Living with Schizoaffective Disorder (Hallucinations Starting at Age 10)

[@SpecialBooksbySpecialKids]

Kevin has his own channel where he shares stories about his life and also his music. You can check it out at youtube.com/@kevgmor?feature=shared

[@Disciple793]

I wonder if Kevin has found any relief with pharmacology. There are medications to treat schizoaffective disorder.

[@katherineknapp4370]

😊😊😊😊😊

[@RockinStacy]

​@@Disciple793I'm sure you could find the answer to your question on his YT channel.

[@Mtz2604]

Subbed!

[@KatieM786]

​@@Disciple793 Often this is much easier said than done though, sadly

[@GaelLopez-ku6ko]

Bro is a warrior raising a child while fighting against his illness, most people with a sane mind cant even take care of themselves.True MAN

[@kevgmor]

Thanks so much

[@jennrussell6704]

6:06 😮

[@bonnie14355]

100%

[@Sarahizahhsum]

I feel this. I have schizoaffective and sterilized myself because I knew I couldn't raise a kid with how terribly aggressive I get during psychosis. My parents tried to abandon me but came back around luckily. Ill be 30 in February.

[@kevgmor]

@@Sarahizahhsum I'm glad you're still here. Thank you

[@boardgamequeens]

My heart breaks for the little boy he was. 😢

[@kevgmor]

Thanks so much

[@zenokarlsbach4292]

​@@kevgmorUse that special brain! It is a gift, NOT a disease.

[@kevgmor]

@@zenokarlsbach4292 Yes! I agree :)

[@dansbike1]

But not the man????

[@kevgmor]

@@dansbike1 Thank you

[@John_Fisher]

I appreciate trying a longer video to let someone share his story. Hopefully people respond well to it.

[@roboket3524]

Naturally it won’t unless it’s a mr beast video, but it’s worth trying for sure :)

[@Angelicax8]

I loved it!

[@jssp-oq6lq]

I love it, this was so great

[@yzar007]

I really enjoyed the longer video

[@chuckthebrindlepittie6820]

Been watching these videos for years. This is my favorite video of all time. I have subscribed to and started watching his KZbin channel.

[@softie.girlie]

Kevin seems like a totally different person when he's singing. I love seeing how passionately he gets immersed into his music.

[@kevgmor]

Thank so much

[@MartaXL]

​@@kevgmoryou ARE the music, dude. Your songs are beautiful because they are so real, so true. I may not be able to express myself well here, as my English is not enough, but to me there is nothing more important in music than the truth. Sending hugs and best thoughts from the other side of the globe, from a tiny country called Poland 🫶

[@Mellybeans0919]

❤​@@kevgmor

[@erikainharmony4465]

So much trauma but so much empathy and understanding. The only personal feeling i can describe from watching this is I am wishing this man the best in his healing and life journey. Nobody deserves this yet it's a reality. A hard pill to swallow but one that is honestly made easier because of brave individuals like this who are willing to be interviewed and people like Chris who are willing to interview them. Thank you both.

[@kevgmor]

Thanks so much

[@melissak.8385]

Well said. 🫶🙏

[@swingebach]

Pain usually expands the capacity for love.

[@grodjigoli9509]

Sad.😢😢😢

[@grodjigoli9509]

Sad.😢😢😢

[@lemondedetr]

"Just because you have a mental illness, doesn't mean your life has to be limited". THANK YOU. I needed to hear that, and I'm sure many do too. Thank you very much for the video to both of you.

[@kevgmor]

Thanks so much

[@puzzledaughter7808]

@@kevgmorseriously man i needed to hear this❤️ you are a resilient man 🫶🏽

[@kevgmor]

@@puzzledaughter7808 thank you. Sending loves

[@skelorbonor]

I disagree because when I went through mania, I couldn't really plan or think for myself. Your life is fundamentally limited because your brain doesnt work, tough luck. If you have some secret way of dealing with it or meds, you can mitigate your limitation

[@lemondedetr]

@@skelorbonor Yes, limits exist, but there is a difference between being and feeling limited (as in a cage, as in a cell) and not being able to do some stuff the average Karen and Ken (to say any sames) can, but being able to NOT LIMIT YOURSELF. The difference is knowing when to diversify the path, and when to adknowledge you are the rock stading in your way. No life is the same, why strive for the """normal""", when you can not limit youself and find your own normal? Maybe it is somewhat regarded as a limit, but those same people have limits themselves without being mentally ill.

