GRINDABLE EYESHADOWS ... OMG

[@lisatiberi7448]

Today's video is powerful. Your message today will help someone a hell of a lot more than a product recommendation. Seeing you in different ways, may it be silly, extra, lovey-dovey, excited, or sad, makes me connect with you even more.

[@mrsenstitz]

So many people love you, sweetheart. You lift us up with makeup. Thankyou

[@amberlyyoungblood2129]

Tati it may not be the video we “signed up for” but it’s one we all needed to hear. Thanks for being raw and true and I promise you and your friend are not alone. She is so fortunate to have you caring and thinking about her.

[@penny4279]

Tati always left lovely replies on my comments about anxiety and how her videos make me feel better.. I really can see now that she relates more than I thought she did 🖤 I really do appreciate her

[@laurasauro4116]

I just went back and watched this video after your post today mentioning it. I know you probably won't see this comment and it is a big reason I do not comment on videos, but I really wanted to this time. I started watching your videos probably 3-4 years ago when I was in a very low place. I had attempted suicide and I just thought it was over for me. Finding your channel helped me mentally escape and immerse myself into something different. I fell in love with your videos back then and haven't missed a single one ever since. It means so much to know you're a real person with those feelings too. I love you and I owe you a thank you for pulling me out of such a dark place in my life. I'm glad you found youtube.

[@CityKanin]

Laura, we share so much! I hope it has gotten better for you. Fight on my dude! :)

[@louisebaker8421]

Same for me, I'm trying to escape constantly and Tati helps with that. You have a beautiful smile, I'm glad you found it and long may it continue :)

[@myypoiintt]

I reeeeally love the fact that you didn't use a clickbait title such as "COMPLETE MELTDOWN! FAMILY CRISIS!". That says a lot about who you are as a person and that you keep it real. On other note, you look good even when you cry, girl. You go from sexy to adorable LOL.

[@lucialapina9273]

You are so right !! All of the youtubers would take a chance to change the title to make it more dramatic and get more views, I am so happy Tati doesnt think like that. She is so real.

[@catherine_404]

If 60,000 of us want to give you a hug, and you would spend 12 hours a day receiving hugs, and each hug lasts less than a minute, you'd spend 3 months doing nothing but receiving our hugs. If you want to talk about something personal because you think it would make you feel better or because you just want to share, please do. But don't think you should share just because some of us want you to. You don't owe us that. The only thing I expect of you is to tell the truth, which you do, and it's one of the reasons I like your channel.

[@K._.TJ._.]

CatherineZ thats right

[@meloflori]

Great comment and I am absolutely of your opinion!

[@belladelvecchio4953]

I love this

[@stacienichole1198]

Hugs tati!

[@carriemeadows3518]

CatherineZ ^^ what you said. Yes.

[@AdelaAdela]

When Tati started crying, so did I. Tati, please tell your friend we're all sending love to her and hope she's going to be okay.

[@zu-gc3cb]

who came here after watching Tati's recent video?

[@sarame1909]

Queeen me ✋

[@rehamali2312]

lmfao you caught me

[@Livskittle]

Ayeeeee 😂😂😂😂💦

[@jennajez]

Ahahah meeeee 😂

[@umberahmed2176]

Queeen 🙋‍♀️

[@bs204204]

“Sorry, this is not the video you signed up for” No, but this 👏 is 👏 the 👏 video 👏 I 👏 needed 👏

[@camilliamandrell4955]

Yes!!! We all need to see this sometimes! I’m glad she decided to upload it!

[@sunlightcat6974]

bs204204 yes!

[@torysings7468]

Yes

[@annamariekelemen2009]

I love that you spread this message, both about mental health and how hard it is to stand next to a loved one who struggel with mental health issues. These are very important things and talking about them means so much for your followers

[@Snowfoxie1]

Never be sorry for crying. Never never ever. We love you so much and are here for you. Besides, there isn't one of us here who hasn't been there. The entire reason I got into your channel is because I stumbled across you when I was dealing with awful anxiety last year and you made me feel better about myself, and I know I'm not the only one. Now it's our turn to help you.

[@madisonl3401]

It's refreshing and nice to see you being real and not trying to put on this facade that your life is all rainbows and butterflies, because nobodies life is like that! We all struggle with things and it's great to see you being open and honest, I hope this trend continues on this channel and we see more of the real you, because it's relatable and makes us feel better about hard times in OUR lives. ♥️

[@MrJasonshores364]

Ok lady, I cannot speak for anyone else, but I don't mind seeing you being emotional and showing you're human qualities. I love that you let us in for a second. Thank you for being you, everyday!!! We love you!!!

[@robynv9582]

I'm glad you uploaded this. Not every day is rainbows and sunshine. You're not a robot, you have emotions. If people get mad because you cried half the video, f them. And them shadows held up sooo that's a plus!

