Ten Toes (Prod. BubbaGotBeatz) - Instrumental -

[@PresenceMusic]

I know I made some mistakes but that was all in my past/Now I'm out here tryna regain my ground real fast/And I don't understand the struggle, and I don't understand the pain/I don't understand why all of this is running through my brain/And it's running through my veins/And I feel I can't escape/And even when I try to overcome all of the hate/It feels like I just get locked tighter in this gate/And my heart begins to Shake/And my heart begins to frail/No matter what I do, I know I can't prevail/Before I even started, I already knew failed/And in case you couldn't tell/My life is on a Sail/And it just stared sinkin/Do I revert drinking/Or do I revert to prayer/Cuz even though I pray, my life's still in despair/Man this life really ain't fair/But you don't really care/Nah, You don't care that my life is in a drought/Where is all my life flowing, cuz I think I'm out/I don't feel nothing, we call that feeling lifeless/I don't feel nothing, when I used to feel righteous/I just keep feeling more empty at heart/My heart keeps on crumbling and falling apart/Yea, Do you know that feeling?/When you know you need some healing/But even though you know that, that pain still keeps on killin/And you know you can't escape it/And you know you can't erase it/So you hide from yo problems cuz it's just to hard to face it/You know you can't erase all of the things you've said/And just that in itself creates a whirlwind in your head/And you laying in yo bed/Create a list of your regrets/Make a list of all the thing and challenges you've met/And you feel like life is set/Yea, you can't get past the struggle/So you lock up In this bubble/Don't got nobody to cuddle/Cuz you can't even trust yo self to not get into trouble/So how she post to trust you, when love is on the line/When she don't even know if she's just wasting time/Ten toes...

[@PresenceMusic]

Lol. Sorry, so long. Just was feeling this beat

[@richardvelasquez3617]

Jonathon Martinez that's deep much respect it hard out here💯

[@gaynationwide6537]

Fire

[@gabriellegreen8554]

Jonathon Martinez 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@andytaofinuu2494]

Bro that was lit I rapped what u writ and man I like ur rapping u should make a video man ur good

[@joedirt1308]

0:23 I was born into the struggle, Life started gettin harder I'd never guess when I was 3 that I would lose my father But there's always a purpose, Cuz he was bein abusive We decided to leave the next time that he knocked her tooth in, We ended up in california, with another dude He was pretty cool ya everything was goin smooth But I was probably 9 when I started to notice signs I was gettin lost couldn't find my way through the vines 0:46 But he never helped, he just went and he grabbed the belt Never asked me how I felt, he just have me welts Edit: Tired of being on my own for so fuckin long Had to go and realize that I was not alone My mom was by my side, and she was so damn strong If I could see him one more time I'd put one in his dome Wish I could tell you this a prank but it aint home alone This hits so deep I had to put it all into a song My grandpa died today and it really hurt Stressing so much with work that imma go bezerk But we made the come up, shout out polo g I know he's the realest rapper that I've ever seen I miss my uncle Ken he's also deceased If I could hear him one more time he'd tell me imma beast Why did they have to leave why couldn't they have stayed stayed If they were here I wouldn't have to shed these years today Come back grandpa for I drink all these beers away I'm not an alchoholic don't make me face all my fears today Come back Kenny for I drink all these beers away I'm not an alcoholic don't make me face all my fears today LONG PAUSE------- 1:56

[@herb2real]

I hope your ok

[@joedirt1308]

@@herb2real I'm 👍 thanks

[@braelynelashae]

Pls pls pls continue it it really says a lot

[@booterbros4413]

@@braelynelashae ok I will continue it, you know what's crazy bro, I'm only 14. I really appreciate all of the support

[@booterbros4413]

@@braelynelashae i also subbed btw

[@MajorMosh710]

Oh man the amount of freestyles I heard at house parties with this beat back in the day 😅 good times man

[@freakygawd101]

get unc ouuta here 😭😭😭

[@barhum5765]

I can't take this beat seriously 😭😭😭😭😭

[@spooky_bob]

i felt the part where he said "mhmmmehm" 😔😔😔😔

[@gh0stfrm36double0]

😭😭🔥

[@KboyzBlock]

😂😂😂

[@TonTon.2142]

Damn, I was over here in my feels, gang, and now I feel like y’all are laughing at me. 😔

[@10.23SeeFour]

