Sody - Nothing Ever Changes (Live)

[@Sodymusic]

I wasn’t sure whether I would ever release this. Those suffering in silence or behind closed doors, this is for you x

[@georgiahargreaves6010]

I love you ❤❤❤

[@jamo3204]

Thanks, I really need it❤❤❤

[@Kevkay]

it's absolutely wonderful, thank you for releasing

[@malinengstrom3436]

This song i can def relate to. A dad who drank all his life neglecting us. And when he died from his addiction that was the moment i finally got closure and i kind of forgave him...

[@evelynanh]

Thank you.

[@amylehane2212]

The fact that so many people relate to this breaks my heart I’m sending all my love to you all. 💛💛

[@beck9464]

Amy Lehane thank you ❤️❤️

[@solomaze6506]

Thank you Even tho both my parents aren't alcholic , they're divorced So I see this as a different view , like I'm sody sitting there singing those words

[@amylehane2212]

confused writer ❤️❤️

[@amylehane2212]

Solo Maze • stay strong ❤️💛❤️💛

[@essennagerry]

I've had/have issues with my parents but I have both of them here and they've always loved me. I feel so sad thinking there are people who don't have that. It breaks my heart. Idk what that feels like, I've never been in such a situation, but for some reason it really strikes a chord with me and my heart breaks and goes out for people like that.

[@sidhu6784]

“I just wanted you say something, anything at all”...it hurts the most when the person who hurt you the most won’t acknowledge it and you have to stay pretending everything is alright.

[@33bb33bb]

Maaaannn! It be hittin different sometimes :(( U should check out Jaylyns Love Trilogy! I think you'll love her, promise! Shes gonna be huge one day kzbin.info/www/bejne/oYOcaZp8q7-efcU

[@solomaze6506]

I felt this, all my life I've met people who've done things to me that still make me cry al9ne in my bedroom. I had my moments where I would defend myself and tell them what they did to me but at the end of the day it didn't matter what they did, cause it doesn't matter of they don't acknowledge it. Plenty of times have I've felt stupid for even trying to do the right thing

[@marznstarzz]

Damn, this hit hard. My dad always thinks he's in the right and is constantly denying that he was in the wrong. Worst part is, is you can't try to get him to admit it by putting forth the facts of what he did wrong because all he'll do is say you're wrong and deny he ever did anything. It's truly frustrating and hurts me so much because I just want him to acknowledge it even just once.

[@mirandamariiie]

the fact this is live absolutely blows my mind ‘you cant buy love, or laughter, or happiness’ absolutely beautiful words and melody to go with it

[@phantominvestigations]

So true dear about love or laughter or happiness

[@Wanderingruby__]

This bit gets me so much!

[@littleclover2289]

Damn...this hit me hard. Both my parents had issues (mom a pill popper, dad a drunk and crack head), my dad is 5 years sober this year :), and my mom I disowned her so I could protect myself. Those of you that are younger it doesn't matter if they are your mom, your dad, grandma, spent lots of money on you, helped out a few times...if they are a toxic person it's ok for you to protect yourself. It's ok to move on to be happier. Stay strong all of you that are going through this shit, and protect yourself.

[@leahroyster8919]

thank you...

[@cmcosens1]

I love that she doesn't hide her accent. Makes it so much more real.

[@Classic_literature]

wdym

[@오윤석-j9d]

Which moments?

[@rachelpalma7398]

@@오윤석-j9d 1:06 notice how she sang 'all' and 'talk'

[@intheheatofjuly]

aaa so true

[@intheheatofjuly]

ikrrrr

[@johnnyhegarty9658]

As a recoverying alcoholic this hit me hard, its so honest. Thank you so much for this insight, I really appreciate it. You're amazing

[@chelsieherczeg1400]

I was trapped in an abusive relationship for nearly a year when I was 16 with a guy I thought I loved who was 21.. I’m now 23 and I’m so fucking proud of myself for finally plucking up the courage and leaving.. You girls/guys are so strong, you may not see it right now.. but you will! You’re not alone❤️

[@_Aurore]

you're brave, sending you all my love 💖💖

[@chelsieherczeg1400]

❣️❣️❣️

[@sandrahany538]

Damn those goosebumps when she says "you can't buy love, laughter and happiness " i literally felt that..