[@HunterOfBooks]

Tati.... I never comment on youtube videos cause for the most part i feel like no one will read them. Ive cried so much with this video.. Ive had panic attacks since i was a small kid. ive fainted at work and college out of anxiety... i was never able to even go back to college. its hard to live like this. it hurt me to see you crying, ive been following you for years. Thank you for talking about this. you are an inspiration. xoxo

[@happykittenmeow]

I left college for the same reason. I couldn't go anywhere (even to class) and just hid in my apartment.

[@Flutterby1388]

I totally relate. I have passed out since I was kid and feel very weak at times. I have times where I just crash and can't do life any more. I have to rest and recovery but life doesnt always allow for that.

[@MunchyBubbles]

Man, I just cried through this video with you. I’ve been there, depressed and not wanting to go on. It’s been a struggle but I’m still here! I hope your friend is doing better.

[@BeautyByAnneMarie]

I'm glad you uploaded this. Sometimes we do need a good cry. Hugs and love to you! Am getting those shadows btw! They wore really well. Lots of love to you xoxo

[@gemlikestardust]

Aw Tati honey I wish I could hug you right now :( We don't want you perfect. we love the real you so please show us everything that you're comfortable with. you're not alone even tho i'm sure it feels like it. i'm so glad i subscribed to you all those years ago.

[@jenniferjager6259]

I suffer from deep depression and YOU ARE my escape. You reach me with every video. Thank you! Love from Germany

[@jessicalemke4571]

hey dito, wohne auch in DE fühle mich genauso. Tati ist mein Ausweg. Hey, me too. Im also living in Germany, and i can just repeat what jennifer says. Youre the daily great escape for 5,10 or 45 minutes. we love you for that. its fckn okay not to be okay. and we shoukdnt be ashamed of that anymore. were all in severe stress and devestation some time. we love you. and i love everyone that struggles with the same sht i do/ we do

[@karsyndehaven1757]

Jennifer Kleiber except for being from Germany Tati helps me so much, she relives my stress and drowns out the saddness for me.

[@graceobrien4932]

It was hard watching my husband (married 12 years) go through anxiety and depression. I felt hopeless I couldn’t fix him and blamed myself that he got to this point. Thank God he knew he needed help and with meds, therapy and prayers he is functioning and involved again in my children’s and my life. Thank you TAti for sharing and also for tips at the end. Makeup has helped me get through my dark times and I always enjoy watching you. Thank you for being true and always love your videos

[@KandyFoxx]

Thank you. You have such a platform to speak out about mental health. 2 months ago I was in such a deep depression and I tried to take my own life. I was not comfortable telling my family, the only place I felt was safe was here on KZbin. I made a video about it and the out pouring of support from my channel and community was amazing. That video was the turning point for me and I am on the road to recovery with therapy and self care.

[@g4witt6]

Kandy Foxx love to you ❤️ as someone else who suffers from depression, I appreciate you sharing this and I'm glad you're on the road to recovery

[@Mkayyyyyyy__]

Omg I love you! Lol just wanted to let you know that even though I might be a stranger ❤️❤️❤️

[@cakepopaudio5155]

I feel like I am at that point in my life again

[@goodvibesgray3821]

My prayers are with you, life is hard and I suffer from bad anxiety and depression too. I will definitely check out your channel and show my support to you! Lots of love to you! 💜🌺

[@zoeycolosio4180]

Cake Pop do u want to talk abt it if so my Snapchat is zcolosio1

[@kamiaikens4940]

Honestly this is one of the most relatable moments I've had with you. I like seeing the more vulnerable side of my youtubers, it feels less isolating.

[@jharley444]

Seeing a KZbinr I respect so much be honest with their negative thoughts makes me realize that you're a real person. I dont know if you'll ever read this Tati, but when I was going through a rough depressive episode your channel was one of the ones I'd go to for an escape. Keep on being that beautiful shining light and I know things will get better again. All the love ❤

[@DawnKellyMedia]

Jasmine Watts that is so cool! See, Tati, you helped!!! 😁😁😁

[@lisaoatts3227]

Jasmine Watts I've been doing the same thing since my husband recently passed away. I find watching KZbin videos a pleasant, entertaining, and educational distraction. When you see someone like Tati is just like the rest of us, I don't feel so bad. 😊

[@jaceyxo]

Same. When my anxiety is high, I watch her videos. Her voice is so calming.

[@lisaoatts3227]

Tati, I totally get it, been there, am there. I'm also a "fixer", which really doesn't benefit us because we feel like a failure, when we can't fix someone else. It's taken me far to many years to accept that I can't fix other people, but I can fix me. It's not selfish to love yourself first. Sending love back to you . You are not alone.....and neither am I, unless I choose to be❤-virtual hug.

[@ruhithpathirana5101]

Tati please don't be afraid to take break. No one can imagine the amount of stress you must go through to post as often as you do and with the stress in your personal life. We will all be here for you.

[@hagiwaramio7289]

I really wish I could hug you through the screen :(

[@christinecassar4292]

Remember that you are human. I admire you much more because your humanity is real. Hugs dear Tati.

