Conversation With a Cross Dresser-Rebecca (4)

A fourth Soft White Underbelly talk and portrait with Rebecca, a homeless cross dressing man living in Los Angeles.

[@hannahgubani116]

This is crazy! I started watching Rebecca’s videos backwards. So, seeing her talk and speak coherently is just so crazy.

[@thecramptons]

Same

[@lexxvandorn2375]

Same here it’s heartbreaking

[@modelingmotherhood]

yes this blew my mind ! how quickly drugs can consume people. so so very sad.

[@sheydoll]

Same same

[@misspartridge3327]

Same I'm heart broken

[@nikkolefogg5552]

This is the most “healthy” Rebecca has looked. 🥺

[@yakkayakka360]

You need to move your quotation marks over one word to the right

[@stompthedragon4010]

And now look. What a shame.

[@misty1836]

@@yakkayakka360 🤣

[@screee5783]

​@@yakkayakka360and you need to take yourself out, yet here you are. Your best parts dripped down sister-momma's leg and it shows

[@yakkayakka360]

@@screee5783 you got incest on your mind? You are a sick, sick puppy! So sad

[@shannonshannonbobannon5040]

Seeing this after watching the new videos has helped me to understand why it’s so hard for Mark to give up hope for this poor soul.

[@t9amera]

I just did the same, agreed 100%

[@karensands3423]

You can't give up on her ❤

[@channahsismoxz7231]

Him but for real!

[@ahill4642]

@@channahsismoxz7231 Such a turn off, your lack of respect.

[@deborahdeldebbioable]

Agree!

[@lanieh6900]

It's so weird to see Rebecca interact in conversation! Actually listening to what Mark has to say and responding. A very likable version.

[@HomeSafety-mj2rj]

Perhaps the job is in linguistics since he speaks a lot of languages perhaps a travel agent

[@thesimulation9651]

It's heartbreaking how much Rebecca has changed from this interview to the most recent

[@GEORGIABOY23]

Drugs

[@richamaebermas1533]

agree, I rooted for her recovery these years.. 😢 she looked the healthiest only in this vid

[@GEORGIABOY23]

@@richamaebermas1533 you do know he is a guy who cross dresses and just want to be a she

[@craftygirl9666]

@@GEORGIABOY23 News flash! Rebecca knows this too. Why does it matter to you so much? Are you being harmed by it?

[@GEORGIABOY23]

@@craftygirl9666 yeah just making sure you know

[@jessicazepeda9516]

When Rebecca said I found it on the Floor. I smiled Thats the reason why, I drive around Skid Row and leave bags of clean clothes in the streets.

[@CMoore8539]

That’s very kind of you!!!♥️

[@nectareen8665]

😂😂😂

[@Itsunclegabby]

Do this! I leave sandwich bags of dental floss, toothpaste tablets, mouthwash tablets, wipes, hand sanitizer, masks, gloves... when I go back they're always gone, so I keep doing it. Edit: Handwarmers and feminine products, and condoms are always, ALWAYS needed.

[@jessicazepeda9516]

@@Itsunclegabby God bless you for that.

[@SteffMartinezV_]

God bless you ❤️

[@diannewhite573]

Just watched this. The decline in Rebecca now is devastating. She was coherent & insightful here. I always fear Rebecca will be found dead, overdosed or beaten up on the road side. Such a sad waste of a beautiful human being 😔😔

[@teijaflink2226]

Yeah I was shocked to see this used to be Rebecca only about 2 years ago, absolutely heartbreaking, if she doesn't manage to make a change I'm afraid we wont have her for a very long.

[@philippamcqueen5430]

Yes totally,when I way he'd marks interview yesterday he said Rebecca had overdosed on fetanil but someone saved her,he really seems worried. .I hope she chooses life over drugs eventually ..so sad she is refusing all this help...x

[@S_J_banana]

I'm pretty sure she's already ODed before too.

[@nunyabisniss1179]

​@@philippamcqueen5430😢❤

[@LikeSomeDude]

I think Rebeccas drugs are crystal and ecstasy. The videos I have seen where she is writhing around half nude on a sidewalk are her in the grips of full on meth psychosis which happens when users have been up for five days but continue to use meth, stay up for ANOTHER five days, and eventually just end up in a waking hallucination. I saw a “Fail compilation” video that included a vid of Rebecca writhing on the sidewalk and my heart broke. I personally have prayed so much for Rebecca; I am SURE many many others are as well. Please God(?) HELP Rebecca HELP HERSELF. She’s got the opportunities it’s just the initial change is hard. Please lord 🙏

[@fuzbcuz7613]

I cannot believe this was Rebecca only two years ago. Such a good looking person that was actually asking questions about Mark with sincere interest; totally involved in conversation. I pray for Rebecca's change.

