Gambler interview-Don

[@punchfacejackson7502]

I’m a compulsive gambler in recovery. Compulsive gambling is such an awful addiction because it’s the one addiction where you can actually win your drug. You don’t always lose. And it’s an addiction that defies logic. It makes no sense, it made no sense, I knew it was killing me. Couldn’t pay my bills, lights shut off, no food for 3 full days until I got paid, etc…That’s how I lived for years. It’s a compulsive and progressive illness-I lost all control. I would literally stand at the ATM swearing to myself that I wouldn’t put my card in. And yet, I would. Over and over and over. It makes you lose faith in yourself. So many broken promises I made to myself - I had to finally surrender to it after 20 years. I started attending Gamblers Anonymous. I haven’t gambled since June 10, 2017.

[@COOKIEMONSTERS909]

#Congrats

[@YourThermalWorld]

Like you I’ve lost way too much money to the casinos. We remember the high points and try to forget the low ones. In November 2019 I was in Las Vegas for business, didn’t take much money to gamble and left my credit and atm cards at home. On my last night there I hit several slot jackpots and found myself up over $4000. When I woke the next morning (hungover) I vowed to never gamble again figuring ending on a high point would be a good thing. I have not gambled one penny since then. I’ve even made two trips to Vegas and stayed in Casino Hotels. I’m over it. I wouldn’t buy a powerball ticket even if the jackpot was $10 Billion. Nearing retirement I find my checking account, stock account and 401K full of assets - I have more than enough to live well, have no debt whatsoever and will leave plenty to my children. Am I bragging? Somewhat. The point is YOU CAN STOP GAMBLING! The casinos, their wonderful restaurants and especially their hosts have one purpose in life: to separate you from your money. GA helps for some but in the end it is your will power that matters. I wish you the best in life, friend!

[@tac6044]

How's it going?

[@YourThermalWorld]

@@tac6044 no gambling for 29 months now. Absolutely zero desire to start again. I’ve never had this much money in my banking and investment accounts!

[@ilovebrandnewcarpets]

Great to hear you're in recovery! I'm in a struggle myself. Just talked to my sponsor the other day. Feeling better. "Wins are only future losses"

[@cindyfitzgerald4500]

Don, Donna is still with you. You’re not alone. I don’t think why but you made me cry. I know what it’s like to lose someone who you really love. I hope someday you can smile again.

[@jamiemiller723]

He doesn’t know why he can remember every detail about his grandmother but I do. She was the only one who showed him love so he remembers details about her because those memories comforts him

[@abbiesonntag3855]

🎯

[@maxtomie7252]

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[@actuaryaltair6280]

Beautiful insight you have

[@Theodore81547]

Why are your eyebrows so far apart?

[@1962hellen]

What??!! That’s not why!! Listen to Freud over here, he knows everything

[@JeremiahLOsborne]

He's right, Mark. You are a very special man. Thank you.

[@matimus100]

Praying or Karma doesn't save children's lives.

[@JeremiahLOsborne]

@@matimus100 agreed. What did you do to save a child, today?

[@EllipFlx]

Nothing worse than seeing man/woman battling there childhood memories. Its amazing that the few years we spend as children have the most impact on the psyche and some cant break free outta that prison of the mind.

[@AndrewKidd14145]

Most humans in this gene pool aren’t smart enough or strong enough to.

[@robert301990]

It takes a lot of strength to break out.

[@austinrichards1740]

Yes

[@piplup5680]

@@AndrewKidd14145 smart enough? That’s a bold statement. Some of the smartest people I know deal with severe mental health issues.

[@julzdixon63]

@@piplup5680 Thank you. Some ppl....?

[@Ky0shin]

"I was a man at 15 years old...now I'm a boy. Do you understand that??

[@EllipFlx]

Thats actually about as deep as it gets and hearing that really puts things into perspective. So accurate

[@3ZN357]

Mans has lived it.

[@nurseanastasialiberty]

That's a very eye-opening and powerful statement. His words and delivery are incredible. When he speaks he knows to get your attention and touch your heart.

[@AyeDatgurlYvett3]

Wow

[@suezannemarie292]

💗

[@windowsunderground2617]

If the child grows up alone , the grown adult will die alone where he feels most comfortable, thankyou for your testimony Don

[@wandasanders4924]

We all will DIE ALONE, I'm so tired of people saying , he,or she DIED ALONE. We came in this WORLD ALONE, and you will LEAVE this WORLD ALONE, now that's SIMPLE.

