spend a week with me *romanticising life* (apartment change, baking, beach, christmas!)

[@emilyallan3312]

When my husband and I were in the midst of wedding planning, I felt the grief of losing my dad (even though it was 10 years ago) so frequently and deeply. I think it’s one of those “firsts” that you haven’t gone through in a while. Thinking of you Soph ❤️

[@anniesimpson8030]

That’s such a good point 🥺

[@sabrinaboccuzzi3501]

I’m so glad you felt safe to talk about this with us and I know I’m not the only one it resonated with. Sending love always 💖🫶

[@coralallon8217]

Sam agreeing to putting the Christmas tree up in November and in Christmas Pj’s too ….. he’s the perfect man 🎄 ❤

[@aliviaphogat]

Watching sophie enjoy her life >>>>> love you bestie never stop uploading🩷

[@angelinasuliman]

for me grief has been the most hollow experience; at the beginning it was all consuming. now almost 5 years later it’s of the same significance however it feels so distant; i have grown up so much in that time, i have laughed and loved and experienced so much joy in the midst of the heaviness. i think that it’s okay; to be okay even after losing someone. you have made such an impact soph, and while channeling your energy into your career and relationships was distraction, it is okay. you have dealt with grief the only way you knew how. to anyone who has lost somebody… even though it is the most isolating feeling, you are not alone in your grief.

[@ananassedu86]

You have such a beautiful soul. Best youtuber ever ever trulyyyyy. You are truly one of my comfort KZbinrs and it always puts a smile on my face whenever you post a video

[@bygracealone8]

i love you and your content soph! one of the best youtubers out there, truly 🫶

[@boringbrynn]

Hey girl, I loved this video so much. Such cozy holiday vibes! Also, I remember when I first started watching your channel, you had mentioned something about your mom passing in I think the first video I watched, and I was just amazed at your constant positivity. I think that , like you said, it is equally as important to also have moments of sitting with your thoughts and processing them. So just know that you don’t always have to be positive, and that it is okay to realize that you may have not processed something that happened to you when you were younger. It is okay to feel what you are feeling… you aren’t on a timeline of when you “should” or “should’ve” healed. No matter how long it’s been, you are allowed to take all the time you need and not feel bad about it. everyone’s healing journey looks different. Anyway, this was the cutest , loveliest video ever. I love Sam with the dogs. So cute! Have a good week Sophie! 💛😊

[@caitlinholden3875]

I’m so happy i rediscovered your channel when you were on your europe trip, your videos bring me so much joy 🫶🏼💕✨

[@katiehall61]

Honestly feel like I am catching up with my best friend when you post videos! Happy to see you having a great week and appreciating all the little things x definitely a great reminder 💌 also, definitely trying out that recipe yumm

[@ayflows]

a nice plant would definitely make the bedroom more cosy 🪴

[@taylalouisearmstrong2528]

Last year I lost my Nan after she lost her battle with cancer. But even before she died, I was still grieving for her. They call it anticipatory grief and watching my Nan slowly fade away was probably harder then her actually dying. So now, I don't think I am grieving her per say, but I am grieving the family I used to have and the childhood I had with her. I think after she died, it felt like I was forced to grow up, forced to accept that I was no longer a child anymore and that things, even people don't last forever. It was a big lesson for me. But I think one thing people don't necessarily acknowledge about grief, is that you're not just grieving a person, but you're grieving a whole other life and a whole other version of yourself that only existed when they were around. Grief is about accepting change and as someone who doesn't deal with change very well, I have just avoided it. I let myself sit in that place for a while, but it made me feel frozen. It was strange for me that time keeps moving and the world keeps spinning even without them here, because for me it's like everything just stopped. It kind of still feels that way. Probably because I haven't accepted it and I haven't accepted the changes either. For me, it's easier to avoid things then to completely face my new reality. Have patience with yourself and give yourself grace. Our brain often avoids things because it is trying to protect us. They say it is healthier to face things, head on, instead of avoiding them, but it's also okay to do whatever you need to do to survive. Face it all when you're ready to do so and don't rush yourself. Grief is a non-linear process and it's okay not to be okay

