These are my absolute favorite videos! You have such a special gift for ASMR. ❤❤
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Oh thank you! That is so kind of you! 🤗😘❤️
@cocobreeze5 ай бұрын
@@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction you're welcome 💞
@judyleezapien4054 ай бұрын
She is one the best ASMR artists and the most humble and sweet.
@Abracadabra5135 ай бұрын
Yay! You’re taking us shopping! My favorite videos! 😁💜🛒🛍️
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Yay! 👏🏻😀❤️
@Lana-ir2fo3uj2q5 ай бұрын
One of my favorite things you do before you go shopping is dig around in your purse for your lotion and chapstick. I laughed when you said you don't want the chicken keychain to go off. On rather. Imagine shopping and the chicken srarts making sounds. Everyone will know it's you because your purse is a dead giveaway 😂😂 I love that chicken purse!!🥰🐔💕🫶
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
I just had this sudden thought that I should keep playing that Key chain all the way through the store just to see what people do! 😂😂😂
@Lana-ir2fo3uj2q5 ай бұрын
@@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction Do it! Do it! And if you do please put that in the video. Maybe next Dollar Tree visit. It's usually quiet there. No doubt people will hear you😆 If I could go with you I'd be laughing so hard I may embarrass you🥰
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
😂😂
@sherrifields64165 ай бұрын
LOL it doesn't matter what store she'll be going in there will always be a mini rummage looking for her chapstick it's the best
@frutiguro5 ай бұрын
Watching this after coming home from a long shift at my Safeway. Only you could make this so relaxing! Thank you for the great quality videos
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Oh, thank you! 😀❤️
@Earthshaker19655 ай бұрын
When I was in the NAVY in the 80's, one of my best friends was from Cerritos CA. His dad managed a Safeway.
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Interesting fact of information for you to remember. Something about it stuck with you. 🤗❤️
@Palethadefresa5 ай бұрын
I was sad bc I think I will never enjoy asmr again but since that I find your videos I feel it again thanks for your content it makes me feel relax and really happy ❤❤
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
That's so nice to hear, Mayra! 🤗❤️
@raquelvelez60843 ай бұрын
Thank you for helping me relax at night and also calm my anxiety. Your videos, help me so much. Take care.
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction3 ай бұрын
I'm so glad to hear that, Raquel. 🤗❤️
@dustinm88005 ай бұрын
I love their produce and floral departments. You're right! They have nicer things.
@Joansasmitha5 ай бұрын
Aww your nail polish shade.. so prettyyyyy💜..and im really addicted to your channel..thanks for this video💜🙏🏼☺️.. “🙏🏼”- In India we do this to show respect☺️
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Thank you so much!! I love that, Joan! 🤗❤️🙏🏻
@lauramaldonado55915 ай бұрын
I just love your shopping videos ❤ They are soooo relaxing and crinkles are the cherry on top ❤❤ Thank you
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
You are so sweet, Laura. 🤗❤️
@fleetwoodmacncheese73775 ай бұрын
Perfect timing for my after work nap, I personally enjoyed the music in the background!
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Oh good! I have a hard time with it. Never mind that I am filming. It seemed way too loud for everyday activity. Makes you feel like you're at a party. 😂
@jenmiller4492 ай бұрын
Having trouble sleeping tonight. It's currently 3 am and I'm watching ur videos 💜☺️ definitely helping me relax.
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction2 ай бұрын
I sure hope you got some sleep, Jen. 🤞🏻
@kristin68524 ай бұрын
Love the shopping videos. So relaxing! ❤
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction4 ай бұрын
I'm so glad! Kristin, did you just send me a package 📦?
@julez12255 ай бұрын
Oh, Rebecca, I had oral surgery today, and I'm in quite a bit of pain. Your videos are medicinal. Perfect timing❤ Thanks for being you!
@kelleyq.81835 ай бұрын
Oh I'm so sorry! That really hurts. Hope it's better soon. ❤
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Wow, Jules! I hope they gave you some pain reliever. Something to knock you right out tonight. 🤗❤️
@Decgyrrl5 ай бұрын
Hope u feel better soon !
@leexchrista125 ай бұрын
I feel like I’m right there with you shopping watching these 🩵 love these so much!
