Imagine the guilt she felt and frustration she felt for him to be revived... When the boat was capsized the guy made sure she'll survived. How painful... Although she already got a new beau but they have similarities/look alike to her deceased bf.

[@sadsong3547]

@Yuno Gasai I want to know too

[@taylorsstar]

@@sadsong3547 they went on a vacation together and then they went on a boat and their boat flipped over and they both fell in thre ocean. They managed to get them both out but he didn't make it sadly

[@sadsong3547]

@@taylorsstar I feel heart broken

[@alei_lei2161]

They were really beautifull together ... This is like Titanic 2

[@ikkial]

The fact that they look so good together...got me so emotional 😢😢😢

[@qlvinc]

ikkial oh my God they do.. So sad people dieing so young 😭😭😤😤

[@shh11111]

Ikr i was going to say the same thing, such a perfect couple, gives me goosebumps as i write this, i mean i have seen so many couples(two of them i personally knew) getting separated so young due to one of the member dying and its mostly the guy, this is so heart breaking, i guess perfect love doent last long.

[@RayMak]

This makes me very sad. May you two meet again in heaven.

[@KenKaneki-st6td]

You're everywhere.

[@Zerks700]

You’re everywhere

[@kcx14]

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@johnsketcher1106]

Long time no see Its bin 1 video

[@Heaven-ds6du]

YEAH HES EVERYWHERE

[@Stella-jm7vr]

And they say that soulmates don't exist. such a beautiful couple.

[@enaalomerovic8575]

i always come back to this video - even 5 years later.

[@monaw6067]

The last picture really got me😭

[@lilsneakpeek2021]

Same.. I know the feeling.. I lost my husband as well a year ago.. October 25, 2017.. it's actually our anniversary on the next day but he passed away before that day..

[@lolno2475]

@@lilsneakpeek2021 im sorry for your lost, pls stay strong💖

[@lactoseintoleranticecreamfan]

Me too :(

[@kaiti3289]

Berlain M. Warda i’m so sorry

[@unknown-wy1wx]

My chin was quivering so bad

[@ninayan.]

If this was a book i would read it all day.

[@nicolehunter2615]

Same! This reminds me of the fault in our stars.

[@Pamven]

@@nicolehunter2615 but better.

[@phuongpham2073]

"Just close your eyes, the sun is going down You'll be alright, no one can hurt you now Come morning light, you and I'll be safe and sound".. He will also wish you happiness.

[@audita2934]

Ahh safe and sound. One of my favourite song. When I'm sad i always listen this song. So Peaceful. Love Taylor ❤️

[@sophiette4001]

@@audita2934 I love that song...💖

[@audita2934]

@@sophiette4001 mee too

[@sophiette4001]

@@audita2934 the fact that it's the last song that i listened to while i read your comments😊💖

[@ParkJisu]

When girl love a boy turly....boy cheats....when a boy love a girl turly... girl cheats and when both love each other truly God cheats.,....... Ughhhhh .....I still can't stop crying.,...........you both were perfect.......

[@natureboy1454]

So true af 😢😭

[@botunalorenzo3391]

Big hugs 🙂 I'm broken too:) It's will be ok.

[@ParkJisu]

@@botunalorenzo3391 😔🥺yhh

[@botunalorenzo3391]

@@ParkJisu Her bf pass away.😭😭 I watched it end I just know.

[@megyt1853]

Same 😭

[@emma5528]

“I wish that our love was a book, and I could edit the ending and make it a happy one” true pain🥀

[@zoeparker2897]

The last photo is just so powerful. I can’t imagine looking at my girlfriend in a coffin, especially at such a young age. I’d always have the memory burned in the back of my mind. I’m so very sorry for your loss, he was so young. You deserved more time together :(

[@justinabenson7229]

@Isabella Tardani each time I reads stuffs like this I cry so hard cos I lost my first love to drowning

[@joy6418]

Isabella Tardani At least She was There 😭

[@saltgurkis]

Isabella Tardani Yeah, I think of that a lot. Watching your soulmate die I’m from of your eyes but you’re not able to save him/her 😭

[@ronin29marcpano]

@Isabella Tardani walang life vest?

