I don't feel anything (Multifandom)

[@Jwlae]

A single parent, A veteran, A broken hearted, A prideful, A lonely, A tired, A misunderstood, A fallen man... wants you all to know when it feels this heavy, the best thing to do is just feel it. Accept it .. I know.. And you know... But we are human. and this is what it feels like. I love you. Update. It has been 5 months since I was here, drunk, crying, and sleeping on the floor. First, I started walking.. The next week I ran a couple of times and put down the whiskey. The next I ran almost daily. Soon after that I started to feel better. None of my problems were fixed, but I would say I was feeling a 5 instead of 10 on a scale for emotional pain. The consistency gave me a reason to believe in myself.... that alone made the same situation bearable. Then I put my son and I in Muay Thai classes, we go almost every day. That has turned into an obsession that directs my attention the majority of the day. I'm running 6 miles almost every morning, and training in the evenings. I look and feel 10 years younger. There are moments of course.. but now in those moments I can remind myself that its brief, it's no longer all day and night. Now I have hope. So a little better... when you're this low.. is much better. You can get a little better, if you try, can't you? Not everyone will have the same path out, but take a step, and then don't stop walking. Do the actions first, the feeling comes after, you will love yourself. Hopefully soon we all feel joy again. I love y'all. "There is a profound truth that many fear to acknowledge. That the most formative battles are fought alone, away from the eyes of the world, in the hushed serenity of solitude. It is there in the darkness of the night that I waged my wars, without fan fair, without witnesses. I tell you this not to seek your pity, for there is no sorrow in my solitude but to ignite a spark of rebellion against the comforting lies of daylit comradery. The night, with its unyielding silence does not seduce with sweet words or promises of glory. Instead, it challenges you with its void asking, who are you when no one is watching?" Those who dare to walk alone, find not just paths, but horizons that others never will.

[@Jellyfish4life]

Even when I feel it though it still feels numb at the same time. I love you too and appreciate you. If I may ask what branch did you serve? You don’t gotta answer that if you don’t want to

[@Jwlae]

I was a medic in the Army@@Jellyfish4life

[@elenaenache6232]

Life is a long road of pain...

[@tobey1656]

thank you for your comment. it helps.

[@Jwlae]

@@Jellyfish4life army, combat medic 2 tours Iraq

[@ginoforest9465]

People think a peice of advice can change everything. It takes more than that. Most of the time a person doesn't need someone to tell them what to do. What they really need is someone to listen.

[@ALANPE5]

Not just listen but understand and give some courage to fight back

[@shanedeweese3998]

No doubt 😢😢😢

[@jeffbeirne1764]

Exactly. Just silence from the world and them to listen. Especially when everything is so loud it seems. In your head, in the world, everything . You just want silence.

[@whatsthepointnoonecaresanyway]

Exactly if you don't know about it if you haven't be there or no what it feels like don't talk about it cuz you don't know don't speak about it

[@tristanschroeder1550]

Sometimes what they need, is someone to stand with them. Just to be with them, sit on the sidewalk and look at the clouds not saying a world. Just to know that someone is there

[@nathanrattray6898]

You know your bad when your back watching these because it helps ❤❤ stay strong it gets better

[@ingridvanger2889]

And you realise it's worse when they don't make you sad enough

[@TheMelancholicWriter]

I don’t know brother. I think I’m getting tired of fighting so hard to live. And even though I keep surviving every health crisis, every near death experience, I feel like each time it chips away a piece of me.

[@hadeslegion1282]

I don’t know about that

[@mariolopez-ip2mx]

I realy hope it will help me.

[@youngg6163]

😢

[@jasontodd62]

To everyone suffering: YOU GOT THIS!

[@BaneG]

Do i?

[@jasontodd62]

@@BaneG FUCK YEAH

[@21plz]

🥹🫂🫂🫂

[@SPANISH.1450]

I hope I do 😢

[@TheMan-The-Myth-The-Legend]

No I don’t

[@Sani_toeter_35]

I feel empty inside. Don't think i can ever come back from this.

[@MrGieschen]

Many of us do. Push forward another day. Every day. I feel empty inside. I feel you. Keep pushing. We love you. Even when no one else does. Keep fighting.

