I was on meth for 3 years. It completely destroyed me and my life. I was 23 when i started. Im 27 now and 10 months and 14 days clean. I am so proud of myself for getting cleaned up and improving my life.
@74GenX8 ай бұрын
That is so awesome. I'm 50 and I didn't get clean until 2 years ago. I injected meth. I thought that I was going to die in active addiction. Everyday I thank God for my amazing life and my amazing brain because I could have lost both. It makes my heart happy to know that you will have a couple decades clean by the time you reach my age. I'm very proud of you. Keep going kiddo!
@sukihontu86348 ай бұрын
That's fantastic fellow traveller, well done. That first year is tough, but you'll be costing after that. All the best.
@Татьяна-у9р4ц8 ай бұрын
👍👍👍💪💪💪
@architectinth8 ай бұрын
Go out and experience the world. Travel, make new friends, do things you never thought you'd do. What once was will never be again. When you increase the amount of experiences you have during your life, the part where you took drugs will become only a small part of it.
@SnostyTheFrowman8 ай бұрын
I’m proud of myself and the billions of other humans who never did drugs. Where’s our praise?
@JennyNoPants Жыл бұрын
I think she's suffered more trauma than she either doesn't remember or doesn't know how to express. There's more to her story. I hope she finds kind people to help her.
@conniegodar8146 Жыл бұрын
I agree.
@KimMc74 Жыл бұрын
I agree too.
@marylougeorge9890 Жыл бұрын
🙏 Amen
@pr1ssycr1ssy Жыл бұрын
Yes, 100%.
@CingStarz22 Жыл бұрын
Yes
@Bea.tifuladventure Жыл бұрын
This is one of the most heartbreaking ones I’ve seen. She seems so lost. I really hope someone helps her and she’s able to get back on track with life.
@teijaflink2226 Жыл бұрын
And specially as she's going to have a baby, I really hope she can get through this and gets the right help.
@zoilalulu3798 Жыл бұрын
she needs to help herself. No one can get her sober but her
@ras_krystafari3333 Жыл бұрын
@@zoilalulu3798yep exactly if only people would stop thinking they need help... they stole and corrupted everyone's help, help is the last thing they need imo. It enables their addiction
@bortbreadface6259 Жыл бұрын
@@ras_krystafari3333 I'm impressed, you sound like you really know what you're talking about. I bet you've legitimately given this idea thorough scrutiny through the lens of a non-biased, rational, statistically based point of view. You sound like you've studied psychology under the masters, possibly even ready some Jung, and aren't just parroting ideas that reinforce your worldview.
@antoniedixon775 Жыл бұрын
I was a meth addict and he's actually right. She can get help at an NA meeting anytime she chooses to walk into one @@bortbreadface6259
@redhead4life12345 Жыл бұрын
This is the type of person that genuinely needs assistance.
@lucybelle9254 Жыл бұрын
And a bra!
@PrimateProductions Жыл бұрын
As if the others you see on here do not?
@JesusChrist-Gives-Eternal-Life Жыл бұрын
Exactly. Best comment right there.
@jehouse61 Жыл бұрын
Um
@danielscheff7384 Жыл бұрын
@@jehouse61 I was thinking the same thing
@uvnoise Жыл бұрын
This was a very good friend of mine who over the past several years has had stints where none of her family knew where she was. Prior to this video, I had no idea that she ever had an issue with meth, which she appears to talk her way around by avoiding or not acknowledging the subject. On the one hand, I'm quite glad to see that she's alive, but on the other hand it's incredibly difficult to see her like this.
@amyfitzsimmons4445 Жыл бұрын
As family, it's hard to finally find her (again) and to know this is where she is at. I will hold the image of "my Sarah" in my mind.
@angc6063 Жыл бұрын
@@amyfitzsimmons4445 Does she resist help from your family? I wish Mark would interview some of the family members of his interviewees. They, too, suffer and have heartbreaking tales of what it is like to love someone, yet be truly powerless to make them get the help they need. Also, it would be an interesting psychological experiment to see how the stories of the addict/mentally ill/etc differ from the stories told by their family.
@LaurensMuse77 Жыл бұрын
@@angc6063 Really good idea. That would be amazing.
@missrld8210 Жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing
@stellaspark7846 Жыл бұрын
@@amyfitzsimmons4445 you spelt "your sarah's" name wrong lol bet you knew her so well
@SusanSez1 Жыл бұрын
Sara is so gentle and fragile. We're seeing addiction and illness here. Poor Sara. So heartbreaking.
@puppetmaster7479 Жыл бұрын
I’m attracted to her
@mattbarker14118 ай бұрын
Nah.
@ukmedicfrcs5 ай бұрын
Sara has passed away. 😢
@SusanSez15 ай бұрын
@@ukmedicfrcs oh, Sara. May she rest in peace and have none of the misery she felt in life.
@ukmedicfrcs5 ай бұрын
@@SusanSez1 Beautifully said.
@cloudslady3400 Жыл бұрын
The story is a perfect example of: " it's not why the addiction, it's why the pain " -Maté
@ibobeko43099 ай бұрын
Gabor Mate a very wise man.
@carllennen35208 ай бұрын
@@ibobeko4309 No, hes not. Hes fallen into the same trap all intellectuals/clinicians do. Hes found A correlation, and thinks EVERYTHING is that correlation. He thinks hes founf the answer, and focuses solely on that conclusion. blinding him from any other possible prescription. Highly intelligent, and talented, but lacks wisdom.
@therideneverends16972 ай бұрын
@@carllennen3520 Its ironically, not dissimilar to stimulant abuse, hes caught on the high water mark of being acknowledged for a legitimate discovery, and has subsequently become fixated on that instead of looking at the other offerings in the tide cycle.
@kathleenwharton2139 Жыл бұрын
Meth totally destroyed my sons life and he died of Fentynal overdose at 44. He was so wonderful and talented and accomplished between meth episodes. He was very Good at construction..a computer genius..and an RN who worked in ICU at the Maricopa Hospital in the Burn Unit in Phoenix Arizona. I miss him so much. 😊❤
@Silversmoke1000 Жыл бұрын
I am so sorry to hear of your loss.
