Teen Suicide Letter

[@laurynbprescott]

The fact that I had written a note saying most of this... Wow. I'm crying. I know I've made progress but it still hurts knowing how badly I wanted to leave this world. I was ready to escape everything in was feeling.

[@isabellarasmussen4389]

Things will get even better. And, it's ok to cry. If your think no one cares about you, or need to vent, just reply to me, I'll be here.

[@maryannhope8276]

@@isabellarasmussen4389 God Bless You Nice comment.

[@arjungcj]

This really made me cry... I don't feel bad for my parents but my friends don't even care about me, if I talk in class with my friends they will just talk with themselves like they didn't even heard me what I said. That sucks...

[@kayecaligirl]

this is so relatable. if anyone is feeling suicidal, please don't be afraid to talk to someone. god bless.

[@nikechick20]

the most painful thing is being invisible and empty at the same time. seeing life go on for everyone around, and trying to emulate their happiness. the excruciating feeling of trying to learn how to smile and laugh and be what evryone wants you to be. falling asleep hoping you dont have to wake up to yourself.

[@suicidalMoo]

Its scary knowimg that a two minute video explains how i feel exactly everyday...

[@Gizmolegion]

Depression is a terrible thing. It is caused by bully's , family ,it can happen from anything. but when someone calls you a name like "Fatty" or "Nerd" or "Ugly" and you still go on and think every day about that? That proves that you are Stronger.Even if you cry every night,this does not prove your weak.This proves your strong by keeping in the words.There will always be someone in the world that cares even if you don't know them yet.there is still someone out there.You are your own person and if that takes 1000 people to bring you down there will be 2000 to bring you back up.there will either be someone like you or someone that wants to help. and just stay away from the ones that disagrees and trys to make things worse.

[@catadan236]

I get everything from that letter. I feel the exact same way. I am hurt. People are just leaving me and I never get over anyone. I feel sad and empty and lonely and useless and I feel like everyone would be better off without me. I cry everyday and every night and I am questioning everything I did, everything people did to help me and I feel like I am just a waste of time in everyone's lives. I haven't met the person that would miss me if I am gone. I can't handle anything anymore. I die every minute a little bit more.

[@dankdude4272]

Noname Noname hey I know how depression feels can we maybe dm? ❤️

[@arlenevaldez3577]

This is how i feel

[@nightwolf2260]

I fell the same way :(

[@shariqfaraz8499]

Been 4 years since you posted. Hopefully you're doing well and having a great life. Bless you :)

[@swtxwishes]

I teared up a little because I can relate so much. :'(

[@trevormacewan]

This video reminds me of the time I wrote a similar letter to this. The grief, guilt, and pain started to take their toll on me, and I attempted suicide and obviously it failed because I'm still here. I felt alone because my mom died when I was 11 and my dad was never around, and I felt like I could never live up to what they wanted me to be. Sometimes I wish to this day that I succeeded in my attempt as selfish as that sounds. However, at the same time I'm glad that I'm still here today. The sad part of this video is I can relate with what this teenager went through, and she's likely not here today because of pain she went through. I shouldn't be here today either because I should be dead and buried. People say the pain and grief are temporary but when you're living it... It doesn't seem that way because you feel there's not way out... Support is all around us but it's difficult for us to reach for it. I hid my emotions from the world and like this video I wished "Somebody Do Something..." but of course no one did because I hid it. I should of saved my letter but I destroyed the morning after my attempt. My overdose didn't work and I didn't want anyone to find out so I tore up the letter and through the pill bottle in garbage outside of a 7 Eleven store. Sometimes I wonder how everyone in my life would be changed with out my presence? I'm glad that I have a support net now that's been keeping me tethered to this earth. But, it's difficult to get help because I didn't know what would happen. Very touching video that reminds me a lot of what I'm going through and gone through.

[@alyssapaige5524]

Just explained my life at the moment

[@tajomac]

As a suicide survivor, I can relate to many of the lines in this letter. Many of those thoughts went through my mind. I struggled for several years and then...Couldn't take it any more. That was over 20 years ago! I went to college, married, traveled, had children, so many thing await you! Late last year 2 teens in our very small completed suicide. So I started the Owego Suicide Help Group Facebook page. Suicide is so devastating to the family and friends left behind. You are not alone.