[@russelicely3670]

I agree, I feel in the end she didn't deserve me but..why wasn't i good enough to wanna keep 😭💔

[@x1r0n83]

Same. I'm just...hollow

[@ScaffManJim]

My old man once said, "one day you'll look back on this and laugh." He was right in a way. I don't look back and laugh but I do look back and think, I made it through that. If I made it through that, I can make it through anything. Keep your chin up man.

[@_KaoneModimo]

Hey how are you?🥹

[@blackbird1126]

I felt this way for years. 11 years, to be exact. Then, something happened that changed everything. One little thing changed everything. It can get better. You just have to stay strong enough to get through the bad stuff.

[@Pokemon_El_Coco]

@blackbird1126 What happened bro?

[@obvbass4410]

i thought that till that thing, that change stabbed me in the back and left me to die. I no longer feel the pain and regret and feeling like i want to end it. because i don't feel a thing. what's worse then having nothing? the answer is having nothing. getting everything. and then getting stabbed in the back and left for dead knowing what real happiness felt like but knowing you'll never get that again. its been a while and haven't felt an emotion since what has felt like a lifetime ago. when you truly have nothing. that's when even ending it sounds pointless. you feel like you want to end it cause your inner self is fighting for hope but no progress. once that fighting side of you dies you are left emotionless with no desire to live or die.

[@breej3055]

I keep it in for 8 hours of work, the fake smile and laugh and then go home and wish i wasn't here.

[@AychNoir]

I hope it gets so much better that you get to smile and laugh genuinely

[@Sani_toeter_35]

I so much feel you bro...

[@mileab6725]

You’re not alone friend

[@vincentmichael7542]

We’re all here together. You are far from the only one. Just know that everyone is dealing with something no matter how perfect their presentation is. Let’s stay strong together

[@isaacperez5291]

I know the pain brother

[@josenava9574]

Depression is the bottom of the sea, now it’s time to push and see the beautiful sunset 🙌🏻 stay strong everyone 🙏🏻

[@AnthonyVaughn-bh3rn]

I can never remember a time I've been truly happy.and I'm 31 my life has been filled full of heart ache and sadness.

[@Lamzy2906]

Because you never let go of what holding you back

[@donnidoubled]

I watch this every single night before bed

[@powersurge9029]

Never give up! Never surrender! Fight with all your might. Tomorrow is a new day. When you are at your lowest know you can battle through. You mater to someone. Please fight. I fight with depression myself. Keep going! It’s worth it!

[@04T100]

Thank you for these words friend they mean a lot to me

[@shanedeweese3998]

Thanks. Much❤

[@dalaifox236]

holy cow I didn't want to think of Jennifer today but you got me. RIP

[@alexvaillustrations8689]

I’m 21 and I’m tiered of living I’m tiered of fighting I’m tiered of feeling I’m just so tiered and I want it all to stop

[@KatoyoRiuka]

Dont give up my friend ive been through the same shit with suicid thoughts and hard depression and i just wanted to end it all but then i told myself: Nothing is gonna change if I dont do something about it and so i started over , over and over again because everything i do ends up failing ,even now my girlfriend broke up with me(3year relationship)but i wont give up because i know that life can be beautiful and you know it too stay strong my friend and you can make it all (if you need someone to talk im here for you)

[@Motoman920]

Coming from someone who became paralyzed from a accident conducting a funeral,I hope things get better for you, just have to live day by day, sometimes I feel so alone and going through so much even before my accident

[@codered8030]

🙂

[@boegie9826]

I don't know your problems. But your at soul level with your pain. I was there to at 22. You have a long life to expierience. This is your sign to hold on bro.

[@Mike-ix6ns]

Keep your head up bro

[@mrpapagiorgio]

This is a work of art.

[@jamescoppa7141]

This to shall pass! Whoever is out there listening watching suffering hurting Trust in God call out to Him surrender it all to Him and He can give you peace beyond understanding! Embrace Him and the Long suffering there is such strength in it! I know because I've been threw the fire!

