surprise seizures (the bad kind of surprise)

[@DaKcBomb]

Oh my god, the Scooby bit at the beginning killed me XD Thanks again Syrmor for letting me tell my story about my history with seizures. It makes me happy to see comments from other people who've gone through the same shit and gives me hope that at least I know there are people out there that understand what I've struggled with for so long.

[@ematheoneandonly8896]

I hope things are better now, and continue to be good.

[@orlandocampbell6105]

I hope you are doing better friend (*^o^)人(^o^*)

[@sticklyboi]

nigga likes pumpkins

[@GR33Nfumes]

Take care man ✌🏽

[@bluwasabi7635]

sick avatars btw

[@FirithPanda]

Alright, I love the pumpkin man's energy and he just has immaculate vibes. Also that avatar is great. Here's to you, my friend.

[@DaKcBomb]

❤

[@ILikeCheeseOnBees]

What up fellow furry lol

[@voxistaken]

This hit me hard. As someone who had a brother with epilepsy, seizures are fucking terrifying from an outside perspective. Even with medication and medical treatments to reduce the frequency and intensity of seizures, there's still a chance of them happening and they could get intense. There's no stopping the seizures when they happen and all you can do is try to comfort them and keep them from hurting themselves. I think it was worse for my brother because he was mentally disabled from bacterial meningitis when he was a baby. He never told us how he felt about the seizures or the medicine he had to take, he just dealt with them. I can't imagine how he felt after each seizure. i miss him

[@snooziblu]

LMAO

[@JaftSun]

Hope all is well bro. My brother also suffred from seizures and has been on medication for the past 2 years, I understand the feeling of helplessness its rough but we manage to pull through, hope your family is doing ok, much love towards your brother too mate.

[@JaftSun]

@@snooziblu funniest man in the universe right here fellas

[@snooziblu]

@@rossforrest wym?

[@toonbax3]

@@snooziblu Read the last sentence and guess what it implies and why your comment was inappropriate

[@maruu777]

just started having seizures 2 years ago when I was 19. it’s HELL. No one that hasn’t felt it can’t possibly understand it. it’s been 4 months since I’ve had one and I couldn’t be happier. My heart goes out to all people who have to experience this shit.

[@coreythepeanut]

Same bro, saaaame

[@maruu777]

@@coreythepeanut stay strong, brother

[@TehMarche]

i haven't had any in 10 or so years, but i still remember the constant fear of blacking out, not being able to breathe for a minute, hitting my head on my nightstands, making weird noises, etc. doctors never helped me. it was horrible, wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy

[@wastedpotato4555]

So do you ever feel them coming beforehand? Personally I get a 30-60 min warning from my body. I've also never known what it feels like to have a seizure apart from my fuckin tongue afterwards 😂

[@maruu777]

@@wastedpotato4555 I do get a warning but it’s very sudden and only about 30 seconds before the actual seizure. And yeah I know what you mean about the tongue lmfao

[@alexanderthegreat6682]

I think it's a good idea for more people to be educated on this kind of stuff. Even if you don't know how to treat it, it's good to identify the situation when it happens.

[@ZekethePhoenix]

I had a seizure while driving. I ended up getting in an accident that closed the freeway. I woke up to EMTs jaws of lifing me out of my car.

[@karolisbareika8306]

Damn, glad no one got hurt. You allowed to drive after that?

[@KumoGoesFast]

@@acmhfmggru eplieptics have so many things taken from them because of their disability - my wife doesnt drive but I would not tell her she couldn't/shouldn't if she wanted to. If she needed that autonomy to make her feel like she has some form of control of her life, absolutely. I would have agreed with you before having a partner with it, but I realized how much is taken from them that able-bodied people dont even think about

[@KumoGoesFast]

@@acmhfmggru you can have your opinion, thats not offensive haha. I just know that life is really short, and in the cases of epileptics, sometimes even shorter. We can go thru life attemtping to remove as many potential risks and obstacles, but all it does is make you constantly worry and never truely enjoy the moment you're in. We think the only way to cope with it is to learn a balanced risk assessment and hope for the best. All im saying is if she really wanted to drive to the store, im not going to stop her. theres so many doors shut to her because of her disability, Id rather not be the one to shut yet another one. Have a good day internet friend

[@postgoats]

thats a really cute avatar

[@cementfists]

weirdo

[@jarrodwalker997]

Yea I like it a lot

[@brendenalexander6178]

Same. Custom creative on avatars are out of this world. So glad you could mod it. I'm itching to hop on VRChat

[@palecaptainwolfkayls8499]

Super friendly, and surprisingly expressive.

