소지섭 (SO JI SUB) - 18 Years (Feat. 샛별) (18 Years (Feat. Saetbyul)) MV

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18 YEARS
힙합에 대한 변함없는 애정
배우 소지섭, 그는 2008년 디지털 싱글 '고독한 인생'으로 래퍼로 변신, 2011년 '픽 업 라인(Pick Up Line)', 2012년 '북쪽왕관자리', 2013년 '6시...운동장'에 이르기까지 꾸준한 앨범 발매로 힙합에 대한 변함없는 애정을 드러냈다. 그리고 2014년 6월, 이제 정말로 그의 이야기를 들려주는 앨범 "18 YEARS" 가 발매된다. 이번 앨범은 유명 힙합 그룹 소울다이브와 의기투합, 더욱 높은 완성도를 기대하게 한다.
앨범의 트랙리스트는 총 3곡으로 첫 번째 곡인 "18 YEARS"는 데뷔 18년 차가 된 배우 소지섭의 심정을 담은 자전적인 곡으로 직접 가사를 썼으며, 짜임새가 돋보이는 비트와 송 라이팅이 어우러진 매력적인 트랙이다. 두 번째 곡 "BOY GO"는 밝고 경쾌한 힙합 곡으로 어린 시절 소년의 꿈을 담아냈다.
세 번째 곡 "환상 속의 그대"는 소지섭과 소울다이브, 네 남자가 꿈꾸는 환상 속의 그녀를 노래로 그려 내었다. 자극적이고 섹시한 가사의 곡이다.
배우로서 힙합 앨범 발매라는 조금은 파격적인 그의 행보, 하지만 꾸준히 도전하는 그가 어떤 모습의 '소지섭'으로 다시 대중 앞에 나타날지, 자못 기대된다.
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[@아루미야-n6w]

소간지 쏘소간지 듣다가 여기까지왔습니다😫

[@이승현-s9b]

계속들이니 익숙해지네요ㅋ

[@AM-ny7wq]

He always has that sad look in his eyes...

[@NayaRizkita]

LOL "born to be charismatic"

[@kssgpv]

+Alejandra Reyna i know, it's so magnetic...

[@helloozia]

+Alejandra Reyna and thats what makes him more attractive!! lol

[@masukamagambo4236]

That's what I see too. It's very appealing to me. ❤️😘

[@Theraemhetepet]

the same here :3

[@jjj2510]

오빠는 키크고 몸매 좋고 얼굴 섹시하고 인성도 좋고 연기도 잘하고 랩....도 잘하고

[@waleskaomena1261]

Concordo. É um homem completo, bom em tudo que faz.

[@rabbitpsyche3714]

하... 진심으로 이분 한번만 보면 여한이 없겠다. 10년도 더 전에 했던 눈의꽃을 요새 처음 보고있는데. 차무혁이 좋아서 소지섭검색해보니. 데뷔이래 드라마, 영화활동을 쉰적이 없다. 게다가 책, 음반도 냈고. 외모 연기 운동 노래 모델... 인격은 모르지만 좋아보인다. 소지섭팬이 셀수없이 많겠지만 ㅠㅠㅠ나또한 미치도록 좋네

[@rabbitpsyche3714]

눈의꽃이 아니고 미안하다사랑한다!!! ㅠㅠ

[@sesshymaru]

rabbit psyche 남자인데 제 인생 드라마ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

[@isabelrodriguez9964]

I watched his kdrama master sun and the rest is history. He’s a total package He looks good on anything Heis so manly His eyes are so expressive

[@isabelrodriguez9964]

Im sorry i love you one of the best

[@SojiSub-ks8oj]

@@isabelrodriguez9964 hello ❤️❤️❤️ It's a pleasure having to send you a direct message to let you know that I'm grateful for your love towards me And I wish you a happiness in all you do 😊😊

[@ololol2648]

He's amazing,I respect his work so much omg. And here is the actual english translation,credit to person who translated it! In the repetition of frustration days In the room that is a dark TV I wanted to escape for a moment Is this greed? Will it ever happen? For 18 years, I acted For 18 years, I lived with a mask For 18 years, I was confused between what was real or not I look in the mirror and ask, who are you? Started hip-hop with Deux Started work by coincidence Do we make money in order to live? I’m like an empty glass In front of the camera, my smile looks lonely Even though things might seem crazy Just like my childhood when I went against the currents I want to be refreshed but I am exhausted by the frustration I’m wrapped up inside this square box I want to fly out to the world but I’m struggling in place Just like a sinner, I’m always hanging my head low I want to look up to the sky, feeling frustrated every day Now the situation has changed but the loneliness grows deeper It gets hard even to breathe The hot interest and attention toward you makes you run out of breath It may be hard but the painful times are just momentary (Everyone is waiting for me) Even if I run out of breath and it gets hard I want to find myself For 18 years, they only want a smiling face For 18 years, my heart is secretly crying For 18 years, I’m a clown who has sold his soul Without knowing, I’m getting tired little by little Ever since “Rough Cut,” I opened my eyes to film But the eyes of the world gave me even more pressure If I give a friendly approach, I’m viewed as cool and nice If I don’t speak and get quiet, I’m a rude actor They listen to what they want, look at what they want If not, they coldly point fingers and leave me They don’t care about me, they just want fun gossip They shut their eyes and ears, just like always I’m not allowed to hurt anyone in the littlest way But instead, I’m tattooed with those scars and engrave the pain in my body Pretending to be cool, pretending to be great I don’t want to do that anymore, I want to find the real me The hot interest and attention toward you makes you run out of breath It may be hard but the painful times are just momentary (Everyone is waiting for me) Even if I run out of breath and it gets hard I want to find myself In the repetition of frustration days In the room that is a dark TV I wanted to escape for a moment Is this greed? Will it ever happen? The hot interest and attention toward you makes you run out of breath It may be hard but the painful times are just momentary (Everyone is waiting for me) Even if I run out of breath and it gets hard I want to find myself