[@YochevedDesigns]

"I thought God made me wrong". This is SO relatable. I'm 59, and it's only been in the past few years that I've been able to accept my mental illness and not hate myself. "Working my way up the emotional ladder" makes a lot of sense, too. Kevin, I hope you read these comments. Thank you for being so open and articulate. You are loved, and the world needs you.

[@cathipalmer8217]

I struggled with that so hard earlier in my life. Now I believe that God made me who I needed to be to do the specific work He has for me. And He loves me absolutely.

[@TheBeezusjones]

That is the problem I have with religion. If you get sick or have struggles , are you just supposed to think "I didn't pray hard enough or correctly" ??

[@cathipalmer8217]

@TheBeezusjones No.

[@SquirtleTime]

Do you still follow your religion?

[@goofygoober6213]

I don’t know if you still feel this way, but you were wonderfully and beautifully made. God loves you and Jesus is there to help carry your burdens and give life

[@ThePianistPlayer]

"I might be tired, but I will climb until I soar". Thank you, Kevin. Thank you for my new anthem. Thank you for being inspiring. Thank you for fighting. Thank you for not giving up. Thank you.

[@kevgmor]

Thank so much

[@ThePianistPlayer]

@@kevgmor always and forever. ❤️

[@astrid4203]

his song about his dog was so sweet. pets can mean so much to a person

[@blairariavanderkamp3405]

As they should ❤

[@saraquesada7482]

Dear Kevin, from a fellow bipolar 1 with psychosis person, I really applaud you for your bravery and kindness. Your golden heart shone through the whole interview, I can see the generosity and love in your eyes. Please stay safe! It’s so difficult to build ourselves up after an episode, but life still goes on. Keep thriving! 💛

[@foreverwantingpie]

❤️

[@Angry20Something]

Can I ask you what it took for you to get and accept the diagnosis? I have a loved one who has this, and is in complete denial about it. There have been episodes of psychosis, and I get the idea either she doesn't remember that happened or she remembers and still thinks it was real. It is hard to ask her for clarification now because she has cut off most of her family and longtime friends, and I am in that group. Everyone else is wrong, and she is fine. Have you ever gone through that, and what broke through for you?

[@empress2529]

@@Angry20Something as a daughter of a late onset schizophrenia, a niece of a aunt w bipolar disorder and an aunt w border personality, by what you have discribed, I'd recommend you to learn ths symtoms of Border Personality (in fact, it should be the least 'severe' disorder, but it is one of the most problematic disorder because even psychatric terapists may get tired of them...)

[@ChicaPaquito]

@@empress2529 I agree with you- this does sound a lot like Borderline Personality Disorder! A few members of my family are diagnosed with this and have similar symptoms.

[@empress2529]

@@ChicaPaquito Really? wow.... good luck to you with that, border personality are a chalenger

[@djvapid]

“I don’t have a home or a family anymore.” That really puts things in perspective for you.

[@lemondedetr]

I do live in a close near same situation (not same diagnosis), and yet we believe we live in the "pro-mental health era". What a shame.

[@JillABaker970]

I don’t have a home and my family have all died it’s me and my 3 kids recently divorced after 18 years of marriage I’m staying with a friend for now trying to get my disability I lost over half of my foot and have had 18 surgeries with on going problems I could use a break having no income is not easy my 2 boys are 22 & 20 then my daughter is 11 so they really can’t help me I’m in a mess that’s for sure

[@kevgmor]

Thanks so much

[@kevgmor]

@@JillABaker970 Sending you love

[@beverlydavidson6749]

My deepest condolences about your dad . That’s tough. God bless you.

[@chriscatton705]

oh my gosh, he's baring all and shaking and holding back tears. Willing to be so vulnerable and open. What a brave man. thank you for this interview. Heart warming to see that he's still alive and has come through all that pain and trauma.

[@kme393]

I'm only 20 min in but I feel such incredible empathy for Kevin and his struggles. I also live in Kevin's state and am a Psychosis Specialist in a community mental health clinic. This is why access to care and awareness is so important, funding for mental health and community based healthcare. I feel so privileged to play my small part in helping individuals like Kevin have a safe space and someone who cares deeply for them and makes sure they do not fall through the cracks in the system. Thank you Kevin for bravely sharing your truth.

