talking depression, change & happiness while doing my makeup😌🤍

[@estherseaton3935]

I’ve been watching you for years! Today was a no good day, like a stay in bed till 5pm day, and when I saw you posted, it gave me motivation to get up and do something! Thank you for sharing your life with us.

[@jessicatomasko2754]

thank you for being so open about all of this. Been struggling mentally and is nice to hear larger creators talking about this!

[@sydneesisk7070]

I NEEDED this this morning. I watched and did my makeup with you😌. But recently i’ve been in a slump lately because my meds haven’t been working for me and you have inspired me to not give up. Thank you so much Summer 🫶🏻

[@dennisd8058]

You summarized where you are in life with your last statement of this video; “we’re on time…we’re early!” 🙌🥰

[@liloheinrich8659]

Me too, I’m a major introvert and have been pretty depressed since as long as I can remember. I can’t keep friends and have trouble even with having the motivation to get up and go to school or work daily. It also doesn’t help that I’ve moved every 4 mo for school, internships, study away, etc so I never put down roots

[@casgrotto]

This just felt so good to watch. brightened my morning. I appreciate your talk so much and how you spoke about it all in a very normalized, casual manner, because truly talking about past poor mental health doesnt always need to be an intense and dramatic talk and we should feel free to discuss these things in a mature and more casual state. Mental health is too important and such a common issue, we shouldnt be afraid to bring up these discussions. Thanks Summer for being so cool and open. I also 10/10 agree with what you said about not realizing how bad your mental state is until you've gotten better. I was in a pretty bad way years ago and after I got help and started feeling 100 times better that was the only time when I realized how awful a place I was in before, because its true, like you said, feeling so poorly starts feeling so normal because it becomes your whole world and affects everything you do every single day. If you're reading this, I hope you're doing well and if you need help with anything don't feel embarrassed or ashamed to reach out because what your going through is very common and people just want to help you and see you thrive in life.

[@aft3999]

I haven’t watched yr videos in so long so I’m glad that I have the time, just in time for this new upload 🎉❤

[@emilydrury9244]

My comfort person

[@samhovdes4906]

New Yorker here who moved to Salt Lake on my own November of 2021. Had the same experience where i felt like Utah was temporary but when I accepted it at home, I realized i've never been happier in a place ever.

[@006kanyaratchanphao8]

love how open and honest you are!! thanks for sharing this with us, im glad that you're doing well

[@LUxo323]

“I don’t need a psycho analysing why I move all the time” 😊

[@madisonstauffer2475]

so happy for you but also thank you for sharing this, so inspiring 🤍🤘🏽

[@l.d9845]

Hey Summer! I have to be honest I was a huge fan of you like four years ago or so, I liked your energy, your clothing style and your positivity but I don't know, maybe bc I got older but I recognized that I did not like your youtube videos anymore or your ig content, so I unfollowed for a few years. Thanks to the yt algorithm a few weeks ago a new video of you showed up and I clicked on it and what can I say I love your recent content. It is different compared to what I watched back than but that is GOOD, you got older and I have the feeling a lot youtuber try to stick to the things that worked when they were teenagers but it just feels off most of the time. I am glad to hear that you are feeling better now! Long story short I feel like this video in particular felt so authentic and real and I am so here for it! :) Greetings from Germany

[@mirchen01]

I love you for being real

[@camera0bsessedx]

love how open and honest you are!! thanks for sharing this with us, im glad that you're doing well 💗

[@catherinemcdonough8301]

I love that you’re talking about this! I’ve been feeling a similar way and just started medication

[@uprizal]

always cute my pov girl

[@margaret5687]

thank you for sharing! Felt like I was legit having a convo w you, so comforting!💖 hang in there babes!

[@margaret5687]

also i use the same deodie and it's a slay

[@smit5590]

I just want to say that you are a gorgeous, genuine, kind, sweet, down-to-earth and positive lady. What's on your bucket list? Love from New Zealand 🇳🇿🇳🇿❤️❤️

[@charlottethomas7605]

summer your eyes and eyelashes>>>>

[@uzznee]

You are so beautiful ❤ love your channel and this vid!

