Skippy - “Taking My Life” (lyric video)

[@GNF_cao]

Insane this song is one of my favorite

[@Deezxyzz]

Same here

[@skippymusic1]

Love u tons brother thank u

[@JON-TODRIPPY]

My girlfriend admitted she never loved me i got depressed now it’s hitting hard listening to ur music helps me a lot this guy is the man

[@skippymusic1]

Im so sorry that that happened to you brother, no one deserves to hear that. Just know that God will bless you with someone 1000x better soon. Trust me, you'll get someone that you deserve and treats you amazing

[@kaylastevens9400]

​@@skippymusic1I agree

[@HunterNeyorApollo]

Yeah fuck her people are cruel and you can deal with this I'd recommend not doing what I'm doing it's not healthy butbits to late to change otherwise it will be obvious I'm acting just don't act agnsty dint act volant and irritable don't keep everyone at arm length it's not healthy ik it's just a coping mechanism but I still want to let my gaurd down

[@Earl-lf6kv]

We all go through it brother my baby's momma did the same to me too. I'm just happy I get to video chat with my daughter.

[@Earl-lf6kv]

It's rough trust me

[@AudreyKreuszelCz]

I hate how I understand your songs ❤️‍🩹. Sending love!

[@earlwade-pf3qy]

Right 💯

[@skippymusic1]

Love u and thank u!!

[@skz2018_slayyyy]

Bro I felt this song fr. Hope you’re happy and healthy dude!💙

[@skippymusic1]

thank u brother! Hope ur happy and health as well, God bless you

[@BlackoPl21]

​@@skippymusic1 Can I use few verses of one of your songs in my comic ? I hope it will not be problem

[@adamgoldberg8935]

@@skippymusic1 hope you take care of yourself and hope you stay safe. Your light shines to guide where others are dimming and light the way. Self care is important. Do not let struggles dim your light…… it’s okay to not be okay. For anyone reading, seek help if you need it. You can’t fill an empty cup with an empty vessel.

[@baroodsarmy4544]

Just found your channel, will see what other songs you have but honestly just wanted to say thank you for expressing your feelings on behalf of all those struggling & the ones that have lost the battle with the mind - minute by minute, day by day, we will survive

[@skippymusic1]

thank you for listening! God bless you

[@NEVER-ly9ul]

"I'm tired of the paint that this life brings" "but ain't no body care about what I think" "they don't know the demons I'm fighting". That hit hard I have been struggling with school and some stuff I have going at home. I want to escape the pain so bad, but I know that my sisters need me. I have tried to talk to people about how I feel but that just made it worse. I feel like no one knows how I feel, they are so caught up on what I "need" to fee and not how I actually DO feel. Your music has helped me so much. Thank you!❤

[@CameronGoen]

You still here friend..? Just wanted you to know it should get better but I'm not sure yet and I'm 30 but I'm still fighting and you should too.

[@NEVER-ly9ul]

@@CameronGoen Thank you and i hope everything gets better.

[@theproudtransyuri]

@@NEVER-ly9ulI was going to check on you too, just know you are here, that it is better to keep going and enjoy what you have, what you get, than ending it now. You have something special, you have a life, you have time. So keep going, i care, and a lot of people care

[@NEVER-ly9ul]

@@theproudtransyuri Thank you so much you have no idea how much this means to me right now.

[@theproudtransyuri]

@@NEVER-ly9ul i have gone through it more than ones, i am still going through it right now, but i would not let it win, no matter what, untilk my last breaths, untill i wont be able to walk again, i will fight. Just like you

[@jaxsonadams2421]

Lost most of my family..Uncle is a drug addict, my brother has his own family to worry about, so i'm packing up where i am and going to visit him before things end. I've never done anything right an this song has been helping me plan shit out for the least horrific ending. I'm glad i found your songs, they've made me realize a lot..Stay safe everyone.

[@skippymusic1]

Things will get better brother, I know it may not seem like it now, but one thing I've realized this past year is that Gods timing is perfect, and I promise everything will line up better than you can imagine. Keep fighting

[@laurengardella9524]

I hope you're doing better and didn't go through with the plan friend. Life is painful, but it's beautiful in its own tragic way. We just need to find our people and they don't have to be family. ❤❤❤

[@TylerBurris-dv8pi]

@@laurengardella9524 find the savior of the world😇I had a dept of sin and asked with an honest heart for Him to wash them away and He did. He saved me and gave me peace, I almost took my own life before I got saved, now as a follower of God, life is hard, but I have a eternal hope to be with Jesus forever.