[@kevgmor]

Thank so much

[@ItsKentuckyNaNasLife]

❤❤❤

[@neazenzen372]

You probably have a much bigger impact than you realise, thank you on behalf of all us struggling

[@kevgmor]

@@neazenzen372 I hope I'm making a ripple of impact. I really do it to strengthen my own recovery, but it really makes me feel great that it's helping others. Thank you :)

[@animatedastronaut8967]

moving to massachusetts saved my life people do amazing work here for healthcare

[@federicav794]

How sweet are you! How nice is your soul! You deserve to be helped, you deserve a home, a job and love. I wish you the best An italian social worker and mom

[@kevgmor]

Thank so much

[@MPW66]

This interview brought me to tears Kevin speaks from his soul to the soul what a beautiful human being you can feel his kindness

[@kevgmor]

Thank so much

[@aschizo4111]

you can see the fear and pain in his face when he talks about this

[@thrivewithdee]

I can see the pain in his eyes. What a sweet soul. I hope he has all the healing he needs

[@kevgmor]

Thanks so much

[@chiarapiola]

thank you for your testimony you are the demonstration that despite the mistakes we can rise again and live with the illnesses and losses of control that the head gives us

[@WolfRobinson]

I feel really bad for him

[@Syrupsssss]

I wish someone could have held his hand during this. I know Chris was there for him, but I just want to protect this man so badly from all that he already experienced I wish I could take that all away. He is a beautiful soul. ❤

[@kevgmor]

Thank you so much

[@marianne57]

I love how Kevin puts his thoughts into songs that he writes and sings with an amazing voice. It’s like a musical journal of his life. Amazing.

[@sarahhenninger518]

I’ve been watching SBSK for at least 6 years now, and this is by far my favorite interview! I feel so seen. Thank you for sharing your story Kevin!

[@kevgmor]

Thank YOU so much

[@TaylorJohnson-ur8ek]

I have to agree! Kevin is the definition of a Special Book. 📖 💜🫀✨

[@LeCabinetAlchimique]

The child he was was completely shattered. Keven your story is tragic but what a beautiful human you've become. You're music is amazing. Thanks you for sharing your story 💕💕

[@kevgmor]

Thank you so much

[@TYPHON2713]

Im diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder, and really struggled for a long time. But there is hope, i currently work with NAMI as a peer panelist. We share our stories with local law enforcement for their Crisis Response Training or CIT. We've also done panels for the FBI and local medical universities. I am currently training for my certified mental health peer support counselor certificate. And my dream is to go on to research schizo type disorders/psychosis. This channel really helped me see how people with the same diagnosis can express their symptoms in such varied and personal ways. There's a video you made years ago about a lady that had severe schizophrenia who went on to become an astrophysicist. That video changed they way i saw my diagnosis. And i felt encouraged to pursue my dreams of being a researcher. Thanks for giving a platform for people with difficulties explain in their own words what it's like to be them, instead of some guy in a lab coat (who has no lived experience) telling people what they are going through. I love this channel, and want to say thanks for all you do, for people.❤

[@Sch1sMx]

in my opinion, there is a special insight to be gained that gives an extra level of empathy when you, the caregiver, understands intricately what life with a disorder is like. as long as you take good care of yourself too, youll make a huge difference in so many lives.

[@Jessica-kw4qx]

I think this is a huge testament to how impactful these videos are. I'm so happy and excited for you!!

[@TYPHON2713]

Are you two talking about me?!?!?

[@Jessica-kw4qx]

@TYPHON2713 I'm talking about you yes! I'm so happy these videos have had a positive impact on you and I hope you reach all of your dreams.

[@Sch1sMx]

@@TYPHON2713 i, a random stranger on the internet, am extremely proud of you and your path

[@cindypowell6358]

The TIMING of this video couldn’t be any better for me. This month marks my older sister’s birthday 11/19 & her passing 11/27. She battled Bipolar & Schizophrenia she also was 51yrs old when she passed. I miss her beyond any words. Hearing Kevin’s personal journey has several similarities to my sister. Thank you Kevin for bringing awareness to mental illness. You are such a beautiful soul & INCREDIBLY talented. You’re playing & singing with deep emotions touched my heart. I could FEEL every single word & it brought tears to my eyes. My sister too had so much love inside of her, but battled so MUCH within herself. The world needs so many more people like you speaking up & helping others on their mental health journey. Animals especially dogs definitely help comfort us & bring us joy. They love us unconditionally. God bless you Kevin. Never give up. You’re making a beautiful impact & difference in this world. Bringing LIGHT to the darkness. 🙏❤️🙏🤗♾️