[@xXRottenCornXx209]

@@wandasanders4924 Do you know for sure ? We will all find out one day .

[@odeefromdawic]

@@wandasanders4924 my dog wasn’t alone when we put him down. We all surrounded him and he licked me before he died. Better to die with people you care for around you then to just be another number…

[@-mv]

@@wandasanders4924 Some people die together. Especially in war. Mortars take dozens, ships sink, planes go down. Some people die together.

[@KittenFlower66]

I’m probably right but I think dying alone whining is a whiner kinda thing to be worried about. I didn’t hear this man complain about shit. I’m sure most people are the type of people who would beg for their lives like a fucking animal and betray all their principles and beliefs when it’s convenient. But I mean whatever. Not surprising. The martyrs go hand and hand into the arena but they’re crucified alone. French toast Beth baths in blood forever. I do not like green eggs and ham . Let me out of the Elevator, Timothy .

[@joyrozier1388]

He is a honest storyteller. Someone with wisdom to give. The way he tells his story you know it’s honest and he’s able to breathe for a moment after releasing it. Good interview. Glad he was able to sit down and take a load off with you Mark.

[@c.h.2392]

The only reason you assume he is honest is because he is a good story teller.

[@thinkmirror8507]

God bless Don, my Dad was a gambler, my mother enabled him, we loved him, he put us in very scary situations a lot of the time. We had the mob at our door, we would find him out front passed out, if he won at the race track on Saturday we would have to move the car so he could not go to the trotters. It was a crazy life, honestly I don't know how we did it. The truth is I miss him so much, he was so brilliant - he contracted polio as an infant and grew up sep. from his family, he came home at 15 and started then. He was kind like Don seems to be, but sneaky too.. Thank you for these video's they are so needed today.

[@shanghaiffgg]

The truth is that there is good and bad in everyone. Hold onto those good memories

[@tundrawomansays5067]

Thank you, Don. Came up hard, been a widow for a lot of years too, a young one. I think when we’ve been so deprived of love, positive regard or even simple caring growing up it leaves a huge void so when we finally find a real partner we trust enough we love them completely. I dunno about you but my husband died nearly 29 yrs. ago. My heart is still shattered.

[@nurseanastasialiberty]

Very unique and insightful interview. Don's delivery was captivating and he took "story-telling" to another level for us. He truly spoke from the heart and it was great hearing his insight. He did an excellent job helping us understand his life, background and teaching us important life lessons. His words will forever be memorable and valuable to me. This was a very special interview to watch.

[@direstraitslondon6034]

And you also are very smart....that s for sure...!! A Plus !!

[@andrewpennys823]

I’m 23 and i am a gambler myself plus I love this quote. “A gambler doesn’t gamble to win money, a gambler gambles just to gamble”.

[@rob1n1337]

That's exactly the point where u have to realise that u'll need help because u can't get out urself. I Hope u'll do it mate... I really hope.. I'm 4 months out of this shit today. Still hard but we can do it buddy!

[@thehari75]

Andrew what kind of games do u play i only play poker and cant stop playing

[@PAULEYBOY84]

@@thehari75 thats a hard one. Poker and blackjack here. Can lose alot fast with bj.

[@ankiking]

Unfortunately there are huge consequences.

[@eli7074]

26 here and addicted to sports betting. These interviews are really eye opening

[@rckism4198]

this is one hell of a story. i wish i could understand him completely.

[@HezOmanjo]

Subtitles bro...

[@nightingale8919]

@@HezOmanjo subs don't pick up everything bro.

[@johnbush7108]

Listen closely lol

[@crabbygramma5553]

Subtitles help :)

[@Xxtina1015]

Our elderly are so very interesting. I love to hear them talk. Thank you Don. This was awesome.

[@AdamGoldswain]

When I listen to him talk for some reason I keep picturing Sylvester Stallone. Very interesting guy with some cool stories. Especially talking about his bikes 🏍

[@trissloan2340]

That is sweet.🦄🦄🦄💐💐🌺💐

[@nadinekorner-schiavo5126]

“Pleasure talking to a man like you Mark, most people don’t take the time” “ You are a neat man” Mark- thank you for taking the time & sharing these undeniable poignant real life stories with us--- soul gripping

[@Cutebutnotpetable]

Every interview I watch that this channel produces, I grow in more admiration of Mark and the important work he is doing with this channel. He is truly an angel to give so many people his time to tell their stories of their lives...each single one is so very important to hear. Thank you, Mark, you make the world a better place because of your passion for this.