[@djjacome22]

thank you for sharing the lyrics! the song is so touching! SJS is amazing!

[@kokocn]

True we may have surmised from the video what oppa is singing about, but I am truly grateful that I got to know word for word what he is telling the world so honestly and with no reservation. Thank you so much for putting up the lyrics. I truly appreciate it

[@onesneakyfoxi]

Wow those lyrics make it all the better.

[@vanessawkks]

Thanks for the lyrics. Really appreciate it. SJS is just so awesome!

[@Jasmine-ow8gx]

that is all his life. Wow. we respect you SJS!

[@famousamos]

Is there anything he can't do? He's awesome!

[@aggiefi]

I think he even wrote a book.

[@g18lu]

Agnes Ashman forreal? if he did,imma learn how to read hangul and read it. he's awesome.

[@amazingcommenter]

The book is a photography book

[@amazingcommenter]

And yeah his into photography

[@xoxoprincessxoxo1000]

he can swim too he's a professional

[@Tomisinn90]

I thought I'd never love another Korean actor after LeeMinHo but Soo Ji Sub just does it for me ❤️❤️❤️

[@deannacrissy11]

girl yes! We are on the same boat!

[@itsvanessa7002]

omg I find someone that feels the same as me yaaaaaaassssss. am in love with both of them

[@gigin8187]

Tomisin Ogunniran I'm obsessed with him. he is slowly taking lee min ho's spot in my heart😍

[@ireneoc-memyselfirene682]

so ji sub my first love before lee min ho since 2004 after watching what happened in bali. i was hooked on him. still love him. forever fan

[@user-fe8rk5lt9y]

Exactly how i feel

[@grinapple_]

SoJiSub supremacy 👑 this is eargasm ur music never gets outdated still rocks in my playlist ❤♾

[@liesimon5723]

Just finish My secret terrius.. And im just cant get over with So Jisub... He is everything...i need to watch his movies, kdrama series in order to get over him.... I love him... Wishing for him a happg married life.. Get baby soon!

[@FAZILAHB]

Oppa, learn to love yourself and care for yourself. This is one of the most important parts of living a happy life. Even if you have very few material possessions, you can be happy if you love yourself and are happy with who you are and where you're at. Remember how wonderful you are and all of the things you accomplished, and keep in mind all of the things you're going to accomplish. Embrace your faults and avoid holding yourself to an unattainable standard of perfection. Nobody is perfect! I still support you & pray for you.

[@이바다-f2x]

이게 왜 뜨냐곸ㅌㅋㅋㅋㅋㅌㅋㅋㅋㅋ방금 소간지쏘쏘간지보고 왔는데,, 유튜브의 알고리즘 정말 대단하다..

[@yolan1981]

이바다 저두요..

[@쿼카쿼카-c5o]

깡하~ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

[@임당신사-v8p]

미투

[@지유-k5j]

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 아 진짜 ㅈㄴ웃기네ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

[@pinarkavuktu5258]

Pls make comments in English😔😔😔

[@ssangnomushaky9185]

어차피 후렴구는 소간지 쏘쏘간지 소간지 쏘쏘간지 예~

[@차준우-g1o]

ㅅㅂㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 나 이노래 듣고 꿈에서 쏘쏘간지 이러는데 존.나 스트레스받음 진짜

[@와그라노10년전]

쏘 가안지 쏘쏘가안zi

[@lelie1150]

I respect and i'm glad what did this rapper, he talk about is feeling and that's its rare to see in the world of kpop ! Mostly singer and kpop group just sing a song with the topic of love and all that... this singer did a great job, thumbs up !! For the music video i lisen to it whithout knowing the lyrics and just to see the hand and the emotion he give. You can really tell what is the message of the video !! I have no word to explain how he is a great rapper and i hope he would continue like that and find is self ;) He is not the compositor of this song but i feel like he give some idea about it and give the subject.

[@venus818]

This is really good...and it actually means something. No empty lyrics or senseless music videos. I'm really so impressed and actually excited that someone so prominent in the media is acknowledging how much the media ties people down and can essentially turn them into a zombie, making them wear a mask constantly... You go SJS

[@Elusivemaiden]

Maricel Veluz SJS wrote the lyrics himself...it's about his 18 years in the limelight

[@sartikawati8839]

Came cs.islmics cntr

[@daandkim]

형의 팬으로서 감당할 자신이 없어서 5년을 미뤄오다... 소간지에 이어서 자동재생으로 오늘에서야 보게되네요! 이렇게 해서.. 형이 행복하면 된거니까... 그럼 계속 화이팅하세요!