[@iamellie1175]

i do to, on snap she was so worried about posting this however i much prefer her not trying to be 100% perfect because no one is

[@calicat1996]

Watching someone suffer when there's absolutely nothing you can do is such a heartbreaking feeling. But having them know you're there, you support them, you love them is the best thing you can do. Thank you for being so real, because reality is we all struggle with something different at different times of our lives.

[@angelsightv1305]

Jus I know and it makes me love Tati even more..we all need a good cry..you need to let it out or it will build...pms uugghh..a good sad movie..cry Will change your mood..

[@darkerSolstice]

Hey, Tati. Thank you for being so honest about your mental health struggles. I love it when youtubers talk openly about such things, because it makes me feel less alone with my own anxiety and depression struggles.

[@stephaniepreston-mullins3262]

Me too....I struggle with depression, anxiety & panic atracks! It's the worst, but @Tati helps me to escape for a while. xoxo 😘💋❤

[@souad8428]

Hey tati, it makes two of us! Today is a REALLy bad day for me too... tomorrow is a new day so let's smile xxx

[@valeriebenitez4205]

souad lloyd I got dumped today in the morning !! It’s been such a sucky day today 😭

[@deegorgeous]

Thank you Tati. My son was very depressed and unfortunately he is no longer with us. We lost him due to depression and I ask myself everyday what I did wrong. Depression is real and mental illness needs to be addressed more along with suicide. It's an epidemic that no one wants to talk about. There is always hope, someone to listen, and someone who understands even if you don't think they do. Please pause and think about all the people who LOVE YOU!

[@herbertdanielson5909]

Tati, I just want to say I greatly appreciate the evolution taking place on your channel. Your vulnerability reads as a strength, your honesty is not only refreshing but calming as well. This video truly felt like an olive branch to everyone including myself out there who is trying to make the best of their situation, no matter how dismal it may seem. The work you’re putting in and the transparency you’re conveying is truly appreciated, love you Tati. Thank you.

[@racheljay6215]

YES. The world needs more of this. Thank you for your courage in sharing.

[@marcibrabb199]

Ben Danielson Agreed!

[@LisaWashington1974]

You always sign off your videos with “I love you guys so much”. Well, we love you Tati. Whatever you’re going through, I’m so sorry but thank you for sharing with us. You’re a wonderful, strong person & your subscribers & fans will always be here for you ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@tj9530]

I will never genuinely think that there is other beauty-youtuber who is more focused,lovely and down to earth person other than Tati. As someone who struggles with depression i would say that you are very supportive friend , the best that you can do is tell her that you are here, by her side and that she is not alone. Thank you for this video Tati ♡

[@marinaciurezu9407]

Hi Tati! I've never left a comment but this time I wanna tell you something.. I don't know if this is a coincidence or not, but lately I've been facing almost the same situation like you.. I really apreciate you and I watch your videos every day because truly you make me feel better.. I understand your feelings and reactions,because I have too and as you said is scary.. Scary af.. Your words are very real and I wanna tell you THANK YOU so much for your great advises and the reason that I take them from you is because I really feel you understand! In change for that, I'll say one thing.. Patience is the key and I say this because this is the only thing that helps me to keep going.. Patience to get healed like you said.. I lost my hope, but you've given me back... Probably not all, but enough to put me on the right way..

[@Tati]

Marina Ciurezu sending you so much love 😘❤ You can get through whatever you are facing... just keep going 🙌🏻

[@shannonbrown9438]

I'm not poking fun at your pain hunny but if your makeup survived a breakdown it is definitely tati approved. I can't remember the last time I had a good cry, I'm a walking timebomb and I'm scared of the day the dam breaks. Love you tati, you strong, beautiful woman.

[@ericaroman303]

Shannon Brown right? That concealer and foundation is standing up to a real life wear test

[@tianaroy5566]

ppl who are into kbeauty probably knew about it months ago but that's so cool to see k beauty on such a big channel like Tati's

[@aditya3465]

Yeah... I remember watching Eddie's video long ago

[@ambernichole7895]

Any idea if pony did the mixable lip pallet before the others I feel like I saw pony doing it first

[@dameneko]

Yes, and I was hoping that she would mention Pony's channel, but I'm glad to at least see her feature her products here. :)

[@PlatonicPurplePanda]

Anyone know where you can order this online? the description box mentions the prices but no links.

[@dameneko]

I really want to see Tati try the 3CE velvet lip tints. I think she would love them!

[@tabbitheurvina5886]

thank you for sharing this with us Tati. I can't imagine how hard it was to make this public to your subscribers. i am sorry you're dealing with some life things, you're very strong and it's okay to cry and show us this side of you. I am at a low point and severly depressed at this point in my life and honestly I thank you for sharing this. I just recently came to terms with how I am feeling and honestly you're right, I've finally opened up to my family about my struggle and it's helped me. this made me cry and I can relate so much. love you Tati. thank you.

[@ToffeeCrunch]

Tabbithe Urvina you're gonna be okay babe! I believe in you. ❤

[@katiestall2201]

💚

[@sarahshae1543]

TATI WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH NO NEED TO EVER APOLOGIZE!!!!!!! Youre so beautiful and inspiring I hope you have a better day tomorrow

[@kelleysisler6158]

Tati thank you so much for being so real, you are human honey thank you for sharing with us. Prayers to your friend for a spirtual healing.

