SkyDxddy - 7 Years [Official Music Video]

[@Nobody13138]

It's been 11 years since monsters ruined me and made my heart and soul break... Sadly in my case it's not getting better or happier. No one seems to understand or get, but you do Sky. Thank you for being our light in the darkness. I feel less alone now, also, I'm so sorry a monster hurt you. No one should have to go through that, ever. Love ya girl and thank you again.

[@reinetepes]

I was hurt by a monster and it's only been a couple years ago and Sky helped me feel so much better about myself. I hope things get better but if you want to talk, I'm great at listening

[@kristileone6157]

"I got a date with Cyanide" I feel just like this. I've never heard of her before. Great find!

[@tessatabatt9392]

How is this goddess not on the radio it really makes me wonder because she is above all the artists that I hear while driving every day… A collab with her would be a once in a lifetime dream come true for me…….Celebrities are fake, skyy daddy is the closest to real I know besides myself

[@Avafairies-n6v]

I agree with you nobody should have to go through this, but unfortunately life does it wants and people ask me why don’t you believe in God well, maybe I would have faith if there were signs I’ve had so much stuff it’s not Even funny like I know a lot of people say this, but I have SH and Sa and ADHD and dyslexia and depression and OCD but those are all disability people say but it can really damage you so to anybody wants to go through one of those will go through anything hard like getting hurt or abuse like I did I feel bad for you right you should never feel like you have to hide because people have water problems. Your problems mean you need help don’t just think about yourself because the biggest mistake everybody makes is looking for helping other people besides yourself, your mental health and well-being matters to

[@nikkimanuel8918]

💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 Big same.

[@xenisthename]

The fact that I still get panic attacks about him. I still take long hot showers to burn his touch and scrub my skin raw. You captured this beautifully Sky. Thank you❤

[@tiffanifurgason6583]

I still get panic attacks about my ex…..shit like abuse (any kind of abuse) doesn’t go away.

[@pinhead61187]

Please take care of yourself.

[@CombatMedicOps123]

I hope one day you get vengeance for what you have to endure.

[@Splintz246]

Trigger warning I was a child when my mother's bf made me give him pleasure and I remember feeling so dirty and washing my hands so long that my mother woke up and said stop waisting water. There are things that trigger me still....

[@LadyScaria]

I do the same thing. It was my own father he I I always think that it’s on me.

[@KaseyLiamVlogs]

As a man who was abused and psychologically tortured by a woman I really relate to this. She legitimately ruined my life and everything it could have been. I haven't seen her in 16 years but I still can't breathe when I think about her.

[@NoSteaks4ULuciferHellstarr]

I'm sorry man I imagine u haven't had a lot of support cuz it's always usbguys right

[@KaseyLiamVlogs]

@NoSteaks4ULuciferHellstarr I've given this account to my son since I made this comment but I wanted to reply and say there was a lot more support than I expected. My first abuser was a really bad person and never tried to hide it. However my second one isolated me and made me rely on her and then made it seem like I either made her do the things she did or actively participated in my own abuse, it was terrible and I'm still broken from it.

[@EMBYRR]

I am so sorry.

[@KaseyLiamVlogs]

Thank you

[@onekidonadisaster7504]

You're strong and never deserved that. I'm proud of you for getting up and taking steps forward no matter the challenge, you're wonderful for it!!

[@keebie7047]

This is one of my fav songs. Your music hits home every time. Your words help me become stronger everyday. 15yrs and my skin still crawls. It's not something you just get over like some people like to think. It scars you for life. The scar may get a little smaller but it is always there.

[@RoxanneRay-if4up]

U are stronger then u think ^^ we all are

[@Polaquiita]

This song hits different if you have trauma and PTSD. Love the message love the video love the true authentic talent.

[@nykkicrammer4233]

So true. Love her music .

[@rushnready]

yes and its been 7 years

[@gemstonejasper17]

I wrote a poem a few years ago called 7 Years with the same concept of how even if every cell is new, the trauma is still there. I always love your music❤

[@ayreannagonzalez1972]

I'd love to hear this poem. I'm writing a rap about how my grandfather messed me up basically same concept.

