I’m one of the ones who heard this on criminal minds and immediately googled the lyrics to find out what song this was! I started crying as soon as I played this video. Your voice is amazingly beautiful and this song is so powerful. I love artists like you.
@cheyenne.mari233 жыл бұрын
Same here!
@shinahrashford64073 жыл бұрын
Same here
@Noodles_53 жыл бұрын
Same here!!!!
@-Old-School-Gamer2 жыл бұрын
Same here
@worldsfastestoneshots2 жыл бұрын
same here
@LinaLedbetter2 ай бұрын
This song isn’t about drug addiction in the literally sense. It’s about being addicted to someone you’re in love with, but who never loved you back. This is every single word my head, heart and soul screamed at my ex during our marriage, especially when I finally started to break away and leave. Only then did he act like he wanted me or cared. I tried to leave three times before the actual divorce (three attempts at sobriety) and each time he put on his act and I stayed (three relapses that lasted years). Thank you for putting such raw, real pain into song. It’s 3 minutes and 37 seconds of pure healing and self-forgiveness.
@sylviaw89695 жыл бұрын
Heard this on Criminal Minds and I froze. Thank you Taps.
@twaambo50315 жыл бұрын
Syl 1 me too😭🙌🙌
@wandamaximoff44805 жыл бұрын
Same here
@paulacooper77023 жыл бұрын
What an AMAZING song!!
@kellyb-g3 жыл бұрын
The only song I can't find is the one that played at the beginning of episode 12 season 12!
@cheyenne.mari233 жыл бұрын
Me too!
@Casandrav1 Жыл бұрын
Heard this on criminal minds and I cried listening to the whole song. Your voice is amazing. This song is now on my playlist.
@KendalWard-zq5gg Жыл бұрын
Same🥺
@tusjpennywise76355 жыл бұрын
Criminal Minds brought me here
@rodneyalmonor53645 жыл бұрын
tusj pennywise Same here lol
@kathrynchildress64185 жыл бұрын
Me too! Criminal Minds uses some wonderful songs.
@mamadoubarry75235 жыл бұрын
Me 2 💯😔
@emc60114 жыл бұрын
actually
@Tomboy-bz3zf4 ай бұрын
Same
@idclol14245 жыл бұрын
Everyone is here cause of CM and im so proud :))
@JayValentine365 жыл бұрын
I found at the end of a criminal minds episode
@ramuelfernando5 жыл бұрын
What episode is it from?
@wongelawitestifanos86065 жыл бұрын
@@ramuelfernando Season 14 Episode 9
@iamlise18855 жыл бұрын
Me too!
@Hypathia885 жыл бұрын
Haha me too! Shazam couldn't find it, googling lyrics didn't help but searching for music on Criminal Minds did :D such a good song!
@BrAnDiSeXt0n905 жыл бұрын
It's called broken wing
@taylorsuitto1825 жыл бұрын
So glad I watched the episode of criminal Minds because I love this song ❤
@chescafrancisco5 жыл бұрын
Thank you Criminal Minds for introducing me to a great artist ❤
@kasey_n_landon5 жыл бұрын
I'm here from Criminal Minds last night. I absolutely LOVE this song!!!!
@lauhuili10905 жыл бұрын
Criminal minds has brought all of us here ^^ it’s such a pretty songgg
@evantachoir41446 ай бұрын
This is a great choice for Criminal Minds Broken Wing if you listen to the lyrics. He’s talking about a relationship using the metaphor of addiction and the breakup being sobering up. In the episode the killer started killing after his wife, who was an addict, died. You could say he was addicted to her and the line “now that it’s over, and I’m sober (she’s gone/the relationship is over) the pain is so real” hits different
@rebeccapeasley90665 жыл бұрын
I heard this song on Criminal minds and knew without looking it up that this was you Taps. Your music is so moving. I absolutely love your music!
@amityolson64275 жыл бұрын
Same :)
@lavajade67525 жыл бұрын
Rebecca P beautiful.. Just bought it..
@eufemiadicanto18453 жыл бұрын
I have heard the song on criminal mind and I found it straight away on u tube is apsolu gorgeous
@KelseyH15 жыл бұрын
A true Criminal Minds fan knew this was you at the end of the episode ❤️
@lindsayannsings4285 жыл бұрын
The one person who disliked this song is definitely not sober... This song is hauntingly beautiful. Bravo, Taps
@anthonyisaza57424 жыл бұрын
I agree 700% . This song gives me chills each time
@cariaynmorgan34957 ай бұрын
Thank you Criminal minds!