[@_AdityaDhanraj_]

Brilliant work❤

[@RaynaTroj]

reading all the comments below makes me so sad. What a world... So many people with depressions, broken hearted, souls, eaten away by suffering. Too busy fighting with their demons, to reconize, that life is one of a kind and we all have only this time, only one try, to make the most of it. Doesn't matter, when your first try begins, when life changes, but hopefully it does. For everyone. To feel happy someday... Day after day ...🩵

[@ap0c123]

Been listening to this song for ages, its quite powerful and truly resonates with me. Really cool to see some scenes put into it, awsome :)

[@christianmathisenjr1800]

Excellent mix. Beautiful song choice and editing. Keep up the moving, hard work. Very well done.

[@Snowghost12]

The choice of the songs... Love it 😍 great job

[@mattoraxe3002]

Paralysed by NF, his music is so damn powerful

[@mixkon3750]

if life its getting harder then you know that you are on the right path, life never gets easier you just getting stronger

[@nasirafridi8216]

Whoever is struggling to go through miseries, hold on, it will pass. Stay. Live. It will be over, in a moment.

[@dianeamarok8850]

Once I feel like giving up, I listen to these songs... I just want to give it all up, and leave everything/everyone behind. I'm very TIRED... It hurts

[@russelicely3670]

You ok now ?

[@jillbenenati9004]

Just know you r not alone. And you r worthy and loved.

[@mamayden]

Which songs? ❤

[@isabellamaschio8790]

Today was really hard for me because I was a disaster at work, and I feel like I'm not enough, and it's so hard to feel okay with this thing because I always want to be perfect or at my best but It's always the opposite. I feel like I will never be a good worker.

[@boegie9826]

you can't do more than your best. Time will gets you better. SLOW IS SMOOTh, SMOOTH IS FAST. You can do it! The fact you wrote this, is the sign that you are motivated! Things will work out for you

[@Solomon-LEGION]

It's simply what the world expects of us but we ain't slaves to it! We make the world so brother, stand your ground and be you! What's wrong with a mess up? What's wrong if it didn't go as planned? Just keep walking like the soldier you are.

[@isabellamaschio8790]

@@Solomon-LEGION very wise words, thank you

[@isabellamaschio8790]

@@boegie9826 so kind thank youu

[@andelsonfeijo7401]

Don’t think like this,you’re better worker for other company!

[@ethansolender4746]

A famous person once said, working hard cures depression.

[@grizzlyadams2401]

It doesn't..

[@76263]

It's incredible how a video can make you feel so understood

[@JesseJr19]

Can't help but notice that almost half of this video was made using my videos and videos that I made with friends. Are you lazy or just a stoler?

[@dylanpowell1764]

Did you produce any of these movies/shows? Are you lazy or just a stoler?😂

[@JesseJr19]

@@dylanpowell1764 that's such a retarded answer...

[@mathieuchenier9551]

What's a stoler?

[@goabamonngakgotla1947]

Thank you for fixing the issue of sound 😊

[@Killer007X1]

I just turned 30. I don’t know if I’ve ever felt anything other than anger or sadness and now I don’t even full much of anything besides very faint sadness on extremely rare occasions. I attempted the big S word early this year. The irony was I tried to OD on the meds that were supposed to keep me stable. I looked at the level considered toxic for a person and would surely do the deed then multiplied that by 4x. I did that with each medication. I remember fading away and finally I was at peace. I awoke in the hospital and I was out for 2 days. I have no permanent damage. I got off the medication, I’m still numb and very depressed but I’m here and I’m trying… I don’t know what my purpose is or how to find one. I don’t have family besides 2 sisters who are trying to be in my life for the first time as of late and I don’t know how to process it. Mentally, I understand it all and I get it but there are no feelings whatsoever behind the understanding. I’m hoping somehow someway one day I can feel. All I can do is keep trying, my reality is fractured and I’m fully aware I just don’t know how to undo the damage. Hoping that these mushrooms work, they seem to be helping in a way but my journey to truly trying to heal myself just started. Thanks for allowing me to express myself youtube.

[@borealis5379]

God do I love NF (background music)

[@aditriguleria6758]

Wish I could feel things like before😥

[@sarahwalker2531]

NF is the goat. Also yes. Being a young adult sucks.