@lisaess6514 Жыл бұрын
I’m so so sorry for your loss.
@tessamilano5697 Жыл бұрын
I hope the good memories you have comfort you when you miss him❤
@kathleenwharton2139 Жыл бұрын
@@tessamilano5697 Oh! I have So Many Good Memories! God Made Sure I got to be with him a lot before he left us. I miss him though because he was my only child that understood me.
@tessamilano5697 Жыл бұрын
@@kathleenwharton2139 this breaks my heart for you! I'm not much older than he was and have been through many struggles as well...I do hope and pray peace and joy for the rest of your life. Wish we could talk! Maybe in another life we'll meet, until then take care🩷❤️
@sarah2.017 Жыл бұрын
This is one of the most tragic interviews I've ever seen, on or offline. I sure hope this woman gets the numerous kinds of help that she so desperately needs.
@thecomeaufamily Жыл бұрын
Everyone in the US needs to watch this. Addiction or not, people deserve compassion.
@jjonez787 Жыл бұрын
you wouldn't give a fuck about her if you saw her tweaking at walmart.
@marylougeorge9890 Жыл бұрын
Yes. ❤❤❤
@TruthHurtsSoGetAHelmet Жыл бұрын
The US? So the rest of the world is perfect? The problem in the US is greedy crap government.
@possum4941 Жыл бұрын
Okay, Adolf.
@onemoreguyonline7878 Жыл бұрын
Especially Matt Damon
@countrystix Жыл бұрын
This is the truly vulnerable in our society. I pray she stays safe from predators 🙏
@samsonfitness5630 Жыл бұрын
No one wants that lol shell be ok
@konstantinosk9290 Жыл бұрын
@@samsonfitness5630 yes everyone wants you Haha
@a.wanderer5006 Жыл бұрын
@@samsonfitness5630 you must be.a dude. Any woman with holes is a target.
@michellerjackson5776 Жыл бұрын
@@konstantinosk9290 No they want you for sure
@thematriarchy2075 Жыл бұрын
@@samsonfitness5630 People don't get r aped because of looks, you idiot!!
@brennanpatrick8 ай бұрын
I was horribly addicted to meth for 5-6 years. I’ll be 10 years sober in July. I got married, had a beautiful daughter and moved across the country for an amazing job. It’s possible to stop.
@alacombe34 ай бұрын
Congratulations
@SuperUvix4 ай бұрын
what do you do for a living now?
@jenibellamasid72043 ай бұрын
Pregnant 😮
@SearchForTruth11112 ай бұрын
❤
@julievanderleestАй бұрын
That’s awesome! So proud of you. Congratulations on your sobriety and success in life.
@PearloftheParticular Жыл бұрын
God bless this gentle sweet soul. I pray that she gets the proper help she needs & finds emotional & mental peace ❤
@jjcrossing8245 Жыл бұрын
🙏💛
@mattbarker14118 ай бұрын
Gentle sweet soul? Wtf did you watch?
@Scandle688 ай бұрын
@@mattbarker1411don't you have something better to do with your time than to be an immature, comment section prick? How pathetic.
@megansheared Жыл бұрын
I love the interviewer. He’s so compassionate and nonjudgmental.
@reeniephillips79628 ай бұрын
He isn't judgemental but I wouldn't say compassionate. His affect is pretty dry.
@DavidHarleysonRoute668 ай бұрын
dude ! With the utmost respect to you. the interviewer deals in misery and explication of vulnerable people.. all for profit!
@DavidHarleysonRoute668 ай бұрын
Exploitation
@BlondeMafia895 ай бұрын
@@DavidHarleysonRoute66You are 100% correct!
@Creativecrybabie5 ай бұрын
He comes across that way but honestly I’ve seen concerning behavior from mark. He recently posted ch*ld p*rn as one of his photograph portraits of an underage prostitute. He literally forced it upon us whether thought thru or not and I’m really disappointed and grossed out I had to see that child that way
@Impala_Lily Жыл бұрын
My heart just goes out to her …. And to all those that judge - don’t, just don’t - try to be kind 🌸
@LevRiv Жыл бұрын
Keep in mind there are different perspectives to this kind of situation. Some people who may feel judgmental towards her probably have trauma. I grew up with an addict and it was such a terrible environment. It becomes difficult to feel love towards them because they are never themselves. I don’t feel as judgmental anymore, but I used to. So please, don’t be angry with anyone who is judging her. While it isn’t right, they are just hurt and they are working to be better.
@minomokwa744 Жыл бұрын
My heart goes out to this fragile-minded woman. How cruel drugs are to humans. God bless her.
@irinaquenga5324 Жыл бұрын
You mean how cruel are people with themselves putting drugs in their bodies. This was her choice, no one forced the drugs into her. Is not drugs that destroys people, is people destroying themselves.
@matureyoungman Жыл бұрын
defintely underlying psychiatric issues. more important to diagnosis them than to just get them off drugs, which is putting the cart before the horse
@jeffreyyoung4714 Жыл бұрын
@@irinaquenga5324somtimes people fall into it You don’t know If you don’t know Never judge Form an opinion yes Walk in another man’s shoes
@faroshscale Жыл бұрын
How is fragile-minded meant to be a good thing?
@alexcanning5383 Жыл бұрын
@@irinaquenga5324t’s much more complex than that. Be grateful that you’ve never experienced the trauma that pushes people to do hard drugs
@rickyc664 Жыл бұрын
Lord, please let this pregnancy be all in her mind!
@valhipkiss4011 Жыл бұрын
I’m pretty sure you know it’s all in her mind .
@slobodanmarkovic4079 Жыл бұрын
@@valhipkiss4011 she dont have mind .