[@lizdestefano4905]

​​@@laurengardella9524 I'm glad you didn't go through it! Ive been going through some stuff and my whole life is one big sturggle but, took me here, is me saying "there has to be something good that comes from this pain"! Hope you find happiness and peace! I' hope it find it too The one thing, that i go to make myself happy is, watching Baby Penguins on youtube!

[@Tylerthedudsker]

I'm guessing you're gone... But if not... Try and fight. I know we don't know each other, but that doesn't mean I want you to die. Stay strong.

[@kadencerose]

ur songs bring me peace

[@skippymusic1]

truly means the world brother thank u

[@Ghost_Journal]

Your song kills my demons when i need a distraction. Thank you so much, stranger. You bring me peace. Such a comforting voice..

[@skippymusic1]

ur so sweet, and thank u for listening

[@Ghost_Journal]

@@skippymusic1 No problem, I always will.

[@lilaheart1094]

Holy shit!! Speechless!!! I've been sad, but never like this!! Song breaks my heart for him!!!! All jokes aside, I Wish I could give him a BIG HUG AND TELL HIM IT GETS BETTER!!!!

[@Wolffang022]

I can definitely relate to this. Been at Rock bottom lately and depression keeps rearing its ugly head. Keep up the great work with your music.

[@skippymusic1]

I'm proud of you for still being strong and not giving up! God & Jesus got you, trust them. And thank u for listening

[@Wolffang022]

No problem at all I'm glad for God and Jesus for giving me the strength to stay strong instead of giving up on life😊

[@D3ADLY_M0F0]

Thank You Skippy for keeping me alive for a lil bit longer.

[@TylerBurris-dv8pi]

Aye man , yur doing alright? I know one only way to true peace and everlasting peace, it is through Jesus Christ I promise you that. He saved me from suicidal attempts and He forgave me of all my sins and trespasses, I just had to ask Him to with an honest heart.

[@TylerBurris-dv8pi]

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[@D3ADLY_M0F0]

@@TylerBurris-dv8pi THANK YOU!!!

[@skippymusic1]

Give credit to yourself as well brother, you're strong af for not giving up. I'm proud of you! I'm rooting for you too, just know you got me in ur corner

[@D3ADLY_M0F0]

@@skippymusic1 Thank You So Much Skippy, your message means so fucking much to me your a fucking legend to me btw your music is the best i have ever listened to, Very Very Much Love Bro!!

[@MrSebby-gi9pq]

this music always bring me back to reality in hard times, after each attempt i would sit down and listen to skippy's music knowing how much pain people would be in when i'm gone, or knowing the fact the only person my sister would have left is my other sister since all of our family is pretty much all gone or abandoned us.

[@LilJayden]

Best song ever to deal and not think about the bad things thats happening! I love ur music keep it up

[@jasminekaur8056]

This song is amazing

[@skippymusic1]

And ur amazing! never forget that

[@ZGamingofficial889]

This song helps a lot, I’m going through a lot, love your music bro.

[@beecee8134]

Your song relate to me to so much. All the lyrics hit hard.

[@roxietransue8711]

I cant help but cry when I listen to ur music I wish it wasn't so relatable but it is and I hope your ok

[@travisnelson614]

Stumbled across this gem tonight and it hits hard.

[@rajivgurung3576]

It's 02:35 am Morning in Nepal . Listener from NEPAL. 🇳🇵

[@skippymusic1]

tysm for listening ur amazing

[@zoehayash7581]

Omg I’m from Nepal!

[@rajivgurung3576]

@@zoehayash7581 niceee

[@Emily-n2n5r]

I have a bad depression and your song can make me happy and make me feel numb so i cant feel anything thank you for making songs it really helps and school can make it very hard so thank you skippy ❤❤❤

[@maxm7198]

I feel that way when I get very low, we all can be just a short memory. ❤️ Not because we are bad but because everyone else is f.cked up. I will keep trying to fight until my limit runs out. That's all we can do and maybe it will be better than we thought. At least I hope that.