[@bv5551]

@Солнцевская Братва followe her Instagram she's still very much inlive its so sad

[@stuartadamsrailfanningvideos]

This hits hard for me. My ex-girlfriend suddenly passed away in 2020. We hadn't seen each other for 13 years. I will miss her. I love her even though we broke up. I have been with my current girlfriend for 10 years. My current girlfriend doesn't know of my ex's passing. I'm going to talk to my current girlfriend about us doing a tribute to my ex-girlfriend the only way I know how, blowing a train horn salute in her honor.

[@engSharon]

I'm still crying watching this after 3yrs... Stay strong I know that Franco wants that too.... He is waiting for you up in heaven....... As you continue ur journey always be strong.....

[@nes5822]

May he rest in peace. Stay strong girl. He’s in a better place. I lost a precious loved one a few weeks ago. I understand how you feel. I hope your heart can heal. Condolences.

[@Fr4nko_]

U asian?

[@imnormal4409]

frenchcoat why ask that?

[@xz7518]

He’s not going to a better place

[@JMarcus52]

Sebas-Chan how the fuck is heaven a better place than with your loved ones?

[@noodle2265]

@@xz7518 stop being edgy k

[@Laser81.]

I wasn’t really reading the captions but I thought the girl died the whole time , that was a shock

[@RomaRoma-nn1dk]

OMG SAME

[@abbyc2974]

same i had to restart the whole vidoe

[@abbyc2974]

dang, video*

[@danikabrown4656]

sameeeeeeee

[@kenmasugarbaby1946]

same

[@iHEARTdisney03]

I come back here once in a while to remind myself to never ever be cynical about love. This video reminds me to love harder, love without conditions, love like there's no tomorrow. Gosh I love you Franco and Janica. So much.

[@heheboi_2351]

I saw this video quite a while ago and it just reappeared in my timeline and I recognized it right away. It had such a profound impact on me. I’m watching it again and crying just as hard. God bless this beautiful couple, may their souls always be connected

[@samaeltf5583]

This why im scared to fall in love

[@yourfavdictator8023]

Same 😭

[@raniab7782]

Bruh I’m G same 😭

[@lilith9648]

Mee too and I'm also scared to be lonely...

[@samaeltf5583]

@@lilith9648 being alone sometimes is part of life

[@anisamahmoud5128]

Fair enough

[@dala6227]

Mom: why you cry so loud

[@sfttaehyung8887]

daмla if your joking around pls don’t this is sad.period

[@r3nnot]

it’s not funny it all

[@sfttaehyung8887]

Jisoo RubyJane no im Filipino

[@vale7420]

@@r3nnot lol actually it is. she's not joking about the video (which is very emotional) she's just joking ab her crying while watching this

[@nikolabojanic1832]

You soulless creature.

[@blessexiest]

Came here after watching her latest YT vlog, “DEAR FRANCO” 🥲

[@sonitayaing4991]

I have watched her "Dear Franco" for 3 times alr. And my tears still drop down.

[@splash0774]

Is it okay for her current bf that she made that vlog?

[@ohhefuego]

Soon enough this will pop up in everyone’s recommendations

[@lisav2844]

The last photo made me burst into tears..

[@withoutaname4138]

Same

[@minsuga6103]

Same

[@Zoeylovee]

me too...

[@angygomez7093]

Lisax the last photo was so surprising and i finally realized what really was happening i was so confused but when i saw that my heart shattered i feel so bad

[@erikaquintero486]

I'm scared of death haha so I was kinda afraid when I saw the last pic

[@camillegros9945]

When I started watching it, I wasn't expecting the end. While I was watching it, looking at this happy and beautiful couple I thought : "God, they will have beautiful babies" I'm so sorry for your loss 😭

[@soal6038]

Cami Lle nigga change yo fuckin pfp omg

[@yea5529]

same

[@rakijr9176]

The title is kind of a huge give away

[@user-db3hv8el6m]

Yes same, I was thinking wow they're both so beautiful and goals and they'll have gorgeous babies, and even though I knew the title meant something about one of them leaving earth, I didn't want to believe it... Until the end.

[@nonspecificnonsense6780]

Frosty- bro chill out

[@missiesalgado8393]

Missing someone in heaven really hurts. 🥺 🤧🤧

[@Aini-ok3ny]

True

[@wabisabi8242]

i remember watching this 2 years ago and bawling, im so glad she's in a relationship again❤️

[@mrssunshine8353]

2020 and this girl still posting about her boyfriend on ig :") this is so heartbreaking. I'm wishing you a happy life. Love you dear❤ I know you're strong.