@@TonTon.2142ong

[@aaliyahgonzales4818]

tell me what u think I would appreciate it..subscribe if u think I should make a video of me rapping it (that’s for 1K posting a video soon❤️) 00:21 Look me in my eyes and say u can’t see the pain Tell me u don’t think I cry everyday Remind me that it’s “gonna be okay” That this is just a phase You tell me that I’m strong to keep my chin up and pray You don’t know the thoughts running threw my brain At the end of the day I feel alone in every way All the scars reminding me of when I couldn’t see the light in the dark days I don’t let people see the tears running down my face I let my pride get in the way Put a fake smile on my face And wipe my tears away and act like everything okay When in reality I’m drained I don’t put my trust into people cus one day they’ll walk away I reminisce about the days I had my brother here to say “baby girl wipe ur tears off ur face and be stronger then the demons in ur brain “ I would cut to heal the pain The feeling of the blade running down my skin taking all my thoughts away I’m misunderstood because the way I heal my pain So I hide the way I feel with a smile on my face I want to stop my ways But some days it’s hard to stay away from the feeling of the blade I’m sorry I am weaker then u say I’m sorry I don’t see beauty in me everyday I’m sorry that I’m not okay I’m confused most days I’m happy one second then tears are running down my faces

[@justlivingtbh256]

Aaliyah Gonzales this was great😊😊 u got ur first like from me. Keep making raps

[@aaliyahgonzales4818]

Arriana Bray thank you I really appreciate it 😊❣️

[@babygurla6751]

I'm listening to the instrument and rapping at the same time to your rap and sounds so good but I can relate I love it keep up the good work

[@aaliyahgonzales4818]

Arlyn Caro thank you I appreciate it a lot

[@zqovi9287]

Thatwas trash

[@Jayfazo4k]

This is something I wanna be I really really hope that my Grandfather is proud of me. He died from before I could even tell him I love him. Shxt was sad so I kept grinding over the summer. It was rough only got two of em left. Imma be the one who help if nobody was there. Grand dad I love you I hope you looking at this. Imma be up in Heaven with you and family and shxt. I'm ten toes for my family gotta stay strong. Cuzz if AIN'T nobody with ME shxt imma stand ALONE. Seen my friend get jumped by homies and shxt. I found out he was battling and took his last breathe and shxt. This worlds tough. More than tough shxt it's rough. It's not a movie this is a real life matter. You better listen while you climbing up the ladder.

[@trillak2721]

Clamp God Jay Real Shit

[@Jayfazo4k]

+trilla k Thanks Bro

[@cyclopsgenitals7188]

Clamp God Jay 💯

[@miriamlibokmeto1021]

Banana Clips love it

[@Jayfazo4k]

+Miriam Libokmeto Thanks

[@jaykasame]

I was talking to this girl and things just started changing Maybe it was my fault, sorry that I'm impatient But you're the girl of my dreams straight out my imagination Left me high and dry making it hard to be complacent So what we're not the same? There's beauty when things contrast I wanted to be more than friends and things were different when I asked About what me and you could be And how I was ready for something real And then you dropped me like it's nothing and sent me right into my feels You could've had the world and anything that you wanted You would've been my trophy that I couldn't help but flaunt it I would've given you my all and made sure to see it through But you threw it all away left me sicker than any flu Things might be different if you had my point of view You're just like any other girl, giving me deja vu You claim you want a good guy, you know, a true gentleman And I took the challenge, tried to give you something genuine Maybe a bit feminine, show off my sentiment Give you everything you want, blow a few benjamins But all that you could see was that you wasn't feelin it

[@johan-bm2pb]

fireeeeeeeeeeeeeee

[@_kiandriasworld_6042]

Chandler Smith who

[@jaykasame]

Aye thanks man, I might be posting a video soon, watch out for it.

[@alexis__7517]

Chandler Smith fire🖒🖒🔥🔥

[@Cinnamonbun354]

wow

[@codymorgan9512]

I am so thankful for this beat. I’ve done wrote two full songs with it. No other beat seems to hit like this one still to this day 💯

[@famousfabo]

No cap

[@ssgtsorethumb203]

Lame ahh songs too I bet

[@darionblue5513]

@@ssgtsorethumb203 dream crusher 😂😂

[@bobbysmurda269]

@@ssgtsorethumb203LMAO

[@doodle2472]

damn yo comment pregnant now

[@FootballH1ghlights]

*0:22* *Dad I'm sorry that I don't really remember you, When you overdosed I was like 9* Now look what you got into* *All I really need in life is a father figure* *And I need you dad I don't want another nigga* *Only if you can walk and remember so we can do things* *Imagine if you didn't overdose you could experience new things* *Without you in my life I'm out here having mood swings* *And me and my brothers are just experiencing pain* *We miss having you in our lives dad without you we been living plain* *Look what happened to the family now we falling apart* *Mom broke bad job we wish you could just be a part* *Help me in life show me how to be a* *man* *I have faith in you dad, even though u never can damn* *Broke most my life* *We starved and we struggled but we survived* *I'm sorry I sound bogus but I hate the way I'm livin life* *But if you just never overdosed we'd all livin right...*