[@skippymusic1]

You're super strong never forget that! And the fact that you want to keep fighting is amazing and motivating for everyone else around u! Super super proud of you and I KNOW things will get better for you really soon

[@maxm7198]

I'm not strong. I wish could be and not getting down a lot, I appreciate you

[@Mikealcurtis9240]

This song is another one for 1# of all music.

[@skippymusic1]

tysm bro!

[@raskalru3800]

Just got out the mental institute for trying to overdose after 5 years of being sober. Too much stress on me. I was always taught to not show my emotions because I'm a man. So instead I gave clear signs that I needed help, but nobody seen them till it was too late. I find this song right after I get out and it's too relatable. Thank you

[@RelebogileMosetle]

I understand you, hugs. 💔

[@theproudtransyuri]

I hope you are staying strong, whatever is going on, I hope you managed to push through, I hope you will see this, I wish you the best you can ever have, a life. A hug from me, and someone close.

[@Deezy619]

❤❤❤ thank you for putting such deep heartache into a song❤

[@bobhienrichdebit]

Im always listen too your songs i love it and made me feel like im like that 😢

[@stanskzwithme]

I just love your songs so much. they are the only things that comfort me. I've been struggling w depression for 2 years and this makes me feel so so much better. tysm

[@daniel.rodriguez.m89]

I am going away tooo, leaving this life today. No matter what anymore. I have to leave . Thanks for this song. See you all in the other side

[@KaileyEatsTacos]

I love you, there’s so much to live for keep us updated I hope you’re doing ok and you’re still here with us. Let us know b4 ur dead and we’ll tell you things to do instead ❤️

[@rabbani1778]

Come on bruh, everything would be okay 🎉in no time

[@jonathanflores6879]

You have been reached as you responded, the world is better with you here brother. Stay.

[@littlepunch]

I've been right there with you but it'll get better, I cant promise it will but at least try. Promises can Be broken so at least just try no matter how much it may hurt or the pain you feel. You make a difference in this cruel world to those that you know or not. Hang in there buddy.

[@user-rv2dn9tu6l]

It's a permanent choice , that is made , while feeling sorry for ourselves, its only a temporary feeling it will pass, never give up

[@James-zc1kq]

I listen to this thousand times, i just wanna cry this pain out

[@KaileyEatsTacos]

I love you man, thank you

[@andrezcastaneda9232]

Damn Skippy!! I'm glad I've come across you. Thats the truth. I feel this song and a few other songs this one especially. I had to convince people I wasn't suicidal when making my will so they didn't have to worry. But one of these nights when I'm alone drinking they'll all figure out that was a lie

[@GreenedNGrinding-wq6qw]

Hey man, I can't tell you suicide ain't the answer, it's definitely a solution and many people reading this will get mad at me for saying this, at the bottom of a bottle I know id take myself out I reckon, but please hold on man, just a little longer, because you may not know me but I love you brother, and I wouldn't say that if I didn't mean it man, you've been strong for a long time I bet but you've got this

[@JackkNightmare]

​@@GreenedNGrinding-wq6qwthe pain doesn't go away man... Some things just scar you fir life and there is no restart button, Some nigha commented that his girlfriend kicked the bucket by overdosing herself with 10 paracetamols, i was like hell yeah, i took 15 and instead got the best sleep in months woke up the next day.... Again 20, nothing not even a slight stomach ache.... Not even god wants me god damn it, any tips?

[@musicoveru]

12:22 am falling asleep to the song u just released. i love you sm

[@domw8268]

Jeez Skippy, how do you only have 15k subs you make some fantastic music, this is one of those songs I can get stuck in my head for days

[@skippymusic1]

that seriously means a lot bro thank you!

[@myhuhable]

This giy sooths the soul should have way more views than this you are helping a bunch of peoples lives would like to take this moment and say skippy you are a legend dont ever stop uts hard out there for kany dudes res0ect from all of us ❤️

[@TylerBurris-dv8pi]

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[@skippymusic1]

thank you so so so much for writing this, genuinely means a lot. God bless you

[@myhuhable]

@skippy I just went through a bad break up you saved me

[@JustALonelyFreak.]

Been listening to you since "Suicide Letter" I love you're songs. ♡

[@skippymusic1]

tysm that means a ton

[@JustALonelyFreak.]