[@anabellcudiamat567]

i just finished watching terius behind me, and seeing this music video i really can't believe he has a good voice

[@kokocn]

Oppa, all he ever wanted was to be a rapper. I'm glad he's realizing his dream. I feel bad that he had to go through all the hard times he's singing about to get there but I'm glad he's never given up! Love the song. Its very honest and there's no mincing of words. You fight for your dreams So Ji Sub oppa. Those who truly love you will support you. I know I am. FIGHTING!!

[@clarissaima]

Back here after Master's Sun, Oh My Venus and Terius Behind Me. I was questioning myself why am I here only after Terius Behind Me? I've been watching him as an amazing actor and this is image and career of his as a rapper really surprised me although he has been doing this from the beginning. Probably a few years back youtube isnt a thing for me. Nevertheless I am glad that I have found this. So I know when I miss him on screen, I can listen to his songs! I can support him like this. I hope he finds a great partner for life soon ❤ 테리우스

[@marilynvibhute7973]

I’m a fan because of who he is. I’m motivated to stay real and true to myself. Love his work as an actor because he chooses varied stories but they have strong women in these shows. These choices reflect on him as a person. I also love his music for the messages he puts across. Love you So Ji Sub. Keep making good choices. Live a good life.

[@Sojisub-ln6gr]

Hello beloved fan thanks for your support and comment I really want to say thanks I'm online send me a direct massage

[@neulkim3550]

wow this song of his speaks A LOT about his life as a celebrat!! with all respect, he really worked hard(and the other celebraty) i have been his fan ever since his drama 'master's sun' but just today i discovered about his fa live and about him actually being a rapper AND a writter. i took the whole day researching about him and watching his videos XD

[@maysawoo3593]

+Neul Kim ..Me too.I watched 'master's sun' first.I like it but prefer to "oh my venus " I have been trying to know more about him since last week.I am fortunate enough to watch this video.And I understand more about the famous celebs like him.They deserve to be loved !!

[@neulkim3550]

May Saw Oo i loved both of his dramas(master's sun&oh my venus). he have this kind of unique charm, calm yet there's alot about him AHH XD. I agree, choosing the fame path is really not an easy decision

[@KristalynHazel]

+Neul Kim I just started obsessing on So Ji Sub after watching Oh My Venus... and then I watched all his movies and currently finishing all his series. It's only today that I've tried looking at his wiki and found out that he's a rapper too. OMG.  *researching all day nao*

[@neulkim3550]

+Kristalyn Hazel all same hahahahahhaahaa he's really charming, he gives this kind of aura than I can't really explain ahhh XD

[@KristalynHazel]

YES YES!!! I never thought I would love another Korean actor after Kim Soo Hyun. lol. But this guy, he is really charming! I stare at him waiting for that adorable smile!. lol. *fangirling*

[@lifeislikeanechoandboomera1859]

Came here after hearing that So Ji sub's already married just 2 days ago.. and I am genuinely happy for him. 🙂

[@Misaki16JAP]

How can this man be 38 years old.

[@NayaRizkita]

I agree -_- he is totally my style but he same age as my mom lmao

[@thedelia101]

he's oldee than mt parents, but still :_((

[@xoxoprincessxoxo1000]

its not fair ;( he can pass as my uncle but he's so hot asdfhhjkl i low key hate him BC he made me so crazy lol

[@caramelcoloredk-poplover554]

+Nty Nty Jesus how old are you???

[@NayaRizkita]

+Caramelcolored K-poplover im still 17 lol and my mom married too early... Oh well

[@alivianan3263]

My favourite Actor, oh he's a rapper too. love it

[@sandalisenanayake3717]

He’s soo talented in many ways. His acting, rapping and his fitness omg. I watched the translation of this song and this is a masterpiece.

[@Sojisub-ln6gr]

Hello beloved fan thanks for your support and comment I really appreciate

[@Sojisub-ln6gr]

Send me a direct massage I'm waiting

[@sandalisenanayake3717]

@@Sojisub-ln6gr ❤️❤️

[@Sojisub-ln6gr]

@@sandalisenanayake3717 hi

[@Sojisub-ln6gr]

How are you doing today I'm sojisub from south Korea an actor and you

[@알몸에앞치마]

와 소간지오빠 진짜 한번 곡 뵙고싶어요 ㅠㅠ 넘 존잘이야

[@팩폭하는강아지]

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

[@suha7525-c5]

I love his voice it’s so special 😩💗

[@mwu1053]

A restless heart of SJS. It's his charming reflected from his sorrow eyes but sober mind.

[@JamieHung5201314]

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. His rap is awesome and so is his acting and modeling and omfg his voice

[@alasings]

WOAH, He acts and raps!? DAMN, the rap is actually so deep too. UGH IM SO IN LOVE.