[@zacturf-n-sports6203]

Don’t give up buddy, I know that’s easy to say… trust me, I’ve been there. Keep fighting! Be a good person, serve others and trust the Lord. You know how many people you will save once you break free through help, prayer, or someone that will eventually be there for you!! Start working out if you don’t, find a hobby, find a group of people that feel similar!!

[@mommy7983]

The only way at this point I can feel normal is by listening to songs like this

[@shehryarahsan2357]

Why do watching other people suffer as you feels so good

[@rockmartin21]

It’s not that it makes you feel good it’s your mind not feeling alone and seeing that it’s okay and normal, knowing that you see people go through the things you have and knowing that they are all right now or atleast ok, helps, seeing that it’s not just you lost in a unknown depression and that this stuff is a part of life like learning how to talk and walk you must learn to love and to learn to love you must first learn hate and heartbreak for the major population atleast lol unless ur 1950’s teen “love” till ur dead which probably was nice if you really loved that person and were happy the whole life but hey man people are different now smh it’s how it goes and not even people just times, people can act on how they feel now and that’s good but it hurts and u gotta learn how to care for yourself first bud

[@Solomon-LEGION]

Because deep down we seek a connection! Connection to people who understands our situation

[@Solomon-LEGION]

Or better yet... An anchor is what we want

[@shehryarahsan2357]

@@Solomon-LEGION to drown?

[@shehryarahsan2357]

@@rockmartin21 well I don't believe in love anymore it is just a fantasy and if you think it is true you are a kid Cuzco nobody in the world care for others

[@karanPROD0]

been needing help from so long and knowing that no one will come to resuce me, it makes me even more hopeless

[@brianv4230]

You gotta be your own hero, bro

[@AychNoir]

Stay strong

[@rockmartin21]

Rescue you? I bet if your mother or sister or loved one best friend whatever would rescue you if you mean life or death but buddy you gotta speak up and speak clear and cry it out on their shoulder and tell them how you feel bud, knowing that it’s gonna change things because if it doesn’t it means they don’t know what you need yet and you show it like it’s only a bad day like I did this week and for years, I cry and fall into a love one’s arms whether I meant to or not and tell them how I feel and then I sleep and disappear for days and act okay and bottle it all back up because I am fucked in the head and moving on sucks and I gotta change my life so I’m trying but you gotta take action and move on progressively and speak out and reach out for support and go get it from people who don’t make you feel like your too much but don’t overwhelm them if you see it happening, u can be on both sides you gotta let it out but try and let them at your best u can bring u back to reality and move on and be happy with what you have around that actually loves you now and not then

[@dpq_]

Reach out to someone in need. Your kindness can brighten their day and bring joy to yours as well. In this challenging world, even a small act of compassion can make a big difference. To anyone reading this, never give up hope.

[@ShadowMidnight82]

Listen to that inner voice that says Stop!!!! Breathe, Breath. Life is unlike any road traveled. Its yours and yours alone. Will and Choice. The mind , heart and soul. Grow in all ways. Don't lay down, get up. You don't see it but the finish line and final run will come. Stop running embrace your life. You are one of a kind. Stand ,walk and live. Im calling for you at the end of the line. Come on get up. I know you can and will. Not just survive but live.

[@3vs3123]

Please keep making these videos!! You do such a good job

[@sheamerchant212]

Best collab of movies tv shows i ever seen

[@grenadegrenade6058]

What are the movies/tv shows I wanna watch a few

[@sheamerchant212]

​@@grenadegrenade6058 Peaky blinders, killing eve, euphoria, logan, the leftovers, the nice guys, the joker, intersteller, the punisher, american horror story, extraction, nobody, sons of anarchy, mr. Robot, true detective, the 100, prisoners, fear the walking dead, brothers, breaking bad, hacksaw ridge, blade runner, fury, minari.