[@V4L89]

Yes, the expressions are priceless

[@Ambipie]

That's a really expressive avatar it registers blinking unlike lid gestures

[@cipcyphinpeace8602]

I am a 28 year old man who had my first random seizure 9 months ago at work. I’ve since had 3 and all have a happened completely at random, I’ve woken up in the back of an ambulance 3 times now after having a seizure during my lunch breaks, once while out of the office and wife while in. This makes me feel like I’m not the only person in the world dealing with this. My life’s essentially flipped itself upside down, but it’s amazing to know that I’m not alone on this journey

[@norulescrew6636]

Thank you so much... this video hits me in a very personal way. I have been diagnosed with a unknown type of transition epilepsy. I have only had 4 siezures during the day time. But 80+ have been within 30 minutes of me waking up. Sometimes seconds after opening my eyes. Sometimes multiple seizures in a row.. right now I'm being pushed into piles of meds and tests, with no results :/ it's just nice to know im not alone... My biggest hobby is building/fixing cars and I fear that I'll lose the ability to drive if I keep ending up in the hospital. Much love guys , ill keep pushing for progress ❤❤❤

[@Ambipie]

Oh shit, stress seizures. No wonder they cooled off with an antidepressant. My coworker has shake seizures if his stress hits his top limit. What sucks is that he's aware during and tries to not fall. But shake seizures go to the muscles so he almost slid off the table to the ground that one time. He described it as terrifying.

[@LivTheCosmicHorror]

I get those too, and yes. Very terrifying. Being able to be somewhere safe before they happen is always my big worry.

[@PROTUNIKS]

Does anyone else notice how good the face expressions go with what he's saying? I love it!

[@ficcyboi2729]

I’ve had 2 seizures in my life thus far. My doctor who diagnosed me with Crohn’s disease thought that putting me on a very large dose of prednisone for a long period, causing neurological damage. After my first one, I woke up in the ambulance. I had bit my tongue during it, and there was a decent sized bite surrounding my tongue. My back also felt HORRIBLE because my mom was performing CPR. After maybe 5 years later, they took me off of it after seeing that neurologically I was okay. A year after, I went into my second. I woke up early in the morning to change my ileostomy and got into the showers. I had violent spasms, and eventually fainted in the shower for a split second. One moment I’m standing, the next I’m laying in the tub. I crawled out while my parents called 911. I thought that went I fell I hit my head (which thankfully I didn’t) and thought that I was gonna die because of how hard I hit my head and that I was about to seize. After the second one, I developed a huge fear of seizures. That was the scariest moment of my life because of the thought of death that went through my head and saying my goodbyes to my parents while I laid on the floor. Seizures are serious and beyond terrifying.

[@ficcyboi2729]

I’m thankful that my medication has kept it at bay, and all o have to worry about is random violent muscle jerks. I’m hoping that the total of seizures will stay at 2. I never want to go to 3.

[@Duvstep910]

the way the pumpkin head portrays his emotions makes it all the more engaging. Thanks for sharing

[@wackinghour]

I've never related to a vr chat player this much, I could legit go to the FBI and say "this guy is an alternate universe version of me" and they'd agree, like, I have epilepsy, no idea what triggers it as of right now, I started having seizures (from what my mom says) around 2-3 years old, ik it sounds made up but I swear its not. My mom didn't even know it was a seizure, all she saw was my face turning blue. I never had a seizure since then, UNTIL, I was either 12-14??? I remember being in my living room watching TV, then I had flashes of me puking into a cooking pot by my fireplace, I snapped out of it and my mom said "do you remember saying the TV was blurry? " which I say no, bc I had a seizure ROFL. It was a phew months later, we were going to Walmart I think, I was in the car with my 2 sisters waiting in the garage for our parents, and had another seizure, this time my parents called an ambulance that had a fire truck if I remember correctly, I remember seeing the guy in the ambulenelce, he was a rounder man, bald, with glasses, he saw I was seeing him and just said "just relax". I had woken up in a hospital with my family and grandparents there. it's so weird bc you can't really explain a seizure, for my case, I have no idea what causes mine, my neurologist said it wasn't flashing lights, I even went to a concert unphased, a seizure is basically you sleeping, while your body freaks out flailing and sometimes vomiting, it's really weird

[@explorer47422]

How does his avatar's facial expressions react to his mood or what he's talking about automatically?

