SHORT FILM: I NEEDED A SUPERNATURAL GOD | KRISTENE DIMARCO'S STORY

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[@chuckabean1]

"Until the Holy Spirit says something to me, I don't have an answer." Excellent truth.

[@JellieCarpio-ut4qp]

I worships Jesus Christ is healer nothing is imposible I needed super natural god Kristine dimarco short story give healthy body, healthy heart , give miracles healing to all the diseases and always safe and protected 😮to Kristine dimarco Brooklyn ligertwoodd Victoria Osteen anete Reeder Lauren diegel Vicky morales Mari's umali maria Elena carpio Kyla jisoo give another humaba pa ang Buhay at life always safe and protected 20 years of life walang kasalanan nagawa at marami pang tao gumaling sa sakit sa healthy food without breast radiation yes amen thank you 😂😂😂😂😂😂 Ninagiradosittijellieyeyenyasia yes amen thank you 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 Jesus Christ my offering magbabago na ako sa mga kasalanan nagawa Nasabi and naiisip at cleaning, Cooking and caring si jellieyeyeman ninagiradosittijellieyeyenyasia Lucy Thomas jellieyeye jisoo magkaroon din Ng talents and skills and peace of mind always and forever kapalit Ng mga imperfect tsismis Ng mga kapitbahay at iba pang tao nagpaparinig imperfect tsismosa at tsimoso

[@mslicioussassylips]

"There's something really beautiful that happens when God become's your only option" this is so true!

[@prestontingle5014]

Isn’t that good ❤

[@JellieCarpio-ut4qp]

Jesus Christ is healer nothing is imposible give miracles healing to breast lumiit and wag maging makati and heal the nipples of maria Elena carpio healing galing sa sakit at magkaroon din Ng marami natural healing food antibiotics for breast of mama and iihi na sakit at maging anti cancer free always and forever safe yes amen thank you 😂😂😂 Jesus Christ and mother virgin Mary nothing is imposible give us miracle healing to all our diseases and forgiveness Patawarin sa kasalanan nagawa Nasabi and naiisip si jellieyeyeman jisoo jihyo kyla Ninagiradosittijellieyeyenyasia Lucy Thomas jellieyeye Lorde solve all our problems magkaroon din Ng magandang Buhay at Bahay at successful life yes amen thank you 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

[@chodaehyun3091]

“Something really beautiful that happens when God becomes your only option.” ❤️

[@nataliefindley7071]

Cho Daehyun I loved that part

[@misslee9494]

Cho Daehyun I absolutely love this because it’s true!! I can testify to this

[@oanhtruong109]

[@account10558]

LOL I read this right as she said it 😂

[@ibukunomojufehinsi9550]

love that...

[@noahrubin7680]

The church is hungry for this honesty

[@KinuGrove]

Jesus will take us to dark places so we can see the light better. He is so awesome to let us know him this deeply.

[@fionam4934]

Kinu Grove Amen 🙌🏾

[@PartimeCurator]

I’ve been watching this once or twice every year since it came out. This time last year I was watching it because I needed to clime out of a hole of sin. Today I’m free from porn and shame! I finally have the joy I wanted watching this, it’s a process of healing but JESUS’ Friendship is worth the fight y’all, it’s the realest thing.

[@chuckabean1]

"Love confronts issues, not because they are wrong, but because they are killing you." 5 thumbs up!

[@dreweliot7371]

one of the best quotes to ever come out of anyone's mouth, she said it between minute 10 and 11 "Something beautiful happens when God is your only option"

[@mr.pepperplays535]

Drew Elliott 9:08

[@janearobling6285]

Definitely needed this. Been going through a season of fear, anxiety, depression, hopelessness.. It's been hard to cling to truth but I know God is bigger and that He's here with me. I just don't always see it but I will continue to fight until my breakthrough comes!

[@kathryncueto4229]

If anyone can pray for me as well, I just want God to come like never before in my life!

[@nataliamanjarres2726]

yep

[@nataliamanjarres2726]

Can you pray for me too for the same thing?

[@blondieandproud13]

God will come if you make room for Him! He who is promised is faithful. Draw near to him and he will draw near to you!