[@satonioushardwick3361]

"You are a different kind of man than most"... He Blessed You Right There ... For some.... All they need is someone to listen to them... Outstanding interview (s) Mark, outstanding...

[@dv9856]

Hello Don. I was around you 16 years ago in Las Vegas. You had a green camper truck, alot of times park at western casino. I'm glad your still alive.

[@amandacrouch6766]

Thankyou Mark for letting Don tell his story.As much of a loner that he admits to being,he really needed to share his story

[@8se7en]

& u are?

[@8se7en]

Don's Mama?

[@amandacrouch6766]

@@8se7en And u are.? Rude or pig ignorant..you choose

[@8se7en]

You sound special, did u were a helmet when u posted that?

[@amandacrouch6766]

@@8se7en What is your problem? Apart from being a filthy troll

[@wesleyAlan9179]

Great interview, guys! Thanks! I wish this man well for the rest of his days.

[@nurseanastasialiberty]

It was a great interview! I had to watch it a second time this morning. His words just drew me in. Have a great weekend Wesley!

[@lynnzephyr563]

I initially thought that this might not be so interesting but it absolutely was. I really liked Don and I'm so glad that he at least was happy for the beautiful 9 years with Donna. Some people can go their entire lives not knowing what true love is. So sad that she died but she is still with him. It's pretty amazing that a psychic knew exactly how much spending money his wife used to give him and it was the exact amount. His childhood was sad but he would seek the adrenaline to "get away". From a go-cart to a Harley to fast cars. Then the rush from gambling came along and it's easy to become addicted no matter how much I've heard people deny it. I love the photo of him as I see each line on his face tell a story. What a cool and interesting guy and I could have listened to him talk about his life so much longer. He was so appreciative that Mark took the time to stop and talk to him. We all need to do that more often and he's right....everybody is always in a rush and "congested" in this cluster-fuck of a new millennium. I love the stories older people have to share and hope to see you, Mark, interview more old-time gamblers.

[@gawdbody6710]

I agree these interviews could be an hr long and watch every minute. If u like this channel check out yes theory. I feel the same about those videos and there all like 2o min long. First time I checked them out I binge watched like 30 hrs of their content. Same with Mark's. Next to Sean from hot ones I think he is one of the best in the business in interviewing pple.

[@zoe9632]

100%

[@SportsBoss999]

I agree Lynn. I am 67 years old, and because of my shyness growing up and my self-doubt and lack of confidence as an adult, I am alone. I've never experienced the love Don had in his life. Despite having a tumultuous life, he did find true love. I never have. It's terrible going through life with no one to share it with. I am sad, lonely, and ashamed of myself. I'm glad he's had some good in his life. I'm a good guy, but my shame and fears have ruined mine.

[@zoe9632]

@@SportsBoss999 forgive yourself for your personal failings. Forgive, accept & let go. I'm female & 50 who never had a family & have never been in love....so I know of sadness & regret. Would I've liked things to have been different? Yes but I'm not going to hate myself or life because of the choices I made. I wish you many blessed years to come.

[@SportsBoss999]

@@zoe9632 Thank you for your encouraging words. I hope you find love because you're clearly a wonderful person. Even though I know I'm a good guy, but it's hard to accept that it doesn't translate to finding someone. I'm trying not to give up but only 3 girlfriends in my entire life (and none in 25 yeats) is hard to ignore. I dont feel like much of a man.

[@carolynrupard2699]

Don, your story is amazing. Thank you for sharing. Mark, thank you for your commitment to listening to those who need it the most. You are a neat man.

[@boogalookid9562]

this interview I think was 1 of the best I have seen you should do more with this person

[@michaelbowman5136]

A very captivating 26 minutes. He shared things in such a unique and personable way. Nice one Mark.

[@merakimadilyn562]

Mark, thank you for another insightful interview!

[@alakaiswampify]

I'd love to see more interviews with older folks. Windows into a bygone era.

[@blahblahblah1988]

Reminds me of my grandpa who I lost about a year ago. Loved listening to Don talk.

