Everyone saying they wish they could hug her or visit her...you do know that there are many people like this in hospitals right NOW that would love a visitor.
@BrandiNaCole5 жыл бұрын
Thank you Ken.
@morriganravenmist55395 жыл бұрын
PREACH!!!!!!! Thousands of them!!!
@klantifashakur98945 жыл бұрын
I'd buy you a beer any day good sir.
@AMadScientist5 жыл бұрын
@@klantifashakur9894 Ha thanks.
@AMadScientist5 жыл бұрын
@Jerry Dalrymple Bring me some pears and a few balloons
@pipparothermel81675 жыл бұрын
She was so happy when he asked if she wanted to get a coffee. Such a sweet soul
@monicacaldera24084 жыл бұрын
I noticed that. The little things that make us happy and mean so much. 😢
@anthonyfelker17124 жыл бұрын
She was sweet.
@bernadettesullivan98514 жыл бұрын
I get happy when asked if I want coffee 😊. She was very sweet. See now when I think of schizophrenia I wouldn’t think it would look like this. I wonder if she is still alive today and how she is doing
@anthonyfelker17124 жыл бұрын
This was in 1951.
@STAKBUNDLES4 жыл бұрын
That’s because coffee has caffeine and the caffeine helps a schizophrenic feel better, I realized this because my sister says it provides dopamine and a schizophrenic craves dopamine; so much that it causes psychosis. Very sad stuff.
@jcb38835 жыл бұрын
"inappropriate emotion" "Smiling when asked about loneliness" This doctor will go crazy if he lived in 2019.
@CityThatCannotBeCaptured5 жыл бұрын
That's what I was thinking. That POOR woman.
@xhanametz44225 жыл бұрын
"no real plans for the future" !!!!! hahaha half of the population does not have real plans for the future
@jcb38835 жыл бұрын
What is normal today was then crazy yesterday. Psychiatry is based on hype. Lol
@ivanml30895 жыл бұрын
Yeah I know, it's like if he was describing everyday life nowadays, maybe actual diagnosis are going to sound like this a few years from now, it's the path of madness, it's the path of life you know?
@dogie10705 жыл бұрын
🤣
@kuroyuki62543 жыл бұрын
When he asked her what she'd do with $100.000 she didn't even think twice before giving it all away to the hospital. What a beautiful woman. I hope she lived a happy life
@bojohannesen4352Ай бұрын
She most likely didnt
@kuroyuki6254Ай бұрын
@@bojohannesen4352 Yeah, probably because she didn't get $100.000
@yolandaponkers15815 жыл бұрын
“My head has never been free of people talking.” That has to be torture, honestly. I feel so sad for her. I wonder how she turned out, if she ever got better.
@kennyrobinson58804 жыл бұрын
Matt C likely she did not and passed away in the asylum
@apostrophe.t4 жыл бұрын
It's no wonder she craved the quiet.
@Mimi-jz2ll4 жыл бұрын
I don't have schizophrenia but I suffered from PTSD for 5 years. After the trauma that caused it my brain never turned off. There was always doubt and my internal voice that was constantly there. Even in my sleep my mind was constantly going observing any and every sound. It was a miserable and dark time, but thankfully I was able to get help. Now everything is quiet for 2 years I have enjoyed peace and quiet. I sometimes get up early just to have quiet time, bc my mom is the total opposite. As soon as she wakes up she turns on tvs and radios bc it reminds her of when she was growing up there was always noise in their big family. My heart goes out to anyone having to deal with this. It's nerve-wrecking, but people manage to soldier on through it. But when they do have a break through they appreciate silence and the things most of us take for granted.
@EEsmalls4 жыл бұрын
@Jonathan Davis how is schizophrenia a gift? Just curious of your logic
@EEsmalls4 жыл бұрын
@J A C wth does "get off my hind legs" mean? Never heard that before
@jumpeduppantryboy234 жыл бұрын
I find it so heart wrenching that she wanted a visitor and got a million of them, but the one million came a half a century too late.
@PrettyMuchI4 жыл бұрын
Yea. If hevean is real, I hope she knows we love her
@peg35984 жыл бұрын
This really hurts
@nicolesundstrom64814 жыл бұрын
This was so deep and so devastating
@rajats674 жыл бұрын
💔
@The_Real_Daniel4 жыл бұрын
Woah.
@LoveeTayyx34 жыл бұрын
I have to pause, not even two minutes in. She’s been in this institution for 10 YEARS and thinks it’s been 14 months?...???????
@sleepyboi17324 жыл бұрын
Well, schizophrenia can do that to you.
@katiebond70944 жыл бұрын
One of the symptoms consist of losing track of time
@dixonpinfold25824 жыл бұрын
I might have missed something but I thought 10 years was how long she's had the illness, not how long she had been hospitalized.
@jinthexp4 жыл бұрын
@@dixonpinfold2582 i also thought that
@evaaa7574 жыл бұрын
@@dixonpinfold2582 that’s what i thought
@haliensexist3 жыл бұрын
Considering the era this was made, this psychiatrist is very kind and patient. Much more understanding than others I've seen from the time.
@stoveone40312 жыл бұрын
Exactly my thoughts, what a kind man.
@MiddlePath332 жыл бұрын
Yea. On camera.
@tek16452 жыл бұрын
@@MiddlePath33 thank you for pointing that out. Another example of this are residential school videos from the same time in Canada.
@eclecticemma Жыл бұрын
@@MiddlePath33 actually he is credited for being a very kind doctor who helped a lot of people
@Le0n76 Жыл бұрын
@@MiddlePath33 google Heinz E. Lehmann
@michelleb73994 жыл бұрын
She’s so fragile. It breaks my heart when she gets her hopes up with the possibility that she may have a visitor if she is “good.”
@aseeshbandaru88225 жыл бұрын
I noticed at the start of the video that she didn't seem interested in talking, But eventually she was talking fine. The way she stood up happily when asked to go out with him for a cup of coffee. Man.. that was beautiful
@EvoPortal6 жыл бұрын
I was crushed when she said "I was wishing I had some visitors" then realized we all visited her, all 200,000 of us. Thank you Vera...
@babbaskun92216 жыл бұрын
EvoPortal Dang... Hit me right in the feels with that one...
@PhilJonesIII6 жыл бұрын
Psychiatric institutions are not for the faint-hearted. My (former) stepdaughter turned up at my door one day in an appalling mental state. She is schizophrenic (delusional and suicidal) and on this occasion, about as far out of reality as its possible to get. A few days later I had her sent to such a place. Her parents and siblings would not even discuss her. Already looking after my autistic son, I felt I was able to cope. I was wrong. It's a full-time job with 24/24 supervision. The first few visits were quiet enough for me. Not sure she was even aware that I was there. Then, as my face became familiar to others, they started to introduce themselves. The visits were regular and it got to the point where I was almost mobbed. There were one or two that I would not turn my back on but, as a rule, they were friendly enough. Visitors were rare for all of them. I would get requests for chocolate, biscuits and other stuff. Curiously, it was always stuff they could get easily enough in the hospital. I often wondered if the loneliness was causing more damage than their vulnerability would on the outside. Not really, none would have survived long. The films and the media give the impression that these people are very manipulative (some are). In reality, most are very vulnerable and easily led. The areas I visited were for the 'safer' and less erratic patients. I didn't get to see the others but, I heard them. It's very disturbing.
@JudyAbbott4946 жыл бұрын
God bless you and your family
@emilycarter32466 жыл бұрын
@@owllord3346 aw, shaddup, Dr. FeelGood.
@MiamiPush2theLimit6 жыл бұрын
EvoPortal this isn’t a visit. We’re just watching a video of her.
@sl4ppy593 жыл бұрын
2:43:''I wasnt happy when they brought in the radio.The world was more quiet without it".This speaks for itself.
@frstry_10 ай бұрын
heartbreaking comment
@capitolahale173610 ай бұрын
She’s exactly where she should be safe from people and people are safe from her!
@NuevoExistence10 ай бұрын
As a psychiatrist, you're an idiot.and i wish you gain more intelligence and empathy. You're a deluded fool. @@capitolahale1736
@NuevoExistence10 ай бұрын
Fidiot@@capitolahale1736
@NuevoExistence10 ай бұрын
@@capitolahale1736D1E
@tanpadeusz19515 жыл бұрын
I love how this guy invited the girl for a cup of coffee at the end of the interview. Like he wanted to make her happy by doing this. And I think he actually succeded. It warms my heart.