@valerieperry3480 Жыл бұрын
It sure as hell isn't Matt Damon's child if there is one. Which I doubt there is
@jasonphillipmccauley7103 Жыл бұрын
@@valerieperry3480 🤣 people get desperate sometimes imjs
@treweis1141 Жыл бұрын
@@valerieperry3480 huh
@JohnGeorge-pw2xo3 ай бұрын
I started doing drugs years ago as a teenage, got addicted to meth. Spent my whole life fighting meth addiction. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Got diagnosed with cptsd. Not until my mom recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 3 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
@CathieGomez-mp8sk3 ай бұрын
YES very sure of Dr.alishrooms. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, BPD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
@Jorluc-u8p3 ай бұрын
How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta
@Owemruther-hk4zn3 ай бұрын
Yes he's Dr.alishrooms. My daughter did straight shrooms in few days. Made her whole! after words, no more addictions, pains, ptsd and depression. It helped us.
@Iiisslogan-co6np3 ай бұрын
Thanks for sharing this great information, this would help my son.
@VanRyan-bv7du3 ай бұрын
Saw people talking about..checked him out, I must say he's good at what he does. My son is clean 1 year now. Good luck. just micro dose and you won't trip. Mushrooms helped my son get off opioid.
@mrsh_2329 Жыл бұрын
This is so painful to watch, what a lovely lady, some people will prey on that vulnerability in the streets. Hope and pray she gets the help she needs in the future
@alpage9306 Жыл бұрын
Yeah, I can't even watch it, I can't watch Alot of these videos it's just to much
@victoriathomas731 Жыл бұрын
i kinda think she's been "out there" on the Row more than one week...
@wednesdaywilliams3184 Жыл бұрын
Heartbreaking! I don't believe she is truly pregnant but probably longs to be a mother. God Bless this woman and protect her while she's out there. I pray she gets the help she so desperately needs.
@victoriathomas731 Жыл бұрын
i thnk she also longs to BE MOTHERED. Often ill people become parents bc they themselves need parenting. One of the reasons that there are so many grown-up "throwaway children" on Skid Row
@TheTropicrazed7 ай бұрын
I could not finish this video. Glad you made it; but it's internally disturbing and deeply painful to see someone so obviously in need of a major intervention. And now that i know that she has passed away, it makes it that much more sad. I hope she has, at last, found peace. ☮
@julievanderleestАй бұрын
I agree. This was a hard one to watch. The pain behind this one was so intense. I wish Sara had a better life and certainly was still alive today. I just hope that her life got a little better and she reunited with loved ones before she passed.
@natalieprendergast5620 Жыл бұрын
This poor woman is suffering from a mental breakdown which is causing delusions and has made her lose her grip on reality 😢❤ I'm sure drugs are a huge factor. Hoping you get all the help and support you need Sara! Hugs and prayers to you precious 🙏🩷
@jennifers.38188 ай бұрын
Meth causes delusions, without any outside mental illnesses
@elainebines6803 Жыл бұрын
I hope this lady is helped - speaks articulatly and has some serious mental health issues that need professional support
@GenuinelyCurious120 Жыл бұрын
She won't. She be preyed on by whoever she seeks help from.
@PrimateProductions Жыл бұрын
She is a more articulate speaker than you are a good speller!😊
@Toonces666 Жыл бұрын
@@PrimateProductions That was nice.
@RX-8GT Жыл бұрын
She’s not going to seek help, I’m pretty sure it’s not mental health issues that drug puts you in that state of mind while using meth, My brother didn’t have mental health problems but every time he uses it he’s a totally different person, in fact he’s three people at once each with their own voices speaking to each other and he doesn’t want help,I had a couple of people come to help him even cops to try and get him out of the house and into a hospital, but as they told me they can’t force him to get help since he’s an adult,.. Sad my brother is a great person and smart up until he touched this drug
@kennethmanning5910 Жыл бұрын
lol... articulate. c'mon.
@mr.FRESHWATER Жыл бұрын
This is very sad. She said she is addicted to alcohol but doesn't drink often and has a baby with Matt Damon. Thank you Mark for posting these. You are an earth angel to these souls.
@laraoneal7284 Жыл бұрын
Poor woman. I pray the best for her.
@enlightenmentworldunited8545 Жыл бұрын
🙏
@stacy2622 Жыл бұрын
Such a shame she’s almost childlike .probably not even pregnant. We hope 😢❤
@Tenzin62 Жыл бұрын
Probably not at 44
@PrimateProductions Жыл бұрын
Um I seriously doubt she is pregnant. It's pretty rare for someone who is in great health and who is not morbidly obese to become pregnant at her age!
@pammckinney0009 Жыл бұрын
My mom had me at 46
@Pixyedust Жыл бұрын
@@Tenzin6244 is definitely not too old to get pregnant.
@jennifers.38188 ай бұрын
@@Pixyedustno its not. But as they said, its not a typical thing for drug addicted, unhealthy, obese woman to become pregnant. Yes it can happen, chances are slim though
@LaLagunz1877 ай бұрын
No mental health issues, then proceeds to say she had a baby by Matt Damon. Bless her heart. We need to do better as a country with mental health issues and homeless
@Blicious620 күн бұрын
I googled this. He has a step daughter by his wife named Alexia.
@Coooooz Жыл бұрын
Don’t think I’ve ever felt so sorry for someone 😥
@ryanlast4817 Жыл бұрын
Agreed...this was difficult to watch
@MrsTessWren Жыл бұрын
You’re a kind soul🪷🫶
@lsdiesel8025 Жыл бұрын
Feel sorry for Matt Damon
@MrsTessWren Жыл бұрын
@@lsdiesel8025 I heard he’s thrilled!
@curlycoo50 Жыл бұрын
She doesn’t come across like a bad person. I wish someone can help her
@PrimateProductions Жыл бұрын
There is absolutely no way one could know that though from this short interaction!
@curlycoo50 Жыл бұрын
@@PrimateProductions A+ reading comprehension from you.