[@phoenixcathcart6544]

This is deep sorry for your loss 😞

[@jiegamingstudio7405]

ME 2 IM SOSO SORRY U LOST UR DAD

[@kennyremain1972]

Highlight Kingdom to

[@FootballH1ghlights]

Thanks y'all, that's wassup 🙏

[@FootballH1ghlights]

I jus need to get a mic

[@nadyaschannel461]

Best beat I have ever heard

[@BubbaGotBeatz]

Thanks ❗

[@BubbaGotBeatz]

Comments like these keep me going 💪

[@jacobbull841]

sammeee,i dont even know why it is, but it just is

[@camarioncarson8557]

Nadyas Channel

[@og_kingroy4624]

jacob bull fnn

[@thisandthat9848]

My Ten Toes Down Challenge (: 0:22 - Do you remember what you did? Of course not. But you see I remember it clear as day 0:28 - Do you remember the way I cried? How about the way I lied? Do you remember the way I tried to fight it with all my strength? You see I was so young, I had no fucking defences. Does all of this haunt you just as it does to me? Do you remember how young I was and how I couldn’t speak? How the way you forced it all down on me? what about the way you held me down with your cold hands? You had no pity and you owned no fucking mercy. you had no care for the life I could have lived. Do you see the damage you did, because of your own self-love? News got around of the things you did. But no one ever could ever do a goddamn thing. Do you remember the way you forced it all down my throat? What about the way you taught me all of this shit? 1:09 - I heard you’re having a daughter soon, news gets around. Because of you I learnt not even blood can be trusted. I hope to god you see the daughter as just a daughter. I hope you treat her the way a princess would be treated. I hope to the lord you don’t hurt her the way you hurt me. I pray to the clouds she won’t suffer like me. Because I swear to god if you hurt her the way you hurt me. Does your girlfriend know? About the way you made me bleed? Does she know about the things you did, or did you just go and flee like you always do? You see the damage you did, it can’t be reversed. Does this ring a bell? Do you remember at all? The family took your side, and left us behind. We had no one, it was just us and the sky. They believed every fucking lie you told, you were always the favourite child. 1:56 - You tore every fucking piece of hope I had as a child. I was no longer a princess and I couldn’t find my crown. My innocence was destroyed and the blame was rested just on you. But don’t you worry because nearly 11 years later, I finally found my crown. But this crown is different. This crown is a crown for princes and so a prince I will fucking be. The shit you did and the things you taught me will be forever in my mind. But your actions can not define a prince. 2:19 - I dread the day I meet you, the day I see your eyes again. One word cannot reverse the damage, but there is one thing I ask of you. I want you to admit it all, tell me what you did, even with a fucking smile spread across your cheeks. I want to hear you say it, explain it all to me. Charges won’t be a fucking thing and forgiveness will surround you. Though you have destroyed me, I truly hope you’ve learned from this. Though you may have broken me, I will surround this with forgiveness. I can forgive but forgetting is a harder fight. I hope one day you can see the damage you truly caused. Though you may not open your eyes, and though you may not even try. I don’t need an apology, not even a stare. I hope you do realize that I no longer care. You had damaged me in a way words can’t spare, but like they always say. Time Heals all. So, keep praying that it all goes away. 3:05 - I will stand in this fight with nothing but a smile. So, bring on your army, nothing can compare. I have found my crown, so a prince I am. Don’t ever try to hide, as a smile defies all. Show the world you’re sorry, show me that you can. Though I have fallen in almost every single way, the crown I have is here to stay. And I truly, truly hope you find yours too.

