she thinks I have a penis? // storytime | RyanJacobs

[@shelbyrayne5893]

You have such a calming voice omg

[@davedooart1584]

Shelby Rayne Music its so fake

[@lotsofteabutnonetodrink5843]

yoyo yo yeah so is he! it's all cgi

[@lemonboy4035]

@@davedooart1584 so are you so stfu and leave him alone

[@MrUnattainable]

"We'll just call her.. we'll call her Petunia!" 😂😂

[@kirsten_christine]

Brandon Mr.Unattainable Sloan Anyone thinking Harry Potter the second he said that? 😂 I sure did!

[@melaniekelso6609]

Kirsten CA I did

[@filipedomingues787]

Kirsten CA That's exactly what I thought, obviously.

[@sandrajuarez3914]

Brandon Mr.Unattainable Sloan 😂

[@dandelion7313]

i spent like 2 min trying to read the top of his hat

[@zachthinks4737]

Irma Campos don't worry it's only temporary!

[@dandelion7313]

Zach Jones oh haha, thanks i see it now~

[@angied8009]

Irma Campos actually says all of this is temporary. Lo

[@zachthinks4737]

Angie D don't you know a joke when you see one???? I know what it says.

[@angied8009]

Zach Jones apparently not.

[@user-cw4yk1kp9p]

your voice is so soothing haha

[@DamielouShavelle]

i agree :)

[@estherrenee55]

Hi Ryan! This is Daisy & Mikey's grandma. I just want to let you know that I am truly happy that you have found your happiness. You have become quite a handsome young man and intelligent as well. Take care of yourself and may you blessed with all that your heart desires.

[@RyanJacobsFlores]

This means a lot to me, thank you!

[@avam1234]

plot twist, she's trans too

[@KaiBellarose]

don't put pressure on yourself to tell her anything. if it's not relevant to the conversation and you are conflicted about it, then you don't need to tell her. just be yourself and see how things go 😊

[@woopwoop8897]

You're way late lol

[@KaiBellarose]

oh did he already tell her?? haha

[@laurak9128]

such a soothing voice omg

[@BeautyLabNL]

I would do the same. It must feel very nice to be treated like the guy you are!! I'm sure people will accept you as a trans but I think you're right, they will look at you differently. There a girl I know and I heard the is trans. I wished they didnt tell me. I went to her instagram and stared at her picture thinking; I cant believe she used to be a boy. You know what I mean? She was 100% female to me but now that I KNOW I cant help myself thinking that she wasn't born this way. I also mind the Things I say, like I asked her about Caitlyn Jenner when she just came out, but then I thought "hmmm maybe this is too delicate to ask" but I asked all of my other girlfriends and I want to treat her just the same. But I cant anymore... So me not knowing would have been better. I hope it will change soon. I know it will it just takes time I guess. What im saying is, you are a 100% guy to me, and by saying you're trans people will see you as a trans instead of a (good looking!!) guy. And I'm guessing you just wanna feel like a normal guy, without explanations. You took your chance to be treated equally and that's a good decision, no shame in that. You did the right thing and if there ever will be a right moment you can tell her. I'm proud!!!! And you're gorgeous.

[@casss.298]

question: dont u think u are overthinking it? like now u know this girl u know is trans, you know she is different, because she is, right? However, maybe knowing may help you to just adjust the things you may wanna say or share that cis girls like us wont take offence than maybe she would/could? ( i mean the whole period talk and stuff like that) what i mean is maybe it is a good thing that you know?

[@DamianGarcia505]

Loved this video man! I totally feel you in the whole being stealth, but wanting to talk about it, but that not being the only thing about us. Especially how you said people see you differently when they find out you're trans like that's insanely true!