[@damion3578]

He is already active in your life, just use the faith He has given you to go out there in this world and do His will. God bless you sister in the name of Jesus Christ.

[@lashellemccarl2806]

Kathryn Cueto i feel led to give you my contact info. Look me up on Facebook. Lashelle McCarl. I dont know why, but i closed out the text box, like no this is crazy, and i felt convicted. So if you still nwwd a movement, or a sign, this is it. Get ahold of me, and we can pray together.

[@Yushup]

Please pray for me. Im going through severe lies that devil has put in me. I'll declare Jesus's victory over those lies.

[@ramerigian7640]

Psalm 92:4-5 For You, Lord , have made me glad through Your work; I will triumph in the works of Your hands. O Lord , how great are Your works! Your thoughts are very deep.

[@tiffanyweber3028]

Jesus has overcome the world. Let us remember this brother. God bless you. In Jesus name. Amen!!

[@madisonmclendon7191]

Yes you will. he Lord is on your side. Thank you Jesus for already winning the war! Bless you brother

[@kyedavis4082]

I found this video just hours after explaining to God, to Christ how exhausted I was of being someone who's attached to all the bad things in their life. I was in the park and it was 9 p.m. and I was just feeling as if I was seconds away from doing something awful or i just felt on edge. I told God "I'm tired, I don't know what I'm doing with my life Jesus, I don't know where I'm going and I do NOT want to keep feeling this way". I was begging the Lord to save me all over again. I was asking him to show me something, anything to make me fully believe even if I've been dedicated to Him, I just couldn't feel like I was FULLY connecting. This video, this testimony just came right after one I watched before about Lauren Diagle (I think that's how you spell it) and I was like God, I feel like even her story wasn't enough but this one really hit home. I see that Jesus loves me. I see that Jesus has big plans for me if I just trust Him and now I do. I feel like he's been trying to show me a different kind of love, something that's richer than whatever we humans can find tangible. It's a love inside our spirits that Jesus kind of, runs through and in and fluctuates with. I feel like I know my purpose. And even if it's something I don't quite understand, He will show me. He will provide for me. He will protect me. He will aid me in whatever I ask as i always continue to seek Him and honor Him. Thank you for the video, but thank you Lord for always providing answers even when I feel like I'm at the end of my rope. God bless anyone who's found this video. We all have a journey that God has His hand on. Leap in faith, not in flesh.

[@Debbi.O]

@20:10 "Love confronts issues not because they are wrong but because they are killing you and Love wants you to live"

[@aronaeve1669]

love this. bless you for sharing this.

[@deyajairaflores9631]

an encounter with God will change you FOREVER!!! He's such a real God!

[@jayram1405]

In 2015 February as I was walking on the beach God surprised me. I was crying and praising n worshipping God with earphones on and I was also at my lowest point in life. I actually felt that my life was over. But then God did it again as He always does. God sent me a shape of a heart. The heart shaped stone was shining around it. I was amazed at at what God did that day. I have my heart as my lucky charm from my father on heaven. I know it came from my dad. I will make a chain one day for it. God will never fail you or let u down. But you must believe and have a personal relationship with God.

[@srnag.8582]

“He’s such a full circle God, wants to show us how faithful he can be” AMEN! Truth!

[@thesunshinefactory3016]

please pray for me..I need a relationship with God

[@maunder01]

basha moruiemang praying for you.💖

[@thesunshinefactory3016]

+maunder01 thank you so much God bless you

[@thesunshinefactory3016]

+AllureIBK May God bless you,thank you so much

[@turinhurintuorhuor]

Read the words of Jesus and his tender loving kindness and reach out for him.

[@srh3565]

basha moruiemang God wants you!!

[@nicolereis4439]

I lived in SF for 6 months and I remember the day I realized every Sunday was sunny, I thought I was crazy but now I know it's not just in my head. SF is a special city to me as well and I've learned a great deal by living there. It surely was one of the most important seasons of my life and I know it was part of God's plan to lead me to my destiny. God is the best in turning chaos into life, mistakes into blessings and making beautiful things out of our pain. Thank you for sharing your story.