[@farrah9748]

🌸 he has such a surprising coherent understanding of his own victimization. 🌸 being robbed of your life is a ridiculous situation to be thrown. 🌸 currently surviving homelessness and being made scammer food 😑 🌊 🏄 🎂 🥂 🐾 🎶 🧱 🛣 🛤 ☠ ⛓ ⛓ 💵 🐍 💵 🏡 🏗🗽🧭🌐 🎶 💉 💔 🧋🧋🍰🍰🍨🍨

[@marymedd00]

It really breaks my heart to see the situation Rebecca is now. Thank you Mark for not giving up on her. Prayers

[@Lena-uh3ky]

Looks much better and more lucid too. Also when Mark said: " there's a lot more beautiful things about you" that was beautiful too Mark. 🥺

[@seltzermint5]

so true!

[@amyflowers1832]

Rebecca‘s eyes when he told her she has lots of beautiful stuff about her .. they lit up 😍 that was such a beautiful thing to see ❤️

[@TheTruthContestt]

It’s very clever how you avoided using any pronouns in the beginning of your sentence.

[@Juniper122]

Accurate

[@shellz1125]

I love her.... what a fearless soul. Clever and just so beautiful .....

[@michaelhart7282]

The weight gain looks SO healthy

[@kelliebates7643]

This was before they were so bad off

[@medicated_maddie]

⁠@@kelliebates7643do you understand you’re replying to a three year old comment? they obviously know that

[@peace.404]

I forgot Rebecca was capable of normal conversations. So charming, intelligent and charismatic. It’s like watching Rebecca all over again.

[@jeweliastanley7065]

I’ve seen this interview but watching it now after the newest ones is so heartbreaking look how healthy and clean and well spoken she is here

[@samiam280]

He was educated, good looking, articulate, sober. He's on death's door in most recent video. Praying for help for this young man!

[@thecompleation8891]

She*@@samiam280

[@luvzdogz]

She is a really good listener. When Mark started talking about happiness, she was quiet, sat back and was genuinely engaged in listening. Not just waiting to talk. That's a real skill.

[@Jessicamarlana1999]

Right, I agree! A genuine conversation is so hard for people to have now a days and it’s sad. I really like her and I hope she gets out and really thrives!

[@rejeana4273]

She’s very intelligent

[@Missperidoteyes11]

Your sincere respect for her preferred pronouns seems small, but is actually a HUGE show of respect. That's appreciated, thank u!

[@Arcticninja123]

@@Missperidoteyes11 he

[@elizabethrigby3901]

Outsiders like to listen I noticed this as well when I seen this comment ❤

[@oceancat0450]

You can tell Mark has a special place in his heart with everyone, but especially with Rebecca. Rebecca actually looks healthiest in this video.

[@MariaAlvarez-bm9bs]

Sadly this is one of her first videos. i pray she finds a safe space and recovery

[@MikeNolanMate]

@@MariaAlvarez-bm9bs he*

[@MariaAlvarez-bm9bs]

@@MikeNolanMate SHE*

[@musicbyarnica]

so sad :(

[@youthofyesterdayrecords]

Seems the broken leg actually led to a period of stability for Rebecca. As we see in the latest video, the wheels come off again...This conversation proves to me that underneath the drug abuse and mental health issues is an intelligent, insightful person with great taste in film. It's sad to see, but many of us are just as lost, in our own way...even if we fake being normal better than Rebecca.

[@meaghanpeters9087]

This is what Rebecca is like when she is sober and her mental health wasn't like it is now. I feel so badly for this poor soul. She is truly a beautiful person. Inside and out.

[@m.koalz9401]

It's no wonder why Mark is so invested in her getting better. I've never seen this video, but... wow. It's amazing to watch this video and to see Rebecca engaging in a conversation----calm, coherent, making eye contact, sincere, and oddly---Rebecca seems more at peace. My heart hurts for the Rebecca we are trying to save now, but may we all hold out hope for better. We know she's capable. God bless her, and Mark.

[@mysticmama740]

What a different person after spending a month in the hospital with food, shelter, care, less drugs!!!! My goodness how drugs can ravish a person. She looks and is healthier. She is bright, engaging, and has some substance to her person! Oh how I wish the best things for Rebecca, with some support, she could really shine! Look how much she engaged him!!

[@cookiecookerson84]

She’s probably been put on meds to stabilize her mood as well. I love her

[@kwpp7]

* He

[@Renegade67868]

@@kwpp7 Exactly 🤭

[@rednaxela69]

@@kwpp7 its actually she

[@wandahwhetstone6338]

Life oh life

[@isabelletaljaard437]

"My scar is the most beautiful thing about me"- i love that❤

[@serenityfreedom3096]

The end of this video where they share philosophies was off the chain!

[@shellz1125]

Embracing physical scars and realizing that scars inside and out are beautiful....