[@luiskyrm]

Nabila Shafira whats her ig?

[@huldatachiri9613]

@Daniel Chang he drowned

[@merxjnhdep]

@@luiskyrm her ig : nam ( @janicanam )

[@niranrakwaan9401]

Nabila Shafira 🤬

[@sastina6714]

@@huldatachiri9613 He drowned...thats too unfortunate.. Why? It's hurts knowing life can be so easy to take away

[@nina6088]

Omg, I'm so sorry... my heart I broken

[@annisaputrisalsabila4459]

me : let's start this day with a brighter smiley youtube : no dude, watch this before

[@alei_lei2161]

@@arolemaprarath6615 nic pfp..

[@JibekOsmonova]

It has been 3 years. But my heart hurts every time I see it. And I’m happy that she has relationship right now. And hope that she is happy, cause she deserves it❤️

[@obvl]

The dislikes are people who cried so much that their eyes got blurry and mistaked the like button with the dislike button

[@gabrielalvarado7849]

Dislike*

[@sastina6714]

@@gabrielalvarado7849 what

[@singsing8876]

😂😂

[@shalondam526]

shut the fuck up how could that happen

[@soapy2587]

they disliked it because it made them sad

[@diyazaveri3958]

I cried so much watching this. It just made me realize that true love is still alive. RIP Franco.... you'll be missed❤️

[@taesty9499]

what happened to him???

[@YohanaCintia]

@@taesty9499 drowning incident.. :(

[@transugar7808]

BTS forever what's happened with him?

[@diyazaveri3958]

@@transugar7808 he drowned😢😢

[@toranggurning1346]

BTS forever Your name made me cringe

[@destinyahtau5189]

The dislikes are only for the people who haven't experienced love!

[@melmel7011]

Currently can't find my boyfriend. No one has heard from him for the past 25 hours. Please pray for us. Edit : He drives trucks so he was hijacked but they didn't hurt him they just took the truck and his phone. Then on his way to the police to report he got an accident on an urber and was rushed to hospital.... I appreciate the prayer he is well 🙏

[@mrsnobody2212]

What happened is he ok?

[@melmel7011]

@@mrsnobody2212 Yes we just found him. Thank God he is ouk.

[@mrsnobody2212]

@@melmel7011 Thank God for that 🙏🏻 have a nice day🌸

[@abcdefghizklmnopqrstuvwxyz9201]

u're pretty ... ugly

[@VonJaye]

Fuck is this past 25 you mean 24

[@ImArman1]

He gave up his life for her Holy shit Am crying 😭😭😢 true love exist

[@SAYURRO]

Why did he die??

[@bakayarokonoyaro5878]

He drowned

[@averyjones4847]

Kosu Xiong thank you for explaining u really touched my heart idk why u just did. this is so so sad i don’t know how she handled this and was strong enough to make this video. thanks again

[@Diana-kb2zp]

Kosu Xiong sounds like the titanic 😭😭

[@user-db3hv8el6m]

@@Diana-kb2zp that's EXACTLY what I was thinking when I read the explanation... Really tragic

[@sascha2385]

I don't know if somebody will ever read this comment, but I also lost my love about 10 months ago. We dated for 3 years, 2 of them fighting her cancer. We planned our future. She has been the one for me. And now I got this video in my recommendations in the fkn middle of the night. I still feel so empty. I can understand what you're going through. I hope your heart and soul may heal some day. Condolences, somebody you'll probably never meet.

[@femketjeNL]

I'm very sorry for your loss 😔

[@sascha2385]

Thanks, appreciate it. This was also the very first time I posted about this in public, but I couldn’t help after watching the video. It just overwhelmed me.

[@tinedulom2472]

Stay strong :)

[@elsalol4651]

I'm so sorry for your loss, I send you all the love and support I can give💕💕 (sorry if my english isn't correct). Have a good day~ 😊💙

[@aya-rh2li]

🌹💕

[@mughakivizhimo6839]

I'm literally crying my Tears won't stop....I know how it feels RIP...😥😫😭😭

[@jubienhimbe7273]

God! I cried watching this. I can hardly imagine seeing someone I have loved so much being buried never to see them in this life again.