[@stevehensley2992]

Nicole Reis :)

[@MissAlchemi]

"...whos reality are you gonna live in? Yours or mine?" That's so good!!!!❤❤❤

[@Amanda-cf8vi]

"LOVE TRANSFORMS WAY EASIER THAN RELIGION!" This is so true!

[@kingdomsongwriting7825]

She is a role model for me. A mother with kids and still I successful songwriter. Im just starting out but I know it has taken her and others YEARS to get where they are. A lot of PATIENCE. Which is hard. Especially in the beginning when your church isnt into songwriting, you have no money for an album but you know you have a passion to not stop. You have no support except for family, but God wont take it away. Ive prayed countless times "God, take it away. Take away songwriting from my life. No one is listening. No one believes in me. Why am I even doing this... Just take it away." but it wont go away. I constantly am waking up with these song ideas about God. All I know is as long as God gives me with fire to do it. Ill keep going. I love her testimony and her! She encourages me that its possible-with God.

[@mieshaburley8466]

You go girl!

[@keziahb5523]

I pray that you’re still going ❤️

[@jessicabryant9401]

Love this, "I have to call out the light I see because everything else has already been defeated." Thank you for being a vessel that God uses to minister to me, changes me and challenges me. God bless you sister!

[@hpaulzgartz4135]

Thanks for sharing about Panic attacks , YAHWEH, HE SET ME FREE. HALLELUJAH 🦁 ✝️ 🕎....

[@menardmagalie]

Kristene, if you ever read this, I want to say thank you. I have been ministered by your music, God's lyrics through you for a few years. The day that I listened to "I am no victim" was in my 9 month of pregnancy. I needed to hear from God, to know if he hears me and if I am his. I broke down in tears hearing this song, it made me feel strong and reacquainted me with God again. Keep pressing and shining in God's light. God bless.

[@donnadequire-rios3531]

I cannot tell u how I am watching this video except to say God led me here because I didn't click on this video. I must say though, to say I have been BLESSED by this video is an understatement. Thank God 4 leading me to this video.

[@destinyselbe1107]

This makes me realize how different everyone’s story is.

[@colettebyfield195]

Great encouragement and reassurance for those of us in living "in a strong city" and feel like 1 in a trillion. Thanks so much for making this Kristene!

[@mama.trusler8651]

Crying along with you, Kristene. Thanks so much for sharing your story and the hope we have in a mighty, loving God. Spoke to my heart more than I can express in words. God bless, sister in the Lord.

[@Alpha542]

I'm a mother of two teen girls dedicated to God. I'm blessed with your testimony. We love listening to Bethel Music. Your voice is majestic. Thundering. Keep worshipping Jesus

[@Fabiolaboo]

How wonderful she posted this as I’m going through something similar wow

[@destinyJoeliva]

Same i thought it was so timely!!!! So encouraged

[@Fabiolaboo]

destinyJoeliva yes

[@lesfa3313]

same here since church on sunday. My quiet time, bible verse, and now this has all been about hope. God is so good!

[@ywngatta6282]

oh really ok ok, do you wanna talk with me?? I would Love to share our faith n stuff, cause you knaw mean, iron sharpens iron so. but if you don't iss koo. just keep pushing and keep fighting the good fight, keep the faith, and finish the race ya feel me. it takes hardship and perseverance to grow and to have the peace and joy. Love you sister. 💕❤oh btw my gmail if you tryna hmu is [e-mail]

[@implebinayan8995]

Jesus Warrior God is always there for you! Just have hope in your heart

[@JacquiFricke]

I am five minutes in, and this had spoken to my heart more than anything has ever before. Thank you Jesus

[@tjhubbard51]

WOW!! I'm blown away by this girl's deep maturity and honesty. It is clear she knows God's heart!

[@justgilbert2]

I am a gay 24 year old guy who really connected with this message. YOU DID GET IT RIGHT, ITS LOVE THAT WE NEED TO SHOW THEM! That is how God brought me into a relationship with him.

[@kristenjames1919]

Awesome!!

[@makaylag2988]

Amen 🙏

[@HGsoul4ever]

I love you. Love God devotedly in spirit and in truth and you will be amazed at what will happen to you. He loves you no matter what. My pastor (Pastor Preston Idoro) says, "Come as you are, but when you meet Jesus, you will never remain the same."