[@ashleyjames183]

The red and white dress looks so cute on you! Always love watching your vlogs! You look so happy and you’re glowing 🤍✨ excited to watch this later beautiful. Love you xx Edit watching now play suit not dress :)

[@poppycalliope]

Much love for you Sophie 💌 the tree looks beautiful next to the bookshelves 📖🎄

[@sara_xx5709]

Thank you for opening up with us Soph, it may seem like a chat u just had in passing but hearing you open up just reminded me that I’m not alone and we really are all fighting our own battles. Really needed this. Wishing you all the happiness🤍

[@beautifulmama862]

Love your channel ❤❤❤❤ grief can sneak up at any moment and I can sorta relate I lost my great grandpa back in 2001 and even now it sneaks up on me and two years ago my boyfriend passed and that hits me all the time but just know I'm sending you lots of hugs ❤❤❤ I write to my loved ones alot especially when I'm missing them extra 😊😊😊😊😊 Thank you for sharing you are a blessing

[@izzyatkins7065]

It’s honestly the best part of my week when you upload. Your videos are so comforting and honestly inspiring for me to create a happy and healthy lifestyle ❤

[@emilypattison4996]

Soph I didn’t know how much I needed to hear your chat about your mum. I lost my dad 9 years ago and I’m still dealing with the grief. Give yourself grace and time 🤍 I also love your chiro’s idea ! X

[@wakeupwith_morgan]

Thank you for sharing that at the end! Something I can deeply relate to… feels like I’m finally in my ‘thawing’ stage from something that deeply affected me and my family 12 years ago… and for up until now I’ve definitely been a hard worker and student and keeping myself busy listening to all the things instead of welcoming in moments of silence and just sitting to be present… sending you prayers and again thank you for sharing ❤😊

[@bernadettemclean5238]

I haven’t lost my parents in my life however I do find when im going through bad thoughts or whatever I just tend to keep myself busy which is great but then I had a fall recently and was forced to stop and actually think and it was scary at first but actually sitting with the thoughts and then letting them go feels the best and I now can relax to

[@anjanarajan5021]

It’s night time where I live (Oman in the Middle East) . I was waiting for you to post so I could watch this before I sleep. You’re my favourite youtuber, love you somuch ❤

[@loznotsoz]

I’m just here to say it’s 💯 percent, Completely acceptable to put the tree up in November ❤❤❤ 🎄🎄🎄 Especially if it brings Joy & you can enjoy it longer ☺️

[@jackiek4159]

Loved that red playsuit on you girlie! Thank you for bringing so much sunshine and joy to our lives, love you bestie! 😍🙌🎉

[@jenniferbeeman3737]

Lost my mom little over 2 years ago and I was having bit of grief moment recently and in my head I was like “why has this popped up again out of nowhere etc etc” hearing you talk about it makes me feel like that’s a normal thing in the process/im not crazy (2 years or 12 years it doesn’t matter it still sucks and im sorry for your loss!) 🩵

[@camhearder]

Hi Soph

[@AshleyJade18]

It blows my mind that your Mum was my current age when she passed away... Life can be sooo unfair. 😞 I am glad that you are working through all of those emotions now. 💖

[@ashleyjames183]

You and Sam lowkey give A Cinderella story vibes. You guys are adorable together and your outfit at 21:57 is super cute 🤍✨ always love watching your vlogs x

[@emmaskapetis7603]

Great vlog💕. I'm so sorry about your mum. You're one of the youtubers that convinced me to start watching Gilmore girls (I've been with uni so I've only watched one episode so far but I'm excited to watch more of it soon).