@PrimateProductions Жыл бұрын
@@curlycoo50 oh my reading comprehension is just fine...I understood that you said she didnt seem to come across as a bad person...maybe you should check your own reading comprehension!😊
@Zachary3D Жыл бұрын
@@PrimateProductions Quit responding such BS on everyone's comments. SMH
@PrimateProductions Жыл бұрын
@@Zachary3D on everyone's comments, huh?? So you tell others what they can or cannot say here? I'm afraid not...no matter how it makes you feel!😊
@amyfitzsimmons444511 ай бұрын
Sadly Sarah has passed away. Shortly after she died, her mom left us too. Our family is sad, but relieved to know they are reunited. An autopsy of Sarah found no drugs in her system, she died of her addiction to alcohol.
@a.marvellehoneyman456011 ай бұрын
May she rest in eternal peace, with her mom as well. God bless their souls.
@rachelrobinson378411 ай бұрын
Ohh no how sad, poor Sarah was really hoping she would find some help 😞😞
@YeahNah10010 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry.
@michelealfont81868 ай бұрын
That's so sad. It is so evident that she was a very kind person who somehow got lost in this world. Bless you, Sarah.
@Sigsauer-kh1oy8 ай бұрын
How did she pass?
@Carriecleary1234 Жыл бұрын
I hope Sara is over cared, getting helped , and staying sheltered safely. She seems so sweet 🎉❤
@angelespalenciavielva3402 Жыл бұрын
I think the same 😢
@stephanielogana8893 Жыл бұрын
Poor Sara. My heart goes out to her. She seems very vulnerable.
@Katrien35908 ай бұрын
Rest in Peace Sara 😢
@BooBoobear2638 ай бұрын
How do you find out she died?
@siobhanrose1680 Жыл бұрын
Gosh, I feel like if she were given a breast reduction, her neck and back would be in much better shape. She must be in a lot of pain, with the disc issue and such large breasts to carry around. I feel sad for you Sara, I hope you are ok, and do ok in the future, good luck getting a place.
@chiarosuburekeni9325 Жыл бұрын
Yeah, she’d definitely benefit from a reduction. Her mind is far more important though. Lady needs treatment big time
@siobhanrose1680 Жыл бұрын
@@chiarosuburekeni9325 I imagine some of her drug use would be to relieve herself of pain. But yes, her mental health is very pressing.
@jennifers.38188 ай бұрын
Most dont use meth for pain. If she began drug use bc of pain, ot would've likely been opiates of some sort, then maybe led to meth. Although she claims she only drinks.
@anitagurns94808 ай бұрын
Yes she could get a medically approved breast reduction even with gov med insurance I wish someone would help her
@Asilis238 ай бұрын
The state should help her with her breasts poor lady
@amethystmoon29 Жыл бұрын
My dad suffers from degenerative disc disease. It hurt a lot. This woman deserves a huge bigger than the world.
@JJones-rz2ir Жыл бұрын
It’s a synonym for arthritis ;)
@dianegherman9785 Жыл бұрын
Mark, your skill, sensitivity, tone & inflection is a craft well honed and genuine. It is compelling & propelling journalism.
@VirginiaPalma-fc3cg Жыл бұрын
He's an asshole for not giving her some water she smacking her dry lips poor baby while he's making a buck off her poor luck
@Tinyman. Жыл бұрын
the content you provide is so unique. you are 1 of a kind
@emilyk5718 Жыл бұрын
Is it him or is it the people off the streets?
@MarkGelderland Жыл бұрын
Fun fact; when Mark started this channel he was accused of copying other channels. It was the time he still replied to comments from his subscribers.
@towerofresonance4877 Жыл бұрын
@MarkVL Now you don't see any hearts whatsoever and I see people with bigger channels that give the time of day.
@sugarsore Жыл бұрын
@@towerofresonance4877 You care about hearts?
@clairelumiere2901 Жыл бұрын
@@towerofresonance4877 Mark interviews several people a day, edits at night, travels all over and spends his “free” time helping many interviewees. Single-handedly he produces free, quality content. But let’s shame Mark that he isn’t commenting quite enough! 😅
@lovelymess1019 Жыл бұрын
Another tough one to get through.... Poor woman. I hope she gets/finds help. She deserves it. So much vulnerability!
@loriblythe663510 ай бұрын
She’s definitely delusional. She had a baby with Matt Damon. She needs help badly. I don’t believe she’s pregnant at all. I think she wishes she was. I hope she gets some help.
@joedesena650710 ай бұрын
Maybe that's his name, just not the one you are thinking about.
@nuniestar10 ай бұрын
@@joedesena6507Matt Damon actually has a daughter named Alexia. But her biological mother is his current wife, so she definitely got that from somewhere.
@Mrs.Arado19809 ай бұрын
I agree, she’s definitely delusional and hope she gets the help she needs. She is clearly fragile
@kt91909 ай бұрын
I don’t believe she’s pregnant It’s a shame the mindset she has so sad
@AnitaMRoberts-xh4de8 ай бұрын
She seemed to touch one breast & maybe thought that was a baby growing... DK Sad in so many ways.
@perrysrawsoul Жыл бұрын
Absolutely heartbreaking - God bless her
@tinyblonde Жыл бұрын
What a sweet lady. It’s disturbing how we live in such a privileged, high tech country, and there’s so many people like this, desperate for help they’ll never receive.
@OneMilian Жыл бұрын
The Internet has made alot of insecure people mentally ill who have become dependent on compliments and likes, not her though. I wish the internet would be used for public information, knowledge. I mean look at this world, people have become so anxious, sad and alot of people became introverted because they get all the entertainment inside their home instead of going out and explore the world, or getting to know neighbours, or family who is left.
@asimon50 Жыл бұрын
@@OneMilian❤
@1tarawho Жыл бұрын
Mark you are truly an earth Angel. You always treat these broken people with empathy and dignity ❤. God bless this lady and help her find happiness..
@gabyroos97 Жыл бұрын
What a sweet and gentle lady 😢❤
@michellejames4493 Жыл бұрын
I have nothing but compassion for this woman - I feel so bad for her …. I really hope she gets help before it’s too late. ☹️🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏💕
@ebudae6 ай бұрын
Apparently she passed away. May she rest in peace poor girl. She has been totally traumatized.