[@bombdottcom111]

=)

[@sarahkmiller]

i love that you posted this authentic video. And you didn't title the video to make it only about your mental health. It was like just one facet that makes up the whole that is Tati. I feel the same way about myself. this meant a lot to me. thank you

[@annhelfrich6139]

I don’t think I’ve ever loved a video more. I’ve been in your shoes and it’s not easy to snap out of depression but it gets better as we stay true to ourselves. Days will be good and bad but we can move forward with each step. Sending you a big bear hug and now you’re not alone.

[@mervei9540]

No Tati, just no. The part where you said "and then I crossed a line and 'come on Tati, come on. You gotta get it together'". You honestly do not. Cry as much as you need, let out your emotions as much as possible, there's no point in trying to suppress your emotions, just be you! We love you and will support you whether you have a good day, or a bad day, we will always be there for you. I truly hope your family issues will be resolved soon! I'm glad you're showing us this side of you!! it makes it so much more relatable and at the end of the day I think: no one has a perfect life! I wish you all the best! xx

[@makeupbyseli31]

You said that so on point.. wow

[@carolinecui3505]

I agree with you so much!

[@cristinastewart1086]

I completely agree!

[@-nellie-m3711]

Dearest Tati, Take some Time off for You and James, We'll ALL STILL BE HERE WAITING FOR YOU TO RETURN, You can only do so much, and you have to think of Your Health at the end of the day, You Are An Amazing Woman who has worked Hard to get where you are today, NONE OF US ARE GOING ANYWHERE, STOP PUTTING SO MUCH PRESSURE ON YOURSELF SWEET GIRL. Much Love ❤️ Nellie

[@serenacurrent4594]

-Nellie -m yes!!! If she said she needed awhile off, her true fans and followers would support her. She deserves the best and I want nothing but the happiest times for her! She’s deserves a break whenever she wants one if she does!

[@TheDandyBrownie]

^^ this! Take some time and take care of YOU, Tati. We love you!

[@a.alvarez8846]

-Nellie -m i

[@barca4971]

N

[@-nellie-m3711]

A. Alvarez , what does i mean?

[@misskitkat3]

God this is so important for me to hear. I’ve struggled with crippling anxiety and depression for the past 11 years, and therapy and medicine help for me, but especially in these rough patches for me, it really helps to hear that we really aren’t alone in all this. I like real Tati. We all need to be more open about how hard life really is because we are all human and it helps to hear from others that have been in the same places we have been. I have so much love for you and your videos and I’m so happy for you and for everything you’ve been able to accomplish. You truly are an inspiring person, and it’s great to see you so comfortable with sharing your life experiences. Thank you.

[@Trinisettes]

I actually started crying when u brought up your friend being unreachable bc of depression and it really hit home for me bc I’m currently going through that but with my mom and it hurts..I completely understand what you mean. However, I’m glad you opened up about it bc I know I’m not the only one struggling with this and it encourages me to be strong like you..it hurts to u see like this but I know you will be able to heal and grow even stronger!! Thank your the advice and for being more open!! It truly means a lot! I hope you are feeling tons better~ love you lots!!

[@andreaXandrea]

This is the video I came here for, but it’s honestly the video I needed today. Thank you for making it

[@jessical6719]

andreaXandrea same so needed this today

[@SpurpleunicornB]

Yo same. Came to calm down and enjoy but her cry made me feel connected and not alone.

[@J.A.D.E.Official]

Love you guys. I hope what ever it is you are dealing with gets easier soon 💖

[@angelamullis7343]

I am so proud that you went ahead and uploaded this video. I think many people needed to see it. That are having a dark day, and can’t see the light. You are a true inspiration and I wish I could be there to give you a great big hug. So I’m sending you hugs, love and prayers, special delivery from Indiana 😍😘😍

[@JacquelynSteen]

I have Crohn’s disease and am in pain a lot everyday but watching your videos and playing with makeup have really helped me a lot. I actually feel pretty instead of crappy especially with what the disease does to you

[@bethanyh3767]

Tati, you are the most inspirational, independent, chic woman i know. Thank you so much for opening up to the 4 million people that all love you, it shows a more vulnerable, realistic side to you. It makes me love you even more. Keep your chin up and doing what your doing now gurl You got this Love you so much xoxo from Australia ❤️❤️❤️

[@alexandraluders7868]

I totally agree with you. Also love from Australia

[@wazza146]

x 3 from Australia! Loving the emotional honesty.

[@AnnaJeanine]

I’m so proud of you for uploading this and letting your guard down to millions of people. I really appreciate you and your videos. I hope you’re doing better ❤️❤️

[@pamtwagixox8117]

Im a counsellor and therapist and I’m super glad you are at a better place where you can share this with your viewers! I think its also important to de-stigmatize therapy! Coping mechanisms are good but seeking professional help to help guide through those tough times is incredibly healthy. I always say therapy is like going to the doctors: you should go to prevent getting sick/sicker not when you’re at your worst ! Sending love and positivity your way xoxo

[@albusdumbledore9731]

pamtwagixox thank you a lot for saying that. I just went to my new therapist for the second Time today and it just feels so good to finally get to the point where I can accept the help.