[@THISshowSUX]

We all go through a major spike in pressure when we reach our teenage years...I was depressed from 16 to 24 and now im fine. Understand teen depression is a phase you WILL grow out of it, just gotta make it through those rocky years. if self harm makes you feel better then wear a rubber band around your wrist and snap it until youre satisfied. No poking burning scraping or cutting. Seeing scars will keep the depressed feelings around.

[@vaperon_1548]

Primal 420 I know you wrote this 3 years ago, but if you see this... I've been dealing with depression and anxiety ever since I was 8, I'm now 17. Nothing has changed, I've helped quite a few people with their depression, including a 13 year old girl who has been through the most pain and suffering no child her age should ever go through. Your comment helped me a lot, thanks.

[@burra941]

"Somebody do something" Nobody can you make you feel better anymore, nobody will ever understand just how hurt you really were, because now you left them in an even worse potition than you were ever in. Obviously not talking to the person who uploaded the video

[@Leeexis]

I honestly cried, exactly how I feel right now.. I've tried talking to people yet no one will listen. I have a feeling I'm not going to be around much longer...

[@MichellesAGirl1996]

This Video makes me cry. I feel the pain that this person once felt, and or may still feel. I feel exactly the same way. I Suffer from depression and a type of bi-polar, I also suffer from many health issues, as well as bullied constantly. I always thought suicide was a way out. I still do. I have one person in my life to thank, for him being there, and keeping me alive, and making the pain go away. Friends may not solve the problem, but they sure do help. I owe my life to him

[@artisha9123]

God help all the souls that feel hopeless and unreachable. I have felt everything in this letter. This video breaks my heart I did not realize 30,000 people commit suicide every year. Everyone should have meaning in their life and something to live for. There is help out there please don't ever give up...You are unique and special there is no one in this world like you and you are needed and you deserve to live life and don't allow dark thoughts guilt threats or shame rob you of that. I know life is hard but You are alive for a reason we all are here for a reason and if you can't stop those dark voices in your mind tell someone reach out there are people who know exactly what you are going through. There are helplines you can call.. Even if it feels like the whole damn world is caving in on you. Believe me I understand i am alive, I am a miracle and you are alive and you are a miracle, I don't care how horrible a person you think you are you are you, an individual soul, not perfect, no one is and you are really sensitive and you feel alot because you are special you are different then other people that's okay because that is what makes you YOU. Maybe we are aliens from different planets but this is earth I know it sucks but we are here and even if you feel all you have done is cause everyone pain well that's okay because life is pain, and there are others who understand that pain. This is my journey I cannot take back what I did, the words I regret, the abuse to my family, yes i understand the guilt and self hate that comes in after we hurt everyone and ourselves but that is our journey "Why me" ? because there is a reason we suffer more then others but it does not mean we give up. Maybe it's genetics, a life of repeated childhood trauma, maybe it's a secret we are guilty about and have not told anyone, maybe we were raped maybe someone we loved and needed died, maybe someone threatened and blackmailed me, there are countless reasons that we tell ourselves I want to die just Hold on, I'm here I have been there. Trapped, no money, limited, physically sick exhausted depressed you name it.There is hope okay:) It is not the end it is your beginning and your break through is around the corner. It does not stay hopeless forever believe me, you feel like you are at a dead end now but not forever a door will open and you will be so grateful that you tried there really is away out from constant torment and from the hell you are in I know what you feel I know what you are going through I have been there. You just want it to end believe me it really will end don't give up please I beg you don't give up!! Deep down I said to myself I have to live for my mom I just can't hurt her and yes life is pain it is a struggle and there are no guarantees that I won't feel that extreme dark void overtake me again but if and when it does I can say life sucks but there is a reason why I am here, there must be something I have to do someone i need to meet someplace I need to go, I must have some purpose some gift there must be something I am good at. Don't give up you will never know what you could have had and I don't want to take my life only for my soul to repeat that hell in a different life or level. I want to try to get my soul through this life no matter how horrible it has been I look at life like "okay I am here I have got to do something while I am here" and I can choose to be a positive or negative person. If you feel unreachable write me after you read this and I will tell you all the reasons why LIFE is WORTH LIVING I love you, i understand you big hug and kiss I have been there:)

[@jordanpierce8125]

You helped me so much with just this comment..thank you. So much..