@tanpadeusz19514 жыл бұрын
@@gw437 I think that the way he's behaving may seem cold and emotionless to people nowadays. But the times he lived in were way different from now. From what I know, back then it was normal to act so professional and cold.
@tanpadeusz19514 жыл бұрын
@G W Oh man, it's awful to me when people criticize ones like you. I'm glad you are aware that being reserved is not a bad thing, hope you stay who you truly are :).
@laksoysoy3 жыл бұрын
Cheek clapper for sure
@antoneckhart60042 жыл бұрын
Yeah av read about german doctors been the gold standed back then.
@antoneckhart60042 жыл бұрын
@@tanpadeusz1951 also I think he is giving clean straight questions to get her to talk for the experiment
@bellablue95205 жыл бұрын
Even though she's unwell, she's still such a sweet lady. I was recently diagnosed with Schizophrenia and I can understand her so much. I really hope she got better and lived a long, happy life. ❤️
@tammyyoungmua4 жыл бұрын
Belinda Blue I hope you’re doing ok xx
@MrAlanfalk734 жыл бұрын
I hope everything works out great for you .
@bellablue95204 жыл бұрын
@@tammyyoungmua I'm doing much better, thank you. x
@bellablue95204 жыл бұрын
@@MrAlanfalk73 Thank you for your kind words. x
@monicacaldera24084 жыл бұрын
I’m happy you’re doing better. 🙏
@Leftistbreakfist5 жыл бұрын
The transatlantic accent is a lost gem of recent years...
@GuyFromTheSouth5 жыл бұрын
I agree sports commentators sounded much better back then
@yannick2455 жыл бұрын
He's having a German accent.
@TheCorrectViews5 жыл бұрын
SOMEONE BUT ME!!!!!!!
@denizg.32674 жыл бұрын
I have the exact same accent and I am from Germany.
@TheCorrectViews4 жыл бұрын
The person who taught it to you may have spoken that way.
@TerrenceCallahan Жыл бұрын
Listening to music and not talking is perfect She gets it Happy birthday in heaven to this lady RIP Ms.
@stevenrunner4581Ай бұрын
I laughed a bit when she said she'd like to play the piano next year. Me too.
@chrhau-et2tq4 жыл бұрын
When talking about a visit her eyes lite up and that smile was raising. Such a lovely soul
@IamBATMAN20244 жыл бұрын
😢
@jetlag14884 жыл бұрын
"They take away my talking" "I don't pay any attention to what they say" "My head goes up there when I'm quiet" Really makes you think huh.
@STAKBUNDLES4 жыл бұрын
Her cables are crossed, the voices she hears is a horrific symptom.
@RMunoz-te7jc4 жыл бұрын
When my meditating was at it's longest like 10- 18 hours a day for 10 days. You're body reaches for the mind and the mind is detached. At this point I realized I could see the shape of thoughts as they came in my body and I could identify other realms of space. With that said your experience is limited by your minds imagination. So all that I've seen might have been real but only through my limited tools of the human imagination. But once the mind leaves the body . The talking can come from anywhere. Most people already talk to themselves all-day. If they for even a second thought that voice wasn't there own . Good luck.
@STAKBUNDLES4 жыл бұрын
@@RMunoz-te7jc would love to know if LSD or any psychedelics can help schizophrenia?
@enjo20054 жыл бұрын
@@RMunoz-te7jc I'm a random 15y/o girl but I find your comment very interesting. I get lost in my head a lot, so much I might've fallen into a depression again. I have so many thoughts and they're all so confusing to me. Because I see my thoughts as me. Where else would they come from? But then I feel like myself and my thoughts seem to be coming from somewhere I can't really explain. I feel a lot as well. I feel very deeply and honest. Maybe everyone feels the same way and I just focus a lot on it. Maybe I feel more intense than most people. Either way it's a struggle for me sometimes. And my many thoughts and many feelings together are just so overwhelming. I've tried meditating before and I really love it. I like to go to this place up in my mind and everything is light there. Its hard to stay there but I think I can learn how to do that. Tbh idk why I'm telling you all this. Maybe I hope someone finally explains how my mind works. Maybe I just wanna hear that I'm not stupid. Idk. Thank you for reading all this, sorry if it doesn't make any sense.
@karasaekano4 жыл бұрын
@@RMunoz-te7jc You meditate for 10-18 hours a day for 10 days???
@apostleofazathoth76966 жыл бұрын
"Listening to music and not talking; music is the best I think." Love that.
@taneekasmith57825 жыл бұрын
I keep my mind sound at all times and stay in self preservation
@OGitGirlJess5 жыл бұрын
Apostle Of Azathoth I agree a lot of the time. 🤷🏻♀️
@tannawannavannabittannawan71385 жыл бұрын
Totally......it’s one of the best therapies.
@DMTInfinity5 жыл бұрын
💞
@SuperBobby19674 жыл бұрын
I like staying quiet and do nothing.
@beautybaby46602 жыл бұрын
My Nan had been diagnosed with schizophrenia and bipolar, she was hospitalised in and out throughout her life, I’ve been bawling my eyes out at this vid as this sweet soul reminds me of her. So kind and pure hearted, my Nan had a lot of childhood trauma.. including sexual abuse, being raised in the foster system she didn’t have a solid family unit. She was taken away from her birth parents before the age of 2, split up from all her siblings. She was incredibly misunderstood, sensitive and felt alone. She passed away in February 2019 and I had a psychotic episode myself in which I felt her spirit with me, I too have my own struggles.. I miss her dearly 💓
@tenofivelips Жыл бұрын
I'm sorry for your loss, darling. My Nan was one of my favorite people. Though she had her struggles, too. Take care ❤.
@mammadingo9165 Жыл бұрын
I miss my Nan 😞 ❤
@markb1487 Жыл бұрын
Thats a fantastic story,,very insightful. 💯👍
@Ethericrose Жыл бұрын
Thank you, for sharing the memory of your nana. Sending loving hugs to you. 💐💚
@PortraitoftheArtistasanOldDog8 Жыл бұрын
Not sure if you're interested but I've been gaining insight free at home with Prof Sam Vaknin's KZbin 👍🏻🍀☮️💖
@stevesullivan12026 жыл бұрын
She seems like such a gentle soul.
@phillipmakris73455 жыл бұрын
medication will do that
@bekspesquera65934 жыл бұрын
He's so gentle in the way he talks to her. So approachable and seeking to understand. If only more people approached schizophrenics so kindly and seeking to understand.
@ericastier16463 жыл бұрын
I once had a girlfriend who i later found had serious mental problems. I recognize in this video that my gf could enter a similar state but also at other time act totally normally and nobody would know. I believe that in the presented state (which is permanent for the subject in the video) she recedes to a very young memory of herself, a time when life had not yet hurt her profoundly so that she could feel intact even if that means being a 6 year old shy child psychologically which is the mental state of the woman in the video. I think schizophrenia has nothing to do with being crazy, it's about protecting whatever is left of her own self representation to cope with living. The reason for the damaged self representation is usually the hardest to find but more often than not tied to a trauma that occured in childhood that left a blank in the personality. Later in life if additional stress and bereavement is added, that black hole in the self representation might grow and become a dominant part or problem which is when the name schizophrenia is given. But really it is just normal coping of the mind with very challenging episodes in life that can no longer be remedied, so the individual find ways around it that to us look like they are crazy but we would do the same if we had gone through their lives. Back to my gf, i eventually had to break up when it became clear she had no wish for and probably was not fit to raise a child. And that was no easy way out, it was a real reason. That said, it is wrong to look at people with mental problems to be simply personification of something bad, they're just struggling with a life that you may not be able to cope with if it was yours or maybe would do exactly what they are doing. The problem is they can not be functional in society. Love and understanding are always beneficial and some therapy can improve the mental stability. Some people are functional schizophrenics who know of their condition but are able to not let it interfere with interaction with others. Though usually their partner if they have one would know.
@melvinmcdougal62263 жыл бұрын
He seemed rather condescending to me. She looked uncomfortable with him and told him what he wanted to hear so she could leave.
@BanditoBurrito3 жыл бұрын
@@melvinmcdougal6226 Sounds like every doctor visit ever. He's trying to get as much information as possible, and I don't sense any condescending attitude from him at all.
