Currents - How I Fall Apart (OFFICIAL AUDIO STREAM)

[@silentcurrents]

This is truly the perfect song to describe depression or anxiety, there’s days where you feel empty and the void is so loud inside of you. Sometimes silence is what kills us. People around you like even your closest friends or family don’t even know you’re lost in your head wishing you were dead, just to kill the emptiness that seems to come and go. This song is brutally honest and I love that. It’s ok to not be okay. And sometimes we need to realize we’re not alone. The lyrics on this track are pure emotion. Emotion I’ve felt way too many times. Thank you currents for writing REAL music. I really needed this album.

[@Rob.Brown13]

Facts 💯

[@josephcordell3102]

Couldnt have worded it better. Straight facts

[@korpuzkrusty314]

I understand u so much

[@ralphozer2037]

Just amazing thank you for this 2020 has some hope

[@cgriesbachcg]

Dude you nailed it right on the head. Ive been struggling really bad with anxiety for the last couple months, and seeing someone who truly understands, helps. Thank you!

[@NathanShines]

For 16 out of my 29 years I've been on this Earth I abused alcohol and some other substances. I've been on a 72 hour mental health hold, been to AA and relapsed 3 times. On 02/21/2020 I had a seizure from alcohol withdrawals and I've been sober ever since, 109 days today. Don't suffer in silence, there is help.

[@veganzombiee4002]

October 16th will be my 2 years sober mark. Stay strong and healthy!

[@heethesee6593]

stay strong guys!

[@hugomarques758]

You both can and will do it. Believe in yourself. You're worth way more than you think. Mind over body, mind over matter.

[@DanielTrombley31]

Amazing, Nathan! I nearly died November 26th, 2018 from alcohol. Spent 5 weeks in the hospital. I'm currently 629 days sober.

[@mikeysanders4511]

Well done dude keep going strong

[@ВадимМоскаленко-и3л]

"Now I know that I'm all alone And nobody will come to save me This is how, how I fall apart All alone with these nightmares in my head" This chorus describes my entire life, I'm 21 but I was all alone my entire life, and now I'm mentally destroyed. But music like that keeps me going and gives me strength to live no matter what. And that piano before chorus pure chills. And guitar solo made my soul fly away. Thank you, Currents for making such a meaningful music! And big thanks to Sharptone Records, which has WCAR, Polaris, Currents and other great bands, that I love so much, and helps them to make such a beatiful music! Metalcore helped me to stay alive so many times, that I can't count. Even though I know that I made decision to live, but without music, and these words and understanding, I probably would've killed myself long ago. But I'm here, and enjoying beatiful, heavy and meaningful music that I love so much! Much love to everyone from Russia!

[@Michael-vo9st]

I cant count how songs like this have saved my live....stay strong brother!!

[@skilledbros]

I hope everything gets better for you

[@igoja3365]

I understand you...big love from Serbia!

[@ВадимМоскаленко-и3л]

I'm really shocked, how many likes my comment got. Thanks to all of you friends, it really means so much to me! Thanks to everyone for support!

[@maftynavueerin5740]

You just like me brother, you're not alone:)

[@coltingreen6518]

Is it just me or is this the best song you've heard in a very long time?

[@tunafish2607]

Not alone man

[@jaydenjbryant8665]

Best song i’ve ever heard

[@aftaflash]

Best album in a long time

[@danielmcgann86]

IF THESE GUYS KEEP CHURNING OUT MUSIC LIKE THIS, THEY COULD BECOME ONE OF THE BEST EVER !!

[@forevermarked5826]

Greatest band of all time

[@badjaboy07]

One of the most beautiful songs in metalcore... Thank you Currents and Brian 😭

[@will66kg91]

badjaboy07 listen to Counterparts if you haven’t (I consider them melodic hardcore, but i’ve heard people call them metalcore)

[@levilively8643]

Idk man. Invent Animates song called Nova is pretty fucking amazing. So is their song Fireside.

[@ghostinng274]

3 years? How did it take me this long to find this masterpiece?