@goodgolly472612 күн бұрын
Where did you get that information
@Largren Жыл бұрын
I felt this one. Poor woman. Wish you the best.
@brunocouto4696 Жыл бұрын
My savior complex struggles with this channel. I want to help so many of these people.
@sandylee9564 Жыл бұрын
I'm amazed that Sara can meet her basic needs on a daily basis.....bless her and stay safe.
@Kimberly_K_ Жыл бұрын
Terrifying to think possible
@lobsterbisque7567 Жыл бұрын
This is heartbreaking! I knew someone who isn't much older than Sara: now 46, and she abused meth heavily for 13yrs., and abused coke for at least 10yrs before graduating to Meth. She fell into homelessness 2 different times, each time from drugs: the first time: coke, the 2nd time: meth. When I met her, she was 2yrs. into recovery. I tried to help her, but things became very complicated whenever I interacted with her. I could tell that all those yrs of substance abuse really took a toll on her critical thinking skills, cognitive functions & emotional regulation. There were some personality disorders involved as well. I wanted to stay in her life, but It became so toxic between us, I had no choice but to leave to preserve my identity & individuality. I still care deeply for her, but I can no longer help her. She's needed professional help long before I ever met her. I still wish her the best.
@rexbrix959 Жыл бұрын
So very sad, she seems to be so incredibly vulnerable in such a dark environment. My heart hurts for what she must go through 😢
@marinaglass Жыл бұрын
i hope someone can help sara - i see a hurt soul that needs someone for help with her disk disease as well as pregnancy - chronic pain hinders the body. really hope we can see an update ❤ you’ve got this sara
@justsupergood Жыл бұрын
I don’t think she is pregnant, I think she is suffering from delusions. Also, the Matt Damon story didn’t make sense, I don’t believe that was real. She is in psychosis because of the drug use.
@NelsonInteriorSoapery Жыл бұрын
These videos are important to educate us and help people understand mental health, drug abuse and the true need for understanding. I hope Sara gets the help she needs
@marcusbrown7817 Жыл бұрын
I’m praying she gets the help and people she needs in her life and stays clear of predators
@cece58510 ай бұрын
Sara you are a beautiful person. I pray God brings you healing. This one just breaks my heart.
@robertagaile7745 Жыл бұрын
Absolutely heartbreaking 💔 Mark is so compassionate and emapthetic. How we all should be.
@ZackShepard00 Жыл бұрын
Relapsed since my sobriety comment 3 years ago, back to 15 months sober, I did get a DUI, 2 parking tickets and quit my job, was this close to ending it, went broke all in 4 weeks. Thankfully I’m here and I learned, I get scared knowing what if I did end my own life that morning.
@amandaburgess8287 Жыл бұрын
Just wanted to say, glad you are still with us! You are loved, wanted and needed here. Zack, your life is important, you matter and know that I’ll be praying for you!
@gisselmontero23045 ай бұрын
Congratulations 👏 Best wishes ❤
@nicabla9435 Жыл бұрын
Poor woman. Saying she has baby with matt damon. This breaks my heart
@PrimateProductions Жыл бұрын
Her lying breaks your heart?
@luckyone5648 Жыл бұрын
@@PrimateProductions because in her head that probably isn't a lie to her. It is blatantly obvious she has had a complete break from reality. Did you not see her talking to imaginary people in the beginning of the video?
@Ktcsr17 Жыл бұрын
@@PrimateProductions where is your heart? Seems to be ice cold
@nicabla9435 Жыл бұрын
@@Ktcsr17 what you mean by that
@Dusty42096 Жыл бұрын
Maybe she did have a baby with Matt
@irenehunter4736 Жыл бұрын
My only son died 10 months ago from a herion and coccaine overdose, over the years i tried my best to help him, it breaks my heart that he passed on his own😢
@dianedevery26626 ай бұрын
I am sorry you lost your son to addiction. I hope you know you could not have helped him. Addiction is a disease, and recovery has to start with the self. Peace to you x
@user-yw4rj5dp5p Жыл бұрын
Poor lady doesn’t seem to have a big drug problem, just a huge mental health issue. I hope she finds some help.
@PrimateProductions Жыл бұрын
Are you kidding? She is definitely a user and it's very likely that her heavy drug use led to her psychological issues!!
@akedi2734 Жыл бұрын
@@PrimateProductions a lot of the time it’s actually the other way around, people use bc they have mental health issues and it makes them worse
@durango8882 Жыл бұрын
She’s 44 😵💫
@PrimateProductions Жыл бұрын
@@akedi2734 you don't think it is common for people to end up with mental health/psychiatric issues as a result of drug abuse? Lol. Yes of course some people use because they are suffering ...but that does not negate my comment whatsoever
@shanellb4710 Жыл бұрын
@@PrimateProductions I don't understand why some people on this channel always feel the need to correct people and not let them just have their say...
@marytermini1381 Жыл бұрын
She seems like a genuinely nice person. I just hope she gets the help she needs for both herself and her baby!
@brendalohrke2402 Жыл бұрын
A very nice and vulnerable woman I hope she will not use drugs while pregnant . I pray that Sara will get professional help. And grow.
@annafink2245 Жыл бұрын
There is no baby
@brendar9363 Жыл бұрын
@AnnaFink 3 comments and you are the one 1 in 3. Follow that ( 1/3 ) simple math and it explains a lot about where we are as a society.
@am9330 Жыл бұрын
@@brendar9363I picked up on those same things too and agree.
@raven4043 Жыл бұрын
I don’t think she’s pregnant.
@raelimperialak9361 Жыл бұрын
She doesn’t admit to meth use, but something is terribly wrong. I hope she can get help.
@rainevivian Жыл бұрын
If you're ever in NYC.. and want to interview a person free from H, but still recovery from booze. I got a ton to say. Thank you, for all you do.
@sydneyjordan7331 Жыл бұрын
keep going, you got this!