[@gemstonejasper17]

@ayreannagonzalez1972 It took me a while to find it, but I looked everywhere because I wanted to read it again. I believe I wrote this in late 2020, around the anniversary. It's about being SA by a friend of the family when I was 13 and how the pain doesn't go away. Some of the lines might not make sense to others, but they do in the context of my personal trauma. My main intention for writing this was for myself, not for it to make sense to others. Please be nice because I've never claimed to be a great poet or anything lol. 7 Years They say it takes 7 years for every cell to be replaced. My brand new body. A brand new body that can still feel his gaze. Brand new lungs that forget how to breathe When my brand new breasts remember his hands And my brand new mouth can't figure out how to scream When my brand new eyes somehow still see his face And my brand new nose can still smell his breath. My brand new legs can never be shown And my brand new wrists still feel his chains And my brand new ankles know they cannot escape Because my brand new heart is just as broken as the old. My brand new body. A body he has never touched. But it takes more than 7 years for my body to forget.

[@ayreannagonzalez1972]

@@gemstonejasper17 that was so good. You did amazing

[@hollywilson3994]

​@@gemstonejasper17I just read your poem and I think it's amazing. I'm so sorry for what you went through. I was SA by an ex when I was younger and he never touched me but my stepdad was obviously interested in me. He'd say ugly perverted comments towards me and make sexual innuendos when my mom wasn't around. He was driving drunk almost a year ago so yeah it killed her and I live with other family somewhere else now. Been trying to recover from my back getting broken in the crash since that nightmare occured. I can feel your pain to an extent but I believe what you went through is worse. I hope you're doing better.

[@gemstonejasper17]

@hollywilson3994 please don't diminish your own trauma or compare it to others. Each of us has different traumas, and it's like comparing apples to oranges. Sure, they're both fruit. But there's so many differences, and neither is inherently better or worse. What you went through and your trauma are valid, and you deserved much better. I don't know how old you are, but it sounds like you're still young. I'm an adult. It'll be 12 years this October, but I still find myself comparing my trauma to that of others. From an outside perspective, my mom went through so much worse in this area than I ever did. But that doesn't mean her trauma is any more valid than mine. We both have experienced things that never should have happened. There's no benefit to comparing the details. I hope you're doing well and are safe now. You deserve happiness and love, no matter what that little trauma voice in your head says. The fact that you are still here only proves how strong you are, and I hope one day you are able to love yourself the way you deserve to be loved. You're doing great💚

[@BrittneyHansen-ct7qs]

Down to the books, the mess, the nesting, the hot showers, breakdowns during doing dishes, the huge med stash. The video alone gave me the chills 😭 love skydxddy as an artist don’t care what anyone else says.

[@echololialolita8347]

🎉 Every seven years the cells in your skin renew. Love to be able to hear your take on it Sky!

[@vmiller6789]

Is this why after 7 years of taking a man's abuse or trauma, I finally walk away?

[@kendrahadley1181]

While this is scientifically proven, does that mean every 7 years your pain renews??? Just a thought.

[@ambermoore5171]

If that was true then I'd be fine

[@echololialolita8347]

@@ambermoore5171 the skin cells in your body renew every seven years. Your brain and body remember though.

[@BurnerBoy-mw7tx]

@@vmiller6789you should’ve been left

[@cortneymellas2133]

You are a goddess for this community. Most don't understand the connection that I have and that's fine but I know and I love your music.

[@NayaAlgrawi-xx7kv]

SHE NEVER DISAPPOINTS US❤🎉

[@TyranusMusic]

Ong

[@Avafairies-n6v]

Ik

[@BaronVonTomas]

This!! Facts! Every damn song is a banger AND it's so deep with her pain it's overwhelming!!

[@jfox82588]

Can’t wait. I absolutely love your music. You are a major inspiration and role model to me.

