Struggles, Eye exam, Gynecology - Stage 4 Cancer

[@adinahwithkaden]

This woman was just so damn lovable. The world lost a little bit of its light when we lost her.

[@housewifeuntilheaven1593]

Precious Jenny, I have been watching your journey over the last couple of weeks and I want you to know that my family and I are praying for you every night! My 14, 11, 9, and 7 year olds ask me how "Ms. Jenny" is doing. ❤ So please know that MANY are praying and believing for your complete and total healing!!! Much love to you and your beautiful family. ❤🙏❤

[@housewifeuntilheaven1593]

@Maureen Smith Thank you so much. My babies watched their Mommy (me) go through an aggressive brain tumor, an experimental surgery, and massive neurological brain damage post-op, so they are very sensitive to the pain and struggles of others, even at their tender ages. One of the most difficult things for me to process when that was transpiring was watching my babies suffer, while they watched me suffer. It was also devastating for my hubby, who felt absolutely helpless. TERRIBLE TIME. But it has given them deep empathy for others, and for that, I am thankful. I am now 8 years beyond that, Praise The Lord. My Momma's heart breaks for Jenny, her wonderful Hubby, and their babies...we're praying fervently for them. 💙🙏💙

[@sondraparker1036]

Praying for you Jenny 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@lindaberg9161]

Amen

[@swilson5346]

God bless you and your family! 🙏🏾❤️

[@housewifeuntilheaven1593]

@@swilson5346 Thank you so very much!! 💜

[@abircocci8157]

Having to Live with one of the worse sickness can be exhausting but I still have to believe I can be healed.

[@abircocci8157]

@Casey Muller That’s nice, I have Been diagnosed with a cancer and I will definitely need her help and would also want to know how to get in touch with her. I hope she cures other sickness also?

[@abircocci8157]

@Casey Muller Thank you a lot you are a life saver. I have found her website on the internet.

[@juliad.6372]

Amen to that

[@floridaguy6104]

@@abircocci8157 Bro just take it easy. There’s no cure and it sucks but there’s hope. Keep fighting the good fight I’ll pray fam. The person has to be a troll. Herpes that is insanely dumb comparison and I hope she gets crabs for that.

[@suzannejenkins3896]

one day at a time...

[@lisamilarch9719]

1 Peter 5:7 “Cast your cares and anxieties on Him, for He cares for you!” ❤

[@ashleytye3362]

Amen 🙏 ❤

[@rosegorsch7094]

Amen!!

[@gordonslaunwhite5953]

Amen

[@CHELSEABuckhannon]

AMEN ❤❤❤❤

[@FlickeringEmber]

I only found Jenny a few months ago but I already miss her and am taking the time to go back over all her older videos. What a wonderful person she was.

[@pogfam]

Hey Jenny! As the caretaker of my wife who has Stage 4 cancer, and just a week ago I came out of a really dark place, I feel ya! I think it’s understandable ❤ This is an amazing community, and I know you know we’re all here together! Have an amazing family night!

[@Sandra-pm3it]

My husband is stage 4. I am in a really dark place. He is now doing Keytruda only after completing chemo. He is having some kidney issues now. I am so scared.

[@bbgirl6741]

Sandra praying for you both 🙏🏼

[@unomex3x]

@@Sandra-pm3it 🙏

[@unomex3x]

🙏

[@heatheredwards7923]

Sending prayers and love your way. ❤️

[@lorriebogart4416]

Jenny, you are missed so bad!! I know your in heaven. You have been such an inspiration to everyone and everything you went through to be with your family and loved ones. I really love you Jenny.

[@Suzite]

You mentioned how you don’t know what you would do without us, Jenny we will be here for you and family you don’t have to do without us. Sending love ❤️

[@kristinsiebert4504]

Jenny I love your hair right now!!! It looks like a shag cut, nobody would know you hadn’t got it cut that way! Love your fashion shows 👗 I’m really hopeful that this therapist is the right one for you, I think it would help you so much physically and mentally ❤ prayers for all of you

[@Nan-59]

I put that in a message a couple days ago when she was saying her hair was all different lengths!! I tried to explain to her about the Shag Cut, and how cute it is and how she has one! But, there are so many messages it’s usually doubtful just any certain one as seen, so I hope she sees yours! Because shag is a cute cut! ❤❤❤❤❤✌🏻🕊️

[@Secular-Serenity]

She has awesome hair.