[@catalinaortoljo2821]

This is the first video where Rebecca's ability to intensely focus on someone as though they're the only person who matters is apparent. That must be intoxicating to the receipt.

[@JoyNoelle.]

CANNOT BELIEVE THIS IS REBECCA!! Favorite interview ever and it makes my heart ache that this person is not present. This interview captured the TRUE Rebecca. Just Truly himself. He is deep. Caring. Warm. And so incredibly Charming

[@Vanasse1]

It’s so sad to watch this knowing that 3 years later, this person is completely gone now.

[@alisong799]

I've watched hundreds if not thousands of SWU videos, and I have never seen someone crack Mark open like Rebecca has. She makes him laugh and gets him to talk more about himself than any other interviewee on the channel. It's so hard to watch the spark that they have together slowly fizzle with the more recent interviews. I hope Rebecca gets help soon, she has a person here who clearly loves her so much and thinks the world of her.

[@marie3539]

Rebecca is a man

[@JaimeMesChiens]

Rebecca is brilliant, appealing, beautiful, sweet, and very, very unwell. I can understand Mark’s passion and compassion. She is so easy-to love.

[@thelonemaiden]

an interesting observation! almost no one here realizes his-her Disability via neurological specialness. or the meaning of the word

[@catheirs]

Seeing her fall apart over time on the streets depresses me so much. She is so lovable despite her demons. I pray to God she can be healed somehow.

[@stompthedragon4010]

He has obviously deteriorated badly. I'm not participating in the ' she' delusion anymore. Rebecca's birth name is Ishmael, but I can go with his wanting to be called Rebecca. At this point, I think he is on the abyss to total insanity, and possibly death.

[@PeaShaped]

Maybe you will wake up out of your hypnosis and know that is a BOY he has a penis. A HE not a she. No vagina like you. HE stands to urinate.

[@James-re1yf]

@@stompthedragon4010 100pwrceñt agree I'll Ishmael is near his end in October 2023

[@trevormichael4906]

@@stompthedragon4010I think it’s disturbing how SOCIETY (or young/ stup/d people) has lost its collective mind and give into these delusions. It’s the same sadness I have for this man. I see the guise of “being respectful”. It’s mind numbing. Too lazy to see what’s actually going on, or too dimwitted to care.

[@stompthedragon4010]

@@trevormichael4906 I have a 13 year old grandchild and see the effect this has had on her peer group. They are destroying a generation

[@franbenoit]

Watching this Video of Rebecca she looks so healthy and clear minded. It's just sad to watch the latest video of Rebecca, she has lost so much weight and is so lost. I was so hoping she could of got it together and did something positive in her life. She has so much potential as of others on this channel ❤🙏

[@krozsa027]

Yes,it's so sad. I've been watching the new videos yesterday, and it now makes me even more sad for her. She has changed a lot, sadly in the wrong direction. Hope she finds the help she desperately needs. 🙏❤️😔

[@Elhastezy888]

Heyyy, I was just wondering if this is the same person!! I saw the most recent videos but had no idea there were earlier ones. Now I don't think I want to watch the rest, I JUST started it 😔

[@luvzfrance24]

Omg it's so sad seeing this now. Rebecca has definitely declined significantly since this.

[@angmicmatful]

Agreed. Im rooting for her.

[@user-dh5nk7uu3t]

Почему последнее видео?

[@tommymason8703]

oh my god... I've seen the newer videos never these older videos. This is a totally different human being

[@HailXenu]

Watching this again. I adore this human so so much! I hope there isn’t a sad ending one day 😢

[@robertpace901]

I feel like I'm listening to a carefree and wise child in an adult body.

[@brandonmartinez9710]

So accurate

[@yoongistongue4163]

She's like 20 yo, she is still a kid

[@hunterbasselite6826]

@@yoongistongue4163 there’s no she in this video ..

[@yoongistongue4163]

@@hunterbasselite6826 she wants to be referenced as she, therefore is a SHE. If you don't like it go into some homophobic corner of the internet instead of camping under the vid you clearly don't understand or haven't watch it at all. Bye.

[@user-mo3ue1to2o]

@@yoongistongue4163 not homophobic. Common sense. Just because you dress like a woman doesn't mean you are one🙄

[@susannaaivajeedas9492]

Just imagining if Rebecca had stability. The best spa’s, cosmetics, healthy diet. Then imagine if she could travel to exotic locations and do a travel show. Or have endless art supplies, fabrics and a sewing studio. I just wish she could be safe.

[@dattajack]

Maybe Mark could help them get set up with a camera, editing computer, and studio and let them make their own channel. Whatever content Rebecca wants to make would be good because they're such a great person. Maybe that would help them "blossom"

[@susannaaivajeedas9492]

@@dattajack yes, I’m sure many of the people he interviews could do a lot, but Rebecca is particularly unique.