[@zachazelip5183]

With real pain, there's nothing you can do Once a heart is lost it can never be found Some wounds Never Heal They just get infected And spread until they Consume The people that bear them

[@Itscoldtoday]

I think life is like the maze in the maze runner, we are comfortable with not trying to escape even though we cognizant of our suffering being in it

[@adamvlasak9353]

I was thinking about suicide. When life sucks I think that everybody does, when you're going throught an uncomfortable time and you just want to get over it, you ask "if I died, would it all be better?". It does not really matter if the answer is "yes" or "no", what matters is that this life may be the only and last we will ever get, so when I'm thinking about death, I always say to myself that I will juice out the maximum I can out of this life, no matter if it will be all just pain or not, because it will one day end either way. And if it's the only one, then come on man, bear it, it will never be again.

[@wavecobra9958]

Got a bright personality with a dark soul

[@hanscramer82]

The sad thing about it is that it is 100% true, we still don't give up after more than 10 years 💪

[@tommymartin8758]

NF is dope, if you like this song you should check out the rest of his music.

[@frama7221]

The good... and the bad thing is that life goes on! Hang in there, guys! ❤

[@breeannagliver2532]

I really don't know if I'm cut out for this life stuff BC it seems like my entire life it's been pointing in this direction of just giving up, I have been fighting for so long and I'm exhausted and the bad stuff never stops

[@Jwlae]

If you look hard enough tomorrow , Ill bet youll see one thing. You should try it. sometimes thats all we have.

[@justsomeone899]

Look back at all what you have been through and ask yourself, how many other people would still be here in your position? Because you are. What doesn‘t kill you, makes you stronger every single day. Walk through hell with a smile

[@dkdebest]

the drugs is the only thing that make me feel alive. when that needle hits my vein i feel again

[@baptistedoiby]

Just keep fighting ❤

[@jeanas2999]

What are the shows/movies at 3:27 with the man sitting in the police station and the two people at 2:53 that seem to be fighting?

[@gehenlasser]

Banshee

[@jeffersenkouters289]

To everybody who came here to seek help, I know you got this. I know life can be hard for us, but we gotta live thru. Life has ups and downs for us, and every step down makes us stronger!! And remember, YOU’RE NOT ALONE IN THIS!! There’s enough people who’re struggling, and enough people who died already!! So I’m telling everyone: LIFE WILL GET BETTER, LET US LIVE ONE MORE TIME!!

[@Jamalharelson]

When I was 9 or 10 I tried to end it all. I’m so happy I didn’t end up dead. Things get hard but you matter

[@pranitmali2996]

Hey stranger good luck.

[@HartfenFlare]

I wish I never existed, so I never ever feel this pain, so so hurt like I can't breath when I'm crying 😢.

[@supravietuitoriblog547]

Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?

[@leximoore8364]

It’s strange. I get bad news today, feel sick to my stomach, but then I watch this and think someone somewhere clearly has it worse. What I’m going thru is bad. It hurts. It’s scary. But it could be far worse. It’s strange bc that gives me a backwards sense of Hope like things can still get better. I wouldn’t have had that if I didn’t watch this.

[@Walker00]

I remember when my sister wake me up because of her screams and keep telling me that our father is dead.. i laugh at that day when I'm 21 year's old And on the day of funeral I didn't feel anything at all On the contrary, I was laughing.. 1 year and a half after that my mom dead also, I feel like I'm not human beacuse in that day.. I didn't cry also, now I'm 25 year's old, and My life is a mess.. I always tell myself I'm powerful man who can handle anything.. but this is too much because I'm lonely and I don't have friends, I will keep try my best for myself, but I don't know if myself deserve to live a happy life.. too much to regret

[@ethansolender4746]

I’m 27 and I fought depression I was raped in college, and everyone hated who I was. But I never gave up.

[@ianimator7873]

I'm proud of you

[@rone9364]

I’m also proud of you keep fighting my friend

[@ethansolender4746]

@@rone9364 thank you so much

[@brianchristian735]

I won't put mine out there. So many have so much more. I am so grateful to turn this on and hear my favorite Christian Rapper NF. Thank you Nathan for your song to help so many along with your life's stories and pain along with so many other stories.

