How A Pro Gamer Successfully Faked His Death (For The Dumbest Reason)

[@MoonWielder]

Deep down, we all knew that Sketchek wasn't really dead because Jaystation would've summoned him.

[@monkeyd.roronoashanks666]

Omhahahha

[@monkeyd.roronoashanks666]

@today was a good day SuS

[@ElonTusk.]

plus jaystation more worse them him anyway

[@theflyingdragon2736]

True

[@ImmortalAssassin47]

Lmaoooo

[@kaproskarleto5136]

"Cloak Type: Feign Death" "Leave a fake corpse upon taking damage and temporarily gain invisibility, speed and damage resistance" yeah, sounds about right

[@grengrengrengren]

Hehe, Dead Ringer

[@silly_lil_guy]

So many robots

[@salteadog33]

@@silly_lil_guy right. Wtf is going on?

[@SadItAintSans]

@@silly_lil_guy just like the game

[@bitboi6541]

the Devs either knew something or just had the luckiest guess

[@TheRealGuywithoutaMustache]

Quite unbelievable how his return was welcomed after faking a terminal illness, if he did this in 2022, he surely wouldn’t have been as successful with it.

[@lbozofrnce5413]

Hey no mustache man

[@lloyd.fw0]

do you comment for a living or smth

[@Dalton_stuff]

Yes

[@Hi-cm1cj]

@@lloyd.fw0 If you are asking that question when he's verified, then you know the answer. 🤦‍♂

[@Susnose]

True.

[@xzenkaii]

The fact that the weapon says "leave a fake corpse" is absolutely perfect

[@hakkomina]

Someone named a separate weapon that as a joke (the dead ringer). That weapon never had anything to with sketchek and it was actually the axtinguisher, the speed boost stat of which was dubbed ‘sketchek’s bequest’ tho that subtitles now been removed.

[@blair3549]

yeah ikr the axtinguisher is the best spy weapon

[@ThePikminCaptain]

Meet the dead ringer

[@leoa1896]

😮ütfù😅

[@paulsd9255]

And just like the Spy, he left a fake corpse and reappeared with a new disguise. And like a bad spy there was a delay before he put on said disguise.

[@kobiemartinbose6126]

This is taking the phrase “I’m gonna do what’s called a pro gamer move” to a whole new level

[@fanoki3937]

LMAO

[@mr.tostinos198]

Pyro gamer move

[@RandomYTShorts97]

Lol

[@SHITSWEEEK]

@Treel because he didnt do anything wrong. he's allowed to lie to as many anonymous people on the internet as he feels like. people need to grow the fuck up and stop acting like unforgiving fundamentalist christians. who gives a fuck if someone you knew died from an illness. him faking one isnt taking advantage or making light if it. he did something truly unique and pulled it off for years and then had a fun way of coming back. i swear the kids on the internet now are a different fucking breed of soft and easily "outraged". grow a fucking pair

[@StephenCh]

@Treel Because he did nothing wrong.

[@chem_vihta746]

the best thing about this is that the item shown with "Sketchek's bequest" as it's name is a dead ringer, an invisibility watch for the spy that allows you to.. you guessed it, fake your death.

[@reallyfastturtle3272]

I didn't guess it...

[@nic_e3234]

Dun dun dunn

[@zyphin-2541]

it was on the axtinguisher because he was a pyro player that made axtinguisher montages so thats why the game tributed him to the axtinguisher pyro weapon

[@chem_vihta746]

@@zyphin-2541 yeah but when he shows an item in the video with the name its the dead ringer

[@deltashot5608]

@@reallyfastturtle3272 i have been arrested for multiple crimes, including: battery on a police officer, armed robbery, grand theft, declaring war on italy, and public indecency. I will be escaping prison on: march 18th

[@scenexhoe]

The fact that someone said "Absolute speechless, His legend would live on forever" Did really come true... (im not that person.)

[@Master_Rater]

@Don't Read My Profile Photo ok

[@tanjoy0205]

He did a IRL Resurrection Arc.

[@tiny_fr0g028]

Technically yeah it did 😂

[@angrywalrus6523]

Lol

[@justinx590]

rofl

[@AWF1000]

I got to hand it to him. He managed to map out a storyline for his departure. Lol

[@morelorel]

legendary

[@notoftentold4076]

All you kids need to get a life. I never heard of anything mentioned in this video and thank God for that.

[@leejjjjjjj1]

no, what he did doesn’t deserve any sort of respect in the slightest

[@magicsack]

Yeah, you're some sad people if you respect his actions.

[@dndjhehddhusjdjejdje4698]

@@leejjjjjjj1 It does. Its nobodys f business about HIS life

[@romanaa7070]

The only credit I give him is that he could've continued the lie and explained his return by saying he miraculously recovered. It doesn't forgive the situation in its entirety but coming clean helps people forgive mistakes.

[@drakesilmore3760]

He could have also stuck closer to the truth and say he was addicted and needed to take extreme measures to stop playing and not having the addiction ruin his life. Plus, he could have been afraid that people would try to beg him to return.

[@romanaa7070]

@Treel yeah I think the mysterious build up to his return takes away from the credit given

[@Falsealarm.]

@@drakesilmore3760 maybe he was addicted to anime girls in japan

[@harmonycstalker]

@@Falsealarm. What.

[@Horrifyingabomination]

@@drakesilmore3760 b-but he wasn't addicted????

[@HeySlatt]

i dont even be knowing half the people this dude talk about. but the detail and info V2 has on these videos is like a netflix documentary

[@ZENMASTERME1]

Totally Agreed

[@pissiole5654]

i barely know any of them haha

[@corrosivecub]

i know right. this is amazing journalism.

[@F0UR3V3R]

@Rare one idc but glad to see youre happy its finally here

[@tnorki]

Is this even english anymore?

[@MegaSparkster]

If this was a hated channel who faked their death and came back like that, there would be outrage. I can't believe this guy got away with pretending to be terminally ill, worrying his fans. He should've just been honest at the start, it's really not that hard.

[@spectruum]

People do mistakes, most of the time it's minor but every once in a while you do a large fuck-up that you remember for your whole life. This is one of them.

[@z_xd_lol]

like the other person replied, sometimes you do things you really shouldn’t, and can’t take back what you said/did and it makes it really hard to just say “hey i didn’t mean it” while also knowing the longer you wait the worse it will be

[@z_xd_lol]

i’m sure you’ve also done something you shouldn’t have and known the feeling

[@SpennyBoi]

Even though you want to it can be really hard to tell people you were straight up lying about dying

[@MegaSparkster]

I personally don't think he should've lied about being dead in the first place. He could've simply left KZbin or made an update video explaining that he wasn't interested in making videos anymore. He disregarded the feelings of his fans who were worried, upset and felt grief.

[@someguy8437]

Just wanting to "go out with a bang" and faking a terminal illness like that is not cool, but at the time he thought that gaming was ruining his life. You can't argue with that part.

[@papelhat4265]

I also can’t really blame him for not wanting the TF2 community to know he quit making videos, they’re known for harassing KZbinrs who stop making TF videos

[@Yoriichi2378]

That part of the tf2 community is not the true Tf2, True tf2 is people chilling and not harrasing

[@papelhat4265]

@@Yoriichi2378 literally look at Muselk. He was harassed (and still is) because he doesn’t make TF videos anymore. Multiple creators have come out and said they’ve received harassment for making any form of content that isn’t TF2

[@notoftentold4076]

All you kids need to get a life. I never heard of anything mentioned in this video and thank God for that.

[@lawjef]

Huge red flag: I will be as honest as I can (!) Honesty doesn’t need caveats unless it is prohibited by the law (.e.g non disclosure agreement, defamation, etc)

[@The_BlOb]

This actually drives home a point. Internet relationships (whether they be one sided hypothetical relationships with a content creator, online friends on discord, or just people you know on the internet) are very fragile. In the sense that, if someone suddenly stops all online activity, you have no way of knowing what actually happened to them. It's kind of sad to think that something like this might happen to some of us in the days to come, and none of us would be any the wiser about what happened to them. It's kind of sad.

[@clownrat5759]

Happened to me and a friend. We had a group chat of 3 friends and out of the three of us, me and A lived the closest. E lived across the country. A came into the groupchat one night saying some VERY concerning suicidal stuff, and then suddenly disappeared without any context. Nothing. Gone. I reached out on every platform I could think of, I was either blocked on everything or they deleted everything. I was on the verge of a panic attack, my friend E WAS panicking and I was about to call the police because I knew the general area they lived in. Then, A comes back acting like nothing happened at all and treats it as a joke. I still carry a lot of resentment against A for that, even if we are still friends

[@doesthisIookinfected]

@@clownrat5759 Not defending A as I don't know much, but they were probable having an episode.

[@BenetbenetLive]

im dying of a extremely terminal illness as we speak

[@bungiecrimes7247]

@@BenetbenetLive okay I won't remember you lol

[@cagneybillingsley2165]

was it meant to show how no one cared because i kind of wish he was still dead

[@Ishan.khanna]

Stuff like this is why being skeptical is a good thing... Id rather not believe some information on the internet unless it provides absolute proof. Edit : Oh god why does every single one of my comments start a flame war...

[@pirilon78]

@@TeamFortressTwoGaming except 99% of the time its not

[@DavidKen878]

@@TeamFortressTwoGaming How is that proof? Because they said it themselves? Do you know what lying is?