[@pamtwagixox8117]

Albus Dumbledore im glad! I hope you get the peace you’re looking for and the right coping tools necessary :) and its okay if you don’t get peace right away but I hope you get the insight to help guide you to your truth xo

[@albusdumbledore9731]

pamtwagixox I Hope so too. Thank you

[@Jeannette.akaJnett]

Tati I am almost 70 and am under the care of a psych doctor. Over the years my depression (coupled with everyday headaches and migraines ) has come and gone...couple months here some there. This time it's been a tough time, lasting almost 2 years. I'm done pretending and trying to take care of everyone else. Saving grace for me is prayer (those for me from family, friends, church family and those I pray for others). Embrace both the good days as well as the not so good. I find tears to be very cathartic and cleansing. I pray your friend has found some healing and that friend is very blessed to have you. As they say, life is fragile handle with prayer. Since I have been pretty much house bound of late, I am happy I've found your channel as I've been Tati binging lately. Thoroughly enjoy all I've seen so far.

[@TheMomentsKS]

This video really hit the spot for me. I am definitely one of those people who always try my hardest to look and seem happy and problem free. And then I have anxiety dreams every night because all my worries come down on me like a wave. But I also think sometimes it’s hard to explain to the people around you why you are feeling that way. So yes, KZbin, and people like you definitely give me a feeling of not being alone. Thank you for sharing this with us! ❤️

[@jessical6719]

TheMoments this is so me as well

[@katiegrech2071]

TheMoments- Me too, you said exactly what i was feeling....I like KZbin for that sense of community. Hugs to Tati and everyone going through hard times. xoxo

[@erinodonnell2516]

Tati, as a silent watcher of yours from the beginning I just wanted to tell you thank you for talking to us like this. We will always be here for you.

[@HuhHowboutThat]

Erin O'Donnell Amen! 💞

[@babiicakes357]

Girl..I’m so happy you shared this side of you to everyone. I deal with a lot of anxiety and deep deep depression and it’s so comforting to know that an idol that I look up to actually understands me and we’ve never even met before 💜 I cried with you when you cried throughout this video. Thank you for opening up to us. It means so much to me and everyone else. We love you 💜

[@stephaniegross7171]

I watched this video today because you actually referenced it in the video you posted today, October 1. This has been the worst year of my life by far. Watching you and the vulnerability you showed in this video has me in tears. You are a strong woman and you empower so many women everyday to be better versions of ourselves. All of the love in the world to you. I needed this. Love, prayers, and hugs to you Tati!

[@adarubalcaba100]

Tati the way u just take a moment and break down in front of a camera comes to show how real u are and raw that's something that we can see trough the video and let's us see who's u really are hope things get better ❤️✨

[@KristalHaze]

This is such a powerful video, especially in light of Kate Spade's suspected suicide. Mental health is such an important topic and deserves to be talked about regularly. If you are struggling with depression, you are not alone! Please find a therapist or support group you feel comfortable with. We are all in this together. 💙

[@fridameraz8919]

I wanted to hug you and cry with you. I'm so sorry for what you are going through. Depression is horrible, and I truly hope your friend gets the help they need. Much love and hugs to the both of you. ❤❤❤

[@bombdottcom111]

[@ramsidepp]

honestly i think the metallics are really pretty BUT i reeeeaaally want a tutorial on the matte eyelook you had before you but the metallic shadow on because that was pure gorgeousness

[@hayliewebb2266]

Im usually a silent fan, because i dont expect my comment to be seen, but know your videos touch over 4 MILLION hearts, what you do matters, YOU MATTER, and so does your friend. Love you Tati❤

[@MaximGiacomo]

Thank you so much for being yourself!! I can imagine what you are going through. KZbin helped me the same way! So much Love Tati ❤️

[@NancyKatiana]

This is why I watch KZbin. I'm alone here in my room, but I'm still able to connect with someone without saying a word. Thank you for not editing this out.

[@mburrito57939]

Positive note: this was a great opportunity to showcase how to fix ruined makeup xxx You're getting lots of hugs from us all. Thank you for being human xxx

[@sunlightcat6974]

A simple thumbs up is just NOT enough for today Tati... This video is everything and I'm truly thankful that you were brave enough to post it. Look at all those comments...you are a world changer, one life at a time. I cried right along with you and I didn't go hide in the bathroom when my husband noticed... I just looked at him and said "Tati. I just love Tati" and he replied "Yeah you do baby". Thank you Tati, we all love you!