[@feyola7645]

I'm in LOOOOOVE with this💕 Make a video❤

[@TyraTheGemini]

good

[@crystalrosillo2450]

Emo Fanboy #749 amazing😍😍😍

[@landennewman1910]

Emo Fanboy #749 💓

[@chelseypacheco6321]

Emo Fanboy #749 same shit happened to me, keep yuh head up.❤❤

[@Boatsneedwater]

Those freestyles made this beat funny to listen to now 😂

[@KboyzBlock]

Ong😂😂

[@MafiosoBeatz]

😂😂😂😂

[@antoniotaylor8755]

start @0:24 i'm sorry Gmama for everything I put you threw now u gone and I'm sitting up here missing you out of no where u disappeared out the blue I aint say my goodbyes or give my last kiss to you 2x I'm sitting in my room, yea I'm all alone/Thinking about you gmama and listening to sad songs/Why you have to leave Why did god call you home/I try calling him but he don't never pick up the phone/Now that you gone I gotta step up my grind/Focus up in school, books on my mind/Fuck these lul girls cause I ain't really got time/When I found out u was gone I couldn't do nun but start crying/GMama please, Why u have to leave/Finding out god called u home stung me like a bee/ u left me with two lul brothers that I gotta feed/ gmama I'm not ready for that I'm only 17/ Still up in school and I'm working to/ Man this shit hard coming home not seeing u/ With having dinner ready, a table full of food/ I appreciate that gmama and the things u used to do Now I gotta grow up/Grow up real fast/Cause I'm finna put my childish days in the past/ Now I'm a successful man because you stayed on my ass/ Told me to stop playing and pay attention up in class/ And that's wat I did, Yea mama I graduated / But it's sad because you not here to congratulate me/ I'm going to the national guards/ Yea I'm living my dream/ You was my #1 supporter, You was the realest on my team/ Now that u gone/ Ion know wat to do/ I'll sell my soul to the devil to bring u back if I had to/ It could of been anybody Why he had to choose u/ jaylon and tay yea they doing good up in school/ mama come back, please we miss you/ we been crying all day so we ran out of tissue/ We use to walk to the store/ You had yo gun in yo purse/ I feel like I'm in hell now/ that he took you off this earth/I was acting a fool up in school/ yea a fucking clown/ u was my mama and my daddy/ u deserve a crown/ Now I'm walking round mad/ At the whole fucking town/ But ima keep u in my heart/ Standing ten toes down.

[@teairacox4305]

🔥💯

[@javaugnleslie3141]

this hit my heart i fuck with this 💯👌

[@antoniotaylor8755]

Javaugn Leslie thx

[@antoniotaylor8755]

TeAira Allen thx

[@kalashnikov6x]

reading this made me cry ): keep your head high

[@kokokassandra3752]

0:22 -I wondered everyday why my smile went away, but then I remembered it was cuz you never stayed, I used to cry because to my face you always lied, saying you're with your friends when you're really with your side, but then it hit me you just played me, saying that you love me when it's not even a maybe, you think you broke me by hurting all my feelings, you think that I'm laying in bed staring at the ceiling, 0:46-but no you thought wrong, you thought you hurt me? by taking all my feelings and doing me dirty? that's actually pretty funny you thought you did the damage, but you actually did nothing you just created a bandage, to all my old scars you made them fresh, making me realize that you wasn't the best, so I knew this couldn't go on any longer, I knew what I had to do in order to feel stronger, cuz you only made me weak, making me fail, making me fall to my knees, making it feel like hell, so I put an end to it I told you I was done, but then you started laughing saying that it never begun..

[@rachealbellard8497]

koko kassandra u killed this

[@jhonaeweaver6511]

koko kassandra good rap

[@kaz7699]

Fire bro

[@raynaraymond3202]

koko kassandra oml that's good. Also so sorry

[@rebekahsolomon6407]

koko kassandra can I use the end for my song

[@Wyaldd]

Man I have listened to many types of beats for rap and hip hop... this one is just incredible. This producer needs to be famous asap because he really got the flow

[@BubbaGotBeatz]

Thanks fam! I'll continue to put my passion in this. Hopefully that'll come true.

[@kayynicole5372]

is there an actual song to this beat

[@charliemaneh]

+Kayla Johnson look up 'praying for help' b

[@hamburgler4424]

+Kayla Johnson Yes there is Trevion Alexender got a song on it

[@ReneaP12]

Breiner Zarate

[@jaidyn-7156]

why is this so funny to me 😭

[@jesuschrist3439]

this beat is hilarious

[@tr4ps-swervo]

😂

[@Amaru722]

😂

[@jasonvera3043]

0:22 (kinda a fast rap) suffer from depression viewer discretion lost in my collection of imperfection i need a blessing tired of aggression tired of this lesson look at my reflection obsession, deflection, abjection, infection 0:35 i need a resurrection i’m trapped at an intersection with hundreds of different directions causes self-inspection really makes you question is my own projection a true confession? or am i messin with my facial expressions are my emotions under suppression? feel like i’m under possession get me out and then take me to the heavens 0:51

[@crustylips7573]

That's absolutely amazing

[@daily.reminders2361]

@@crustylips7573 agreed the hardest part is the intersection part just rap this sound freaking amazing bro 💯💯💯❤