[@PattyHamilton-ph3ik]

My son always said he felt more secure holding his guitar. I feel like I'm watching my son. His first gig was at our little town coffee shop. Only things he had was his skateboard, his guitar and his music. Saved my sons life. This has made me cry, made me laugh and just thankful my son had me. He would have been diagnosed with Aspergers at the time. I am sending you positive and healing light my friend. ✌

[@WhatDoMyElfEyesSee]

I remember Kevin's song from a follow up video with Cecilia. I feel so lucky to finally hear it in full! His music speaks volumes and his story is so full of resilience. A wonderful interview indeed

[@kevgmor]

Thank so much

[@doctorgothicc]

Me too! I completely agree! Kevin's song was beautiful and I'm so glad I got to hear it again

[@kevgmor]

@@doctorgothicc Thank you so much

[@hannahh8696]

Kevin, you have the kind of bravery and strength so many people could never dream of. I'm glad you're here.

[@user-gi3gu5di6q]

19:45 brought me to tears. as someone with mental health struggles and had a traumatic religious upbringing this was my thought for a long time. it's comforting to know I'm not alone. thank you so much for sharing your story Kevin, I'm sending you so much love !!

[@kevgmor]

Thank you so much

[@wht-pny]

@@kevgmor I have bipolar - it could have been me speaking in this little clip. It’s all the exact things I told myself my entire life up until I was diagnosed at 31. I’m still fighting for stability while being a mom and working. I appreciate your story so much.

[@kevgmor]

@@wht-pny The fighter in me sees the fighter in you

[@jeremiahallyn4603]

Dang, Kevin's story was really interesting and sad to hear. He seems like such a nice and respectful guy 🙂🙏

[@kevgmor]

Thank so much

[@jeremiahallyn4603]

​@kevgmor you are very welcome! Wishing you nothing but the best man ✌️

[@Evikaefi1]

Good morning, psychosis hits hard. Such a good song. Kevin you are an amazing componist/singer. Thank you for sharing your story. You are a very brave person.

[@kevgmor]

Thank so much

[@lisashields2513]

This is what perseverance looks like. These are such difficult discussions to have. Your empathy and humanity shine through. Please know what an inspiration you are.

[@saraquintino]

I have someone in my life that recently got diagnosed with Schizoaffective Disorder after 5 years of struggling and a severe psychotic episode (followed by milder ones). My family and I have learned to recognise the symptoms and how to act quickly in order to help. I found your channel while searching the condition and since then, your videos have help me understand what these people go through. Thank you Chris - your work is much appreciated. To you Kevin, and many others that have spoken about Schizoaffective Disorder and many other mental illness - thank you so so much. By speaking up, you are helping a lot of people (the ones with the condition and the ones that want to be there for their loved ones). I hope that when you're feeling down, you come back to this video and read all the lovely comments about you. ❤

[@kevgmor]

Thank you. I am sure that I will revisit this comments section whenever I need a pick me up! Thank you for supporting your loved one and being compassionate

[@melanytodd2929]

❤❤❤

[@RedWhiteAndBlue4evr1]

If you haven't already learned, keep mirrors around. A person with SAD does not see hallucinations in mirrors. So its a good way to give them the relief of knowing what is real and what is only in their head. And don't try to humor them by looking at or toward their hallucination. It just makes it harder on them. Once you look and see that there is no one where the victim is focusing, then don't look that way again.

[@shoe_thompsano]

Man, It's hard to even be able to imagine the struggle some people go through. It's really valuable to get stories like this out thank you

[@kevgmor]

Thank so much

[@shoe_thompsano]

@kevgmor No, thank you! I really appreciate your reply; it actually is very flattering! Since I get the chance to say something directly to you, I wanted to mention how happy I was to hear you talk about being a dad and dog owner. Also, mad respect for staying strong, doing an interview like this, and for your incredible music skills. Five stars on them music skills of yours. I wish I had that kinda relationship with creating music so I could better understand and appreciate. You're lovely!

[@tamerama8289]

I just finished watching this, and just wow. kevin, you are such an inspiration. more than you realize. I can't imagine going through what you've gone through, and yet you still choose to stay and try, and that says a lot about who you are. you radiate honesty and hope, and I genuinely wish the absolute best for you. also WOW your songs are sooo beautiful!! so raw and real. even though I haven't been through what you've been through, I can still relate to your songs, so thank you so much for sharing. I wish there was a way for me to download your songs because I would listen to them on the regular! love you kevin!! thank you so much for your vulnerability!❤️

[@NS-lx4hx]

Kevin everyone who has heard this story has so much respect for you. Kevin you were made perfect, you were sexually abused ..and I'm so very sorry for the abuse you suffered. You deserve so much! Thank you for sharing your heartfelt story.

