Solitary confinement nightmare

[@samhayes100]

It takes a lot of courage to relive something so traumatizing and painful just to share it with us. I appreciate you and your reasons for your content. Thank you.

[@22CONSERVATIVEFELON]

Well I appreciate you watching and listening to my words. I feel its important for others, especially the youngsters to hear about the realities of incarceration to prevent them from making negative decisions. As they say; if I can get through to just one kid, I can make a difference in many lives. That's the goal my friend.

[@terrancewhite716]

I came across yiur channel the other day your vibe and energy has me locked in I'm trying to catch up on yiur videos. I hope nothing but success for you.

[@22CONSERVATIVEFELON]

Appreciate that, and thank you for following along.

[@slgordon3]

You have been through a lot man. You are one strong person.

[@Eric-B24559]

I'm so very grateful every single day that I have never ended up in a situation that would have lead me to Prison. These stories are so raw and real. I've been an early follower of yours man and I'm glad you made it out alive, keep sharing.

[@22CONSERVATIVEFELON]

Really appreciate your words and thank you for following along. I do speak real, from my heart, and can hopefully persuade youngsters from living incorrectly, and anyone for that matter

[@philliproberts7294]

@@Eric-B24559 Exactly mate and it could of happened to most of us drink driving then killing someone then jail these days drug driving then killing someone when we are young we don't think properly can't tell ya how many times I've driven drunk

[@ericwalker9935]

Thanks for sharing your painful moments so others wont have to suffer the same fate.

[@22CONSERVATIVEFELON]

Appreciate you watching and I hope this video can impact others' lives.

[@donnapittman6135]

Thank you for speaking about doing time..I was able to visit with my son this morning.I told him about you and some of your situations. We had a 4 hour contact visit. He related to everything I was sharing and there was an appreciation on his part..for your words..it seemed like a door was opened. Yes he would love being able to reach out to you. But he only has access to prison software. Much love and prayers. I appreciate you so much. So sorry for the miserable circumstances you endured..❤️

[@22CONSERVATIVEFELON]

If there is a way I can write or contact your son I would be more then happy to remain in touch with him.

[@donnapittman6135]

@22CONSERVATIVEFELON he would love it and so would I, but I can't put is contact info for all to see here. You have such a big heart.. Don't know how to arrange this. 💕

[@cherylschrader6255]

I really enjoy your stories. 😊

[@22CONSERVATIVEFELON]

Appreciate you watching and following along

[@mikeedmonds7929]

Fish, that was a powerful and an extremely sad story. I can't even imagine living through that horror of solitary confinement. I'm so glad you are out in the free world.

[@22CONSERVATIVEFELON]

I'm sure glad as well! I appreciate you watching, and hopefully my messages persuade others from living immorally. Solitary was a nightmare, torture!

[@ChicagoMobTrials]

Thanks for sharing these powerful stories Fish, I am so sorry to what you have been thru, I cant imagine. I wish you could sue some how for all the pain, torture and suffering!

[@22CONSERVATIVEFELON]

The thing we must realize is that I subjected myself to their torture by committing a crime and going to prison. Tough to admit, but the truth and reality. It's why I want to educate others to WALK THE RIGHT WAY

[@pdxfun4888]

I hope the trauma you have endured keeps any possibility of reoffending . There’s a few men here that had a good following, established buisness and f up and had committed crimes or threatened folks and now are incarcerated. Please, stay free. You seem like a good hearted, solid man. Stay free

[@22CONSERVATIVEFELON]

I plan on staying free. I was released in 2013 and have lived right ever since and don't plan on changing. Appreciate your words

[@philliproberts7294]

Oh my God fish im so sorry you went through that i can see and feel your pain im in tears myself that was horrendous 😮

[@22CONSERVATIVEFELON]

I appreciate your words, and I wish there were words in the human language that could help you decipher how much torture for me it was. It was closest I came to ending my life. It is over a decade later and it remains with me until this day. After reliving the story once again to make the video I feel shook up

[@philliproberts7294]

@22CONSERVATIVEFELON don't need words mate I can see in your eyes and feel your heart. Your safe now mate and you have your lovely many dogs that worship you

[@22CONSERVATIVEFELON]

@@philliproberts7294 Thanks man, seriously, thanks. It is something that sticks with me forever, and of course I try to keep myself composed when reliving the story. What I have to remember, and what others need to realize, is that I subjected myself to that treatment by committing a criminal act, living wrong, and not thinking when I was young. Yes, the system treated prisoners incorrectly, many were heartless, the system is abusive in many ways, but I put myself in there. I guess that's the lesson that is important to get across. That was the closest I came to taking my own life.

[@Thomas-d2z8o]

Fish your videos are having an impact a positive impact thank you for your podcast oh yeah you use the word transpired that's a good word if you replace that word with occurred it makes a difference a positive difference

[@blastbarrett132]

Only 25 seconds into the video. 3 months in solitary I was losing my mind. Cruel and unusual punishment. It's disgusting!!!

[@22CONSERVATIVEFELON]

It was torture

[@blastbarrett132]

And Jesus I might have to go back into a county bid again next month. Our previous feeling isn't helping me! Im broke out here. But Jesus you're making me think of only 3 months in solitary in a good jail. Stay strong bro. You got this. ALL DAY YOU GOT THIS!!!!

[@22CONSERVATIVEFELON]

If you have to go back then you do what you have to do it get it behind you, never look back and then focus on the future.

[@glensparlin]

You have to be unusually strong of mind

[@22CONSERVATIVEFELON]

It has taken a huge toll on me my friend, but I keep going. I appreciate you watching

[@itsapodcastrophe]

Holy shit..shopping on Amazon got the notification n bam I'm here w ya...

[@22CONSERVATIVEFELON]

I appreciate you taking the time to watch my video.

[@bryanthomas6063]

Thank you for your selflessness and for your heart. You are making a difference. I like when you talk about God and reference accounts from Scripture. God bless you and this ministry of a channel you have created.

[@22CONSERVATIVEFELON]

Well I appreciate you watching, and thank you ever so much for your words.

[@youaintgottaliecraig]

Shu is not for the mentally weak . I did 7 months , just nothing but anxiety , lonly , the silence is the loudest silence youll ever have

[@22CONSERVATIVEFELON]

I know it all to well! As I explained, for me, a person who is very hyper, and a person with mental health issues, it was pure torture

[@blastbarrett132]

I would LOVE to see those Dr.s be trapped in solitary be there for 2 months

[@22CONSERVATIVEFELON]

I was seriously close to ending my life, and the truth is the doctor just felt bothered he was asked to come see me so early in the morning. The system doesn't care

[@terrancewhite716]

Have you seen the TedTalk on youtube they did at Attica? Did you know any of those guys or the guards i would imagine those are the honor dorm type of guys

[@22CONSERVATIVEFELON]

I may have seen it a while back, I'll check it out

[@itsapodcastrophe]

I got hit with the thorazine bro..not rite

[@22CONSERVATIVEFELON]

Appreciate you watching, just trying to speak as real as it gets about my experience

[@Nebraskagal]

Ur late sir!