@@skippymusic1 no problem, Hope your doing well :)

[@mystictakeschances]

Love this, underatted

[@skippymusic1]

Tysm!

[@im_not_sure_what_to_put_here]

underated. And youre amazing.

[@skippymusic1]

thank u brother! Ur amazing as well

[@Not4Dey]

Been feeling this alot lately and I'm going to those pearly gates later in the week amazing song

[@skippymusic1]

thank u for listening! Also I know things may look extremely difficult and dark right now, but I promise things DO get better. Even when you 100% can't see how it will get better, trust me it will. Just hang on a bit longer brother

[@maxkruppa3716]

this hits hard..

[@JodyJacob]

I LOVE LOOOOVEEEE YOU GUYS WE BEED EACH OTHER. PLEASE DONT GIVE UPP!!! DONT LET THEM WIN. YOU ARE WANTED BEEDED AND IMPORTANT. I LOVE LIVE TO YOUR

[@stranger31477]

It's deep the following background dark and forest and that's all needed.

[@LisaWalker-w7l]

Everybody is loved by someone. Everyone has their bad days and good days. Don't end your life because of a bad day. Everyone is fighting. They should win their battle.

[@angelawilliams90]

Good stuff. Hits haard

[@Valerie_22123]

hey its all gonna be ok:) lifes gonna get better

[@skippymusic1]

ur so sweet thank you!

[@Valerie_22123]

@@skippymusic1 you’re welcome

[@muhammadwariskarim7468]

I can literally relate to this .... As a younger one in your family and all of your siblings left you to take care of their own family and you're the only one to support you're parents but you're not good enough and broke 😢

[@ingridemanuellez]

suas músicas trazem paz de uma certa forma, seu trabalho é incrível!

[@skippymusic1]

ly thank u!

[@beehalaique7998]

love from pakistan!!

[@skippymusic1]

thank u for listening!

[@HaleySundström-j4e]

Your music helps a lot! Dw, everything you're struggling with will disappear

[@kaylyhunter]

Skippy if you see this I’m praying for you I can relate to you’re pain💔 I hope not only but you BUT ALL OF US GET THROUGH ALL OF THESE FEELINGS YOU WROTE

[@TylerBurris-dv8pi]

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[@skippymusic1]

ur so kind thank you

[@jacobnordsick]

(P.S. this is an old song so dont worry bout the title, im good! ❤️) I don't care how old a song is because from my personal experience you never get over those feelings so I'll worry about anyone when they say this. I copied this from the description I really do hope you don't do it because I'm sure you help people

[@shellyculbertson1707]

I can relate to this song 🎶 tonight and Thank you for singing what my brain feels 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🎶🎶🎶

[@skippymusic1]

and thank u for listening

[@shellyculbertson1707]

@@skippymusic1 Glad I stumbled upon you loving your jams 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

[@Craftergirl]

This song makes me cry 😢 it reminds me of the night I tried to take my life. Everyone stay strong 💪

[@skippymusic1]

I'm glad you're still here! Keep going and i promise everything will work out for you

[@TylerBurris-dv8pi]

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[@TylerBurris-dv8pi]

I almost took my own life as well but now I’m here to help others and to lead them to Jesus who is the God of peace, He gave me peace and forgave me of my dept of sin, I just had to ask Him to with a honest heart. I seen my need for the savior of the world💙❤️💚💯✝️

[@Craftergirl]

@@TylerBurris-dv8pi thank you for the kind words

[@Its_Bahaa]

keep it upp man

[@El1ott._.S4nit]

Genuinely thought I was getting better. My life is now turning out like this song again

[@Hitman47_x]

Definitely needs to be on SoundCloud

[@skippymusic1]

I got u ill add it

[@musicoveru]

didnt realise you uploaded on yt too. i would message you on tiktok often telling you that i admire your music. deleted tiktok for a while though. im glad youre getting the recognition you deserve skippy. youre still insanely underrated though. im lowk excited to see u as my #1 played on spotify. anyways i love you music man please keep doing what you do youre the only artist i really listen to now. past few days have been quite rough but your music has been helping me a huge amount. all i can say really is thank you sm for doing what you do, other than all of that youre insanely talented. i also fall asleep to your music often. just thank you man. truly love you so much may God be with you

[@Deadandcold2]

Depression hurts especially when you know no one cares even if they find me hanging they will forget tomorrow and ik it Skippy your are the only person keeping me alive.love you Skippy.