[@sabrinaleo3529]

I feel so close to this girl. My boyfriend died a year ago. We had been together for six years, between ups and downs, and back and forth. We were just children when we met, we were each other's first love. A year ago we were on a motorcycle, it was Saturday and we had just spent the evening with our friends. He was taking me home, when a car doesn't stop at the stop sign and comes after us. We both fall from the saddle, or rather, we literally fly. He seemed to be well, he came to my rescue to make sure I didn't need to go to the hospital. I had a cut just below the knee and I couldn't move my leg, but at the time we were both minors and I didn't want to scare our parents. We got back in the saddle, he talked to me during the rest of the journey, stopped a couple of times to answer his friends on the phone. We got to my house, he felt so guilty about that accident, he never wanted it to happen while I was with him too. I make sure he is fine, I give him one last kiss and watch him start and go away, he had to take a friend of ours to accompany him to his house. That was the last time I saw him alive. I was the last person to see him alive. Because he never managed to get to his friend, and then to his house. It is assumed to have had internal damage during our accident, and that he was unconscious on his way back. A married couple found him crashed in a gate, with his scooter on him. I'm not here to tell all the details, but after ten days of a coma he didn't make it, and he died. And part of me died with him. But I'd like to say something to this girl if she ever reads this comment. Now perhaps it will seem impossible to find another person to love. And it is normal. I thought so too. I thought my life was over with him, because I was convinced that I would never be able to love anyone other than him. I said to myself and to the people who stood beside me "yes, one day I will become attached to another person, but I will never love him", and they always said to me "it is right that you think so now, but one day you will see. .. you will pour all the love that you could no longer give to M to another person, even more deeply ". I refused that thought. Eight months passed. I wasn't looking for another person, my fixed thought was always M, my eyes always turned to the sky. I didn't want anyone by my side. Until my eyes have crossed another pair of eyes. I didn't even know what his name was, but I felt something click inside me. I didn't accept it, I pretended it wasn't like that, it was unthinkable for me. We joined the same group of friends, spent a whole month together. The more the days passed, the more I felt something grow. And I just didn't explain it. We ended up kissing after a month that we knew each other. And we started talking and going out together. It wasn't easy for him, as it wasn't for me either. After a month and a week after that first kiss, we both understood that we could not be separated. To be in love. And it was one of those famous lightning strikes. Today we have been officially engaged for five months. And I love him with every fiber of my being. It is a different love, perhaps more mature certainly. And deeper. Just like I was told. Probably there will be someone who will come up against me saying "eh but after nine and a half months you already fell in love with another one, then you didn't really love that boy" people, I loved that boy with all of myself for six years. We fought to be together, it was my first love, my first time in all respects. He was the only person who knew me completely. He was a friend, confidant, brother and sometimes father, as well as a boyfriend. It was all for me for six years of my life. Don't judge. Even if you lived it on your skin and maybe you haven't fallen in love for years. I am 18 years old, when it happened I was 17. Just because other people have been years without falling in love, it does not mean that it had to happen to me too. Each story is individual and personal, and concerns the individual person. I feel that things like love are not controlled. M will be forever in my heart, I will miss him forever and will be my first love forever. Says this, my wish for anyone who is facing the loss of their loved one, I wish you the best. And I wish you a real fairytale. You deserve it. We deserve it. (Sorry if my English is bad, I’m Italian)

[@sarahdawn1504]

outofmymind you are very strong ❤️❤️

[@sabrinaleo3529]

Sarah Dawn i had to be... ❤️

[@mariruby]

Stay strong, wish u happiness❤️

[@sabrinaleo3529]

Mira Min thank you, love ❤️

[@farzanashahan5555]

💖

[@seliencepratapgadhwala]

God bless you , may you live happily in heaven praising God together

[@letsunboxhappiness3669]

I recently lost my bf two days before and the worst part is we never met since three yrs ...I am feeling like I am dead too I want him back wanna hug him badly wanna cry wanna kiss ...come back plz if u can

[@divogalindra9821]

I have no idea why it appears on recommendation but damn it’s breaking my heart, watching this makes me happy to see you guys love each others deeply yet so painful idk why

[@lurklurk]

Divo Galindra same ?? Idek why its on my reco

[@tabitha1836]

same ☹️

[@L0v3nP1ece]

