Sabaton - En Livstid I Krig Extended

[@RebelWvlf]

Algorithm sent me here and I am not regretting a single second spent listening to whole channel.

[@WinVisten]

This is the most beautifully sad thing I've ever experienced in my whole life. I think it fits perfectly for how I feel right now... I feel horrible for all of my friends whose lives have been fucking ruined, and for all of them who endure abuse at home or school. There's no fixing it, and their lives has become a war zone, and they're the only soldiers who ever get injured. Thank you for making this. It connected well enough to me to make me cry. And this song in general is one I can heavily connect with because I think it perfectly matches my feelings on not just war, but ANY sort of conflict that involves physical, mental or emotional trauma, and that includes extreme internet drama, harassment, stalking, betrayals by close friends, and things like that, because in a way, those things ARE wars, just not MILITARY wars, in the same way that trying to rid oneself of cancer is a WAR against cancer. It INSTANTLY comes into my mind whenever something like that happens, but listening to it always makes me feel better.

[@valurimist9861]

i wouldnt compare school to actual military

[@WinVisten]

@@valurimist9861 Fair. Abuse can still induce trauma that can have the same symptoms as PTSD from war, is what I was trying to say. Any form of PTSD is equally bad. It's a metaphorical war with one's mental health and one's abusers, not a literal one.

[@spiritus1512]

It resonates with me more on a level of how the POV is wondering if anyone will remember you once you’ve fallen. Men vem saknar mig, that line has run through my head many times.

[@WinVisten]

@@spiritus1512 "But who will miss me" indeed. That's why you have to leave a legacy. That's why you have to make the lives of those who know you better by your mere existence. Even if the entire WORLD doesn't remember you, those people who you let cry on your shoulders certainly WILL. And their future descendents will, too. You'll never truly be forgotten as long as those friends of yours and their families stay around, and as long as they tell others about you, and I can assure you that they'll never stop spreading the word of how awesome you, that one friend who was always there for them, were.

[@CloakernamedTemp]

You monster no one can go 17 mins without crying

[@songbreakerworkbench]

I was working on this for 2-3 hours... I almost couldn't see a thing.

[@starcrafterhd967]

@@songbreakerworkbench what a great sacrifice from you your name shall live for eternity.

[@songbreakerworkbench]

@@starcrafterhd967 :D

[@alucardgd2831]

i can

[@knockonrock7013]

@@songbreakerworkbench Thank you so much..)

[@scuroguardiano5511]

I always felt like this song was ending too fast, nice work! It's freaking amazing

[@songbreakerworkbench]

Thank you!

[@WinVisten]

Also can I just say how much I *LOVE* that you ended it with the live version?

[@WinVisten]

I just realized... This was uploaded a day after my 26th birthday. It means even MORE to me now. Thank you, Song Breaker Workbench.

[@songbreakerworkbench]

:) Happy Almost-Birthday!

[@WinVisten]

@@songbreakerworkbench My birthday is December 8th, and this was uploaded on December 9th, so it was pretty darn close. ALSO AAAHHHHHHHHHEARGJERPGJERIJGRTH I DID NOT EXPECT A REPLY FROM YOU HHHHAHAHDSFIHERGO I'M GONNA ASPLODE

[@songbreakerworkbench]

@@WinVisten I read most of the comments. I don't reply to all (as some comments gets answered by an upload) but I read the opinions and thoughts. Have a nice day! And pls don't explode, I'm not that famous :D

[@alucardgd2831]

14:15 is EPIC!

[@leszsuti9746]

best choir ever

[@maddhattergaming6863]

And it was truely from the heart by Fans just like us

[@axelbautista5198]

Sabaton forever

[@spiritus1512]

Thank you so much. This song means a lot to me, I love that you included the part from the Live performance in Gothenburg, that’s been my favorite version. Thank you.

[@eldorasjack]

Thank you !!! Now I can enjoy this work of art much more, great

[@MarcusAsenlund]

15:57 That transition from the Live to the studio version is so incredibly heartbreaking. Btw, i'm from Sweden, Dalarna to be exact, Sabaton is from Falun which is a part of the state of Dalarna.

[@MrMuhammadPig]

This is dope

[@_lprenzo0808_]

Loved it, exited about whats to come

[@ianthehedgehog9327]

Hey just so everyone knows, the english version is named "A Lifetime of War"! Link to the extended version of that: kzbin.info/www/bejne/bZ-9Ymx-qp6cpbM

[@rainbowmonke5156]

hell yea amazing song i canna subcribe

[@Viktor-gi5up]

Yes.