[@z_xd_lol]

if someone says they’re dying, 99% of the time they’re telling the truth and it’s kind of extremely rude to just act like they could be lying

[@siodidio]

@@z_xd_lol You would be shocked by the amount of fucked up shit people lie about. To be fair, I would have trusted this guy simply by seeing no reason not to. He had nothing to gain by lying about some shit like that. If all he wanted was to distance from the community, all he had to do was make a statement about it.

[@pirilon78]

@@z_xd_lol how is it rude to question a random KZbinr on what they say?

[@chaosemralds]

Honestly, if sketchek had been honest from the start, he would have still been considered a legend in the TF2 community.

[@pirilon78]

He still is

[@z_xd_lol]

it’s not that easy to go back on something you did, as you should know from experience

[@gigasmurf7680]

I mean he still is and just be happy that he isn’t actually dead

[@oreos3174]

He definitely is a legend still, he too good with pyro

[@eugenekrabs141]

@@z_xd_lol mhm, especially when you never had to do it in the first place

[@FlovsJump]

Cant believe how smart he felt about it, just a kick to the face of each and anyone who felt bad about him passing.

[@meg5323]

He sounded pretty smug about faking a terminal illness. Just gross, honestly.

[@Yoshifuckinghatesorphans]

Its a dick move to fake your death to a fake terminal illness. Knowing how many people died to illnesses like technoblade and kitty as mentioned and edd gould. Its like all those people who died to these illnesses was all a joke and it was funny to him.

[@LongBeach88]

Ahhh yes internet nobody’s posted rip and then moved on 2 secs later. 😂 He sure broke their hearts.

[@EdgieAlias]

@@LongBeach88 Dude, LazyPurple fuckin posted tributes for him under the context that he died, and Soundsmith talks about it too. You're so weird.

[@ItIsYouAreNotYour]

They are fans, not friends. Same "fans" that would unsubscribe and never watch you again for saying something they disagree with. There is no loyalty, just emotional children.

[@bloodbrawler1438]

He probably felt guilty over the years faking his illness. Then the "Sketchek's Bequest" part on one of the items in-game (Axtinguisher/Postal Pummeler weapon) probably solidified his decision to just tell the truth.

[@danelemin2009]

wtf u on about. why would he feel guilty, he just wanted to do a stunt and probs planned to tell the truth anyway

[@prolichmirox8187]

Completely wrong. The guy literally said that he just wanted to keep playing tf2 and making new videos, he had no choice but to come clean. No regrets

[@whateverwhatever4476]

@@danelemin2009 Because people have a consciousness

[@toolittletoolate]

@@prolichmirox8187 He literally could have just pretended he got better and was struggling with it this whole time and played himself off as innocent instead of coming clean. He had every choice but to come clean, you're completely wrong.

[@ParadiseAndGin]

@@whateverwhatever4476 Sociopaths, psychopaths and narcississts want to have a word with you, because they dont

[@Wendifur_]

Pretty sure him coming back and owning up to lying before anyone called him out is why his channel didn't die like other scammers. Telling the truth versus trying to lie your way out of something goes a long way. But that's just my guess.

[@hunni_chan]

the reason he owned up to it is because people found out he was lying...

[@farhanatashiga3721]

Well considering that none of the movements prior to the "sketchek confirmed" video were considered as the smoking gun so to speak he could've still come out saying "hey y'all so I somehow beat the odds and managed to recover but due to what I experienced I decided to quit for awhile to enjoy life" or something of the sort and I don't think the community would've batted an eyelid over it

[@cracked4707]

@@hunni_chan still better than somone who found lying but still try to defend their lies

[@hunni_chan]

@@cracked4707 there is nothing "better" or good about lying that you're going to die. period

[@marshmelloonpc610]

with no reason to lie makes him a very unreliable, and untrusted youtuber. someone I wouldn't ever watch or think about welcoming back no matter how good they are.

[@whanowa]

The opposite happened to me, kinda. After my best friend died, I was in a dark place. I made a video for the channel just in case that I'd ever die unexpectedly. I scheduled it to one year in advance, planning to renew it by another year every time. But I forgot about it. So...for a short moment almost 200 viewers of that video thought I had died - while I was sleeping at home. God, that was embarassing.

[@craigbaker593]

@sploopxl he's not exactly well known, who would care

[@SpiritWolfeMoon]

@@craigbaker593 My dude, just cause he isn't super popular doesn't mean nobody would care.

[@PichDextro]

@@craigbaker593 Have you ever seen 200 people in a room together? I think people on the internet forget very fast what numbers actually look like in person. Everything under 100k isn't big for them. All it takes is literally one single person to care and your question would be invalid.

[@rickrolled3666]

Finally its here. YES kzbin.info/www/bejne/fYWrnXahbMt4hbs

[@samuelwaller4924]

@@craigbaker593 dude with only 200 viewers it's very close connection

[@jtpal12]

If he fakes his death again to escape Niji, I wouldn't hold it against him

[@DearestSheepMC]

NAAAHHHH

[@theguyfromtsukihime3898]

Imagine a few months later niji makes an announcement saying sonny "died" and that his death was negligible

[@togek1ss]

💀

[@LondynMaloney-xi3el]

Fr💀

[@arinimochuu]

I hope his song choice is still as awesome as

[@testamenter]

I remember watching his videos when i was a child, trying to be like him, a professional. I remember his "Fake Death" Nerfs of weapons that he was using and etc

[@not_funny_I_didnt_laugh]

@Don't Read My Profile Photo ok we won't

[@shumishumi2059]

“You Either Die A Hero, Or You Live Long Enough To See Yourself Become The Villain”

[@vrtigohfrl]

@today was a good day NO

[@f.r3644]

KZbin is a warehouse for bot accounts, we just hang out here cause we aren't smart

[@testamenter]

@@f.r3644 I agree

[@notmooxchicken4novlogsandn962]

Gonna be real, faking a terminal illness is a shitty thing to do but god I have thought about faking my death so often and this guy actually did it, lol

[@BloodDragoon]

Most I've done is fake a cold to get out of school lmao

[@coreyu4590]

Yeah and that's reasonable to think that way, but to try and gain clout/ followers is sickening

[@sotmh7-34]

Romans 3:23 New International Version 23 for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, Romans 6:23 For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord. John 3:16 New International Version 16 For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. Romans 10:9-10 New International Version 9 If you declare with your mouth, “Jesus is Lord,” and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. 10 For it is with your heart that you believe and are justified, and it is with your mouth that you profess your faith and are saved.

[@exploranator]

Faking your death is not illegal. You can disappear, start a new life elsewhere, and life outside of the records.

[@megawatts-jq5xm]

Hey just wanted to tell you that Plz read everything btw Jehovah and his son Jesus Christ love you so much that God would send his one and only son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for our sins and rose from the dead 3 days later Get a relationship with God and Jesus and confess for your sins and Live for Christ and not the world and allow God and Jesus into your hearts. God and Jesus are trying to save you from going to hell. HELL IS NOT A JOKE. Jehovah and Jesus are all of our Gods and Lords and Saviors✝️✝️✝️✝️SPREAD THE WORD✝️✝️✝️Pray to Jehovah and his son Jesus Christ get saved today ✝️✝️✝️✝️SPREAD THE GOSPEL✝️✝️✝️✝️✝️

[@jackgainey315]

What people don’t realize is the tf2 community had bad abandonment issues. Had sketcheck been honest, he would have gotten a ton of hate and harassment. Ironically the only way for the community to remember him as positively as they did was for him to die. And I think understanding that makes his decision a lot more understandable.

[@obbyg4ming905]

and i say fuck to all that. if i was in his shoes, and they were going to hate me for leaving, then i would just be extra motivated to leave as fast as possible. why should you be concerned about how a toxic fanbase thinks about you?

[@whatdidyouexpectanactually7891]

I absolutely agree, it was a bit of a damned if you do damned if you don't scenario for sketchek

[@farris1104]

You shouldn’t have to lie about a terminal illness to maintain your reputation. If he was going to leave anyways, his reputation shouldn’t have even been a big contributing factor. He could have easily just left without a word.

[@littunes4284]

Heat 🥵 kzbin.info/www/bejne/aYjKlISurK6KnM0 Heat🔥

[@theobserver4214]

@@farris1104 You shouldn’t, but welcome to the post 2016 TF2 community.

[@Agurilyyyy]

And then he turned into a yellow highlighter

[@bungoustraykids04]

You cant be real

[@NoWayX10]

he turned into a 2d yellow highlighter anime man@@bungoustraykids04

[@Bruhbhrisnbrubruhg]

Wait so that’s actually his account? (Sonny brisko)

[@Ashley-oh6kd]

@@Bruhbhrisnbrubruhg yes, he's joined to a place where fake people gathered.

[@Zrlen]

CRYING RN THATS LEGIT FUNNY 💀💀

[@jayceewilliams5250]

as someone who knew nothing of this, the way he returned with the like clues and stuff is pretty cool, but faking to be dead isn't at all

[@adenmitchell7633]

@Rare one I know where you live

[@PurgPurg]

I mean it’s not that cool because it shows that he isn’t sorry at all he doesn’t even remotely regret it

[@glamglam8347]

@@PurgPurg these people dont have lives or real connections thats why they can sympathise with a pathological liar

[@diyfu]

@@glamglam8347 sure man

[@Spuub]

Honestly, what sketchek isn’t that bad compared to what other creators have done, he doesn’t seem like such a bad guy

[@pozil2526]

Despite faking his death, the way he revealed his return was considerably cool.