[@인간답게살자-d4k]

하..진짜 소지섭씨 너무 사랑해요 좋아해요 정말 정말 감사하고 멋지고 랩..정말 멋져요..❤ 하고싶은거 다 하세요ㅜ ㅜ

[@elliesuns]

Gotta be honest, I'm not used to his rough rapping voice and at some times it did sound a tad awkward, but the song's really good and the message of his lyrics wowed me! Already love him as an actor and getting used to him as a rapper now. I'm glad he's trying to find his own path, not only as an actor, but as a rapper, too! Hope he only continues to improve! Mad props to that. #SoJisub #18_Years

[@박채원-i2f]

소간지는~~ 분장 안 하는 얼굴이~~ 색깔들이 더 많이 나올수 있는~~ 얼굴인데~~^^ 신께서 만드셨다 하더라도~~ 저 보다는 더 완벽하지 못할~~ 완벽함의 한국이 낳은~~ 국보급의 모든 소간지 입니다~~^^ 본인의 고독한 싸움과의 승리를~~ 거머쥔 소간지 일 것입니다~~^^ 눈으로 직접 안보았어도~~ 보면 알수 있어요~~^^ 소간지~~^^ 당신은~~ 인간 승리의 완벽 그 자체 입니다~~^^ 하락 하지 마세요~~^^ 하락 하는 그 순간~~ 소간지의 인생은~~ 그만 이라는 것만~~ 항시 잊지 마시고~~ 큰 날개들~~ 활짝 펴서~~ 훨~~훨~~ 잘 살아 보시다~~ 하늘로 승천 하시기를 바랍니다~~^^

[@taharauf6998]

Fabolous He is a past version of chinese star xiao zhan 💞💞

[@bemejemerya]

Here are the translation of the lyrics. So Ji Sub, you rock! I mean, you rap! :) In the repetition of frustration days In the room that is a dark TV I wanted to escape for a moment Is this greed? Will it ever happen? For 18 years, I acted For 18 years, I lived with a mask For 18 years, I was confused between what was real or not I look in the mirror and ask, who are you? Started hip-hop with Deux Started work by coincidence Do we make money in order to live? I’m like an empty glass In front of the camera, my smile looks lonely Even though things might seem crazy Just like my childhood when I went against the currents I want to be refreshed but I am exhausted by the frustration I’m wrapped up inside this square box I want to fly out to the world but I’m struggling in place Just like a sinner, I’m always hanging my head low I want to look up to the sky, feeling frustrated every day Now the situation has changed but the loneliness grows deeper It gets hard even to breathe The hot interest and attention toward you makes you run out of breath It may be hard but the painful times are just momentary (Everyone is waiting for me) Even if I run out of breath and it gets hard I want to find myself For 18 years, they only want a smiling face For 18 years, my heart is secretly crying For 18 years, I’m a clown who has sold his soul Without knowing, I’m getting tired little by little Ever since “Rough Cut,” I opened my eyes to film But the eyes of the world gave me even more pressure If I give a friendly approach, I’m viewed as cool and nice If I don’t speak and get quiet, I’m a rude actor They listen to what they want, look at what they want If not, they coldly point fingers and leave me They don’t care about me, they just want fun gossip They shut their eyes and ears, just like always I’m not allowed to hurt anyone in the littlest way But instead, I’m tattooed with those scars and engrave the pain in my body Pretending to be cool, pretending to be great I don’t want to do that anymore, I want to find the real me The hot interest and attention toward you makes you run out of breath It may be hard but the painful times are just momentary (Everyone is waiting for me) Even if I run out of breath and it gets hard I want to find myself In the repetition of frustration days In the room that is a dark TV I wanted to escape for a moment Is this greed? Will it ever happen? The hot interest and attention toward you makes you run out of breath It may be hard but the painful times are just momentary (Everyone is waiting for me) Even if I run out of breath and it gets hard I want to find myself

[@Haneenxd]

omg i love u thank u but can u tell me where did u find the korean lyrics?

[@bemejemerya]

Haneenxd 2000 I am glad that you enjoyed it :). I think I found it here. I did a search using the Hangul characters. I think that's why I found them easier to find. blessings! beautifulsonglyrics.blogspot.com/2014/06/so-ji-sub-18-years-lyrics.html

[@SelfCareBear]

loud sigh!!! thank you omg he is so dope

[@creativefruittree3480]

+Bethlehem Hailu Dejene deep

[@xoxoprincessxoxo1000]

its so sad BC this is how he truly feels :( he feels burdened by the restrictions of the public and the entertainment industry

[@siimit2980]

You are ... My favorite actor In my favorite drama And now you have the most beautiful voice and the best lyrics ... luv you ~So Ji Sub~

[@Recklesslime2811]

O.o didn't know he was a singer/rapper :P Was suprised when I recognized him from Master's Sun :P

[@2moonlightdrive]

Me too! Multi talented and good looking? Can we have more of him please? Haha xD

[@Haeji98]

Me too... wow... he is a good rapper...