[@mariomalkowsky342]

nothing hurts heavyer than the scars we wear inside us

[@solomaze6506]

If only we knew that the scars that makes us weak at times can makes us strong as well

[@abiallison6370]

Every. Single. Song. Is. Perfect. That's just it. Everyone one of her songs really is amazing!💛

[@Tarartist14]

Just gorgeous! ❤

[@_saiyuno]

this song made me so emotional. you're an incredible singer, sody, keep putting out these works of art.

[@cgonzalez121863]

The recorded version was stunning.....this is just so raw and wow.

[@somebody8381]

I'm early to see this beauty of a voice and lines, sorry for all the pain they gave to you.

[@xDaitya]

You can't buy my love, my laughter, my happiness💓.. The bestest line

[@morganlynn1520]

This song is exactly my thoughts on my father. I played it for my mom and she was speechless at how perfectly it described it. I cried for hours listening to this song for the first time. Thank you,x.

[@belaisout]

This is literally the history of my life; Except that he didn't drink.

[@oliviam3267]

He’s a monster when he’s sober

[@sandrahany538]

Same for me...

[@samaraharmon5236]

I found this song many years ago and instantly thought of my dad… listening to it now, and he’s still the only person I can think of when listening to this song.. 💔

[@faithbudd5056]

I get chills everytime I listen to you.. I really love the bully song the most. Your voice is sooo beautiful. Please don’t ever stop making music

[@isabellatlk]

This is so relatable wtf Why is this literally exactly how I feel and almost completely what happened/is happening

[@allylexigirl]

Describes my relationship with my father perfectly

[@NikiVaghela]

Same here 💔

[@marjorie5739]

Same 😔

[@_Aurore]

I felt that 💔

[@solomaze6506]

Describes my relationship with my mom

[@InfamousJD20]

Same

[@vijai3]

For my innocent beautiful mom always.... She loved life so much and was the most beautiful amazing person ever!!!

[@bl4ckwolf4lph45]

What I wouldn’t give to back in time and play this to him and “break” his heart all over again

[@songbirdforever8962]

I keep coming back here, to this song. So raw, so beautiful!

[@vijai3]

For my innocent beautiful mom always.... She had her life stolen from her.... She was the most amazing beautiful sincere person ever....

[@moongrrrl3333]

This song got me in my feels it’s so beautiful but extremely painful.

[@YxngDave]

real music frfr!

[@vijai3]

For my innocent beautiful mom always... Those eyes are just beautiful....

[@xbigdangofamileyx]

Chills, Breathtaking. A hug for all broken children with shattered hearts who go through it.

[@Mara-fh1gf]

Wow, this is live?? Pure talent!!!

[@vijai3]

For my innocent beautiful mom always Sody, your hair, eyes and voice.....

[@vijai3]

My mom was suffering in silence, and I wasn't there for her... Sweet dreams mom... I will be happy when my life is over... Thank you for everything you did for me in my twenties... I miss you everyday...

[@kirby961]

Off this song hit differently, I was also 18 and I relate to every line 💕. If you can relate to this song, pls do yourself a favour and pull yourself out of the situation, there are people that love you out there and that will care for you 💞❤️

[@douggtrad]

"do you remember that I'm only eighteen?" Damn that hurt

[@plz12312]

Reminds me of my life growing up. Thank you for making this! You inspire me to continue to sing! Thank you Sody!

[@paullee8875]

Powerful. You write the most beautiful and emotive music for one so young.

[@AlfyEditzz]

Where was this song when i was 18 👏🙏 maybe it wouldnt have taken me 5 years to leave 💙💓 such a good song

[@kayleereyes2414]

Sounds like any relationship honestly whether it be friend, siblings, parents...really anything

[@SanityBargain]

For such a simple video it's so captivating, it deosnt distract from the song and thet compliment each other

[@Олександр-к6о2л]

Soul. Soul. In my childhood I could feel a soul.

[@Rissaxx]

Oh man. This hit me hard. Rekindling my relationship with my dad but the memories are still there.