[@dariotrevinogonzalez3453]

+artisha Torres Thank you, ive read your comment in the right moment, just in time,cheers.

[@artisha9123]

+Dario Trevino Gonzalez let me know what you think of this video people give their life testimonies of going to hell and heaven www.itbn.org/index/detail/lib/Networks/sublib/TBN/ec/owcHk2ajqiAY_Or2i3t6j9V4nqpXzB4y

[@temarishikamaru4ev]

This made me cry when i watched it. Ive been dealin w/ Depression for 7 yrs now. several suicide attempts & countless # of thoughts of it. Alot of what the author said i can agree w/ & some i dont, only 4 the fact i use 2 & now i dont feel them anymore My family really doesnt understand and neither do i... i have nothing to be depressed for or about.. but i just am. so i deal with contemplations every day and decide agaist them everytime. Suicide is such a perminite solution for a temp problem

[@rockqueen13]

i teared up i was at this point once its over now but i still cry at the thought of it

[@amber9324]

this makes me so sad and each of these things run through my mind throughout the day :/

[@marcosviniciusprof]

What I think: everyone fall, cry, feel lonely sometimes (or all the time)... You won't be the best for anyone. And you shouldn't be the best for anyone. Or at anything. Just live your life. Take it easy. Everyone have hard times and good ones. There's too much to see, do and LIVE. It won't better for you or your family hurting yourself. Start something new. Don't be afraid of trying. Don't take mockery seriuously. I don't know how it is in the U.S, but here in Brazil we just play jokes on that.

[@hatakekakashi3385]

life sometimes gets rough to the point where people think suicide is easier than dealing with it. but its not worth it, at all

[@RoxyOneal]

If anyone needs to talk, I'm here...I've been where you've been and I know it's hard so if you need to talk, I'm here.

[@natashamartin8314]

Heart breaking May you know unconditional Love

[@Leppy101]

I can relate to this, so much. I don't talk to anyone at school. I've lost friends simply because I started to go down hill. I lost my gf to a car accident and a year after that I lost my uncle who committed suicide. I started cutting after all this happened to me. I still do today. My biggest lie I have ever told was telling my mom that I'm okay. And just last friday I started to write my suicide note. No one talks to me. No one wants to be around me. I stopped talking to everyone and my family

[@-..._._-.]

Damn its been 8 years I don't know if your still here or have access to the account but im on my last days right now just a few weeks left then im ending it

[@24infernoX]

how can i repent....ive been lied about....been talked about badly....beat up....bullied at school....my own parents dont understand how i feel right now....i just feel trapped to the bone and point where i question faith is even an option?

[@HeyyitsMallorie]

Stop looking at the things you're not, and start being thankful for what you are

[@natashamartin8314]

Heartbreaking May you know unconditional love

[@Baaranj]

I can relate to all of this. It's just leaving me crying, and hurting myself ... again.

[@caitlynshaw6222]

You may think all hope is lost and that wall inside that keeps you strong has fallen but every wall can be rebuild. You also may think that blade is your only friend but people care. You may think no one wants you but you were putted on this planet for a reason. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger try to face your demons and try to get help you're not alone my friend you're not alone. Stay Strong no matter what

[@CanAkane]

i also cried, i relate to this... it kind of made me want to die... it gave me the answers to all of my quesiton, but you know something, everyone watching? The future is unpredictable, and we'll never know what happens. But we can structure our own lives, picture yourself 10 years from now. What're you doing? Manager for a huge company, creater of the next big social network, touring the world with your heart-felt songs.... don't give up, you don't know anything yet. you're still young.

[@THISshowSUX]

Just remember when u cut your arms and legs you arent just scarring yourself but the ones you love too. When you feel like you failed your mom and dad...they feel like they failed you too. Keep in mind there is ALWAYS someone out there that has it worse than you do.

[@santabergsteine7196]

Does it mean that I can't be happy because someone is already happy out there too?