[@zac8543]

Love this song so much... just sucks it was released on the day i lost something dear to me. Reminds me of a little bit of Architects

[@thelonewolf6616]

Hey bro. I don’t know if this will mean anything but I just wanted to be at least one person to say I’m sorry for your loss. Chin up and stay strong! 💪

[@giuliocerati8155]

Stay strong my man 🤘🖤

[@aimanfirdaus4781]

you're strong enough to face all of this, i trust you man✊🏻

[@zul_1991]

Easily became my fav Top Tier Metalcore album. Haunting, heaviness, melodic, sweet sweet beautiful lyrics.

[@BRoman1237]

Currents has evolved to Legendary

[@camdenwyeth316]

They always were 👊

[@BulletProofBacon]

Heroic to legendary

[@logrady98]

Cant believe Chris had this in his back pocket since 2017, this is absolutely incredible!

[@akela7246]

I discovered the band 2 days ago and listened to the album. Some of the lyrics of the song speak directly from my soul

[@tristananvilcaster]

This album is an utter masterpiece!!! 10/10, no words can describe how well composed this whole album is.

[@arun09345]

This song destroyed me. Brian's vocals are extremely haunting from the first track & all the way to the end of the album.

[@MrBobbyboy765]

Couldn't agree more. This whole album just hits the feels in the best way. I want to see them live SO bad!

[@arun09345]

@@MrBobbyboy765 Seen them live twice & they're just fantastic. It's an experience.

[@MrBobbyboy765]

@@arun09345 seriously so jealous. I cannot wait!! I'm still not sure if or when concerts will be a thing again

[@MiDLiFECRYSiS]

@@MrBobbyboy765 I'm going to see them in a few weeks. They're playing with The Ghost Inside which is such an amazing combo for me. I will have to come back here to tell you how the experience goes

[@ValkyrieLightwing]

Holy shit yo... I've actually got tears in my eyes right now. I fucking, *feel* this song... This is exactly how I feel all too often. The despair, emptiness, worthlessness, etc.

[@thebosegames1912]

The haunting/melancholy side of Currents is far superior to the heavy side. Change my mind.

[@thekiminthenorth504]

No. Your mind is right.

[@michael-gz3ty]

Different energy

[@jaydenjbryant8665]

Your mind is right

[@samcutler453]

Their variety makes them great

[@thecoolestloseruknow91]

I think they both work very well. They're a good contrast to either one.

[@RapertGameplsays]

Brian cleans are on next level on this album

[@bogdanhxc]

This is Depths IV, don't tell anyone

[@logizom5335]

I noticed this too lol, especially the first few seconds

[@MoskauProductions]

This song means everything to me. idk why but when feel like I'm so lost and empty, I put this song on and feel so happy that I cry. I've cried to some songs, but this song gives me so much feeling that i don't want to end it all. Thank you Sharptones and everyone in Currents. I know this comment will get lost, but your songs give me every bit of reason to keep going. Thank you thank you thank you!!!!! You have no idea how much this means to me. Y'all have given me so much with song that I can't describe how much it feels to feel this way. Thank you so much again.

[@gravetemplar8762]

I know how it feels the emotions of solitude and sorrow... This song means the world for me... Dark blue

[@edwardmegyerdi187]

I feel the same way brotha we are not alone.

[@ErikJason_]

Currents are at the top of their game and they are one of the best modern metalcore bands.

[@MistahWarner]

This is exactly the album I was looking for.. My Disguise was a masterpiece and I wanted more. Thanks Brian!

[@lyndseyscharrer5824]

Thanks Currents

[@zachrizzo6525]

Metalcore still riding strong into the 2020s

[@michaelgamp5848]

True. So many good releases. Probably one of the best years from this point of view.

[@AlienGrain]

In row with Invent Animate, Polaris, Prospective, like a battle array at war.

[@padrefrediani]

@@michaelgamp5848 there are good releases, but nothing really groundbreaking or incredible tbh

[@iowahawk9999]

Sadly, it's a dying genre. Too many bands are trying to make the radio...

[@veganzombiee4002]

@@iowahawk9999 There is nothing wrong with music on the radio. It only becomes problematic when we continue to listen day in and day out the same stations, repeating the same 50 songs. We all managed to make it here to this amazing track regardless of what's being played amongst the radio waves!

