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SkyDxddy - "Why me" (Official Music Video)

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SkyDxddy

SkyDxddy

Жыл бұрын

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Like all of my music, this is a song that should not exist. But the hard fact is that so many people suffer from the aftermath of Sexual assault. Please SHARE this with every survivor you know, and even those who arent survivors so they can finally start to understand what its like. Educating ourselves on this subject and spreading awareness is the only way for us to make a change. SPEAK UP. Were listening.
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Video By: Traumacore Productions
Written and Produced By: SkyDxddy
LYRICS:
There Was a Time When I Was Young and Innocent
That Was Before I Let Everybody Get in My Head
Before the Trauma All the Lies and All the Pain
Before I Hurt So Bad I Had to Change My Name
Before Manipulations Cracked Fundations
Moments That Would Test My Patience
Prayers to God to Take It All Away
Before I Felt All of the Self-blame Eat at Me
Before I Felt the Devil Crushing Me
And Nobody Could Hear Me Scream
Before I Asked God
Why Me?
I’ve Been Loyal I’ve Been Patient
I Said Hallowed Be Thy Name
I Didn’t Asked to Be Apart of This Wicked Little Game
There was a time when i had no doubt in mind
Thought that i was chosen
wouldnt lose no hope in you
then i got older thoughts turned into boulders
world fell on my shoulders
the thought of death became kinda comforting
i wondered when death was gonna come for me
I’ve Been Loyal I’ve Been Patient
I Said Hallowed Be Thy Name
I Didn’t Asked to Be Apart of This Wicked Little Game
Every Man of God I Ask Said That I Should Be Ashamed
So I Had to Tell Myself That I Am Not the One to Blame
I Am Not the One to Blame
I Am Not the One to Blame
I Am Not the One Who Should Feel Shame
There Was a Time When I Was Young and Innocent
#whyme #religioustrauma #sa #traumacore
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This is more than a song. This is more than just my story. This is more than music. #traumacore

Пікірлер: 764
@SkyDxddy
@SkyDxddy Жыл бұрын
Let’s change a survivors life today…I know this song has the power to open dialogue and inspire more survivors to come forward about their experiences. LIKE, COMMENT, AND SHARE with all of your friends and family. This is music BY SURVIVORS FOR SURVIVORS . I appreciate you all more than words can describe. NOW on all streaming platforms⬇: ffm.bio/skydxddy
@andrewmartin1981
@andrewmartin1981 Жыл бұрын
#thisismorethanmusic 🖤
@andrewmartin1981
@andrewmartin1981 Жыл бұрын
I truly do believe that together, we WILL get through this...#traumacore
@kristianbrown6381
@kristianbrown6381 Жыл бұрын
🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 Ladies and gentlemen, get ready to be blown away by the premiere of Skydxddy's latest music video! This rising tramacore artist has been making waves in the music industry with her powerful vocals and intense beats, and her latest single is no exception. After being featured on Sirius she used our synergy to drop another soul banger!!🎉🎉 In this inspiring music video, Skydxddy tackles the difficult topic of surviving rape. With a tramacore heart with a coffin nail upbeat perspective....Skydxddy takes us on a journey through the pain and trauma of such a horrific experience, but also shows us the strength and resilience of those who refuse to be broken. Skydxddy managed to beat back many mental demons that we all see everywhere! The video begins with Skydxddy pleading for a truth answer where all souls go alone in a dark alley if time lost, looking out into the distance with a determined expression her soul rap shines light on the importance of curing mental traumas. As the beat drops, she starts to rap about the harsh reality of rape and the devastating effects it had on her life personally. In the midst of this darkness, Skydxddy is a glimmer of hope in her lyrics, as she reminds us that survivors are never alone and can find strength in each other. As the video progresses, we see Skydxddy in different settings, each one symbolizing a different aspect of the journey of surviving rape. From the cold and dark feeling of being powerless after with a wise and fiery intensity in a mental-defense class if her own she shows us the ups and downs of the healing process, but also the fierce determination that keeps survivors going. Throughout it all, Skydxddy's music drives the message home with its intense, tramacore beats and her powerful voice. The music video ends with Skydxddy with a sense of triumph and hope. She has shown us that surviving rape is possible, that healing is a journey, and that no matter how dark things may seem, there is always a light at the end of the tunnel. So sit back, turn up the volume, and get ready to be inspired by Skydxddy's powerful new music video. This is a story of survival, of strength, and of hope, and I am honored to watch her impact over the years! I look forward to a collab one day!🎉🎉🎉 ❤❤❤❤
@jacobmcbride6733
@jacobmcbride6733 Жыл бұрын
You did a great job with this song man seein the pain in ur eyes is heart breaking keep doin what ur doin
@ambergarza8331
@ambergarza8331 Жыл бұрын
Your music inspires me, I to have dealt with SA most of the 44yrs that I have been alive, and still have not overcome some of the effects of abuse that I've dealt with, I encourage you to keep singing trauma music to heal, I write poetry to get the pain out of me, love you, love your music
@MissyCremitoria
@MissyCremitoria Жыл бұрын
Someone like this comment so It will send me the notification to come back, I didn't know I was so early (30 hours). I am easily distracted so If no one helps me I won't hear this song for a while. Thank you for your patience. Love SkyDxddy 's music.