[@isaiahp.4609]

Yeah, it was a pretty good arg for a beginner.

[@kaeyasimp3918]

@@isaiahp.4609 maybe he just wanted to make an arg the entire time

[@randomprozimity]

I guess we're all just too used with influencers faking their saddness and keep lying about things making his return with truth yet bitter taste a bit refreshing.. atleast thats imo

[@HoneyBun44]

How was it cool?!

[@chrome1018]

“My death was extremely exaggerated”

[@fatherWolt]

As someone who has been in the TF2 community for a long time I can confidently say a large majority of people watching TF2 youtubers are beyond unhinged and have no sense of boundaries. Had he just quit his audience would have thrown a fit, I don't agree with him faking his death, but having seen other TF2 youtuber's audiences do a total 180 on them and become almost hostile because they either want to branch out, or got bored with TF2. If it's to be believed that he felt videogames were ruining his life, it's probably true he was suffering from some degree of mental illness, and I can sort of understand why he would lie about his leaving, especially if he's seen other people in the community face backlash for not wanting to play the game anymore. I think the the terms of morality on youtube, stating you have a terminal illness of some sort isn't the worst thing anyone could do. I don't like the fact that he had donations on his channel, that's really scummy in my opinion. However this doesn't really hurt as many people as some of the awful stuff other youtubers have done (scams, false flags, child exploitation etc)

[@roozki808]

Internet went from 2012-2019 being the extremely harsh/horrible levels of dark humor with no boundaries, to 2020-2022 where everyone gets too sensitive and has to share their opinion on any matter. It just sounds like Sketchek said, it was a horrible joke, but when he made those vids saying «un named terminal illness» or whatever, atleast he pulled his sick joke by vaguely mentioning shit and letting the fanbase build the rest of that story in their imagination. I feel like it would’ve been a lot worse if he genuinely faked cancer or ALS or named an illness that people have lost lives to. I remember being a teen online 2012-2017, it was so fucking normal for people to say «get cancer you fucking loser» as like an attempt at dark humor, but now that shit just feels so childish because most of us grew up beyond that.

[@bigbig-jg3he]

He's a vtuber now btw, Sonny Brisko kzbin.info/door/uuAb_72QzK0M1USPMEl1yw

[@miker1640]

I honestly am not mad at the "terminal illness" lie, its only truely only a lie, and he even apologized, people where just mad because they god offended, at least he didn't lie about having cancer or any advanced organ diseases, he just needed a break and thats what he got, maybe he didn't deliver it correctly but you cant get mad at someone wanting attention, its what humans are built around, a social life, and attention can give you one.

[@alicedanger]

Seeing those tweets and comments in the video, I believe you about the audience being unhinged. I completely understand getting emotional because someone (even a stranger) is dying young, and unexpectedly, but some of those people are lunatics. They're talking about his impact on their lives as if they knew him personally. You just watched him play video games not solve world hunger. Goddamn. Get some perspective, people!

[@Ronaldo-eu1nz]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/aZ24oWV5ZdWGlbs finally its here,

[@katherynedarrah4245]

For someone in their last six months of life, Sketchek sounded amazing! Terminal illnesses make you feel like crap, then you sound like crap

[@tangerine_9627]

I hope you enjoy your last 6 months :(

[@janadweny8890]

@@tangerine_9627 i think they were talking about sketcheck😭

[@murlocmasher3368]

Almost as if he was feigning sick?

[@gunsway6127]

@@tangerine_9627 LMAOO

[@Immmboreddd]

@@gunsway6127 what's funny?

[@strawberri.8763]

Definitely messed up of him to fake a terminal illness and death especially considering how dedicated his fans were but I also feel bad because once you do something like that its really difficult to prove that you’ve changed even if you have. And nobody owes you forgiveness.

[@Lostbreva]

Yeah I do think he did something messed up but it's a lot better to come clean and apologize than to lie your way out it. I feel like that shows honesty and guilt. I like your pfp and name btw :D

[@Phelps-1247]

​@@Lostbreva Honesty? He kept it a secret for 3 years, he obviously only came back cause he was in need of an income.

[@Lostbreva]

@@Phelps-1247 honesty as in coming clean. I'm not talking about the intent

[@denizcaliskan908]

imagine your response to your favorite content creator not actually being dead is "im extremely dissapointed". I respect his decision cuz in the end, if he wouldve just went "im quitting gaming cuz its destroying my life bye" then people wouldve been spamming him 24/7 saying he should return.

[@brxzbze]

@@denizcaliskan908 yeah, tbh with the way the internet works I don't entirely blame him. he definitely could have gone about it another way, though.

[@ChilledBacon]

this is definitely one of those "i wish i hadnt done that one thing i thought was a good idea but now realize i was a dumbass and this will probably haunt me forever" moments

[@hugoumero9723]

this guy used Kitty0706 death from views

[@house_cocoon]

@@hugoumero9723 pretty sure kitty died after sketchek faked his death

[@littunes4284]

Heat 🥵 kzbin.info/www/bejne/aYjKlISurK6KnM0 Heat🩸

[@catchara1496]

@@house_cocoon no kitty died 5 months before

[@house_cocoon]

@@catchara1496 oh whoops, my bad

[@sardonicus1739]

I would like to point out as someone who drenched themselves in the tf2 community for years, that tf2 fans have a bad habit of turning on creators who leave the community to do other things and other games. A lot of tf2 fans seem to think if a creator got their start through tf2, they now belong to tf2 forever and can't do anything else or they are abandoning and failing the community that made them popular in the first place. Since there's a lot of toxic fans like that there would be a pressure to not be honest. The community might turn on him as quickly as they did to people like STAR_. Dying seems like he would go through a lot less drama in the short term since no one could really get mad at someone leaving tf2 for that reason.

[@rainchopper898]

Generally, there is a certain portion of the TF2 community that is very boisterous and toxic in this regard. A lot of complaining for any dumb reason. We shouldn't give any cares as to what they supposedly think.

[@sardonicus1739]

@@rainchopper898 I feel like what you're saying is very easy for someone like you or me, but for major content creators who get thousands of eyes on them, they're going to have to deal with more serious harassment than some mean words like doxing, and even insane people calling their place of work to try to get them fired. Do you even know what it's like to be popular enough that that kind of harassment is pretty much a given? It's not nearly as easy to ignore as you think. It's not the same as somebody just leaving you an angry comment which can be easily ignored. It's thousands of people ganging together trying to dog pile and destroy you in any way possible. I feel like when you don't deal with that sort of level of harassment that comes from popularity it's really easy to try to play a moral high ground and just be like, "ignore it." cause they've never had a crazy fan going to their grandmother's Facebook page to harrass their family, or call their job lying and saying they've been stealing, or calling the police to swat their house. There's a genuine lack of safety when there's so many eyes on you.

[@cuntpoopoo2968]

Thank you! proves that tf2 community is not as good as they say

[@mrholeio3060]

The problem is that he faked a terminal illness just to get away from the game.

[@thepumpkinking8678]

Exactly, remember when Muselk used to play TF2 and got a ton of backlash to switching to OverWatch and then Fortnite later. The TF2 community is genuinely one of the most toxic fanbases out there as we feel we are entitled to everything, literally scroll r/TF2 for 10 seconds and you'll find someone complaining.

[@mysticmaya9426]

Watching all tributes people make.. Wouldn't that make someone feel guilty? Seeing how devestated people are? And he's like "jk lol, I'm alive" Gosh it's frustrating

[@gamegladi8or669]

It wasn’t “jk lol” it was more like he realised how wrong it was and he could no longer lie about it. He felt guilty because he knew it was wrong. I’d much rather someone pretend to die and then admit they lied, than actually tragically die.

[@southgamer2154]

@@gamegladi8or669A shilling outlook

[@paulsd9255]

I’d much rather not pretend to die and just make an exit, temporary or permanent, from YouTubing without traumatizing your fanbase.

[@glizzygladiator8055]

No one is entitled to feel bad for you, even if they caused it. Maybe.. maybe if people didn’t get so emotionally invested in the internet they wouldn’t be taken advantage o…🤔

[@EdgieAlias]

@@glizzygladiator8055 "even if they caused it" okay so you want 0 accountability for the actions people take online. You're an incompetent twit.

[@maxresdefault_]

Small note: Sketchek's Bequest isn't the name of an item, it's the name of a stat that was added to his signature weapon. There is, however, an item in the game that lets you feign your death, and some players titled that item after Sketchek as a joke after he came back

[@somecat7272]

This is sickening. After seeing that Technoblade has died, this is truly disgusting. People claiming to have terminal illnesses for clout is absolutely terrible, diseases are not something to play with. Edit: MOM IM FAMOUS Edit 2: I didn’t make this comment because I’ve seen Techno’s death before this, I saw this video way before he died. I wrote it because seeing someone die was the last straw when it came to making a light matter of such things. It was never moral of Sketchek to do such crazy bullshit, or of anyone to ever do this kind of crazy shit. You can’t cover his shit up with “It was a prank” or any bullshit excuse, what Sketchek did is down to fucking horrible. And to the people who said he didn’t do it for clout, you must’ve not watched the video fully or didn’t pay attention. Why go out with a bang? He EXPLICITLY SAID THAT HE WANTED TO GO WITH A BANG! FOR WHAT?! Well, obviously, if you could listen, you could’ve picked up it was for FUCKING ATTENTION. Guess you ain’t got no one to be on the same page nowadays, huh?

