SUMMERTIME SADNESS | vlog | talking about mental health

[@sa-ye3os]

I’m so proud of you. I promise all of your feelings are valid. Don’t ever feel guilty for not being as happy as you "should be". Because there is no such thing as what should be. You deserve to be happy and enjoy life. I truly do hope things get better. Trying a new medication and maybe therapy may help. Life is a journey, not a destination. Stay strong. Ale, you're amazing, and I'm proud of you for being here.

[@antoinerandall1166]

I feel exactly the same way OMFG bruh u described how I’ve been exactly all summer 💀😐

[@andrerincon3646]

Omg Ale, I completely understand you, I'm going through the same thing, but we will be better

[@alessyafarrugia]

we’ll get thru this together🥰

[@saniyaj4631]

Alessya, I’m literally so grateful for videos like this, especially how you acknowledge feeling like you’re not you when your with ur friends for example, or just simply feeling distant and barely texting anyone either because SO many people can relate, including myself. Remember you’re not alone, and your feelings are so valid. I felt so good and relatable when you mentioned some things because I finally felt like someone actually understood and mentioned it instead of hiding it (like on social media🙄). So many of us are in this together. I love you so much girl and I truly hope you feel better 💗💗

[@madisonmaria7089]

i never thought that anyone would understand or would go through the things i go through until i watched this😭 this made me feel so much better! it’s like i’m not depressed but idk why i’m like this. but you’ll get through this, your feelings are completely valid❤️

[@salima5999]

thank you for being so open alessya 💗

[@soleil291]

you are honestly so strong. take everyday slow & accept whatever it is you’re feeling. because you matter and so does your emotions. I honestly think you are so brave bcs there are days where I feel the same so it’s nice to have someone who I can relate to so thank you alessya, your videos mean a lot. And remember you are not alone 💗

[@kiraboochieng4208]

This has been how I have felt these past few days. I'm tired from just being awake and am trying to push through it but its been really hard. It's a very draining season to be in but I am faithful in the fact that it will be just a season, so much fulfillment and joy still is before me. It's okay not to be okay and I think these moments help us appreciate the good times more. BUT BABES PREPARE FOR THE BIGGEST SLAY OF UR LIFE AFTER THIS SEASON

[@daliabarakat8203]

I think we let ourselves down by putting an expectation on how we should feel. We’re not supposed to be happy or be upset if we aren’t. We’re human and are allowed to feel sad or numb. We don’t have to constantly feel happy. Take ur time ur young u don’t need to be a certain way right now

[@babyiql]

Hi alessya, I also went through a depression and started taking medication last year but I hated the way it made me feel, I was so numb and my brain was foggy, the good thing about it was that it made me get out of bed (I was spending everyday in bed crying and used to skip school a lot, I remember feeling like I wasn't even physically capable of getting out of bed, and the medication helped with that) I think after 2 months I stopped taking them, not because I was feeling good or happy, but I was a tiny bit better and i hated the pills. Once I stopped taking them I felt just how you feel now, I had a lot of ups and downs that made me want to go back to taking them, but I never did and after 1 year I feel a lot better. I don't ever want to take those again. You got this! Don't be so hard on yourself. ❤

[@axxib5985]

Thank you so much for opening yourself up Alessya. I’m starting my second week at university and it plays a small part of it…The other being my outside life. The past few days have been so shitty, making me feel annoyed, stressed as well as overthinking a little. Watching this and hearing you helps so much because it’s REAL. You are representing all aspects of life, a real day by day life and not some unhealthy standard to be “perfect” or ”always happy”. This made me feel so much better knowing that you understand hard shifts when it comes to life and mental health. This made me realize that it’s OKAY, NORMAL and apart of LIFE to feel this type of way. Just even writing that out has lifted weights off my shoulders. Alessya, I’ve followed you on tiktok since late 2019 and I wanna let you know that you an amazing and a true person. You made me feel connected, happy and relatable with such truth. Thank you so so much! ❤️

[@antoinerandall1166]

This was the perfect time and video to post I needed this rn ngl thank you 🤍

[@seanchinake8112]

We're here for you alessya thanks for the vid hope your doing ok

[@rileyethier]

You are the prettiest girl to ever walk this earth and I’m really thankful for you. You were there when no one else was. Hopefully things get better for both of us❤️ I love you!