@Lisa-ld1mn5 жыл бұрын
You managed to put the ending of a love with an addict into words. I realize that you're saying you're sober from your love affair but it's so relatable to loving an addict. What a way with words and what a gift you have!
@baybayginge5 жыл бұрын
When you hold me You can't even see the pain my face is hidin' You don't even know how much my heart is breakin' Cause you don't seem to care at all When you touch me You don't even feel the love I give is dyin' And nothin' that you do is satisfyin' But I did my best to love you anyway But now that it's over and I'm sober This hurt that I feel is so real Don't you get closer I get colder, the longer you hold me near When you kiss me You can't even tell my lips don't even want you Sad as this may be but, this is what you do You win my love and you steal my heart But now that it's over and I'm sober This hurt that I feel is so real Don't you get closer I get colder, the longer you hold me near I wanted you to be the one Tasted your love and now it's done And you led me on And I followed you You're my drug of choice What could I do But now that it's over and I'm sober This hurt that I feel is so real Don't you get closer I get colder, the longer you hold me near Now that it's over and I'm sober This hurt that I feel is so real Don't you get closer I get colder, the longer you hold me near
@leigh-annahallett77845 жыл бұрын
Thank you!!!
@baybayginge5 жыл бұрын
No problem
@antunsustic86745 жыл бұрын
youre a blessing
@joshhadwiger93904 жыл бұрын
I finally found this damn song.
@vimbaiangelamuzonda32895 жыл бұрын
My daughters and I are hooked! We r here in Zim and so proud of you. My daughter says Taps lays his life on the line every time he sings, it's like he puts it all out there, holds nothing back as if there's no tomorrow.....and I said that's right and that's his gift, we feel his voice. She said yes, it's as if we are right there with him. Thank you Taps. God bless you.
@jerseygoddess215 жыл бұрын
Criminal minds had me searching who sings this song!!! Took me a few but here I am. Love love love this song!! Amazing.
@faychmil4 жыл бұрын
Jersey Gambler same girl😘
@0000lola00005 жыл бұрын
Taps, your voice & lyrics in the first few seconds of this song were so powerful on that #CriminalMinds episode. Hearing it & watching the tragic character show those tattoos, with that expression on his face brought me to tears. It was so profoundly moving that I had to find the creator of this beautiful sound. LOVE your voice! ❤
@compherut Жыл бұрын
After that criminal minds episode I found this song and it’s been a favorite of mine since. Makes me feel strong and let’s me cry my fears and stress away. This song is amazing and so is your voice
@tapsempire Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much. This means a lot
@victoriabracken64808 ай бұрын
It is really a beautiful song! ❤❤
@editsamongotherthings52623 жыл бұрын
Criminal minds too 🥺
@jaymemetty42565 жыл бұрын
I was binge watching Criminal Minds - normal evening. Put my 5 little kiddos to bed for some me time. I instantly heard this song and my whole being paused, I swear my heart stopped at the sound of your voice. I started singing at 2 years old - and music is my passion. Music does so much for a person’s soul, and every now and then a song comes into my life that touches me. This was that song. Thank you for sharing your gift. *If you’re ever looking for a duet you know where to find one!*
@putripucukkunjui29225 жыл бұрын
Yes,like Criminal Minds☺️
@HerrFrutex5 жыл бұрын
One of his other songs (What have I done) was on the show at 10x05 :)
@imaqtee15 жыл бұрын
This song is so powerful! Thanks Criminal Mind for playing it, because I don’t think I would have ever heard it otherwise...Beautiful!
@Blink18285335 жыл бұрын
Criminal Minds fault for not putting your name at the end of the show, because I couldn't find it
@tinker2027-h2t5 жыл бұрын
all you have to do its put in the song and it will show you... not bye the name
@thotchocolate85034 жыл бұрын
I watched it through Prime Video and I found the title through the trivia thing
@shannonblanthorne5 жыл бұрын
This is absolutely beautiful, it played at the end of Criminal Minds and I went hunting for the song! Just bought it and I know I'm going to be listening to it on repeat.
@daniellecundiff83455 жыл бұрын
I met my husband when I was in active addiction. I got sober 07/06/2018, my marriage rapidly fell apart once I stopped using drugs to cope with my trauma. I picked up my divorce papers today, in 30 days, I will officially be single again. This song makes me cry, but it also helps remind me that these raw emotions I use heroin and/or meth to hide are ok to feel. My pink cloud has popped...my world is crumbling...but relapse will be certain death.