[@tinaxx7710]

omg... this made me cry, it's the story of my life. Thank u so much for this song. I just want u to know you're truly amazing, you and ur music are so real and beautiful

[@ellagracex-70]

Lyrics; You're a monster when you drink Nobody has the guts to tell you That you're a monster when you drink And now I'm picking up the pieces It's not a complicated question You either care or you don't You take so long to answer Don't think you even know I'm saying all the things I've wanted to say Don't have the money to pay The way you did to me For what you did to me I just wanted you to say something Anything at all To put my mind at ease That you're a good man off the road But nothing ever changes You don't even wanna talk Maybe it's a good thing you won't see me anymore I'm leaving this forever I've gone to pack my things Do you remember that I'm only 18? But nothing ever changes You don't even wanna talk Maybe it's a good thing you won't see me anymore You're so selfish when you're sober It's always about you And even though it's all over Keep hiding from the truth I'm saying all the things I've wanted to say You don't have the money to pay For what you did to me For what you did to me I just wanted you to say something Anything at all To mind my mind at ease That you're a good man off the road But nothing ever changes You don't even wanna talk And maybe it's a good thing you won't see me anymore I'm leaving this forever I've gone to pack my things Do you remember that I'm only 18? But nothing ever changes You don't even wanna talk And maybe it's a good thing you won't see me anymore You come by love Or laughter or happiness You come by love Or laughter or happiness No, you come by love Or laughter or happiness No, you come by love Or laughter or happiness You come by my love My laughter, my happiness You come by my love My laughter, my happiness You come by my love My laughter, my happiness You come by my love... You're a monster when you drink And now im picking up the pieces

[@robinbeach701]

*you're a good man after all *you can't buy my love, my laughter, my happiness

[@jenostark7535]

you can't buy love or laughter or happiness

[@worthylove3339]

Im with you. I grew up with narcissist mother i ran away when i was 19.

[@WarblingWyvern]

Wow. Literally crying. So deep. Amazing.

[@eminahamidovic9354]

This is.... I have literally no words. Breathtaking...❤️

[@JessMeyer]

Thank you for releasing this song.

[@taintedgames5789]

Your voice melts my heart. Your words hit me to the core. You absolute beauty ❤️ please continue to write and produce music ❤️

[@zoe4622]

Thank you so much for this song

[@aurorablackard7991]

This hit different.

[@Jushiammusic]

You can't buy love or laughter or happiness 💜

[@MegaLovemusic1234]

Literally the first line hit me right in the heart...

[@vijai3]

For my innocent beautiful mom always Sody what do freedom feels like kid???

[@LauraSierhuis]

So powerful love it! Really reminds me of my youth.

[@rhodehouse42]

this song made me cry after years of abuse i found a song that speaks my soul :'(

[@sonnyrymack3516]

*_YOU ARE JUST SO STRONG YOU HAVE TOUCHED MY SPIRIT TO RELEASE MY MIND_*

[@jessicajones1088]

Oh my god do you speak of the truth of this world and the heart god thank you for this fuckimg amazing woman

[@leetorres5863]

Wow.. I don't even know how to feel. This was amazing. I cried. Wow. Just a million wows

[@xXxBelleBebexXx]

DUDE you seriously inspire me to continue working on my music and telling stories that are otherwise harder to hear. Your music is so beautiful, deep, and moving, everything I aspire to put into my work. Thank-you for being so brave as to release this, you’re a beautiful soul 💕

[@filmtrailers9844]

This is the first time i heard a song from sody that isnt relateable to me for loving her song, i dont drink

[@aryahnalewissahr5804]

I’m literally crying right now. I just wanted you to say anything.😭😭🤧

[@ashleysjournal8508]

It’s so amazing to hear music that has such deep meaning. Songs are getting so repetitive. We need more songs like this, especially today.

[@wigglejuice]

Such a heartbreaking and beautiful song ❤️

[@sylvesteralexander2]

thank you for this song. both my parents were abusive towards me, but I held onto my mom for years after disowning my dad because I couldn't accept that someone I loved so much couldn't learn to love me back. it didn't help that I'm disabled & disability support in canada doesn't even provide enough support to keep disabled people above the poverty line, so I needed her financially. cutting her out of my life saved me. but it was so painful & the urge to go back to her is still there & I'm sometimes scared that I will. I can barely afford rent & sometimes can't afford to eat, but at least I don't have to put up with abuse in order to pay the bills. I wish it wasn't like this. I wish my parents or my country cared about my life. but I'm just a burden to everyone, it seems.