[@rileyethier]

Omg you did not just notice my comment😭 I love youuuu❤️

[@xoaaliyah]

i relate to you so much ale & it’s comforting knowing that i’m not the only one that feels that way

[@afeenslols5510]

you are such an inspiration and it’s okay to feel the way you do, time is a healer, one day you’ll feel like urself again, i love you 🫶✨

[@liyuaa]

i love u so much bc you’re so realistic and i relate to you so much, you’re such a good person , this makes me feel so safe because i know im not alone, thank u for everything that u do alessya, hope ur feeling better, u deserve many amazing things and deserve to feel happy and like yourself

[@ava.n-p9q]

listen girl i am like new to watching ur vids but you are so pretty yu deserve everything in the world and the amount of people who yu have helped while on ur own journey is insane i satreted watching ur vids about 3 weeks ago but ur tips and tricks are so helpfull and yu are strong and gorgeous so we all love yu and dont worry about not allways being happy we all have a few days where we feel down but trust me happiness will come ur way cuz yu deserve it xx

[@ava.n-p9q]

i feel this way all the time and its hard to get through it so i undersyand x

[@KIMTAEHYUNG-hf9dc]

we love you. I believe in you and we all are so proud of you!

[@Imperfectbella]

Ive been recently been feeling the exact same way, I hope we both get better and find happiness 💗💗💗 don’t forget you are loved!

[@neelon5848]

I understand you ale 100% I went through this but I think one reason for this feeling is because of lack of guidance. Like you don’t know what’s gonna happen in ur life/afterlife I really suggest u look into religions because that’s really what brought me peace.❤ I wish you happiness and success.❤️❤️love uuuuuuu

[@em_ik1956]

I agree with you ! It's also my case

[@michaelacurmi260]

Don’t put pressure on yourself to feel a certain way. It takes time. It’s okay not to be okay❤️

[@sadeiofficial]

Thank you for sharing jour journey with us and being so candid. Sending you lots of love & light. ❤️ Big Aloha 🤙🏾 from Hawai’i 🧘🏽‍♀️🪴🌿🪄

[@Nene-ks6lx]

Think of it like this Ale, your the main character. Characters aren’t perfect that’s the reason for character development;) Your awesome and never invalidate your feelings ❤️Love you so much.

[@emilyanderson4669]

i totally understand this feeling. i hope you feel better soon❤️ we are all here for you!

[@amandamtroncoso5705]

I’m in the same boat love. Thank you for this video 🤍

[@hillaryyfk1373]

I love the fact that you're sharing the goods and bad with us . Just feeling like we're besties💗

[@nicolescsantos]

I also feel the same way almost everyday. I love how open you are about it. I hope you feel better soon.💓

[@Lea-bu8ng]

Love you alessya 💗 I think this video was needed

[@ASMinor]

I am an avid #MentalHealthAwareness advocate and spoken word performer, and I love this so much. I travel the country trying to bring that awareness on stages, in classrooms, hospitals, and on my KZbin channel, so I get excited when I see other advocates. 💙❤

[@angel_a5207]

I love how your always so honest with us we all love you alessya! 💕

[@aisha5491]

Hey queen!! You are so so brave and you should be so proud of yourself! An influencer that really does influence in the right ways and that mere fact should make you feel so so worth it beautiful!

[@yasminsingh100]

I completely felt everything you said in this video I hope your okay girl. Rn things seem shitty but I promise their is always a rainbow after a storm❤️ you got this x

[@mnbvcxz1783]

Hope u feel better soon beautiful ❤️ I think therapy is a great option & meds should be taken w extreme caution bc they don’t solve the problems we deal w just put a temporary bandage on them w other side effects :) sounds like u feel unmotivated, so I would recommend finding a purpose or pursuing a goal, traveling and exploring :))

[@aliciaa7659]

Love you girll 💖💖 please make a lot of vlogs

[@Sasha_xo]

I can relate to this sooo much! Thank you for being so honest and real 💜

[@foodiemonster9188]

Sister opening and reading the Quran will be the only source of happiness to ever last. Doesn’t matter how much money is in your bank card or how many cars you own none of it will matter in the end 💗

[@sumayyakhawaja5174]

I love this

[@maxenaaguto3]