@ShadyGal
@ShadyGal 10 ай бұрын
Psst hey come back and listen to this masterpiece
@teslamarie6692
@teslamarie6692 9 ай бұрын
Hey come back!! ❤
@latoshamathis5854
@latoshamathis5854 9 ай бұрын
Come back
@xmikeyx270
@xmikeyx270 9 ай бұрын
Pssst you gotta come back
@josieolson3479
@josieolson3479 9 ай бұрын
Get back here yo.
@mxnty_02
@mxnty_02 2 ай бұрын
I was abandoned by my mom and when I got adopted I was neglected and abused, I’m a SURVIVOR. ❤
@pookumscheekels
@pookumscheekels 3 күн бұрын
Thank you for sharing.*hugs*
@JustJenReacts
@JustJenReacts Жыл бұрын
DAMN THIS WAS POWERFUL....."WHY ME" PLAGUED ME FOR YEARS...IT STILL DOES.
@missgalaxia14
@missgalaxia14 Жыл бұрын
To all the survivors of any kind of abuse reading this: You're still here, you survived, and I'm proud of you. It won't be easy, sometimes it might get unbearable, but please know that what happened to you wasn't and will never be your fault. I am sorry that this world has been cruel but I hope you can be the hope and happiness you need. I'm proud of you.
@KSTaurusQueen_30
@KSTaurusQueen_30 3 ай бұрын
Thank you so very much i needed to read this
@summercutter4961
@summercutter4961 2 ай бұрын
Thank you... I needed that
@jessedion16
@jessedion16 11 күн бұрын
needed this❤️‍🩹 thank you
@candiceparr9514
@candiceparr9514 Жыл бұрын
I'm a child sexual abuse SURVIVOR and this song really hits home. My abuse started at the age of 5. I blamed myself for years. I absolutely love that you put out these lyrics that others have lived through and struggled with for years.
@terrencekamisato3854
@terrencekamisato3854 7 ай бұрын
Hope you're okay now candice....
@jillalexandra9269
@jillalexandra9269 6 ай бұрын
I hope better time find you! My sister name oddly enough is candice and we were both groomed and abused by our grandmother
@chantelleatkinson543
@chantelleatkinson543 5 ай бұрын
Am so sorry to hear that hope your doing ok and i am to groomed around 8 then SA abused at 11 by a long family friend then my first ex used to constantly do it to me or i be dead it's heartbreaking hearing everyones stories of it to i wish i had the strength to report it i cant do it
@kelcycalahan1555
@kelcycalahan1555 4 ай бұрын
Mine started at 3, and I had my guard up for years, trusted the wrong person and my daughter got hurt because of it. We both hurt still
@ShelbyRoberts-bg4hr
@ShelbyRoberts-bg4hr 4 ай бұрын
I am a sexual abuse victim.
