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[@juliamrtn4837]

I actually really do love when you talk about fashion/ show us your outfits. You always inspire me to explore my own personal style!

[@elysesully6679]

Agreed! I'd love to see more outfit content in these videos. As much as I'm interested in the spiritual content, im also here for the fashion

[@TarMarz]

@@elysesully6679 @juliamrtn4837 more to come don't worry - some weeks are just not fashion weeks!

[@katharina.25]

girl you are glowing, I looove your energy. the tarot reading and the little vibe check at the end did resonate with me + your words really help to shift my perspective and be more positive about what's coming.

[@TarMarz]

thank you I really appreciate you sharing how my content helps initiate those little shifts for you x

[@synthesisoflove]

Total resonance with the Tarot reading! I've come to terms with the fact that it's time to leave a career that's no longer serving me, and am currently taking inspiration from other women around me to learn a new skill (coding) and see where that takes me. Completely open to my path looking completely different a year from now, but the tailwind behind me (and the difference from the last month or two of walking through sludge) is so powerful!

[@TarMarz]

summer, especially July/aug was notttttt it and I think what's happening in October is going to be a preview of the next year (its sort of the 'new year' start in a metaphysical sense) - things are looking up!

[@bleached463]

Love starting my Sundays with you and a cuppa ☕️ totally in liminal space vibe rn Like somethings about to pop off but it’s not quite ready to yet. As long as it doesn’t feel like August did, I’m all for it

[@claired9437]

That’s so weird I’ve just read your comment and I’m feeling the EXACT same way 😲

[@TarMarz]

august was not it, or July for that matter! October will be a preview taster for the next year!!

[@gulsevk119]

Tara! I've been following you for so long and sometimes write to you from here & Instagram. This vlog resonated with me so well because I'm in a period where I experience similar feelings and thoughts. I also started to read Artist's way book a week ago, I was actually gonna start to read start of the summer but my hand didn't. Now I feel like I have to do this inner work healing/releasing traumas and find what I want to do in my life like work/relationships. So I hope I'll have more clarity when I read this book and doing the tasks, October 23rd born, so ready to be reborn hahah. Thanks for sharing your experiences, you have genuine heart ❤

[@TarMarz]

even if you don't do the book sitting down to get whatever mundane things that are going through your head can be so insightful along with guided meditation! it just allows hour emotions to come to the surface and gives you an opp to process whatever's coming up and let it go :)) wishing you the best!

[@Maddy.ohaire]

always love the little montages at the start of your vlogs, so calming and sets the mood

[@lindydietrich7022]

Loved how chill this was! Loving your thoughts and honesty regarding fashion week, makes me feel less left out. Thanks for sharing that reading and always love hearing about your ever evolving expansion. ✌💝

[@mirellahodge]

Unbelievably spot on with the reading and the vibe check. Just keep being your true beautiful self. Amazing! ❤

[@TarMarz]

thank you for the encouragement!

[@GreenishPeas]

Tara, I just love love love your vlogs! They literally feel like a big hug💛I was wondering if you could sometimes share a little insight into your subletting process, something that I'm considering so I can let others into my space as I travel around but have no idea where to start!

[@TarMarz]

I'm lucky that I have instagram to find people but I've used airbnb in the past!

[@ND-mi5zg]

Week 12 of The Artist's Way, and regardless of how much work I had done, I was plunged deeper 😆The activities haven't necessarily been revolutionary for me, but the morning pages have given me a deeper understanding of what I thought I knew. It's great to hear how impactful the retreat was for your boyfriend 🙌

[@taylorfranklin616]

The tower really resonated

[@sarahgreen7359]

Tara you were so spot on with the reading. I have been in a season of change and last night let my hair down for the first time in months! It was such a beautiful night that I won't forget. P.s. I do love the fashion moments, but I appreciate that the fashion bits are like bonuses and they're beautiful, but there's also a lot of substance to your content! And variety. Hope you have a great week ✌🏼

[@TarMarz]

I justtttt had the best Saturday where I got to let my hair down too! Thank you for the feedback, def back to more outfits and New York things next week!