[@susannaaivajeedas9492]

@James Madison What a short-sighted silly comment. Yes if it were only so easy. Of course everyone should be productive and self sufficient. Sometimes it just isn’t possible. The main reason in my opinion is mental health or the lack of. While I don't imagine they were very nice places to be in previous generations there were asylums and poor farms. Currently, there is a lack of beds and services even for individuals that have family involved in their lives and care. Yes some of the people Mark interviews are not likable or seem to be devious, evil, have no soul. That is not the case with Rebecca. If watching Mark’s channel bothers you or makes you angry just stop watching it. I am a conservative, I grew up with extreme abuse and have my own issues. Somehow I have always managed to work hard and take care of myself. Not everyone can manage it.

[@susannaaivajeedas9492]

@James Madison oh grumpy James I forgot my main point. Not sure what you mean about Rebecca being a drain on society. She isn’t sleeping in your yard, you are not giving her money. How is Rebecca being a drain?

[@leodelicious865]

There's more to heal from than him just being on camera please 🙄🙄

[@marcella97x]

She's so calm and comprehensive and articulate here. It's really devastating to see how much she's declined. She's such an intelligent and charismatic person with so much potential. She needs true medical and professional help in order to recover otherwise I fear the updates will stop. 😢

[@Jackjohnjay]

He looked good here

[@marie3539]

He!

[@Kaz.Williams]

First time I've seen Rebecca the way she used to be, having watched about 6 of the more recent ones. I'm just devastated. Cried all the way through this. The decline since is just.. I have no words. I'm just so sorry for her and for poor Mark who witnesses this first hand and no doubt wonders every day if Rebecca is still alive. Heartbreaking beyond measure.

[@viggiviggs8614]

rebecca is one of my favorites. she won't let the fact that she's homeless and using drugs define her whole personality, she's still so colorful and likable. hope she gets the right help soon, she still has time to get on the right path!

[@Vanasse1]

Well this didn’t age well. He’s a horrible mess now, sadly. 😢

[@Sophiemn2024]

Mark: “But you’re surviving”.. Rebecca: “Thriving”. I had to click the like button after that!

[@youthought7206]

Right?! I’d love it if I could. Find happiness where you are as you are💕

[@tubester4567]

@@youthought7206 I think hes high, false happiness.

[@hard-truthsbetter-than-swe6543]

Mark sadly believes strong in the victimization mentality. Survivor is a word he rarely uses,but victim many times. "if you was abused it opens the door and you will be a sex worker and abuser"

[@donnadonato527]

Great to know more about you Mark.

[@chicagorilla4983]

This guy actually popped into my mind a couple days ago ironically. I thought how hypocritical it was for him to say he was happy all the time but had been committed for suicidal thoughts. Not exactly what a normal person goes through.

[@_ellen_-]

Just watched the July 2023 of Rebecca. It's so painfully sad watching this again. Poor soul. What a vibrant, intelligent, interesting person. Addiction is the absolute worst. 💔

[@AG-xl4hy]

Addiction, mental health, but MOST IMPORTANTLY- a lack of safe and caring community. Think about it. If Rebecca had a group of people like Mark, where could she be?

[@TP-nx7uf]

Man, re-watching her older videos hurts...I just want her to get rid of that damn addiction because she is such an interesting, fun and intelligent person underneath. Watching her new videos just breaks my heart. This is what trauma and drugs do to people.

[@AdzaanMaiiTso]

1:36 'There's a lot of beautiful things about you.' The smile Rebecca gives to Mark is just so pure; she's not speaking but her face says it all.

[@MinnieMouse100]

So sincere

[@californiaconservative949]

It’s so true. There are so many beautiful things about Rebecca.

[@angelah.3402]

That's my favorite thing about Mark. He means what he says. He doesn't say things just to be nice. He doesn't say things because they are the things ur suppose to say.

[@colettespencer3357]

Rebecca is so brilliant. "Fear feeds fear"

[@KnotApps]

Rebecca just interviewed mark lol, this was cute

[@michaelazans6666]

He sure has talked more then in the majority of his vids. So much wisdom shared in this one. Thank you Mark, Thank you Rebecca... ☺

[@jaxxiet5851]

Yes!! Loved it

[@AliEtSaMaman]

Yeah. That's one rare and lovely exchange. ♡

[@job6936]

@@michaelazans6666 her vids 🥰

[@michaelazans6666]

@@job6936 ☺yes, sir?

[@kerrymuntz2763]

I still come back to this. The purest glimpse of Rebecca. So so beautiful and interesting and lovely and insightful.

[@sidelucio]

He's such a beautiful person when he's sober.

[@wainwrightroad6100]

She.