[@jasonwheels2732]

Not even gordon ramsay could describe how raw this song is. What a bloody masterpiece.

[@myeyezsettokill9210]

Nothing less than perfection. I will hold this song dearly, forever.

[@michaelsabino2682]

horrible shit happens to most of us during our life. a while back i lost what was dearest to me. i will spare you the details. but while i was suffering the most intense mental breakdown in my life because of that loss, i was crying from the bottom of my soul in the arms of a good friend while this song played in the background. with this song currents reached down and brought up what i was trying to hide from myself and the world. i can't find the words to describe what this song means to me.

[@mesmer6131]

it gets better and better in each listen. this album is a masterpiece

[@darkreven42001]

This song hit me hard and had me in tears especially at the solo...after my stint with drug addiction and loosing my brother to heroine after I got sober everybody abandoned me

[@jaydenjbryant8665]

This one of the best songs i’ve ever heard

[@thekiminthenorth504]

Hello currents! What's the secret about these two guys falling down into an abyss? They were on the cover of "The place I feel safest" too. There were two guys: One sitting down and the other hiding a knife behind his back.. and in the background two guys were there. Is it like foretelling about the second album's cover?

[@samcutler453]

Brian has said the two album covers are tied together. He talks a bit about it here: www.heaviestofart.com/amp/behind-the-cover-currents-the-way-it-ends

[@thekiminthenorth504]

@@samcutler453 thanks!

[@drkstrnd]

If you look closely on the other album cover you can already see two people jumping of the cliff

[@thekiminthenorth504]

@@drkstrnd that's what I was saying

[@drkstrnd]

@@thekiminthenorth504 I totally missed that, you are right

[@Ruqkii]

The opening riff of this song is portal opening. Calming to the soul along with the opening lyric. Brilliant!

[@TylerCookdrums]

BEST SONG ON THIS RECORD. DRUM COVER IT IS

[@sentinel788]

Saw it, Liked it, Thank you :P

[@TylerCookdrums]

Alex Toua THANK YOU !!

[@terrybowman1746]

this album really hits home for sure, thank for giving me so much goosebumps and deep feelings Currents

[@Vespian_Doom]

It's nice to hear a song that I can so closely relate to when I've felt so disconnected within myself as well as socially disconnected for as long as I can remember.. This truly reignited my fading empathy.. The somber melancholic tone soothes and eases my suffering and sorrow... It speaks directly to my soul... 🖤🖤Thanks for saving my sanity.. 🖤

[@johnwayne4248]

This album is definitely metalcore album of the year!!!! Absolutely insane! Great work!! Look forward to seeing you live again!!

[@josie670]

I am drawn to this song, my heart, my mind, my soul. This sound helps me to feel some temporary relief from my inner pain, and release my emotions. Thank you Currents ❤‍🔥

[@danielgilker]

This song is where I find myself. Only just found currents a month ago and it's quickly become a fav.

[@FatalParadox]

I loved the whole album but damn this song hit hard.

[@rammialqannas1628]

This song hits DEEP!!!

[@lawz0]

This is the only thing in the world that makes me cry….

[@SteampunkDream]

I'm so happy these guys are still around, I hope they get more recognition for their music soon. Life//Lost album will always be my favorite album.

[@a.b.j3567]

I listen to this song every day, ironically I feel better !!!!

[@InescapableGravity]

Just found this through recommended and I’m impressed! This is amazing!

[@wolfaiden]

So refreshing. Great track. Chorus gives me a heavy ass bayside vibe

[@HybridSpektar]

This hits a way too close to home for me...

[@zac8543]

I'm crying... When all seems lost in the shit you are going through. Theres this current... no pun intended... but for real people I dont know what to do when know one listens or sees... my one "work family" ive been with for 7 years. my own lady i have a son with that i have problems wiht the past 3 years...? the Dad i havent talk to in 2 years? My mom i saw for the first time in 13 years a few months before my son was born? What do i do when know one listens? Not even your closest to you... Post on a youtube audio stream? like i am doing? Yea. cause it works a little bit, even if not much. Currents.... I love your brutal honesty in music. It really helps.