[@_clbprincess91]

I’m so shook!! I didn’t even realize I was holding my breath the entire video; literally speechless! This could have easily been a longer song but the pain it would take isn’t worth the risk. Thank you again for giving us your all…putting your heart, your vulnerability, your voice out there to echo those that don’t feel strong enough yet. 🫶🏼 #onelove #skydxddymusic #traumacore #breatheinbreatheout 💫💛💫💛💫💛💫

[@marsthebean13]

It’s been 7 and a half years since it happened to me. I remember hearing about the 7 year cell regeneration and just praying that when it hit 7 years the pain and memories would just stop. It didn’t, and i don’t feel new, I still feel dirty and shameful. I still feel like that scared 8 year old

[@Eg-uw5ss]

Don’t be ashamed, it was not your fault. I hope that one day heal from it. Be proud of yourself for surviving and that even though that horrible thing happened to you. You haven’t gave up. Don’t let that monster still your joy or smile . They stole enough from you don’t let them steal more. You are stronger than you know , sending you a virtual hug

[@Demi_Sukimata]

Yeah. Almost three years here, but I still feel like the same lost fourteen year old girl, even after so long. It isn’t your fault, you were just given a shitty hand in life, and I’m proud of you for making it this far. I hope you and everyone that has ever been through this gets better soon.

[@nicklopez6477]

I'm so ready for this you've helped me through so much during the healing process of my sexual harassments

[@WhatAtinyWorld]

Wow. The song by itself is so strong, yet with the visuals its a new level of power

[@KatlynWells-c9r]

I’m struggle with depression anxiety adhd and your music help I’m on a lot of medication

[@deadprettyy]

Hitting seven years in March. This has my soul screaming. Thank you for all that you do 🙏🏻

[@josephwillard5364]

So much pain and emotion in her voice you can feel the pain bleeding from her heart. Such a beautiful soul🔥🔥🔥

[@ErenDavis-uw8uk]

I absolutely love this. I always get the 7 years comment thrown at me. This song lets me know im not on my own on how it feels. Thank you sky ❤

[@serenitybuckmaster447]

It’s only been five years for me I’ve had it thrown at me a few times but the years I’ve had hasn’t numbed it at all and I have to work with someone identical to the assaulter visually

[@ErenDavis-uw8uk]

@serenitybuckmaster447 That's truly horrible I wouldn't be able to do that ever

[@jessicajohnston4557]

It's been over 3 decades, i can still feel hes hands and see hes face. The flash backs and panic attacks are still so real. I don't think you can fully get over what happened in your own mind. Its like your fighting a never ending battle.

[@taylorschafer961]

I still have nightmares about one of my abusers who gave me a scar on my face. It's been about 7 years. Thank you for speaking for us. I can't get through writing a song without crying and giving up. I am proud of you. Thank you.

[@sirenofdoom7033]

I also experience that but the scar is on my neck. I’m right there with you ❤

[@ShaneBlackheart]

I felt this one, as a survivor myself. I love your music and I relate to it, but this one just made everything stop around me (not in a bad way!). Thank you for singing so bluntly and honestly about this. It really helps to not feel alone with all this stuff in your head 💜 I was a teenager and so was he, and he ruined my life. I'm disabled because of the mental illnesses now.

[@erinelzey5153]

The body keeps the score book on the bedside table.....haunting

[@TananJess]

These songs need to be heard by more people, these are the types of things that describe the trauma that some experience that is never understood by most and this is something that will help so many get through an experience like this if they've ever been through and if you have I'm truly sorry nobody deserves or asks for abuse no matter what degree it is remember verbal abuse is still abuse and it can cause long term trauma also, that's why music like this is so important to be heard because it gives victims or even people that may otherwise not know what someone going through it is feeling or thinking a voice and an understanding.

[@crystalranee50]

It’s the countdown for me!! I’m writing a book about all of mine, I write, I have so many poems, stories, and songs!! You can sing them if you want! 40 years of writing…I’m 52 now. The PTSD, failed suicide attempts, crying out for help and no one helped me, I put new meaning to “self soothe,” I’m so proud of you all!! Each and every one of you, in case no one has told you that!!!!