@helenaww3 жыл бұрын
@@melvinmcdougal6226 he’s being professional, not condescending
@i_took_a_chonce3 жыл бұрын
"you must be feeling very lonesome" doesn't sound very gentle to me. It's literally like pushing that idea on the patient and like in a way forcing them to accept what they said. The word 'must' isn't the right word here. He only said "are you?" later. And you can clearly see her reaction after that sentence or question. She hesitantly said "yes" and started smiling, which indicates that she's trying to avoid any danger or punishment and just surrendering by agreeing or accepting what she thought they wanted her to do. I agree that he was gentle when compared to many others.
@AssignedHuntHelper5 жыл бұрын
I like how it sounds like they're on a goddamn spaceship
@nicoladouglas32705 жыл бұрын
Ground control to Major Tom!
@aeriae424 жыл бұрын
It's an artefact of someone having applied digital noise reduction to the audio of the film - I wish they hadn't. A lot of the woman's voice has been scraped away in the process and we're left with all this weird dead silence, chopped off reverb and warbly background noise.
@conniemiller4114 жыл бұрын
Brandonlm2010, what’s using Gods name in vain so important that you have to take the time to type it in your comment
@vintygti4 жыл бұрын
Im glad others are hearing that weird echoey sound. ✌
@matthewstein11104 жыл бұрын
@@conniemiller411 Any goddamn thing other than commenting about a goddamn comment saying goddamn in that fucking comment.
@johnhall91603 жыл бұрын
My mother was diagnosed with schizophrenia.....she died in 2011.....I am now 62....when she died I was with her........I was torn between sorrow of her death and happy that her torturous life was finally over....looking back on her life the signs were apparent even as a child. Her mother who I loved dearly was a high society lady who never accepted her daughter's lack of measuring up. When my mother got glasses as a child her mother cried. Growing up as a child all seemed normal. Then when I was about 10 years old I witnessed things that now looking back were signs that things were not right with her. Listening to sad music and crying...not normal. Several things happened later that impacted my life when both my parents were drunk were torturous.....when they built a brand new house (every married couple's dream) we moved into the new house. I found it odd that boxes were never unpacked. When my father left it was just my brother and I. My mother would lay on the couch and stare at the walls smoking cigarettes with the ash tray over flowing on the floor. If there is a hell on earth this was it...I lived it....I could not take it anymore and moved in with my father. Over the years my mother was a terrible alcoholic....I had to take her to the hospital multiple times...her room was covered in empty beer cans and the closet had a large moving box with empty bottles of Jack Daniels whiskey bottles.....she almost died once and they had to pump her stomach....she ended up in a psychiatric hospital......later she moved into a cabin my uncle owned....then she went to the nursing home where she lived the rest of her life. I would visit her.....I never stopped seeing my mother. She had once told me I was the best thing that ever happened to her.....my point is that I always loved my mother in spite of what she was and had been. All of this made my life more difficult than most but I over came and I have lived a good life in spite of all this.
@limonadajo66832 жыл бұрын
i have same story and understand you, its very hard to see as a child. thank you for a comment.
@isabelledecraene910 Жыл бұрын
My deep respects. Thanks you for your inspiring words! I have a schizophrenic brother, I will never stop loving him despite all the pain. My goal is to be able to say one day that I overcame all the trouble and that my life was a good life.
@nichole771 Жыл бұрын
Life is not easy!
@Silverlining1248 Жыл бұрын
You’re magnificent! Yes you were definitely the best thing that ever happened to her’ ❤🙏🌹
@Mark.__.lol6610 ай бұрын
W
@aambler166 жыл бұрын
“I wish I had a visitor” I started crying immediately. I don’t know if tears have ever welled up in my eyes so quickly. Especially after she says her family hasn’t come in a long time. Likely one of the saddest things I’ve ever heard.
@manuelalcantar74216 жыл бұрын
You're such a sweet soul.
@yolandasizemore9236 жыл бұрын
Back in that time mental illness was sweep under the rug...her family probably just dropped her off and never gave a thought to her.
@R4GNAR0G6 жыл бұрын
@D D Fuck off, Edge lord. What are you, 12? Go back to your shithole!
@harshmnr6 жыл бұрын
Yeah and the guy was all like, "She has no real plans for the future." Um, yeah she does. She wants to keep playing the piano. She wants to see her family. ~:~
@jamalbenhmed6 жыл бұрын
Me too man. Such innocent soul. I feel sorry for her.
@micheleellis81646 жыл бұрын
She has a very sweet voice
@jiggajigjones82106 жыл бұрын
Michele Ellis she sounds English I think...perhaps a ‘war bride’.
@CindyWho046 жыл бұрын
Sort of reminds me of Mia Farrow in Rosemary's Baby. Just the way she talks, I mean.
@the_famous_reply_guy6 жыл бұрын
She is just a very sensitive soul.
@shariwelch87606 жыл бұрын
I have a family member with schizophrenia, and she also has a sweet and gentle voice, very much like this. It bothers me when people say violent criminals are ''schizo'' or ''crazy.'' Real schizophrenic people are like this lady.
@eterra95856 жыл бұрын
She really does. I was gonna comment but I see I wasn't the only one thinking that.
@lillybilly9904 жыл бұрын
when things get loud she probably cant tell if the sounds are real or not
@alternativebat82514 жыл бұрын
i have schyzophrenia and this is a thing i don't feel like a lot of people talk about. when i'm in a loud enviroment, i start to feel anxious and panicky because i can't tell what's real and what's not
@Mars_Among_Stars4 жыл бұрын
@@alternativebat8251 I have schizoeffective PTSD and I get this too
@pranit_33xa914 жыл бұрын
@@Mars_Among_Stars I have this real question. Please don't be offended but, how do you realised that you have schizophrenia ? How do you know that the hallucinations were not real ? Is it the same way when we wake up from dreams ? Are those hallucinations same like lucid dreams ? When you were typing your comment, do you actually get to know what are you typing ? Is it similar to dreaming one time and simultaneously imagining other dreams ? When you are exposed to the word schizophrenia or related terms, do you get hallucinations, just like we get nostalgic when we see something that triggers our memories, or do you have that ability to think about your condition ? Please answer only if you are comfortable with it.
@annajohnston95284 жыл бұрын
Pranit Pawar it feels different. I hear things (not voices) and in a quiet place I can feel the difference until I’ve been alone for too long then it gets annoying and scary. When you’re around ppl you can see if someone else reacted to what you hear. It’s nice to have a dog around, they look to sounds... until your brain makes you see the dog when he’s not there and then That reacts to the sound and that’s more frightening. But I don’t know what I have. I haven’t seen a doctor about it and don’t think I will
@alternativebat82514 жыл бұрын
@@pranit_33xa91 it's different for everyone as other people experience things differently and can have different symptoms. but for example it's easier to be around people because you can see who reacts to the sound or i usually ask other people if they saw or heard what i saw/heard. it's scary when i have to walk home at night because i see shadows and i sometimes even see people, i get the feeling someone is following me and i hear sounds like someone walking or as if somebody is talking and that can make me go into a panic state and i usually end up crying and getting a anxiety attack
@amyhogarten50383 жыл бұрын
My heart breaks for this woman. Truly. I wish her the peace she seeks.
@chrispytinglesASMR4 жыл бұрын
Remember how blessed you are , life could always be worst, I send my love to anyone suffering through this
@amritaoxymoron19444 жыл бұрын
Grateful! Always mate. Cheers
@aaishatillman79914 жыл бұрын
May God bless you for your hidden prayers and good thoughts and wishes you have for others
@chrispytinglesASMR4 жыл бұрын
@@aaishatillman7991 ☮️☮️💜
@coco-bz3kp4 жыл бұрын
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@uno35534 жыл бұрын
Thank you)))
@kentjarvis22926 жыл бұрын
She really is adorable. I just want to give her a hug and protect her.
@mahatmacote64786 жыл бұрын
She certainly could use reinforcement that her character is correct. However, in a normal environment she may be easily unbalanced and confused, and respond inappropriately under everyday pressure. It's not so simple, and she probably does need medical care.
@lunatilunati38136 жыл бұрын
Well shes dead already.you can go to grave and tell her that.
@breakfastattiffanys7416 жыл бұрын
I see a sweet but extremely depressed lady. The drugs they were giving her were probably causing schizophrenia symptoms.