[@devint2409]

Can sets nowadays do eyebrow tracking with eyeball tracking? Maybe its reading the position of his brows in relation to his eyes

[@vertexia9982]

He's doing gestures, They're not automatic, they're manual. He's just really good at doing them, He's used to the avatar he's in and has memorised which facial expression each gesture makes and makes his avatar do that facial expression when he feels it fits.

[@Boat910]

It's most likely the controllers, if you hold down certain triggers or set your fingers on certain spots you can change expressions or make things appear in your hands.

[@ShadowstarXIII]

hes my friend and hes just good at it lol

[@saynotop2w]

If you role play a lot in mmorpgs it becomes a second nature to emote your feelings

[@nicknailer1749]

I can't say I know the feel because it doesn't happen to me but I do know the feeling of seeing it happen to a loved one. My dogs has them and even though you know the steps and how to handle it, it's terrifying every time

[@huandisimo3100]

I recently had my First seizure so the timing is creepy as always ,but I hope it is a one time thing, the doctors said it can happen at random in your life so I wish everyone who had a seizure that it will remain a one time thing.

[@Imaproshaman7]

That's a cute avatar. Seizures are pretty scary. I take Lamictal which is for seizures and BP2, the latter of which I have. And while the side effect of way worse memory definitely affects me, the feeling of not having occasional intense and irrational outburts of emotion, and my head isn't constantly filled with so many thoughts, is definitely worth that side effect. Even if forgetting most things a lot more really sucks. It's true how people can stop taking meds that help them because it feels like it isn't doing anything. I only realized when I forgot to take them a few times and I instantly had a horrible day. That awful familiar feeling of everything being extremely annoying and I started arguments all day over nothing. I don't think I was ever depressed, I think I was always struggling with that for the first like 20 years of my life. It's been a much better time to have such a calmer brain even at again, the expense of my memory. Which I think used to be pretty good. Anyways, I hate that the school system thought I had generic ADHD. It made schooling horrible. I think at this point of my life, I could probably learn things better. I would sit in front of a simple like 60 question 3rd grade level math sheet for an hour and not do it. I know I could do it but I would get so stressed out that I couldn't start. I think it didnt help that nobody really helped me one on one, which is what I needed. Anyways, all of this to say: meds can really truly help honestly. See what your options are if you're struggling and best of luck to you.

[@Lokiawa]

I like how many people can change the expression of their avatar on the fly when they're talking, while moving their avatar, and while expressing with their hands.

[@sputniksketches9063]

Before i got my medication for my epilepsy, i used to have a 10+ Random seizures a day, and let me tell you, it sucked having to deal with seizures. If DaKcBomb sees this, i could totally relate to this. Thank you for this video, syrmor and dakcbomb.

[@Thefutra2000]

This is nice seeing stories of other people who deal with this issue first hand. Its such a hard thing to explain to people who dont have them what its like, but also I know the perspective of watching it happen to somebody must be more terrifying than just blacking out. I started randomly having them after I turned 21 and have only had more when I contract covid. I got vaccinated because I literally remember being stuck home with my roommate, waking up at 1am sweating my ass off/freezing at the same time. I went to go pee and I woke up in the floor, naked, and had landed face first off the toilet. I remember that night as the night I was expecting to die because every 10min or so id have a seizure. I just laid in my roommates floor beside his bed and cried every time I woke up. Thanks for this video syrmor, it hits home.

[@orlandocampbell6105]

I am so sorry that you have a seizure and that I hope you can overcome it and hope you feel better and I love listening to your story ❤

[@gerarddip]

I’ve had a few epileptic auras for a brief period during my mid 16th - early 17th year. It’s a really freaky experience. Like really strong deja vu and feeling like a rush of thoughts means something but I don’t know what. I haven’t had any for a while now and I think they’ve gone away. I’ve never had any serious seizures, but these were freaky enough. Makes me not wanna do drugs Lol.