@0000lola00005 жыл бұрын
I am so happy that you're in recovery. It's a hard road in the beginning and it takes time but your life will absolutely get better. You are taking control of your life back. Stay near those who move you forward and not backwards and in time you will become the best of who you could possibly be. And you'll bring joy to the people who love you. Best of luck. 💕🤞
@brobafett91515 жыл бұрын
Same...exact...story. we'll be okay.
@Jayskiallthewayski5 жыл бұрын
Hang in there, cry, yell, fight as much as you need and one day soon you feel a tiny window in your pain. Maybe a minute when you are perfectly ok. That window will become bigger and more frequent. But that first tiny window means everything.
@brandonpaluses19805 жыл бұрын
Dont normally reply to comments on KZbin, but I 7/6/18 is a special day for myself..its also the day I entered recovery. We all have different struggles, but stay strong. It's hard to look back at the pain you are going thru/caused, but your happiness is most important. I'm proud of you..one day at a time.
@Jessicamorgan1997xo5 жыл бұрын
Danielle Cundiff please stay sober x
@sakura6005 жыл бұрын
This isn’t the first time criminal minds used one of your songs, they used one of your songs a couple years back. I only knew this because I honestly didn’t remember subscribing to you, so then I looked at your videos and saw what have I done, and instantly remembered you. Your voice is still amazing, and I hope to hear more from you! I now hit the notification bell so I’ll definitely won’t be missing any of your uploads!
@HerrFrutex5 жыл бұрын
Yeah. It was "What have I done" on 10x05 :) I knew instantly I knew that voice.
@insomniabynight45424 жыл бұрын
I don't care what anyone says... This guy deserves more recognition.!
@BrAnDiSeXt0n905 жыл бұрын
Heard this on criminal minds!!! I can feel the pain in your voice. Absolutely amazing!!
@didzislevans8894 Жыл бұрын
This song is such a masterpiece of slow music. Piano and strings are so powerful that could break your heart again, and lyrics speaks from both perspectives - the one who stayed and the one who went away. And the silences between words....
@melissagary94674 жыл бұрын
Beautiful song... Criminal minds brought me as well.. Love this.. ❤
@DjGerryLoveSongs5 жыл бұрын
Wow it is absolutely AMAZING.....Your Best song ever! And one of the Best Songs Ever! Congratulations Taps and Good Luck, I hope this is the Song that makes it Big for you. Get it on Radio Please!
@bernardlungu24634 жыл бұрын
WOW ; crystal clear voice ... I would like to hear Taps and Labrinth on the same song
@brennaherbert82515 жыл бұрын
criminal minds really out here upgrading my playlist
@divineuwase82452 жыл бұрын
I heard this on one of episode of criminal minds, and your voice took me too places that I can’t explain.
@kelseyh52405 жыл бұрын
I heard this song on criminal minds and it legit brings me to tears.... officially subscribed to you channel
@nikaylaevans61255 жыл бұрын
What episode
@kelseyh52405 жыл бұрын
Nikayla Evans the most recent one... I think it’s season 14 episode 9... it’s about drug addicts oding right after rehab
@pierrepoldor6670 Жыл бұрын
"This disease is not killing her, you are ".
@cariaynmorgan34957 ай бұрын
Great episode!
@simonpeterlokomo4035 жыл бұрын
CHALLENGE....WHO WANTS TO SEE TAPS IN XFACTOR OR BRITISH GOT TALENT 2019? DUDE IS TALENTED.
@bexk85 жыл бұрын
God no. He's better than that trash. It's not necessarily the stepping stone you think it will be. I struggle to remember most of the contestants names. Even the ones u think will have HUGE careers have vanished into oblivion...
@alanahbennett683 Жыл бұрын
Criminal minds bought me here 😢 cried instantly! Struggling with addiction is hard man! Iykyk x
@Bigfan_K4 жыл бұрын
I wish this song become more popular.
@alive.mp39925 жыл бұрын
I'm going through a breakup rn and this helps me so much crying my feelings out❤️💔
@nanyonikatola56893 жыл бұрын
Criminal Minds brought me here and I'm hella grateful
@geizaoli3 жыл бұрын
Your voice fascinate me! And how beautiful you are! Congratulations!😍👋👋👋👋👋👋
@noneyabusiness94419 ай бұрын
Wow,how the tears flowed like a waterfall 😭😭😭😭
@lizapalomar26233 жыл бұрын
I was not even really totally paying attention CM episode and i hear the lyrics and googled it. What a beautiful voice and story
@manniloos94192 жыл бұрын
This is one of the most powerful and emotional Songs i,ve ever heard since the last 20years. Keep up the good work and stay healthy.