[@ageordieboy]

Kevin..get another dog. I haven’t had the trauma you’ve had. But I had some trauma and my cat was my lifeline and brought me back to life. My comfort, my solace, my little soulmate. When she passed a couple of years ago, I thought I would never ever get another animal. It felt like a betrayal. I couldn’t imagine ever loving anything like her…. But then my friend rescued a tiny young pregnant cat a few months later and I took two of the kittens. And I’m in love again. My mental health has improved and I feel something positive again. I wish you love and light brother.

[@carolanderson5075]

My rescued diamonds dove Bon was what kept me alive until he died two years ago after randomly becoming sick one night. I found him dead the next morning . I had him for two years, and they were the worst two years of my life both mental and physically. I miss him every single day, and just wish I could hold him and talk to him alive one more time and tell him everything I needed to. I was able to do that with his body after I found him the next morning, but not with him alive. I still wonder and worry if he’s happy in Heaven and if he knows how much I love and miss him. ❤❤❤❤❤Pets are so lifesaving. Everyone should have one if they can

[@carrieanncancino5118]

Yes rescue a animal that needs you just as much as you need them. Love is waiting on you to open your heart up❤️🐾🐈🐕🩷💙

[@penelope9133]

Please stay in this world. You have so much to offer others. I'm sorry no one held that little boy, made hime feel safe and loved. Thank you for sharing.

[@balaam_7087]

Thanks for agreeing to do this video Kevin. Trauma is a horrific thing, no doubt, but all things considered you’ve adjusted remarkably well. It must be a fantastic feeling to be in the position to help countless other people in similar positions through your own insight and experiences. I’m quite grateful things like this KZbin channel exist to help others understand these issues just a bit better.

[@kevgmor]

Thank so much

[@littleblizzard7591]

Kevin your resilience is incredible. I briefly experienced psychosis and hallucinations (also demons) as a side effect of a medication. I experienced this for about a month before I discovered what was going on. It was terrifying and I believed without a doubt the things I was seeing, hearing, and feeling. I’m so sorry you had to go through this as a little boy and that you battle with this now. Thank you for sharing your story and songs and your relationship with God. Your kindness and strength shine. Much love and many prayers to you 💙

[@paulamarshall3810]

Kevin, I’m not sure if anybody has told you this but I am so very proud of you 🥰 What you have dealt with over your life so far, is so sad but you are still here and you are amazing ❤ Your music brought me to tears as it is beautiful and soulful. Thank you for being you and for still fighting. ❤

[@kevgmor]

Thank you so much

[@SnaturallyMe1]

Thank you so much for bringing light to mental illness and showing that you can still live life fully. ❤

[@kevgmor]

Thank so much

[@debramoore7458]

These conversations you have with all the different afflictions - you are a true gift to this earth. You are a pure soul and your light does beam! I'm so fortunate to have found your channel. Thank you for what you do. God Bless You.

[@kevgmor]

Thank so much

[@Psicodulcinea]

Kevin, you are a wonderful, sensitive and generous person. We need more people like that in the world, instead of “normal” people who cause wars and hunger in the world. Thank you for sharing your story. Your son should be proud of you

[@kevgmor]

Thank so much

[@kathya8760]

Kevin you taught me more about mental illness through your story and your music than I could have learned at any university. You are a survivor and we need survivors like you to show us the way. Thank you.

[@flreflys]

oh this story resonates with me, as someone who started getting psychosis at 12 and was also abused at that age, im 25 now and it's a struggle every day but im trying my best! i haven't finished this video yet but sending so much love your way!

[@kevgmor]

Thank so much

[@heather4180]

This is one of my favorite videos you’ve ever done. Sending so much love, peace and strength to Kevin. Thank You 🙏🏼

[@kevgmor]

Thank you so very much ❤

[@loribaker-gould3415]

Such a great series! You matter Kevin!!!!!

[@kevgmor]

Thank so much

[@loribaker-gould3415]

@kevgmor you are so welcome!!!

[@jennifersloan2548]

I have bpd. It's so awful. They say it's one of the worst mental disorders. And I know it is. But I can't imagine hearing voices and going through what people with psychosis have to deal with. Wish u the best in life.