[@danielmullin5134]

I got those really strongly in college before getting full grand mals. I felt like I was literally a time traveler and occasionally lose my ability to speak. The grand mals are always brought on my some outside source like too much caffeine or certain medication so definitely be careful with that sort of thing.

[@Oosjhteuikmm]

I really hope that you'll get better!

[@danielmullin5134]

I have the same kind of epilepsy and sleep + substances are huge triggers. I was put on keppra first and it was effective, but definitely messes with your mood (can relate to the anger). I drank some gfuel eventually that caused a breakthrough and I went to see a new doctor. He did a scan and found anxiety - medication for that has been immensely helpful.

[@DaKcBomb]

Oh my god, Keppra was the one that messed me up the worst!! I’ve definitely heard it works for other people but like god damn that was the worst medication they put me on

[@wastedpotato4555]

I'm on Keppra and Lamotrigine I don't get the moods outside of the normal. I just have an empty mind all the time it kinda dumbs me down

[@Duvstep910]

the emotion in the pumpkin head fits his character

[@treeoflife3521]

Started having seizures when I was 23. Had such a bad muscle contraction for one that I broke my shoulder. Another I apparently drove around town for like 30 minutes completely confused and then got into a car accident. It completely changes your life.

[@luisalmanza119]

I’ve never heard of someone that had the same epilepsy as me! (It seems to be myoclonic juvenile epilepsy by his description). He pretty much has described my experience, though they got my meds right the first time. Having seizures is scary at first, but treatment and constant self care will take you a long way. It’s been years since my last seizure. It won’t happen unless I start acting like a jackass with my sleep schedule all over again.

[@justtoms3773]

seizures sound way more scary to me now than they did before

[@Scrotie.McBoogerballls]

it really bums me out that your videos aren’t getting a lot of views lately. i really love your content and you honestly deserved better ❤️

[@KCBfly25]

I started having them at 14, & dr's could find no reason. I'm now 50, & haven't had one in 10 yrs, also for no reason. This guy explains how i felt coming out of them. It's a very surreal feeling. I would totally be "out," too. You're there but you're not. It's like 2 seconds went by & like 5 yrs went by, at the same time. I will be on meds the rest of my life; without them, i will definitely have 1. I've hurt my head & every part of my body so many times from falls f/seizures, i lost track. Always bit my tongue & took 2 wks for it to heal. A lot of bruises over the years, even a severe burn on my hand f/having a seizure right at the stove & my hand landed on the "on" burner. I still get twitches every once in awhile though. For others: please never put anything in someone's mouth during a seizure. Try & lay them on their side & put something soft under their head. Let the seizure play out, & don't hold them down. Stay calm. They can be frightened & confused when coming out of a seizure.

[@emperorceegle]

I'll never forget the night my little brother had a seizure it was absolutely crazy and nobody knew what was happening at all, he was pretty young too and he had to be on medicine for a long time and it slowed his brain down and luckily I don't think he has them anymore and stopped the medication a while ago, but that first night was just so terrifying not knowing what was happening and my parents freaking out, after that whenever he did have a seizure at least we knew what to do and what was happening

[@dreamydragonyx1110]

Anyone know what world that is that they talk in? The forest one? Also having random siezures sounds like it sucks, but he sounds so adorably positive in life ❤ love his asthetic

[@syrmor]

Amber Glade i started putting the worlds in the description

[@dreamydragonyx1110]

@@syrmor oooh ok. Thank you ^-^

[@Dodi-jf2jj]

having a seizure disorder really sucks, around the same time as this fella 16-17 or so i had a grand mal seizure randomly. I knew i had a history of absence seizures when i was 4 or 5 but everything went away until i was 16-17. got put on Keppra and had a few more seizures happen within months of eachother. Worst part was having a seizure in gym class because i think we were playing american football and out of no where i dropped like a sack of potatos. woke up really confused very disoriented cant stand up for the first few minutes after a seizure because youll just keep falling down, legs very weak, so as schools do they call an ambulance send me to a hospital and stick my family with the ambulance bill. great. i had a few more seizures scattered by time until i started really focusing on taking my pills everyday and not skipping any doses. im 20 now havent had a seizure in a little over a year. I feel like the stress really does cause seizures in some people. like the guy in the video i wish i was flashing lights epileptic because thats so much easier to avoid than just having a shitty day and then randomly almost biting off your own tongue while unconscious.