[@lambalambaba8946]

Mee to

[@SojiSub-ks8oj]

@@2moonlightdrive hello ❤️❤️❤️ It's a pleasure having to send you a direct message to let you know that I'm grateful for your love towards me And I wish you a happiness in all you do 😊😊

[@kaverenia]

his way to stare is just like.. *melting*

[@shas1882]

The first time I've seen him was in his 2008 movie "Rough Cut", and I just had to know everything about him. He is just soooooo good looking and talented in so many ways. I'm glad to see him continue his music career, and not give into people telling him that at his age he needs to just concentrate on his acting career. Good for you babe!👍

[@CajunRedHead383]

Yall should watch him in Oh My Venus

[@civil_betterlife3130]

Agree i love it

[@jessicafigueroa4871]

you are awesome Ji Sub.. you sing, model, acting, business man... you are like a dream come !!! love from Chile ... I am Jessi

[@ErisaDesu]

18 years of career back then, 20 years now...amazing

[@LyonTheBrattyBoi]

wow...this song is deep. he cries his heart out here

[@williamssister8804]

Happy Birthday!!Oppa, I love you as an Artist, you are so talented!!not to mention good looking!

[@워어어어어어닝]

소리끄고 들으니 독백연기에 눈물과 감동이 흐릅니다..ㅜㅠㅠ

[@mrstaeyang2]

I still have the image of him in master's sun!! It's hard to see him as rapper! Agioo! But I like this song! Hehe his voice sound hot!

[@sabinav.6127]

Not me binge watching everything So Ji Sub appears in. I am in love.

[@civil_betterlife3130]

Whuaa same, i watch all of his drama and film

[@ellen8104]

So ji sub... Here's one thing. I freakin love your singing and acting

[@weenapril3592]

Oppa..... ❤❤❤ 😭😭

[@kastrie89]

I love So Ji Sub! Where the f*** was I at when this came out?!

[@bigbang5792]

omg same. 😅

[@hershey9987]

i first saw him in that movie where he plays the boxer who fell in love with the blind girl. i was stunned by his acting. i knew he can sing but rapping like this is something else. tcharasso oppa !

[@KiraxXxKii]

So I had no idea that he was a rapper too. I laughed at first, fangirled, and then got into the song. This is very deep.

[@yuliraa]

My first Korean actor I liked the most, his unique face, smile, humble guy, good actor and singer/rapper, whatever the haters say that he doesn't rap, but I like his music much .. his voice is very distinctive ❤️❤️❤️ how come i just found out him recently.. Where have I been all this time??!! 😅😅😅

[@MariaPark1999]

I agree with you he is my favourite actor forever and i know him since 2015. Im only 17.

[@cappucino356]

I read the translation to this song and realized how much So Ji Sub has suffered throughout his years in the entertainment industry. His lyrics are extremely personal and deep. He is truly an amazing actor and music artist

[@gracielamaleh7205]

Hi! Where can I find the translation of this song?

[@cristinaaltafim8243]

Maravilhoso. Gente ele é fantástico em tudo q faz❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹😽. E lindoooooooooooo demais😍😍😍😍😚

[@rukikitty]

I just read the lyrics they are so powerful In the repetition of frustration days In the room that is a dark TV I wanted to escape for a moment Is this greed? Will it ever happen? For 18 years, I acted For 18 years, I lived with a mask For 18 years, I was confused between what was real or not I look in the mirror and ask, who are you? Started hip-hop with Deux Started work by coincidence Do we make money in order to live? I’m like an empty glass In front of the camera, my smile looks lonely Even though things might seem crazy Just like my childhood when I went against the currents I want to be refreshed but I am exhausted by the frustration I’m wrapped up inside this square box I want to fly out to the world but I’m struggling in place Just like a sinner, I’m always hanging my head low I want to look up to the sky, feeling frustrated every day Now the situation has changed but the loneliness grows deeper It gets hard even to breathe The hot interest and attention toward you makes you run out of breath It may be hard but the painful times are just momentary (Everyone is waiting for me) Even if I run out of breath and it gets hard I want to find myself For 18 years, they only want a smiling face For 18 years, my heart is secretly crying For 18 years, I’m a clown who has sold his soul Without knowing, I’m getting tired little by little Ever since “Rough Cut,” I opened my eyes to film But the eyes of the world gave me even more pressure If I give a friendly approach, I’m viewed as cool and nice If I don’t speak and get quiet, I’m a rude actor They listen to what they want, look at what they want If not, they coldly point fingers and leave me They don’t care about me, they just want fun gossip They shut their eyes and ears, just like always I’m not allowed to hurt anyone in the littlest way But instead, I’m tattooed with those scars and engrave the pain in my body Pretending to be cool, pretending to be great I don’t want to do that anymore, I want to find the real me The hot interest and attention toward you makes you run out of breath It may be hard but the painful times are just momentary (Everyone is waiting for me) Even if I run out of breath and it gets hard I want to find myself In the repetition of frustration days In the room that is a dark TV I wanted to escape for a moment Is this greed? Will it ever happen? The hot interest and attention toward you makes you run out of breath It may be hard but the painful times are just momentary (Everyone is waiting for me) Even if I run out of breath and it gets hard I want to find myself

[@Szabarmawi]

+rukikitty thans, now i dont have to look for the translation

[@zenalive4103]

now that I've understand the messages why i feel so sory about him?...ji sub oppa..so fabulous yet so lonely😢

[@aishelmarie7870]

Yes!!! So Ji-Sub amazing...artistic expression...great video ☆♡☆

[@iknowyouheartbeat4you879]

โอ๊ยยๆๆ หล่อ เก่ง เท่ห์ ระเบิด ระเบ้อ มากๆค่ะ . I am thai fan . I love him Jisub. I've just watch Oh my Venus, Ghost, The master Sun, Always. You are popular star. I love you So ji sub. I hope see you in Thailand as soon as possible.