@LifeAsLaura
@LifeAsLaura Жыл бұрын
I know this wasn’t easy to make but the message is so worth getting out there! I’ve been blaming myself since I was 8 years old when my first assault happened and still am after my last one almost 2 years ago. I’m working on it.. I found you on TikTok and let me just tell you that your music has helped me so much 😭❤️
@sammysloth1117
@sammysloth1117 Жыл бұрын
same listening to this made me cry
@SkyDxddy
@SkyDxddy Жыл бұрын
it was never your fault. appreciate you , and sending you love and light
@LifeAsLaura
@LifeAsLaura Жыл бұрын
@@SkyDxddy thank you so much 🥹❤️🙏🏼
@DeLisa-cs6cr
@DeLisa-cs6cr Жыл бұрын
@LifeAsLaura: MUCH Appreciation for This Comment 💯 my Lyrics are for All people.. Struggling to Bring Out Powerful Beings for Generations ✨🤔🧐
@kelliguidry5418
@kelliguidry5418 Жыл бұрын
This song is by far the most heartfelt and truth i ever heard I'm 34 and got hurt as a young child i still deal or try not to deal thank you for this song
@roseeinlove
@roseeinlove Жыл бұрын
As a survivor, this song means so much to me❤
@gothic_angel
@gothic_angel Жыл бұрын
I'm a DV survivor whose been abused in every way possible. Your music makes me feel less alone. Your so brave I admire you. Your a beautiful person. Your music is amazing 💜
@plxnet._.darkroom3336
@plxnet._.darkroom3336 Жыл бұрын
Im so sorry😢 u didn't deserve that
@madisonzepp91
@madisonzepp91 Жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry you've been through that I stand with you as a victim of DV myself
@gothic_angel
@gothic_angel Жыл бұрын
No one deserves DV it happens to women and men. I stand with you too Madison and any DV survivor. Through our trauma we support one an another
@rianholloway8986
@rianholloway8986 Жыл бұрын
Same
@superpsychomomplansandsaves
@superpsychomomplansandsaves Жыл бұрын
i agree ,
@stephinwy
@stephinwy Жыл бұрын
When I first heard this song, it resonated with me in a different way, not as a DV survivor, but a a 2X breast cancer survivor. Cancer ravaged my life at an early age, 47. I was in a fairly new relationship, recently ending a 25 year marriage. And it didn’t tiptoe into my life with a little warning…Stage 1 or II, it was out the gate Stage III in one breast and Stage IV in the other, despite having had a mammogram 11 months prior. Cancer took everything I knew and held to be true and threw it out the fucking window. I lived in a body that was no longer mine, that I no longer even recognized. Every single day was filled with more pain than I knew was humanly possible to withstand, nausea that started at my toes and ended in my soul, and every tiny microscopic hair on my body disappeared along with more and more scars after each of 7 surgeries. I was not able to reconstruct, we tried 3 times, 3 times my body rejected them and I became septic, and at the time, my life became more important than some tits. So, here I am now, my body a road map of scars, the man from that new relationship gone because my cancer was too much for him to handle, a head full of hair (thank God) but no eyebrows or body hair to speak of (weird right?), liven my best fuckin life, screaming “FUCK CANCER” at the top of my lungs and garnering strength from your song that has nothing to do with surviving cancer, but hit my heart in all the right ways! Thank you, much love💕
@lalarempel4350
@lalarempel4350 Жыл бұрын
This song resonates on my soul. Impossible not to cry if you're empathetic 😢
@maggihatesyouxo
@maggihatesyouxo Жыл бұрын
This is so so powerful.. healing is hard as hell.. how do you even do that? Almost 30 years of trauma including SAs and I have never found the answer.. all the love and respect. Xx
@DreamChuckie
@DreamChuckie 11 ай бұрын
@lajonesrender
@lajonesrender Жыл бұрын
I love you! This song is amazing you can feel the pain through the screen.