[@marireyes3550]

I know one day I’ll hear a happy song g from you! Love your voice tho! Definitely love the videos where I see you smile!

[@Kitten876]

I relate to this song so much things like this should have more awareness and people shouldn't blame the woman like they do when it happens

[@ReaganDodge51166]

I love that people make music about their trauma. Trauma is so ugly and we can still create beauty. They can't steal art from us

[@thedoctor_loves_marvel]

THank you for making this kind of music. It heals a lot of people.

[@MelissaWamsley-k3u]

This song still gets me the lyrics and the video 😭😭😭😇❤️✨🙏🥳

[@mimaflaherty7584]

Hitting 7 years in January you did a great job of portryaing exactly how it feels to be abused

[@Princess.Cornwell17]

I feel safe and understood on this channel, this song just became so true, when i was 10 my them new step cousin who was 17 sa me for weeks every weekend when he'd visit and i just turned 17 on july 19th and i can still feel everything he did to me... remember every word every look every facial expression every breath he breathed......

[@richidraykat]

That sent shivers down my spine. Its been longer for me but I still remember. You are stronger than you think

[@Princess.Cornwell17]

When I was 10 my step cousin would sa me when he'd come over to visit.. this july was 7 years since that happened... Today I was watching shorts and got really triggered ny a certain video and this song helps me so much.... All of skydxddy's songs help me... I feel safe and understood on her channel... Her and her music always make me feel safe..

[@drawinglover7981]

This is a masterpiece. But so heartbreaking to even see a child part of this as a survivor. Thank you for what you’re doing Sky. My innocence was also taken advantage of, but thankfully it wasn’t in a violent way. I wasn’t taught about consent or anything of that matter. Therefore, bc I didn’t know any better, I allowed him to touch me. Never again.

[@IdaF5]

Anybody else bawl like a baby because of all the flashbacks this song triggered? ...

[@kendrahadley1181]

Ya, sent me into panic attack because it hit home sooooo much❤

[@noRanchnoService]

Yes 😢😢😢😢😢

[@forgewolfgames]

I ended up crying myself to sleep last night while listening to this on a loop, it's not even been a year since I was assaulted and day before yesterday my attacker had shown up out of the blue to my place of work wanting to "talk" and when I didn't leave with them they they disappear. It's really messed with my head and this song helped bring a little comfort. Also interesting fact you skin cells actually renew every few weeks and not 7 years however other cells can renew in about 7-10 years

[@TheBayouBabe]

Its been over 10 years since I last saw my monster!!!!🙌 Cant say that im fully healed but im so much better. I have my own place, live on a farm, my son is good and i now have a daughter. Took a while to heal but DAMN am I a strong ass woman now!💜

[@Ashley-p7t2p]

I love this song!!

[@CheyKellyxo27]

The fcking goosebumps i had through the entire song. Ugh you deserve do much more recognition than you get. You are killin it. Dont you dare stop doing this. You are amazing and have no idea the people you have pulled out of complete darkness. Thank you for doing what you do.

[@JenniferNail-iu6oq]

Agreed, always haunts you.....not something many understand.....there isn't a day that goes by that I don't think I see him somewhere or that he isn't trying to find me.

[@sierrasanders4223]

One of your biggest fans!

[@Demon_Scarlett]

Sky I have no words you did such an amazing job in this video, and God this song hit me so hard

[@sierramarsh5738]

Thank you for everything you do to be a voice for people like us who are dealing with trauma that will never full heal.

[@RoxanneRay-if4up]

Its been at least 8 years sense the monster ruined me but I am stronger and I love ur songs Skydxddy they are so true and good

[@jessicamayotte8904]

It's been almost a year... one year since someone took me away. Away from the yelling. The threats. The stalkers. The abusers. The enablers. My whole life I knew nothing but heartache, abuse, ect. To the point I was ready to give up and meet my beloved mother once again but one soul stood up and became so much more then my boyfriend. My shield, my shoulder to cry on, the light that chases my fears away, angel, and finally fiancé.