[@cathymarble3283]

Hi sweetheart. Why can't you continue to sew the gentleman therapist? We're with you on this journey. You are NEVER alone 💓

[@kelicampbell1021]

This morning out of the blue, when I was drying my hair, I started praying for you. The Lord always knows who we need to pray for. Give yourself Grace, you deserve it!

[@georgiabelle5176]

Even without makeup you are absolutely beautiful! I’m praying for you!

[@gretchensmith3981]

I'll pray even harder for you Jenny. Bad days are difficult to get through.

[@barbarafrazier728]

My therapist would tell me to witness the thoughts that travel through my mind and to state them as if I was a newscaster. Also she would say that crying and feeling down is a way to decompress and that it is necessary to maintain your mental health. I found both of these ideas to be very helpful and helped me during some tough patches in my life. I love you and your beautiful family 💖

[@angevanesa518]

On a positive note… you look amazing 💕

[@joeygirl_]

Hang in there girl. I’ll pray you find the perfect counselor.

[@alisoncondon1751]

Jenny, I love you. I lost my husband at (a young) 62 yrs olds few years ago to stage 4 esophageal cancer & last year I had a radical hysterectomy (@ 54 yrs old) because of stage 1b uterine cancer. I can't imagine how it must feel to have stage 4 cancer and have young children and a wonderful husband. But I do know that after my husband passed away I didn't have A fear of dying, I had the fear of NOT dying. I was in a very very very dark place and had the same situation as you re a therapist. My previous therapist moved halfway across the country and into a different field of psychology. And I have not been able to find someone to help me as much as she did. I get frustrated also and I end up putting off finding a new one but in the long run I end up suffering more for it. You are an example of a shining light Jenny. You're open & honest and you say that you're grateful for us but it is is who are grateful for you. You have allowed yourself to be vulnerable and in the process have touched and helped so many hearts and continue to do so. Thank you Jenny and stay strong my friend.❤❤❤

[@beverlymccarthy5981]

Jenny l am so pleased to hear that you are seeking a therapist. I pray that you will find the best one for you! You deserve to be happy again. 🙏🏼💕

[@Catfluff521]

Thinking of you often, Jenny. Going through cancer treatment, I had so many bad days. Of course you’re scared, it’s a scary “journey” for sure. P. S. You look cute as always!

[@grahamcracker209]

Oh dear Jenny, please don't apologize for your thoughts and feelings. Remember, that's why we are all here. We are here to be your, somewhat silent, therapists, lol. Here to lift you up on this Rollercoaster ride. Prayers are always on the daily agenda for you. Just be yourself on here. It's your safe space. I am so grateful to know and support you. Have a better day today . ❤

[@spulos1]

Bless you and your family. Please stay strong, there are so many of us out here that love you and share our strength with you!

[@debbrink6523]

From Ontario Canada 🇨🇦 Jenny, know that what you are going through is part of your cancer journey. Those dark thoughts, the ups & downs, highs & lows are all attributed to that plus all the medications. I too have experienced it in my own cancer journey which will be different from yours, but none the less it’s scary. You have a fight on your hands & you’re battling the best you can. Know that I don’t want my words to sound hollow, know that I pray 🙏 for you every night ❤️. Sending virtual hugs 🤗.

[@karensteffes1707]

Take it a day at a time because that is all anyone has. Therapy is helpful. Remember, you are strong, amazing, and are doing the best you can under incredibly difficult circumstances!🙏🙏

[@carolwhite6979]

Oh Jenny, Dark and scary thoughts flood all of our minds when life gets overwhelming, and you are going through so much. You and your sweet family are always in my thoughts and prayers. I hope your new therapist turns out to be a keeper! Dinner looks delicious!

[@cperalta777]

Kyle is definitely heaven sent. He’s the best husband and father. You have such a beautiful family - OMG your amazing and adorable kids 🥰. You are so strong, so inspirational and so beautiful inside and outside. Hang in there WARRIOR. You will beat this! You got this! Sending big hugs and lots of kisses and positive and healing prayers your way from San Francisco ❤. Thank you so much for sharing your journey with us.