[@spartan1010101]

I knew a kid that had a seizure in the middle of my math class once, I think we were taking an exam. It was really scary cuz we all knew he was seizing but we didn't really know what to do except move all the desks away. I remember the ambulance coming and him getting carted away, I don't remember if he came back to class after.

[@FloridusMan]

This is really scary to deal with as I had two of them the past month and I have no memory of either one happening other than weird dreams and waking up many minutes later

[@FloridusMan]

Haven't had any seizures since those two but I am terrified of it happening again

[@FloridusMan]

I got another seizure a month or two ago :(

[@FloridusMan]

And two days ago I got one again and paramedics sent me off

[@Acissye]

Very important topic and i rly dont want to take away from it but that sunset meadow world is just beautiful and calm and i rly want to visit it :s

[@static1217]

Man that's wild. Waking up and not knowing what happened sounds scary enough, I hope he finds a form of medication that suits his needs.

[@EYEJAYTEE]

I also recently got diagnosed with sporadic seizures, neurologists and doctors still trying to figure out why. I think ive tracked down a few triggers for them though. Ive been prescribed medication but I also don’t take it because ive been warned so many times about the side effects and mood swings. At this point its just something i deal with but the anxiety of not knowing when a seizure might happen can be weird. Also like he said, post-seizure you just feel so weird, you just feel wrong you know? Cold and wrong.

[@michaelhouck75]

I love this guys avatar. It’s really cool.

[@ayoop74]

my uncle went through these random seizures and he actually passed away because of a seizure. I wish he could've told someone about it and actually get the help he needed.

[@JaMaMaa1]

I’d want to have myself interviewed like this but I don’t play vrchat and my neurological issues make it hard to speak coherently.

[@animator1110.]

new syrmor drop, this time im not in colorado anymore

[@grits_taste_good415]

Using the avatar's facial expressions accordingly is interesting

[@PuffleFuzz]

I feel this. I have epilepsy myself, but thank god I haven’t had a large one since just before the pandemic.

[@Abaddon_626]

What the hell was that flashback

[@bekkatheman]

My first seizure I was asleep. I went to bed, and woke up on the toilet with paramedics outside the bathroom. It was the weirdest thing.

[@AlaskaBoyAlex]

your videos are awesome man

[@user-uy5py5ih2t]

driving while knowing you can have seizures is pretty dangerous. The odds of you having a seizure while driving knowing you are capable of having seizures are higher than the odds of some random person having a seizure that may or may not have a seizure condition.

[@animator1110.]

0:27 clip of syrmor braining out LIVE

[@MyzoryMaiq]

I'm addicted to these videos

[@dominicwaghorn6459]

My boss has a tumour on the brain

[@theanimatormustachegrunt3307]

So he is pumpkin fanboy? That kinda strange isn't it

[@dutchvanderbilt9969]

God that's a cute avatar

[@andrewconcepcion9067]

I love his avatar like all the details the eyes movements 🫠🫠🫠 superb

[@sheriffhotdog1443]

8:54 That lil nod and 'yeah' So adorable smh

[@SkilledNub]

His avatar is so cute

[@Illsverront]

I had seizures like him..

[@unknyown2959]

Hello, person who also has epilepsy. From what I can tell with what DaKcBomb is saying, it seems like he has the same type of epilepsy as me which is called 'Idiopathic Epilepsy'. Contrary to the naming, being an idiot doesn't cause the seizures but if you like to make jokes about it like me then you can joke about it meaning that. Essentially it means that there is no set cause for the seizures, the doctors and neuroligists have no idea what can trigger the seizures and therefore there isn't any real way to stay safe unfortunately. When I got diagnosed, my family put lots of soft rugs in my room so that if I did have a fit then I would fall onto a rug and not a wooden floor but honestly speaking, just being outside is kind of scary for me. If I ever have to move out of the way of someone when walking on the path and walk on the side closest to the road my brain always goes to "If I have a fit right now, I could fall into the road infront of a car and literally just die, that's it, I'm dead". Massive respect to DaKcBomb again for living with it and learning to drive with it, something I'm personally too scared to do. Keep it up man, you've genuinely inspired me a little!

[@SCtopogigio]

I don't know how you find all these interesting people. Really appreciate all the content and the investment in the people you interview. Keep up the good work!