[@jennymiles6648]

Your voice is sooo soothing! I love it

[@jennymiles6648]

you have the most perfect voice for ASMR if you ever wanted to try it out

[@elainemarie9470]

I am new to your channel and am enjoying your perspectives. My Godson is FtM, so your wisdom helps me to understand him. I am cisfemale & a femme lesbian. I came out in the olden days, circa 1970s, and oddly, being a feminine lez in San Francisco was not acceptable. Not only that, but I was told by my own LGBT community I was mistaken thinking I was gay (!!). I would be asked to leave from lesbian events, that's how bad it was. What I disliked most was being ignored by lesbians, who had no idea I was one of them. Especially when I wanted to flirt with them. I have gaydar, and I can pick up on other people's sexual orientation easily. I don't know why they didn't do the same. There was the mistaken perception by my lesbian sisters that I would drop everything to run off with a man, the first chance I got, and it was foolhardy for anyone to date me. Also, I was disliked because they told me I was "trying" to pass as straight. For the record, I made attempts to dress & look more masculine, but it was extremely uncomfortable, and it felt like I was in drag. Not only that, I don't even like the tailored look on myself. I am an uber frilly & colorful woman. I keep up with the fashion trends; I love makeup, shoe, & clothing shopping. I have styled hair and love going to spa salons. Nowadays this is more acceptable among my peers. The Los Angeles based cable show The L Word educated people to see that feminine lesbians were not unusual. San Franciscan lesbians are still very masculine. I'd moved to Arizona in 1989, and am not around San Fran. Thank you, Ryan, for sharing your story, because it helps many.

[@ToniTheDoll]

He's finnnneee asf!

[@atable2505]

ONLY TONI You're like 12..

[@ToniTheDoll]

+K. C. sorry bud your a tad bit off I'm 16 lol

[@MegaBoricuakid]

ONLY TONI same shitt

[@ToniTheDoll]

+David ohmy ayeee litty

[@vincentalexander5242]

I say go stealth. What's the problem with her thinking you're cis? And even if she does find out, why would she be angry? It's a personal part of your own life and therefore you're not under obligation to tell her. And since it would not effect her life in any way whether you're trans or cis, I don't think she'd be pissed if she found out.

[@BigLyfe09]

Anything AFTER a few dates means that has to be disclosed. It’s not fair to the other person!!!! I don’t judge trans people, but I would be upset if I was dating someone sexually and they waited for intimacy to tell me. The fact that the other person may not want to date a trans person has to be respected too!!!!!

[@smrnx]

You're probably the best looking man I've ever seen omg

[@jasmineortega813]

It's amazing to see how you changed since high school, it feels like not to long ago when I watched you on rebel news and now I'm watching you on youtube. Truly inspiring 💞.

[@RyanJacobsFlores]

[@maopatabudravu3656]

Biggest shout outs to you Ryan, you've gained a subscriber all the way from New Zealand. You're so brave, courageous and are setting such a great example for many people. I respect that immensely!

[@Odjeto]

I get guys and girls sharing apartments at uni but isn't it a bit odd to share a room? Does that happen often where you live?

[@RyanJacobsFlores]

The floor I live on is Co-ed

[@CatmanBreeze]

When you live in an apartment on campus you can live with whoever you want. In the dormitory system that you cannot live with whoever you want

[@abe8724]

Actually, I live in a college dorm room and with a female. Some colleges allow co-ed dorming. And more and more are following the trend.

[@vanessalizette]

I lived on (dorms) campus my freshmen year and I had co-ed

[@animalsaregodsgift4262]

Do You live in the uk

[@TravisMasa]

I go to a small college and am currently living stealth as well. It is very scary. Glad we're in this together. Thanks for sharing!

[@lezevil4128]

To be honest she has the right to know you're transgender if she's your girlfriend. She shouldn't judge sure but she should know

[@RyanJacobsFlores]

You've misunderstood. Roommate, not girlfriend.

[@GrimFemme]

Nah. He doesn't need to tell anyone if he doesn't want to. There is no "right" to know these things, or any entitlement at all. Trans people don't owe anyone anything...

[@lezevil4128]

Ryan Jacobs Flores Oh sorry thought you meant girlfriend dunno why. And yh your room mate doesn't have to know, your right about that.

[@lezevil4128]

Sofia If I had a transgender girlfriend & she didn't tell me. It would annoy me. Sure a room mate doesn't have to know but when your in a relationship big things like that's should be shared with each other!

[@GrimFemme]

LEZevil Bruh They aren't in a relationship. Problem solved.