[@jadefrota1583]

Omg i’m so sad i will miss the brown hair forever

[@jennifermartinez-flores]

Hi summer, I’m in Carlsbad right next you in Oceanside. If you’re able to I suggest visiting The flower fields in Carlsbad for a dosage a happiness. I’m also going though a tough time, on top of my health issues, I had a litter of baby bunnies & half of them have passed within the last couple days. It’s been nothing but heartbreaking ❤️‍🩹 & a nightmare especially taking to the vets and emergency care. I feel like I’m losing my mind. Just wanted to share, you’re not alone in depression. My thoughts are with you during these difficult times. take care, Jen

[@claudiaespinosanchez2321]

Thanks so much for giving visibility to mental health 🙏♥️God Bless

[@arianamorales9641]

How did you make friends in your early 20s? I’m turning 23 in a few months and I’m struggling with figuring out how to make friends. My job is super isolated

[@kay.holsten]

Beautiful inside and out thank you for sharing (: ❤❤

[@rachelrose4591]

Where’s ur makeup bag from!? I’ve been looking for one like that !

[@kirrasebastian7419]

yesss I grew up/live in Oceanside!

[@lindsaycampbell5838]

san diego 🫶🫶🫶

[@kelseyelizabeth01]

whats your opinion of psilocybin therapy?

[@emmaleighcompton]

Literally just stayed in this exact room at Marbella

[@chplas9739]

not really into youtube anymore.. but i will ALWAYS come back to watch your videos

[@reginacoppel982]

What mascara do you use?? Looks beautiful

[@bethanydeal3]

Your beautiful without makeup as your natural self but your eyelashes with the mascara and your freckles you put on your face look so fricken cute on you

[@magdarp7444]

The lashes, are beautiful. Where is that maskara from?

[@morganwagaman263]

can you talk about why you don't like living in California?? I am really wanting to live there but need reasons not too.

[@edwardleecaliforniausa]

Hi Summer good morning happy Friday morning and I loved your vlogs and you are amazing Supporter and I'm proud of you and I enjoy your channel

[@_eve420]

great video summer!! 10:34

[@kristinchong629]

🎉🎉🎉

[@lavoiie8486]

omg your in Oceanside! i’m from there i wish i could catch u❤

[@ShekinahFineArt]

Jesus loves you Summer :)

[@amandelcake481]

I love you

[@annikaschmidt9990]

Hi 💙 did you ever think about moving to new York ? You Always seem so Happy there :)

[@lisamichelle8881]

BOOM..Green Sauce

[@princesaa__]

“Sought out” is the past tense of “seek out” ♥️ * Not “seeked out” *

[@LUxo323]

🎉

[@Julie_ao]

😍😍😍

[@davidparnell1903]

Hi summer

[@billiestruepunk]

I don't mean this in a harsh way at all but...why do you happen to be sick at a frequent pace? can you talk about that

[@debchaffin]

gurl let’s hang outttttt

[@oliiwvia]

You cannot imagine how much Jesus loves you

[@lenethabigail]

lets hang out! - fellow san diego girlie lol!

[@lenethabigail]

btw this weather has been killerrrr it was so funny seeing you suffer through the wind like i’ve been :P

[@KarmaHipster313]

Edited to sound like one long run on sentence. Normal people pause periodically when they talk. Your welcome

[@hannaa9787]

True

[@mar99kt61]

*You’re welcome

[@rustydusty3646]

I do believe that medications help people out but doctors are such pill pushers

[@elizabethgranger9559]

Yea unfortunately all they really do is cover up the symptoms. I have one that helped me majorly with physical symptoms and I could do normal life again but it wasn’t the best it could be and it stopped working recently after two years so I’m trying to seek out natural remedies so my body can actually heal. Wish this was more mainstream 😪

[@arbidirockz]

Go back to Jesus 🙏🏻

[@elysesheffield9008]

Amen!

[@princesaa__]

What happened? I just started watching this video? Did she stop going to church? 😢

[@Inglesconanaa]

​@@princesaa__ Nonya biznis

[@evalovett]

@@Inglesconanaashut up

[@SaucyTrash25]

What tablets what mental illness.?? 🫢

[@jamisynsmith]

This video making me realize I may need to get on meds 🥲

[@arianamorales9641]

How did you make friends in your early 20s? I’m turning 23 in a few months and I’m struggling with figuring out how to make friends. My job is super isolated