@rainevivian Жыл бұрын
@@sydneyjordan7331 weird to have this kind of positive reply on the internet. Was immediately was skeptical. .. lmao. Thank you! made my day. I hope you and your loved ones are well!
@494ava Жыл бұрын
Congratulations on any and all achievements that you made! ❤️🫶🏽☀️Love from Florida 🌴
@natashatarr270 Жыл бұрын
Congrats on recovery from H, that in itself is a huge achievement. You've got this, keep going and Alcohol will be a thing from the past as well. I have had therapy which helped me cut right down to being a social occasion drinker. Joining a gym and being creative and painting have helped me refocus away from alcohol. It's not easy, but it is so worth it. Proud of you ❤
@col.cottonhill6655 Жыл бұрын
Lord please bring healing to Sara.
@myeyeswentdeaf6213 Жыл бұрын
There ain’t no help. 47.5 million American living with some kind of mental illness. That’s 1 in 5 people. Only 43% had any care. 14.1 million Americans living with a serious mental illness. That’s 1 in 20. Only 64% had any kind of care. There are only 35,000 beds for mental heath treatment provided for by the government in the the entire country. And that’s for actually treatment. Care can mean anything from seeing a psychiatrist once a month to getting prescriptions to even a 72 hour psyc hold, etc. none of it is actually treatment. Unless you’re rich and can pay cash to a good private mental health treatment center you’re pretty much screwed. Because the private treatment centers that take insurance, they try to keep costs low. They keep as little employees as possible, cut corners, they do whatever they can to maximize profits and there’s also very little oversight. The worse insurance you have the worse places you’ll go and it’s the people that need treatment the most are the ones who cannot keep a job at the kinds of companies that provides really good insurance. That’s why you hear about ‘Booty Juice’ (powerful sedative) so much, especially from mentally ill homeless. Because the types of private treatment centers they’re going to is are the places that just knock you out all day so they don’t have ti deal with you and so they don’t need a full staff. Those 35,000 spots in state run facilities are the really the only chance they got, but the numbers are like winning the lotto. The reason state run facilities are so much better is because there a lot of oversight and it’s not profit driven. They actually spend the money. It’s tax money so they spend.. They have full staffs, different departments. They actually take the time and do treatment, therapy, group therapy art therapy, they teach them coping mechanisms, like skills, they get them into a routine, etc.They spend the time with the patients and really try, but the sad thing is, with how little amount of beds the state has is it ends up the people that become eligible for those beds are usually the most worse off, and I mean the top couple of percent most serious cases, many of them cannot be helped. When Reagan slashed the fund for state run facilities, and that was one of his biggest slashes, America just stared dumping its mentally ill in prisons and the budget for treatment has only been slashed more and more since. No place makes mental illness worse than prison. Putting mentally ill people in prison should be outlawed, it’s cruel. And many of them can be helped if judges were able to send them to a state run mental heath treatment facilities during their first few arrests, but there’s not enough beds and so they go to state prisons and they end up doing their time in solitary, which can drive a sane man crazy, and they come out more violent and more mentally ill each time. That’s why when you hear about these crimes that shock the nation, you can always see the building up in their rap sheet. Each arrest the crimes are getting worse and worse. Those are all missed opportunities to help them. But apparently half the country thinks government providing services to The People is ‘communism’ and so it gives the politicians permission to slash and slash these budgets. It’s weird cuz I don’t know who the hell they think provides the prisons. But that’s the long and short of it. There’s no help. America has screwed itself.
@claraalcantara12032 ай бұрын
This is heartbreaking, she seems so nice
@bluNgold32 Жыл бұрын
I hope Mark is taking care of himself.
@thematriarchy2075 Жыл бұрын
Me too. ❤
@anamericanprayer1967 Жыл бұрын
I’m with you friend. This is heavy
@auggiecontreras8068 Жыл бұрын
She could be in unimaginable pain that has led to decades of drug use. None the less, heartbreaking situation ❤
@flyeventplanning Жыл бұрын
Who said she did drugs? She could just be crazy.
@reality_is_the_key Жыл бұрын
That's the case more often than not. Untreated chronic pain. Doctors do not help patients anymore so they turn to the streets for pain relief.
@debbiehansen2061 Жыл бұрын
@@flyeventplanning The title says “Crystal Meth addict Sara”!!!
@marylougeorge9890 Жыл бұрын
Amen
@auggiecontreras8068 Жыл бұрын
@@flyeventplanning the title is literally "crystal meth addict." So...Mark said she did drugs 🤷♂️
@SusanSez15 ай бұрын
I understand Sara has passed. She was so uncomfortable in her own skin, so I pray she's flying free now. Coming back to this vid, I see some cruel jokes and comments. Really disheartening, as Sara suffered from mental illness. People can really be sh$tty. RIP Sara.
@jobizzotto58004 ай бұрын
When did she pass and how Did she have her baby
@SusanSez14 ай бұрын
@jobizzotto5800 I don't know anything new. I'm pretty sure she wasn't pregnant.
@demitriamcduff66314 ай бұрын
Where did you learn that she has passed away?
@SusanSez14 ай бұрын
@@demitriamcduff6631 from a comment here.
@mileysong1117 Жыл бұрын
So lost but seems lovely lady I hope she is safe and gets help. Drugs are demons .
@bobbijodubelaar6151 Жыл бұрын
Sara really needs some help and support. She seems like a woman with a lot of potential but needs to get the help and support.
@PrimateProductions Жыл бұрын
She definitely needs some help but I would have serious doubts about her having "a lot of potential".
@bobbijodubelaar6151 Жыл бұрын
@@PrimateProductions I think it depends on your definition of potential! This woman has the potential to thrive in society with some medical help. If she got clean she could be a productive member of society and live a happy and healthy life.