[@AmanBasumatari]

I'm am out of words to express the feeling I'm going through listening to this

[@BulletProofBacon]

I think this is better than a few of those singles. This chorus feels earned.

[@tortelinilecker]

Ou men... This melody going under my skin 🖤🤘 currents is one of my fav. Bands 🖤

[@denk2669]

One of the greatest band even exist

[@GRIM_-cp9kx]

I love you currents, you guys really make my days better, your music helps me. It helps me release anger, stress, depression and anxiety.

[@tacticalwonify]

Cant believe i haven't heard of these dudes.keep it up Sharptone 💪👊

[@sw1ftshade]

look up Apnea by them

[@lyndseyscharrer5824]

Joshua Freeman Ignore the above, look up ALL by them.

[@crimsn4405]

This song represents exactly how I'm feeling right now anytime I feel like this I always come back to this song , it's such a good fucking song.

[@Phoenix_SMT]

One of the absolute best albums I've ever heard. Thanks for this masterpiece

[@erichlarrison8547]

Can't believe I never heard this band until tonight as a recommendation from a friend. Why the hell are they not pushed as much as others?

[@maximecouture3836]

Seriously the best song i heard in myife

[@SplashFireFilms]

Currents = Amazing

[@idancahana596]

How the fuck this band didnt blow up yet?

[@HunterW2021]

I think this is a good switch up for currents, not trying to be the same always switching from soft to hard they do it perfectly 👌🏻

[@ralphozer2037]

Speechless 2020 has some hope

[@M3T4L-yt]

Wow! Just wow! What a damn great song.

[@ScreenSpidah]

I've made great strides this past 12 months in staving off the ebb and flow of depression's endless pendulum. Still, the threat of mental isolation looms.

[@k.d.6068]

The best band for now

[@lyndseyscharrer5824]

And for always.

[@logrady98]

This song is amongst many that gives me goosebumps listening to! You guys are so talented! Congratulations on the amazing album 🤘🏻

[@anthonymonterosso7472]

Damn guys!! Such a killer track and that solo was beautiful!!

[@alexbaribeault]

Probably thier best song

[@destinwinders6761]

This and My Deguise for sure

[@CasualBeliever]

Old Currents that's new to me is like a belated present from an old friend I almost had.

[@erwanl.g7979]

That Intro... ❤️ Rinoa vibes!

[@forevermarked5826]

Band is.too talented . Incredible. Masterpiece of a album

[@destinwinders6761]

Dude I've got goose bumps from this song already amazing!

[@B1ingB1ingBoi93]

Best birthday present ever a new beautiful album

[@Sligslug]

Got tears in my eyes. This song really hits hard. I lost my girlfriend after 7 years. We wanted to marry one day. I couldn't cope with it and I've abused antidepressants and wanted to kill myself. Metal gives me so much power to move on, it's just unreal. Thank you!

[@josie670]

I can only imagine the pain and heartache you are having to endure. You are a warrior, your girlfriend will be proud of you now for trying to be strong and move forward. Always keep her in your warm heart, and let the fondest memories you have of her dance in your visions, that way she will always be with you in a sense and never forgotten.

[@damienhodge5786]

Just remember... God (YHWH) is the FIRST Metal Artist... When He said "Light Be!!!" He spoke it with authority and power... I hope you conquer through your struggles. Keep up the fight. The Lord is fighting for you too ✌...

[@chrisathanassiadis1317]

There is always a reason behind everything in Life. You may not see it now but eventually you will. I'm sorry for what you're going through and I'm positive you'll move on, my friend. Hang in there!!!

[@liagarcia2943]

@@chrisathanassiadis1317 bruh, how can you say there is a reason behind his girlfriend of 7 years passing away. There is absolutely NO good reason for that

[@jtheist32]

Endure. In enduring, grow strong.

[@HunterForsberg]

My current state and what a magnum opus to replicate that. Thank you Currents 🖤

[@DannySlept]

Wow I seriously I love this band

[@HoosierHacker]

This song cuts deep. I have a huge career make or break project due in 1 week and its up to me to make it happen.. in the gym just loving this song.