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
That's wonderful! Glad to hear it, Christa. 😀❤️
@jesslou2335 ай бұрын
❤❤❤❤❤ just what I need to relax before bed honestly just wonderful and so relaxing xx
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
I'm so glad! Sleep well, Jess. 😀❤️
@minnesotagirl14735 ай бұрын
What a beautiful Safeway...last time I was in one was when I lived in Denver, almost 40 years ago. I love that you stop to show us the flowers. Your chicken purse always makes me smile. Thank You, Rebecca!❤ Mistake #4 & 5...😂😂😂😂😂
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
You are so sweet my Minnesota girl! 🤗❤️❤️❤️
@butterflygirl40795 ай бұрын
I absolutely adore your purse it is super cute ❤
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Thank you so much! 😊 ❤️
@SarahLouiseUK5 ай бұрын
I so enjoy your shopping videos, thankyou. I find them so soothing and calming. On another note, I cannot get over how expensive groceries are in America, I thought it was bad enough here in the U.K. Hope you and your husband are both well and settling into your new home
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Grocery prices jumped sky high during the last few years. I try not to talk politics here but it's all in a mess in the US.
@lisahope45825 ай бұрын
Love your shopping videos Rebecca!! My fav!! I hope all is good and stay blessed beautiful!!❤
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Thank you! You too, Lisa! 🤗❤️
@dustinm88005 ай бұрын
Those oranges look amazing
@josiemorgan54015 ай бұрын
Thank you for taking us along on your shopping haul and enjoyed the flowers very much and as always a great video 🤗🌷🌺🌹🙏
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
You are so welcome, Josie. 🤗❤️
@lorengrace_5 ай бұрын
I'm curious how people react when you tell them what you do, or ask permission to film. Looking forward to include BTS of your shopping videos, especially bloopers! ❤
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
What is BTS?
@lorengrace_5 ай бұрын
Behind the scenes 😊
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
@@lorengrace_ I never film at the moment that employees speak with me. But I have left the camera running facing down occasionally when another customer stops to talk to me and other such casual exchanges. Anyway, I did a few bloopers sometime back with my other videos and they really didn't do very well. So I stopped doing them.
@alicecheshire26725 ай бұрын
I love your purse!
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Thank you, Alice! 😀❤️
@jenmiller4494 ай бұрын
I love your nail color. And love how your ring matches.
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction4 ай бұрын
Oh thank you, Jen! 😀❤️
@sth13995 ай бұрын
I've never seen such an organized supermarket and such a big pineapple here in Germany
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
It's a beautiful store!
@ForTheLoveofTranquility5 ай бұрын
Thank you for helping me relax and giving me a chuckle.
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
You are so welcome! 🤗❤️
@mollyswanner16075 ай бұрын
I have become addicted to the starburst jelly beans,they are so good! Great video!
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Yes they are! 😋
@morganholmes14785 ай бұрын
Thank you for doing this! Even with weird looks and music. They are the best videos
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Aww 🥰 thank you, Morgan. ❤️
@Nellas1985 ай бұрын
Thank you for this, Rebecca ❤️🥰 Straight into my favorite list☺️
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Yay!
@Scareii5 ай бұрын
I just broke my ribs, and this is exactly what i needed. Always love your shopping videos, so relaxing❤
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
What?! How did you do that? 😳
@Scareii5 ай бұрын
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction well it's kinda embarrassing, I was doing somersaults and I guess my body isn't as young as it use to and boom broke it 😂
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
@@Scareii Oh my! That is a bummer. But I am so glad it happened for something fun and you didn't get slugged in the gut by a man. 🤗❤️❤️❤️
@jefferyrobertson75205 ай бұрын
I Like Kroger And Ralphs Grocery Store From The 70s 80s And Early 90s
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Things have changed, haven't they?
@marinag76485 ай бұрын
I'm definitely going to look for these P.B. Bites lol here in Illinois we have the Signature brand at Jewel. I love your grocery shopping videos!
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Those P.B. Bites were awesome! Addictive. Thank you, Marina. 😀❤️
@stephaniewalchle40335 ай бұрын
I was looking for a ASMR video ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ and poof a new one from my favorite ASMR artist
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Yay! Enjoy, Stephanie. 😀❤️
@lisanne68095 ай бұрын
Love this! Your videos are just wonderful. Thanks Rebecca ♥️😍♥️
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
You are so welcome, Lisanne! 🤗❤️
@lisanne68095 ай бұрын
@@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction 😊♥️
@jessicadavies76155 ай бұрын
Love your shop with me videos 😍 What is the "best lotion in the world that you put on at the start? It was too quick to read the name! Thank you Rebecca! X
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Hempz Though it's a great lotion, the thing I was referring to as being the best was this particular fragrance which I cannot find anywhere anymore. So bummed about that.
@dustinm88005 ай бұрын
Bear creek soups are very good. Good choice
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Thanks!