I Also Have Knw Idea Why Are You Everwhere??? 😂

[@minat.5285]

To those who are wondering why he passed away. Him, his girlfriend, and his team members, got on a boat to go to a beach. Him and his girlfriend, didn't know how to swim. They asked the captain if there were any life jackets on the boat, but there wasn't any. They arrived at the beach, and everything was fine. When it came time to go back to the mainland, the captain suggested that they split up into smaller groups. Somebody suggested that they could all fit on the boat, so they went along with it. While making the trip back, harsh waves hit the boat. (I believe it was a motorboat by the way. Not a huge boat or anything). The boat began to fill with water, and it was going to tip over. The captain suggested that everyone jump, and swim back to shore. Like I had mentioned earlier, the girl and the guy in the video didn't know how to swim. They were left to drown, while everybody else swam to safety. 30 minutes later, someone eventually pulled the girl to safety. Her boyfriend tried holding onto her and the rescuer, but he was weighing them down. He ended up letting go of them, and continued to drown. By the time they went back to retrieve him, he was already dead. This was all revealed in an interview, that she did with the media. Updates: Janica has now found her new lover!

[@stephyy387]

Amy Harper that makes me so sad 😞

[@saraasmr5200]

Adrian Ivashkov I hate reading comments like this where someone basically justifies the death of another by saying "well, they should have known..." How would you feel if a loved one of yours died and you had to hear a ton of people criticizing them about how they could've avoided their own death?

[@ana-tq5ey]

Sara ASMR I guess it’s unfitting but at the end of the day, we are mammals. Pretty smart ones at that. We have the ability to learn how to swim and make decisions for ourselves. I would never take the risk of setting out in open waters without the ability to swim OR safety equipment - the chances of dying are pretty high. It’s really, really sad but you have to learn from other people’s mistakes and not repeat them.

[@m0rkleesbodyguard637]

Adrian Ivashkov Yeah but then again, there’s thousands of people out there who cant swim and are still riding boats. *For fun* , no one can ”see the future” so how the hell would these two know what would happen? They wanted to go on that boat, and thats okay. Its the same as when you are going out on a walk or something, we dont always bring guns and all that shit with us since we usually tend to think that nothing will happen and that we are just fine. Thats the same with them, although i kinda feel like its wrong that the captain didnt have any lifejackets (?) since its suuper important even if you can swim or not. I do get what you are saying though, its always good to be able to swim because we never know what will happen while you’re out in the middle of nowhere. But they just saw this as a fun thing, they obviously didnt know that something was going to happen. Exactly how we cant sense if there is going to be an earthquake or you name it tomorrow etc. We are all humans after all, we know no better and its just sad how their relationship had to end like this.

[@Bibo22]

Mina Tran bruh the people that knew how to swim should’ve brought them and swam to the shore together after they specifically said they didn’t know how to swim but their dumbasses just leave them like that smh I feel bad for the couple the others pissed me off goddamn who just leaves two people out into the ocean after they said THEY DIDNT KNOW HOW TO SWIM ughh

[@berryyrreb1946]

Saw this 3 years ago and here i’m after 3 years

[@thezly8947]

Same

[@nyeagle2336]

January 2021. I'm here again. I can't get over this boy death. And the end of this beautiful love story... Let's all pray for his eternal life in God's embrace and for her to put this trauma at peace... Nam you've been amazing all through this time. Love from Italy 🇮🇹

[@jennyfricilia1782]

"We had plans. We had dreams. We still had so much to do" stay strong girl, i wish i could make your story into a novel. i'm just crying everytime i watch this, even i know what inside the video. i can feel what you feel. its really sure break your heart into pieces. but, God have a story for you. Him already make a best way for you both. even its going hard everytime, but i'm sure you both still loving each other, no matter how far it is or anything despite you apart. God bless you and your life :)

[@wuuulaaandLW]

Up!!!!!

[@angellaavila457]

Jenny Fricilia he passed away

[@kelechikcee9993]

All I see is pure love....sorry for your loss🌼

[@gamecxhanger]

When they say you can't have everything in life ...

[@juno08]

He is absolutely loving you back from the heaven 💯.😢

[@maislee5836]

After watching this I’m literally crying silently holding onto my boyfriends as he sleeps next to me. I can’t imagine ever losing him.