[@justgilbert2]

HGsoul4ever same back! It is love that we show to people that will bring them closer to God. God commands us to be like Jesus, the greatest commandment was to love others just like he has loved us.

[@aminashabani144]

Gillyhicks we have ex gay people in my church! It's so cool to see how Jesus transforms people and is so beautiful. Hugs to you there!

[@andreahlongwane3197]

I saw the notification of this short film a while ago but I was reluctant to watch it. But for some reason after coming back from studying and having the urge to just pray, God forced me to watch this video. Thank you for such an encouraging testimony because I've been going through phases of doubt lately that made me worry about whether or not I was still God's child after having being saved 2 years back which is definitely a scary place to be in. It's comforting to know that I'm not a weirdo for feeling this way and after having asked Jesus to confirm His presence immediately after you said you did, I feel a sense of great peace now. I have made a conscious decision to cling to Jesus, who is also God. Thank you Abba.

[@lancea1202]

Wow. God is indeed speaking in mysterious and amazing ways. I've been thru a lot in life for just a guy in mid twenties. Been sexually abused when i was young, bullied all throughout school, ridiculed as a person, not respected and treated seriously by some. But what really hit me hard was when a natural disaster hit our home and when a family member kept tormenting us. To the point that all of my brothers abandoned me and my mom. I can really relate on everything that Kristene said. Sometimes you have to be broken to be whole. And sometimes, you need to be on the darkest place to see the light face to face. God is always in control and he is a God of Redemption. Thank you Lord that you have consecrated Bethel Church and this amazing woman for helping me go thru what i am going through right now. Hallelujah P.S: i would always be grateful to God.

[@melssimplecreationsdiy3569]

I struggled with fear last year, for one whole year I really didn't know what to do especially when you are believer you think what is it that I did or why is this happening to me. But I want to say that in the darkest moments the only thing that would give me peace and hope was getting on my knees and listening to your song "Take courage my hear." Thank you for opening your heart to us! I can identify with you a lot I was at a point where I only had Jesus and that was it. I know I have a purpose in life and that everything happens for a reason. Thank you Kristene ! God bless you and your beautiful family!

[@abc784]

melissa dukes I'm going through it right now. Your comment made me go listen to that song. It's called take courage. It was just what I needed. I'm glad I read your comment. :-)

[@austinbessire]

OH MY GOODNESS. Did anyone else just become immensely touched by this video? Your story blesses me. It's like I can see God in a whole new way because of how He revealed himself to you. WOW!

[@connerlloyd_]

I've probably seen this 3 times now. Each time I hear the Lord say, "You're going in there" (Specifically with the Castro bit). Kristene if you read this, your story is powerful. I feel so incouraged by your story. I know I am going into the LGBTQ+ community as a reconciler to the community and the church. I just need some encouragement with this.

[@pbryce100]

Real affection for people who don't know the goodness of God (yet) - love not judgment triumphing. Thank you for sharing your story. SO rich with the spirit of God. Had me getting emotional throughout! Such a loving Father we have!

[@AveryBrownLovesMusic]

Wow... Powerful! Just hearing her heart on this, and her journey... It speaks volumes! It gives greater life and clarity to the songs, on her project. ❤

[@lindaklim2611]

sub me and I sub you back, let's sub to get more subs.. God bless you.

[@ywngatta6282]

fr it shows just God works huh my bro. for me it took till my rock bottom to actually give my life unto Him when I was already saved. what's your testimony brother??

[@sharonsam441]

He's a full circle God. If I ever even think of doubting the character of God. I have this chunk of three years and it doesnt give me any excuse, God showed himself to be who he really is. Faithful God. Faithful friend.

[@colecoley3473]

She is a child of the most high and so are you!♡

[@katiehasayoutube]

Saved but not understanding it, and wanting to get it. That's where I'm at currently and I can relate to this so much.

[@keracreates7976]

Just spend a lot of time in spaces and with people who lead you to Jesus.

[@dustinturner7175]

Hopelessness is really tough. Just to not get bitter day after day is about the only victory you feel capable of (when you are in the moment). God, help us.

[@alishabhatta3911]

Whose reality are you gonna live in..yours or Mine? (love that!)