[@kevgmor]

Thank you.

[@cleaninggirl-2000]

Bipolar or borderline?

[@ameliadegroot]

I really like this longer video format. Incredible story

[@kevgmor]

Thank you so much

[@BlackAdder1970]

Kevin is tough as nails for all he had to go through. I would love to meet him. He is a great person.

[@kevgmor]

Thank you so much

[@alinkajames]

What an extraordinary story! What a brave and beautiful man! His songs are truly touching. Sending hugs to you, Kevin.

[@k_a_t_i_e999]

I would love to support his music in any way I can, it’s so good. Like insanely good. Grammy winning good. I’m sitting here sobbing. Like I’d buy an album.

[@kevgmor]

I have a Grammy as a goal 😊

[@deborahfairbanks4012]

Brilliant artist... My dad suffered from mental illness. Also an artist. We used to bond on our mutual way of seeing life. I love you, Kevin

[@itscarissaa3396]

as a person who is going through mental health struggles and tries to escape through music and my pets as well, Kevin’s story and music made me incredibly emotional. thank you Kevin for sharing your story.

[@kevgmor]

Thank you.

[@iolealt2910]

Kevin is a man of incredible resilience and sweetness. Creativity and sensitivity are your inner strengths. Don't give up. Positive wibws and a big hug from Italy.

[@kevgmor]

Thank so much

[@brittadactyl]

Thank you for also sharing adults' stories on this channel. He deserves so much more than what life has given him. I wish him the best with his healing, he seems like a strong yet empathetic person.

[@robingoff322]

My heart and soul go out to Kevin. I could feel and see his fear and pain, but he made it through! Good for you Kevin. I wish I could be a friend……Music is good for us in so many ways…..good for him for learning to play guitar, the song about his dog was beautiful. I had a dog who helped me in so many ways, and he has passed too.

[@kevgmor]

Thank so much

[@ashuhhhlee1509]

i am also schizoaffective and have experienced trauma in my early years. i experienced my first psychosis when i was 13. even from my doctors, they are always surprised when i say 13 is when it started. i am now 19 years old. 10 is very young. i hope this man continues to be stable and safe 🩷

[@HaDatWicht]

I wish you all the best too!! 😊

[@maryw3581]

Bless you & wish you happiness ❤

[@kevgmor]

Thank so much

[@ashuhhhlee1509]

@@kevgmor wow thank you so much, you are such a resilient person so this means a lot to hear you say that 🩷

[@mitch5222]

Do u take any medication to help?

[@Funnykid56]

He seems very easy going.. I hope he finds peace. He belongs here ❤

[@kevgmor]

Thank so much

[@Funnykid56]

@ Life is hard but we’re harder 🦁 absolutely. You’re stronger than you think 💯

[@mellynn277]

Thank you for featuring Kevin's story. I have schizoaffective disorder also. It's a pain in the butt. So nice to see someone else fight and win. I enjoyed his songs... especially the last one. I'm learning that I can reach past stability. This was confirmation.... it's a challenge though. So grateful for this video. Thanks so much.

[@theskitty27]

ive been watching this channel for years now and this must be the most heartbreaking, touching and inspiring story I've heard here to date. Kevin is a sweet soul and his music is truly beautiful. Thank you very much for sharing.

[@kevgmor]

❤thank you

[@TheAnxietyCoach774]

Kevin you're so kind and brave, thank you for never losing hope. The world needs your story

[@kevgmor]

Thank you so very much

[@johnmccombe6342]

As someone who's only still on this planet because of my dogs, thank you for sharing your beautiful song. She was a lucky pup to have you. Keep up the good fight! You are awesome.

[@kevgmor]

Thank you so much

[@annerobards3078]

Inspired is a BEAUTIFUL song Wow Very talented. I hope this song is widely heard

[@kevgmor]

Thank so much

[@meganh1603]

Inspired was my favorite too :)

[@annerobards3078]

@@kevgmor truly beautiful lyrically and musically.