[@maureent8653]

I like don. Old school. Says reformatory instead of prison. Thanks for sharing your story Don.

[@jennifers508]

Love this interview. Soon we won't have guys like Don. Society doesn't produce men like this anymore.

[@jacquelyn7613]

I loved him. One of my favorite interviews.

[@SoftWhiteUnderbelly]

I agree.

[@kimberleyjane2338]

@@SoftWhiteUnderbelly Thanks. I believe these are the types of interviews, that are both helpful and progressive, for many.

[@julzdixon63]

@@SoftWhiteUnderbelly more of these type. Something for us older folk. Please & thank you.

[@julzdixon63]

@@kimberleyjane2338 agree. I'm burnt on poor hookers. Very upsetting. All the time, gets me down.

[@Day-ZDuke]

@@julzdixon63 ...agree with your sentiments. I think the best / most interesting interviews on this channel are the ones with people like the hacker Gummo, Prison Warden, Moonshiner Dude, Con Men, Gamblers, etc

[@syrettanelsonn1038]

This man is the perfect example of don't judge a book by its cover. ❤💯❤

[@dizzydellz7438]

I like your name but it’s your comment that really caught my attention

[@sl4ppy59]

This is the most legendary video on this channel.I cant explain but Don just turned my brain off and made me listen to him like a monk.This is the realest guy on this channel, and the ending...wow. .

[@SoftWhiteUnderbelly]

Don is one of my favorites as well.

[@sl4ppy59]

@@SoftWhiteUnderbelly He has this charm, the lived life charm. You met a character for sure, thanks for letting us meet him too!

[@MaynardsSpaceship]

Seems to me your father made enemies out of his own son, his own family. You were a child. Your relationship, or lack of one was not your responsibility.

[@MJW66]

A remarkable story. I dont know why but this one really hits me. This poor man. So strong. He's amazing & I hope when he passes Donna is there w/ open arms.

[@rshelton119]

I Loved Hearing Don’s Story!! Great Story Teller and Fascinating Life! Don, You’re A Good Man, I hope you find True Love again, the kind you had with Donna! Thanks Mark, for allowing Don to sit and chat with You!

[@LauraVee63]

Don's right; people don't spend enough time to talk to others and get to know them. He's a really great conversationalist; loved hearing his stories - I literally could have listened to another hour, Mark! Great interview with a very interesting man....by the way, he's right: You're a great guy!

[@Franaflyby]

Sorry that you were traumatized from birth. Being locked in a closet couldn't have put out any good vibe. Your father sounds like a very sick man. I can't imagine how this has made you feel as an adult . I'm glad that your ok and seemingly a strong person now Enjoy the rest of your life..

[@suezannemarie292]

💗

[@kimberleyjane2338]

You are such a sweetbeart

[@currencycam13]

“How was your marriage? “ “Awesome”... It’s not what you say it’s how you say it.. those were some of the best moments of his life you could tell

[@terrytownsend5583]

Words action and tone

[@wandasanders4924]

I WALK , and STAND ALONE, it doesn't SCARE me at all. Some people REFUSE to be ALONE, they have to have someone there,at all times.

[@marvinhagler4721]

TRUTH

[@TheCritic9196]

By yourself you came into the world and by yourself you will leave

[@kylaillingworth4765]

Don, your an old soul, capable of deep feeling and deep introspection .. may you know peace

[@monkeypot7641]

I really like Don....he wanted to go on talking and i wanted to keep on listening... Calm and sad he is and he pulls you in. Thankyou Mark....YOU ARE a special kind of guy!!!!!!

[@puffdaddy6762]

As much as I love living in Las Vegas, it’s always broken my heart that our slot machines contribute to putting people in this situation. I hope he gets help.

[@KayFabe87]

The slot machines are inanimate objects which are not capable of putting people into any situations. It is the choices made by those who feed money into those machines that determine their results. Millions of people gamble as a form of entertainment and the overwhelming majority are not in a similar situation. The gambling appears to be the effect and not the cause of the issues highlighted in this interview. The horrible experiences of his childhood occurred long before he ever saw his first slot machine.

[@EricPetersen2922]

I lived in Vegas over 20 years. I’ve seen those machines eat people for breakfast. My ex girl lost millions playing video poker. Brutal disease.