I'm sorry hun ❤You are so amazing, so important, and so loved ❤God bless you all🙏🏽God is so good🙌🏽God loves us all so much🙏🏽❤Turn to God he will guide you and give you strength🙏🏽Trust in Him🙏🏽

[@antianarexhepi9768]

we are in the same boat. When it comes to me I don't feel like I am as fun anymore as I was a couple years ago, as you said with friends I often just sit there and think about something else. I feel so guilty that I am not happy or laughing. Ugh I am depressed tho hahaha, I literally hate life

[@mzriia]

i love ur videos sm, im so proud of u girlll and i rlly hope things get better for u!! 💕💕

[@aysiacchanel]

I’m here for you girl!! So proud of you , love you so much ❤️

[@makii9499]

i feel the same exact way i reached the point where i would cry when i woke up

[@annieg9293]

This is exactly what I’m feeling rn😭 u have described it perfectly but nobody understands fr

[@chichilanam6945]

I never relatef that much of what you said in the begenning like i feel very unalive i have no real emotion and since a month im not exated for anything anymlre. I felt so overwhelmed that my brain is just off rn. I know it take time and i also foget to eat sometimes bc of how i feel mentaly. And i litteraly used to LOVE and DIE for food. And it makes me sad not to have these emotion anymore like i feel nothing. Anyways i hope everyone will feel better💓💓

[@hashimkhanpathan4684]

I’m so proud of you alyessia

[@delusionallymyself]

this is exactly how i feel right now

[@kashaiahthomas1202]

For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future Jeremiah 29:11 “Isaiah 41:10, which says, “So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.” Emptiness is a wake-up call to go to God, who is the only One who can turn emptiness into fullness, and fill us with His fullness and blessing, even if everything around us remains in emptiness.

[@moniquerizkalla1708]

So true ❤️

[@kashaiahthomas1202]

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[@mo_nicole]

FRIENDLY REMINDER: You should always talk to a doctor before starting or stopping medication! 💕

[@jxosomiss]

saddens me that you don't vlog anymore unless it's sponsored:( I miss you. You're my inspiration because I feel depressed most of the time and you're my comfort zone. Watching you makes me feel okay somehow :(

[@sofiaalessaaa]

Love u alessya please remember ur not alone ❤

[@aliyahdeane]

I’m here for you beautiful hope you’re okay you will get though this you’re strong and pure love you 🫶

[@user-lw7zn2tz7x]

Felt this on another level

[@cn2777]

Ur vidoes make me feel relaxed ❤️ Thank u

[@ismariana3433]

from a different country and a different religion , i love you ❤️

[@idgaf8389]

The sun rises even on the darkest night.

[@em_ik1956]

I just love seeing you ❤️

[@bagdgal]

Off topic but has she done a makeup tut OR A SKINCARE ROUTINE 😭 she is so pretty

[@moschinofan2006]

She has done a skincare routine 😂

[@user-jq1mi4ll7i]

The summer sadness is the worst phase litearly

[@ismariana3433]

i am feeling this right now and it is so bothering i wanna cry 💔

[@Daniellemendoza24]

I swear sometimes it’s just the way society was made… we feel robotic. same shit everyday it gets too routine

[@kumbeendjavera5971]

Love it here 🥰🥰🥰🥰

[@lisanguyo6936]

We will always be with you

[@luvzhaniya]

sis just gets me

[@Crazy_girl512]

Girl I feel bad that I are sad but js know ur baddie fr and ur Italian girl ur even more of a baddie also I’m Italian to love ya

[@jaylenealvarado8478]

Jesus loves you so much girly, so much that he died for your sins and mine. That void and emptiness you feel is only something he can fill. He says he has a purpose and plan for you, he wants you and calls you. Living a life for him is worth it. ♥️ God bless

[@nella8555]

this video made me so sad bc i related so much to everything she said but the ad made it feel like she acts ,, relateable like a normal girl” for us to buy the stuff

[@Jud-rj4cu]

Hope this helps , but I used to feel the same way ,depressed, sad , loneliness. But from the day I converted to Islam I never felt that way . Maybe you could study the religion it may change you for ever ❤❤

[@JasmineNorman2007]

i've put macaroni and cheese in my microwave once without water 😭 it smelled HORRID.

[@rawan.4714]

Hey Alessya 🌸💝 do you recommend any brand for face scrub for oily skin cuz I don’t have any idea which one should I get :((!