[@TheCody_Says]

This is a completely unbiased opinion about this song. I feel like the music world needs a change because you have some really awful music in the mainstream clouding up our radios and undeservedly winning awards. And then, you have songs like this that fly under the radar due to the VERY talented artist not being mainstream. I know Sky is more interested in delivering her message and helping people speak their truth and making traumacore more talked about. But she is being robbed because again, a completely unbiased opinion, this is a Grammy worthy song. Yes, I said a GRAMMY worthy song. The absolute power in her lyrics, you can hear the small tremble in her voice, the flow in her rhyme sync up PERFECTLY with the beat, she shows off the talent in her singing voice as well as her skills as a lyricist. There are rappers who just rhyme words and have no meaning, this song has a story with advanced rhymes that put it at a high level. Thank you for the honor of being able to listen and vibe to such an amazing song. I know it wasn’t easy to write or perform, but as a fan I very much appreciate you allowing us to hear it. It was an honor.

[@MikaelaAdamsson-k8e]

Would love to hear HALSEY and SKYDXDDY together 💯❤️💯😮

[@abbigalgrave1883]

I was so excited for the song and it didn't disappoint! little odd thing I wanted to add; I was tapping my fingers as I listened to the song and then it shows you doing that and my brain just went "Same, Sky, same." 💜

[@silentshadow2957]

YES QUEEN. I love you, your music has helped and continues to help with my SA. I don't know what I'd do without it. You're amazing, you're strong as FCK. You fight for everybody when you make music, you really do. People like me who stayed silent and didn't have a voice. Thank you. I love you.

[@Angeljen406]

This is a master piece I am in love with this girls creativity! It’s so sad and such a shame to have had to go through all you have! Love u sky ❤ u always have a friend in me !! Us survivors need to stick together

[@NevaehHarris-o5w]

I love your music u have heloed me through so much this song really spoke to me

[@E.O.15]

SKY YOU ARE AMAZING I LOVE YOU!!

[@lissm8528]

It’s been 7 years exactly this month since I got out and this this cuts deep like it was only yesterday. Everything I struggle to say in one song. Mine was alcohol… I’m 3 and a half years sober now 💚💚 absolutely love this song! Smashed it!!

[@Starwishpony]

This song hits all the right feels. Thank you for giving those who are too scared to speak up. ❤

[@Tigresss92]

I love the details in your clip like the names of the medications and books you got there. "The body keeps the score" is one of the most recommended books on CPTSD forums. Your music hits hard again, like always, I admire the strength you manage to put in your words, can't wait to hear what more is coming.

[@strangekitty2505]

My mom and I have been listening to you for a long time now, I cant wait to show her this song. Thank you for your music, its helped me a lot

[@johnsauce7369]

You're one of the realest artist out right now Skydxddy and this song is really deep. I applaud you for sharing your story to the world because theirs probably some woman in the world that's going through the same thing that really needs to hear this as well 💯

[@jaimiemoore-n9f]

The imagery of this video is wild. I love the song too though. So sorry you had to experience that.

[@sourpatchstrawberry]

i definitely think this is one of your best songs yet

[@pancake4599]

Omg my heart I love this so much I'm proud of you for creating music you love and people can relate to

[@mariahspalace3782]

I may not have been through the exact same things but I’ve done things I’m not proud of when I had no other choice and it still haunts me today. Her music is so empowering and it’s helping me heal all of my trauma. Emotional and physical.

[@jamie1249]

Seeing them when its someone else, the panic. Not being able to remember all the details, but the feelings are still there🖤❤️

[@amberharshbarger8313]

Oh sweet girl ♥️ So proud of you for bearing your heart, and helping others heal. Especially about SA. I went through it too, and am still healing. There is Light... for all of you. Sending healing and relief to everyone who listens to this.