[@meikeijsseldijk7038]

Yes yes yes!! Love every second of this. Your voice is amazing and this lyrics is so beautiful 💙💙💙💙

[@vijai3]

For my innocent beautiful mom always My mom was murdered!!! Sody i don't think you aren't a bad person... If so enjoy your life, you are currently young, beautiful, talented and those eyes and hair... Its beautiful how you pronounced you words

[@SaraBorns]

This is beautiful and heartbreaking at the same time. ❤️😔

[@toryrosie7280]

I love this sooo much

[@gracehooper8140]

absolutely love this song helped me out so much!!

[@alibri8388]

I can relate to this song so much. Thank you...

[@priyanshuchndr1]

This is a song that everyone can relate to.❤

[@ahliyahsmith170]

I can’t relate to this so much my dad is an alcoholic and abusive...he broke everyone in my family..me mostly he was never really there when I was growing up in and out of jail but I’m over it now I’m a strong woman and I can’t thank him for.. that..

[@angelmay9]

Reminds me of someone I thought I loved but really the person I loved is myself and maybe I can truly learned how to love others I have faith that I will be okay as long as I have self love Iv got everything I need. It’s true you can buy someone love.

[@jaylynflo2287]

wow. this really hit home.

[@cabinkey]

this is absolutely amazing. I love how this is live and the meaning behind it 💜

[@zoemcneilly]

I’ve just discovered your music and I love it! 🤍 Thanks for sharing your voice and gift with us xx

[@alexrider2431]

she reminds me of chelsea cutler this song is so peacefull

[@johnrex6582]

Fuckin speechless why isn’t this girl famous yet

[@haleyjorges5911]

Fuck I’m crying, this really really hit home.

[@skywest8811]

hits hard

[@clarissaoh7378]

Glad I clicked on this video…cause I relate!🥺🖤🖤

[@vijai3]

My mom suffered in silence... I wasn't there for her... For 2 months I put myself first... You wrote a very beautiful song...

[@imacat99]

This song could have been written about my dad. He's a selfish alcoholic, I hate him, he ruined my life. He doesn't care about anyone but himself. Broke my family in pieces and blames us for his mistakes.

[@ClashFloClans]

I am literally drunk and i still love this song❤️

[@yesthatisababytoucan.youre6983]

Lmao

[@derkakao4291]

Sehr sehr gute Stimme und mega hübsch 🔥❤️

[@vijai3]

I love the way you speak, how your tongue move when you pronounce words...

[@haileyloralyegold1153]

She has the prettiest eyes ever

[@aubyn496]

im literally so in love

[@beak9797]

Wooooow .... speechless ♡

[@citlaliavidal2408]

You inspire my life

[@juliaturner8001]

I love her!

[@itzbananaz5472]

Reminds me so much of my father. Except for the fact that I’m not 18. Im only 13 and he’s been a drunk for as long as I can remember.

[@somebody8381]

Sad to say that I don't live in the U.K. to see you live😔😭

[@glassunicorn4446]

I made this decision at the age of 7 to never see my father again because of what this song is about. Thank you Angel for helping me..

[@glassunicorn4446]

Finally be able to some how find peace where there was none. He died but we never saw each other again any way and he never bothered to call. X unconditional love to all

[@johncraw7674]

hi Sody ❤

[@antkatya3115]

Literally my first thought when I heard her voice.. "When did Selena Gomez get an accent" Her voice 🤤😍 omg

[@jessm4720]

Sounds nothing like her

[@antkatya3115]

@@jessm4720 and you can have that opinion

[@addheading]

@@antkatya3115 There's opinion and fact. Sody doesn't sound like Selena.

[@the_next_da_vinci1056]

Do you even remember that I'm only 15....

[@bluelagoon228]

River mast fuck I felt that. good luck w what ur going thru.

[@_Aurore]

I can relate with my father, stay brave y'all u deserve happiness 💖

[@solomaze6506]

Gonna turn 17 and still feel this way

[@m0d3lwith1n4]

I used to be in a physically and emotionally abusive relationship before my fiancé. And this song hits it spot on for me

[@miawalter5351]

My dad left me when I was 3 and tried to text me over Facebook just a few weeks ago that he misses me and crap when he left after being abusive to my mom and brother who was 5 and told only a child protective services worker that he had been molested by his father my mom was so brave to leave him and raise my family all by herself.

[@jorindarijlaarsdam5419]

So relatable

[@tntorqu]

Anybody see the pain and sadness in her eyes????? My God.