[@lucymundo9916]

Yet equally intruiging and captivating when not 😕

[@Gabeysmama41023]

She

[@rannnalynn]

REBECCA BABY YOU'RE A WHOLE VIBE

[@mamamccauley4898]

YES❤️

[@MaryJane-qm3ld]

Yes she is..I could talk to her All day

[@Flayeshy]

@@MaryJane-qm3ld he*

[@TheSpydoc]

Facts💖

[@LadyAngela678]

Yes Indeed!!

[@bernardaqueveoadios6805]

this doesn't look like an interview but two old friends catching up, i love it

[@LaToyaTillis]

The healthiest video of Rebecca. Prayers up🙏🏽

[@Vanasse1]

Sooooo sad how far he’s fallen. I used to be optimistic, but I’m not so optimistic anymore that he’ll get better.

[@JeanaAshley-mq4ir]

I pray we get this Rebecca back but better. She is an amazing soul. There’s so many beautiful things about her. Prayers for healing

[@Ivi27]

She's too far gone now. I wonder why the decline happened in such a short time.

[@theskyisfallingtom]

Amen❤

[@user-rn7xk3ri1r]

It hurts to see the recent videos of Rebecca after watching this. No words, just can’t stop my tears.

[@andyrome316]

Life must be really tough for you..

[@czarina7786]

So much weight lost. Mental illness has increased. So sad.

[@nena273]

So true😢

[@ahill4642]

❤️ huggggg…

[@nadiajenkins4684]

Mark was so enthusiastic and open in this interview it must be the Rebecca effect a combination of wit intelligence charm and good looks!

[@lisbodilkarlsson2267]

Aggree completely

[@CMoore8539]

Absolutely!!!

[@inezinez7455]

I think that Mark is in love with Rebecca

[@DavisFamily777]

@@inezinez7455 we all are, join us

[@ryansack5198]

Jeez man.. Rebecca has really declined these past 2 years. He's so coherent & normal here.

[@dawnellafreeman4860]

Wow... Like night and day

[@ahill4642]

She.

[@larissa_7729]

What America did to this poor soul

[@tbone6924]

@@ahill4642 No, This person is a HE. Sorry that pronouns that reflect actual biology triggers you.

[@janisg7409]

It says 3 yrs. Amazing, I’ve never seen Rebecca look so good!

[@daisywrabbit]

Little Fluffy Clouds by The Orb is the song Rebecca refers to in the beginning. “…Arizona… pink fluffy clouds “

[@dovegoddess1100]

Watching this video of Rebecca is bittersweet because you see how lucid and grounded she can be when she is not immersed in drugs. In the most recent videos you see Mark offering help with rehab yet again but she doesn't want it. What can you do when a person doesn't want help? You can't do anything to force an adult to get help because no matter how much you want to save them, they have to agree to be saved. I want to hold this image of Rebecca in my mind. Maybe some day she will agree to get help. Maybe 🙏

[@jeannemarie3704]

So true about addiction. Hits me hard. My 25vyear old daughter refusing treatmentvtoo. Heartbreaking. She is sweet likeRebecca- artistic funny..engaging.. except when using.. it's so hard.. you can't force them to wantvthe help. So true forc so many. ✌️ ❤️

[@mwoods4608]

if Rebecca was a harm to herself or others she could get a 5150.

[@viktorandersson7819]

Rebecca is clearly using drugs at the time of this video. The lifestyle isn't driven by some eccentric choice, the drugs are driving it. Maybe if Rebecca would've made different choices around this time it would've ended differently, but honestly, she's already quite far gone here. Living on the streets, all roughed up with bruises and scrapes on her arms and legs. The constant semi-ironic remarks about "thriving" and loving her life is a brutal foreshadowing. It hurts to say it, but Rebecca probably won't live that much longer. The last update a few days ago is horrible.

[@Gingerblaze]

@@mwoods4608 clearly that is the case here.

[@cch9680]

​@@viktorandersson7819 she's still with us, defeating all the odds, July 19th, 2024! 🙏🏻

[@kendradaniels1831]

Clothes, shoes, sobriety, eloquence, this is the Rebecca I have to revisit to remind me that this is who I remember. ❤

[@barbaraseethoff2336]

I love Rebecca and so want her to survive and be safe . So intelligent and charming. Thank you for being kind and patient with her Mark.

[@donna8216]

Wow! I just found this video. All the ones I've seen are more recent. It's really sad how much worse he's gotten in the past 3 years. He seems normal here. It's nice to see him be normal. I pray he gets help before it's too late. 😢

[@barikitchens6383]

Same here. Just came across this video. Heart breaking to see her now.

[@user-fw5zd9nd1r]

😢

[@bmbm1378]

Now I understand better Mark's compassion for helping her so real 💓

[@tommygunn662]

*she

[@bekahdoug5572]

How Rebecca just sat and patiently listened intently, while Mark poured out his heart...That was lovely. I imagine she's a great friend to have. Good vibes.