[@born_confused]

A. Gibbs awh that's so lovely you're so lucky to have such a sweet husband 😊

[@bethanygates6812]

Awwww 😩😁😁😊

[@cajunbeauty7654]

Omg just this comment made me cry again 😢😭😭😭😭❤❤❤

[@haleyhamilton2175]

Tati you got me tearing up over here 😭 So glad you posted this video to show that everyone has bad days, it’s good to not just see the really amazing days. I’m loving how amazing your makeup held up though, I’d be looking a mess lol. I love you and how real you are, I’ll be praying for you and your family/friends ❤️

[@klove6149]

Haley Hamilton Awww!! Tati!!! You are truly a great genuine friend and it shows!!!🌻 I hope things get better for your friend🙏🙏🙏

[@Wiktoria-yq2wj]

Tati never forget you can talk with us Everyone has a bad day Love you xx

[@sheerinazhari6930]

It was hard to see her cry, I felt so bad that I couldn't do anything for her. But when she said she felt better talking to us I was so happy. Please don't think you should always be happy, positive and perfect for us to love you. For sure there are a lot of us who had bad days and watched your videos for distraction and felt better; so we definitely listen to you when you need it ❤️

[@sophieloujax]

Sending love and positive vibes to you. As a sufferer of anxiety and depression, it makes me feel less alone hearing someone else’s experience with the same. I love you. I think you’re incredible & so brave for being so honest. Thank you xx

[@Bbygurl1999]

I have had that same feeling! My s.o. has depression and some days he just feels so distant that all I want to do is cry FOR him. Not even because hes not talking to me,because it's not about me, but because I cant do anything for him and the one thing you want to do for people you love is help them and fix everything for them but youre just one person, and thats not how it works. Anyway, thanks for always being real Tati.

[@shanayah1376]

Aww this is sweet. From someone who has suffered from anxiety and depression my whole life you are doing the right thing. Loving him and supporting him as much as you possibly can even if it's from a distance. Just know he sees that you try and he appreciates you even if he cant always show it. Never give up on him and remember things will get better :)

[@deboraho6779]

Aw Tati, I was all ready to start commenting on eyeshadows and liquid lips. Now all I want to do is reach through the screen and give you a hug! I empathize pertaining to anxiety and depression! And huge kudos to you for finding your way back up and out when life starts to swallow you down deep and dark! So many of us are also so grateful to you for being a bright spot in our lives on days when they may be down for us too! Hugs to you Tati!💗💗💗 another day I’ll comment on grinding shadows and are there better dupes or liquid lips and the lasting wearability. Hang in here lady! Many of us out here “get it”! And we rally for you! 💗💗💗💋💋💋💐💐💐

[@Heathen_Named-Nikki]

IF YOU ARE READING THIS..... YOU ARE LOVED, YOU ARE WORTHY, & YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!!!

[@cyndielouwho8527]

Nikki Forrester and so are you!!!

[@shannyd624]

Love this comment ❤

[@J.A.D.E.Official]

Thank you, beautiful! You're one of the great ones!!! 💖

[@sandrabooth9526]

From someone who suffers from depression and anxiety this absolutely brought me to tears.... I am so happy that I discovered this channel. Thank you for everything you do and for reminding everyone that sometimes you just have a bad freaking day. I love you tati ❤❤❤

[@LucretiaPearl]

And this is why we love you. You're real. You go through some of the same crap we do. And seriously, that's a makeup test that helps us know what will stand up in our difficult times.

[@kayleeoxendale4171]

I'm sorry Tati... I wish I could give you a hug ❤❤

[@alexisz4102]

Tati- I love how much you care. I think everyone has had someone if not themselves go through depression- and that person you are worried about, is lucky to have you!

[@glamgio_nyc]

over here crying because you're crying! you are so sweet! i wish i could take all your stress away! I'll never stop watching your videos and you opening up like this only makes me want to watch them more! i'm so happy you decided to upload this! I was doing my make up getting ready while watching this and had to stop and have a cry with you so thank you!

[@jloboomboom]

No matter what you do or film you will ALWAYS be my favorite channel and I will always type your name in the search bar and manually search for your latest upload regardless if KZbin puts it in my news feed or not. Sending love from Trinidad & Tobago 🇹🇹🌴. We absolutely LOVE you here. Keep up the great work!!

[@nikkimajean]

Yes, same here! Half the time youtube doesn't, no matter how many times I unring and rering the bell to see if it will fix notifications... But every time I search up your videos, Tati. To me you have the best channel on youtube. Thank you so much for sharing yourself with us. We genuinely care about you

[@kelleycurrier]

You really have no idea how much you've helped someone today. Keep being you and you'll find that the real people who care about you will stick around. I'm obsessed with your hair and makeup today! Just keep reaching out to your friend if that's possible and maybe they will work through their stuff! Sending you love and hugs and I will pray for your friend! 😙

[@janelle009]

Although it is refreshing to be reminded that yes, you are in fact “normal” I am so sorry you’re having a tough time right now. I am happy to know it has nothing to do with your marriage though!Much love, strength and respect for you ✊♥️💫

[@angelsarraa2001]

This is the reason why I love Tati being herself on camera. Am glad you uploaded this video many youtubers would cut it out and pretend like nothing happend. Don't thank us and make up for pulling you out you did it yourself and you can do it again you are strong!