[@โป๊งเหน่ง-ฎ9ย]

Joyjoy Jma Me too!!

[@VietNguyen-hy5vq]

sorry i love you TT

[@manodwondergal]

I just came here searching for him after loaded with tears after watching I am sorry i love you.. I in love with you.... So ji sub.. Opa

[@NaruenseMyh]

So Ji Sub is just this amazing person, I can't say much, I really admire him in so many ways. If everyone could have just a little of the mind he have the world would be a better place, I think. In love with this music.

[@AppleValentine]

indeed. :)

[@SojiSub-ks8oj]

@@AppleValentine hello ❤️❤️❤️ It's a pleasure having to send you a direct message to let you know that I'm grateful for your love towards me And I wish you a happiness in all you do 😊😊

[@Doreas13]

I can't believe I'm back here watching this video again. I love this song.

[@ชาภัคพิมญชุ์ลอสวัสดิ์]

This guy has all the talent...

[@mairyuzaki8463]

Omg fiinnnnaaallyyy its here. I have been waiting for his comeback and now my feels are under attack. This was so good. His rapping as usual is flawless and the mv was so intriguing. Im really happy with this comeback.

[@Living321ani]

Always loved his work, staying true to his ways... love the work in this mv as well :)

[@tinyjade2]

Wish u find the purpose of your life and be happy. Thanks for making great TV series , movies and songs. You have helped me feel better during the tough time of losing my husband to cancer. We all suffer in lives, but we can leave the pain and find joy if we can be nice to ourselves and learn to let go... Wish u well at the bottom of my heart.

[@rhondawilliamsbarber7543]

I may be late hearing this, but he definitely went deep on this one. Even before I read the translation, I knew this spoke of feelings everyone has experienced or will experience on this Ricky road called life! Love it and him!!!

[@jessiemira3476]

So good 🤩🤩🤩🥰🥰🥰

[@Sakura-qh8sy]

I can't stop clicking replay😂😂😂 It weird to see him singing when I only watched his dramas... I didn't even know he sings until now but kind of addicted to this song lol!

[@jessicafigueroa4871]

Sakura 1009 he is awesome !!! rapper, top model, great actor and a successful business man... love Ji Sub !!!

[@Sakura-qh8sy]

Jessica Figueroa I knew that lol just didn't know he singed😊

[@SojiSub-ks8oj]

@@jessicafigueroa4871 hello ❤️❤️❤️ It's a pleasure having to send you a direct message to let you know that I'm grateful for your love towards me And I wish you a happiness in all you do 😊😊

[@aniquenns86]

Happy bday oppa🎁🎂🎉🎊...wiss u all the best...😙😘😚

[@laradenny]

he is telling that the image made for him is not the real him. his struggles in this 18 years and all. its really personal but also self indulgent to my opinion. i mean, when you're a celebrity/artists, you tend to be someone you are not esp when you're an actor, you have to be someone you are not in all those characters. but still i really admire him from being an introvert, he became a good actor, and loved by Koreans and overseas fans. As for now i think its safe to say he can be who he trully is, his true colours because his CF version and hip hop version are both cool. SJS, fighting!

[@chrystalquilotte7729]

My grandma love your music so much

[@StellarMarvel]

Let me tell you, I don't understand what he's saying but this sounds better than the shit out now

[@the59rider]

Have to agree Stellar... don't have a clue what he is on about .. .but I could actually listen to the music

[@StellarMarvel]

you my friend, are awesome

[@the59rider]

Thank you Lady Stellar :)

[@williamssister8804]

Stellar Marvel What he is saying is deep and kinda dark. l liked the song, but when I understood the lyrics of the song, I fell in love with it. He is expressing his frustration of being in the entertainment business for 18 years, but also with life which all of us can relate to. There is the English version.

[@StellarMarvel]

Same here susan jassam .. Great song

[@ailonivukna3685]

Somebody help me!!!!! Seriously I cant breeeeath!!!! He is so awesome 😍😍😍😍😍 I love him😘 Can you guys believe I only discovered this masterpiece of a man So Ji-sub this January?! After watching Oh My Venus & Master's Sun?! Where have I been? I thought I was a Korean TV series addict, obviously am not🙄I have a long list of my all time favourite Korean actors some of who sing and rap. My top favourites are Lee Byung-hun followed by Kim Hyun-joong then Gong Yoo then Lee Dong-wook then Jo In-sung and Choi Jin-hyuk. So Ji-sub has just knocked everyone of the list except Lee Byung-hun who will always remain first place as All In was my first ever Korean Drama many many years. He's speacial😉

[@formoftherapy]

The melody is sick and his rapping aint bad but this song suffers from one huge problem: the instrumental overpowers his voice. I realize it's because he speaks at a deeper octave but whoever mixed this should have fucking adjusted it. It was almost a minute in when I realized that the song had actually started and he wasn't just doing an intro.