[@spookyanimecatloving101]

AWESOME 😎 you go girl💜💜💜, I hate those type of monsters 👿, you deserve better than that, you go girl 💜💜💜

[@chinothepony]

Wow, Tom Macdonald led me to Dax, and now it has led me here with you. Amazing voice and lyrics. All those people who have the courage to talk, sing, write, show their trauma is putting the harmony back into the world. Thanks for taking us out of the darkness of our struggles. To know that we are not alone.

[@thaishaylarichardson]

GIRL YOU SLAYED THAT WHOLE MUSIC VIDEO I BELIEVE YOU WILL GET THROUGH IT GO OFF GIRL WE LOVE YOU ❣️❣️

[@jerriccaleeledesma]

18 years since it happened. 6 years since I last seen him. He's my uncle. I'm 28 now and still struggle

[@cassscibienski9461]

so happy I discovered her recently. it's only been a yr, but I think no matter what, it feels like so recent

[@lilbeast6274]

Thankyou for the messages you put out an speak out for the people who cant or dont have a voice to do it. It's been 10 years for me an I still haven't recovered... It stills a very deep wound within even if it isn't visible anymore. Still when I see him or someone has the same name as him or even the name of the town he lived or still live in I go into panic attacks and shut down.

[@miswander893]

The little things like body language and the coping mechanisms really got me. I felt like I was watching myself. Thank you for making me feel seen ❤

[@Ferrarigirl24]

I love you skydxddy... Your music speaks to my heart♥️♥️♥️

[@marissaclifford4882]

This is the best, most heartbreaking and realistic music video I've ever seen. You're such a genius.

[@serenitybuckmaster447]

I’m sobbing thank you, I never knew other people struggled with scrubbing at themselves, I made myself bleed trying to free myself from his touch a couple times and felt crazy and alone

[@DeborahConnelly-j9s]

Fantastic not only females but also guys can relate to this we are blessed this lady sings what we have gone through even if if we still dont say it out loudxxx

[@katbreitbeck8814]

omg im loving this newest song. its my new therapy song atm! we love you sky! dont ever forget that!

[@Rosie_Gates]

This is one of the best songs I listen to. It’s been a year since and I’m only 14. My skin still crawls I’m glad someone gets it.

[@lyssmac9285]

like all the facial expressions made, i can relate to. like staring at urself in the mirror and then just breaking down curling up on the ground. all the intrusive thoughts racing inside ur head. it's disgusts me to the bone that these fckn creeps we encountered will forever be with us mentally. listening to ur music is my escape from all of it.

[@helloPiper21]

No because you are literally so inspiring all I want to do is sing your songs all day everyday because I'm really good at singing your songs I'm excited to sing this one next 😁

[@greenday3091]

Dude. This song and video are SO good. This is definitely my new favorite!

[@MarissaFlier]

I love this. This song is right on. Exactly how I feel. People tell you that you should be over it but it stays with you.

[@Amanda-b5k]

Holy shit....... It just keeps getting better and more real

[@noandno8707]

While I haven’t been through an event that this video portrays, I have ptsd from another type of event that occurred in my home. Ended up in a psychiatric unit, then transferred to inpatient rehabilitation. The number one thing rehab taught me was to change everything around you to help ease the pain from the event. Whether it was changing the furniture around, showering a different bathroom, etc. I personally bought another home in a different city and it felt so much better. The nights are still stuff but I don’t find myself medicating near as much.

[@PvP_server]

SkyDxddy - 7 Years is a great song I love it

[@Saraminka]

Listened to this after the live stream... my heart broke. again. Such an amazing thing you do Sky. Thank you for being our voice!!!

[@megapixelsthelegendaryrapp5996]

This song is so strong and really hits the feels My heart goes out to you and you're a lovely singer and your words are so strong. Your music empowers me and all of us. I deal with ptsd. Myself and trauma myself And your songs have helped me get through all of the hardships of life. I praise you sky.