@PrimateProductions Жыл бұрын
@@bobbijodubelaar6151 unless her resulting mental health disease does not resolve...however you are definitely right that she has potential as I guess everyone does so my apologies
@Day-ZDuke Жыл бұрын
I know this is not the place for jokes, this poor woman is clearly in a lot of distress and lives a very difficult life. I truly do feel for her, hopefully this video opens up some form of opportunity for her to help her further..... But you definitely nailed it with her needing “support”. I don’t think I have ever seen breasts hanging that low. She would probably feel better about herself and be more comfortable with proper bra and support for her chest
@tatianarizktaylor1818 Жыл бұрын
@@Day-ZDukeLololol😂😂😂😂😂😂😂I was looking 👀 for this comment! I was gonna say she need support in the chest area. They’re “Udderly huge pendulum swingers” But yes on a serious note, this person has many issues that need addressing.
@gracietilert8952 Жыл бұрын
My heart goes out to her. It must be an extreme burden to live with your mind struggling.
@tiffaniredford5077 Жыл бұрын
If youre conscious of it, it definitely is a burden. Mg personal experience with being a prisoner of mh own mind makes it hard for everyone else vecause a lot of the time I'm not aware of how I'm acting sadly
@sup393 Жыл бұрын
I hope she gets the help she needs.
@StrumVogel Жыл бұрын
My ex wife is a meth addict who has stage 4 cancer. She has been a meth addict for about 8 years now. In 2021 she left us for some kid she met at rehab. Ever since she has not seen nor talk to her son, or even paid a cent of the court ordered child support. Between the lying and cheating, she’s the reason I am highly judgmental towards addicts. Me, I got a career in IT and just graduated from college last month. Life has been progressing since she left us.
@SpudGirl Жыл бұрын
Congratulations on your education and props to you for being a stable loving father. I never dealt with many addicts, but people I care about have and they all left a path of destruction and trauma everywhere they went. It's difficult to empathize with most of them. Some I can sympathize.
@bgbbff Жыл бұрын
I’d recommend reading the laws of human nature by Robert Greene
@lillustpotion Жыл бұрын
Addiction is a disease. Have mercy and compassion. Treat a broken mind the same as you treat a broken leg. Wishing your partner a recovery and peace.
@SpudGirl Жыл бұрын
@@lillustpotion did you not read ? She left them for some other addict. Her children and husband, left them for drugs and another junkie. Empathy ends when you value your next fix over your own babies and husband. Doesn't mean anyone wishes them bad or has no sympathy. We all know they're dope sick, but they are to be held accountable for the damage and trauma they inflict on others. I hope the children and husband have peace.
@bgbbff Жыл бұрын
@@SpudGirl don’t be so quick to not blame the husband, He may have a savior complex. The only side we are seeing is his with this comment.
@nancyvandergucht9295 Жыл бұрын
Heartbreaking...so sad ..the horror caused to these vulnerable people .. Thank you for these interviews, done with much respect ! Grts from Belgium 🇧🇪
@k.r.murphy4301 Жыл бұрын
She needs to be in a mental hospital where she can get help and be protected.
@tiffanyberkenes Жыл бұрын
This isn’t just addiction. There are obvious mental health conditions/illnesses she lives with. I worry about her & her baby, if she's truly pregnant. 🙏🏼
@leillaj-pm11 ай бұрын
Your channel deserves a reward. I don’t know if you are a journalist or not but this by far is one of the best channels. I cry watching most of your videos and pray for strangers. So many lost souls that could have been helped. ❤
@lelee133 Жыл бұрын
Sending this lady much love, blessings, kindness amd compassion. She deserves it and so much more. May God keep you safe 💐💐💐
@rrksk Жыл бұрын
She is in desperate need of a breast reduction and mental health meds. I hope Mark can take her to some sort of facility. It is so so sad that we don't have institutions like we did before. At least they got some level of care there. With better standards they would be a real help.
@Kimberly_K_ Жыл бұрын
How does ones breasts become this ravaged ? I had to do a double take . Can’t imagine coping with all that
@bmoreblondie6301 Жыл бұрын
She atleast needs a really good bra for some type of support
@RoyalBeachDayZ Жыл бұрын
@@Kimberly_K_ From gaining and losing weight rapidly, meth also reduces your elasticity and cause early aging and sagging of the skin. She is also not wearing a bra, and most women in our society wear bras in public.
@Uhhlaneuh Жыл бұрын
@@Kimberly_K_aging
@victoriathomas731 Жыл бұрын
@@Uhhlaneuh mmmm.....not always! Please!
@kimnicoliello6285 Жыл бұрын
This interview was heartbreaking. She needs mental health help stat. And she seems like a sweet lady. Mark, pleade follow up on Sara.
@brendablais6138 Жыл бұрын
I worry for her safety. Seems like easy prey. Hope she gets help, seems like a kind soul. 💛🙏💚
@mochawitch Жыл бұрын
I hope Sara is safe, wherever she is right now 🌹🌹🌹🌹
@motleymama6587 Жыл бұрын
She seems to be holding her breast like a baby about 4 minutes in. Anyone else see that? She seems so sweet and lost. I hope she gets help.
@silverkitty2503 Жыл бұрын
She is so gentle and sweet .I really like her. Peace Sara sending you good vibes. I feel so much love for her. xx
@494ava Жыл бұрын
Prayers for you Sara! Mental health is not high priority right now and it should be. It seems like drugs are intertwining with the community and ripping people and homes apart. Heartbreaking and scary!
@Captainhooked11 ай бұрын
As a co-host of an addiction medicine podcast, I find your content informative, well produced and sometimes challenging to watch. We've considered featuring patients on our podcast, but the ethical dilemma of informed consent always arises. It's not a criticism of your content, but rather an observation - some subjects appear to be in distress or possibly under the influence, which raises concerns about their ability to give truly informed consent. This is a complex issue in the portrayal of addiction and recovery.
@s_hailyy233410 ай бұрын
Therapist here and I also wondered about informed consent….
@johnscott64819 ай бұрын
Hard to qualify the veracity of their ability to consent,when often,especially here they aren't even able to know where they are,what there really doing, and show no signs of competence. Its an unbelievably powerful testimony for us, but long view,how's it for them?
@cashmoneychanel12099 ай бұрын
I agree, does he pay them? If so he’s enabling their drug use..