@xenagoldwolf7907
@xenagoldwolf7907 Жыл бұрын
Nothing but the best for everyone and stay strong, thanks for the understanding and amazing music/art you make
@kirstencorl3792
@kirstencorl3792 Жыл бұрын
I can relate to this so much. My father is a priest, and when I told him he didn't believe me, because of the way I dressed. At 15, I believed him and I still ask God why me. I didn't seem to get an answer. It hurts forever. I stuck around for others, but never for me. Now I have been diagnosed with PTSD from another traums, because I never learned to cope with the big ones like this in a healthy manner. This right here was the start of my own personal hell. And everyone still thinks I'm the happy, funny girl that says what she thinks. They wouldn't want to know what I think, if your in my head, it's s pretty scary place. Thank you for being a voice that makes sense to me.
@ashleybrandeberry2193
@ashleybrandeberry2193 Жыл бұрын
Inside my head is terrifying. But I’m the happy, fun girl!
@rosemaryclifford6720
@rosemaryclifford6720 9 ай бұрын
I have been raped by ones who are beyond the law, leaving me with no access to justice for what they have done and sometimes still do. I have only been able to share this trauma with one or two people, and I can't afford counselling services. It has made me such an angry, tearful and at times, bitter and devastated by hopelessness at the unfairness of my situation. I also have ADHD so emotional dysregulation and feeling emotions extremely deeply means that for the past year or two, I wake up and immediately start crying, wishing I hadn't woken up.
@LilOne_MelaKnee
@LilOne_MelaKnee 8 ай бұрын
Silently screaming
@sarajackson5131
@sarajackson5131 Жыл бұрын
I suffered 30 years of trauma and this song sums it up for me going through the rape at 15 then 2 dv and the healing and recovery is so hard ❤ please you are a voice to us women who have been through alot ❤️
@kellimorton6916
@kellimorton6916 Жыл бұрын
That gave me chills. You are such a warrior and a true inspiration. Love your music
@thedarkluna9455
@thedarkluna9455 Жыл бұрын
As a survivor of SA this song hits hard. The devil is after us all. Sadly that wont change. Survivors are the only ones that can help others that have gone through this. You said why me. Maybe one answer is so you can help other girls that have suffered that hell to not only find their voice but to help them heal. Keep your head up. In the middle of the word broken is also the word ok and thats where we can get to. Not perfect or unharmed but damn it all if we cant stand together and heal the brokenness to learn to be ok again.
@dustinparr6795
@dustinparr6795 11 ай бұрын
I legitimately didn't even know that Traumacore was a musical genre. I learned something new today, thank you for the education. I grew up around drugs, guns, police raids, domestic violence, emotional abuse, constant merciless bullying at a multitude of schools. Some by-products of which are severe social anxiety, claustrophobia, panic attacks, depression. I'm a utter newbie to your music, but I find that what I've heard from you so far captures and encapsulates certain feelings that I have perfectly. Sometimes it's difficult to articulate how we feel to somebody who's never been through shit...
@brandonssexyshedevil
@brandonssexyshedevil Жыл бұрын
I was literally sitting there in the tub with tears of pain and rage streaming down my face instead of getting ready for work at how accurate this is for me! I love your music Sky and I truly wish I'd had it years ago! You help soo many people, myself included, with your music and vulnerability!
@brandonssexyshedevil
@brandonssexyshedevil Жыл бұрын
"Said that I sould be ashamed" made me remember her words to me when I told my SA abuser's mother (he was my stepdad) what he had been doing, and that I had him arrested. Her words were, "Well, it takes two to tango and you must have enjoyed it to let it go on for so long and never say a word. You sould be ashamed for getting him in trouble". That was bad enough, but what was even worse was there didn't seem to be any surprise that it had happened at all; as if she already knew.
@kacy2901
@kacy2901 Жыл бұрын
My mom is mentally ill to. She doesn't believe me about my step dad... I didn't even know I just unblocked it in hyon therapy. Wish I never unblocked it. I guess the reoccurring nightmare when there was blood everywhere and everyone died and my mom abandoned me ... Everynight then id wake up in extreme pain and naked and confused.. it wasn't a dream. It was to traumatic for a child to process so I made a gory dream to go too while he was violenting raping me and drugging me.. and my mom doesn't believe me. She says hypnosis is not real and I made it all up..