[@bluejay9323]

This is my new favorite ❤️ I love the way you portrayed everything in the music video- it’s perfect- sad but perfect ❤

[@bethany2489]

Oh my goodness... this is AMAZING! We love you Sky!!!❤

[@LilMissKitKatzz]

This is so heartbreaking but true, I’m so sorry you’ve been through that & are still suffering from the ptsd of a night… your pain is felt through the lyrics & captured by your pain. I’m grateful you were able to make this video to be others to be able to relate to your terrible trauma. This is truly beautiful of you to have done. You’re so gorgeous & you have a wonderful voice! This song/video will be on repeat! Thank you for sharing this🙏♥️

[@marumichanee]

I'm lucky and glad I've never had to (so far) experience assault like this before, but your message, emotion in your voice and visual aid from the music video made me cry for you and for all the girls who has to go through this pain even many years later. This world fucking sucks for us women and I just want to tell everyone in the comments who had to go through this that you're not alone, and I'm proud of how far you've come.

[@hoperainwater3620]

Just feelings chills throughout my body

[@XxMyStoryLinexX]

This hits deep and I definitely relate to this! You are amazing sky thanks for amazing songs that help me heal and express myself!

[@Scarlit01]

It's been almost 14 years since I walked away from a narcissistic violent abuser who tried to kill me. I feel every single word of this. Thank you Sky. 💜🖤💜🖤

[@That_girls-mystery713]

This song is probably one of the most relatable songs I've heard in a while. Thank you sky! Love you!❤😢

[@collinhenry4714]

I'll be honest, I didn't know what I was about to see or listen to. Extremely talented. Literally at a loss for words. Amazing job!

[@AbriannaMiller-e4z]

0:12 I love your music ❤❤❤

[@ViviIsHere0]

Your music makes me feel safe. So much goes on in my life. And I always feel alone. Then I temper that other have (sadly) gone through this to You all are strong.

[@SkyDxddy]

Manifesting that this reaches the people it needs to❤️‍🩹 share if you can relate! Let's start unpacking this trauma so we can finally heal. xx Available everywhere: skydxddy-traumacore.lnk.to/7Years Lyrics: Intro] Once upon a time I lost my mind [Chorus] It's been seven years since I saw you Wonder what poor soul you moved onto Ooh tell me why do I still feel you They told me that this skin would be brand new But that’s not true [Verse] I still feel you all around me Pull the trigger heart is pounding I can't take this part of life My mental health has been declining Horror movie on rewind I can't go out with you tonight I got a date with cyanide Talk about social suicide Oh [Chorus] It’s been seven years since I saw you Wonder what poor soul you moved onto Ooh tell me why do I still feel you They told me that this skin would be brand new But that's not true [Verse] Mеdications my new best friend Oxys mixеd with shots of captain Couch hoppin' by seventeen My body used as currency Drugged up every single day And nothin' makes it go away Drugs just help temporarily And honestly it's scaring me [Chorus] It's been seven years since I saw you Wonder what poor soul you moved onto Ooh tell me why do I still feel you They told me that this skin would be brand new But that's not true [Verse] Fuck your family you know you robbed me Called your slaughterhouse a party Told the boys "yeah she's so naughty" Rip my former body Golden boy fueled by achievements Looks are so god damn deceiving I’m the proof yet you believe him They see an Angel I see a demon It’s been seven years since I saw you Wonder what poor soul you moved onto Ooh tell me why do I still feel you They told me that this skin would be brand new But that's not true [Outro] I am the monster you created Come and watch me feed You can run But you can’t hide from me 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, run Once upon a time

[@unknown-xw3gb]

im only 15 but i understand this and thank you for helping others feel loved

[@leostephen491]

The fact you went through real panic attacks during this video is amazing how you were able to keep going I love you and thank you for everything you have done for us it’s been 10 years nearly 11 years since my abuser hurt me 🥺

[@GamerPurrincess]

13 years here... And the feeling has never went away. I still feel him, have nightmares, and panic attacks constantly.. This song is absolutely amazing, Ive never found anything that I can relate to so much regarding what happened to me.