[@s0larium]

was looking for this comment. it’s disgusting that he faked his illness and death for attention, when in reality, terminal illness is serious and this kind of loss greatly affects the community

[@portallover3478]

RIP Technoblade. He was truly amazing. I barely even know him, but I can say confidently he loved his fanbase. He was a sweet guy. I dislike how people are 'Memeing' it. He was a real person. The pain in his father's voice. You will be missed, Technoblade never dies. Sketchek is gross and should've never done this. Terminal illnesses is not a joke.

[@gottendrop4026]

That’s what I was thinking

[@Daniquedl]

Thats exactly what i was thinking

[@fighting16falcon]

same here, i just heard that he had died and this showed up on my recommended.

[@Pailers]

I've never heard of this man in my life, but this story is insane. I'm somewhere between extremely entertained, baffled, and grossed out. Holy

[@vencelfoldi8236]

With everything going on in Nijisanji, dude has a once in a lifetime chance to do the most hilarious thing ever.

[@yunnnnnnn.]

BIG BRAIN MOMENT

[@Dressup_Doll]

Twice in a lifetime.

[@neoshenlong]

I think he didn't completely ruin his career because it wasn't that big to begin with. If he had been a bigger KZbinr with a wider audience, he would've been canceled immediately and his career would've taken a huge hit. However since he had a very specific niche and his face wasn't attached to his content at all but rather the game and his skills, it makes sense that the community would just keep watching him.

[@talal3c]

pretty sure if a bigger youtuber wanted to escape the youtube life then he wouldnt care if he got “cancelled” or what. also cancelled is stupid af cus if you only get cancelled if you let yourself get cancelled. meaning only pussies get cancelled. just the truth

[@shallchairsitfallen]

He hasn’t uploaded in 10 months and all vids have comments disabled why do people think they have accepted him back lol

[@Submersed24]

yup. same reason NFL players like deshaun watson and AB get a job after they do all that shit. people will forgive wayy too easy

[@chococlair2035]

@@shallchairsitfallen No, he didn't upload because he ditched his sketchek persona and became a vtuber. I'm most definitely sure he is Sonny Brisko from Nijisanji EN, since their voices are exactly the same. Bro faked an illness and is still earning thousands every day...

[@ink8027]

@@chococlair2035 dude what he did was fucked up but so is casually doxxing

[@QweRinatrtY]

kind of funny how you decided to use the Dead Ringer when showcasing Sketchek's Bequest. You know, since the watch allows you to feign your own death

[@the_real_skateboard]

cracked detail in the video

[@regularshowman3208]

It's kind of baffling that this is was even debated at all among the community. Beloved or not, this dude casually faked having a terminal illness just because he "wanted to go out with a bang", something that's incredibly disingenuous and extremely gross to be regarding so flagrantly. I know that people can change and it could have been a matter of him regretting his action years later, a lot can change even in 3 years, but from the video played it doesn't seem like that, it just seems like a casual shrug like "oh btw i faked my illness but i wanna make videos again haha". It tells me that he didn't really understand the gravity of what he had done at the time, even after three years of letting it settle in. Although I think the thing that really cements how this wasn't him realizing he'd fucked up was him making some spooky ARG out of his return like he was being fun and cheeky.

[@shmondo9346]

It’s cool cuz it was pretty funny 👍👍👍

[@silverwatermermaid1563]

Plus turning it into an ARG makes it feel more calculated, i get the feeling he did that to hype up his channel again in the hopes that he wouldn't loose too many fans and i guess it worked

[@regularshowman3208]

@@silverwatermermaid1563 Exactly. This whole thing just feels like he didn't fully understand the gravity of what he'd done, and he didn't take it seriously.

[@TheGaming100]

okay??? so would you rather him dead? Its either that or this situation. I think its clear which is better

[@regularshowman3208]

@@TheGaming100 I mean, sure, I'm glad he's not *dead,* this is technically the more preferable outcome to that, but that doesn't somehow absolve him of doing something fucked up. Just because one is worse doesn't make the other not bad.

[@galens403]

He really does sound like Sonny Brisko. That’s crazy

[@Slithering-Pyro]

He IS Sonny Brikso

[@staplesregal5234]

to be fair, if he was play enough video games to ruin his life he might have actually been suffering from addiction. addicts lie all the time, it's a symptom and lying to put yourself in a position to get away from whatever is hurting you is ultimately healthy. If faking his death actually saved him I wouldn't hold it against him.

[@mac2312]

Gaming is not good

[@internetconspiracy7525]

@@mac2312 yes you are right it is actually the other way around ''what a place like you doing in a girl like this'' -Deadpool

[@myquest666420]

Dude, I’m an addict and I’ve never told and a lie in my entire life! (Another example of an addict lying)

[@moogcult6492]

@@mac2312 no, gaming is not good or bad, it just is, much like tv, books etc its a negative influence when it starts harming your life

[@iro6758]

That would just mean that him returning, and the boost in his viewership - are the worst possible outcome. We're describing a powerful relapse into an addiction that made the man fake his own death. What's he going to do, this time?

[@danieldavis4545]

For those of you who don't play TF2, there was never an item memorializing Sketchek, there was a line with an effect added to his favorite melee weapon. The item stats that SunnyV2 used were for a spy weapon called the dead ringer which is used to fake your own death.

[@boombox5046]

And a player named the weapon Sketcheks Bequest as a joke due to the weapon allowing the user to feignt their death

[@ethanedwards3357]

Specifically, that item is the Axtinguisher for the Pyro. The Axtinguisher does less damage than the normal fireaxe, but deals a guaranteed crit on burning enemies, at the cost of extinguishing them. The effect is "Hitting an enemy with afterburn deals additional damage based on the amount of afterburn time remaining." This is in addition to the Crit, by the way.

[@aslightlystablefootsoldier9838]

Whoever wrote Sketchkek's Bequest on the dead ringer is a comedic genius.

[@KannaDHD]

i bought a name tag just for this

[@julioaugusto1529]

The whole "I'm sick with a terrible, terrible illness" speech was so theatrical I would have suspected it was a joke from the start

[@Sierra-058]

Wait aren't you the same dude from the guy named prowler??

[@jjjellyfizh]

i mean he could’ve came back saying that he survived and was back to making videos but anyways☠️

[@alphabee8171]

i suppose he wanted to tell the world that he managed to fake his death, what's the point of making stories if you can't tell anyone.

[@c00lg00p]

I don’t think he would have wanted that. From what I could tell, he sounded like he felt really guilty

[@Soipelez]

That would have been morally reprehensible though. He sounds like a pretty genuine person who made a shitty decision at a major turning point in his life.

[@gamegladi8or669]

@@alphabee8171 he felt guilty

[@gamegladi8or669]

He came back because he felt guilty about lying and he couldn’t deal with it anymore. That’s called realising your mistake and being honest

[@ugopaleni2131]

Wild theory: His terminal illness was depression, which led him thinking about taking is own life. Eventually got away from video games had a good experience in Japan, decided not to kill self and was left with telling people about his struggles or just be like “yeah it was just a joke”

[@philyjfry]

Hmmmm makes sense. I mean someone with depression probably doesn't wanna talk about it. Probably wants to just move on to the better times. Fact is he wants to move on and it's best we just remember him for the best times he gave.

[@cuntpoopoo2968]

tf did Japan come into the theory Chances of a depressed person Going through a japanese train surviving is 0 if you know you know

[@ugopaleni2131]

@@cuntpoopoo2968 lol fair enough. It just came in the theory because in the video he says he was having a great time in Japan and stopped playing at that time.

[@davechongle]

thats what i was thinking as well.. but "ohh he did it for attention," and such.. maybe this reaction proves him right for putting it as a physical illness instead of mental illness. it isnt as much of a wild theory as a plainly logical theory, but people just write off mental health as an aspect.

[@tea3769]

Perhaps he had depression, definitely was in a bad mental place, but in Japan he actually was kicked out of the house and was sort of homeless for a year or two and severe social anxiety + sorta language barrier kept him from working and he wandered until a friend helped get him turned around again

[@randomindividual769]

He straight up couldve vanished without a word for years and THEN start the hunt with secret codes. THAT would have been infinitely better than the shit he pulled. I still can't believe he got away with it. People are so weirdly ready to forgive anything a person does if "They are the best at the game" but I say fuck that. Being a god at a game does not excuse genuinely shitty behaviour. Edit: I didn't think my comment would get this much attention, this is fun to read. That is all.

[@randomtexanguy9563]

i agree

[@pudumaro]

yeah but wasnt he like a kid?

[@mauroghen]

I didnt forgive him for his talent. He was never a "personality" youtuber. you watched the channel for the clips, not the user behind it, so it didn't emotionally affect me as I wasn't emotionally attached in the first place. its simply up to how emotional you are. he had no intention to gain anything from the whole event, hell, asked you to unsubscribe.

[@DragnYT]

can't lie though, having mad video game skills can compensate for some things

[@averagejoe8358]

I mean, it was pretty funny ngl

[@kennadamitz2148]

I feel conflicted on the effort he put into coming back, the whole mystery he created and hunt he sent people on is honestly cool, but I can’t tell if it comes off as giving the people who really cared something as an apology, or still seeing the whole thing as a game. I can’t get a read on this guys current empathy level, but obviously in the past it was pretty low.