[@Crrgz0]

I'm extremely happy that I found this channel. It so far has be really inspirational and warm. I appreciate people who are strong enough and confident enough to share the most vulnerable parts of themselves in hopes to help others that are going through the same thing or similar experiences. I'm 19 right now and for the longest time I never knew what I was, only that I fell somewhere in the LGBT+ community between Bisexual and Transgender. You know and it sucks because I never knew what to say to people. I am attracted to both sexes, but I was born a gender that I wish I wasn't, yet at the same time I am not to sure about the change being something that I want. People would think I was a girl and others would think I was a guy, and at some point people stop trying to figure me out and in a way I kind of liked it. So, ultimately I decided I was Genderfluid. I can be myself in a way but also have that excitement of being someone else. I always tell people I hate having limits, but deep down I still have this feeling where I just should just commit and be one, y'know? That's why your videos and videos like these really help me out and give me perspective on what to expect and if I really want this. i have a few trans friends that have either begun the transition or is already well through it. It's tough to explain to family and other people you know or meet but all in all they seem happy with who they really are. I guess I am curious on the matter of being transgender is because I want to know if it will help me reach that same level of happiness and confidence. Anyways, you got my love and support! Definitely had to subscribe and I wish you the best with this roommate. It isn't any of her business, but if you two do become close my best bet is to tell her. It would make things a lot easier then, and if you want to be discreet just let her know and if she truly is cool she'll understand. What's your thoughts on sex change? (or anyones really) Have a nice day :D

[@KatBlaque]

Lol this is literally my story my junior year. Lol

[@88mike42]

Lol you poor confused little thing. Lol

[@mariankellylester6712]

I started a new school two weeks ago and I wanted to come out ofter one or two days but it just didn't happen so now I'm stealth and it makes me really nervous cause I'm very feminine and don't really pass I'm so scared they might find out (I'm ftm and I'm 15 and the other kids in my class are all younger than me and I think they're too young and too dumb to understand what being trans really is)

[@none4530]

At least people call you he/him pronouns and see you as male!

[@CharlieCabralos]

Who thinks of Petunia as a name, though? lmao

[@savannahherrera8280]

He is still genetically a woman and petunias are a flower for all you know there might have been a petunia sitting right in front of him or petunias outside the window or possibly his favorite flower the first feminine thought/name that came to his mind

[@tkmaz]

So, now it's November. Is there an update with the same roommate?

[@nicoley8844]

I seriously love listening to you talk and watching your videos. I do hate hearing people go through hardships, but I truly think it helps with development. I can't wait to watch your next video! :)

[@appleson326]

stop whispering, your voice is deep enough, you dont need to try to make it sound deeper.

[@KaiBellarose]

Apple Son he's probably whispering cause it's awkward since he has 5 roommates and he's telling a story about one

[@RyanJacobsFlores]

You're correct, they were in the other room lol

[@Rabidanti]

Ryan Jacobs Flores They ll see it anyways since you posted this for the whole internet lool

[@appleson326]

+Kai Mills but he's a youtuber so it shouldn't be awkward. And I meant in all videos, not just this one.

[@nerdygameinggurl]

Carlos Alberto its not about if they know its about he not want to disturb his mates. At least thats what i guess would be more legit.

[@ng10k84]

you're awesome man. i'm glad you pursued your dreams

[@FFXIfan93]

I want his eyelashes omg

[@princesskrystal9255]

I wonder if boys with vaginas have their period bc idk🤔 I still support u cuz I'm bisexual and I'm not ready to come out some ppl. But almost everyone knows but some ppl don't.

[@yoanaarellano2386]

Their menstrual cycle stops when they get on T

[@ThatDamnBlonde]

Queen Krystal periods are caused by hormones so i think he wouldnt have one anymore bc his hormone levels are probably at the same level as a cis dude. Im not very educated on the topic but with my knowledge of the human body i would think him being so far into transitioning he wouldnt have it anymore

[@sonjajost2570]

i totally agree with you and basically you are a guy and what does it matter that you once lived in a different body

[@sonjajost2570]

and other than that it's none of anyones business

[@sonjajost2570]

*****​ it is about the way he feels and not about his DNS

[@user-rr9tr6wy2z]

I don't think you need to tell anyone, you are a guy and not having a penis is not a big deal, you'll always be a guy anyway, it's not like you have something wrong with your body

[@kevintyras2158]

Julia Molina that's crazy

[@haleytalks6284]

Julia Molina Are you serious?