[@AntiMasonic93]

This lady has one of the best singing voices.

[@ruintheliarsschemes]

Wow!!! To this day I only saw a woman singing. I know all people have a depth to them but wow I am impressed by the depth of this woman. Children of the Light are the true blessings for this world... Be blessed always AMEN

[@hollyybeth]

Everything else has already been defeated, so why give it my attention. 👏🏼

[@SomethingNewOficial]

Your music has helped not lose hope in the mission field since your first album. Your break through has brought me break through. I can't thank Bethel Music enough for this short film, I always face situations that makes me think about your experience in San Fransci. Mostly your quote " you can't even pray for things you don't have hope for".

[@jazminegraham3345]

Something New Zq7

[@88blackandwhite88]

19:33 Powerful insight! I had a very hard time like this while I was in San Diego, and it felt to me as if all the darkness and wickedness in others was all I could see, and that was all they would use to speak to me. This is basically the lesson I learned through that experience: That the darkness has been defeated. Call out the light!

[@leticiaroth3884]

I woke up feeling super discouraged and hopeless. I was questioning everything God had called me to. Then as I was going through Instagram I saw your post about your story. I felt like I was suppose to watch it. I'm so glad I did. I felt like God was reminding me of the promises He spoke to me. Like it wasn't just me that has these desires in my heart. Thank you so much for sharing your story it truly encouraged me to keep walking the path I'm walking. I have to fight and declare and believe the promises He has for me! Again, thank you!! God bless you!

[@kristenjames1919]

awesome

[@alexandromartin7024]

Hang on, brother. Hang on to His promises.

[@aminashabani144]

My goodness holy spirit is so present in this video!

[@lori3kkkrazy]

Thank you for your honesty....the holy spirit used this to help me relate and not feel so lonely right now...transition/growth is so painfully painful! The challenge to hang on to the "rescuer" of our souls while the fight is raging...

[@thepughasnoname8085]

this is what i've encountered last march to june. it was hard having that unbelief, but i pulled through because of God's grace. the peace He gave me transcendes all understanding.. and then just one day, i knew that i was ok... im in a new level or area of testing now, and most of the time i am failing... so to those of you who may have passed by and read this comment... if you have the time, please pray for me...

[@susanrhoads6071]

C Kards prayed for you!

[@simiafolayan9272]

Ill pray for you

[@tiffanyweber3028]

I’m in this time as well!! Prayers for us both ❤️🙏

[@leshalesha2055]

Please pray for me and my family. So that we can love him with our whole hearts mind and soul. Also please pray that we would be able to see him clearly and the veil would be removed

[@aliviao3641]

This video is such a blessing.... Kristene’s wisdom and experience really impacts me. Thanks Bethel for making this ❤️

[@fishy21211]

I write a lot its therapeutic cause every time I quote Scripture to erase any negative moment I express on writing I am stronger and made whole in Christ

[@vanessapsalm9114]

I just adore Kristene she is a powerful and anointed woman of God

[@j.p.4910]

You still need to address the darkness in people, love confronts and love warns.

[@erynesamuels]

This is beautiful. She is beautiful. I'm even more a fan now than I used to be

[@wendijohnson5788]

The picture of the old man praying at the table, that is on the piano... I have that same picture!! It's been in my family's dining room since I was a child!

[@acleahcim]

Thank you for being a light in one of the most difficult fields of ministry, and sharing the gospel with the LGBT community.

[@kirillzapple]

The most meaningful testimony I've heard from a Christian for the past 10 years of my life :/ May G-d bless you Kristine

[@tilly6973]

"I see you"' This phrase has been ringing in my head since watching this. He SEES us!! (PS: LOVE this album).

[@CapoHJB]

Thank you Bethel for filming this. I needed God to let me know I am not alone in these feelings. I needed to know that there are places in the Body of Christ that a leader serving in such a public platform is allowed to process the depth of the pain and the fullness of His healing in such a vulnerable way. This video heals me. Thank you Bethel and Kristene.