@heatherblanton3469
@heatherblanton3469 Жыл бұрын
​@kacy2901 I'm so sorry you're going through this! Tell another trusted adult sweetheart
@whispersinmyheart
@whispersinmyheart Жыл бұрын
This song hits me so hard, in a good way. I still blame myself for not only my SA from years ago, but also every time I feel someone’s eyes on me now. Grew up hearing that I was going to hell for everything in the book. I wish people would see that “saying the truth”, pushes so many of us not to whatever “ repentance “ is; but instead to the other extreme…. Thank you for putting this out there, it’s something everyone needs to see. We don’t walk this path alone. It’s our own shitty little club in a way; but we have each other.
@Doxi2604
@Doxi2604 Жыл бұрын
i have listened to this song more than 100 times and it gets me everytime, so many people go through SA and dont know how to explain there feelings after, but you did just that, i can hear the pain and strength at the same time, its a song that is really needed, i hope this is healing for yourself and many others
@carolinaarreola2725
@carolinaarreola2725 Жыл бұрын
I'm angry that KZbin didn't send me the notification that the video had already been released until after i was watching it. Amazing video for amazing song by an amazing artist... Your music helps me so much, since i started listening your songs i feel understanded and less alone dealing with my trauma for the very first time since i was 6yo, THANK YOU SKY.
@samanthagoumaz5690
@samanthagoumaz5690 Жыл бұрын
Love this song! Can't wait for the video!
@sunflower-sb2to
@sunflower-sb2to Жыл бұрын
This speaks volumes! Thanks for making this song. ❤😢❤😢❤
@user-sh4ck8zh9f
@user-sh4ck8zh9f 9 ай бұрын
My biological dad SA me from the ages of 10 to 15. I feel this song in my soul. It makes me cry. But i should NOT be ashamed and i am NOT the one to blame. It was HIS choice not MINE!!!!!!! This song has a powerful message that everyone should hear. People that survived and people that dont understand how we feel after surviving. This is on my daily playlist. I was innocent before he did what he did. But it was not my fault. I am a fighter. And this song is a reminder. Thank you Skydxddy. I needed this.
@brandonhayus
@brandonhayus Жыл бұрын
Im really sorry for what you went through, you are so brave for doing this song. Remember your important and special to some people. They don't want to lose you,
@THGCatIV
@THGCatIV Жыл бұрын
The song hits hard and relates to what I and many others have went through. Thank you SkyDxddy for having bravery to speak up about things like this. Thank you for giving other courage to come forth. We will become stronger.
@DJKato2012
@DJKato2012 Жыл бұрын
Super stoked, and I love you voice! Your doing great things. Keep it up.
@hailieperry9407
@hailieperry9407 Жыл бұрын
Thank you Sky. I'm listening to it again. You've got me bawling again. My ex has been popping up in my dreams and the trauma has fucked me up mentally so having someone to relate to has helped a bunch. I love you Sky
@kayladeveneau2224
@kayladeveneau2224 Жыл бұрын
I already know this is Gina be amazing
@TheMysticRealms
@TheMysticRealms Жыл бұрын
I am so proud of you! I know this had to have been hard to make, but the potential to help so many others is in your hands. You're doing wonderful! Long time survivor here, supporting you every step of the way.
@Akira-Lia
@Akira-Lia Жыл бұрын
Was just able to watch it. The video is super strong, just as the song. My heart and my body is shaking, it hits hard
@runyunhyde4373
@runyunhyde4373 Жыл бұрын
This is your best work. I love the direction and the growth
@strikersmallski2191
@strikersmallski2191 Жыл бұрын
This isnt just a song its an anthem to survivors out there. I am so sorry you had to deal with what you did. I pray you heal. I am a big fan of yours. Thank you for making music.
@Izzy_3932
@Izzy_3932 Жыл бұрын
Can,t wait you help me so much especially though my trama you are my favorite artist keep up the work❤❤❤❤
@kristenthoenebe2831
@kristenthoenebe2831 Жыл бұрын
I can relate to this and most of your songs so much! I blamed myself for the abuse I suffered for so long but I'm finally beginning to heal with the help of music like this since that is how I express myself ....