[@user-rr9tr6wy2z]

Haley Talks yes, what's wrong with what I said?

[@Dgghjut]

Julia Molina well u cant do that. thats call selfish

[@user-rr9tr6wy2z]

ladyk Minho so it's selfish not to tell someone you're trans? I don't get it

[@closinginonclosure]

I don't want this to come off as offense or rude by asking. I'm just genuinely curious about it. When you start testosterone, does it eventually cause you to stop having a monthly cycle? Or will that continue until you have a hysterectomy?

[@closinginonclosure]

+unterstrich Interesting. How long does it take? Months? Years?

[@closinginonclosure]

+unterstrich Right on. Thanks for the info!

[@lanternk1ng650]

continuing on what unterstrich said, it's dependant on the dosage and the person. A very rough average is 6 months, but it can just as easily be more, less.

[@signestsure3702]

closinginonclosure to add on, some people stop THE EXACT month they start t, and some people have it two years after t. it honestly depends, there's no guarantee it will stop super soon after t.

[@DwyaneWadeCounty]

Why would it be offensive or rude?

[@brides3854]

You make me want to hug you, Idk why. You're so strong and lovely ❤️

[@kendramyrick-stubbs2183]

I love you. My cousin Jake saw your vids and said you gave him the courage to come out.✌

[@DemiAdinda]

Yeezus oke I'm so overwhelmed right now. First of all, you got me as a new subscriber!!! I looove how open you talk about every fucking thing! Because of you I will look way more positive to every transgender I meet I think. I already supported lgbt's, but I don't know... You really opened my eyes in some way. Sounds heavy, but your channel means sooo much to the world right now. I'm sure of that. I wish you the best!!

[@queensaramsarang1138]

eyebrows on fleek!

[@fleekybs7228]

Hes actually really cute💕

[@heiligescheisse85]

didn't feel it kinda good to be seen as a guy since that was part of the goal? :D

[@Brooklyn6cali]

Ok random question and I hope it's not offensive. What happens monthly when you have your cycle?? Only because your in a house full of women and in college, sharing a bathroom. As you were saying how you change in the bathroom, I was like 🤔😮 oh yeah! If it's none of my business, I apologize. Just curious

[@RyanJacobsFlores]

My monthly cycle stopped months ago, testosterone stops it.

[@Brooklyn6cali]

That totally makes sense! I just found your story last night and I am so very happy for you! Thanks for the reply and good luck to you.

[@carastamets4372]

Yeah his voice is so nice to listen to

[@paccajew1005]

Cara Stamets her*

[@carastamets4372]

Richtofen Modz I feel like... he definitely prefers male pronouns. He even said it in a video

[@paccajew1005]

Cara Stamets I don't care what the disappointment says in the video every person with a working brain knows you can't hide from your real gender

[@andrewbawiec4175]

I am ridiculously jealous of your voice. It has dropped so much, and I'm happy for you, but I really wish that I could be on t

[@texdykatrandomness2715]

such a soothing voice

[@brandyclark2845]

Omg I just watched your video about you discussing your first month on T and I'm went to this and I'm so amazing how much have changed in you 😱 I can't wait for my boyfriend to start T and see him happy ❤️

[@CjLutt]

Great story time man! Kinda sounds like something I was going through until someone went and told my business. Anyways loved the video, you have a wonderful day!

[@globesamsung4265]

true that!!! you are not obligated to tell everyone about your situation. just live life so long as you're happy and you don't hurt anyone. 😀

[@ambarbussi2884]

You inspire so many people out there, I just had to subscribe to you.

[@xoxo.sevvynnn]

I think you're an amazing guy

[@boyghcst]

Yesss 🙌 you're not alone. I've been stealth since I came out, which was 3 years ago and I'm over 1 year on T now. The only people who know are my parents or people who need to see my birth certificate and stuff, but I don't plan on ever coming out really, unless it's absolutely necessary. Just do you.

[@Damaris972.]

I would have never figure out that you are transgender lol cute af !