[@nayellymarin6698]

Amazing grace! I went through a moment in my life like that... Hopefully I'm out of that right now... and as she did I prayed the Lord to take it away from me... He never did the way I wanted or in the moment I thought I most needed it, but He eventually did... and as much as I tried to run away because of my shame, He never let me... All I can say is that to really know a God of hope, and redemption, you need to be in that place where you loose all hope... God is who he says He is, hopefully one day, what I went through will help others encounter this real God... I just can pray that if you're dealing with something similar, that God opens your eyes to see who He is, and who you are in Him... I pray encounter takes place in your life, and you are confronted with this real God... I pray over your life hope, light, breakthrough, abundant life, redemption... I pray Jesus would open your eyes, and his promises will be fulfilled in your life, because of his faithfullness... just be still, he's about to do something amazing in your life!

[@zylemacruz8400]

nayelly marin this gives me hope. Please pray as I struggle to have peace. I have unbelief thoughts, doubtful thoughts about God and Christianity. But I don’t want to have them anymore. Please pray for my life. I want to be able to live in peace. It’s a daily struggle because I have difficulty focusing on my daily activities.

[@benrunnin]

What a beautiful person and beautiful story. 10:54 There’s something really beautiful that happens when God becomes your only option. 18:37 He’s the God of redemption. He makes things better than if they never would have happened at all. 19:42 You don’t even have to address the darkness anymore. I (God) am going to call out the light that I see because everything else has already been defeated so why give it your attention. Thank you for putting your story out there.

[@ooiTzAmii]

I need help. Please pray for me. I need this encounter

[@SharpSniper10]

A R D C A you will be in my prayers. He loves you .

[@smartpassing]

God will visit you this evening. This is what came to me when I read your post. Be in expectation.

[@vikrotfu1266]

A R D C A God will embrace you!

[@paigecolston3200]

A R D C A praying!!!

[@elicee7980]

A R D C A praying for you. Our God is good he doesn't hide from us he'll meet where you are

[@whitneesand2578]

"Who's reality are you gonna live in? Yours or mine?" Dang, that hit me like a ton of bricks. So good!! Thank you for sharing this!

[@edgaropolous]

It's comforting to hear that there is someone out there waging battles similar to mine. I can relate to Kristene. :)

[@jcteenchurch]

I have gone through all these doubts as a Christian when evangelizing. What i know now is that the Holy Spirit is the one that conveniences we just need to tell the truth and let the seed of truth and love do its work.

[@SomethingNewOficial]

I am open to talking to anyone struggling with the same feelings of "I pray to God take away these feelings (homosexuality) and he didn't." I was only free after my early twenties and it was a process. I have hope for anyone struggling with this, first of all because God loves us so much even if We turn our backs away from him... He's never failing... There's freedom and hope for anyone struggling with anything that hurt us.

[@kristenjames1919]

Thank you for sharing this.

[@goldstar9697]

Something New is she even talking about the "homosexual" feelings??

[@Breezoya]

let those with ears hear and let those with eyes see..Thats how we know that the holy spirit is edifying his Children. ..

[@catherinem.8626]

I think we all go through this especially as a Christian. Because it's a spiritual battle.

[@perryloggins9868]

Stumbled upon this tonight, and God knew I would. Having lived in fear for the last few months, and questioning how I’m going to get through this, your testimony was what I needed on Easter. Thank you.

[@gabyh2347]