[@MH-ds8cb]

Rebecca looks healthier than last time...not sure if that’s the case in reality. Blessings to all who read this! ❤️

[@beugz3718]

Cringe

[@maryannhope8276]

Thank you for the Blessings Megan right back at you sister. Peace from Rhode Island

[@c.f.6048]

@Kris Blunt aw, now we know what you're type is 👅

[@c.f.6048]

@Kris Blunt oop..😮😏

[@MaryRingworm]

Rebecca?? Dudes got a beard!

[@fauxmixedhair]

This is the most clear headed I've seen Rebecca in all of the videos I've seen. She has so much potential. She needs to see these videos of herself. And y'alls dialogue with each other was so natural. What may have started as an interview...it's so good to see the bond/friendship that you all have created. I'm glad Rebecca has you. And I hope she becomes a success story.

[@kriswymer]

She's so beautiful!! For being homeless She's always on point with her clothes even if it's just fabric. Just found out about Rebecca & have been going back & watching all the videos. A comeback would be great to see. WAKE UP REBECCA!!!

[@macamica23]

I just love how Rebecca "just" asks a question and Marc opens up and speaks, maybe more so than with most other interviews ...and Rebecca just listens so actively. Beautiful interview and conversation .

[@hopefloatsm24]

Rebecca is so very mesmerizing. You can see the wheels turning in her head. She is INCREDIBLY intelligent….almost functioning on a different plane. I see her as a teacher of philosophy helping us to view the world and our existence from a hidden place. Her eyes alone speak beauty and her existence is sublime. ♥️♥️

[@clivejones2944]

That's a fella!

[@mollyram2997]

Bingo

[@laurenrusted-nj5gy]

Love this comment. So true. There’s a beauty there so devoid in acceptable society

[@mounag8518]

What that twisted sick word. Thats a He and will never be a She. Hope he gets out of drugs and turn his life around

[@marionmeikle8874]

YES, mesmerising is exactly the right word ! Beautiful soul .....

[@SWEETPEA.522]

This is Rebecca's best video. So sad to see her deteriorate. She has so much potential. I wish her the best and hope she can get the help she needs and live a happy fulfilling productive life. She is so photogenic

[@cch9680]

This is the best I have ever seen Rebecca! The hospitalisation, good food, rest, safety & no drugs must have done her the power of good! I hope we get to see her like this again one day! 🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@-berberry]

I love that she turned the interview into a conversation.

[@leopabe]

"I am an eccentric millionaire with bad shoes." Loved this line.

[@nichole771]

@Michelle Devine you realize she’s from a billionaire family. She had trauma that you and I could never imagine. I don’t blame her for disconnecting

[@anggggggayyyy]

I’m tearing up. It’s so sad to see how much sicker Rebecca has gotten over the years :( she has such a beautiful soul. I wish her the absolute best and healing

[@cindyfitzgerald4500]

It’s so devastating to see how far gone she has become. I will always cling to the hope that she will overcome her addiction and become healthy again.

[@gregg9672]

Her personality is all but gone now stripped out by the drugs

[@mallyw5585]

This is so sad because I had actually forgotten that Rebecca used to be THIS coherent. I feel so bad for them. I pray that they can heal their trauma and BE the beautiful person they are.

[@maatirah6530]

Same. Totally forgot

[@aabracadavra]

This person is soo damn beautiful!! There's so! much depth in her eyes. So much pain, love, forgiveness and life shining though. I'm melting watching her. I hope she's forever protected and loved.

[@Cynthia012461]

I can't take my eyes off this interview. This person is so fascinating and unique.

[@danielledanner2274]

She is so captivating. What a beautiful soul.

[@chelseamuah6936]

It is insane how SMART she is. Absolutely brilliant. Her vocabulary, knowledge, thr references she makes, and when she was talking about the pandemic and how "the system works."..... I KNOW one day she'll be alright. She's gonna make it. And come out of this. Mark my words....💜

[@ottelisezipporah-isadora8070]

Rebecca: "I am strange" 😄Rebecca, you are a riot! I wish you all the best and stay safe and healthy.

[@suuzy_g]

Watched this again after watching the latest interviews with her. It breaks my heart that she has declined so much. She’s a wonderful intelligent human who deserves so much more than this life she’s living. I hope she eventually gets the help that she needs. I dread that video that says she’s past away, I hope that video never happens. Keep taking care of her Mark, you are a true angel!

[@maninthebox3654]

I also watched this video after watching the recent one and it is scary how much she declined but also how FAST it happened! She's like a completely different person now... Now you almost can't see this amazing, creative and smart woman she is. If something won't drastically change she will be gone really soon... So sad 💔

[@nbamaziokereke8228]

I hope he gets better

[@zekiahcooper7937]

Omg same I never noticed she lost so much weight and is in much worse condition now 😢

[@squeeze1321]

She’s a roller coaster of fab

[@vshcvsh98]

@@nbamaziokereke8228 *she. We hope SHE gets better. Much love Rebecca, you’re loved out here girl.