[@chiaramaffei3739]

I've been stealth (MtF) for the whole of my first year of Medical School. You're not obligated to tell anyone - especially anything this personal. Your choice completely.

[@jaychiniki9621]

Sooo when you use the washroom do you use the stalls and sit down?

[@spencerqwashington]

I really appreciate the message you sent in this video about coming out when you want to.

[@BreeElisexo]

Thanks for sharing your story! Good luck at school!

[@squishylimeable]

I love how you put Sunset Lover in your videos, It's my favorite song!

[@35478]

you are strong and soo positive i like that,i love you so much

[@lylebobert5031]

you are truly inspiring! I remember seeing you in highschool, so confident. I remember envying you for your courage to be who you are. I wasn't out then but you, malorie and everyone helped me so much. now its my senior year, I've been out for two years, and I want to thank you for me and many others to be ourselves.

[@gymbrosonly6492]

You don't have to tell her man really she don't have to know your past is not important that you were a girl and become a man . Right now you are a man and she knows you're a man and just forget about telling her anything but don't lie to her also if she asked say yes if she didn't you don't have to tell her it's not something you should say . And yeah that's wut I think

[@JoeBrayYouTube]

I want your eyebrows

[@beladorawalter4655]

I'm recently new to your channel and am totally in love with how open you are. What you're doing is very inspirational. All the love from New Zealand.

[@renettegrace778]

i just wanna say you're so damn fiiiiiine! ur personality is just admirable & i think ur my new crush ❤️❤️❤️ #justSubbed

[@lunavaz4396]

If you do come out to her about it, you should do it on a video. It would be nice to see her reaction

[@Habina555]

Wow.....just imagining how it must be a burden to be cautious about yourself and who you are. Nobody should go through that. Everyone has the right to be themselves and to keep personal things private w/o the fear of being judged or looked differently. This is the 1st video I've watched of a woman-man transition and I find it really inspiring. "Live life to the fullest" #StayBlessed :)

[@kimberlynnshaffer-silva2815]

I am new to your channel. I think you are wonderful and courageous for living your truth. Talking about this topic on your channel has the potential to help so many others who are going through the things you discuss: transitioning, coming out to new people, etc.

[@elijay6951]

I always get excited to hear your voice because I fantasize about how my voice is going to sound once I'm around a year on T. I'm pre t 17 years old and anyway I met new people at a party and I barelyy passed. my friend knows I'm trans, but his little sister said "when I saw you coming I thought you were a girl but then I was like no that's a boy" awkward so close... then a guy who was older said " don't you have a KZbin channel?" and I was freaked out bc i have never even talked to this guy before and I don't have him on social media. like o crap does he know I'm trans or did he see my beedios before I cut my hair? he used female pronouns once and no one heard thankfully then he started using male pronouns it was so weird. I told everyone that I'm 13 and in ninth grade bc i felt that they'd see me as pre pubescent and I feel like that helped. this OTHEr girl referred to my nuts like twice and I went along with it and it felt awkward bc that had never happened to me before. it wasn't necessary for me to say anything and I don't feel like I'm living some type of weird secret when I do little things to lie, but at the same time I do? with my own life I feel that sometimes it's just unavoidable to come out. at times I have to face it and I'm always finding myself coming out because otherwise I just look like a lesbian. sometimes I'll pass in front of other people and someone will come along and use female pronouns in front of the people I passed in front of. just awkward dude. as much as I wish I was cis, I'm not and being trans is a part of who I am, but not all that I am.

[@24441Chris]

Just be yourself and dont overthink things. It only makes it worse. You got this.

[@leglesspuffin7456]

irrelevant but your voice is sooo relaxing :)

[@eurydiceallen7412]

I recently began following you in order to help me be a better support person for my ftm son.

[@liztaylor1799]

Im happu for you. You earned a new subscriber :)

[@nakori3814]

i saw ur picture and name and my heart screamed fangirl

[@nakori3814]

💓💓💓💓💓💓

[@frigon9975]

I love how tou talk lol your accent is really woamdoajd 😍

[@brittohuizar]

Hey Ryan, what will happen if this girl watches this vlog??