[@momisdearest1]

Tati, thank you for sharing all parts of you with us. The good, the bad, all of it. I'm so sorry that your friend is going through a tough time, and I'm sorry that you're not able to reach them at this time. The best we can do right now is just pray. Pray for their pain and suffering to be taken away. Pray for depression to be taken away. And just continue to pray and let them know you're there. It's hard, coming from a dark place myself, it's a continuous struggle. But I thank God for the blessings in my life. My girls, grand babies, loved ones. They keep me going. You're a great friend, kind hearted and I pray nothing but greatness in your life. Hope you're having a great afternoon. Sending you hugs all the way from Chicago. 😊😘❤️

[@niamhmurphy7245]

You should start a series called keeping it real with Tati 💗

[@cooperkelly7968]

It's crazy how THIS VIDEO was the answers to my prayers!! I really have been suffering through a weird depression that I have never experienced and have no idea how to deal with it. Your advice is amazing and am so grateful to be able to watch your videos and listen to you! I feel like you were reaching out to me in some way :) love you Tati, please keep making videos!!!

[@bunnyday1473]

Cooper Kelly Hugs! I hope you find a ray of light and get through all your difficult moments ☺

[@DawnKellyMedia]

I understand!!! You can make it through. 💕💖💕💞

[@melissaann4578]

Honestly, this video just makes you look strong and real which is something we are seeing less and less on KZbin. Thank you for being willing to share that vulnerable part of yourself. You were already my favorite beauty blogger and this just reinforces that. I hope things look up for you and your friend. ❤️

[@mariaathena7910]

Today is one year from my father's death, I'm in China alone and i was crying all day and then suddenly i saw you opened up and it really comforted me, i felt a connection. I'm a fan and I've been watching you for three years, thank you.

[@yoursunrise]

Maria Athena I'm sorry for your loss

[@mariaathena7910]

thank you:-)

[@carolinecui3505]

PONY is a famous korean makeup artist! She travels around the world and is also the makeup artist for many K-celebs. Her channel is PONY SYNDROME and she uploads tutorials and stuff. So glad my two worlds are colliding! Tati if you want to cry, cry. There was no line that you crossed today. We will always be here to support you no matter what.

[@hannahlutrick1976]

This was honestly my favorite video you have ever made... though I hate to see you sad I love that you can open up to us. It makes you more real and able to relate to. I was having the worst day and I watched this video and it really shows you that you’re not alone. Social media can be so hard because everything looks so perfect and it makes you think you have to be perfect too but that’s just not real life. This is real life and you are the most real person. Thank you so much for sharing with us. I love you and your channel so much, you have no idea how much you have helped me personally and I’m sure many others! Sending love and comfort your way😘😘

[@amylynn8560]

I love you so much your beautiful and amazing. I have been through some horrible depression as well and struggle with anxiety daily. I like seeing you open up and be real and not just like your life is perfect. I wish your life was perfect you deserve it. Virtual hugs coming your way

[@Annalovesautumn]

This was the right thing to do. Guaranteed, someone needed to hear your story and see your journey. You've helped others by looking after yourself. AND YOU STILL REVIEWED THE SHADOWS.

[@katerilevasseur8119]

Annalise Snoddon Why is is that people only start making these kind of REAL videos when their popularity starts to TANK?? Doesn't feel GENUINE to me!

[@Annalovesautumn]

Kateri [Kat] Levasseur Yeah, people do sometimes have ulterior motives. I think Tati's pretty sincere, considering her channel's growing right now. The Halo launch was pretty dramatic but I trust her on this one.

[@charleylandsman3600]

Tati...I'm literally sitting here sobbing. You're so strong, so beautiful, so incredibly inspirational and you don't even know it. I'm 17 and I've recently gotten out of the darkest point in my life. The anxiety attacks were daily, as was the self harm, thoughts that I'd be better off dead, and then my love for makeup grew. I had something I could put over my skin, blotchy from crying, and look at myself and see a different person. Who I wanted to be. That helped me get better, among other things, and now I'm that person with and without makeup. You were a massive part of that for me too. You and many other KZbinrs helped me see that makeup was an escape, and not one I should be ashamed of. I've just come out of an A Level exams (they're UK exams that get you into university) and it's the first exam I've ever done where I haven't had a panic attack. Things get better. We're all here for you, just like you're here for us. xo's

[@emmaonfire]

Charley Landsman So happy you’re doing better! Never give up, life has beautiful things to give to you ❤️

[@dinahtabbah1990]

Charley Landsman Charley congrats on getting through your exams. I’m very proud of you. I’m even prouder of you for summoning the courage to explore your passion for make up. You are gloriously beautiful mind, body, and spirit. I pray age 17 turns to age 117. Stick around, sweet girl. You have so much living and loving yet to experience 💞

[@taami1259]

I send you the biggest and tightest hug from the other side of the world (literally Paraguay haha) ❤️ keep working on yourself. You got this!

[@Sparkysings2]

This is one of the best videos Tati has done. It's raw and real! Just like we all are. Luv and hugs to all!