[@nicolevillalobospalacios2955]

she made a great point when she said a lot of people die from starvation too

[@flowersreptiles2707]

This video reminds me why I love Rebecca so much. What a beautiful, colorful, deserving being ❤ I can’t wait to see her like this again.

[@thepostofficeprince8819]

Don’t hold your breath

[@Vanasse1]

Not looking promising.

[@joebeeton6877]

This video broke my heart more than any of the other, newer ones - ironically. It's because I can see the seemingly bright, curious, well-rounded, personable person under the nasty, burdensome addiction that's been unrelentingly piled on to this kind soul ever since.

[@alixparker9256]

Rebecca is by far my favorite. She is so attentive, considerate, compassionate. It’s such a beautiful trait. In that lifestyle, I’m sure it’s easy to get caught up in yourself, your situation. But not Rebecca. She has a truly magnificent soul.

[@rsdenimblues8342]

If you haven't noticed by now..rebecca is a He ..Got it

[@brianyates758]

100%

[@Heda568]

I don’t think I’ve heard Rebecca giggle like she does in this video. I love it. I have a post it note 📝 that remains on my antique cabinet 😮 each time I pass it I pray for her. I pray for happiness through sobriety which leads her to her destiny❤

[@luciemueller3300]

This video of Rebecca after her accident and hospitalization is the way I would love to see this behavior continue!! Such a fascinating person!!! I chose to rewatch and seeing the real person here🙏👌So glad I found this video!

[@TheOdge89]

I just love the way Rebecca is so polite with the "thank yous". It's such a refreshing exchange compared to most of the other interviews I watch. Super intelligent and well versed.

[@saudigold50]

Lovely comment.

[@veranomejiagonzalez2797]

I seen Rebecca in Santa Monica beach around May when I went for vacation, I was really wanting to approach her and give her some money but she seemed like she was just in her own world so I was a little scared to approach her, she’s a beautiful human being and so full of life! God bless her always

[@bunny1114]

Approach her next time. She seems very genuine :)

[@tihigreen]

It's so sad to watch this amazing person's life be destroyed. 😭

[@Vanasse1]

He’s the one who is destroying himself. He refuses to get help and takes advantage of Mark. Sadly.

[@tihigreen]

@@Vanasse1 I agree he is, I was grieving his God given potential.

[@Vanasse1]

@@tihigreen I know. He could be so amazing. You can see it even when he’s at his worst. His style.. his conversations… such a waste.

[@jn2400]

So surreal and sad to see this after watching all the more current ones.

[@zeebee3496]

Rebecca and Marks open dialogue 💫 .... esp towards the end, therapeutic and filled with wisdom and insight ... feel like we’re getting to know Mark more when he’s not being interviewed (if that makes sense) thank you Both 💞

[@iamjacquelinemichelle2673]

@Zee Bee very well said 👏🏻❤️

[@cognitojustin998]

I'm crying because I know there's going to be a video soon with a caption like "celebrating Rebecca" or "the last time visiting with Rebecca". Marks Mr Rockefeller 😭

[@kdeloris2225]

This is my favorite interview of Rebecca. Thanks for reposting this Mark. This is the most coherent I have ever seen her be

[@scottyharp]

I'be been watching the Rebecca interviews in order and I LOVE this interview. I LOVE how she became the interviewer towards the end, and was so good at it. She's SUCH an incredibly smart, intelligent, intuitive person. She has SO much potential, and I have faith that she will find that path!

[@bethaneywilkins6905]

I’ve watched her videos in reverse & idk which way would’ve been more heartbreaking but I’m so thankful to Mark for allowing us to see the HUMANITY of these people & their stories. ❤❤

[@tbone6924]

*his

[@DMUNROEROSS]

#HIS

[@maxine2425]

Nobody treats him badly because of that smile and the light in his eyes. I like how he said he doesn't feel entitled, but I hope he gets a chance to live his dreams. He's awesome.

[@livinglife1683]

He seems very sweet natured

[@Senteqmock]

Two minutes in and Rebecca is adorable to me

[@wesleyalan9179]

Yeah, very cool person, a very nice personality 😁

[@mermaidscute7658]

She***

[@maxine2425]

@@mermaidscute7658 He isn't trans. Most cross dressers identify as their biologically assigned sex. He did not specify a pronoun, either. So...get over yourself. Please, even.

[@richelle7211]

That smile after Mark said there are a lot of beautiful things about you. I loved it!!