[@kimberlyherrison6995]

it's so amazing that you inspired so many people in this world. keep up the good work, and JUST BE YOU 😍🤗😁

[@chloehunt6927]

the background music kind of sounds like a callmekarizma song, is that just a coincidence?

[@dredd1506]

its justin bieber

[@Sarah-be1qi]

Chloe Hunt Justin Bieber - cold water

[@greatc0at1917]

4:01 “SHE THINKS I HAVE A pEeeEeniS”

[@brookeschoenfeld2106]

when he us talking about coming out and he sounds like hes talking about a turtle

[@AliBanana1493]

i love your eyebrows.

[@setedisangue9382]

Do you mind if I ask where you're going to school? I'm looking at LGBT friendly colleges. Thinking CU Boulder right now.

[@AshbeeGaming]

I hope you find somewhere good! :)

[@SparkzMxzXZ]

Sete DiSangue i'm not sure if this info is helpful but for 1 semester i studied at san diego state and found it to be really inclusive. We had gender neutral bathrooms too, which is a great plus. And a wonderful lgbt major as well with great courses and professors. I really enjoyed my time there :)

[@nasiatatum]

Sete DiSangue.

[@shannon9301]

I am born female. Always identified as such. I consider myself straight but I do sometimes find masculine women and/or trans men attractive. And you in particular are extremely handsome in my humble opinion. And I probably would assume you to be born as Male if I didn't already know otherwise. Btw I apologize for any terms I may have incorrectly used... You're hot. Lol!!! I think it's awesome to be you. And you absolutely do not need to share anything you don't want to.

[@kristinetownes]

I ❤️your openness!

[@jenniferlopez-alfaro6210]

Stay strong! 💛 do it whenever you are ready and when your heart tells you. People will love you for you! You have an amazing personality

[@gabrielleescobedo2036]

I 100% support you, and I think it's great that you are who you are, but if you're being true with yourself don't be afraid to tell people the truth about you especially if she's living with you being honest with others helps you be true to yourself .

[@NikoTurner4]

3 mins in and I'm subbing, nice job bud

[@cosheartscosplay3546]

i know this fits with all the comments about your voice, but if you did audiobooks i would totally listen to them

[@kevindietick9915]

@Ryan Jacobs Flores I'm not sure how I came upon your video, but it is totally the virtual hug I needed. Consider me your newest subscriber

[@littlemisssunshine8231]

Your voice is so calm ☺️❤️ feels good to hear, I can hear you talk forever ♥️

[@winterartist5797]

You're inspiring, this is the second video I watched and your content is very chill.

[@shayjohnson1590]

How do you edit vids and what not? I'm going to start a KZbin Channel to begin my journey into manhood. I get my first T Shot next Tuesday. But, what kind of camera you use? etc. Thanks!

[@erikagalavis4341]

I THINK YOU ARE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PERSON ON EARTH. THANK YOU FOR INSPIRE MANY OTHERS!

[@animalloverJen87]

Wow you have come such a long time. I cannot believe it has been 1 year already.

[@zsal2120]

I love your eyebrows!!!! They are perfect!!

[@melissalewis5336]

3:52 got me😂,it's how you said it.

[@traceyowenhughes9223]

I wish you the best. Live your TRUTH. Be happy. PEACE AND BLESSINGS.

[@yasminrain6511]

Wesleyan? I got the vibe ur talking about this college after you said ur on an apartment on campus and then solidified it when I said Rainbow

[@christinatulip17]

I just found your channel and I adore they way you express your thoughts.

[@mikeyundefeated574]

Ryan thank you so much for having your channel!! I just found your channel and I am so happy and proud of you (even tho i don't know you) Please never stop being yourself and keep up the wonderful channel

[@jonathancolorado159]

Bruh wtf ur voice is so calming

[@jillianerin4821]

I just found your channel a couple hours ago.. and man.. I am SO binging rn. 😍

[@Graziella2006]

How do you manage injecting T in this close situation ? Great video btw : )!

[@Oscariin20]

Whats the outro song?

[@marypoppins-dem-pills4774]

I wish I would have seen this awhile ago .. I last 2 guy's I've come out too stoped talking to me that day .. You don't have to tell anyone !