@decimated5506 жыл бұрын
nice gams she has. would bang
@seamuswalsh376 жыл бұрын
big ditto
@wiggx0185 жыл бұрын
The way she paused and stared at the ground when the interviewer asked if she thinks she'll have a visitor soon was just heartbreaking
@Orangensaft4203 жыл бұрын
My boyfriend has this type of schizophrenia and it’s heartbreaking to see him struggle. His behaviour is similar to what is described in the video and since I struggle with mental illness myself it’s hard to fully realise what this condition is doing to him. I will often take it personally and it makes everything a little harder for the both of us… seeing a loved on struggle and withdraw themselves from reality and wanting to push you away is hard. I can’t quite imagine what he’s going through but I always try to be understanding and respectful even tho I am suffering too. I wish he wouldn’t be living with this condition, for the sake of his own happiness. Everyday things are incredibly hard for him, let alone having a relationship. I have been with him for 3 years be I still don’t quite know how to handle some situations but the best I can do is be there for him as good as I can, even tho it can hurt a lot.
@napoleonaquino9347 Жыл бұрын
If you (or someone you know) can see/hear spirits, you are NOT alone or CRAZY ! Unless you had a serious head injury or dose on illegal drugs regularly. You are like me a person with a third eye/ear capability. We represent about 10% of humanity. I was Paranoid Schizophrenic for sometime too. I did the meds and therapies too, but there seem to be no end/final cure. So I did my own research. BTW, I am a Civil Engineer with a highly analytical mind. Once I knew the REAL reason (Spirits) I was set FREE ! I even turned the tables on the evil spirits. I TORMENTED them with Worship Songs, Quoted Holy Scripture to them. Even called them names and mocked them. It drove them away. The spirits would come back a few days later but I gave them the SAME treatment. Eventually they gave up. I've been meds free for the last 16 years now. The spirits no longer bother me, because I'm NO LONGER FUN to torment. The spirits prefer SCARED & CONFUSED victims. So Im sharing my experience and insights. You can get schizophrenia from various reasons like a serious head injury, regular use of illegal drugs, practice of black magic, or traumatic events like rape, bullying, rejection, total isolation, death of a loved one or near-death experience. Anything that seriously WEAKENS your body, EMBITTERS your soul, and affects your FAITH in God, also WEAKENS your protective spiritual AURA and allows the evil spirits to communicate with you. You can pick RANDOM evil spirits from morgue, cemeteries, hospitals, asylums, jails, dungeons, and abandoned houses and isolated forests. Our physical and spirit worlds exists in parallel dimensions, separated by force fields. The spirits can see/hear us, we can't see/hear them NORMALLY. Spirits communicate by MENTAL TELEPATHY ( mind to mind ) that's why ONLY you can see or hear them. That's why the spirits can also READ YOUR MIND/THOUGHTS ! You can also secretly TALK/SHOUT to them by TELEPATHY - in the presence of other people. No one will notice & think you're CRAZY ! Ive done this a few times & forced the spirits away. Spirits can also DISTORT human speech. For example if your friend says " Hello, What's Up ? " it will sound like " You're UGLY & STUPID ! " and so you'll get ANGRY. That's how spirits make you PARANOID & anti-social. The speech DISTORTION happens only a few SECONDS ! The speakers face suddenly changes to an UGLY facial expression ! The Spirits TRUE FACE shows like a dwarf or leprechaun ! Then the face reverts back to normal and the speaker is NOT even aware of what happened. He'll wonder why you're angry at him ! I've seen this many times !! The evil spirits want to isolate you socially. You're their TOY ! Some spirits can also SHAPE SHIFT - appear in ANY form (animal or people). They can IMITATE other peoples LOOKS/VOICES and pretend like real people. Spirits can also produce SOUNDS like knocking on doors, footsteps, crying or screaming people, scratching on walls, police sirens, barking dogs etc. Their plan is to scare and ISOLATE you socially .. for themselves. Make people think you're CRAZY .. even if you re NOT. Resist them, Don't give up .. or you're really gonna end up crazy. Remember this, its NOT you but THEM (spirits) that's causing this. Fight them, mock them, EXORCISE them out of your house/life... eventually they'll give up and leave. .
@garyhuart70425 жыл бұрын
Shes very pretty and has a soothing voice, god bless her
@VH-wq6oj4 жыл бұрын
Stop lying!
@savannahlvr99994 жыл бұрын
@@VH-wq6oj i hate to break it to you but it’s subjective
@audreyxax4 жыл бұрын
@@VH-wq6oj bye
@onceupxn4 жыл бұрын
Ikr! Her voice Is very pretty. 🥺💖
@markvillanueva58384 жыл бұрын
Nkakatakot tang ina
@samwgdavis4 жыл бұрын
There is something so pure and uncorrupted about her, I felt as if I knew her.
@yasminazweena4 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@adilsiddiqi99114 жыл бұрын
I had the exact same feeling , I even felt like I wanted to hug her and make sure she felt safe - she feels strangely familiar to me
@junatr18374 жыл бұрын
That's shyness, timidness and vulnerability.
@eyekandi3 жыл бұрын
weirdo
@WhatssupAlly3 жыл бұрын
@@eyekandi you’re the weirdo here
@roxanax90154 жыл бұрын
"lack of ambition and initiatives, no real plans for the future" literally everyone going trough 2020
@mandolaa4 жыл бұрын
That's what exactly I was thinking about
@AustinA-4 жыл бұрын
Lmfao maybe you and everybody else but not me baby
@user-rx6km2de4m4 жыл бұрын
Only Antifa, BLM,NFAC and the leftist democrats!
@Lietuvis-c1s4 жыл бұрын
Spot on hahaha we're all been demoralized lol
@jokerzzz4534 жыл бұрын
UNCLE JED kkk
@fenlandhobbit23072 жыл бұрын
My brother has schizophrenia and my father had mental issues . I feel for people that have them and wish society was a bit more understanding . When I was at work the other day the conversation was about mental illness . I said that everyone suffers from mental problems one time or another but the sad thing is they don't talk about it but keep it hidden and bottled up. You could hear a pin drop , the silence spoke volumes. It's a shame that even in the 21st century it has a massive stigma .
@CHRISTSPIRACY.comJESUSwasVegan Жыл бұрын
i think so many people think that its a choice to be crazy like a personality flaw instead of seeing that people are inflicted by literal brain damage, especially from vaccines
@fenlandhobbit2307 Жыл бұрын
@opalallen2066 I really feel for you. That is awful to suffer for such a long time. Sometimes I wonder if mental health could also be a genetic problem. It's quite surprising how it seems to trickle down some generations. Either way, I so wish there was more help out there for anyone suffering. Also I wish you well , though I don't know you personally. I really do mean that. Take care 😉
@annalafayette838 Жыл бұрын
It has a stigma because we're all secretly afraid of getting this illness.
@maryyoung4046 Жыл бұрын
yes
@sandrab2589 Жыл бұрын
@@fenlandhobbit2307 Yes, there is a large genetic component to mental illness.
@steptoeedwall23496 жыл бұрын
I've been a mental health counselor for years now, and I'm so endlessly fascinated by the field. I have met several people like her, and one of the most heart breaking things to me is how ostracized mentally ill people are. So often deficits in social skills are misinterpreted as being unintelligent or dangerous, when it means so much to many of these clients just to have someone listen to what they have to say and lending them some credibility...
@LunaKaiFloat5 жыл бұрын
EMS 76 find kambo medicine my friend and try it ...
@gaia72402 жыл бұрын
In some cases it's actually relaxing talking to them because they are genuine and just take the world as it is
@averayugen7802 Жыл бұрын
In my state they punish people like that because it churns about 10 thou+ a week in the lockup. No kindness in therapy here. Its a sleazzzzzzy VERY LUCRATIVE illegal RACKET. Oil, fracking, mutilated crepes and toxic psychiatry in Oklahoma...makes this place famous.
@maryyoung4046 Жыл бұрын
agree wholeheartedly
@REDCANADA88Ай бұрын
❤❤❤
@oxxltrvkr57704 жыл бұрын
She is more polite than most "sane" people
@03.27.96 жыл бұрын
Her voice is so soothing
@ktrudy16 жыл бұрын
I was thinking the same thing. I love her voice. :)
@alletbanane6 жыл бұрын
@@thebluestplanet6768 lol u have no f***** idea how hard most Familys try to fight and struggle when there is someone in the family With mental illness , yet u say ,its her family that is ill. .....most familys, Living with ppl that are mentally ill, try there best to be there for them, meaning its almost a fulltime job thats hard to do. Im sick of ppl blaming others....u got no clue
@TheSickDoctorXx6 жыл бұрын
She couldve been a beautiful singer
@DarkMonster7716 жыл бұрын
@@alletbanane I totally agree with u. So sick of people always trying to take the moral highground.