[@JaiJai-px8qo]

same way I felt after watching 💔

[@mileyscizor7663]

grow up

[@rubyjane4873]

Ally V what do you mean ? You would know how it feels if you lost someone or maybe your just coldhearted 🤷🏻‍♀️

[@mileyscizor7663]

BTS_Jenn _ you don’t know anything about me, you are the cold hearted & judgmental one. I have seriously Lost and grieve. The OP clearly hasn’t

[@mileyscizor7663]

BTS_Jenn _ also it’s ****you’re not your

[@smthng2613]

Damn. I don’t know either of them but this made me extremely emotional. You both were made for each other..

[@jus10gaming]

Girl like you meet then happy always......

[@butterfly-xi9rq]

True loves always ends...incompletely...

[@anais-fo9rk]

I’m actually crying. When I saw him in the casket I couldn’t stop the tears

[@kiiromii]

@@ImArman1 what did you expect when u read the title

[@ImArman1]

@@kiiromii 😓😫😭

[@anais-fo9rk]

@@ImArman1 then maybe watch the video before reading comments? what you just said was dumb and disrespectful. this is not a movie to spoil, it's someone's life.

[@ImArman1]

@@anais-fo9rk soorry i didnt know at first this was real but now 😣 i just watch they whole story on interview how sweet Franco was 😫😳 but bcz of his friend tom he drowned and dead rip #franco 😭😢😭 he is in good place now

[@Lordcommander505]

Name of the song

[@2ne14eva9]

RIP you guys would've been a great husband and wife and maybe parents

[@chanbaekforever13]

I came here after watching the "Dear Franco," video. 3years but it still hurts.

[@isabelletan]

Same here

[@sdmolungammaring2999]

Why did I see this after 3 years? Why did my heart felt heavy for these two whom I just know?

[@aisha53608]

What has happen to them .this came in my recommend

[@sdmolungammaring2999]

@@aisha53608 His boyfriend Franco died in an drowning accident. So she's making video about when he lived.

[@user-yt2cq3tj9j]

I’m crying so bad this makes me realise that nothing is forever and you should not wait for tomorrow and you should live as it was your last day everyday

[@woheni]

this made me cry and remembering how much i love my boyfriend😭

[@awatif2181]

For sure

[@AngelAngel-kn7fc]

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[@simsim1419]

My boyfriend died in the sea too. I told him not to go because there were too many waves at the time but unfortunately he saw one of his friends drowning and ran to rescue. When he got there his friend was panicking and pulled both of them down into the ocean and they eventually fell into a whole which we found them dead after 2 days 😭 I can’t seem to forget it even though it was 2016 May god have mercy on you

[@shannankn]

stay strong.. it's okay, and it's hard to take in..

[@saskia6532]

im actually hurt i wish all the best and peace for you all ... may i ask did her boyfriend died in the ocean by accident? ..

[@sahararash6912]

Innâ lillahi wa innâ ilayhi râji'ûn

[@christinaguerrero9295]

방탄sopes fave girl yes he drowns

[@evacortes6042]

SuSu Farah how did it happen I’m confused....?

[@angry_tim]

Loving someone is when the whole world tells you to move on but you wont.

[@JaolongBao]

Showed up in my recommendations got curious but happy you found someone new after 3 years of pain

[@alindley]

I’m frikin crying i don’t even know these people y’all hit me hard

[@jessicalewis1227]

Taejim 05 FACTS😢😂😅😪😭

[@aesthetic9345]

Taejim 05 😪 .

[@agarmimi2781]

Why is it recommended on valentine's day? Had to make me cry 😿 life is unfair and that's why we need to learn everything including swimming before Hand so we don't regret not to..this video makes Me appreciate my man daily And I'm so proud of him daily, its our first year first valentine and I'm so excited to see him. God Bless you all and may his soul rest in peace.

[@nae-yf2hl]

Agarmimi how did he die ?

[@agarmimi2781]

@@nae-yf2hl he drowned while saving her cause they can't swim that's why safety is first and learning to swim is a must

[@opheliawoods]

I literally cried so hard that i first pressed wrong button lol

[@agarmimi2781]

@@opheliawoods what did you press wrong?