[@SamKain-o7r]

I'm an 22 year old an I've through so much in the past years from being abused to used to cheated on to heartbroken to torn apart by family members to being called names having bipolar doesn't help either having depression kills anxiety kills being thrown away for someone other girl kills everything kills I always wonder why I'm even still trying in this world I'm tired of battling problems I'm tired of fighting I'm tired of being hurt I'm tired of it all 😢

[@10mmRebel]

I share more with people online that I've never even met than my family in my own home. Thats all I can think of right now. Everything else gets static.

[@fremalynmamac4072]

This unending emptiness that even how much i tried to feel something but it remains blank. I even put my two mid. finger to what i known long ago that i called God.

[@Roddy_Zeh]

When even the things that matter to you suddenly don't feel like that...

[@Wolferd.savage]

I know nobody's probably gonna read this but I hate myself. Not cause my life sucks. Not cause I'm sick. Injured. But because I love in a world where equality will never exist. Happiness is but a short illusion. Faith requires belief but I can't even believe in tomorrow. My family is filled with broken people and The only saving is being able to sleep and escape to the darkness within my head. I try to help people. It's a habit from my youth. I don't know why I can think with logic yet move with emotion. I feel alien and my friends are fighting that feeling too. I know I just need to understand that I'm not the same. That we're different. That my thoughts will keep me lonely. And I'm afraid. I want to belong and I just can't.

[@shurazsharma]

We got this together . I'm here !

[@abhimanyukashyap4046]

I lost my hope..my only person who made me feel happy I broke that person’s trust today. All because of my stupid overthinking brain and now I feel miserable I lost that person.. and I just don’t know what to do…im numb. I lost my hope

[@aneciatorres8095]

They might forgive u or they might not but if they truly are the only person who made you happy I think they just might forgive but if they don’t I hope one day you feel whole again

[@SailorPilloMoon]

Real rn I overthink that I broke trust 2 days ago my stupid overthinking that she won't forgive me after I trusted her for 3 years and I lost it

[@shadowwilson7282]

On Christmas 2015, the knife became my friend after I lost everything. But now, in 2024, I'm staying strong to keep going. Whoever reads this, know that you are important and you are very unique. Even if you are tired, never give up.

[@Ilmseeker844]

I came out of the most terrible situation on my own, trust me you can as well, all you have to do is to shut yourself down and restart yourself beleive me , you will feel like a new soul just came in the world, it is all about how you change your existence.

[@ThatWhichObserves]

When you suffer as they do, just by feeling.. When you feel.. empty, as they do.. That is empathy.. I am not you, I am not suffering like you, But I am there with you when you suffer. And I am suffering with you.. And you are not alone.

[@flatlineg8313]

turning 21 tomorrow. feel like my expiration date is approaching. God help everyone in pain by my pain. Don't do it like I will. Please. Live Live yours

[@platinumhunter5791]

Remember u have 1 life don’t waste it ppl that don’t care about u or any1 that wants too make your life harder take time 4 yourself & your happiness I lost a loved 1 and after that day I really don’t feel anything nothing no 1 but Jesus🌅🙏🌺🤷🙌

[@Orange_ape1125]

If it wasn't for my daughter I wouldn't be here.

[@kerryhill4470]

This is the most depressing thing. I was in the army for six years, I have taught since 1992 including teaching in two prisons, and this video was the worst thing I have seen in a long time. Dang people, relax. Read a book, pet a dog, walk outside and take in some fresh air. It is ok.

[@fakhrulriadh8482]

Pain like hell...

[@AychNoir]

Stay strong

[@Itsareallifetrumanshow]

I have never felt as low as I do now. I want to not be here but don't have the guts to end it. I just wanna go peacefully

[@Ahmed_Alzahrani11]

I feel like I'm torn into pieces ….

[@MunkiPLMunkiPL]

9 years ago I met a woman who still lives in my petrified heart, she gave me a feeling of love different than I had known before, even though I was 28 years old and had life problems, I thought I could handle it, I let her down many times, I made promises that I didn't keep. Today I am almost 38 years old, even though I was in another relationship for 4 years, I thought and missed her, many people told me that I could do it, but it was not true. I have contact with her but I can't be her friend because I still love her and she is afraid to trust me because I let her down and hurt her. I don't feel anything anymore and life isn't what it used to be.