[@Jadensgames_47]

This is the only song ive found that explains exactly how i feel im sick of this life the therapy and medication dont help shit im tired of just laying on the floor staring the ceiling hating myself at least the music pushes me through each day

[@Blood_Cult_]

From one stranger to another, big hugs

[@theproudtransyuri]

Hey, I’m checking in you, hoping you are holding on. Hoping you managed to live, to thrive as much as you can. I would love to hear from you, I care, I know it is worth my time. I just want to see that you kept fighting, the you will be thriving. Sending hugs

[@heilycicilia8089]

i relate to ur music so much

[@skippymusic1]

tysm

[@skippymusic1]

i feel u fr

[@marttins_999]

🖤🎶

[@skippymusic1]

[@angelawilliams90]

Damn bro!

[@Love4Bay2024-di]

Sometimes I think about how others would feel if I did give up and Ik that I would miss them even if they did hurt me

[@Nita-e9m]

Jesus is king ❤️ He saved me. I was suicidal for so many years. My life is hard today but I will still continue my life. I have daughter with my schizophrenic ex and our girl lives in a bad fostercare. But I will fight! Don't you young people given up, life is a beautiful gift. Everyday is a gift. 🙏

[@skippymusic1]

Jesus is king!!

[@jacobfrye-i3q]

Love you mate >333

[@skippymusic1]

I love you too brother!

[@ABloomAtMoonrise]

Legit what I’m feeling rn, this song describes what I been feeling lately so accurately. I had a very rough past 2 years; lost a family member very suddenly to cancer (she didn’t tell anyone she had it and just passed randomly not even a week after I saw her last), had a guy come out of an alleyway and follow me and attempt to āttack me/grab me (I got away unharmed thank God), then I had a stalker (stalker was a woman, not the guy from the alley) and she basically was very mentally ill and started making threats towards me and I had to report her and file an order against her through my university’s security to get her to stay away from me, then one day one of my classes got canceled and when I was waiting for my ride to pick me up a guy essentially ambushed me s-xually harassed me and then sa’ed me all whilst holding me at knīfe point (wasn’t r*pe, but was still scary tho ngl), and having so much fam drama and friend drama, going through health issues that nearly landed me in the er more than once and docs still can’t find what the heck’s wrong with me, and then top this all off with my now ex being abusive towards me throughout those two years and then finally ending things a few months ago through this insane argument that wasn’t even my fault nor worth having at all and was completely unnecessary…now I’m here tryna pick up the pieces and practice looking ok when I start my next university semester in a few weeks. I feel exactly like what this song is describing, and I feel as tho I can’t keep faking a smile and keep pushing forward anymore fr. It’s so flipping lonely and tiring to deal with what’s in my head all the time and constantly having everything that’s happened in the past couple years replay in my head on repeat constantly to no end. So yeah, idk, ik I’m just another stranger on the internet who’s venting here and ik no one will ever see this…so yeah that’s why I put this here, just to type this into the void of YT I guess Lol. Sorry ya had to put up with reading this comment, if ya did read it I’m sorry for wasting y’all’s time with it.

[@lilsad00]

bro should have atleast a mil on yt

[@TylerBurris-dv8pi]

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[@skippymusic1]

tysm

[@lilsad00]

@@skippymusic1 you too >3

[@TherenDusk]

Still wild being a suicidal person, telling other suicidal people that suicide isn't the answer, even though we don't believe it ourselves.

[@irisschulte4643]

Hey. I am also one of those too many tortured souls. I have been fighting non-stop for over 7 years, with at least a few brighter moments before that. I tried to leave, several times, was "upstairs" at the door, knocked, it even opened - but then something from behind pulled me back with incredible force - and I was back here at some point... I have a family, children - and yet this serious illness has eaten me up inside in all these years of fighting, so that I will go down this path again. The love for my children is there, has always been there, and yet... severe depression is a cruel disease! And why, after so many years of torture, all possible attempts of the medical art to make this matter at least bearable - Why are we not allowed to say, to explain, that it is no longer possible?!! It has become so unbearable?? Sometimes I describe severe depression as "cancer of the soul". Everyone who has cancer is allowed at some point - because it is no longer curable, no longer bearable - to say "I can't and don't want to fight anymore." And THAT'S OK!! For these people, who have undoubtedly also gone through limbo, life continues with DIGNITY! There is, for example, the option of a hospice. But for us - there is nothing!! People still have not UNDERSTAND that the serious, considered choice of suicide is the only thing that is still possible..... For all those who are dealing with the topic: Read carefully, listen carefully and pay attention here too!! It is not a whim - it is an ultimately fatal disease...