@redpixie595 ай бұрын
“When I run out of my Cheetos , I will have a better alternative” Bust out laughing. My weaknesses are chips! But I do like rice cakes too. just doesn’t hit the same. Hahah I always prefer your talking videos. You are very entertaining and comforting
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
I'm so glad that you were entertained by my silliness. Just so you know, if I have to eat rice cakes, I will slather those things with sour cream and then it's a legitimate snack. 😂😂
@kari_3255 ай бұрын
I love those bear creek soups!
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Cool!
@tinatrainer11095 ай бұрын
hi Rebecca really loved shopping with you very nice video enjoyed browsing all the products thank you
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Hey Tina! I'm so glad! 😀❤️
@bagelshop66535 ай бұрын
Your nails are pretty 🤩 do you do them your self ?
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Thank you! Yes, I do them myself. 👍🏻😀❤️
@dustinm88005 ай бұрын
Yay!!! You remembered!!! 😀
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Yes I did, Dustin! 😘
@norikoy63574 ай бұрын
Hi, Rebecca, how are you? Best lotion? Umm, but, yes. Moisturizing & checking the list - ah, as I said before, I am the same. It is always good to know that someone does the same thing. I always like your bag rummage before getting out the car. I like your chicken bag! So cute. You know, in your video, you say, “My husband says…” I am the same, that’s’ a married life thing, isn’t it? And I kinda like it. I like you grocery videos, because it’s the right pace, (not too fast/slow) and just right amount of crinkles. Especially fruits and veggies. Sorry for the long comment, you must be busy with recent postings. Take care of yourself and your family😀
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction4 ай бұрын
Yes, it's a married life thing. I like it too. 😍 I appreciate your lovely comment. Thank YOU, Noriko. 🤗❤️
@soapy._.5 ай бұрын
lovely video! it was oddly cozy :)
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Oh good! Glad you thought so. 😀❤️
@dustinm8800Ай бұрын
Anymore Safeway videos coming out? Do you have a Sams Club in your area? That be a great one to do too!
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddictionАй бұрын
Not yet! I'm in a dinky town. No big box stores near me.
@ja-kaz5 ай бұрын
Love the 10CC music in the background. “Big boys don’t cry….”😂
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Totally agree! But it sure messed up my revenue! 😂
@Desi_Ray.5 ай бұрын
Those skippy bites are so good you can’t stop eating them 😂❤
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Definitely my experience! 😂😂
@judyleezapien4055 ай бұрын
Hello MS. Rebecca! I have missed listening to you! 🩵🩵🙏🏽☘️I am back! God Bless you!
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Hello Judy! 🙋🏻♀️ Where'd you go? Glad to see you here again!
@judyleezapien4054 ай бұрын
@@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction I had been listening quite a bit to my Hallow’s app doing my prayers.
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction4 ай бұрын
@judyleezapien405 Oh that's cool. 🙏🏻
@jennifervegagarcia30714 ай бұрын
Rebecccaa time for another bag changing video 😭😂
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction4 ай бұрын
I agree! ☝🏻
@PhillyGirl-pt3vq5 ай бұрын
Snow flurries in April? You are in California? It that unusual for where you are? 😮 ❤The dried mangos I buy and they are delicious and such a healthy snack compared to sugary snacks or candy. I like that brand too. I buy their dried cranberries. 😋👍🏻
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Hey Philly girl! It's not unusual at all where I live. I'm in a northern mountain town in California. Nearly 5000 feet elevation. California is a huge state with every kind of weather from south to north. It's 800 miles from top to bottom.
@vanessa09155 ай бұрын
Snack foods are never a mistake. 😂
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
👍🏻😂😍
@veronicapaci36305 ай бұрын
Excelente!!🥰👍😃🩷🌈🩷🌈🇦🇷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Thank you, Veronica! 🤗❤️
@dustinm88005 ай бұрын
Signature is a good brand
@dustinm88005 ай бұрын
Is their music not typically that loud? Usually Sageway has nice softer music
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
This one is like this all the time.
@tracygehan18373 ай бұрын
Love watching your videos as always. ❤❤❤❤ Did you like the Cheetos Popcorn?
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction3 ай бұрын
Yes!! 😋
@holapaola255 ай бұрын
Mam I love ur videos a lot ur the best ! ❤
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Thank you so much 😀❤️
@HiMe-gi4hl4 ай бұрын
REBECCA! OMG I HAVENT HEARD UR VOICE IN AGES! Im on a different account lol,wow!
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction4 ай бұрын
Help me out with your name. It isn't in your profile.