[@HuhHowboutThat]

Patty Mulcahy Jones i can't say it any better than that Patty. Thank you for posting what I'm too verklempt to articulate myself! 😢⚘

[@stefBeuk]

I'm a woman of 37 now and I have got a couple of very very rough years behind me. Therapy helped me a lot. Looking at myself, my actions, my thought patterns helped me a lot. But what helped me the most were the little things. Standing up for myself, learning to be proud and loving of myself, giving myself time and the push to put myself in 'the space'. Makeup was a huge help in that because it forced me to look myself in the eye, every morning and every night. I am now in the learning proces of helping others with all I've learned, it feels so good to know the bad days I had (and so many more like you and me) have made me so much richer for it so I can help others now. I absolutely LOVE this video and I have put it in my 'mental health' playlist for future pick-me-ups. Thank you Tati. ❤️

[@BeautyByLinnoria]

With the news of Kate Spade today, it is important to try and live your best life...build others up...be more positive...its ok to cry...reach out for help....surround yourself with light and positive people....

[@alexmiguel351]

I’d take REAL content over PERFECT content any day. You’re a person and we are people. Don’t forget that there will always be someone who can relate to whatever you’re experiencing in the sea of people watching. And that’s for anyone reading this.

[@solste1]

I almost couldn't watch this.. I have been that unreachable depressed person.. this makes me feel so bad for the people around me at that time. At the time I didn't think it affected other people.. once I came out of it I could see that it had, but thoughts work differently when you're depressed and at the time i didn't think anyone really cared..

[@annaward4004]

Sunny Roads girl I relate to this so much. When we are so depressed, we don’t have the capacity to see outside of ourself or our own pain. We are a fraction of ourselves in some ways. It’s definitely hard to think about those around us suffering while we suffer, but they LOVE us. I feel bad sometimes too, because I was so selfish and irrational. But being able to thank those that stood by me (now that I’m in a better place), has meant a lot to them! Keep being you and stay fabulous 💕

[@heathermarie3672]

I’ve been that person recently. I still am, honestly. I need to work through what I’m going through on my own for a bit, that’s all.

[@kellywarren-peggs5709]

Sunny Roads sending you hugs from Ohio!!

[@solste1]

Anna Ward That is so true.. Your world becomes so small and you become so self-centered without even realising it.. It makes me so sad to look back and realise that I know nothing about the people I surrounded myself with at that time.. Its like you said, all I could see was my own pain and suffering at the time! But I can honestly say that I think I'm a better person for it today. I have thanked all the people that were there for me, even my ex boyfriend(he is a good guy) ❤

[@solste1]

Heather Marie I'm so sorry to hear that.. I hope you have someone to talk to and something to look forward to! It honestly helps so much to force yourself to do "normal" things even if you don't feel like it. It can take a long time, and it's really hard, but I'm sure you can get through it ❤

[@rainaluv308]

The amount of love and support that everyone is showcasing is so refreshing. It’s great to see you being so raw with your subscribers; I know you gave a lot of people confidence to continue their day. So much love to you, Tati ❤️

[@jentra07]

Oh Tati I’m crying with you . My son passed away 2 months ago and it’s been so hard moving on . It’s nice to see a different side of you , Thank you for being open and honest . Remember; happiness is a choice . Wishing you love and light xo

[@Jrahe0609]

jentra07 I am so sorry hun. Mom to Mom no one should ensure losing a child. Prayers for healing and strength.

[@annaward4004]

jentra07 sending love to you. I’m so sorry for your loss!

[@tonyaneblett]

Aww so sorry for your loss. Prayers for you also! ❤️🙏🏻❤️

[@karencambell8876]

jentra07. I'm so sorry for your loss.Praying for you.

[@katnelson5617]

Hugs to you Jentra07

[@meloflori]

Dear Tati, it only makes you more lovable that you are such a compassionate and emotional person. Had you been here, I would have had to hug you. Stay as wonderful as you are. Some hugs from Germany sends you Melanie And a little laugh on the edge ... Why do you even look so damned beautiful? When I cry I get red spots all over my face, my nose is red and running and my chin is shaking, like an epileptic seizure. SASSINESS !!!

[@rebecca.d.1881]

Tati, I re-watched your video for the second time today. I find you so real and inspirational. I can connect with you in so many ways, and watching your videos makes me feel as though we are actually friends. I am someone who suffers from anxiety and have tried so many ways to overcome it over the years. However, I still just have some of "those days". I escape through makeup. Well, maybe escape is the wrong word; I love it and I'm so passionate about it that it gives me the pep I need when i'm feeling down. There is something about putting on a full face and glam and glitter that makes my day better. You are my favorite and I very much appreciate you keeping this video real and letting us into this part of your life. You are really something special! XOXO

[@Erica-vk5er]

Being someone that's trying to work through their own crippling depression, I relate and also feel so bad when you apologize for showing these tougher emotions. You don't need to apologize for being sad, struggling with life! It's so nice to see this part of you too! And I hope you continue to feel comfortable to show all of us the good and bad!