[@joshuacurler1993]

I fuckin feeling this 😢

[@theakhibam]

COLD BREV

[@skippymusic1]

ly bammy boy

[@NathanLewis-pe3mu]

My thoughts are killing me

[@hayleyvigliarolo7102]

I’m over all the pain I feel I have been feeling the pain since I was a very young child I’m now 38 and really feel I would be better off gone as I would not have to experience the pain and hurt I feel any more and no one would care if I was to end it all today 😢😢

[@Kanatio475]

God bless life is truly beautiful don't let yourself take it away from yourself you have people around you that genuinely care and love you you might find peace if you left but what about the people who you will leave behind sometimes the best thing is to move forward no matter hoe difficult and live with no regrets in your life enjoy the little moments in life I believe in you stay strong we all go through pain but we all have people around us just open your eyes your life is important take a deep breath and look around and someday you'll find what ever your trying to find God bless your soul

[@maxm7198]

❤️

[@skippymusic1]

[@MatthewHolman-vx8ue]

I dont even cry anymore. Im so numb. I hysterically laugh when shit is fucked up. I laugh hysterically at myself in the mirror and fucking tell everyone i am ok. I hate who i am. The only string I'm holding onto anymore is that of lying to myself and that string is slowly unraveling. When it all implodes on itself i will laugh and keep laughing. Sucide is my curse. It always has been sadly. There is never a day where i don't feel depressed or suicidal. Those of us that smile the widest are the ones who are the happiest about being set free from our pain and hurt.

[@Luci-sy6vi]

This song hits deep tbh. My uncle committed suicide over a year ago now, and even before that I've been struggling with my own suicidal thoughts. Its so exhausting trying to stay alive ..... The only reason I'm still alive is because i don't want my family to deal with any more death. Unfortunately i dont think that I'm strong enough to live a long life.

[@Respina-np6uk]