[@deadsoon]

Agree, I could barely hear his voice.

[@assmaelassimi656]

I just discovered this and found you commenting 6 years ago wow 👏 😳

[@safaal-khajeh8893]

Am so happy he's back as a rapper! This mv has lots of hidden messages and the lyrics is so well written... million thumbs up for him👍 Thanks SoJiSub 💖 Much Love From UAE 🙆

[@anaangelicavillahermosa3530]

Definitivamente este hombre es todo fuego 😆 con solo verlo derrite el corazón de cualquier mujer... Varonil, sofisticado y sexy OMG...

[@kristygepez1237]

Pls come to philippines oppa!!!saranghe!mahal kita!

[@saram995]

so ji sub is the sexiest model, actor, rapper and everything i have ever seen.. GOD his rapping is just perfect, but i didn't like the girl singing a lot, i'd prefer the song without the girl singing or singing less just to add :P, his songs or rapping is ONE OF A KIND , very very different in a good way SO JI SUB PLEASE LIVE FOREVER AND KEEP SHOWING WITH YOUR UNIQUE MUSIC.. thank you :D

[@evidumas]

I appreciate SoJiSub sincerity ... allowing his fans to get a glimpse in his inner heart ❤️ .. .. it does create a feeling of intimacy even though we never meet .. ❤️

[@williamssister8804]

Wishing you many blessings on your birthday today. May you enjoy another 18 plus years in this industry if it is your wish. 😆😍😗😘

[@BtsArmy-hd3vd]

Amazing!!!❤❤😍유튜린도😍 니는니를ㅅ랑해 소지접❤❤❤😍

[@Jeniferzheng09]

He's a talented actor and a good musician, what more can I ask omg. He will always be my number 1 actor

[@jly2322]

Oppa, I loved the MV and song. I hope you will find your sanctuary, may it be a place or with a special someone who will bring you endless joy and happiness!

[@djjacome22]

Hola a todos! les comparto la traducción de la canción! 18 years La repetición sofocante de la vida diaria Dentro de un cuarto llamado TV. Solo quiero escapar por un momento, ¿Es eso tan codicioso de mi parte? ¿Se hará realidad? Por 18 años viví actuando Por 18 años viví vistiendo una mascara Por 18 años he estado confundido entre la ficción y la realidad. Cuando me miro en el espejo me pregunto: ¿Quién eres? El hip hop que empieza con Deux El trabajo que me arrastro por casualidad Son los cheques pagados por el bien de la vida? Soy como un vaso vacío sin fondo, No puedo evitar mi amarga sonrisa Incluso cuando me veo tan ostentoso Como los días de la niñez simplemente Dividiendo las corrientes del río Yo quiero sentirme refrescante, Estoy tan cansado de esta vida diaria sofocante En lugar de la caja, soy un regalo envuelto en este sitio Yo quiero volar hacia el mundo pero Estoy luchando en este sitio como Pez fuera del agua Yo soy como un criminal viviendo la vida Con la cabeza inclinada Todos los días, quiero levantar la mirada al cielo, Este sofocante sentimiento Ahora, mi situación es diferente Porque estoy junto a MISA (lo siento, te amo) Mi soledad simplemente se adentró más Es realmente demasiado, incluso para respirar CORO Mi respiración está llena desde toda la atención y el interés. Incluso si estoy cansado, el dolor dura solo por un momento, yeah (Todo el mundo está esperando por mí) Oh, Incluso si estoy cansado, es tan difícil respirar Oh, quiero encontrarme a mí mismo Por 18 años no quieren nada solamente mi sonrisa Por 18 años mi corazón está siempre llorando secretamente Por 18 años soy un payaso que ha vendido su alma Pude darme cuenta antes que he llegado a estar gradualmente Una película es una película, mis ojos se abrieron a las películas Pero la atención del mundo era demasiado para mi Incluso si me acercaba con un corazón amigable, No importa que tan cool o agradable sea Si no hablo, llego a ser el actor frío bastardo sin emoción Escuchando solo lo que ellos quieren, viendo lo que ellos quieren pidiendo lo que ellos quieren Si no, ellos simplemente me apuntan fríamente y se van Lo que tú quieres no soy yo, es un chisme divertido Sigue viviendo con tus ojos cerrados, con los oídos tapados, Tú siempre viviste de esa manera de todos modos Incluso no puedo causar un diminuto dolor en los otros Tomo este dolor y lo dejo hundirse en mi piel Convirtiéndolo en un tattoo, tragando este dolor en mi cuerpo Pretendiendo ser cool, pretendiendo ser genial, pretendiendo ser así No lo quiero más, quiero encontrar mi verdadero yo. CORO Mi respiración está llena desde toda la atención y el interés. Incluso si estoy cansado, el dolor dura solo por un momento, yeah (Todo el mundo está esperando por mí) Oh, Incluso si estoy cansado, es tan difícil respirar Oh, quiero encontrarme a mí mismo La repetición sofocante de la vida diaria Dentro de un cuarto llamado TV. Solo quiero escapar por un momento, ¿Es eso tan codicioso de mi parte? ¿Se hará realidad?

