Starting YouTube and my grief journey- My first Vlog!

Hi everyone, My name is Nicola, i am bases in the North East of England.
This Video, is my first ever Vlog! how exciting...
I lost my husband over a year ago, I just wanted to share some of my story, in hopes that it can help someone not feel so alone, grief is normally a very isolating and lonely journey to go on. i wanted to talk about my journey.
I don't know how often i will be posting as of yet, this is all new to me, i need to work out the finer details. ill try to do one video each Sunday.
Husbands Channe, ‪@IndieAndy‬ / @indieandy
My Instagram: / northernworld
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[@kay67]

Hello beautiful..keep going

[@StephanieBethany]

My God people seriously say crap like that about the video you put up on his channel?!? Thats so frustrating and honestly enraging. Im so sorry people act like such trash and youve had to see comments like that. On another note, im glad youre doing this! I was crying along with you but i hope that this will be cathartic for you and maybe even therapeutic for your viewers, too. Youre such a lovely person and i know Andy is proud of you 💛💙

[@northernworld]

I know, I just remove the comments and I don't respond anymore, it's just not worth it, hopefully after a while people will see it's the truth. I do feel like talking about it more publicly will help, sometimes it's so lonely dealing with greif, I feel bad about talking about it sometimes because, in my mind I feel like people think I should be over it, so I try not to talk about it, but I do really think some people will totally understand and it will be nice to build that community 🩷💙 thank you for watching and crying along with me xx

[@StephanieBethany]

​@northernworld4692 💛💛💛 it's your experience and the idea that you should be over it is absurd. I still cry when I see clips of him and we were just friends over the internet; how could people expect the person who was closest to him for years to be over it?! Don't ever feel ashamed to talk about it and I do hope it will alleviate some of the loneliness 💛