@dustinm88003 ай бұрын
Do you have any grocery store shopping videos coming up
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction3 ай бұрын
My next shopping video will be Grocery Outlet. I hope, I hope. 🤞🏻
@dustinm88003 ай бұрын
@@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction yay. Thank you! Do you like their prices?
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction3 ай бұрын
@dustinm8800 oh absolutely!
@panida93325 ай бұрын
Love your nails ❤
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
🥰❤️
@Barberliciousdj5 ай бұрын
Awwwww 🥰 I love 💕 that you still wear the watch ❤❤❤❤and the chicken 🐔 purse 😅❤❤❤❤love and pray you’re well!!!!
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Yes I do! I love that watch! Thank you so much DJ! 😘❤️
@dustinm88005 ай бұрын
What lotion do you use?
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
I use all kinds. This is Hempz. I have tried to find more of this particular fragrance and it isn't to be found. 😢
@terrigaines18125 ай бұрын
That fragrance is seasonal, sadly. @@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction
@anniemarie41205 ай бұрын
You’re so funny, when you grab junk food! “Mistake number 2….3…4” and yes, Safeway fried chicken IS really good 😊
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
So good! I want more! 😂
@josephwoodgate85465 ай бұрын
We Have 2 Safeways where I Live. 😊.. I Love your Shopping 🛍 videos 📹 😊
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Hi Joseph! 🙋🏻♀️ 😘❤️
@mollyswanner16075 ай бұрын
The bear creek creamy wild rice is really good!
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
👍🏻😀❤️
@a.brothers45855 ай бұрын
Could you do another drive with me pleaseeee?
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Aww 🥰
@alexander_alexeev5 ай бұрын
Супер!!!
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Thank you! 😀❤️
@shantaviarene03935 ай бұрын
I’m a little late but I’m here ! Hell Ms Rebecca ..
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Hello Shantavia! 🙋🏻♀️ How are you?
@shantaviarene03934 ай бұрын
I’m doing well now. Hadn’t been feeling too good lately but I’m better now. Thanks for asking.
@australia19725 ай бұрын
When that happens with the music,film without soundd and do a voice over.
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
That's a very good suggestion. Never had to resort to that before.
@spiritstrife5 ай бұрын
I get the PB bites for my toddler and he loves them. I think the cheese you got is going to be very spicy 🥵
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Definitely parts of it were. But overall, it didn't overwhelm. I'd rather have pepper jack cheese. 😁
@dustinm88005 ай бұрын
They can turn down the music if you find a manager. It shouldn't be that loud
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
I didn't think of asking at this particular store. I should have! 🤔
@dustinm88005 ай бұрын
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction they're nice people. The Front desk at the front is where it's controlled. A supervisor can do it. They definetely have a great selection of chips and candies. Big aisle!
@babygiraffe44465 ай бұрын
I read that ghost pepper is the hottest kind of pepper. What do you think about it?
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Fortunately, there wasn't too much in the cheese. But every time I got a tiny little bite of it, it was a hot. 🥵
@spyrothedragon2325 ай бұрын
You've probably been asked before but do you ever get recognised? ❤
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Only once. A gal heard my voice from a distance and came rushing up to me. She said that was how she knew it was me. My voice. Otherwise, I am no celebrity. Don't even look close to someone who would be. 😂 Just a big old lady. 😂
@spyrothedragon2325 ай бұрын
@@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction Not big at all, beautiful ❤️
@wayde82565 ай бұрын
Great ASMR !!!! We ❤ you Rebecca. The next time you go shopping could you pick me up a 12-pack of PBR, some Old Spice deodorant and some Giant Inca Corn Snacks?
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
😂😂😂 I am just rolling here. That was so funny. I'll get you anything you want . 🤗
@mieloiseau52145 ай бұрын
😂
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
@@mieloiseau5214 Hey!! 👋🏻 Love you!! 🤗😘
@BeyondKnowledge695 ай бұрын
Your husband loves taco bell? Oh boy....that's all you gotta say for me to know he bombs the restroom. Ughahaha cheers darling
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
😂😂 Fortunately, we never go there. As a couple, we favor Jack-in-the-Box. No beans for us! 😂😂
@MrEinflens5 ай бұрын
Oh my god...how expensive is food in the US 🫣😳
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Right?! 😳
@食屎狗tiffany5 ай бұрын
Rebecca!! This store is very big! And what you have skippy bites 😭 that looks so good i want itttt ive never seen anynpeanut butter bites before! And how do you edit the music out? I can barely hear any in some areas. Ive always wanted to try jolly ranchers, but i cant find any 😭 Rabdom question cuz its VERY close to summer. Whats your favorite ice cream flavor?