Hi I'm 11 turning 12 in intermediate. Last year i had a pet and i loved my pet so much but suddenly my mom said she had to go to Iran for surgery and to visit her parent's. I cried a lot since my mom did have some surgeries in the past which left everything fatal. Since my parents are divorced i had to stay with my dad for a while until my mom came back. But my dad said that he can't look after me either cuz he had to go on a trip with his new girlfriend so i had to stay at his sister's house. So the next day i packed my things and went in the car so my mom could drop me of at the subway so my dad could pick me up. When i was in the car with my mom, i cried really hard and i told her that i was worried about her and that i was scared if she wouldn't make it but she hugged me and said that Persian surgeon's are really good at there job. Then i saw my dad and i said a big goodbye to my mom and went into my dad's car and started crying. He asked me what was wrong and i said that i was really worried about my mom and that im stressed out. He hugged me and took me to his house. I stayed in the guest room by myself were i sneakily cried on the guest bed until my dad came in just to randomly check on my when he saw me crying. He gave me a hug and rubbed my shoulder and i started telling him i was worried. Then he told me that sleep will help so i went to bed. In bed my dad sat on a chair right next to me and rubbed my back while i slowly went to sleep. Then after a while he carefully left the room thinking i went to sleep but i didn't. I cried all night and felt really sick in the morning. My dad came in and said that he's leaving tomorrow so i have to go to his sisters house in 15 minutes. I said alright and got ready to go. My dad drove me there and gave me his extra phone that he didn't need. I said hi to my dads sister which i loved and hugged her witha heavy heart. My dad left so it was just me and her and her pet cat. I was still really sad and i was in her guest room for the whole time. I cried, coughed and listened to sad music. Until one day i found a song called "Wishing well" by Juice wrld. I was fascinated by his voice and his really heart warming lyrics that i started listening more to his songs. Soon i started getting addicted to his music until i wanted to be just like him even tho he took drugs i wanted to take drugs too. I started blasting this song out loud in the living room when my dad's sister was out. I had so much fun. Until one day i looked in the mirror. And i saw me but i looked so deferent. I had dark curves around my eyes and i looked so scary. Then time past and my aunt treated me so badly which made me sad. Everytime i was downstairs she'd be on call with my cousin and say lovely things about her loudly so that i could get jealous. She'd say "oh syah so your beautiful, your my favorite person" and then side eye me in every sentence. Then one day i got my period (again) and my aunt was telling me to hurry up to go to the shops. I kept saying no cuz i was too tired and the fact that she always goes by herself so it was the first time she asked me and i kept saying no then she said "im gonna tell your dad what a brat you are" then she threw off my blanket and say a pool of blood on the bed because i shedded. She freaked out and i ran to the bathroom as fast as i could. She was so angry but i was laughing in my head because she just got hit by Karma haha. When i was in the tolit she kept telling me to hury up but i couldn't i had to clean all that blood off of my body. After we went to the shops we came home. 2 days later i started getting depressed. I had rashes all over my body cuz of stress. Then my dad came back from his travel and came to pick me up. I was happy that I'd get out of my aunts place and go to my dad's, even tho his house is really boring, in fact it isnt even his house its his girlfriend's house. I went there cried, listened to juice wrld until my mom's sister called my dad and told him that my mom is back and healthy. My dad immediately takes me to her and i go in her car. In the car my mom tells me her story of what happened and i cry. But as soon as she finishes that topic she talkes about my pet. She tells me that she had to give away my pet rabbit because of the messy ness she has been bringing in the house and the fact that she has been distracting me from math. I screamed in pain and bagged my hed in the car hitting myself and asking for the death of me to god. My mom started crying cuz she said that i didnt cry much for her and im crying so much for my pet but it wasnt just my pet i gave my soul to my pet that she gave away. When we reached home i started bagging myself to the wall, hitting myself and crying so hard. My mom kept telling me to stop but i never did and i kept hurting myself. It soon became night and i told my mom that i wont sleep tonight cuz i feel so empty and dead right now but she offered me to sleep with her cuz of my sadness so i agreed. Some time past and i was still depressed. My mom was really worried about me but diidnt bother to ask. Soon it became 2024 and im till depressed still thinking of ways to kill myself. I'm being bullied at school and no one loves me. I wish i could just die 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

[@itsokayronotbeokay2383]

Hi, don’t do that. Try speaking to a school counselor or maybe ask your mom about getting into therapy i’m so sorry you feel this way. Just remember everything seems more intense when you’re a kid but when you’re an adult, things are so much more worse but on the bright side, you got strong enough to handle it. You just gotta make it through and have someone to talk to,

[@Itz_ya_gurl_lex]

I listen to this song an it helped me bc I was planning on taking my life on my 18th birthday but I didn’t and here I am 19 yrs old

[@StiveneSibomana-n6w]

❤️🤲

[@skippymusic1]

[@Danfas-fr8cf]

1.00 am here, I just tell myself it's ok, soon I will at peace up at God's gates

[@TylerBurris-dv8pi]

Through Christ Jesus and the forgiveness of sins He offers amen💙😇

[@TylerBurris-dv8pi]

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[@JodyJacob]

I pray you are still here on earth

[@LilSl33p_199]

Same only memory is my songs

[@beehalaique7998]

[@Dorissss4lifeeee]

Please don’t take you’re life, is not a game and please even if you see rain please keep trying for the rainbow❤ and if you ever feel like taking your own life just rest ur thoughts and get some fresh air…even if you think no one is here just make sure to check some motivation quotes and also make sure to check the comments we are all here for you..please take care💗

[@skippymusic1]

ur so sweet thank u for this kind message

[@Floppy-fi7vg]

everyone arounds me knows that im struggling to live but they just dont care

[@zaza777zzz]

The next lil peep

[@KrishnaKumar-it9wj]

4 days later i have my last chance to get govt. Engineering college in india. Others exam not gone well. Also this time i m not sure. 4 days i just want to fuck the whole syllabus and ace. But heart broken fully i don't know how but ya ....i have to do it

[@RachelMyers-gt1uz]

Listen it's hard to deal think of this a level in first of life's moment let's go with 9 lives then you find you're being missed by you're first moments but you are in your 3 rd moments and they are in ther first how well you get back to them when you lose count ? Don't do easy way out really it's the hardest way out rae

[@6NIGHT6RIDER6]

😢WHOOP💔WHOOP😭 WE THINK SO MUCH ALIKE

[@skippymusic1]

Thanks for always supporting bro, always love gettin ur comments

[@6NIGHT6RIDER6]

@@skippymusic1 And I always love hearing your voice, it's very comforting❤️ Please don't get upset with me I am not being mean but you said to me "bro"😔 I am not... BECAUSE Just to let you know I was born a woman my name is Brenda Christine...