[@opheliawoods]

@@agarmimi2781 i accidentally first dissliked lol

[@inikatoisgreat3076]

It's so pathetic to lose someone we love that's y i look up to God for help and happy life ❤️

[@HisHope333]

God is our only comfort after all 🤞

[@ecstasy5427]

The best people leaves first 👍 spread love

[@sunispretty]

My heart is broken. You two look the happiest and cruel world it is to take happiness away. One day you will see each other again as your hearts are one. I can see that, this is meant to be how it is and you can't be too sad over it. Nothing is your fault and in another incarnation you will meet and have those feelings again but within that time you won't be separated anymore

[@ssom9]

i don't know why youtube should recommend me this kind of video.i have a very sensitive heart.and see?my heart is now sliced, and torn apart.i'm the least strong to see something like this. wtf i reallyreally regret to have clicked on this video.i make sure tonight i will not be able to sleep and cry in the corner my room all night

[@beulahkure]

my theory is that bc the internet can be such a cruel place where we forget our humanity especially on youtube, the recommended stuff like this to remind us

[@jennarosabelle]

ME too

[@felix6454]

me too:( way off topic..but isnt that Syd from instagram!! jw sksks

[@kakeguruimesho6814]

It must have hurt u just so bad....when u hugged him one last time..knowing he was not gonna hug u back and open his eyes to look at u ...

[@cryptomanual2920]

Lost my fiancée if 4+ years 19days today and I can't help but wish I passed on with her. Love is a beautiful thing...

[@blaze.eliana]

I've never seen such a beautiful, youthful relationship in my life. You certainly do love him and he does love you. My heart goes out you.

[@bellaj2651]

Here comes the tears, most people don’t find love like that in their lifetime, you found it in a year, this breaks my heart 🙁

[@mindyourbisness9816]

Who is dead?

[@michelmichel1104]

@@mindyourbisness9816 The boy

[@melissaonorati2243]

@@michelmichel1104 what did he die from?

[@michelmichel1104]

@@melissaonorati2243 He drowned

[@kamalsomai2452]

Though you are apart physically but you soul is still connected with each other. Stay strong . It is hard to get real one and bear to lose loved one in life

[@bzbelle]

watching this since 2019 and now its 2021 but still everytime im watching this . i will cry 😭😭😭😭 restwell franco ❤️🥰🙏🏻

[@shams4949]

This just got recommended for me.. And as much as I'm crying right now but I'm so thankful that you shared your wonderful journey with us and made me believe that true love is still out there. You guys were and will always be beautiful together physically and emotionally cause I have never seen such pure love between anyone except yours.❤️ Yes he might not be with you physically but he is with you in your heart watching his girl from up above wanting her to be happy and smiling all the way and protecting her forever. My heart really aches for you and his beloved lovely family but we are all here with you and stay strong and take care of yourself as he would want that❤️❤️ Love you so much and once again thank you for sharing this wonderful story with us all.💕 May his lovely soul rest in peace~☄️

[@graciaanabell8363]

ohhh i saw jonghyun photo in your profil😭

[@shams4949]

@@graciaanabell8363 it honestly reminded me of my love towards our Jjong that's why it hurts even more :((

[@Amy-js8xw]

Jonghyun 😢💔

[@julia-do3oh]

Jonghyun :( also, i think the same way! ♡

[@calmyetinternallyscreaming4458]

Death is and will always be the saddest ending to every love regardless what kind..

[@chingzkataoka7623]

Anung ikinamatay ng boy? So sad

[@macchristianvaldez3831]

He Drowned

[@sue-sageasmr2020]

Calm yet internally screaming so true.

[@cloutgod2888]

Lost my gf this passed Decemeber, we hit 3 years this February, still feels like she left last week, I'm sorry for your loss. Nothing, but unfair.

[@liyachan6551]

Condolences. I hope you heal with time and find a partner to share happiness with again. Life goes on. Don't think of it as unfair, think of it as being lucky to have experienced a wonderful moment with a certain someone and to experience these bittersweet memories.

[@rosaliesenguinan3147]

Nkaka touch'nmn😔ung feeling na nranasan mo din ung sakit na mawala ang mhal mo😥

[@juminhan3375]

Got recommended this twice and cried twice as badly than the first time.

[@ramnuntluangiralte9305]

Same here

[@melol4176]

Same fck

[@noorzakari2781]

me too

[@tannybeary8727]

SAME