@fdeebach3 жыл бұрын
I just watched Criminal Minds and heard this song and had to find it! I relate to this so much. What a beautiful song.
@snowflaw3 жыл бұрын
Omgggg this song 😍😍😍😍😍
@ИринаЖданова-л1ъ4 жыл бұрын
Спасибо Тебе За Твой...Талант ....Красоту ...Голоса Ты Великолепный. 😘💕😘💕😘💕
@MuhammadAhmad-ue7xw Жыл бұрын
I came here after watching Criminal Minds's episode "Broken Wing", it's a really great song that I had to search for, and also the episode itself is amazing and so heart touching, thank you Taps, and thank you Criminal Minds ❤️
@nakiaudaku86915 жыл бұрын
The world needs to know about you, Taps. You are a phenomenon in itself.
@ezrasy295 жыл бұрын
Criminal minds brought me here. T_T such a beautiful song.
@sweetangiegirl15 жыл бұрын
*Sigh*😍... so worth the wait. Omg, that's just so beautiful!
@sallahsallah73315 жыл бұрын
Yea it is
@eddymclain1291 Жыл бұрын
What grabs me the most in everything Taps touches is the sheer emotion he puts into everything. The incredible unfaultering range just holds you in the song from beginning to end. You cannot forget him it's that simple!
@TheGame7100 Жыл бұрын
This song helps me so much when i dont feel good like now..
@tapsempire Жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry you don't feel good right now. I'm so glad that this song helps a little bit.
@crystalclearUK1112 жыл бұрын
I just heard this on Criminal Minds - wow...glad I found it from the lyrics. Beautiful and pure.
@BeautifullyBrokenDisaster3 жыл бұрын
This song may or may not be about being a drug addict, I'm not sure but either way hearing this song really made me break out in tears. This song to me, is dedicated to all of the the people in the world who are/were like me... A DRUG ADDICT!!! Now, THANKS TO GOD, MY HANDSOME LOVING HUSBAND & MY 3 BEAUTIFUL, SMART, AMAZING & CARING LITTLE ANGELS(MY 3 BOYS) I AM CLEAN AND HAVE BEEN CLEAN FROM ALL OPIATES FOR 8 YEARS!!! I am a recovering addict. I was so addicted to opiates for years, and when those pain killers didn't work anymore I turned to heroin. I just kept on and on and on until one day my husband told me he had had enough & it was either the dope or him & our 3 kids.. I chose my family. Its hard to get clean, in fact it was one of the hardest things I have ever done, but I am here to tell whoever is reading this, especially if your an addict of anything, YOU CAN GET CLEAN!! BELIEVE IN YOURSELF, SET YOUR MIND & YOUR HEART TO BECOMING CLEAN, AND MOST OF ALL HAVE FAITH IN GOD AND YOURSELF!! I know you feel like you cant do it, I know.you feel like nobody cares if you live or die, but I promise that's NOT TRUE!! I CARE ABOUT YOU EVEN THOUGH I DONT KNOW YOU I CARE!! Please, just give yourself some time and at least try!!
@KiloBravo904 жыл бұрын
This brother has a voice from heaven.
@noTonThursday2 жыл бұрын
beautiful 🙌🏽😍 keep going 💪🏽
@aniape1589 Жыл бұрын
So simple and so beautifully emotional at the same time! Taps, you are a gift to a music world!
@karyahkanana1025 жыл бұрын
Criminal Minds brought me here. Had to find it, absolutely amazing
@Kissinglife-Tina4 жыл бұрын
I’m now on season 14 and have watched all of the previous seasons of CM, and this is the first song that have caught my attention. That voice, and those lyrics!😭
@casondraconyers26765 жыл бұрын
This is beautiful and you sing it beautifully... But the addiction for me is to the person not necessarily an addict. One of the hardest addictions to break is for a person who isnt good for you.
@SH-ux5ij5 жыл бұрын
Beautiful
@ghoughtaling1526 Жыл бұрын
Sober tapps ;today my tears. For apeople. l lov... your music. reunion of reviewin of the mind
@alannaheinrichs65845 жыл бұрын
Such a powerful song from such an incredible voice! I’m shook 😭
@doctord937 Жыл бұрын
Beautiful song. Thanks, brother.
@vickicouch5404 жыл бұрын
Like so many others, I heard this on CM, and I’m obsessed with it now. What a beautiful and well written song. WOW!
@tikleper57082 жыл бұрын
one of my favorite songs! thank you for those amazing and touching words!