@christopherbrooks14026 жыл бұрын
She sounds like shes from an upper class family or very well educated, possibly also from here in South East England, my nan sounded just the same as her it's uncanny the resemblance in her accent
@Monkey-fc9nc2 жыл бұрын
My cousin had schizophrenia. He passed away last July. I miss him so much! He was incredibly smart and I loved talking to him. His mom tried so hard to support him as best as she could.
@napoleonaquino9347 Жыл бұрын
If you (or someone you know) can see/hear spirits, you are NOT alone or CRAZY ! Unless you had a serious head injury or dose on illegal drugs regularly. You are like me a person with a third eye/ear capability. We represent about 10% of humanity. I was Paranoid Schizophrenic for sometime too. I did the meds and therapies too, but there seem to be no end/final cure. So I did my own research. BTW, I am a Civil Engineer with a highly analytical mind. Once I knew the REAL reason (Spirits) I was set FREE ! I even turned the tables on the evil spirits. I TORMENTED them with Worship Songs, Quoted Holy Scripture to them. Even called them names and mocked them. It drove them away. The spirits would come back a few days later but I gave them the SAME treatment. Eventually they gave up. I've been meds free for the last 16 years now. The spirits no longer bother me, because I'm NO LONGER FUN to torment. The spirits prefer SCARED & CONFUSED victims. So Im sharing my experience and insights. You can get schizophrenia from various reasons like a serious head injury, regular use of illegal drugs, practice of black magic, or traumatic events like rape, bullying, rejection, total isolation, death of a loved one or near-death experience. Anything that seriously WEAKENS your body, EMBITTERS your soul, and affects your FAITH in God, also WEAKENS your protective spiritual AURA and allows the evil spirits to communicate with you. You can pick RANDOM evil spirits from morgue, cemeteries, hospitals, asylums, jails, dungeons, and abandoned houses and isolated forests. Our physical and spirit worlds exists in parallel dimensions, separated by force fields. The spirits can see/hear us, we can't see/hear them NORMALLY. Spirits communicate by MENTAL TELEPATHY ( mind to mind ) that's why ONLY you can see or hear them. That's why the spirits can also READ YOUR MIND/THOUGHTS ! You can also secretly TALK/SHOUT to them by TELEPATHY - in the presence of other people. No one will notice & think you're CRAZY ! Ive done this a few times & forced the spirits away. Spirits can also DISTORT human speech. For example if your friend says " Hello, What's Up ? " it will sound like " You're UGLY & STUPID ! " and so you'll get ANGRY. That's how spirits make you PARANOID & anti-social. The speech DISTORTION happens only a few SECONDS ! The speakers face suddenly changes to an UGLY facial expression ! The Spirits TRUE FACE shows like a dwarf or leprechaun ! Then the face reverts back to normal and the speaker is NOT even aware of what happened. He'll wonder why you're angry at him ! I've seen this many times !! The evil spirits want to isolate you socially. You're their TOY ! Some spirits can also SHAPE SHIFT - appear in ANY form (animal or people). They can IMITATE other peoples LOOKS/VOICES and pretend like real people. Spirits can also produce SOUNDS like knocking on doors, footsteps, crying or screaming people, scratching on walls, police sirens, barking dogs etc. Their plan is to scare and ISOLATE you socially .. for themselves. Make people think you're CRAZY .. even if you re NOT. Resist them, Don't give up .. or you're really gonna end up crazy. Remember this, its NOT you but THEM (spirits) that's causing this. Fight them, mock them, EXORCISE them out of your house/life... eventually they'll give up and leave. .
@pron508 ай бұрын
@@napoleonaquino9347 Spirits doesnt exist You probably went through a religious trauma
@adriennnemeth69306 жыл бұрын
My mom had the same illness she passed away, she reminds me of her so much couldn’t finish watching it cause started crying miss her 💔
@fionadoesnotexist4705 жыл бұрын
i’m sorry for you🖤
@rubymcclain50785 жыл бұрын
So sorry dear. It’s tough to lose your mother and it’s tough when they have a mental illness and you have to watch them suffer as you do knowing you can’t help them get well. God bless everyone hurting tonight. May God bring better days ahead.
@suzee63355 жыл бұрын
Prayers💗jw.org
@OGitGirlJess5 жыл бұрын
Adrienn Németh May GOD and peace be with you 🙏💟☮️✝️ She is free now 🕊
@harshitkumar11445 жыл бұрын
People with high iq are at more risk
@mul7624 жыл бұрын
when she said music is the best thing she was absolutely right
@davekeith75044 жыл бұрын
Birdsong dancing water the wind over meadows stiring trees .The less of these the less one see's .
@monicacaldera24083 жыл бұрын
Amen to that!
@hispanhick-wz9xq3 жыл бұрын
Yep!! I felt that
@averayugen7802 Жыл бұрын
Nietzsche said "Without MUSIC life would be a MISTAKE!!"
@sweetyjones17566 жыл бұрын
It's very sad.. she seems such a nice, kind and intelligent human being : /
@loosetear Жыл бұрын
72 years ago. The dear soul was so lonely. It's heartbreaking to know that comforting her is impossible after all the years past. God bless her.
@starduck26 жыл бұрын
So sad to see such a sweet woman that is soo polite and kind to get so disturbed.
@tupakula66564 жыл бұрын
My Uncle had schizophrenia. He was Child like us, we grew up, he stayed as a kid at heart. He finds happiness in little things, loves watching movies, loves foood,laughs and talks to himself. He was very active and does daily household work.There was also downsides too. He loves us so much. But one day while crossing a street accident happened and we lost him. We miss him everyday. I know he will be watching us from heaven.
@YogiNoGi Жыл бұрын
Beautiful words. May your uncle rest in heaven
@jeremyclark3648 Жыл бұрын
Your so full of shit I have diarrhea
@devonmozer70924 жыл бұрын
I think the saddest thing in mental illness is that we might never know the genius behind a corrupted mind.
@shingouki63924 жыл бұрын
Edgy
@franzliszt40384 жыл бұрын
@@shingouki6392 why edgy
@reginaphilange64784 жыл бұрын
Does Hitler count? Just wondering
@Gaabbrielaify4 жыл бұрын
UU
@reginaphilange64784 жыл бұрын
@@pranit_33xa91 bruh I actually agree with you *tbh I'm glad to see someone finally say it, everyone keeps insulting the moment someone says something that sounds 'ridiculous' I'm surprised there is no drama lol
@brytonwilson8778 Жыл бұрын
She has a beautiful soul..... And the man interviewed her SO GREAT AND CALM. ❤❤❤❤ I don't know what else I can say...
@MFLimited4 жыл бұрын
All she wants is to drink coffee and chill in peace and quiet 🤷🏼♀️
@TATERSsSs4 жыл бұрын
fun fact coffee actually can provoke anxiety. Maybe some tea would be a bit more calming :)) sadly yes, things aren't as easy
@briannahacsunda49704 жыл бұрын
i don’t blame her
@user-lg4vp4eq7c4 жыл бұрын
@@The-Sigma-Principle you’re a fucking weirdo
@rav3ngarde9054 жыл бұрын
@@The-Sigma-Principle and you thought this was an appropriate comment because...?
@wintersnowdaze73214 жыл бұрын
@@The-Sigma-Principle so you're slow slow huh 🙄
@lifeaslse62266 жыл бұрын
Ngl it killed me when she said she hasnt had any visitors, then she smiles like she remembers a time from her past of her family or just happy memories, obviously i could be wrong but thats what i got from it
@FortuneKookie4204 жыл бұрын
This exact type of thing still goes on today. How many times/ways is going to ask/state she is lonely? I think I would have smiled or laughed at that point and not explained 'why' out of politeness. It was apparent & Rude he was trying to EVOKE an emotion. He then has the gull to 'TELL' her.. You Like It Here At The Hospital.. Don't You'. WTF End of video he states Her reaction isn't normal? Nothing has changed in 100 yrs
@natas12rm3 ай бұрын
The smile was an involuntary reaction to the pain and sadness. Only people that went through extreme anguish and pain would know what I mean.
@Alix777.6 жыл бұрын
"Music and not talking. Music is the best".