@Captainhooked9 ай бұрын
@@cashmoneychanel1209 I don’t know the answer to that. The participants do seem to have a genuine affection for their interviewer. I have heard many speak favourably about what they’ve been purchased in terms of gifts.
@brendajones59899 ай бұрын
@@cashmoneychanel1209yes he does. Look up Rebecca. 😢
@DonnaPound-m1c Жыл бұрын
Have a good day Sara. Positive thoughts coming your way.
@wastedtalent666 Жыл бұрын
Meth psychosis is very real 😢
@col.cottonhill6655 Жыл бұрын
Idk about meth psychosis. But I do have degenerated discs too. It's just awful
@wastedtalent666 Жыл бұрын
@@col.cottonhill6655 so you believe she had a baby with Matt Damon?
@jhozthron4415 Жыл бұрын
Why is she labeled as a meth addict though? she said she is not using any drugs, delusions like these can easily be from a natural mental disorder without any drugs being involved.
@jhozthron4415 Жыл бұрын
@Broski Snowski I mean if you look at the other upload its obvious he is on crystal meth, in her case it might actually just be a mental illness of some sort.
@PrimateProductions Жыл бұрын
@@jhozthron4415 lol...so you believe the person that claims to have a baby with Matt Damon that he is currently raising when they deny meth use?? Gullible are you?
@Jennifer-bw7ku8 ай бұрын
Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.
@APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU8 ай бұрын
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!
@elizabethwilliams66518 ай бұрын
Yes, dr.sporessss. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
@APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU8 ай бұрын
Is he on instagram?
@elizabethwilliams66518 ай бұрын
Yes he is. dr.sporessss
@patriaciasmith34998 ай бұрын
Microdosing helped me get out of the pit of my worst depressive episode, a three year long episode, enough to start working on my mental health.
@lizzya2686 Жыл бұрын
What an absolute sweetheart. Love to you, Sara ❤
@rebeccaschanlaub2863 Жыл бұрын
This is so heartbreaking, god bless her
@MDali-el4zm Жыл бұрын
Sarah does not appear to be a meth addict. It looks like she's struggling with mental illness. She has a good heart and like others have stated in the comments, I hope that she gets the help she needs! Very sad.
@george908911 ай бұрын
You do know that meth causes mental health problems?
@myavo Жыл бұрын
I wanna know what Matt Damon has to say about his liaison with Sara that produced a child that Matt has raised. What about it Matt?
@TheXaniah777 Жыл бұрын
It's a pity that hard drugs are an issue, poor lady needs help, sweet soul
@beverlydiltz2604 Жыл бұрын
I wish I hit the lottery because she would be the first one I'd help. I had family member with large breasts. It's so painful. Indentations on shoulders. Causes cysts and much more. Addictions come from trauma. And struggles. I can only pray, but prayers go along way. God bless her.
@maikalias1502 Жыл бұрын
serious question: why does it say in the title that Sara is doing "meth" even though she didn't say (or want to say) it herself?
@marciadg298 Жыл бұрын
Good question. I guess he’ll change the title later, might have been a mistake.
@barbaraperry50238 ай бұрын
l agree. She didn't really look or act like the 'tweakers' l have met.
@laurawatters914 Жыл бұрын
I have the same disease, the degenerative disc disease. It is very painful and I have surgery over 15 years ago and I'm still in pain. Got hooked on narcos and morphine. Haven't taken any drugs for over 3 years. I hope she gets the help she needs. Poor lady 😔💓
@indeed2181 Жыл бұрын
Well done on 3+ years! It's one thing beating an addiction to pain meds but to beat it whilst you're still battling with pain is amazing. ❤
@laurawatters914 Жыл бұрын
@@indeed2181 thank you, the withdrawals were devastating on top of my pain. I never want to through that again. Very kind comment thank you! 😊💓✌️
@JJones-rz2ir Жыл бұрын
Degenerative disc is a synonym for arthritis ;)
@moyerk47 Жыл бұрын
I have DDD, herniated Disc's and Arthritis in my back, I have a addictive nature, I REFUSED OPIODS.I use THC, Lotions, drops or smoke, I don't use it everyday. Only on bad days.
@Thebiggest1isme Жыл бұрын
Lord, I hope her family see this and go get her to get the help she needs ❤
@victoriathomas731 Жыл бұрын
She says she doesn't know if her ma is dead or alive. And she never mentions her father. Likely that her family doesn't want to know.
@GenesisJetpack Жыл бұрын
completely detached from reality
@Celta81 Жыл бұрын
She believes that Matt Damon is her baby daddy. God bless her and may she get the help she so desperately needs...
@Kick_Rocks_ Жыл бұрын
Just imagine for one second she’s not lying. Or she met some dude that possibly looked like Matt Damon and lied to her about it. I’m sure it’s the meth and mental illness speaking but can you imagine?
@brittneylyntalks Жыл бұрын
Heartbreaking ❤️🩹
@brittneylyntalks Жыл бұрын
@@Kick_Rocks_good points .. definitely a possibility
@craftygirl9666 Жыл бұрын
@@Kick_Rocks_ Or it's possible that his name is really Matt Damon just not THAT Matt Damon the actor. Poor lady.
@Kick_Rocks_ Жыл бұрын
@@craftygirl9666 Right? That would be a trip. Imagine no one believing you and calling you mentally ill for years over it. I think that would be enough to drive anyone crazy.
@wickedwango5013 Жыл бұрын
interviews like this bridge the gap between worlds. if someone will take the time to watch and understand a person who they would usually disregard because of some pre-conceived notion that they hold, then thats extremely important for humanity.
@patch3sth3cat4 Жыл бұрын
I’m from where she is from….. and my family was similar growing up. I am sending you so much love and light. I hope you get better my friend ❤️
@8970mitnik Жыл бұрын
I grew up in St. Paul. This is truly heart breaking
@YummyGummy77 Жыл бұрын
Oh u know her from earlier years or u just know y'all are from the same place because of what she said?