[@ethanotoroculus1060]

You're definitely right. It's important to consider what might have changed in that time, too. Good on you for pointing it out.

[@MrKhaz101]

The fact that he did it to make money totally invalidates any concept of empathy. Dude’s straight up a scammer, what a piece of shit.

[@xaviergl]

I mean in his defence he did say “even if i healed im not coming back” so assuming he’s dead was entirely on them, everyone went with it

[@twiggy1253]

@@xaviergl but he said it was terminal and he didn’t have long to live.

[@tsumies]

learning all this and knowing what he’s doing now feels absolutely insane

[@fxlowz]

what does he do

[@tsumies]

@@fxlowz he’s a vtuber in one of the largest vtubing agencies lmao

[@fxlowz]

@@tsumies o

[@tsumies]

@@fxlowz yeah LMAOO

[@isthatawormwildbowreferenc4562]

is he really in nijisanji holy shit??

[@LittleBiscuit]

I’m honestly in awe somebody got away w/ that. “He seems genuinely sorry” not to me, his only reason for coming clean was “I want to make more videos” not an actual apology to me in the slightest. Who fakes their death for attention? That’s just sad.

[@CaspienTheWatcher_87]

I’m in agreement, what Sketch did was wrong and I heard a lot of people respected him before this. Also, didn’t expect to see you here btw. Small world, glad to see you’re doing well and I wish you the best.

[@leroy2k582]

Before the whole debacle he was pretty respected and genuinely a great guy and also he don't have any monetary gain for his videos he just makes them for fun so idk what u talking bout

[@sentryishere]

@IkeaChairLeg Why are you treating this like its just a "mistake" he faked his own death and left his fans morning for years on end just to come back and said he did it as a "joke" idc how much of a great guy he was Fuck him you don't just leave your fans morning your fake death for years on end as a "mistake" i would rather have his channel buried and forgetten

[@indianfortniter1464]

Got away ? You literally have fucking nothing ro do with him

[@projectphantom3135]

@IkeaChairLeg people make mistakes but you still have to hold them accountable

[@badpixel3248]

I'm pissed because I do understand what he meant by the whole "video games ruined my life" and how awful something like that might feel, but he should have just come and said that outright. He lied about having a terminal illness and that's just wrong. Even if he hadn't opened his channel for support and thus not made any money off of it, he still lied about it, and I don't think he should just be welcomed back with open arms because of it..

[@joeyjojos5839]

I don't get how he didn't think that would have been an acceptable way to quit. Maybe he just had no intention of coming back at the time, so he didn't care about his reputation. He could have just made some kind of rage video being like "Fuck it, I hate video games they're ruining my life. I quit." and it would probably give the shock factor he wanted without being deceptive.

[@yharim180]

I understand, but you underestimate the TF2 community. I've been here for a while now, and every other sunday a content creator is under attack. He probably wanted to avoid that, but didn't really do it in a great way. I don't hate him though

[@konvex69]

I cant blame him too much the only reason we live anyways is to go out with a "bang" like he said. To at least be remembered.

[@konvex69]

I also dont like the fact that people's first reaction was "Why did you lie" rather than "omg he was actually fine". Feels like people only liked seeing him when he was uploading and we he stopped they felt that being empathetic about it was a moral obligation not a genuine reaction.

[@littunes4284]

Heat 🥵 kzbin.info/www/bejne/aYjKlISurK6KnM0 Heat

[@NettoAzure]

Sadly this didn't talk about the other side of the coin as for the reason why this happened, where he was kicked out of his house for being a video game NEET and thought video games were ruining his life. Then had to spend a year or 2 wandering Japan as a hikki until he was basically saved by a friend. There are reasons why some people go off the deep end at times and I am just happy he is doing well mentally these days. I do agree he should have been just straightforward and admitted to the reason why he had to leave, I think people would have been quite understanding and empathetic. But young edgy teens on the internet thought "going out with a bang" like that was the thing to do. Internet culture can be quite the drug.

[@SteffyCush]

had no idea about the hikki part, can't help but feel for him with that type of isolation, happy to hear a friend helped him there. also really well put abt internet fame, v v true

[@NettoAzure]

I think times have changed from the early 2010's Internet culture wise. As we can see here from the wide-ranging sentiment that faking chronic illness is a bad thing otherwise. Sketchek talked in his apology video wanting to make it as hard as possible to come back as at the time he left he thought that the video game addiction he had was ruining his life as I said earlier. The point I do want to make is, today 2022-wise people are much more accepting of mental health issues and saying "hey my parents are kicking me out of the house, I won't have access to the internet in a stable manner for a long time and I need time for myself to get better" I think folks will understand. But from what I gathered, the TF2 fanbase at the time would probably had just made fun of it or whatever. Which is why if you look for his Sketchek content nowadays it's been scrubbed by him. He wanted a fresh start away from all this drama, and I am quite happy that he is at a better place living plus mental health wise, and with what content he is creating nowadays.

[@sdfsdf2205]

What if I told you, he lied about all of that? That it was just a sick joke and to manipulate the narrative to bring in more viewers. You're just basing what he's saying, considering faking his own death, his words coming back should have always been presented has such, take it as a grain of salt. Yet stans ate that up without question.

[@NettoAzure]

@@sdfsdf2205 Honestly, you can get into quite the rabbit hole if you want to research as to why this isn't a lie. Like it's scary how much folks have dug up about this and him since March of this year. Hence why I'm just happy he's moved on from this and is doing more diverse content nowadays. At the same time the irony of SunnyV2 being the one making another video about sketchek made me laugh a lot.

[@sdfsdf2205]

​@@NettoAzure Well if everyone is ok with it, then I guess there is nothing to talk about, to each their own.

[@ThePharaoh9]

Dude faked his death then made some analog horror cipher hunt style stuff just to come back and actually feel sorry. And now nobody really is bothered by it.

[@itsgonnabeanaurfromme]

Why would anyone really be bothered? The people who'd be affected by a death are friends, family, and acquaintances. He didn't fool those people. He fooled nobodies online. What kind of morons are this affected by the death of someone they don't even know?

[@doteleven5890]

@@itsgonnabeanaurfromme Technoblade passing affected tens of millions.

[@Purfait]

@@doteleven5890 Well technoblade didnt fake it right?

[@galatic-wyvern2993]

@@Purfait right? .... you know, Im torn on that one. would love to see more techno and hope hes alive ( he almost certainly isn't) but... I would lose a ton off respect if we was alive and well, and faked it all.

[@MaxerV19]

@@Purfait well...i guess we'll never know will we? We don't know him personally

[@jesusshuttleworth6301]

I love these random/ unknown internet mysteries Sunny introduces us to. Keep it up!

[@Mointuspointus]

man's got replied by 4 bots :skull:

[@RinRin72769]

@@Mointuspointus Everyone is Here *cue SSBU music*

[@danny-mb3pe]

Wtf is this reply man

[@JC05]

@@Mointuspointus I am really hoping these buts suddenly leave youtube one day

[@SadItAintSans]

the replies reminds me of the state of tf2 right now

[@bassyxgrelle8659]

I think he was mainly accepted back because he came clean about everything. He literally could've just popped back on KZbin and been like "hey I beat my illness" and maybe even gone a step further and explain what the "illness" was in order to make his story more believable. But he didn't, and instead explained what he did. I'm not excusing his actions, and coming clean about something isn't enough in any way shape or form, but it is more than a lot of other content creators can say after they do something along the lines of this, or elaborate lies and stuff like that. He wasn't even pressured into coming clean either and did it fully out of his own free will, which I think earned him some bonus points in the community. Once again tho, doesn't excuse what he did.

[@shepparddh]

Why are we trying to still give him props? Could he have not even done this in the first place?

[@idkhahahaha]

Who cares. It's in the past, and he didn't do anything personally harmful to anyone.

[@wolfzmusic9706]

@@idkhahahaha it's still fucked up tho

[@idkhahahaha]

@@wolfzmusic9706 Only to those who consider it offensive

[@elco-coisoriginal]

@@idkhahahaha He scammed people technically

[@aaronforbes1479]

The one thing that threw me off was the fact that he was so calm recording those videos. I know I'd be bawling my eyes out talking about something like this but that could just be me.

[@MrsDragonChef]

Wouldn’t be surprised if he was a sociopath lmao

[@IronIsKing]

You kinda come to terms with it when you are on your deathbed or told you are terminally ill.

[@inbeing3464]

kinda dumb of you to say that because the videos are prerecorded so even if he was telling the truth and he did cry he could just remake the videos

[@Darknitro71]

He mentioned in his vid that he had to rerecord it several times cuz his voice trembled at sertain parts.

[@squigglefifi6125]

@@inbeing3464 kind of dumb of you to say because you could just explain that without being rude about it

[@zholinaarbabzadeh4228]

bro got the double life 😭😭

[@jburges811]

9:17 it really was a "sick" joke. Get it? Cuz... He said he was sick... Bad time? Ok

[@adamsdad7635]

I couldn't believe how many people treated this like the second coming of Christ. What made me scratch my head the most were the morons giving him support as if the offended people were being unreasonable. Of course, these comments were always paired with requests for more videos. A couple minutes of entertainment every few weeks is all they truly cared about. If Sketchek said he was dying and then quit immediately, I'd understand the stupid mistake behind it. This was much more drawn out. Calculated. His apology sounded so sincere because he wanted an audience again. People forgave him not because it was the right thing to do, but because of what they would get in return: content.