@user-ro8uz8uu1z
@user-ro8uz8uu1z 4 ай бұрын
The villain of uor story doesn't deserve to watch you fall
@dakotayoungwirth4481
@dakotayoungwirth4481 Жыл бұрын
This is very very powerful and I believe all your songs are because they all have a message in them. I love everything that you do so much and keep up the amazing work.
@BeardWizardMan
@BeardWizardMan Жыл бұрын
Strong and powerful, right in the gut. Thank you for sharing your soul.
@indigo_asrai
@indigo_asrai Жыл бұрын
@SkyDxddy This video is freeken amazing , gurl . It brought me to tears! ❤‍🔥 SA.. It happened to me in my teens 22 years ago, and it still makes me weary and affects me. But remember hun, we are strong and we are resilient . You are never to blame. You are beautiful!! And your voice is divine!!💞 much love. xxx
@tinawalters7474
@tinawalters7474 Жыл бұрын
I have been waiting for this drop! Love it! Pure 🔥!!!
@Rosexplr
@Rosexplr Жыл бұрын
yayyy I've been waiting for this to come out can't wait to see it 🥳🎉🎉🥳🎉🤗🤗🤗🤗❤❤❤
@Meggiebop_
@Meggiebop_ Жыл бұрын
13 years old. My youth pastor. This song gives me chills❤ I’m 29 now and I survived baby🩷
@sassypawsgroomingllcashley9216
@sassypawsgroomingllcashley9216 Жыл бұрын
I love it! Another amazing song girl! ❤
@Ashley-om1bf
@Ashley-om1bf 8 ай бұрын
Im in my healing phase man it hurts emotionally so bad😢
@makaylarodriguez5461
@makaylarodriguez5461 Жыл бұрын
I come from your TikTok page , and this has helped me so much. I am still healing from mine last year. This message helps me and others thank you for putting it out there , thank you so much .
@Floydyxx16
@Floydyxx16 Жыл бұрын
Comeee on need this can’t wait
@pancake4599
@pancake4599 Жыл бұрын
Was going strong but that running seen just made me break and I started crying
@chinklincoa
@chinklincoa Ай бұрын
Thank you just thank you sincerely a 2 time survivor
@iammarkc707
@iammarkc707 Жыл бұрын
I love it so powerful and the way you displayed it in the video was amazing beauty and art combined into a masterpiece 🙏🔥
@madisonzepp91
@madisonzepp91 Жыл бұрын
I stayed up all night for this it's 1:07am
@jokerboy5086
@jokerboy5086 Жыл бұрын
This so resonates with me, actually brings me to tears. All respect to you for writing this song, wish I was as strong to be able to do something to try and deal with my past, even after all these years.
@mikeyafton6196
@mikeyafton6196 Жыл бұрын
your voice is the best of the best❤❤❤
@robinsmith8646
@robinsmith8646 Жыл бұрын
Amazing as always!!!❤
@serla001
@serla001 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for this song, I've thought why me so many times. People who haven't been through it will never understand, the physical pain of SA goes away but the emotional is life long. It's been almost 10 years since mine and I can close my eyes and be right back in that moment. I tried to sleep with a bunch of people to make the memory further away but that didn't work. I've tried therapy and it stopped me from killing myself but I still have so many problems with intimacy. I am hoping one day I'll be whole again...
@hopek42
@hopek42 8 ай бұрын
Welp watching this just made me break down such a powerful song
@kritter.kalopsia6242
@kritter.kalopsia6242 6 ай бұрын
I never felt more in tune with a person. Skydxddy speaks lyrics to the thoughts in my head.
@alijahlilycruz8576
@alijahlilycruz8576 Жыл бұрын
This is amazing the video is amazing so proud of where You have come
@biancamoore413
@biancamoore413 8 ай бұрын
Whoever reads this, you are special, you are talented. You are smart you are lovable what you feel and what you think matters you deserve peace and happiness.
@Rosa_The_Artist
@Rosa_The_Artist Жыл бұрын
I've been struggling a lot with this myself, with the mental part of it. The message at the end made me cry a little bit, because it's not my fault. And I need to start telling myself that. I just want to thank you personally for the music you've been making. I found you on facebook, and fell in love with your music. My playlists now have your songs in them, all of them. Thank you, and keep doing what you're doing.