[@mcpartridgeboy]

@@KayFabe87 I disagree, those machines have been designed by extremly smart people to be as addictive as possible and they work, thats why millions of people play them even after they keep losing money, its hard to say if everyone who is addicted to them had childhood trauma neither of us know , but what we both can agreeon is that a lot of people are addicted to them and they are designed to be as addictive as possible.

[@mcpartridgeboy]

@@EricPetersen2922 I am happy you have the intelligence to realize what a bad idea slots and gambling are, what suprises me is how many people go to casinos thinking they can win, i mean i could accept one dumb guy thinking that but it seems to be a lot more than that that somehow think they can beat the odds, it seems crazy to me that relatively smart people can think they will win then get upset when they dont and try again, like wtf, the machine literally tells you what it pays out and it is ALWAYS less than 100% (obviously) just a few seconds thought could prevent people losing so much money.

[@paulc3749]

@@mcpartridgeboy , that’s all part of the addiction. Logically they know they can’t win but keep trying in the hope that they will hit a jackpot

[@leighroybrown79]

Thank you so much, Don, for your story.

[@Birdsfly11]

Thanks Don! I dealt craps for 33 years and had a good repour with some of the gamblers I dealt to. Certain players would always look for me to hang out with on the game and we would shoot the shit. After awhile and earning their trust they would open up about their life and talk about their lives and in return I would share something about my life. You have to be a people person if you want to deal in the casino's and not just be there collecting a pay check and ignoring customers. Although its not the best environment to work in due to the smoke and negativity from some down and out depressed gamblers you will have your share of people who make your day enjoyable and a hot crap table is icing on the cake.

[@StuUngar]

I worked as a cashier at a casino in college. I was glad to get out of there. Altho I admit to partaking, granted I was in college, but everyone sleeps with everyone else. The dealers all lived in apartments together and spent cash like it was gonna rot…..dealer lifestyles remind me very much of strippers. Your regulars, while generally nice people, also have gambling problems. Casinos can be a soul draining, depressing place.

[@paulc3749]

Satan is present when gambling is taking place 💯666

[@mikefixac]

@@StuUngar Casinos can be a soul draining, depressing place. How true. Like your name too. I'm not a gambler but I like going to casinos to hang out. Sometimes I wonder if that's bad too. I like to people-watch, it just amazes me that people spend their time gambling, sometimes I think I could somehow get caught up if that makes sense.

[@chiefbeardo2610]

You're nothing short of amazing Don. Peace and Love.

[@juju-nl9te]

your best interview in my opinion loved it .

[@mikey4103]

VERY WISE MAN.........IME OBBSSED WITH THE STORYS N LIFES ON THIS CHANNELIT JUST NEVA GETS OLD......WELL DONE MARK THIS MAN WAS HAPPY SOMEONE LISTENED TOHIS STORY......THANKS AGAIN MICK...FROM UK

[@robbiemontgomery581]

This guy just stepped out of a Bukowski novel.

[@abbiesonntag3855]

💯🎯💯🎯💯🎯💯 EXACTLY WHAT I WAS THINKING! 😂 So beautiful.

[@labasbikhir]

Oh yeh, my toughts.. It was all like listening to bukowski's words loll

[@roadrunner381]

Ha, very good!

[@SagaciousDjinn]

I played this to swing/ jazz playing in the background and it hits different.

[@wesleyAlan9179]

Lol, awesome...I do the same thing sometimes

[@SagaciousDjinn]

We're having a good time.

[@FowkeTV]

@@0kh0b07 what

[@Bebedollie]

I love u Don. Your spirit and soul is beautiful. Ty for your story 💓I woke up to listening to u. And ty Mark . Love u too 💓

[@mclyker]

Amazing interview.

[@SoftWhiteUnderbelly]

Don is one of my favorites so far this year...but tomorrow’s upload is pretty fun too. Very different, but entertaining as can be.

[@julzdixon63]

@@SoftWhiteUnderbelly can't wait. Hoping your going to do more of this type. You see we want a change up. just a bit.

[@davechattoe9144]

I'm there for the ride Mr YTuber, 100% and I thank you for that as I was very interested in one of your previous interviews with Archie Karas. As a gambler myself, knowing the drawbacks that even a novice would see in a clear light, my question is, if you can...try to get some of the more established gambler's. I won't bore you with the simplicity of why a gambler would question, why "Don" would play slots when Casino's them selves have admitted that they're the worst odds in the house. Phil Ivey would be a fantastic interview as he has won many World Series of Champ bracelets, plus his sacndle with his edge cutting with Baccarat with two different Casino's would be a great insight to the current underbelly of gambling. Again, please understand that I enjoy your interviews and hope to see more up to date more relevant gambling interviews. cheers!