[@zephyr6777]

ok?

[@fortnitesexman]

morals and ethics are something i've never been able to grasp so i genuinly don't care that he faked his own death, if anything i find it amusing how many people were offended by it

[@Carbon3979]

@@fortnitesexman tf is your comment.

[@DavidKen878]

@@fortnitesexman They were offended because he lied to them about being sick and had them feeling sorry for him.

[@Fullsight]

@@fortnitesexman I think you're a psychopath dude

[@gagecloete3921]

This content is always so fucking good. Literally like taking a hit every time I click.

[@Kristoff896]

ikr its so like taking

[@IHeartMisato]

wtf is this comment

[@Glacialgaming]

Like I take-

[@not_funny_I_didnt_laugh]

@Don't Read My Profile Photo ok we won't

[@bigboyhours6473]

Pfp🤮🤮

[@skybble]

Fans: “YOU’RE SUPPOSED TO BE DEAD.” sketchek: “ *_I got better?_* “

[@astropgn]

It is so interesting to know that, throughout history, some people do this. Some people disappear out of the blue because they rationally decided to. Some fake their own death because they rationally decided to. Some people change names and go live a different live altogether because they rationally decided to. I am a disinterested party here, I wasn't affected by what he did, so I don't feel anything really. Other than curiosity. What goes on inside these people's head?

[@jello2679]

i feel like it's done for attention a lot of the time - when someone dies, they get talked about, praised, and missed so much in the aftermath. it makes sense how some people would want to witness that if given the opportunity

[@teethcoat4274]

In this case it almost certainly wasn’t done for attention. But everything about the plan was so half-baked and stupid that it got attention. He should have just turned off comments on all his socials and left, like how his channel is now.

[@ka7al958]

I mean many people were not affected by it but still think it's a shitty thing to do, he had donations from people who really cared about him, something doesn't need to affect you to know how low you need to be to actually do what he did

[@Bananaguy7]

@@teethcoat4274 in the video he can literally be heard saying that it was to draw attention.

[@teethcoat4274]

@@Bananaguy7 I think he was lying, personally. If he wanted attention for it he would have made a bigger deal out of it, instead he made one video and dipped.

[@cobradude09]

I never really knew Sketchek back in those days, but my fucking heart sank when Kitty was mentioned :( Elliot goes to school and the other projects kitty worked on were amazing to me! Even to this day i find myself sometimes thinking of clips from the old uploads and referencing them. It delights me to see after all these years, Kitty is still remembered!

[@pizza_booty]

rest in peace kitty0706 i still find myself rewatching the various elliot videos and moments with heavy because they were some of the best out there, not to even mention team fabulous 2.

[@okayokay9569]

This guy is the definition of the meme template: “Didint you die?” “Yes, but I lived!”

[@HappyBeezerStudios]

"the reports about my death were greatly exaggerated"

[@a_singular_nugget]

*dead ringer uncloak sound* *french laughs*

[@SadItAintSans]

@@a_singular_nugget heh ironic

[@CrazyMatthew-dm5ri]

The community: so you died? Sketchek: Well yes but actually No

[@TheShadowIsHere]

The lore is WILD

[@maker0824]

I’m ok with with accepting that he made a mistake, except for the fact that he opened donations after his announcement. I think he should have donated anything that he revived to charity

[@kirayoshikage4057]

If you don't like how he uses the money you donated, maybe you shouldn't be donating... You know, in the similar vein, if you don't like that the hobo you gave $20 to went ahead and bought a bottle of vodka, maybe you shouldn't be giving him any money... Charities are a joke and help noone. If you cared about the hobo you'd call the police (to help get him where he needs to be) and pay the bills for his rehabilitation. Neither a loaf of bread nor $20 nor an used jacket will help the hobo, because him not having any of those is not the problem. Literally anyone can acquire these things if they put some effort into it, and supporting a nation financially that only drives itself further into debt only fuels its self destructive behaviours, instead of you know, actually improving things. If you want to help anyone, maybe go buy a cessna and fly it into a governmental building or two. And if you think I'm an asshole, go look at egypt, country where people work for like $130/month while its leaders are planning to build a monorail worth billions of dollars. And in case you didn't know why that's a bad thing... Well, ignoring the fact that people in question will not be able to afford a ticket, I'm just going to let you know that monorail is a joke and a normal tram/train/metro is all you need. And guess who's funding egypt? The new capital they're building there is going to be more of a joke than Dubai. This is where your charity goes, idiots.

[@potatoman3077]

@@kirayoshikage4057 Awww piss baby need a bottle?

[@fishfishfishfishfish]

@@kirayoshikage4057 jesse what the hell are you talking about

[@furymysteries3276]

@@kirayoshikage4057 you are really stupid. First, The new capital in egypt is made from investor money, not government money. Second, People living in a 3rd world country see 130 dollars as high income, same as egypt, Egypt isn't the usa, its a 3rd world country that is developing, in egypt 130 dollars a month is equal to 2450 egy pounds, this quite a lot, considering that a total of 30 egy pounds can feed u the entire day unless u feel fancy and spend more, thats equal to 900 egy pounds in a month for feed, and the electric bill and water bill arent that expensive, they both could go for 600 total at most, that basically means u spend 1500 egy pounds per month and the other 1000 egy pounds can be saved or be used for anything,

[@furymysteries3276]

@@kirayoshikage4057 and by the way, the new capital has already sold 70% of its space, and soon its going to sell the rest.

[@stormninjabros025]

He could've left the KZbin community by just being honest about how he actually felt, not faking some terminal illness. Seriously, it's one of the dumbest reasons to fake a terminal illness.

[@abird7833]

I think at the time the TF2 community was a lot more toxic and those that attempted to leave it struggled. I think a channel named Ster_ had issues, but I don’t remember well

[@rejvaik00]

It's dumb yes but it's not a crime If anything it's just the equivalent to a mediocre publicity stunt

[@JPLangley_]

TF2 is a game that’s even harder to hold an audience upon switching to a new game than League of Legends. Not only that, but the TF2 community on KZbin is absolutely deranged and will piss themselves every time they believe a TF2ber is going to quit creating and publishing TF2 content.

[@ahyessmoxersarehere6905]

@@abird7833 poor Ster, hated because he wanted to stop playing a video game and play the next one; its like the community can't accept that their game isn't the main focus of people's lives sometimes

[@littunes4284]

Heat 🥵 kzbin.info/www/bejne/aYjKlISurK6KnM0 Heat✨

[@TheHeavenlyRestrictedCowboy]

we aint gonna talk about how this dude with "illness" created a mini arg to make his viewers understand his "story" and try to justify his death

[@Yumm_Yumms]

The way he returned was honestly kinda cool

[@alrineusaldore6764]

@@Yumm_Yumms I have to admit, it might have been really fucked up, but at least it was also kinda cool and impressive

[@Anbdhsuw]

@@alrineusaldore6764 it’s was pretty godam cool fr but he’s a dick for lieng about a terminal illness but dam me if the whole Japanese text thing wasent insanly cool

[@slowclapswellwellwell6423]

I don't know anything about this guy and I just randomly came across this video but I can't understand why people would be willing to forgive him. It doesn't sound like a genuine apology at all. In fact, his return comes across as performative. Like the arg itself is very telling of his attention-seeking personality. It was honestly cringey and narcissistic.

[@kalshim1]

@@slowclapswellwellwell6423 maybe he was so addicted to games he needed to get away before he yknow, actually got ill

[@mefour83]

And somehow, one of the biggest Vtuber agencies in the world saw all this and said "yeah he's a good fit"

[@Dressup_Doll]

I’m pretty sure Vox has grooming allegations, one of the new members has scamming allegations, Luca’s whole debacle, and more. I’m not super surprised with it anymore.

[@Zrlen]

I mean they don’t care bro, they’ll hire anyone for money. Shindo Raito, Vox Akuma, Luca Kaneshiro, Millie Parfait, Ike Eveland, Hex Haywire, Maorin, Meiro. Need i say more?

[@Nutty_]

Bruh I would never joke about that stuff just because I’m scared if I do I’ll make it a reality and if it does become reality it’s probably well deserved

[@theirongiants]

Pressure.

[@saviourfade6849]

Bro literally I never say anything like that for the same reason 😂

[@koolcatvalley]

@yo Depp why are you spamming this Link on everyone’s comments

[@regaI]

@@koolcatvalley because he isn't a he, it's a bot

[@koolcatvalley]

@@regaI oh that’s annoying lol

[@yush4673]

Judging from his reasoning of "video games ruined my life" he probably believed that all the time he put in to his youtube channel was pointless so he didn't care to do a little bit of trolling unknowingly disregarding the parasocial relationship that his audience had with him. He was a young man trying to find his way and made a mistake as he did so but along the way he realized that what he did was wrong and put the truth out there. That is all that matters.

[@nobody6723]

Sorry for going off-topic but I really like your DIO pfp :D

[@yush4673]

@@nobody6723 ty

[@brxzbze]

Yeah, and I think in that situation it sort of makes sense why he'd enable donations as well. He probably felt he wasn't getting anything back from the TF2 community.