I AM SO GLAD TO HEAR HER STORY. I AM EXACTLY IN THAT PLACE OF DEPRESSION, PANIC ATTACKS AND FEEL LIKE I'M A COMPLETELY BROKEN. I TALK TO GOD FOR HOURS AND PRAISE JESUS AND CRY OUT TO HIM. I HAVE NO PEACE, LIVE IN FEAR, QUESTION EVERYTHING. I HAVE A LOT OF PAIN, CONDEMNATION, DEEP, DEEP PAIN IN MY HEART. I HAVE UNFORGIVENESS AND MY HEART IS SO BROKEN. I CRY OUT TO JESUS, CRY ALL DAY AND DON'T WANT TO FEEL THIS WAY ANYMORE. I HAVE SECLUDED MYSELF FROM EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE. I WANT JESUS TO FREE ME FROM ALL THIS PAIN, DOUBT AND UNFORGIVENESS THAT HAVE TAKEN YEARS FROM MY LIFE AND THE PURPOSE THAT GOD HAS FOR ME. I PRAY IN TONGUES WHEN I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE AND CRY AND CRY. I KNOW GOD HAS A PLAN FOR MY LIFE BUT THE ENEMY IS CONSTANTLY ATTACKING ME. WHEN I TAKE A STEP FORWARD, SOMETHING ELSE IS THROWN AT ME. MY HUSBAND FILED FOR DIVORCE AND NOW THAT'S ANOTHER BATTLE THAT I HAVE TO FACE NOW. I KNOW CHRIST HAS BEEN THERE THIS WHOLE TIME PROTECTING ME AND CARRYING ME WHEN I FEEL LIKE I'M FALLING INTO PIECES. I KNOW HIS LOVE IS UNCONDITIONAL AND HE WILL NEVER ABANDON ME. I DON'T JUST WANT TO KNOW THIS, I WANT TO BELIEVE IT. I NEED BELIEVERS TO INTERCEDE IN PRAYER FOR ME AND PRAY IN AGREEMENT. I DON'T WANT TO WASTE ANYMORE TIME LIVING IN FEAR, CONDEMNATION AND UNBELIEF.

[@zylemacruz8400]

Gaby H praying for you. How are you feeling right now?

[@FarAwayDistance]

This album is one of my favorites. It's so beautiful 😭🙌🏻

[@ywngatta6282]

I've never heard this album

[@bunnyvm5909]

Hey Becca! :D

[@implebinayan8995]

FarAwayDistance keep listeniing to it

[@maearbitrario3317]

Thank you for this, i have been struggling with anxieties and burnt out. But He is indeed faithful to His people, sometimes fear, anger, hatred and hopelessness blocks us from seeing the light but God loves us. He holds us, He molds us and He is with us. I always feel like I was a failure, but the Lord never made me feel I was one. I never thought I was able to lead, but the Lord knows your heart's desire and He made it all possible. The Lord never see me as what i hear inside my head but the Lord made me see how I was made to be love and to love. Lord thank you, for holding us even at times we forgot to hold you.

[@1contemporary]

I love you so much Christine. I cry when I listen to you. I needed a supernatural God too.

[@frantzolfert2661]

Thank You for sharing your story Kristene - Frantz Olfert / Denmark

[@lmarie931]

What a beautiful testimony! Totally made me cry!

[@nszczepanski1]

He is always there for everyone no matter what but sadly not everyone is looking for Him. You must seek Him out and find Him and something beautiful will happen. Your mindset on EVERYTHING will change. Will you know who He is when your time comes? It's never too late to find Him.

[@freddieleal2773]

Thank you Kristene for sharing your heart. So beautiful and so powerful, I needed this reminder. Blessings over you and your family.

[@rebekahcascolan7308]

I experienced something similar a few years ago. I felt overwhelmed with doubt but reached out to God cause I knew that He is my only hope. My prayer to Him that time was "God, reveal Yourself to me...show me Your glory." And He did.

[@michelleworley2077]

bawling. such a beautiful story.

[@pastorrudytrujillo]

We used to share Jesus in the Castro District in the 1980’ people have a hard time accepting Jesus ❤

[@sarahtaylor96]

This video has impacted my season as a 21 year old so much. Thank you for the vulnerability. For sharing your heart. Its helped me to see things in ways I was not expecting of the season I am in, and helping me to step into new levels.

[@crystalmichael5]

You give me hope Kristin, the light in you pierces through the darkness as you speak. I'm going through a similar phase of questioning why God is Jesus and how much I know Him even though I've given Him my life for so long. Thank you and bless you❣️

[@scottasbj]

She has a gift for speaking to how many life long Christians feel at times.

[@trishahall5717]

This was such an inspiration! "Will I live in His reality, or my own?" Thank you for sharing your story girl!!

[@natashachosebygodclark9616]

Kristen I been so scared to step out on faith like he ask me cause of fear and emotional and a bunch thoughts running through my mind.I just wanna feel free.to do what he ask me and be open to him more.