[@phoebe261]

It’s such a liminal time - don’t know whether it’s the changing of the seasons, but I’m in a place where I know I need to make a decision, but I’m just too afraid to make it. That tarot reading was very comforting - thank you.

[@TarMarz]

I love this saying about if you have the option to take action or have the decision made for you by ways of indecision, it always the option where you take control that feels sooo much better!

[@shaistaali9802]

And that's why everyone loves you. Ur definitely not the follower of a crowd. I'm glad u did what was right 4 u and didn't go 2 fashion week. Even if u do go, I will know that its genuine and not just doing whatever everyone else is. Ur genuine!! Love the way u speak and just love u as a human. True inspiration !! Just so different from everyone else in an amazing way

[@TarMarz]

thank you sweet one

[@hannahjspear]

Popping over to give this vid some love. LOVE!

[@ItsStyleTheory]

The collective reading really resonated, thank you Tara!

[@tikaishuman]

Tara, I've been with you since you first moved to NYC, maybe even before! At the time I was v much into beauty & fashion, wanted to become a makeup KZbinr or at least work in PR. but until 2020, I really pivoted interests to spirituality and I'm now a tarot reader. And so its crazy how it seems like you seem to be pivoting too, to a similar sphere! In a similar timeline!

[@TarMarz]

it's no coincidence we are all pivoting- there's definitely been a soul call put out into the universe ✨

[@Samjaynerouse]

Tara that reading was so spot on for me and exactly what I needed to hear so thank you ❤

[@TarMarz]

your very welcome!

[@aislingsmashling]

You're my comfort youtuber

[@TarMarz]

making these videos and reading comments also feels like a big hug to me

[@amandagosio]

I wonder if Toronto would be a good mix of Vancouver and NYC (I moved to nyc from Toronto this year and it is a bit of both in some ways but also maybe not as cool either way 😂 …good food though!!)

[@TarMarz]

I think energetically I'd have the same vibe in New York since its so close to here! Think I gotta switch it up! haha

[@tsvetelinasamohodova9903]

Another great blog ❤ this video made me think that I see you doing a retreat in the future 👀 you have such a special energy, it would be amazing x

[@TarMarz]

maybeeeee

[@shay22-x]

yes yes yes! haven't even watched yet but I already know.

[@TarMarz]

hahahaha appreciate you!

[@sarrourahtun6081]

The tarot was scary on point , bawling my eyes out 😪😭

[@TarMarz]

ahhh hope your ok!

[@sarrourahtun6081]

@@TarMarz thank you ❤❤❤

[@marquisstarks9471]

Really enjoy your channel, Tar Mar. You have quite the spiritual eye. From a kindred. God bless ;-)

[@TarMarz]

I was afraid I talked a bit too much about that side in this vlog but glad some people are there to appreciate it

[@mahsa065]

What's the name of the retreat? I live in vancouver and would love to go.

[@queeniman2674]

I was just in van too I secretly wished to bump into u!😂

[@TarMarz]

:')))

[@sarahb3606]

lol 👽🐶 So interesting about your boyfriend benefitting from the retreat. Was meant to be.

[@angelcare5969]

Can you share with us what retreat you went to so we can go too?!

[@TarMarz]

It was a Joe Fox Dreamer retreat!

[@angelcare5969]

@@TarMarz thank you so much!

[@Veganmam]

❤🙏

[@TarMarz]

[@ruthmaloney3117]

Are we supposed to know though

[@ozywomandius2290]

The “middle” place you’re taking about may be San Francisco.

[@TarMarz]

I really didn't vibe with SF!

[@kolorfulkarol]

Not my bf and I just talking about how the universe and life circumstances leading us to certain books and recently it was the Artists Way. He’s a big believer of morning writings and has gotten me to journal more so I’m tempted to read it now with you! 🫶🏻

[@TarMarz]

the book of the summer seems to be the artists way 😂

[@kaitlinadams3022]

the tower is my birthday card !!! this made me feel so seen. always feels like she’s telling me to embrace what i can’t change & break from what isn’t serving me. 🫢🥹

[@TarMarz]

so beautifully put!!