[@SilentForrest]

No that's not all that matters. If you come clean about mølesting someone, does that suddenly make it okay? Screw him. I don't wish him physical harm, but i do hope his channel dies and his name is forgotten. This dude is clearly addicted to attention, don't give him any

[@yush4673]

​@@SilentForrest There are some things that are forgivable and some that aren't I understand that but I don't think in this scenario that he has done something completely irredeemable. Whether or not you believe he was genuine in his apology is completely different. I try to stay away from very pessimistic assumptions about others because of how that distrust would affect society if we all did it as a whole but, I can very well see that this may be a person who is addicted to attention.

[@DepressedNousagi]

Well. This was... unexpected. I mean I knew but I didn't expect Sunny to cover this lmao

[@marwapranata5698]

People who know: LMAO

[@darmandez]

I still don't know how he got hired. Like, there is no way this wouldn't have come up in the hiring process, right?

[@quarmy2169]

@@darmandez I don't even know what the fuck happened ☠️ Glad he's on board though, I enjoy his streams

[@SunsetAllu]

It's not just the fact he faked his death, it's the fact he played and toyed with the emotions of his community, which to me is unforgivable.

[@TheMightyGlizzy]

Man really out here giving full essay length detail on people I’ve never heard about and make it interesting, props to you

[@littunes4284]

Heat 🥵 kzbin.info/www/bejne/aYjKlISurK6KnM0 Heat👉

[@Twingamerdudes]

10:57 dam that descript really fits the weapon, "leaves a fake corpse on the ground".

[@ABAgamer_]

TF2 Fans: “Hey, I’ve seen this one before! This is a classic!” SunnyV2 Subscribers: “What do you mean you’ve seen this? It’s brand new.”

[@jeideedaria1445]

WOAH this guy faked his own death, then Shows up as a vtuber.

[@arinimochuu]

If he fakes his death again to leave niji don’t be too surprised

[@meowmeow9617]

Now, I don’t know what this guy was thinking, but he shouldn’t have revealed he was alive. Even if he did, he shouldn’t have made it like a joke and something more serious.

[@supC_]

I disagree. As scummy as the original lie was, not owning up to it unprompted would’ve been waaaay worse (even with it not being solely out of a guilty conscience). Although I do agree his unserious delivery isn’t doing him any favors.

[@Synetik]

8:24 it actually says "The banana peel wearing frog" or "frog that wears a banana peel"

[@Batonaz]

Cool

[@Zessionn]

cool

[@thechanglongwang]

nobody asked + don't care + L + ratio + you fell off + your white

[@bingchilling9189]

WOW ITS FINALLY HERE.... kzbin.info/www/bejne/b2SpqqlqjaalY6M

[@Blurro]

cool!!

[@unoanus]

This is the only 'tea' channel I watch- Sunny always tells every part of the story and presents it in an actually enjoyable way.

[@dianali388]

Tf is a tea channel

[@unoanus]

@@dianali388 Channels that cover drama, controversy, 'tea' or interesting stories.

[@dianali388]

@@unoanus k thx man

[@vito7428]

@@unoanus I thought you meant English KZbinrs by that for a second

[@ordinaryopinion-1]

Tf is a tea channel

[@Rattyrattingratterrattedrat]

I honestly think he was just paranoid that his fans would hate him for quitting, and he tried to get away from the channel in a way where he wouldn’t receive hate. Turns out he got more hate than what he would’ve if he just said he’s quitting.

[@zanethezaniest274]

The TF2 community always had quite a bit of a parasocial relationship with its content creators, they’d gladly welcome any new up and coming creator but end up turning on them if they decided to branch out in terms of content. It’s thankfully more forgiving now but I remember back then when people were harassing creators like Ster_, Jerma, Muselk for essentially ‘abandoning’ them like the TF2 devs did. So maybe it’s this mentality that led Sketchek to fake his death.

[@nickyblue4866]

💯

[@settingsun5582]

I mean, Muselk did become money hungry.

[@noodlecup244]

Wouldn't be surprised. Especially since mentioning these issues in the first place would get you effectively mobbed. There's a fairly high chance that he did this because he didn't see another way out.

[@dkzVirtual]

Parasocial?

[@settingsun5582]

@@dkzVirtual It is a relationship where one side of it invests time and energy into it (the players), but one side (Valve) don't know or care about the other's existence.

[@thisismychannel4174]

This is amazing as always, great editing, great narration, great everything, continue to produce this quality of videos.

[@loope_]

Yeahhh and that's why I always get excited when he uploaded a new vid

[@skrtbruh9161]

Dude hasn't even finished the video yet.

[@SwishZone]

@@skrtbruh9161 yeah

[@nunuofficial5146]

Let's be Honest We knew it kzbin.info/www/bejne/d5eXdK1-oduBa5I.

[@nunuofficial5146]

Let's be Honest We knew it kzbin.info/www/bejne/d5eXdK1-oduBa5I.

[@brooklyn3152]

He technically never claimed to have died, as he said even if he had survived he would not make videos. But with a terminal illness the chances are slim. It still sucks that he faked being ill. That’s very low

[@JustGeneric734]

He could have kept the lie up, but apologized and moved on, respect

[@sleepymipa]

This is from a reddit comment I saw some time ago yes what he did is horrible but I think this can explain why he did such things he regrets it and it's best if we all just move on "Tbf that was around 7 yrs ago and he changed since then so calling him a "garbage human" is too harsh. He's a Vtuber now and he talked alot about his past life. It does give you clues about what happened. He was likely only 18-20 yrs old when it happened. From what he said, he was kicked out of the family he was living with in Japan for being a NEET. He kept putting off job hunting because of anxiety and likely was using gaming/content creation as a distraction. It probably was bad if the family he lived with even kicked him out and Sketchek talked about how gaming was "ruining his life." He was crashing at his friend's place and hanging out in a cafe every day killing time waiting for job replies. It match up with Sketchek's apology where he said he came up with idea for fake death at a cafe. Considering how young he was + added pressure of immature kid dealing with e-fame from content creations + homeless and jobless, I can see why he thought he needed to do something that drastic to cut himself off from content creating. It's ridiculous but he was immature in a bad state of mind. He seemed to grew up now and happier at his new job. He mentioned on his Vtuber stream how he did "regrettable" things so he definitely knows what he did is wrong. People make mistakes so I don't think it's fair to keep judging them based on what they did 7 yrs ago" Edit: another thing if people see this please don't comment in his streams about his past as his contract with nijisanji might get terminated I know he did some stupid stuff but you're not allowed to ruin anyones life for something they did 7 years ago

[@duw4ng]

He's a vtuber? Since when? 😅

[@sleepymipa]

@@duw4ng it hasn't been proven but some people are speculating sonny brisko from nijisanji is sketchek

[@Azaleaaah]

@@sleepymipa if it is sonny, it means this world is very small. I watch sonny sometimes.... would be messed up if this is him cause I like Sonny

[@sleepymipa]

@@Azaleaaah please take the information with a grain of salt bc im also not too sure I just happened to stumble upon this video and thought hey he sounds kinda familiar maybe I've watched him before but forgot about it so went and searched for his channel and saw that most of his videos have comments disabled then I went to reddit and saw that apparently the videos were privated almost at the same time noctyx was announced and saw people in the comments he might be sonny and the more I listened to his voice the more I do see the similarities between the two but as previously said most of this are just speculation and we have no way to truly find out if he is sketchek

[@teethcoat4274]

@Lilac Starlight I’m like 100% sure it’s him. But honestly it’s like 7 years down the line, at this point no matter how stupid of a thing to do it was, it’s alright to forgive and move on. KZbinrs have been forgiven for doing much worse, and more quickly. I have no doubt in my mind he still feels guilt over it, and I understand exactly how serious it was, but what more can you want from the guy than a sincere apology, which he already gave.

[@0PE.]

At 8:05 the text just roughly translates to ‘check the tag’. As a Japanese person, this is written with an eerie way of writing. I don’t know how to describe it in English but it seems a bit creepy. Like a hidden psychopath type of thing

[@s.i.m.poster6823]

I like the thumbnail because it's just a typical otaku gamer guy, even though we've literally never seen Sketchek's face.

[@valerius9751]

he could've just stopped uploading and/or made an announcement that he's quitting the game. instead he fakes his own death. completely normal and sane behavior

[@em84c]

Exactly. It's bizarre to lie about something like that.

[@AlexC0816]

I think what he did was funny imma be honest

[@faithpearlgenied-a5517]

Exactly. He's twisted. He can apologise as much as he likes, anybody with half a brain knows it's only so he can continue his career and appear contrite. His apology is meaningless.

[@Bluemantopvids]

@Ruth Langmore Edits people do that with other youtubers and none of us piss on them for that

[@Pie_The_Man]

@@faithpearlgenied-a5517 He absolutely didn't need to out himself and apologize The easier option in that situation would be to lay low or just play into the lie of "oh I got better" this isn't like with most twitter/youtube drama, noone was outting him as a terrible person, he chose of his own volition to admit wrongdoing and apologize

[@BooteeHo]

Another huge difference is that he was bluntly honest about why he did it. These other scammers just try to make up more lies.

[@justadude12]

I think he should make his own documentary about his own story

[@geartime5383]

Maybe after a milestone or anniversary

[@nunuofficial5146]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/d5eXdK1-oduBa5I

[@Kristoff896]

yeah i would love to see that as a special video of some kind

[@not_funny_I_didnt_laugh]

@Don't Read My Profile Photo ok we won't

[@obunga4665]

lol

[@badluck7286]

I still remember to this day the day he "died", it was a great grief amongst all the servers. in tribute most stood as pyro doing the guitar taunt, "saluting" to the legend's passing. I myself could not believe it, he always was my idol. I even today do his epic combo shit, but he will never be the same legend in my eyes.