[@mkg3743]

Im so sorry that you are struggling im praying for you and your family! Im sure the scans results will be great ❤

[@vivianfeliciano4809]

Never ever feel bad for expressing your true feelings . We the viewers are a source of cognitive therapy for you . Continue to share and thank you for sharing … we truly care for u and your precious family 😊

[@Catfluff521]

We love you. KYLE!!! You are the best!!

[@burnindaylighthomestead2977]

Jenny, you are the prettiest cancer woman Ive seen.😗 Your walks down the runway is beautiful and hilarious. 😁 We're here for you. Prayers for you all.💓

[@carolwilson2713]

When you are emotionally and physically drained from dealing with this much stress from continuous treatments and tests it is totally understandable that emotions take over. The reasons may vary, but I'm betting that everyone in your KZbin community can relate. We are here to support you as you support us with your wisdom and kindness. Of course, this applies to wonderful Kyle too! Sending you love and support.

[@stressmess3469]

Jenny I think you look so pretty with or without makeup.. your rash looks like it’s doing a lot better .. I’m sorry your feeling like this .. I truly have the same feeling that your scans are going to come back with good results .. I love the relationship that you and Kyle have !.!.!.! You two are so lucky to have each other .. ❤

[@kathleenmetcalf6767]

Cancer is scary. You're handling all of this so well. I have great feelings that your results will be so good! You are very much loved sweet girl.

[@SH-td9xi]

We appreciate your honesty. You keep it real, and make no bones about how hard this fight is! We follow you because we want to share your journey, and we know that includes all of your good days and not so good days. We want to share all that you are willing to share! Never apologize, never feel that you have to worry about how we feel. We are here for you, Jenny girl!! You made us love you! We are your Journey Family! Step by step, we walk this journey together!

[@Kaybaybeeme]

This message is heartfelt and endearing. I will follow you through the good times and the not so good times. You're in my thoughts and my prayers daily, Jenny.

[@perceptiveprof]

Jenny you are a light even when you feel dark. I love that you share all of your truth. sending you hugs 🤗

[@jackierockers3552]

Praying for good results

[@unomex3x]

Jenny it is ok to not be ok with stage 4 cancer. It's also ok if you need help pulling yourself up sometimes. I'm sure Kyle feels pressure as a partner to try to stay positive and encouraging but the two of you both are carrying a heavy load physically and mentally. Sometimes you just get "tired" and that one word can say and mean so much all at the same time. I sincerely pray you will find the help you need. It is hard to find the right match sometimes in psychologists and psychiatrists but I pray you find the one you need bc you have a burden on your heart that is too heavy to carry. All of my love to you.

[@flowergirl6908]

Do you know what Jenny you are a truly beautiful lady with such dignity and humility, you may not realize this but your messages give so much inspiration to so many people. I am from the UK and have been following you and your wonderful family for a while now, stay strong Jenny. You don't need makeup you are a natural beautiful young lady. My prayers and well wishes are forever with you and your family.

[@rwilliamsmith1963]

Jenny I was going to suggest a new therapist at the beginning of the vlog. I am so concerned about your mental health right now and I am so happy you are going to follow through with the journey to find a new one. It’s so difficult to relate to them but when you find a wonderful person to share your hopes and fears with the despair and anxiety can become bearable. Don’t give up on the search. You need to have some relief and believe me I know all of this anguish won’t disappear but the right person will ease your way♥️♥️

[@beckym4550]

You four have the cutest personalities! Praying for you all!❤

[@deec505]

You're gaining more and more viewers Jenny. You are so special and so beautiful inside and out. There's no need to apologize. I don't think I ever looked up to an amazing woman as much as I do you. You're much stronger than you think so stop apologizing. We're all here to be there for you no matter what time of day or night. It was funny watching Flower. She is so adorable and loving. It seemed as though she wanted everybody to see her dancing skills, shaking her booty😅. Then when she came over to support her mommy was precious. Be yourself, Jenny. Express everything. Everybody is here for you.❤

[@IreneRattray]

I like that you are vulnerable Jenny telling the truth. Love you.