[@spaguettyL]

Gracias por la traduccion , la busque por muchos lados y no la encontre. Cuando dice Misa,¿se refiere a una mujer?T ___T

[@천지성-r1d]

spaguettyL Misa significa el dorama 'I'm sorry, I love you', en coreano, 'Mianhada, Saranghanda' . Llamamos 'Mi Sa' cortamente. Jisub ha sido superstar desde este dorama. Lo siento por mi pobre espanol....^^

[@spaguettyL]

dreamchoi vividchoi Gracias por tu respuesta! Tu español es PERFECTO!!!

[@djjacome22]

spaguettyL jeje de nada... yo hice la traducción porque me encantó la canción y porque me encanta SJS ♥ ...efectivamente MISA se refiere al dorama que lo catapultó a un top star! si no lo has visto te lo recomiendo, es muy bueno y la actuación de So Ji Sub es excelente! 

[@YurikoPasapera2ne1]

WONDERFUL! me encanto el español pero lo que rapea creo que es lo que el realmente piensa habla sobre la fama y todo lo que ha pasado parece que siente aburrido de eso y quiere hacer lo que realmente le gusta y parece que lo que le gusta es la musica tiene un aire de ser una persona con un estilo rebelde y es muy bueno rapeando. I LOVE IT SJS

[@kirans1192]

Why is this song so true. So ji-sub definitely has a way with words, i think its great he decided to speak out about the struggles as a actor. He is showing that he just wants to be the same as everyone else without being judged and i think that is an important thing in today society. I just love this song and the whole video especially with that sad look in his eyes.

[@도르-o4v]

다 재끼고 진짜 존나 잘생겼다

[@pakuthao4566]

Honestly, So Ji`s voice is absolutely suitable for anything. Rap, rock, pop, etc...Although his music needs improvements. He should sing about something that would grab interest to the audience by letting us see how he feels making it personal and emotional. This way, his music will will have bigger hits.

[@SojiSub-ks8oj]

hello ❤️❤️❤️ It's a pleasure having to send you a direct message to let you know that I'm grateful for your love towards me And I wish you a happiness in all you do 😊😊

[@lhyunjae]

This 아주씨 sure knows how to rap and he's good too. These lyrics are just sad reflecting on how the MV was made. Full of irony and double meanings. Hands down to you mister for pursuing your music and what you really want and not letting your 'actor image' block you from doing what you really want. Yasssss! Please get married already! 😊

[@mommyng]

so ji sub, life is not easy for everyone ; you are doing good. keep fighting. love you .

[@lesvigutierrez4275]

Lo amo realmente , me encanta, especialmente esa sonrrisa bella que tiene.

[@براءفاضل-ب2ق]

Oh my sojisub I never loved the korean rap but now I love it realy good work realy I loved the song and it is my rington and the girl that sings with him have a great voice he is so talented

[@ananascimento8741]

Conheci ji Sub a duas semanas em Oh my vênus e estou impressionada com seu talento e versatilidade, e como ele continua lindo 🥰🥰mesmo tantos anos depois,❤️❤️ que Deus o abençoe 🙏🇧🇷 31/08/22

[@lenemenezes3376]

Eu tbém, por isso estou olhando os vídeos dele. Muito lindo ele.

[@thamyresshynayra3036]

Meu Deus , eu tô na mesma hahaha homem lindo Meu Deus

[@sakuraMBLAQfinite]

His feelings are perfectly expressed in the song. But it's just so...sad :( I hope he can find true happiness, So Ji Sub fighting!!!

[@Chatana23]

Love everything about it! Oppa (for once I can use this word lol), you are super amazing ^.^ This beat is dope, gonna put it loud in my truck ^.^

[@00노놉]

솔직한 가사에 힘들었을 시간들이 와닿아서 마음이 아프네요 팬 생각하면서 곁에 있어줘서 항상 감사하고 어떤 모습이든 언제나 사랑할게요 😳

[@sunyoonne]

NICE!! is all i can say im speechless it was that good.

[@ImStillHereObviously]

Great song with powerful lyrics. One hell of a good video. Hi Sub hitting it outta the park, again.

[@Skyleeshi]

This is a really deep song and music video with a lot of messages. Talking about his life as an super star or actor . The way they have to put on mask and been told to smile for the fans or viewers. You can see in the mv when the make up artist kind of just do whatever and put a smile on his face. pretty sad doe and it's the truth too. so celebrities kinda falls into despair like this. But I guess it's a lot of problems like these for k-pop stars.D:

[@faziaanindita]

Fabulous...what a great job...ji sub oppa!!!

[@KristalynHazel]

I just learned that So Ji Sub is a rapper. OMG! I LOVE HIM EVEN MORE!!!!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ *fangirling*

[@Szabarmawi]

+Kristalyn Hazel i am the exact opposite .. hahhaha just kidding