[@manamana5391]

I think he matured, he's a vtuber now

[@lonekyoko]

@@manamana5391 thats a very funny sentence to read, idk why

[@Rachel-xu4br]

I think what makes it really messed up is that he got a lot out of this. He got to see all the tears people cried, got all the tributes, and probably did get some amount of money out of it. Also, he didn't just fake his death, but faked a terminal illness and dragged it out. It wasn't just he poofed one day and nothing more. He dragged it out and got a lot out of it. That's what makes it worse than "jokingly" faking your own death. I mean doing it general is bad, but he made it way worse than it had to be.

[@glizzygladiator8055]

Gotta be believable right? Maybe don’t emotionally invest in a faceless youtuber.

[@EdgieAlias]

@@glizzygladiator8055 People aren't wrong for getting taken advantage of. You want to justify horrendous behavior. Bite down on a curb.

[@glizzygladiator8055]

@@EdgieAlias How about you cry harder for me? Do pixels on a screen make your tiny lil blood vessels swell up? You’re breathing different, blood hot, face red. Why? Because I’m objectively right that you shouldn’t emotionally invest in things online, AND that the creators have no obligation (even if they morally should) to be apologetic, kissing your feet for hurting your little feelings?

[@EdgieAlias]

@@glizzygladiator8055 This shit reads like 16 year old wrote it. Do you really think that the internet effects 0 of reality? The thing that every major system is now reliant on, you think has no real world consequences? Completely braindead.

[@z304legend]

Out of all the comments so far I've read least you have some common sense. This was a horrible thing to do no butts. Never forgive him for this never forget. Don't harass or hate on him but always give him the title "the kid who fake a illness for money & a lame arse excuse " aka someone not to trust at all.

[@TheNathanNS]

2:47 YO THAT'S ME!

[@klsecond5755]

Glad you saw that Reddit DM mate!

[@z.a.h.r.a.musicx]

Good job!!!

[@TheNathanNS]

@@SeanikaShiz ratio

[@amog_us496]

@@TheNathanNS You: 💪🗿💪

[@x_junk0ox622]

​@@amog_us496 ratio bozo

[@brianm2242]

11:03 I wonder if they're disappointed.

[@brobot6565]

me too

[@jblsc08]

💀

[@krishnanair6922]

Yeah i guess he's disappointed....

[@sabir1208]

I literally lost one of my aunts today. Pretending to pass and letting some people, no matter how obsessive their mentality is, grieve like that. Grief hurts so much and it comes in waves that you can't control. Imagine putting someone through that much pain and saying, "It's just a prank bro!" Absolutely disgusting.

[@klinzz2487]

im sorry for your loss bro, she’s in a better place

[@st4rtruck]

this really hits deep. i never knew sketchek. but, my own uncle, grandparent and a youtuber i liked named technoblade have died because of terminal illness. it's disgusting that he decided to "go out* with a bang" this way. but im glad he's mature enough to say he is wrong. edit: (clarification) my uncle died of badly treated cancer. I don't remember my grandpa's illness, because I've blurred that part of my life at this point. he did have diabetes I think. he died of a heart attack. I'm completely fine btw

[@providence160]

They didn’t die of a terminal illness, they probably died of cancer. I don’t see anything wrong with faking you’re own death online. Who is this offending? If anything it’s an interesting way to question what you believe online.

[@generaliroh842]

Yeah bro i started watching techno since 2016, i didnt know he would die so soon.

[@cannedsquasher5923]

@@providence160 You do realize cancer can become a terminal illness, right? IIRC looking at images before Technoblade's death he looked really really fucking bad. "I don't see anything wrong with faking you're own death online. Who is this offending?" He pretended he had a TERMINAL ILLNESS so as for people he's offending I would say it would be people who are actually suffering through a terminal illness and are basically on their death beds, but I guess to you "they are going to die so who cares anyways" is probably your thought process. But then you forget their families. It's incredibly despicable to fake a terminal illness for attention and monetary gain And that last statement has nothing to do with literally anything. Who cares if he wanted to go out with a bang. There are a million other ways you can leave KZbin without being a massive cunt to people on their death beds by basically parading around terminal illness like it's some cheat code for fucking money. He apologized so I hope that much was sincere but to act like he did nothing wrong? Get the fuck off it.

[@ilovebiscuits7771]

@Mattimus Smatt People give the internet more than its size. Anybody can say anything over the internet. Anybody can say they died or had a terrible accident or a horrible past and never confess otherwise and more likely nobody would notice. As a matter of fact, many people do that online than you can imagine, believe it or not. The internet is a realm of lies that constantly seeks to collect more information about us to study us and help the companies manipulate us further through tailored media. The more you study about the matter, the more you understand how messed up the internet really is so its no surprise this guy did this. Its nothing decent but its no news for the internet. Its just he decided to confess and make it public but he's but one out of so many.

[@Delta_2209]

@@providence160 imagine if your mother died in a car accident. Then your favorite KZbinr posts a video saying it's his brother telling the viewers the KZbinr died in a car accident. Then years later he just posts a video like "I'm not dead haha lol", like nothing happened. The sympathy and sadness you could have felt for him turn into disgust and hate. Sorry for the long comment it's late and I can't sleep

[@rasmusazu]

I can only assume that his channel is still doing fine because it werent created based on his personality, but rather his skill. If you watch someone for their personality, you slowly begin to get to know them and from there see them as a friend (Even if they arent). So, if someone you watch for their personality lies about shit like this, it feels like much more of a betrayal.

[@abird7833]

@@saga5386 They are separate. It is very rude and against etiquette to imply otherwise

[@flappyflap2693]

@@saga5386 i see you love spreading misinformation as well

[@bgoth-yt5kn]

@@abird7833 against etiquette? so it’s true that they are the same? I just want to know what this person’s doing now

[@abird7833]

@@bgoth-yt5kn Trying to figure out and speculating about who is behind the avatar is very rude in the Vtuber community, both to their fans and to the Vtuber. While it is natural to be curious it is best to draw your own conclusions and keep it to yourself. The only exceptions are in cases like Bubi Edit: also, the character is separate from the person that plays them.

[@littunes4284]

Heat 🥵 kzbin.info/www/bejne/aYjKlISurK6KnM0 Heat🤡

[@begonestink2956]

This is honestly a mockery to those who have lost family and friends to terminal illnesses and have lost their lives to their illness. Those people can't just pick and choose when to have their illness and whether to come back from it. They have to live the rest of their short life in pain, in debt, and in fear of one day never waking up or being able to live out the rest of their lives and thinking of the what ifs. Losing someone to a terminal illness can also be just as devastating emotionally and financially and it's honestly the worst feeling that can ever be felt. Genuinely, this person is horrible. He didn't even seem remorseful of what he's done, nor did I hear one genuine apology from this person and treated it as a joke. Disgusting.

[@Mimi-qe7qz]

He did apologize in a video and on stream because he was younger and dumber and felt terrible doing so, he hasn't uploaded/stream in a while but he is generally accepted again fully by the community after apologizing about what he did. (And as he said he had a mental health problem and felt like games were ruining his life and tried to make it as hard as possible to return to gaming) I'll let you decide for yourself if he deserve returning or not but it is what it is

[@zakkaryhq3933]

I die like 10 times every game why was everyone so upset that the best player died once?

[@Gl_3tch]

🤦‍♂️

[@oddmaximus]

The trickster

[@Shoe_with_no_lace]

🤦

[@impostoblocks238]

Because they were good at the game

[@Gl_3tch]

@@impostoblocks238 🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦 🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦 🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦

[@ecargnz7762]

i knew him via an irl friend (incidentally my best friend in the whole world, and someone i shouldve treated a LOT better). i was in a fucked up place, with my mental health, so naturally i made enormous mistakes in my friendship, and it ended because im garbage, and i totally acknowledge that, but anyway. i remember he (sketch) called me princess in japanese, in a mumble convo once and it literally made my year lmao. funny nice guy. would say the most random shit. usually i love to watch ur content sunny, but i really cannot bring myself to watch this. it reminds me of a time when i was incredibly unhappy, suicidal, alcoholic, and just a dumb teenage idiot. i just know that sketch and the guy who was truly the closest friend i'd had in a long time, were lovely people to me, and i was human trash. idk. am human trash? i keep writing like anyone's gonna see this, or even remotely believe me lmao, which is besides the point. idk its just odd ?? seeing his name again after so long. i think im venting this for my own self and trying to justify my own shittiness and past behaviour as some stupid redemption arc in that ive somehow changed bc i can admit how bad i was? turns out dumb girl is still dumb ass woman. wish i could say sorry to a lot of people from my aus tf2 days. hennyway, love ur work sunny. ♥ edit: fwiw. my best friend's name was will, we were "will and grace". despite everything, i guess i still miss him.

[@ecargnz7762]

and to stay on topic or whatever the fuck, i still have a bunch of (i believe) his tf2 items in my backpack that ive not touched bc its not mine ???? virtual items or not idk, doesnt belong to me, not gonna mess with it. idk if anyone gives a shit about that stuff, but whatever. idk. sorry. turns out this whole part of my life is a trigger. so weird, right!

[@NostalgiaVivec]

knowing where you fucked up and how you fucked up shows progression. the whole hime thing reminds me of a girl i once knew. hope youre doing better in your life