@privysorrow51205 жыл бұрын
That it is. That it is.
@user-fd3ip5ff6z5 жыл бұрын
Something happened to her and she couldn’t take it but she still loves music she wants to live on
@alexea23245 жыл бұрын
Dis the mood everyday cuh
@feliciasmith34815 жыл бұрын
I agree with her....she seems normal and sweet to me.
@iamgroot69655 жыл бұрын
Can you imagine how much she would've loved having an iPod if that sort of technology was there back then?
@anarrivingwingedhussar96923 жыл бұрын
Mental illness, especially schizophrenia, is so heartbreaking. It robs potentially great people of a normal life and turns their minds against them. I wish there was a cure … just from listening to this woman, I can tell she had a good heart, but probably never got to experience a normal life because of her illness. It fucking sucks. The more I learn about illnesses like this, the more I realize I’ve taken taken for granted in life. Just being able to have a normal conversation with someone is a blessing.
@joolslaloosh6 жыл бұрын
Vera is a beautiful soul. I hope she is all right playing the piano wherever she is now.
@neufedd6 жыл бұрын
Brad Beach im pretty sure she’s dead now
@janchristiansen70086 жыл бұрын
Reference taken
@junkyarddog3037 ай бұрын
@@neufeddyou’re an idiot
@cheryldavis71416 жыл бұрын
So sad. I’m am heartbroken by the simplicity and innocence. Her smile is so bright, though. God have mercy.
@KP-hn5xb4 жыл бұрын
the Dr. says in the introduction that patients like her have no real plans for the future , yet she says she enjoys playing the piano and when asked what she plans to do next year , she responds by saying she likes to play the piano !... she says " music is the best " ; that's her passion . i hope there is a video clip of this lady playing the piano . i am certain her playing style would be as innocent as the smile on her face .
@PheelKooL4 жыл бұрын
Your hearts in the right place but that was a clever question, he asked what she likes doing right now and she said playing the piano then to follow up in sequence he asked her what she would like to do next year (future plans) and instead of an actual plan she just says she likes playing piano... I don’t think you understand the psychological aspect of that question and answer
@blowurn0se4 жыл бұрын
@@PheelKooL then tell us please. I’m intrigued
@petitesayo45424 жыл бұрын
@@blowurn0se Enjoying something doesn't mean you have plans for the future. It doesn't mean that you plan on continuing to do this thing. It doesn't mean you do this thing in order to achieve a plan. This lady has hobbys and interests but doesn't have any plan about the future. Having a plan for the future would be, for example "becoming a pianist".
@arkvoodleofthesacredcrotch60603 жыл бұрын
What it means is she didn't have a future plan, that was something she just recently enjoyed and rather than a thought out future plan, her answer was basically "I liked doing this now so that's what I would like then"
@mr_easy3 жыл бұрын
Yes, totally. She likes music. Why everyone wants to make 'plans'? She enjoys music and want to keep doing it. Why can't the doctor and other people understand this simple thing? When people make plans, like becoming a pianist. They attach their likings with their wish to be famous and rich. But people should know that greed and fame will never be sufficient. And she understands that. She just want to play piano, without any greed for money.
@drelezar7745 Жыл бұрын
He has such a calming demeanor to him, and his gazes feel very relaxed- he was meant for a therapeutic-like job
@linepulse5 жыл бұрын
The noise from the chair is louder than my anxiety ... bless this woman though.
@monicacaldera24084 жыл бұрын
She seems like such a sweet soul. 😔
@STAKBUNDLES4 жыл бұрын
Most schizophrenics are! They just have been beat down by society and so called loved ones that they start developing this hereditary brain malfunction, it’s sort of like PTSD.
@per-olofsvensson52864 жыл бұрын
It’s fake!!
@moenayt_4 жыл бұрын
@@per-olofsvensson5286 You're ignorant!
@karasaekano4 жыл бұрын
@@per-olofsvensson5286 how tf...
@irlkoxichi4 жыл бұрын
@@per-olofsvensson5286 shut up!!!
@blue_boy_4 жыл бұрын
My grandma's friend was diagnosed with schizophrenia at a young age. She was my favorite out of all her friends, mostly because she could relate to my depression and would defend me when I wasn't very social and hid in my grandma's bedroom. She was a cute little old lady, grey hair with small waves. She died about 2 years ago, I still miss her
@beautybaby46603 жыл бұрын
God bless 🥰
@Србомбоница863 жыл бұрын
I miss my old neighborhood grandmas ,they babysitted me when my mom was working ,I have such special in my heart for elderly ladies
@SammeLagom Жыл бұрын
I hope she had a good life after this interview. She looked so kind and sounded so sweet.
@lookilookibuthearingtooi2 ай бұрын
Yeah, those people are deserving not the ones who get angry at their situation and showing other kinds of symptoms, right?! Clear signs of suffering are not welcome.
@SpanishBarbieWorld4 жыл бұрын
“I’m doing better thank you” she’s so polite and you can tell she’s a hurt soul who had so much life and love before. This is sad to watch but it’s good to bring awareness to mental health
@rufu775 жыл бұрын
Vera we are all your visitors... we all came to see you ☹️ and I hope wherever you’re that you’re resting in peace and that is quiet!!
@TyphoidBryan6 жыл бұрын
It is strange. I listened to Vera closely and within but a few minutes, I was feeling very charmed by her. I even felt a bit of sadness when she had to leave. When listening to the doctor's rundown of her symptoms of simple schizophrenia, I felt a feeling of hopelessness and disappointment. Almost like feeling the need to protect her from further examination. Anyone else mesmerized by this?
@SarajevoShotz6 жыл бұрын
What the actual fuck
@ariasol11506 жыл бұрын
yes, I felt that too.
@Giannnnnnna6 жыл бұрын
Yes, something like that
@lukasnorkunas79806 жыл бұрын
it seemed so unfair of them to just say "inappropriate emotional reaction: she was smiling when asked about loneliness" - seems so narrowminded to diagnose like that. That's actually no psychology, that's what... I get this impression - she's happy she gets the chance to talk to this person (nevertheless) a bit. And from his side - he's cold analysing her. Is that moral, you think?
@emilycarter32466 жыл бұрын
You had the classic "wounded bird" response, very human. Very understandable. Just dont let it make u run after damaged damsels trying 2 "fix" them. Not good for u OR her....thanx 4 being so human,tho.
@doreenbrownlie77110 ай бұрын
Fascinating, these old clips are really interesting. What springs out for me is how quietly spoken, and how polite the young people are
@abbeyk60644 жыл бұрын
she looks so tired, i hope she’s peacefully resting now :(
@Rishi-wd3sm3 жыл бұрын
Tired in the sense 😭
@Angelic_Dreamz2 жыл бұрын
I think that it's just the flat affect!! Flat affect means that you don't express any emotion, even if you feel it!! Very common in schizophrenia!! I think that it was just emotional indifference!!
@madgremlinasmr45204 жыл бұрын
That glance straight into the camera was painful.
@itsmissyvonne4 жыл бұрын
It was. Like we were violating her dignity or something.
@davekeith75044 жыл бұрын
Yes I detected fear when she looked at the cam .She seemed to smile as if she was being reassured ,A guardian catching her when she began to fall.I wonder as to how she was treated by those around her on the outside , before she enters the hospital .Iv seen bad things happen in one of those places here in the UK .As a patient ,some staff where I she'll say ,should never have been alowd .One flew over types.
@3dlabs993 жыл бұрын
She did right after being asked about what the voices were saying. I think she felt the question was way too personal.
@backspin66986 жыл бұрын
After working with psychiatric patients for 25 years, my biggest hope is that people will start to see the person behind the diagnose. I have met so many fantastic peoples through the years, handicapped by their disorder, but they are still human beings, deserving to be treated with respect. Talk about it. It can be you next time.
@earthlingification Жыл бұрын
That was a very soft interview, so many opportunities were missed. I'm glad we have evolved in our understanding and treatment of this menacing disease.
@bustercampfiresongs6 жыл бұрын
Her body language when she got up, so respectful.
@blackwolf38035 жыл бұрын
@Mihaela M. your mom gey
@vin7205 жыл бұрын
Was she hurted to much from her family, or?
@byronadams98244 жыл бұрын
@Dx Fire right, even the loonies of old have more class than those of today.. men and women both, of course. It's a degenerate society we live in
@AndrewCoolsville4 жыл бұрын
@Dx Fire I'm threatening you.