[@shaun8253]

"Her Life wasn't exciting enough having an apartment so she wanted to go live on the streets. So we went and lived on the streets."

[@bicdiggity4710]

I really enjoyed this fella

[@kennethcoyle9625]

It's Mike from Breaking Bad. Take care Mike.

[@Dhardy316]

Sounds like him, wtf! Now all I here is the half measure story

[@EVRYMANaKING]

😂😂😂💀

[@theonewhoknocks96]

First thing I thought as well lol

[@Alex10daysago]

The thumbs down are from the guys who know Harley's are junk and hate to be reminded of it.

[@GWENZDADDY]

I want more of this guy interview not long enough

[@cassieoconnell774]

I got married to a gambler in 1973. So many times I wanted to take a swing with a frying pan to his noggin. This interview brought a lot of memories back to me.

[@annieseaside]

Don is absolutely right. Mark is not like other men.

[@jbarford6429]

Just want to say what great work you are doing. Didn't realise how helpful some of these life experience would be in regards to mine. But all your videos give me a new sence of appreciation of life and what I have personally around me through these brave peoples story's. It's got to be hard to talk to someone about their life when they go through this kind of stuff. And I can only relate to the gambling but I'm on the right path now. Thanks again

[@zoe9632]

What a character. His body language, the way he focused on his cigarette & that voice! That voice is like something from an ole time gangster or cowboy film. I hung off every word. The love between him & his wife was so powerful that she connected with a psychic to deliver him his play money. I know he knows she'll be waiting with open arms when his time comes. You're right Don... most of the time we're too 'congested' to connect with strangers. Congested is apt.

[@stevedusette4000]

I think he had alot more to say that I would have enjoyed . Too bad it was cut short for some reason.

[@Calverts399]

Love Don's stories ❤ best of luck Don! 👍

[@denverunderground8046]

I could listen to this guy all day.

[@NoQuarterIsHere]

What a horrific childhood 😥.

[@Melinda8162]

Did he say he had an excellent life, when he was asked that? wow.

[@NoQuarterIsHere]

@@Melinda8162 I don’t know. I Had a hard time understanding him.

[@Melinda8162]

@@NoQuarterIsHere Sounded really sad to me!

[@lesleycooper3088]

Was in a closet,that is horrible.

[@jacquinikora3261]

I loved listening to Don. He is so authentic. Wishing you all the best.

[@trippin6118]

He's from my neck of the woods. I know who his family are

[@cindyfitzgerald4500]

What are they like?

[@trippin6118]

@@cindyfitzgerald4500 farming community. But he's a lot older than me. I lived in hortonville on a farm as well. There are more bars than churches. They work hard but party hard

[@cindyfitzgerald4500]

@@trippin6118 Thank You Beans for sharing that with me. I really like Don, my heart goes out to him

[@kimmead3683]

His voice could put me to sleep.

[@iAWP-]

Godspeed to you Don, you yourself are a different kind of man. Thanks as always to Mark for talking to him, let alone letting us hear his story too. What he said to you is true

[@mikeyshits1]

We need more of these las vegas ones ,great job 💪🍀

[@SportsBoss999]

I've only watched about 5 minutes so far. Had to comment. This man went through some absolutely horrible experiences growing up. No one should be treated the way he was. OMG I'm in shock.

[@cashvulovic1332]

Don, you are very interesting and oh, so easy to listen to. Thank you for sharing your story.

[@goffredoify]

Very interesting. He's part of a lost generation, they don't make them like him no more. Nice one thank you

[@Niko-pi3ks]

That’s true! People do seem like their too busy to talk to each other which is a shame. He’s a cool guy!

[@DrainAddict]

Great interview!

[@llaves973]

Wish this was longer

[@cowardlykeaboardwarrior5036]

My father was a gambling addict. My parents divorced because of it and my mom had to raise me and my siblings single. Ten years later, my father is back in my life. Took him hitting rock bottom, GA, and celebrating recovery and a belief in God and Christianity, for him to change. But I still see it in his eyes and he's told me its a daily battle to overcome his vices and cravings.