[@WinVisten]

I've been through a lot of stress lately due to a very close friend of mine rejecting me, and being very ungrateful about how much I've helped him. But how I've been handling it is NOT okay. I've been doing so well on bettering myself as a person, but now it's all crashing down, because I just can't take this shit, and I'm snapping at and hurting the people I care about most. (Disclaimer: words that are capitalized are for emphasis, not shouting. KZbin's text formating system is fucked, so I used all caps instead of italics.) I won't say I don't still display toxic behavior sometimes, because that'd be a lie. I take rejection very poorly and it traumatizes me for life. I'm not innocent fully with regards to the guy who rejected me, because I did the same to him years ago, though unlike him, I HAVE improved as a person and learned from it. But this guy DID TRY to improve, though sadly he realized he needed help that he couldn't get, in order to STAY better, so he just... gave up trying to change, which is tragic as fuck. I've been acting horrible lately and I won't deny that. I am NOT trying to make anyone feel guilty, because I don't want sympathy from people I hate (with regards to the guy who rejected me, whose name I will keep anonymous), or from strangers (With regards to anyone who reads this), I say what I do because this actually happened, and I want people to LEARN from what I did, and in order to allow that, I need to be detailed. I say what I think is important to say, BECAUSE I think it's important for others to hear, not because I want anyone to feel sorry for me. That is NEVER my intention and it's a fucked up thing to do. All of the fuckups that I've done lately are MY mistakes, and mine ALONE. Nobody else was to blame for the most recent one, where I badly hurt one of my closest friends in a way that I'm sure he won't forgive me, but that was MY mistake, not HIS. I take ownership of it because I DID it. And it was fucked up. I won't go into detail about who this friend is either, beyond saying that the guy I hurt (Whom I will call B) and the guy who rejected me (Whom I will call C) are two different people. B was a guy who was always there for me, and we'd known each other since, around 2013. He had a lot of issues with his health (As does C), and he was first to call out everyone who was wrong about the situation and attacking me over shit I didn't do/say or shit that wasn't relevant. Both of them were close enough to me that I might as well have considered them brothers. C, though... After I poured my heart out to him and he rejected it in a cold way, I did something really fucking stupid. I sent an email ranting at him because I made a foolish, impulsive decision, and I think that in the beef between me and C, this is what I did that was wrong, we'd emailed each other before because we'd worked together on stories and fanfics in Google Docs, so I didn't have to do anything creepy like look him up. (But that does NOT make what I did okay in ANY way) The... THING I sent him was fucking horrible. Extremely vindictive, and now there's no chance me and him will EVER be friends again, and we BOTH have to live with our fuckups. I won't go into detail on what I did/said, because then people would REALLY think I was trying to guilt trip, but I know that both B AND C were telling the truth about their health issues (For B, because he trusted me enough that he sent me portraits of himself even though he's extremely shy about showing people his face, and for C, because I saw the issues affect him during a video chat when we were still friends.) I treasure honesty above all else, and I HATE having to lie, or even be SILENT, which although it ISN'T lying, it still feels dirty, even if it's the best option because it avoids making the situation worse, or hurting someone further. I approached one of C's closest friends after I sent the email and admitted that I did something fucked up and stupid, and that I KNEW she would be pissed at me, and that I wanted both of them to stay away from me so that I didn't lash out at them when the stress became too much (for C's friend, I had, and still DO have, absolutely NOTHING against her, and I do NOT blame her for being uncomfortable with the idea of talking to me now, though I am open to her if she DOES decide to talk to me again. I also have nothing against B either.) And I will say again, that me going through serious shit, does NOT in ANY way give ME the right to put OTHERS through the wringer. Anyone who reads this, please, PLEASE learn from it, and AVOID doing what I did. You might lose friends who you would take a rocket launcher to the face for (And whom would do the same for YOU) and you will NEVER stop regretting it. If anyone gets confused by my wording or misunderstands what I say, reply and I'll try to explain the part you misunderstood shorter and blunter (Because that's less likely to be misunderstood/misinterpreted)

[@Cavalorn12]

Nice! Could you do Gloryhammer remix next? They have a lot of orchestral tracks to their music.