[@aliceschmid9697]

Jenny. I used to work for Pfizer and learned all about Clinical trials. The most important thing to tell you is that the drugs they test have to show significant improvement over currently available therapeutics. In phase I, they test on a small population who have not responded well to standard protocols. The preclinical data from animal models has to show definite improvement's over standard drugs in animal models. The point is, there is ANY CLINICAL TTUAL has reason to believe the drug is better than anything currently available.

[@cynthiasmith2505]

Aside from being under a lot of stress, having a hormone imbalance will make you emotional and/or depressed. I wish you the very best and you’re in my prayers❤️

[@yvonneshell2209]

❤Jenny, it's so exhausting fighting the battle...You are stronger than you think...And braver than you can imagine!! Step back and take a deep breath....Sending you a hug & as a cancer survivor myself it is a understanding & caring hug!!!!❤❤

[@jeffreynumber9]

Big hug Jenny and prayers your way as usual!! 🙏

[@libbygibson5612]

Praying for positive scan results.🙏❤️

[@Turkeyinthehay]

I'm so glad that you have someone to sit with you in the dark. Hats off to Kyle! Sending you good vibes for the light to shine in.

[@jeanieturner5183]

It is very normal to be scared. I use to fall apart when I had to have scans and results and when my husband had to go through it also. I think I worried more waiting for his. Praying for you.

[@christophermiller159]

Keep fighting Jenny! I pray for you and your family.

[@snugglebear4eva]

Jenny I am so proud of you for getting the mental health you need. Therapy helps. Medications work. You don't have to stay in that dark place. You will be ok. Breath. Its ok to struggle, be sad, cry they are all normal reactions to all you are going through. Praying for you!!

[@annecarrick8168]

Jenny you are my hero. ❤

[@somersetflower]

Ellis and Winnie sharing dessert AND walking hand in hand.... So sweet...So beautiful ...So touching.... Love you Ellis and Winnie. I'm sorry you feel so low at the moment Jen . I don't sleep so good as I have health problems too ,and I so want to go to sleep 😴 I tried everything including counting sheep !! I want to let you know that I often think of you when I'm wide awake and use the time to say some extra prayers for you. I understand your fear I have it too but lean into your lovely Kyle and your two little poppets oh and that lovely Flower too. I live on my own and I sometimes have to go into the garden and talk to the birds !! My neighbours think I'm potty !! Big hug for you beautiful Jen Janice 👵 🇬🇧 xxx

[@lindajenner5870]

You are such a lovely person inside and out Jenny x Linda from Uk

[@cindym3340]

Even thru your dark thoughts, you look so beautiful. Praying for you and positive results on your scans. What a sweet and loving family you have.🌷🙏🏻💕🫶 Yeah for a therapist.

[@marshaworrell-cm1by]

Such a precious family you have.. we are all right here with you sweet Jenny.. praying for you always.. hugs to you all..

[@linnaellis212]

Praying for you every day Jenny. I’ve been a nurse for over fifty years and know that you’re going through a truly horrible experience. Your reactions are normal. Keep talking and letting it out. God bless you and your beautiful family! ❤🙏🏻

[@cheyennelambert6389]

Jenny I hope you know I am praying every day I get on here with a MIRACLE for you. You deserve to be here with those babies and that amazing husband of yours!! You have truly changed my outlook on family and life in general. Thank you for all the updates. I'm wishing you a pain free nights sleep and future. You are so loved and so valued!

[@malindabyrd5344]

Just remember that you and your family are loved by all!!!!

[@pativy9598]

Jenny first of all you’re gorgeous even without makeup! So many many prayers are going up for your healing. Love and prayers ❤️🙏🏻🌷

[@mayaluna11]

I used to have dark, intrusive thoughts during my sister's treatment. Therapy was a life saver and led to a career in psychology. So impressed you're willing to try another therapist. I hope the first one you see is just as good a fit as that last one. It's easy to care and pray for your beautiful family ❤

[@annmarie8574]

Jenny, you are doing an amazing job even though you have anxiety attacks and dark thoughts. This is sadly very normal. Waiting for scan results is the worst! You have a beautiful family including Flower! Praying for you sweet lady.

[@lnewbury1]

Hi Jenny. I have no idea why I can’t see your instagram post but it’s ok. Never having had cancer, you will never hear me say that I know how you feel. But I am sure that it is absolutely normal to have dark thoughts from time to time. I think you are brave, amazing and so good to share your journey with us. That takes so much courage. Our household is praying for you and your entire family. I wish we were close so that I could come over and help Kyle with the house and whatever other needs you have. You are clearly good folks and we love you.