[@minahumphreys]

I love your videos soo much they bring me so much happiness and comfort! Genuinely obsessed! Love you bestie 🩷

[@AshleyJade18]

I have a friend who wanted to decorate for Christmas last week and her 7 year old daughter said "But why? Christmas isn't for 62 days and that is a very looooong time" (she is excited enough that knew that christmas was in 62 days but she didn't want decorations up 🤷‍♀) ... That make me realise how slow time passes when you are a kid. 7 weeks for us passes in a blink but for kids, 7 weeks feels like an eternity.

[@annafluetiken9387]

It’s crazy to even me you’ve been in this apartment for a year already! Feels like 6 months tops 😅

[@elleflownder1657]

YAY NEW SOPH VLOG 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼

[@jjessicaisabelle]

nothing better than a storm ⛈️☕️ love the pinboard!!

[@jordynn777]

I ADORE this vlog, watching Soph makes me so happy

[@pstt10]

Ok but the pizza looks DIVINE❤

[@allesae]

love your energy ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@hannahwalz101]

It’s always surprises me when you talk about the Minnesota Vikings/when Sam wears the crewneck because that’s where I’m from! 😂 So cool! 🫶🏻

[@elyseirwin2587]

I absolutely love your outfit at the beginning. It’s so cute.

[@carolinagatocarvalho6551]

your videos are the best thing ever !!! can’t wait for more Christmas content (hoping for vlogmas eheh)

[@lauraturford]

I can't express how happy it makes me when u upload a new vlog ❤xx

[@ljs84]

Doesn't Sam need a bedside table? How does he get out if you're asleep too? 🤣

[@AbbieOlson-q9k]

LOVE Minnesota being mentioned!! 😜🥰

[@rvassallo1671]

Oh Sophie, I absolutely adore your Christmas bedding and cushions! They’re just gorgeous! Would you mind sharing where you got them from? I love Christmas too, though we usually wait until the end of November to set up the tree. You both looked so adorable in your matching pajamas! I’m truly sorry for your loss. My dad passed away when I was just three, so I really understand how certain moments can bring up these deep feelings. Planning a wedding is such an exciting time, and it must be so bittersweet not having your mum here to share it with. My mum is still alive, but she chose not to come to my wedding, and that left a big void in my heart and on such a special day. Just know that you’re surrounded by so much love, and she’ll absolutely be with you in spirit on your big day.

[@heidimonita5187]

your vlogs always put me in the best mood ❤

[@bernadettemclean5238]

That pudding pillow to cute

[@bernadettemclean5238]

I’m gonna make the slice today

[@bernadettemclean5238]

That mug is so cute !

[@bernadettemclean5238]

I love that pinboard idea

[@Sajidxh]

Hey girly 🌸 never been this early 💅

[@jenniferschmidt1097]

Hello from Montana, USA! My family is from Minnesota and depending on what part of Minnesota you’re in, the Canadian accent is the most common. You often hear phrases like “You betcha”, “Uff-dah”, “Eh?” 😂

[@ziaakbar2535]

Honestly you have been one of the most beautiful people I've met this year. I just wanna give you a hug and kiss cause I love you ♥️ 😊

[@bernadettemclean5238]

I have tahini I should actually start using it though

[@thatsliv35]

I love you so much which sounds odd because we haven't met but I feel like you're my older sister who i'm looking up to and is my safe space

[@bernadettemclean5238]

Are you going to be doing vlogmas

[@FunnyRandomful]

eww no mattress protector,?just raw dogging the fittest sheet first?

[@elleflownder1657]

Isn’t this pretty normal?😅

[@FunnyRandomful]

@ god no! It’s so gross if you don’t have one protects from dirt and moisture and keeps your bed clean and hygienic.

[@talisam1817]

I lost my dad 6 months ago to cancer, I’m 29 at the moment, and I’m constantly having things playing in the background, ie this video right now, to avoid thinking and to avoid the grief 🥲 of course I still feel it often, but it’s hard to know how much time I should be spending thinking about it/allowing myself to be upset about it, does that make sense?? Like you said, it’s comforting to hear people talk about it & I’m glad you shared your experience with us 🤍