[@songbreakerworkbench]

That's a good idea. Though I think their symphonic versions are just the original tracks without the vocal and the metal instruments, but we shall see how these two sound together.

[@alucardgd2831]

15:57 that is fucking amazing

[@chomik2905]

I propose some songs from Ghost

[@eldorasjack]

Can you make one the same, but with the English version? It would look great, please try!!

[@todplatinum5789]

Nah man the English version is sooooo poo

[@silentwolfie9285]

14:16

[@TarjaElg-k8h]

J.W. vei . Olen päätellyt samaa

[@ImaIrishtank]

When you lose some of your closest friends in the war against the furries:

[@WinVisten]

Listening to this as my best friend cuts ties with me. I'm not talking about the guy I mentioned 6 months ago, that dude was a toxic shithead that was gaslighting me, and it took until recently for me to realize he was ALWAYS a shitty friend. But the guy that cut ties with me last month, was a TRUE friend. His name starts with an M, the previous guy's username started with Q. M used to be my romantic partner (I'm a dude, but I'm biromantic heterosexual, meaning I'm only sexually interested in women, but I'll date anyone romantically. Men, women, or nonbinary people.) and he promised me that if it ever came to that, he'd go as easy as possible on me, because he knows how much rejection just flat out fucking atomizes me. (Disclaimer: Fully capitalized words are for emphasis, not shouting, since KZbin's text formatting system is fucked, I used all caps instead of italics, so just pretend they're italicized.) Even our romantic breakup was extremely peaceful, the only difference between before the breakup and afterwards was that he didn't say "I love you" to me anymore, and I didn't say it to him, with romantic context at least. M has done so much for me, and was always willing to approach me to talk out his issues with me, and is genuinely one of the best friends I've ever had. For some reason, M seemed to mostly, if not solely blame himself for why he had to cut ties, saying he felt that he'd been a dick to me. But he has NEVER been even SLIGHTLY rude to me. After I ripped Q too many new ones to count, one of his only friends who sided with me didn't know about that yet, and I went to her and admitted up front that I did something stupid and irredeemable. I threw away what could've been my only chance to stay friends with one of the only two people in the situation that I had nothing against and still care about, and I still have nothing against her, even after she blocked me. I hope she's doing okay. M, on the other hand... He's been nothing but supportive and sympathetic. If anything, I acted toxic towards him. I won't lie. I'm a flawed person. I fuck up, I make mistakes, I hurt people and I sometimes display toxic behavior. But, honesty is one virtue I value above nearly everything else, and I only lie when I have a damn good reason for it, and even then it feels gross to me. I'll even tell the truth if it would be damaging to me! He told me goodbye in a very heartfelt, calm, and empathetic way, and honestly he blamed himself more than he blamed me. I already miss you, bubby. I'll see you again sometime.

[@ianthehedgehog9327]

Glad you seem to be redeeming yourself for the mistakes you thought were "irredeemable," A! (Since there's B and C, I found it appropriate to call you A in this reply.) Now, let me tell you something. We're *_all_* flawed. We all mess up, make mistakes, hurt people and sometimes display toxic behavior too. You're not the only one going through these trials because of what you did, A. I'm glad M could help you become friends with B again. I hope M can help you become friends with C/Q too! EDIT: I re-analyzed your comments... and realized the truth about C/Q. I think you need a new friend to replace him - someone who isn't as toxic as the current C/Q.

[@WinVisten]

@@ianthehedgehog9327 Update: Q also reconciled with me, because he has *genuinely* changed this time. I also have a girlfriend now, and she is a pure smol bean. x3 I also thought, when looking at these comments again, that I should add tone indicators or at least state that the capitalization of specific words isn't meant to be shouting, but rather for emphasis since KZbin's bold/italic/underline system is fucked. Just imagine that instead of caps, it's italics. (Which I've now done). Since that last comment, I got a driver's license, gained interest in a new major fandom, and in general grew a lot as a person. Me and M haven't reconciled yet, because even though I think I changed enough for us to get along properly, it's HIS call to make, not mine.

[@WinVisten]

@@ianthehedgehog9327 Update: M's dad is kicking him out of the house and he can't find anywhere to go...

[@thekingoftheskies8129]

Dude do you not mix professionally?

[@songbreakerworkbench]

I am not working as an editor. I mean I don't have a proper workplace/job or something. It would be great I assume, but I already don't have much freetime, so maybe better this way...

[@randomgameplay5465]

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