[@Biffy-e1q]

my friend has been bullied at school about her hair and weight and its rlly sad i feel really bad for her and now shes depressed and shes masking it

[@connorfewer]

I love your music bro, we need u to help us get out

[@kultainenonni2401]

I hope youre soul will find it peace (not talkint about suicide) you deserve to feel good again. i know that hoping sucks especially when youre hopes cames crushing down again and again. You dont deserve the pain you are going through. take care bro🫶

[@skippymusic1]

thank u so much brother, I hope life is going amazing for you, you deserve it

[@KkKk-di9fh]

This so True I fell like I'm just a worthless person

[@KkKk-di9fh]

Same 💔

[@JackkNightmare]

​@@KkKk-di9fhsame, Some nigha commented that his girlfriend kicked the bucket by overdosing herself with 10 paracetamols, i was like hell yeah, i took 15 and instead got the best sleep in months woke up the next day.... Again 20, nothing not even a slight stomach ache.... Not even god wants me god damn it, any tips?

[@darknyx777]

Don't do it. Just dont. Everything ends eventually, so will your suffering. Please dont do it.

[@NathanLewis-pe3mu]

Waking up every morning not wanting to be here anymore

[@TylerBurris-dv8pi]

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[@TylerBurris-dv8pi]

I feel yah bro, I actually almost took my life before, but ever since i saw my need for Christ I asked Jesus with an honest heart to forgive me of my dept of sin and to cleans me and to take away the depression and He did, the Christian life has trials but I have a real hope, Jesus Christ, he is calling out to you my friend

[@JackkNightmare]

​@@TylerBurris-dv8pi i know meracles are impossible but only if God could erase 1 year off my brain I'd be happy again, Some nigha commented that his girlfriend kicked the bucket by overdosing herself with 10 paracetamols, i was like hell yeah, i took 15 and instead got the best sleep in months woke up the next day.... Again 20, nothing not even a slight stomach ache.... Not even god wants me god damn it, any tips?

[@justinlanglitz618]

You guys I almost needed it a few weeks ago 😢

[@MichaelDean-k2f]

I listen to this after a bunch of pills and see if I wake up in the morning

[@JackkNightmare]

Some nigha commented that his girlfriend kicked the bucket by overdosing herself with 10 paracetamols, i was like hell yeah, i took 15 and instead got the best sleep in months woke up the next day.... Again 20, nothing not even a slight stomach ache.... Not even god wants me god damn it, how did yours go, I mean i know I should help, but i can relate cuz I don't want to be saved at this point, so I hope you get what you deserve

[@ZAR911]

I hate my life

[@katherineguerrero8694]

Sorry to hear that. I do as well. I always encourage others to seek help. But I can't even do that. Hope you do

[@JackkNightmare]

Some nigha commented that his girlfriend kicked the bucket by overdosing herself with 10 paracetamols, i was like hell yeah, i took 15 and instead got the best sleep in months woke up the next day.... Again 20, nothing not even a slight stomach ache.... Not even god wants me god damn it, any tips?

[@DeniseRoloff]

💔

[@DashSpaceski]

Me too

[@sanilakhan8034]

@@JackkNightmare please don't do this,of all of a sudden something really bad will happen if you continue...... everything is going to be alright...please keep fighting...

[@Mykz987]

I'm depressed now😭

[@chelseabelayau2705]

hurmm... me too :)

[@skippymusic1]

Gods got you, Jesus has you, everythings gonna work out I promise. Keep going a bit longer

[@skippymusic1]

i promise things will get better soon, hang on a lil longer

[@Mykz987]

​@@skippymusic1we luv you ❤️😊

[@daniel.rodriguez.m89]

Im going away im done seriously

[@MajorasSkullKid]

My time is coming.

[@typical_kid_901]

Don't it will get better just try to get to know God he will save u