[@crystalmichael5]

Natasha Clark from is yours through Jesus and whom the Son sets free is free indeed! I pray today that you will experience His freedom and joy as He invades and brakes every chain in your life. He loves you endlessly

[@DerekGuzman]

I was raised in a religious family so it was hard to accept who I am. I lived in confusion, sadness, and depression for so long that I didn't want to continue living. It was not until I learned that God loves everything about me that I started to enjoy my life. I learned I could draw near and before his presence, as I was without hiding what I felt, and what I was scared of. I do not pretend to promote the gay agenda but Jesus love and what he can do in our lives.

[@jacobcline8834]

God bring me to a break through. Help me choose to not believe the lies, help me choose to believe who You God say You are, and help me choose to believe Your promises are true for my life. In Christ name amen

[@rollsboy]

Kristene - I want to personally thank you for being so real and down-to-earth and honest in this video. Honest with your feelings on God, your fears, and your story. I admittedly sometimes watch worship sets at ibethel.tv and, though the worship is absolutely amazing, I sometimes find myself thinking "these people live in a bubble and have no idea what life is like outside of Bethel church - they're living in some kind of false reality and have no idea what it is like to live in the world with its problems". Well, this video proved my thoughts to be silly and completely misguided. It is really refreshing to see that, on the contrary, you have been in real war zones and know full well the battles and difficulties and oppression in this world. Thank you so much for sharing your story with us and to Bethel Music for putting this together.

[@Serah888]

what was crazy was that i felt like this spoke to me exactly what I have beengoing through because I lost my mom and my faith started failing. the way she died wasn't the way I pictured a Christian dying. my mom wasn't supposed to suffer like that in my mind. I felt like I was dying a spiritual death. it gave me a taste of what others feel on a regular basis without Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior. God sent me verses and lots of confirmations and comforted me but I continued to spiral down a rabbit hole to an unknown feeling of hopelessness. lately God has been allowing his presence of the holy spirit back in my life since I've been chasing it until I couldn't even chase anymore. my mom died while I was pregnant so I questioned how am I going to do this. God has been here this entire time but I believe he allowed me to see what it wood be like without his presense for a reason.the enemy was on my case the entire time too. your not a Christian your going to hell is all I could hear. listening to this video brought me to an understanding that I'm not the only one who has gone through this. I believe this all happened to give me tougher skin and bring me out refined. as Kristen was speaking about the piano and it showed the piano there was the picture I got for my mom right before she died of a man praying. see how God loves me ? even though I doubted him he came through ... not one human on earth can do what God does and be there like him through or tears and fears. Can't wait to be in his presence next to my mom worshipping him and he will be faithful to bring my children to saving grace also ! 💗👑

[@Requiem4Tuesday]

serah garza I lost my mom on June 3rd. She died of cardiac arrest instead of the Frontotemperal dementia taking her. In away, I am thankful to God that he took her before the dementia took over her completely. I have always struggled with my faith and believing in God. My mom had incredible faith. In the end I realized she did God's will. You see, the same time her memory was beginning to fall apart; I was battling with my own health problems. More or less, we were both on journeys. I slso thank God she died at home and not in a hospital or nursing home. I am not mad at God or blame him for my mom having dementia. I just wiah he would of let her talk in the end but God's ways are not our ways. I am alone and hurt. I ask God to help me to see but he doesn't snswer. It has been like that for an year. I pray that God givrs me a sign on what I am supposr to do now that my mom is gone. I have no husband or children. My relationship with my father isn't the best. I have lost how to talk to God.

[@damariso.7463]

This really touched me💙 Thank you much and let God keep using you!!! God bless. We have to learn that God already one the battle for us😭

[@abbiegrier207]

19:37 - 19:55 reeeeally spoke to me 21:00 - 21:07 I needed this. I thank you Kristine and Bethel for sharing a goood chunk of your testimony and allowing God to REALLY use you during such a dark time...that's when we really see, and must see, His light

[@miszloveto5ing]

Omgsh I totally noticed that here in Toronto!! Its almost always Sunny on Sundays!! Crazy

[@patriciapankratz6720]

Beautiful process. Beautiful heart.

[@pattiatchley5112]

"I am going to callout the light that I see, because everything else has been defeated so why give it my attention"

[@nillewenne2934]

I pray that Jesus will set me free from the things I've been struggling with for several years. I know He can and I believe He will!