@ValerieBordeau
@ValerieBordeau Жыл бұрын
I know that this was extremely hard for you to do and release but know your work is not in vain. Thousands of women are being given a voice where they have none thanks to you. Keep up the fight! We love you and need you!
@Athenasfairygarden
@Athenasfairygarden Жыл бұрын
Your music is a saviour to me and I’m sure I’m not the only one. This song hits really hard
@dezarai1874
@dezarai1874 Жыл бұрын
Right on my birthday!!!! Yaaas
@KiriEclipsa
@KiriEclipsa Жыл бұрын
Cant wait seriously
@plxnet._.darkroom3336
@plxnet._.darkroom3336 Жыл бұрын
Sky ur music and music in general keeps me sane thank u for making this even tho it was hard
@paigerecksiedler340
@paigerecksiedler340 Жыл бұрын
This made me sob I’m so sorry this happened to you , I feel this in my bones
@brookeroyston9779
@brookeroyston9779 Жыл бұрын
Thank you! This is a good song! Chills. You are always real.
@brittanyrolland9541
@brittanyrolland9541 Жыл бұрын
"the thought of death became kinda comforting" I felt that pain.
@carriescott9452
@carriescott9452 Жыл бұрын
This was everything I thought it'd be and more. Tears literally just rolling down my face . You're stronger than you think for posting this I know it couldn't have been easy. You are helping so many people including me. So thank you. We love you skyy❤
@kaykaay69
@kaykaay69 Жыл бұрын
This song just gave me chills up my whole body.
@amberleatherman4111
@amberleatherman4111 Жыл бұрын
This is a wonderful song and I hope I have the courage one day to share my story
@LadyHauntress
@LadyHauntress 10 ай бұрын
As a survivor of abuse(not sa) this still hits home. 20 years after the abuser has been gone and it still hurts. The triggers from back then still exist today. I remember asking myself why I was treated different and what made him treat me that way. What did I do as a small child to cause this hatred. As this song says Why me! I am not the one to blame and I should not be ashamed. I know this song was meant for SA survivors but its home for me. For the survivors, I am sorry. We can come out of our different traumas and try to be better people. This video has such strong words behind it that even now I have a hard time following but we should try to follow it.
@emilymartin4965
@emilymartin4965 Жыл бұрын
How did such a blessing of a person land here? She helps with so much I love her
@Nightmare_Bunny
@Nightmare_Bunny Жыл бұрын
this is truly amazing work i love the song and the video keep it up
@nyxiekilljoy4118
@nyxiekilljoy4118 Жыл бұрын
When we realize it's not our fault we are set free 🖤❤ I was a child, not even 6 years old yet when the first happened. A child. 🙄 Having such things put on us, taken from us are not our faults. Although I know all too well how we try to carry that burden. Survivors are amazing, keep sharing your stories.Real magic happens when we stand together. 🖤❤
@caterinawood8096
@caterinawood8096 Жыл бұрын
I came across your music almost 2yrs ago this sept and it's helped from the time i got out of my situation and i am glad i found you and your music thank you
@Thattransdude464
@Thattransdude464 7 күн бұрын
As a religious trauma survivor with so much trauma mental health professionals wont help me with this song and sll ur sobgs keep me going
@nicolebarry9417
@nicolebarry9417 Жыл бұрын
Such a powerful song love it sky. You have come so far and I can’t wait to see you keep thriving ❤❤
@elia1357
@elia1357 Жыл бұрын
I love you skydxddy your my idol
@safeplacefortraumasurvivor9372
@safeplacefortraumasurvivor9372 Жыл бұрын
Same she's my idol as well
@ayeshatabb895
@ayeshatabb895 Жыл бұрын
Same
@MemphisSam
@MemphisSam Жыл бұрын
I'm a victim to Sexual Assault, I was molested as a child, sexually assulted/raped at 17 twice, I'm 18 and to this day it still haunts me, scars don't heal on their own and I'm still healing my inner child and myself now, we're all strong
@esperanza3895
@esperanza3895 Жыл бұрын
GOD UR AMAZING. THANK YOU. THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR MAKING UR MUSIC. ITS HAS SO MUCH OF AN IMPACT AND IT REMINDS ME NONE OF US ARE ALONE
@samanthabowman2717
@samanthabowman2717 Жыл бұрын
This is the first time I've heard your music. It touched my soul. Thank you so much for a song I can relate to.