[@ILikeCheeseOnBees]

I currently on the max dose of 2 different seizure medications. Seizures suck >.>

[@danieldalton]

Is the sound messed up for anybody else on this vid? I got a very brief pause and a high pitched pop every minute or so? x

[@mentallychallenging]

this is probably inappropriate but when i was around 18 i got intimate with a female co worker and he had a seizure in the middle of it, i just kinda stopped and flipped her over so she didnt choke (id dealt with this before with a family friend) but when she came out of it, it was probably the most awkward post coitus experience ive ever had, she had no clue what was going on and i didnt know how to explain to her what was goin on. eventually got it sorted but that was a nightmare for about 5 minutes

[@trashpanda2770]

1:53 what world is that

[@jakeking974]

"there's no way to avoid stress" Yeah, especially since stress is a limb of the innate fight-or-flight response system that is hard-coded into our biology from millions of years ago when stress meant "oh fuck, that predator is coming straight for me" or something just as serious, and nowadays, stress can be as simple as "I just woke up and I have a lot to do today"

[@dawruh]

ruh roh raggy! Scoob freaking died

[@olgagachaphoenix9130]

oh my

[@gavinb6055]

bro that beeping in the beginning is way too loud

[@KumoGoesFast]

almost clicked away from the video

[@loganmoy5093]

Wonder what kind of car he drove..

[@zzzzziiiiiiiizzzzz3515]

make an episode about me please. How do you apply? :)

[@jakeking974]

Ngl, I still think I'd take seizures over panic attacks. I can't say exactly how different it would be, but I CAN personally attest that a panic attack makes you actually feel like you might die. To a T, I can tell you exactly how they would progress because I had to become painfully acquainted with them for a few months. First comes numbness in my hands in feet, then sweating, then numbness of my abdomen and face, then my tongue would feel three times the normal size and my throat felt like it was closing, then comes the waves of nausea and the spins like I was faaaar too drunk, and then finally muscle contraction. And that's FULL BODY muscle contraction, my hands would curl up so bad I couldn't use them, my toes would curl so hard my feet hurt just from the tension, I would inevitably end up in the fetal position as my leg and torso muscles contracted me into a ball, and it's at about this point where I realize I can't breathe and the hyperventilation gets worse. Before I got diagnosed, I had a couple times where I genuinely feared slowly losing control of my body while driving without a single thing I could do to stop it. It was personally fighting my own mind and body for autonomous control for maybe a half hour that felt like an eternity. Compare that to blacking out when it happens, and I'd much rather have blacked out.

[@KumoGoesFast]

i can tell you as someone who has panic attacks, and is married to an epilpetic...you want panic attacks. we get off lucky compared to them. her entire life revolves around her disability

[@NoHairofRedemption]

Speaking as someone who has had both seizures are far more frightening.

[@Napukin]

Les go, boooy.

[@trashpanda2770]

What world is that

[@DrGonzo-jl9wq]

I would Try to limit stress, eliminate alcohol and just use cannabis instead personally

[@colinadams5419]

first, idk how I keep catching these videos right as they are posted

[@PhantomPhaze]

maybe I'm ignorant but isn't a bad idea for someone with unpredictable seizures to use VR

[@silent6029]

His seizures don't get triggered by flashing lights but by stress

[@KumoGoesFast]

photosensitive epilepsy only affects less than 5% of epileptics, they are not one of them. (the type that is triggered by multiple light sequences within a set amount of frames.)

[@that_gody3050]

fr

[@xxstexx7450]

Cory???

[@zacharytelford3709]

Ayo

[@TalkOh.]

No

[@qs-ii1872]

Body errors man…

[@finchhfries5774]

3rd!

[@mateishaver1409]

First

[@buttonsforabby]

i had my first seizures at 9, they were infrequent, and around when i turned 13, they got way worse. i started having seizures every night due to stress, and i would be confused and scared when i woke up. waking up on the floor, even bleeding sometimes i remember i was having a slumber party with my friend, and they were stressed out about something, i don’t remember what it was because i was, well, dissociating and having a seizure. i know that during it, i was fighting really hard to concentrate, despite being so confused and scared. i lost sight of where i was, like i was underwater gasping for life, almost there, but not quite. i basically woke up, still convulsing, and stood up, telling them the news without even thinking about it. i was so cold and shaky while everything cane back to me. i still had seizures after that, and still have them sometimes, but i’m alright.