@Lawh4 жыл бұрын
My neighbor and friend just died last weekend, and I am saddened by this. He had schizophrenia, but had treatments injected once a week. He was the kindest man I think I have ever seen. He was riddled with alcoholism and smoking, but he had lived to around 60 years old. I will miss him dearly, and I'd like to thank all the doctors of the past and the now of attempting their best to give him a normal life, and I'd like to thank the people who have fought for people in their condition to support them financially through their difficult lives. He was the person I was always looking forward to seeing when I went outside of my flat, and I wish I could have him back. Thank you to you as well for being interested in these topics. It is extremely important and whatever we can do to help should be a great priority. He likely drank himself to death, but I think that is fine, because it did make him seemingly happier. He would have died decades ago if it weren't for all the good people that have the ability to help. He has brought joy to myself and many others by just being himself. I love him dearly, and I hope I can be one of the men to carry him to his grave, and tell his family, that his life has kept me alive as well, with my spirits up. His goodness has been unmatched by anyone I have ever known. I saw him days before his passing. We used to sit and talk for a smoke or two if I had had a night out and he would happen to be out smoking as I returned. I will never have this again with him, and I hope I never forget his voice, and his way of being. There is nothing more important than the goodness of heart. Nothing else matters in the end, and we can be glad that most of us do not have these issues, and can gladly make their peoples stay here on earth the best as possible without judgment. There is also nothing as sad as losing a good man. I will always love him, and I always treated him with respect, and he treated everyone with enormous gratitude and love. There are no words to describe this man in manner worthy of his existence. Thank you to all who directly and indirectly make the lives of others bearable. I mean it, from the bottom of my heart, thank you for allowing him to do the little things that made him even slightly happy at times. People are amazing creatures, and the best thing we are good at is loving and understanding. Nothing else matters in this world.
@STAKBUNDLES4 жыл бұрын
Thank you Lawrence! You’re a kind soul. I needed to see this today God brought me here thank you for sharing. I believe my sister will live a rewarding life with me by her side. I finally moved back in with her after many years living with my dad (same mom). She has been so much more responsive in her behavior and speech that I’ve been inspired to fight this battle with her no matter what the obstacle is. It’s gonna be a looooong journey but if this is what God has in store for us so be it. I have faith everything will be great
@markswoman21343 жыл бұрын
Beautiful words. Made me tear up. Your friend was lucky to have you in his life, as you were to him.
@billyt27933 жыл бұрын
Tl dr
@JudyJean-j22 жыл бұрын
@Lawrence H - your post was straight from the heart and has reached mine. Thank you.
@thegoodgreekgirl2190 Жыл бұрын
your message to your your special friend made me cry. I'm glad he had you in his life.
@oblivion29676 жыл бұрын
She seems lovely. Too soft for this rotten world.
@starduck80146 жыл бұрын
I totally agree, she's beautifully compelling
@starduck80146 жыл бұрын
:)
@tzinot16086 жыл бұрын
And beautiful
@tressiehulen17806 жыл бұрын
Lisa Yu amen!
@Trollificusv26 жыл бұрын
She does look a little 'disturbed', but could be really attractive-great cheekbones, interesting eyes (with more sleep and some make up), her features are symmetrical, and off a few glimpses, a pretty smile. Sad she couldn't be together enough to be happy, or share a life making someone else happy.
@jamesb.9155 Жыл бұрын
Sweet little lady. You hope she received an effective treatment and carried on well the rest of her life.
@MariaKenzo6 жыл бұрын
Whos here after eve's and jane, and that glowy dude
@ninasolberg69986 жыл бұрын
Me too ! :)
@lancerichards65096 жыл бұрын
Me too I am stuck on this topic I have been doing a full research on the topic for the Entire day
@angelwings19726 жыл бұрын
Me 😊. Some urge got me through them, her and the next. Felt the need to learn more about their condition.
@kimberlymason37676 жыл бұрын
I just watched that man.He was so intelligent. My grandmother was schizophrenic n they used to give her electric shock therapy. Its my dads mom n he used to say it made her act almost catatonic.They had her in so many different, horrendous places.She passed five years ago,bout a year after they finally got her on the right meds.I never got to know her so I am interested in schizophrenia. Its so sad and a lot of the meds make their conditions worse.This interviewer n the one who interviewed the guy both seemed uncaring and ignorant .I really hope these people had some happiness in their lives before passing.Its heartbreaking.
@genrose36436 жыл бұрын
Me.
@meme33956 жыл бұрын
Her soft voice comes out of her weak ego. She feels weak and not in control, overwhelmed by her own mind and emotions. But she is there! As sweet as her soft voice is in this video, imagine how bad she feels.
@Becca_Lynn6 жыл бұрын
She seems like such a sweet soul. I don’t like that he asked her, assumingly, “You must be really lonesome, right?” What a heartbreaking question to ask someone.
@kathrynmcmorrow71706 жыл бұрын
Great catch.
@kathrynmcmorrow71706 жыл бұрын
I was just thinking the very same thing a minute ago. Thank goodness for the Internet, because it shows that there are still some lights around!
@JohnyTuff16 жыл бұрын
He's not there to make her feel happy. He's there to cure her of schizophrenia.
@samaraaacz6 жыл бұрын
JohnyTuff1 “cure”? Is there even a cure for schizophrenia? I thought you were born with it.
@nesquik45566 жыл бұрын
@@JohnyTuff1 There is no such thing, only coping.
@hannahkeene1647 Жыл бұрын
He is so gentle and sweet. Honestly the way he treats and speaks to her is so lovely. She's ever so sweet, so much going on in her head ❤
@linzianna6 жыл бұрын
I hope this lady found the peace she wanted and was looked after well and given the proper treatment, God bless her where ever she may be
@lipglosskitten266 жыл бұрын
Me too. It's heartbreaking!!
@Hippie-chick6 жыл бұрын
Kim berly Does it look like she had a spike in her eye? She was glad to be there...checked herself in. They didn't do that to everyone. She's well controlled on her meds, probably lithium. They most likely just medicated her.
@sadclown96436 жыл бұрын
Kim berly she looks fine lol chill out
@theresa422136 жыл бұрын
Linzi ~ That was a nice thing to say. This was filmed sometime between 1951 and 59, so this lady is probably with the LORD now.
@Moonlava7226 жыл бұрын
I was thinking the same
@feverenchantress4 жыл бұрын
I really like this man. he just talks to them and doesn’t try to patronize them, but tries to understand them. I struggle with schizophrenia and I was expecting to see him be a little less nice towards this lady because of how people react to me because of it, especially since this film is old, but he is kind and made her smile and that makes me really happy as well
@princessbanana46254 жыл бұрын
It's really one of societies biggest downfalls is our outright disrespect for others. Stick to people who understand and respect you and ignore the ones who dont is all i can say.
@MrHopper9904 жыл бұрын
She was smiling because she wasn't lonely with all the voices that keep her company yet would feel silly in admitting it to the Doctor. Like an inside joke. My dear brother was diagnosed a Schizophrenic and he had special powers too. I miss him as he died 10 years ago now .He was 53. The strong meds, a bad diet, the incessant smoking and lack of activity took its tole on him. This interview really hit a nerve with me because he too was very childlike and vulnerable. The meds turned him into a zombie but the Doctors thought it was better for him. I don't know if it was better to be honest.
@michellewilliams9291 Жыл бұрын
Reading this was like reading my own story about my own brother. The meds worked in the way that he was no longer tormented with paranoia but as u said made him into a zombie. He passed at 46. I felt relief that he finally, finally was no longer suffering & finally at peace. His social worker would often actually take him for a coffee, he would always be happy to know she was coming.
@Romans1.24-27 Жыл бұрын
Preternatural phenomena..means something
@Unknownlll123 Жыл бұрын
I genuinely feel for you. ❤❤❤.
@amorfati.handmade Жыл бұрын
She reminds me of miss (little ) Edie😢
@Unknownlll123 Жыл бұрын
How very sad, that must have been heartbreaking and especially a family member, hope you are coping well and with it feeling stronger with each passing day. Bless you. 💕.
@jamesdunning86503 жыл бұрын
Videos like this really are a gem, so glad it was preserved.
@christopherbrooks14026 жыл бұрын
She seems soo innocent, perhaps one of the most heartbreaking testimony to the damage this disorder can inflict in one's self, such a lost soul, I wonder if she still lives, her journey so far since this interview
@angelacarleton95756 жыл бұрын
I feel for this woman. She does have a soothing voice for sure.