[@Enlightened08]

Rebecca is brilliant. Seeing the latest video and seeing this video the first time breaks my heart. Getting healthcare, food, shelter and probably mood stabilizers has been life changing. THIS is Rebecca. I really pray I dont hear she has OD or came across someone that takes advantage and hurts her. Such a beautiful soul🥺

[@AstroGirlAutumn]

"I have no sense of responsibility because I dont really think I'm entitled to anything". Basically saying "I don't think I'm worth anything". Breaks my heart 💔😢

[@misslady8758]

I saw the opposite, I don't think she meant that at all

[@-berberry]

I think she meant she's not tied to anything.

[@nagwashawki3268]

I feel I need to know how she's doing all the time! and I wonder if she is ok!!???

[@-jjc4]

oh man I tearing up, when Mark said "there are a lot of beautiful things about you" Rebecca nearly cried, it meant so much and I have to wonder if Mark is the only one who's ever said that to Rebecca before.♥

[@bamabelleasmr1365]

I was looking for Rebecca’s earlier videos and found this one. I’m just stunned. He’s coherent and about 40 pounds heavier. He looks and speaks so differently than the recent videos. As a mom it breaks my heart. I wish he could get and stay clean.

[@user-fw5zd9nd1r]

I wish he could too ❤❤

[@bedtimeclub]

This version of Rebecca is so beautifully spoken, a mesmerising character. I want nothing more than for Rebecca to grow through and out of her addiction & to get the help she needs

[@Mimi-vy5yn]

This is hands down the best interview I’ve ever seen. Not just from Mark. Literally the best interview I’ve EVER seen. You are so amazing Rebecca 💗 we love you girl

[@Sammiejam]

YUP. She's wonderful and so is Mark.

[@ashleyhump6385]

Absolutely beautiful inside and out 💜

[@karensmith5315]

I agree - he is mesmerising - I have watched the interview three times - I want to take her home :)

[@loveitwhenyoudothat]

I’m the same. I would love to be in Rebecca’s company but I’d be embarrassed as she’s so intelligent and I wouldn’t be able to keep up. I’m in awe 💕

[@lamtdragon]

“That’s what you do- you give things dignity” She’s full of wonderful insight. I love her.

[@nicholen9007]

I hope Rebecca can get back to this and more! ❤

[@badieazzouz1352]

We truly missed her ,so beautiful and positive, i hope the best for this lovely soul

[@letticiagonzales6657]

"people feel really entitled to a piece of you, because it seems like (you) have it to give away".. "i AM an eccentric millionaire with bad shoes; thinking is being." i love the way she speaks.. she's so incredibly articulate in the way that her thoughts are like poems ❤️. bless this girl and please wherever she ends up just let her feel happy and fulfilled.. she so deserves that.

[@kitrakat1]

Yes! Totally agree

[@ARae85]

That is love.

[@adrialexguo]

Mark interrupted after that first question with another question and I wanted Rebecca to finish off that thought.

[@duggadugga6435]

@Jedimaster420 oh look, another sheltered baby man shitting his two cents about things he's never seen or experienced. Real life is weird. Stay your ass on the porch.

[@absinthemindedJ]

@Jedimaster420 why are you here.

[@elishajwilson]

Had to watch this back after seeing the recent interview with Rebecca. So focused and so smart. I hope she gets back to her intelligent, amazing soul.

[@flowersreptiles2707]

Just another day praying for you Rebecca ❤ I’ve been watching this video like once a week.. it reminds me why I love Rebecca’s spirit, and want to keep praying ❤

[@MsYukiBunny]

I want so badly for Rebecca to get clean, have a house, get her health on track and get the mental/medical help she needs. Don't give up Rebecca. We love you! ❤

[@teezwilliams22]

How do u take part in the mental illness u want him to get help for by callin him a girl, but say u help he gets the mental help??? See what I’m sayin?? It’s no different from dementia, but they just forget who they are, this sick person actually believes he’s an entirely different gender

[@baby_d777]

this video compared to the newer ones is just heartbreaking. 💔

[@deborah5209]

OMG….. to see her this LUCID is AMAZING….I have been following forever and have purchased the FABULOUS book that has graced my coffee table and has had my guests addicted is just a testament to the human life experience. Just so fascinating. MARK…. You are a VERY SPECIAL human being and I am soooo grateful for you. I can go on for paragraphs but just THANK YOU for being you SIR …… much love from a nobody Respiratory Care Practitioner Supervisor in northern Ca. Best to you Sir!!!

[@deborah5209]

Now that I am half way through this video, I cannot help myself to say that as an avid follower that I have NEVER seen Rebecca so lucid! This human is soooo BRILLIANT and I can completely see how you (Mark) can be soooo compelled to help!!!! Please take care of you!!!! You have so much more to offer and ENJOY 😊.

[@MadDogHoek]

Rebecca is so beautiful here and she looks so healthy! She is so together and coherent here too. I’d love for her to get to this point again in her life - I continue to live in hope, and I’m rooting for her always

[@mariabeverly8263]

I tell you what!! Rebecca has a better attitude than most who have everything they could ever want in life! 👍🏾❤