Six years sober, missing blackouts and Covid Relapsing

I shot this video yesterday on my sixth sober birthday... As some of you may know I'd struggled a bunch during Covid and so this sober birthday was particularly meaningful. I know I'm not alone in the struggle at the moment - alot of folk are relapsing - it's no joke... So in this mini Rock Bottom Podcast I wanted to share what I'd learnt from coming thru the other side and really just acknowledge 'the journey' - Oh God, I hate myself. Lol... Please do share your stories of success below and help share the good vibes...
Big thanks to this months' Patreons Michael B, Rob D, Stephen P, Ewan, Oliver L & Timothy M
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[@bettyswollocks7683]

Well done Eleanor in your recovery, your looking great by the way your face has got such a beautiful glow👍😍

[@EleanorConway]

Thanks!

[@wonderland1985]

I celebrated 20yrs on the 2nd of July but it’s still all ODAT though. You’re looking great Eleanor. Stay safe and say well.

[@EleanorConway]

Congrats! That's amazing! ❤️✌️🔥

[@Andrew-dp5kf]

That must have been a particularly hard last 6months, but bloody hell you managed it!! Remember this time as you can look back on this later and say “Yeah, it was HARD but even with end of days level shit going on I STILL DID IT” You might have felt you held it together with bubble gum and string at times, but shit got the job done. I feel you on lots of the points you raised, I also have a brain that fucking hates me and motivates me, and pushes me and holds me back. But you’re you, and you’re perfect just as you are. Well bloody done you.

[@EleanorConway]

Thank you so much 🙏

[@rorym8894]

Well done :) Plenty of insights in this video too - thanks for sharing 👍

[@tanurmustafa]

Well done to you this lock down has messed with lots of us and very easy to go off the rails

[@EleanorConway]

totally agree... hope you're ok

[@tanurmustafa]

@@EleanorConway getting through ups and downs you know like you said we all have our moments lets see what comes next

[@EleanorConway]

@@tanurmustafa keep it in the day. Exercise. Call people. Things will sort themselves out one way or another. Good luck ✌️

[@tanurmustafa]

@@EleanorConway thanks and you

[@gazriley624]

i haven't had a drink all through lock down and feel better for it not stopped but just cut down i wouldn't rule going out in the future but slow down i'm very addictive personality been addicted to sex, eating, drinking...which i still do but in moderation That's the key i think. i'm trying to write a stand up routine only done it once before at the Jacaranda in Liverpool. all the best Eleanor

[@EleanorConway]

good luck!

[@leehowes831]

Nice one you should be proud! I fail every weekend

[@EleanorConway]

Ha ha ha 😂

[@awyness11]

Id still marry you in a heartbeat 😘 lol