@nyxiesnirvana
@nyxiesnirvana Жыл бұрын
Mission accomplished you told a beautiful and painful story and definitely got me in tears I don't know about anyone else but it's an everyday thing that I ask myself why me, why did my dad turn to drugs and alcohol why wasn't he there to protect me from the boys who took advantage of me multiple times or from the shitty relationships I kept getting in before I met my husband, I ask myself why did my family have to die in a car accident last January why did it have to happen to me and my family and why does my pregnancy have to be one of the worst things I've experienced physically and mentally because of how hard it is. It's constant bad shit happening why me
@amandas_1210
@amandas_1210 Жыл бұрын
Your amazing, im so proud of you. Your songs are so amazing and make me and so many people feel less alone. I love your music and you have such a good voice. You are my favorite singer/rapper❤
@JenBea19
@JenBea19 Жыл бұрын
Lovely song and video
@mistypainton3351
@mistypainton3351 Жыл бұрын
You are an incredibly strong young woman and thank you for putting your story out there. My daughter was sexualy assaulted and she has shared your music with me. Keep your head high and continue to heal.
@jaharaabbassi1821
@jaharaabbassi1821 Жыл бұрын
This gave me chills, this is absolutely incredible! Thank you for making something so raw and so real. I’m an SA survivor and this song and everything you do resonates with me so much and also let’s me know I’m not alone and reminds me it’s not my fault and it never was. This song gave me chills, so good! 🔥 🔥
@januarysummer1285
@januarysummer1285 3 ай бұрын
I'm 59, OMG, girlfreind....yes! ❤ Love your music young lady. Keep going!
@Lsharp416
@Lsharp416 Жыл бұрын
Your music makes me feel so powerful like I can finally take back my control and let all the pain go. Your amazing!!
@shanamanzi6577
@shanamanzi6577 Жыл бұрын
I truly needed too hear THIS. Thank you for putting your pain into music!! We do heal ❤️‍🩹🙉🙏🏻💯
@hotroxy1318
@hotroxy1318 Жыл бұрын
Love this so much you did an amazing job
@elizabethheston9349
@elizabethheston9349 Жыл бұрын
this is so powerful. I have been blaming myself since I was 7 for my first of many assaults. Your music has changed my life❤❤
@TheNikkiTilley
@TheNikkiTilley Жыл бұрын
I love this!! I can feel your emotion in my chest when I'm singing/screaming this song. We need more survivors coming forward, if anything to let others know they aren't alone ❤
@reneelittle3043
@reneelittle3043 Жыл бұрын
😢❤❤❤❤ I love it and I love this song your music helps me get thru the day because I know I’m not alone and it’s not my fault thank you 💯❤️❤️❤️
@sammigurney23
@sammigurney23 9 ай бұрын
This song has been one that has resonated with me for awhile now and seeing this video still hit harder than I had anticipated. I get to see you live this Friday with my fiancé and as I sit on the verge of another breakdown, I find comfort in knowing that I will not be alone in that audience. Thank you for your art and for sharing your story. You are making a difference. ❤
@Sblover201
@Sblover201 2 ай бұрын
Your music helps me so much from something my dad made me do to him when i was younger i love this song and triggered they help me remember it wasent my fault tysm and i know it wasent easy making this music
@user-kl8ey3jx8e
@user-kl8ey3jx8e Жыл бұрын
Love love love the song and video makes me cry every time i watch and listen to the song I lived through 5 years sexually assault from age 5 til I was 10 until I got the nerve to talk to my teacher she called cys and got me out of the house thank you for making this beautiful song I love it and you
@ThatKentuckyFam
@ThatKentuckyFam 11 ай бұрын
I’ve played this song about 200 times and heals more then I thought❤❤❤ this song is powerful
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