[@SoftWhiteUnderbelly]

If he’d like to talk about it I’m definitely looking for more gamblers.

[@cowardlykeaboardwarrior5036]

@@SoftWhiteUnderbelly Sure I will bring it up to him. Thanks for your interest. Another interesting aspect about addiction is the genetic factor. I choose not to gamble because I, like my dad, have impulse control issues. I feel this 'pull' when gambling, where nothing is enough. Almost an anger when I lose and a drive to make up for it. It feels primal and uncontrollable. After blowing my whole pay check (1,500$ in a few hours) I vowed to never gamble again and haven't been in a casino for about five years. It makes me wonder if theres an addiction gene or a predilection for Impulse control disorders that runs in families. Anyways, keep these videos up. It is good to see this side of humanity.

[@sassy_2437]

He’s right about those old harleys..... They r beautiful bikes but they should have come w a free tool box!!!

[@Alex10daysago]

the tradition continues. the new ones are just as reliable

[@toolbrothers1477]

Especially those old AMF ones. I own a Harley today and have been through a lot Of Honda/Yamahas but the Harley has soul

[@kimberleyjane2338]

@@toolbrothers1477 2012 Soft tail springer special edition. Signed by willy g

[@sunii4264]

Facts.💯

[@tannersimmons5679]

I felt that pain about losing Donna... Heavy pain.

[@filafresh22dunn24]

SAY MARK, DO MORE OF THESE STORY (GAMBLING)👌👌👌💥💥💥🔥🔥🔥👍👍👍🐥🐥😁

[@priscillaann883]

wow, very sad to have memories like this. i pray this man can come to terms with the terrible trauma he dealt with. 🙌🏽💔🙌🏽

[@DevHazy]

“I was a man at 15 years old. Now I’m a boy.” Same Don. I get it. I’m 33. Finally I do my life for fun and my way. I work hard for my kids and I play hard for the years I didn’t get to be carefree or childish.

[@emilyingridlaura3419]

Hey Mark I just realized I haven't been getting any KZbin notifications or videos in my subscription feed for I would think couple weeks now.

[@SoftWhiteUnderbelly]

I post a video every morning. I can’t control much else with KZbin.

[@ndpainters]

We can learn something from this storys. Thanks for videos!

[@ojay6675]

Mark, you should visit Chicago sometime. I think you’ll find some intriguing stories.

[@madddawgg5133]

Dude should be on a movie

[@CarrieMilburn]

Don seems like a sweet man with a broken heart and spirit... :( I worked in a casino for many years. If you want to see real sadness spend some time in a casino. Gambling is an addiction like drugs or alcohol (and oftentimes, these habits go hand-in-hand). It's a diversion from reality - where one looks to fill the void in their spirit. Of all the sad stories I have to share the one that sticks with me the most was the day when a husband came storming into the casino screaming his head off. It was about 6 or 7am. He was calling for his wife. He sounded desperate and angry. He screamed her name as he looked for her and yelled, "We are losing our HOME because of my wife's gambling! We are LOSING EVERYTHING!!!" He found his wife sitting at a Blackjack table. She didn't even look up. He cried frantically and plead with her to leave, but she stayed in her seat, staring at the table, waiting for play to resume. She stayed. He was escorted out.

[@mayapapaya77]

Wow 😳 sad 😢

[@zw4522]

His wife kept him together

[@semiramismunoz8948]

Very intense. God bless you man

[@_DivineTruth_is_Home_]

thank you, it was a pleasure to meet you. May all go well~

[@showpremedior7409]

I need more of these gambling interviews mark 👍🏾 and more from Johnny

[@katrinascheuermann763]

Wow about out Hortonville, WI! I was born and raised not far from there in Oshkosh WI ♥️

[@Faeriefungus]

He’s a good soul 💕 sending love

[@skyking228]

"they took my Go-Kart away"...

[@abbiesonntag3855]

Traumatizing af.

[@beardedrake9983]

I like the gambler ones

[@gregorysmith1134]

He comes across as a gentle soul, despite himself.

[@LizzPaintz]

Amazing how easy it was for people just 40 years ago to change their birthday or their name...or their children's names. Crazy.

[@kyshtakyshta3248]

This touched my heart

[@s60430470]

This is one of the best!!

[@d.bray1]

This was a fantastic listen.