[@skylarknapp2249]

I got u I’m a aesthetician

[@lucyvjanaratscher8151]

I f*cking looooovvvee this Girl and the realness!!! You are a so gorgeous Woman🤍🤍 Stay Strong 🫶🏼

[@ΤακαρπούζιατουΒαγγέλη]

Heare in Greece we deep pieces of bread in the salad and its heaven!!!but you always must to put olive ol in it😊 Ps: I feel exactly the way you feel girl especially this month ,i just can't fo anything even if i want ..... anyways i hope things will get better 🙏🥰

[@keerthanaravichandran8385]

May b you should do a social media detox for like a month

[@Daniellemendoza24]

I’ve literally felt the same for months ! Like I’m going to see a therapist because this shit sucks

[@mellyk444]

You're so amazing ily :))

[@SmallsTrini]

How did you get hair to grow back on your bald spots?

[@rnyfault]

Hi alessya 😱😱

[@yosr111]

You will get thru this goddess

[@justindeo15]

Come to vancouver please

[@milliedowney9759]

Love you bae!!!💕💕💕

[@daniellajauregui1540]

Matthew 11:28 Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. 💛

[@alexismattox6952]

I feel this video in dealing with a loss as well as battling my health I’ve been sick for years with vertigo and migraines now I’m dealing with withdrawals and I’m sick with a cold stay strong

[@caaarlyyyy]

i relate to this sm

[@sukdevkaur5910]

Youre not alone

[@wayneguy6043]

Omg, you are a lil beauty , be happy😊

[@saintropezgrl]

i've literally done the ramen noodle thing before 💀

[@Lina-uc9tz]

First slaay 🥂🤙🏻

[@lilliejolie17]

I love your content and I can relate to you so much ❤️❤️

[@deeluther4060]

Good Video as always Lovely thumbnail tho Your Pretty Self Nice Cheeks Structure Happy Amazing Weekend Too 😇Be Bless n Stay safe always😇

[@Rose33222]

Hey alessya you’ll be okay

[@robertmarolt9236]

You are georgious. Like a movie star. Good luck my fancy girl. Robert from Evrope.

[@milliedowney9759]

Thanks Alessia, I know it’s really hard but these transparent videos are actually the ones that help me realize I’m not alone. We can to this!! Just know you have someone across the country here for you and supporting you!🤍

[@Faattx]

how can you be sad your fucking pretty

[@emilyanderson4669]

you can be pretty and still be sad lol

[@ellieroyal7534]

it’s not always about the looks..

[@ebhzti]

what a stupid thing to say

[@antoinerandall1166]

I see ur vision but it was executed horribly ☠️💀

[@saintropezgrl]

pretty people are still human and have human emotions. most beautiful and famous people have some form of mental illness

[@ethanfenlon]

same just same

[@fabimaen7149]

🎉❤🎉

[@jermainelindo6944]

nutmeg spice sugar n cream boy

[@soefify]

you are expirinsing withdrawal symptoms.

[@-MyAAA]

U should try to get closer to god if u have everything and just not feeling happy he maybe be giving u signs to get close with him and follow him on the right path u may no see this but I have hope for you ❤️‍🩹

[@ellieroyal7534]

i think this feeling is common with people that are far away from God. if you want to express your feelings, then i suggest you start your journey with finding peace which is only found in God!!!🤍🤍 hope you’re doing okay🫶🏼 may God bless you

[@aisha5491]

!!!!!

[@ellieroyal7534]

@Ryan Carias but not every religion is correct lol. and to me Jesus isn’t my religion, He’s my saviour!

[@thiswillnotdo6027]

@@ellieroyal7534 thats just arrogance lol "my religion is correct and everything else false!!" prove it

[@ellieroyal7534]

@Xx_marilyn i mean every other person with different beliefs would say the same thing, no? i just KNOW Jesus is the light!

[@ellieroyal7534]

@@thiswillnotdo6027 walk by faith not sight.

[@antoinerandall1166]

17:42 it means u make all around enjoyable content and most importantly content u enjoy doing 🥸🤗

[@antoinerandall1166]

I love that ur vids aren’t highly edited and attention grabbing if that makes sense like this feels real and like ur talking to us as individuals instead of consumers 😭🫶🏽