[@aceitaliano88]

You are not alone we are all here for you.

[@BTHelene]

I dont know what to do with myself anymore.. Im so sad and lonely

[@GetLikeMe47]

This is how I feel all the time. I just want to die. I can't live, i don't know anymore. I cry, and cry, and cry. Nothing helps. I need someone to save me Please??

[@Potocnyj]

@epotter006 I've been there too, and I do know what you are going through. Don't tell yourself that it is too late, it never is. You can always turn things around, and there are people out there who will help you if you are willing to ask them to. If you ever need to talk, I'm around and I am glad to help.

[@Turkpirelii]

i Feel actually like this crying and thinking of suicide thoughts now, what i do , i was loving my life and tried so hard, i don't how i got depressed and anxiety life started to fuk me and it is 2 years i feel like this, i think the end will be near son everyday is getting worse, just worse worse I'm so scared

[@JaniFerraz]

It's like I wrote that.

[@ronnymcdowell1580]

I am a very proud dad of a very very beautifull 15 year old daughter. Her name is cheyenne she is BULLIED every day in school in Northern New Mexico.(USA) MY wife and myself have taken this bullie probelm to the school, and nothing gets done.Thank God we have friends and family who saw our daughters post on face book and told us what was posted and now we are in the prosess of pulling her out of the school system here and doing online school for her and us. And we are going to take legal action.

[@laurenmcgre_]

Exactly how I feel 😭

[@shariqfaraz8499]

Hey !! Hope you are doing well you beautiful soul. Have faith and God bless you ❤️

[@kazumanana3221]

Nobody can stay with me forever, being alone and knowing that I'm gonna left alone even if the whole world get beside me now I know in my deepest that they will leave my side one day so I prefer to go first and wait for them there even if I don't have and I don't think that even there anybody will see me or talk to me or hear me, I screamed for so long yelling for help but no one hears me maybe god can forgive me but still I need to go and beg for her forgiveness.

[@mylifeaspatricia]

In all suicide letters it says I love you well .... You have to learn to love yourself to ever love someone

[@annadufaure757]

That never helped me. It was more depressing than cutting because it felt like a lie. Like I was hidding the truth about myself, that I cut, and that it makes me better and fixes the tears in my heart. I tried to hide the scars but it was exausting and I can't deal with it anymore, I just don't bring attention to my arms.

[@ToxicGaming1011]

Please stay strong, you do have people who love you and they would you to go.

[@yurikigawa4051]

It's hard to believe that this is happening to a wonderful girl like you... you don't deserve this

[@supriya.tmg7]

I always feel this💔

[@Tiffania5505]

You are Gods seeds.... spread your seed knowledge! One day you will have a child and love that child so much and remember to give it the lonlieness you need. I promise. Faith is so deep, but as a younger girl, just know, that I know TMH (the most high is real and I know he loves you). Trust me I was young once too and the feelings hurt like heck, but the older you get, the smaller the problems seem.

[@crazylol12314]

This is so sad. Made me cry because sometime this is how I feel but I'm not suicidal just no one cares about me :/

[@andy12328]

I am depresed and dont know what to do no one cares for me every day I pray it is like god dosent even care I put on a smile but it is to painful

[@istealsouls4soup]

Suicide: The only way to match the way everyone, even my own family, makes me feel on the inside.

[@ThePrincessMunchkin]

i feel like this i feel like going forever..... and besides i have hade another bad day today in not perfect i wish i was :( i wish every pain whent away!

[@nonuvurbeeznus795]

Suicide. The last thought that ever crosses their mind, is always, "I don't want too die." A man jumped off the golden gat bridge, and survived the fall. THey asked him what thoughts crossed through his head as he fell. He said he tried to grab the bridge before he fell. Everyone always thinks it so bad, then when it comes down to it, at the last moment they ALWAYS regret it. Everyone has a friend, all you have to do is try to find them. Suicide is never the answer.