[@timrichards8533]

Whyd you let her down so much. I mean shit you had a reason not to and still screwed up

[@Im_done_running]

nice, NF

[@drew3mbamwabi644]

There is so much pain and I don't know how to not notice it😶

[@redcasper2737]

@0:56.. my mind all to often

[@jishnuchandren7068]

I don't feel anything. Iam tired. Iam lost. Iam broken. I feel nothing. I just died. 😊

[@GreysonSipps]

I know that feeling too well the empty, numbing, nothingness of my ever day life on auto pilot

[@GreysonSipps]

I just want to push everyone little by little, so when I go, they hate me more than them grieving for my departure to happier place

[@khalilyellowhorn9994]

Its hard for me to ask for help, but my depression is hard to shake off...

[@kp.Dabhi-]

Nice Work ❤

[@Alli_slaYyy]

1:36 i just realized shes from shameless

[@Immortal_papu]

Me preparing my mental health into Viking personality 🥀

[@mariolopez-ip2mx]

I risk my life to the point of death. I have died and been brought back. People say iam an adrenaline junky. I say yes so that no one knows the truth that i am looking to die already. My body hurts every day and heart soul and mind. I am not scared of anything except myself. I put a fake smile for people. I have no family and no one to talk to about my pain. When i do people say get over it. People say iam stupid for having these thoughts. But this videos makes me feel a little hope because it makes me feel that iam not the only one.

[@2shortshorty436]

And I was screaming god can’t you hear me 😢 I beg him all of the time to for once help me hear me ❤

[@asitharajapakse4441]

this makes me start a career in acting

[@jerryperez6670]

lol😅

[@mingoia2132]

I just did. Go for it. Let your self shine

[@Kushbluntz]

I don’t know how I feel anymore it’s like I’m just empty drain for all my heart not my thoughts

[@Cesar84-86]

This video hits me so hard 😥😢😭💞💝

[@GeorgiaXx-re1mv]

I'm 25 feel IV lost myself I'm a single parent of 3 trying to fight strong #dont give up people #💕

[@leeanderson7280]

Tired...so tired

[@vivopnk9597]

I wish i never come to this world. Im 33 and i trying so hard to live in this f*ing world alone. This shit f*ing feeling and everything ruined my life

[@lugezi2850]

But your already so far in life at 33. How did you do it I'm only 17 and I just don't feel like living anymore, after realizing how fucked this planet and people is. I'm fucked up too made so many big stupid mistakes 😔 I just wonder what the hell I'm still doing in this earth. I would just die it's like nobody would care anyhow 😔. I don't believe almost anything no more, but I do believe in you I believe that you can get through to the tough times❤

[@bastimulla7134]

There's always a reason to live my friend don't let the darkness win stay hard

[@lugezi2850]

@@bastimulla7134 yeah there is, but in some cases that reason has already faded away like mine😔

[@cherish5232]

❤

[@shipsdare9186]

Sounds stupid but I feel nothing for anything or anyone. I don’t want a relationship with anyone anymore because all you get is pain in the end. I told myself I would never get hurt like I did in the past, I won’t risk it, I can’t.

[@Thatguy_91]

The only things I feel are anxiety and depression

[@ngqabuthopardonsibanda255]

Not feeling anything is part of being stoic

[@juwe7143]

Then you don't know what stoic means

[@stefyguereschi]

Realistic Short Film ABOUT, PAIN, DEPRESSION, I think MEANING would be" Emptiness to me feels like i'am nothing" It's when i do want to wake up. It is when i feel nothing and care about nothing. Accomplishments fade away,they do no matter once they are done. It is never enough,i need a constant stream of attention to feel content. I need to be never be alone.I need to never be abandoned. Because after the pain comes the emptiness, when i no longer care about anything or anyone. It sinks me down into into DARKNESS, i feel like a shell with no soul' 'THIS MEANS NIT FEELING ANYTHING" 'IT'S A LIT OF EMOTIONAL PAIN😢'

[@TebogoMorake-fv2ti]

Ive been crying alot..i feel like i lost her..i did her bad and I've been trying to be a better man for her and for myself but dje doesn't believe me . She gave up on me...but I'll keep going...i still love her alot

[@elenaenache6232]

Life is a road of pain...