@jadenamor77472 жыл бұрын
Found this on criminal minds. Love it ❤️
@tiffanyzukow77333 жыл бұрын
Listening to this again now a couple years later, I'm really hearing this message in a whole different way. This song is exactly how I felt ending my relationship with my drug of choice. Wow
@laurendouglas5143 жыл бұрын
Heard this on Criminal Minds, so beautiful! I relate 3 years clean. I needed this 💜
@EvandrooFilhoo5 жыл бұрын
I'm your fan Taps, God bless you !!!! Big hug directly from Salvador / Bahia / Brazil 🇧🇷🇧🇷🇧🇷🇧🇷
@stitch-monsterchen30272 жыл бұрын
Loving every note you sing
@emilydeschanel70064 жыл бұрын
Did anyone else cried so badly with this song at the end of criminal minds? 😭😭😭
@compherut Жыл бұрын
From what I remember it was a depressing episode and this song got me and my mom crying
@chrisbrownshotness3 жыл бұрын
Criminal minds thank you ❤️
@lillybeth81745 жыл бұрын
Criminal Minds fan here too and now, Taps fan 🥰😍
@09cvirzi4 жыл бұрын
j adore ,merci pour cette magnifique voix qui nous fait rêver et nous fait oublier les tracas ce monde
@joleenkarl55223 жыл бұрын
Very beautiful song first heard it on a criminal minds episode and didnt think about it till the next time I saw the same episode now I have it in my playlist thank you for writing such a beautiful song
@barswood-5 жыл бұрын
Taps, ты, просто, красавчик! Очень красивая песня. Very beautiful song. You're great!
@ellaa73894 жыл бұрын
Love the mustard shirt on you. 😍
@saralain35273 жыл бұрын
Beautifully sung. I'm in love with these vocals. 😫😭😭😫 #relations
@ValarieEdwards5 жыл бұрын
I could write music for this voice and never run out of words!
@rosalinagarcia175 жыл бұрын
Heard this on criminal minds show and went to KZbin to find the whole song. It's a beautiful song that's cute deep to the mind, thoughts and memories of those that have truly become sober. Thank you for sharing!!! ❤
@dinaogarro68185 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry. But Criminal Minds is just epic as a show. I live for the storyline, the soundtrack of every episode and the quotes at the start and the end. I just adore the show and how much all the characters have grown over time 💖
@ShadowWolf7452 жыл бұрын
This song I heard on Criminal Minds "Broken Wings" episode and touched my heart on many people in my life who I lost to addiction . It's a strong reminder we must try and help those we love who battle with addiction every day of their lives..🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿
@malikalemaissi51595 жыл бұрын
Intense, magnifique 👏👏👏, un vrai plaisir à écouter comme toujours kiss from France 🇫🇷🇫🇷🇫🇷🇫🇷🇫🇷🇫🇷🇫🇷🇫🇷🇫🇷🇫🇷
@mindililley7969 Жыл бұрын
I also heard this at the end of a Criminal Minds episode....what an incredibly beautiful song and voice!
@sebz1390 Жыл бұрын
This song really hits hard as I found it at the end of criminal minds. Really describes my story and a lost fiancé that I wish I could show this for. She left me because of my alcohol addiction and I don’t blame her, I was a terrible partner and she deserved better. Essentially when she left me I realized I need to get sober and it infact saved me. Currently working on a letter to make my amends to her, but it so hard to put so much love on to a piece of paper with a pen. I’ll always love you Alana, and I can’t say I’m sorry enough for taking you granted. ❤
@hopethomas13944 жыл бұрын
This is aamazing song! Seen every episode of criminal minds and never heard this song🤯 I just had to find it, thanks for sharing❣
@stellaingabire99574 жыл бұрын
Love love❤️ 💕 💗 👌👌beautiful voice
@anickaism4 жыл бұрын
😍 I don't have words , is beautiful. 😍 Your voice is perfect.
@dzivasambiri054 жыл бұрын
You are the greatest bro much love to you
@nadiaclarke21125 жыл бұрын
I heard this song in criminal minds and immediately I had to download it... brought me to tears😭😭 Yr voice and the emotions killed it... u put everything into this song🇯🇲🇯🇲🇯🇲🇯🇲
@NileBakura5 жыл бұрын
Heard this on criminal minds and I completely cried. Thank you forposting this
@gonsmemorybox3 жыл бұрын
Its been 3 years ans still hurting...
@HMKCroft3 жыл бұрын
FANTASTIC! This video should have millions of views and likes... (Criminal Minds brought me here too...)