[@Bless__28]

Okay so i got my report card today and everyone is not satisfied with the result. Complains from every teacher saying im so lazy and paid no attention and sleep in clas, one of my subject teacher even went inside my clas when i was having my interview with my mom and clas teachers. He said the same thing, my mom lookd disappointed. I feel unwanted, people calling me fat, ugly, im not pretty, im being used alot, i have no one to talk to, i hve to be strong for my friends when i myself is falling

[@bethannrose7108]

I'm crying. Do things ever get better. So far I don't see the point in living. I won't commit suicide because I of the pain it would cause my family or some of my family and God doesn't want me to die that way. But does life ever get better?

[@Davidiscrazy100]

@andy12328 I sometimes feel the same way but be strong! your more useful than anyone who bullies or ignores you!

[@bethynicolelittle]

thats really sad how can anyoe go that far to think about suicide

[@gangsterkitty418]

i know exactly what you mean that is the only reason why i haven't tried to commit suicide yet i am scared that i might survive and i don't want to deal with anymore drama and i know i feel like a robot i feel like i live for others i cant feel anything at all there is no happiness in my life and i wish i was dead too there's no point for me to live and there's no way my life is ever getting better I am just sorry that you feel that way i know that feeling and its horrible

[@dogsrulehpe]

if any one ever needs to talk about it then i would be happy to help i am on almost every day so i will reply quickly life is tough but you can get through it easier by talking to people about it and i can be that person

[@Electronickoala]

On the inside I am not dead, but dying and on the outside I am a puppet of my old self

[@karahruttlen9659]

im going to pray for you because you need help and you must be just as hurt and broke down as the others.....

[@rosskilbride5452]

This song is called "pieces" by "Red".

[@abdullahimohamed2997]

My voice is cracking from reading this but some how I'm not crying I want to cry but but I can't all my tears are dried up I want to scream at the top of my lungs but can't my voice is cracking a wise woman told me this the that has a mind of suicide thoughts is the most hurt but no the that keeps the most secrets and hide there true feelings and smiles in bad situations is the true felling depression she died a week a go

[@andieandersons5218]

I feel the way you do... Talk to me please if you're still here :'(

[@coco7231]

ive been thinking suicide for a while and it only got worse cause i lost my BFF due to lies people have been making and a boy at our school hacked my FB and has been tormenting me..................................idk what to think of life now!

[@spacecadet147]

Depression is a thief in the night it'll sneak up on you, slowly destroying everything in your life until you feel your only option is to take your life in the ultimate act selfishness. I struggle with depression every day it's an evil that doesn't discriminate it eats your soul and destroys everything and anyone that means anything to you. I've tried taking my life through a drug overdose obviously i failed in my attempt and was found unconscious by my partner who called paramedics and thankfu

[@MrPrecious611]

i feel like this all the time. I have attempted suicide already like 3 or 4 times but my mom came in to early for it to be final. my last attempt was last week on Tuesday. I had just been released from a hospital Monday but attempted it again. I have 71 stitches in my arms legs and other places. I don't want to be here.

[@Saved4Life1550]

I'll be praying for you man... I hope God touches your heart.. I know your heart maybe hardened but I pray one day God opens your eyes my friend..

[@directionercatstyles]

I'M CRYING, I'M CRYING :'(

[@DrOctagonapus117]

Same feelings and thoughts here...

[@rose22216]

I feel like that but then i think of my best friend crying

[@business269]

Im a guy, but this is how i feel all the time! parents hate, i fail at everything, and i worthless... this video hit me really hard!

[@Fire62Link]

I hope things are okay.

[@KeepItKpopping]

how I feel exactly is this...

[@CrabbyxCore]

This poor girl...Everyone cares, I'm so sorry she had to feel this. It's depression to the highest degree and no one could tell. I wish I could have hugged this girl, I wish I could've made her realise she ment the world to people...

[@c1ri6st0ia7n]

All of this it happens to me and i tried it 4 times but never get to be dead

[@fallenangelforever22]

The song is PIECES BY RED :)

[@DeviousLamb7]

A friend had me watch this. Nobody really knows what people think before they commit suicide. Everyone says they were just depressed or should have turned to jesus. Well I have been that close. Its more than just depression. Its an empty, cold, hollow feeling inside that seems to intisify all the pain you have ever felt. Its hurts to even breath. And all you can think about is finding a way to stop feeling like this. My best friend is the one that physically stopped me. Not god.