@Teabone34 жыл бұрын
Her excitement when he said lets grab coffee
@stilltlrforlife3 жыл бұрын
What a sweet soul she was, she just wanted people to visit her and talk quietly with.
@robertpiasta6 жыл бұрын
She smiles at him and he does not reciprocate. You can get crazy by talking to someone like that.
@YouTube.Notiflcation6 жыл бұрын
Piastun I was sectioned under the mental health act for self harm, I have never had a history of psychosis. At the end of my visit I was psychotic but I hid it. It truly does make you insane talking to doctors who don't give a shit and never smile.
@achosenvessel65636 жыл бұрын
Piastun: If you're a weak person you can.
@YouTube.Notiflcation6 жыл бұрын
@@achosenvessel6563 ****if you're a vulnerable person you can.
@mahatmacote64786 жыл бұрын
Adding to the analytical nature of the interviewer which is basically unnatural in the conversation he's creating. It's scrutinizing, and nobody would feel joy or enthusiasm responding to that.
@ME-ru4hv6 жыл бұрын
James Russell Cotes You are a smart dude James. You should read the books Games People Play and Games Alcoholics Play if that one interests you.
@DrBotwing4 жыл бұрын
Am I the only one who felt that she was smiling cause she was very shy (like a kid) being filmed? And she started talking about lunch and was very happy not about the coffee itself, but the fact she finally found the way to end that frustrating conversation?
@thunderwolf2346 жыл бұрын
I'd absolutely like to be her friend! She comes across as likeable and a very gentle soul.
@barneyronnie2 жыл бұрын
Thanks, Dr. Lehmann for helping get well all those years ago. You were a great human being.
@FransceneJK984 жыл бұрын
She’s so soft spoken, like Marilyn Monroe. Guess most women spoke in this manner back then
@bigmommymilkersdommymommy66074 жыл бұрын
I think they had to they didn't have much control over themselves they weren't allowed to
@dane24264 жыл бұрын
@@bigmommymilkersdommymommy6607 I think it’s just because how they were raised back then with the whole stereotype of staying home cooking dinner and knitting/sewing luckily it isn’t the same these days
@b0njrr4 жыл бұрын
@EM theres nothing wrong with it if they choose to live that lifestyle, its just it was pushed onto women to act that way. it was forced. and now women have more freedom and arent forced to be submissive
@ass22784 жыл бұрын
@EM you're saying that because you live in the generation where women have rights, stfu
@abisharp90564 жыл бұрын
@EM mane stfu have you ever touched a history book???
@SasfootBigsquatch5 жыл бұрын
She's so sweet and fascinating, yet there must be such turmoil going on in her mind. Almost brings me to tears. You can see pain and weariness in her eyes. Wish I could have hugged her and given her some reassurance.
@sofimd54273 жыл бұрын
One of my family members have schizophrenia. She was in and out of institutions for 10 years until she found a good church. They are very supportive, visit her frequently, involve her in things, love her the way she is and encourage her to take her medicine. She is so much better and haven't been hospitalized for 4 years.
@Uhlbelk3 жыл бұрын
So it has little to do with church, and only having a social support network.
@siamesefightingfish28612 жыл бұрын
@@Uhlbelk Church is a social support network. It has everything to do with it.
@peterjeremymorris10 ай бұрын
This is encouraging ❤
@17primemover3 ай бұрын
She is so sweet. I just hope she was able to find moments of quiet and joy in her life.
@marinagaughtblattz28796 жыл бұрын
I was institutionalized for a week due to depression a few years ago, and there was one patient in my ward who was schizophrenic. He’d been there for two months, and he didn’t talk much at all, and when he did he just kind of explained his diagnosis with textbook definitions (e.g., “I have delusions of reference, like I’ll sometimes think that the people in the TV are talking to me personally.”) I tried to engage with him, but the most personal interaction I ever got from him was that he told me that he missed his mom when I asked him how he was doing one day. It was very sad and he seemed so alone. His mom did visit him twice while I was there though, so she seemed pretty supportive, which was nice to see.
@tieiatalks6 жыл бұрын
Marina Gaughtblattz I hope you’re doing better! Brave of you to share. 💕💐
@Sarah.Riedel6 жыл бұрын
The moment where she goes silent and seems distressed and says "In my head I'm dead...my head goes up there, when I'm quiet..." is heartbreaking. You can tell she's struggling to make sense of a chaotic and terrifying internal experience that neither science nor society had words for.
@mogwaijizm8726 жыл бұрын
aren't we all going through that tho,, does anyone really know what or who they are,,isn't everything confusing,,nothing seems to make sense ,,the so called doctors seem like the crazy ones,,
@major6006 жыл бұрын
It always sounds to me like she's saying, "Is my head up there? Is my head up there? My head goes up/down when I'm quiet". It doesn't make any sense, but then it wouldn't. :-/
@joelmcilveen6 жыл бұрын
well said
@seBcopTer5 жыл бұрын
Demonic possession.
@languagelover91705 жыл бұрын
THIS
@jean_mollycutpurse_winchester5 жыл бұрын
Poor lady. I hope she found some peace later on in her life, bless her heart.
@flamencoprof3 жыл бұрын
It is so reassuring to find my brain doesn't perform like this but also frightening to consider what I would do if I found it was.
@raukawa47325 жыл бұрын
She looked good for 40. I hope her life turned out ok.
@cristinaelena94014 жыл бұрын
not really , i read in the comments that she died in the hospital
@perc10014 жыл бұрын
she died
@onceupxn4 жыл бұрын
@@perc1001 D:
@bonitapeovich69004 жыл бұрын
@@perc1001 I assume so....this was made a long time ago...and she was 40
@vincelestrade37584 жыл бұрын
As with the majority of these cases, these folks aren’t really being rehabilitated, they’re moreso just being made comfortable. Thankfully, modern medicine and therapeutics have made indefinite hospital stays less necessary for people with a variety of mental disorders.
@shrawasti7983 жыл бұрын
My mother had schizophrenia but luckily it was diagnosed at its earlier stage and she takes the meds everyday, so now she is completely fine. She even does guided meditation and now she is so serene and peaceful that no one would even think at first glance that she has a mental illness. For people with mental illness, family support is a *must* My father never left my mother when she had lost her sanity and he was with her all through the journey. Ten years ago having schizophrenia was scary in India and still is but with proper treatment and support, they could be healed completely.
@caelanoldacc3 жыл бұрын
this is such a wonderful story. wishing all the best for your mother and your father too 💛💛
@dumdumdumdum88042 жыл бұрын
You are stupid dear, It is not a mental illness, difficult to convince the crowd who are programmed to think it as a mental illness. It is just that some occult hiding in a secret US military industrial complex is sending scaler signals to her brain in which people talk as simple as that, there are various simulators available in the net you can listen to it. These same occult create these psychotic drugs to damage her good brain and brainwash you into believing that is doing better. She just needs someone to listen to her and do meditation thats it.
@dumdumdumdum88042 жыл бұрын
Everything is connected though it is tied up in various layers, where one layer does not know the functioning of another layer.
@sharonsettle9079 Жыл бұрын
My mate has this but he said that he can't take medication because he drives a truck.
@bow2theprincess6 жыл бұрын
This poor sweet girl. Such a gentle soul. I hope she is at peace now.
@kennethmullen-qe9hg Жыл бұрын
This poor woman, SO soft-spoken, who's trapped in a constant battle between her mind, her senses, her wits, her emotions, and her environment. It would have been interesting, or at least I would've found it to be interesting, to have heard her a few minutes at the helm of a piano, with HER ticklin' those ivories and takin' command of a small portion of her life which offers up some amount of joy and a freedom to both come from and fillup her heart, hers all her own, either her own music or from another with her body, mind, fingers, and, an instrument, piano in this case, workin' in tandem to create a beautiful sound all the rest of the world can hear, and, enjoy; to see her taking command of this small part of her where too often it is the other way around where her life commands all her actions and being as a person would have been a special moment for us, to've witnessed, a special one for her to share, and for us to have shared with her. Bless her, and her heart, and I hope she's found peace at last wherever she is wherever it is we go when our times and lives in this world have ended, and the next is startin' up, where this world may mean THE END of our bodies, well, as for our spirits, that time has just begun! RIP and bless those who might happen to read this, everyone else as well... ✌👫💏👬💑👭💏👫🙏👌