[@Greyscayl]

This song is a masterpiece like few bands these days will ever achieve. Bravo

[@Indigowulfchild4]

I wish I could thank you for this song in person. I cannot begin to explain why this song has saved me

[@mrs.wasgehtsiedasan4781]

I hear it up and down, my favorite Song 🖤💖🖤💖

[@forevermarked5826]

Greatest band of all time

[@camdenwyeth316]

1:48 Guitar Riffage in this part is so juicy

[@thomasgavris855]

Right? Their riffs are just amazing

[@HS-oh8xh]

Digging this a lot

[@adamardback]

Never heard of them before but this is refreshing!

[@alexandereriksson646]

The album of the year🤘🔥

[@abstract.5583]

I'm going through some very dark times right now and this song just hits different.

[@OvergrownWithTheMoss]

I've honestly never heard a band this good (besides Animals As Leaders), but they're on their own level. This is just, wow. Every song is so emotional and heavy djenty at the same time, and I can literally feel the emotion coming from the singer and the rest of the band. I've also seen how passionately they play onstage. Top ten bands of the 2000's? Hell yeah

[@Xatalion]

10/10 album :)

[@nolankuffner3573]

That second heavy verse, with the sparse guitars and almost contemplative drumming is unreal. Brian goes from this haunting, almost ethereal intro, through an absolutely bombastic chorus, delves into a dark and vile second verse that just feels relentless, but it's that second heavy part that really opens the song up. And yeah, like others have said, I think the singles are probably some of my least favorite tracks. Kill the Ache is another beast of a track. I liked this album more than the EP, but only because it's an album. EPs tend to feel like a handful of singles, and though the tracks were great individually, having an album is like taking a cross country journey, as opposed to going on a half hour cruise. As much as I liked Into Despair, Forever Marked, My Disguise, et al, I just liked the cohesion here a bit better. And when you start to understand how songs fit into the journey, the album itself becomes more it's own thing, versus a collection of separated songs. The coolest thing about albums this focused? You can tell EXACTLY where each song fits into the discography, and what life meant to you then. So in essence, you're creating an emotional connection with the songs that infoms you later whether you want to keep following them or not. Sometimes bands regress to an earlier style or an earlier sound, but I like to think I listen primarily to bands that evolve, spending more time expanding their sound and less time trying to make every song sound like their big hit.

[@7star7storm7]

And this is how we fall apart 💔 Fkn love you guys 🔥🔥🤘

[@hrathen9288]

Another greatness from this band.

[@scottiephlps]

"I can't be your shepherd if I'm lost"

[@iambedlam]

Currently this far on my first listen. Gotta say, one of the better records I’ve heard in a while. Great job dudes 👏🏻 Well done.

[@myeyezsettokill9210]

I wish I could edit the ending to where it says " this I know, I am all alone " it would just slap the feelings right out of me, Still an absolute perfection.

[@bethrem2240]

Esta canción, jamás pensé llorar tanto con una canción, perfección total, emociones a tope, gracias Currents por brindar emociones que jamás tuve, en mi top de álbums The Way it Ends .

[@shastamcnasty2159]

One of my fav albums lately.

[@danielgilker]

Probably my new favorite band.

[@jforce2872]

Heard about these guys before first song I heard. Glad it was. I dug it. Captivating solo. I commend you guys

[@davidcastejonbueno3921]

PERFECTION IN ONE SONG

[@poisonnivyyy]

Just found this band through my recommendations…wow 💯

[@natejames4271]

It’s been a long hard journey I’m happy or do I think I’m happy numb for years the song explains so much

[@larrydavis8114]

I needed this song! I feel every word.

[@DustinNuttall]

AMAZING!

[@kristinaj9159]

I loved this song when I first heard it. But just recently I lost my favorite person in the whole world, someone I hoped for a future with. He was taken way too soon and grief has been hitting me so fucking hard. I've heard all kinds of songs but this one relates the most for sure. Everything about this song holds so much emotion, anyone can feel that for sure

[@camojones8952]

New favourite Currents song