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
Hello Tiffany! 🙋🏻♀️ How have you been feeling lately? I don't edit any of the music out. It ebbs and flows depending on where I'm at in the store. The music was so loud that my videos were demonetized. And that's why it is so short. My favorite ice cream flavor is cookies and cream! 😀 What's yours?
@食屎狗tiffany5 ай бұрын
@@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction Oh wow! Nice that you got some areas with nice sounds that don't have loud music, but it's still sad that your video was demonetized. I'm not really feeling good today because my mid term test ranking dropped from 1/126 to 4/126 😭 (even tho I got 97.5/100 for math and English 95 something 😭) I nearly failed my Chinese. I think that's what dragged me down. And also I failed my Chinese dictation because of one careless mistake I forgot a sentence and it was worth 60 marks and I got 40/100 💀 I fr cried in class it was so embarrassing. I despise Chinese why does it always have to be Chinese that drags me down 😭???? I could've had an ok day without failing the dictation and I don't know the problem, this morning I was studying and I still remembered that sentence idk why I forgot it during the real thing. 💀 And my fav ice cream flavor is mango/vanilla I can't choose!
@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction5 ай бұрын
@@食屎狗tiffany I'm so sorry for your feelings of angst about your test scores. We mustn't compare ourselves to others because it will make us miserable. I am told that the Chinese culture is very competitive and puts great importance on being the very best. I agree that it's important for everyone to do their very best. But sometimes we fail and punish ourselves so badly that we can actually get physically ill. We have to remember that God loves us exactly as we are. Our value does not depend on what the world says we should be. Love you!!! 😘
@食屎狗tiffany5 ай бұрын
@@RebeccasBeautifulASMRAddiction Thanks. Yes, the Chinese culture is very competitive! I also heard that in the US it's not that big of a deal to fail(?) Sometimes I just need a break, it's a shame that our breaks our only less than 2 wks long for each, and in the Christmas holiday we have to study for exams. I'm very competitive and it's exhausting. 💀 In elementary I wasn't that good but everything's changed in middle sku cuz I'm in the top's tops. In elementary I was just in the top set If I got 4th then I would be screaming with joy but now it's just like 'ok I guess 😕'. I don't get why I'm unhappy about getting 4th ik I got 1st last time to so many many many people 4th is alr so gooooodddd and idk why I'm so upset about sliding from 1st to 4th 😭 I still got first in my class I'm still upset💀 My sku is one of the tops in my district and it's so competitive here but it's the least competitive amongst the tops because we actually have nice people and nice teachers😭 (every teacher is christian here) whilst in other skus the teachers are pushy and they suck I'm close friends with my homeroom teacher I also told her about today because she doesn't care about our grades just our attitude towards learning so I'm not scared to tell her I failed. The worst thing is idk why but I keep thinking every classmate around me is trying to harm me. I have a friend grp but I just don't trust them and I feel disconnected. They SEEM to like me. (Just pretend I didn't say SEEM because I can't be 100% sure of my friends' motives.) Example: today I ran out of correction tape thing and I asked around to see if people can borrow me a correction tape, and they all said they only had one and I couldn't help but to think: they must not want me to do well in class/classwork because it's a huge difference when you work without a correction tape. Like it's not voluntary, it's like an involuntary thought/reflex thought. I don't understand?? 😭 Am I too paranoid or do I have trust issues or just immature Idk Ive been like this since I was a pre schooler
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@@食屎狗tiffany I remember you telling me once that you didn't believe people really liked you and that they wished you harm. So yes, you've had that feeling for a long time. in general, people are pretty selfish unless they have been taught to be generous. In the case of the corrective tape, I'd say that everyone was just looking out for themselves. Afraid for their own well-being. Seems like the teacher could have loaned you some. Anyway, I am sure that many of those kids in the class with you feel the same way as you do. Fear abides in all of us. Some of us more than others, but I don't think anyone likes rejection. I wish I had the magic words for you. But I would say this, try to relax and realize that people aren't thinking about you as much as you think they are. Everything gets so much better once you're out of school. I hated school when I was growing up because I never fit in. I was overweight and not very pretty compared to everyone else. Growing up in southern California where all the people are beach, babes, and blondes and Hollywood stars was not good for my self-esteem. But I grew out of it and beyond all of them. One day you'll leave it all behind and it just won't matter anymore. Tell yourself, "God loves me and that's all that matters. I'm OK." Tell yourself all the time. 🤗😘❤️