[@BaileyB1011]

Such a sweet guy!! He emulates kindness. I can see the pain in his eyes, I’m proud you’ve made it this far with the shitty hand you’ve been dealt. Stay warm stay kind and stay here ❤

[@kevgmor]

Thank so much

[@Ktomawiedziectenwie1]

Oh my... so deeply touching story. I cried watching. Everybody should see this film to become a good empathetic person. I should have seen it too, many yrs ago. I so much hug you. Not able to do anything more. But you are godsend to make us/me also/ to be more careful person. Thank you so much for sharing your story. I am speechless

[@kevgmor]

Thank so much

[@kaylahD_ford]

To watch your face go from tense/concerned to light, smiley and glowing when you play the guitar and sing is truly like watching magic. You have a special purpose on this earth with your musical talent- it’s clear to everyone who’s watching this. We’re all crying with you, smiling with you, holding you, grieving with you and listening to you. 💚💚💚

[@kevgmor]

Hugs. Thank you so very much ❤

[@MyNordstromwishlist]

“God made me wrong. “. Wow. To think that must be horrible. I’m so glad you were blessed to hear others say “you’re a good person. You have a disorder and we can work on that. “

[@LeslieJeanneJohnson]

Kevin, you are such a beautiful person. Thank you so much for sharing your story. You are inspirational. Your music is awesome! Keep on, keep on. You deserve to soar.

[@MsChaniD]

Many of your videos are much shorter than this one. I'm very glad you took the time to share this longer one. It's very important to have these real life, positive influences of mental health and mental health disorders.

[@0BVH00D]

Being able to sit down and talk about the things you've done and that have been done to you is what strength really is.

[@jeanmorris6601]

I feel your pain Kevin and send you healing and love from England 🙏🏼

[@kevgmor]

Thank so much

[@bobatel]

Nice and strong man with a wonderful voice. No signs of resentment in his words. Impressive.

[@CatholicSister]

Kevin, keep climbing, you are a fighter and you have come such a long way. Your music is beautiful and from the heart. You are so precious to God and he is always there with you. I am praying you can get a new dog, who just happens to think that you are the greatest. 🐕

[@LiliTruli]

His song says it all. Very revealing and profound.

[@kevgmor]

Thank so much

[@TaylorJohnson-ur8ek]

It's so very sad that people who need the most help often get the least. 😢 Kevin, it was hard to hear your story, but I'm glad we got to feel it with you. Wonderful to hear you connect with music. 😊 Blessings to you for happier days ahead.

[@parisaforpeace]

"There is lfe beyond stability." Your story is testament to the fact that recovery from mental illness is a life time commitment. Things do eventually start to shift but as you said, a daily practice and routine is necessary. Nobody is born wrong, everyone is deserving of respect and love. For CPTSD self-compassion and self-acceptance are integral to healing - building the capacity to carry ourselves in times of darkness.

[@kevgmor]

Thank you so much

[@keetykeetymeowmeow]

What a beautiful man. His music is enchanting. I'm sorry he's suffered so much and admire his intelligence and strength!

[@kevgmor]

Thank you

[@ml2272]

What a beautiful soul. Thank you for sharing your story. Thank you for your service, both as a soldier and today, as a civilian. I think you have given many people a reason to be here. May you have a complete recovery.

[@brittanyp9334]

An interview and concert all in one?! It's my lucky day! This is one of my favorite interviews! Thank you Kevin for sharing your story with us. 💘

[@kevgmor]

Thank you for listening

[@MomJagger15]

I am a trauma burn victim with psychosis and bi-polar from age 7. Feeling safe is so important . I would love to buy him a service dog.

[@cindygamewell505]

You are a inspiration. Don't give up. You can tell you are such a caring person. And bring so much to this world.

[@kevgmor]

Thank you so much

[@letuferre7878]

Kevin, if you're reading this, I wanted to express my admiration for your great strength and resilience. As someone who was diagnosed with Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder and Generalized Anxiety Disorder due to the trauma and events I experienced in my childhood, I understand and know how difficult it is for you to narrate and remember everything you went through. Stress makes my physical symptoms worse (in my case, they lead to panic attacks, anxiety, and gastrointestinal issues, which means I live in constant pain). Just like you, I have wanted to give up many times, but I continue to try with the purpose of improving. I hope and wish that you never give up and find that peace and happiness you truly deserve, the peace and happiness we deserve despite all the hardships we’ve faced.

[@kevgmor]

Thank you so much

[@jaimelovemac88]

I want to reach out and hug this man. I hope that you are able to have all the healing and love and peace that you deserve for the rest of your life. Godspeed. 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛

[@bre4694]

Hello. My oldest son of 35 years of age has schizophrenia. Life has been challenging for him. Hopefully, my son will start to medicate voluntarily. Maybe he can live a normal life. This video was tear jerking. Thank you kindly for sharing your stories. ❤😊🙏🏾❤😊🙏🏾❤

[@kevgmor]

I was 35 at diagnosis; I wish you and your son the best.