[@lorencohen-jv9wi]

Praying for you Jenny ❤ Your family is amazing ❤

[@conniehill4680]

Love you Jenny. Feel better!!!

[@rhondaparks3738]

Continuing to keep you in my prayers Jenny. I’m glad to hear you’re meeting with a new therapist. I hope everything goes well with this one. ❤🙏

[@lreppy10]

Hang in there Jenny! It is normal to feel worried and sad sometimes. I think you are doing a terrific job! I’ve got you in my prayers. 😘🌸🌺💫

[@ginalouise1284]

Darling Jenny, sending so much love and prayers for peace to hold you - you are such an amazing woman, mother, wife role model…your beauty and light shines even in your dark moments! We are with you! Much love to all from Carmel by the Sea 🙏

[@debcardosa2418]

Jenny, I have been watching you for a few months now and I’m so amazed by your stamina, fighting spirit and wonderful family. When I was on chemotherapy for my cancer treatment I was so depressed and just couldn’t get over it. Then when I see how much you keep going/ pushing through your daily life. I want to tell you that my husband is now watching you since I told him about you and Kyle. He actually watched the video Kyle gave on 10 things to do when you have a spouse or loved one to help support them. He then said that he wished that he could have seen that while I was going through chemotherapy. We both are thinking and praying for you daily. ❤❤❤

[@dominiquedressage4842]

Lots of love and healing from spain, you maybe feeling down, but i have to say you look healthy and pretty. You've got this ❤

[@Magnificent_Mustang]

To think that she had only six more months to live when this video was posted simply breaks my heart. How terribly unfair and tragic. Poor, dear Jenny.💔🐞🦋

[@Mjj722]

I am a cancer ♋️ survivor 4 years NOW! God healed 🙏 me. Pancreatic cancer: The doctor said I had 6 months, but God's report was different. ❤ PRAYING for your MIRACLE TRUST GOD.

[@kturby5489]

wow! You really did receive a miracle from the Lord ❤ that’s so amazing

[@carriealchorn6718]

Dear Jenny You are so sweet and kind. I can't imagine what you are going through and it ok to be scared and cry, I would be the same way. But I have a good feeling that your scans are good and hopefully better even then the last ones. I'm praying for you and you guys will be in my thoughts. Stay Strong Jenny. Love from Canada❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@gaylefw5072]

Just sending so much love and patience to you Jenny. I'm so glad you had a family Date Night! I am thrilled that you are seeking out a therapist. Maybe have Kyle ask his therapist for a recommendation or your cancer team? Sending positive thoughts and love to my favorite family of four ❤

[@barbaranelson5177]

You have lost a bunch of weight , you need to eat and keep your strength up I pray for you everyday and so enjoy watching ,Thank you for sharing this journey

[@b25mech]

Girl, I’m almost 65 and I’m still looking for that happy medium on the shoes 👠

[@miss__atomic__bomb]

Omg I feel you. I’ve had awful therapy experiences. I hope this next one is normal and helpful and that you have a good rapport with them!! You deserve to feel better physically and mentally. I’m so glad your anxiety meds are working 💗 Your dinner looked so yummy!

[@gailclaypool9482]

Jenny, I think it is normal for us who have and had cancer go into this tunnel of fear waiting for our results. I know I still have those fears waiting for my tests results. I agree about the therapist, I have had so many therapist over the years and there are some way over the top. I have found some good ones also. I am looking for another one now and I live in Maine where there are shortage of all medicinal specialist. I have found to help with my deep anxiety that mindfulness helps. I look around the room and find something beautiful like flowers and concentrating on the beauty and smell of the flowers. I found cd’s on singing bowls help and Native American flute music. Jenny you are in my thoughts and prayers as your lovely family. Remember it is ok to cry and let it out. I woke up this morning at 5:30 with an anxiety attack I know I hate those, they wipe me out. Sending positive thoughts and hugs to you and family.❤️

[@wendyheadley3345]

Hang in there, I am glad you are going to see a therapist, I hope they are a good match.