[@jesseymarie789]

@CanAkane I agree with every word you said.A year ago..I would of sat here and cried nonstop watching this video I was deep in depression...I tried to kill myself more then once..I cut and I stopped eating.I figured I wasnt important enough so I didnt deserve anything..Every hated me and I stopped believing in god and started asking "If god was really real he wouldnt of done this to me" Now I go to church every wednesday and im the happiest girl at my new school (: and am stronger bc of my past

[@mellybear01]

many people think many different things about suicide. talk to me before you really do anything. i will help you. i'm not that kind of person to sit back and read everything that's going on and not help. i don't care what the problem is, i'm here for you. message me at any point for anything and i will always reply ♥

[@Wazuprandom]

I try to tell my friends that this happens everyday! even if you push someone to far! i had enough of this bs!@

[@tylerteague2695]

I know how you feel...i still want to end it

[@revolutionfl88]

your not a nobody...God loves you sooo much....

[@onewaysofly]

@LashExplosion Me to! it made me cry! i can relate...

[@Ninjasplitter]

This pretty much sums up my life...

[@p_alexandra0937]

:( should I do it thts how I feel.......should I hang myself or make myself feel pain when I do it.......should I pass on?

[@d_e_a_p_s2366]

the fact that people said:youre rich you have everything of good in your life your joking is fake depression this hurts people so much like im gonna die no jk

[@jessicajaramillo1741]

What is the song in the video? I really like it.

[@edwardjones9298]

Shelby layne god bless you

[@andy12328]

its a closed world with open wounds

[@YoungstaD713]

THank you.....but ive had the thought but i am scare..not going to lie im serious im like living hell struggle my whole life....no really happy times that ihad only with my old friends that i use to have dont kno what happen to them

[@amyintoxicatedox]

hmm this just reminds me of me, i keep going into stages like this, i cant get out, family freinds boyfreind, just dont get me..

[@izabellrameriz]

This made me cry :'(

[@spikeman991]

thats really sad everyone better take it seriously

[@jesseymarie789]

@CanAkane Yup(: This will be my second year away from the people who made my life hell.The first year was like a game...Basically dont let people find out be happy and get through the year..And pretty soon everyone saw my scars and started questioning..My game didnt turn out as i planned lol.But now im known as the skinny-hyper-always smiling-one to go to if you needa talk-kinda girl and Im loving it (:

[@dakotahorton4885]

to all of you thinking of taking your own life, please don't. I'm not going to say it's stupid or anything like that, because it's not, but even without knowing you, I would miss you so much. my kik is musicdeathangel1 if you ever need anyone to talk to. please stay strong. I care.

[@jadestudios580]

attempted today actually... at lunch...I didn't go deep enough... again... I'm going to wait now... until their asleep I'll find a blade I will go deeper....I will do this... I'm sorry everyone...I truly am

[@dankdude4272]

Jade kat artz please don’t do it, your loved I promise

[@aMixedAmerican]

This explains my life completely. I hate every part of my life. I'm abused of made fun of. My "friends" don't care to be around me. My family doesn't like me. I can't keep my bf happy. I'm just a failure at everything. I wish I was never born. I feel like the world is againest me and even God hates me. Why can't I just be happy;( I feel so broken

[@casseymeiers8418]

I'm so depress that I want to die rn. Idk but I feel so empty that's made me cry all day😭😭 Please God rescue me pls 😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@shariqfaraz8499]

Hey !! Hope you are doing well lady. Life is hard. But eventually everything turn out to be fine. Have faith and never lose hope :)

[@dobaucuacabip]

This is exactly how i feel every day..-

[@surrealismomuto]

Same here..... I am close to do in these days

[@catalinaherrera6526]

This how I feel every day. I've been dealing w/these feelings since I was a little kid. Around 6 or 7 years old is when it began. Im 20 years old now. So I've have been fighting depression for about 15 years. & I've struggled so much w/it . I've tried every way possible to kill myself. I was put in a hospital that dealt w/people who have been struggling w/their emotions. I was17 & was released 1 month later because i have no insurance. I self harmed & ran away my whole life. I still cut myself.