[@bre4694]

@kevgmor thank you kindly.

[@kristintaylor4908]

Wow! What a special man! So resilient and talented! You have done great things, sir. Be proud of yourself! You are amazing!

[@annawagnerr]

Thank you for sharing your story and your music with us, Kevin ❤️ You remind me of my dad, who is also a musician who holds a huge love for his kids. I hope you have many many amazing moments in your life!

[@kevgmor]

Thank so much

[@MrsSmith31122]

What a lovely voice! I totally understood what he was saying he feels when he gets to the course of his song, you can see him release a form of pain you can see when he speak of his demons. I really hope & pray he can somehow feel peace! Praying for him & his son! Thank you Chris, you’re the best!

[@lindasnyder6879]

That was a beautiful song that you wrote, Kevin! You have such creativity! Sorry about the loss of your wonderful girl. Let a dog pick you out, they know who they want to live with. Thank you for sharing your musical gift with all of us!!

[@kevgmor]

Thanks so much :)

[@ThePianistPlayer]

Thank you, SBSK, for this longer video. This was very inspiring and emotional.

[@kevgmor]

Thank so much

[@ThePianistPlayer]

@kevgmor sending you lots of love. ❤️ Your story is tough, but I'm really impressed and inspired by how you're utilizing your experiences and emotions to help others and yourself. You're a strong and amazing man. Never forget that. ❤️

[@Fabisala]

This video has brought me into tears, especially in 19:27 where he tells about how he's questioned himself for years about feeling he was a bad person and that where something wrong with him. I'm recently diagnosed with ADHD and until now I'm starting to understand that I'm grieving not only for the diagnosis but for all those "lost" years. To finally come into a resolution and explaination for all my experiences and lack of them as well; and to start seeing why I just couldn't relate to most people always wishing to be just "normal".

[@kevgmor]

I feel you there. Thanks for sharing

[@roboket3524]

I feel like I have something cause I’m so anxious and I don’t ever feel as social as classmates but I went to my gp and a therapist and they were like, ur probably ok. Idk man.

[@kevgmor]

@@roboket3524 Perhaps seek out a 2nd opinion, if possible. Generalized Anxiety is very difficult to live with. I've found that going into the appointment with knowledge about what I may have, is helpful.

[@roboket3524]

@@kevgmorthanks 🙏

[@LesGrandsCréateurs-Nat]

Thank you for being who you are ! Thank you for your beautiful music and for your courage and for your generausity to share your story and profound love for your son ! Thank you a thousand times !

[@kevgmor]

Thank so much

[@ashesfall4]

That song "Before" brought me to absolute inconsolable tears. God bless you. Never give up on sharing your gift to the world.

[@npare824]

What a beautiful interview from a warm soul. That last song brought tears to my eyes. So nice to see him singing and baring his soul. ❤

[@kevgmor]

Thank you so much

[@Detritis]

Kevin your singing was so moving! Thank you for sharing your story with us!

[@kevgmor]

Thank you so much

[@margusiraptor9729]

He's a beautiful human being, his soul rich beyond description. The music is accordingly passionate and heartfelt. Thank you for being here, Kevin, and I wish you healing and good times ahead after the immense struggle

[@kevgmor]

Thank you so very much

[@tricialong8251]

Wow! He is an amazing fighter, and very talented. What a wonderful interview.

[@tracypfau3896]

Kevin thank you for expressing your experience with your challenges. My niece has bi-polar disorder among other things and your perspectives have really helped me understand what she goes through. She’s also a single parent. Also you’re a really talented singer/song writer. ❤

[@kevgmor]

Thank you so much

[@tolees1757]

I hear his story and through compassion i am feeling his pain and difficulties... He is a hero. He was dealt with such bad luck but he is a true fighter, an example for all of us...

[@intubinistic]

What an absolutely wonderful man. And with a beautiful smile!

[@kevgmor]

Thanks so much ❤

[@KatyCristiani-is5ik]

I love his connection to music. He has a real gift for that, and I’m so glad he’s still around to help other people with his experiences. Way to go Kevin; you’re still here, and you’re so valuable. Thank you for sharing all of this. And thank you Chris/family for doing this work. I learn something new every day, and it helps me become a more thoughtful, empathetic person, as well as infusing me with strength and hope and joy. ❤