[@irishgirl1753]

Jenny you are in my prayers every day 🙏🙏🙏

[@michellelair3102]

Thinking of you and praying for you. You are such a shining light! You have impacted my life so positively. Your character and grace has made me want to be a better person at the age of 56! God Bless you honey. ❤

[@gingerrogers5062]

Best of luck finding a really good therapist. It’s going to make a genuine difference! Loved the music and your playful dance in the eye exam chair. Huge congratulations on the results of your eye exam… a reason to celebrate 🎉! (I’ve learned the importance of celebrating 🥳 every good thing that happens.) Please make sure to tell your team about your “allergy attacks.” 💛

[@lisaloporto6944]

Sweet, beautiful Jenny!! I miss seeing her,so I watch these past videos and it feels like she's still with us!! 🩷

[@lindah8838]

I appreciate everything that you share with us Jenny. If I was travelling your journey, I would be having the same feelings and bad thoughts. I can't imagine the fear you have. You are a warrior! Praying for you every day!! Love and good thoughts to you guys!! 🥰❤💞

[@margaritaberg1097]

🙏🙏

[@conniebaker1958]

I’ve been praying for you all. Trust in the lord hon

[@janeshipe4898]

some of the world's MOST adorable kids!!!!! you are doing GREAT as a parent and human: YOU GOT THIS!!!!!! Will pray for a wonderful and reassuring therapist. Don't give up on that until YOU are comfortable. SOOOOO many of us sending HUGE good vibes to you and your amazing family.

[@munnyzafar8434]

You’re a very pretty girl and a very beautiful family ,may God protect you and your family Jenny.

[@barbaradw9969]

I have been praying so much for you Jenny. It’s is ok, to have all the feelings that your having. You are so lucky to have the husband Kyle that you do. Kyle is so loving and kind to you in this time of so much anxiety. I send you prayers and positive vibes to help you through this. Trying to find a therapist to talk to, is so annoying! When you find that one, & they leave, it’s as if you can never find that right one again. Plus starting over, with each one, trying to find the perfect match again is so frustrating. I know all to well.

[@karendeakin9628]

Jenny we will always be here for you take care love from England xxx

[@Danielleb723]

I think maybe the anesthesia brings out emotions as well as everything else you are dealing with. I hope and pray you will have peace of mind and soul. Sending love and encouragement

[@stacyjones2605]

I like you without makeup. You are beautiful without makeup !! Such natural beauty !

[@Top2tow]

Jenny, always remember there is a whole world of people out here that keep you in their prayers and who love and care about you. We are not going anywhere. Coming your way is a lot of love and hugs from across the pond❤❤

[@sunnyd3368]

Jenny, I usually do not write comments but I wanted you to know that I am praying for you. Sending you love.

[@michelledaggett529]

Sweet Jenny, your thoughts and worries are real and anyone who has cancer probably have similar thought process. Your a strong woman and you have such a amazing support team! You are always in my thoughts & prayers❤️

[@donnarichey144]

We are praying for good results of your scans and being positive. No one can even know what you go through. I have a sister-in-law going through it too. I pray for her too. Hugs.

[@Catlady003]

Prayers for you Jenny 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️❤️

[@suerosenfeld4612]

I am constantly praying for you.❤

[@anne-mariezack]

You are in my prayers and I hope that your Wednesday appointment brings good news. I'm glad that you are continuing to search for a psychologist which will be good for both you and Kyle. 🙏🙏

[@BKBM30]

❤❤❤❤ love you Jenny the world misses and respects what you have done to increase awareness to lung cancer

[@beckymartinez6898]

Jenny, I am sorry that you are dealing with all these dark days. I will continue to pray for you, Kyle and your babies! I hope the psychologist helps you sort out some of your feelings to give you peace, and praying for good scan results. I feel privileged to be a part of your journey and always look forward to seeing your videos. ❤️❤️💙💝

[@lauramyers-meske5092]

Good luck with your new therapist! You already have lots of appointments out of the home, taking time and requiring a transporter. I hope that you have considered tele-behavioral health.

[@m.lolitaa9940]

You guys are too sweet! ❤ Wishing you health and blessings for you and your family, as well as all the people fighting for their lives with Cancer 🙏🏽❤️

[@SailorGal7353]

You got this girl!!! Sketchers are the best. They are fashionable and give a lot of support.