[@crustylips7573]

@@daily.reminders2361 exactly, couldn't explain it better

[@sleezyfivetwo]

this flows so hard , you can make it faster than the times you put

[@queengrant8205]

Jason Vera lit

[@iiraiyen]

*Starts at 0:22 There comes a time where you gotta stop believing what all the haters say Just pick up yo head and get going on your way Its not their words you believe, its how you feel inside See, my greatest hater is the guy writing all of these rhymes Constantly in self doubt Trying to find a way out Crying out for help In the most silent way possible It almost seems impossible Tryin to fix my problems And tryin to to stay on top of em All these dark thoughts, its hard trying not to get lost in them Life gets hard and it feels like hell Knowing everyday your biggest enemy is yourself But trust me, things will get better Just gotta ride the waves and push thru the weather You survived the pain and not once did you let up Outside it rains but inside your all together You just gotta holding on Keep staying strong And if you ever feel weak remember the words of this song Remember youre the bomb Now its time to blow up Have all em haters saying 'Damn, he sure showed us!' You are strong and forever I will believe in you Just call me up and I will be there when you need me to I love you my fams You made me who I am So now I will ride for you forever and I hope you understand I will alwayd have your back as long as you have mine We were born with that Native Pride And thats a beautiful design My bars, never give up

[@aniaschambers9118]

Mexican Person amen bro 😭

[@teewhyhard7049]

One of the most relatable instrumentals on here!!!!! So calming

[@childishfiend5923]

Wtf you talking about this beat shit af😭 go take another listen

[@KingNexu5]

To think that even an "Instrumental" beat like this, made for Hip Hop/Rap.Would have such an emotional power behind it. It feels like I can feel the emotions the creator went through. Its crazy, yet amazing!

[@BubbaGotBeatz]

Thanks fam!

[@somerburtsell6434]

ItsIvaan I love your mind 😍

[@KingNexu5]

somer burtsell Tbh, even im surprised that i could even make such a comment like that. Maybe the beats just got me :) But thank you!

[@somerburtsell6434]

ItsIvaan I herd this beat and felt it go through my soul

[@tootieboo.15]

7 years later and I still feel the same emotion every time I hear it. It just hits different. Speaks to my soul every time!!

[@BubbaGotBeatz]

Now on iTunes and Spotify!

[@chatosantana8082]

BubbaGotBeatz cool and nice job

[@IconicChris]

BubbaGotBeatz i don't see it on spotify

[@lluviaerives2070]

BubbaGotBeatz can't find it on Spotify

[@BubbaGotBeatz]

Search Ten Toes BubbaGotBeatz

[@chiefprime6390]

BubbaGotBeatz what about google play 😭 #sharethelove

[@ph4seYT]

Ten toes, ten fingers, a silver spoon. I had everything I ever needed coming out the womb. But I couldn't be a man and took that shit for granted, now the ones that were there for me are disenchanted. Now I'm in my early twenties with a bad back, 'cause I started picking up boxes, dropped my backpack. But I'm try'na get my ass back on the fast track, before the final curtain falls on my last act. And my grandpa got diagnosed with leukemia, I was hoping maybe one day, he would see me up on stage behind a podium, in a cap and gown, but raging was my opium, I was acting a clown. I hope he leaves this earth being proud of me but I don't believe I'm worth sticking around to see.

[@tommydwyer1502]

MrPlasmaNuke

[@d_woodsonly]

MrPlasmaNuke nice man 👌🏼✊🏼

[@sirwilliceofranger841]

Yeah I diggin dat doe fr💪💯

[@chayenneneyra3211]

MrPlasmaNuke oh shii 👀💦

[@randomlink1020]

MrPlasmaNuke are these your lyrics? or the original?

[@601bigman]

This one of them fire ass beats that everybody sit back smoke a blunt and write the deepest realest lyrics your mind could think of any subject any of life obstacles. Keep doing what you doing lil bruh keep making these fire beats for the world to hear and learn from.

[@EfremCCTV]

why smoke. you could do it sober

[@RealShaggy]

@@EfremCCTV You ever smoked? It just helps people feel shit a lot more and get more in tune with their emotions. Not saying you have to smoke, but I am saying that you shouldn't judge if you haven't tried it because you really don't understand.

[@EfremCCTV]

@@RealShaggy nah i prefer liquor. it does for me what weed does for this guy

[@RealShaggy]

@@EfremCCTV why drink. you could do it sober

[@EfremCCTV]

@@RealShaggy cause im an addict

[@hartmans3400]

am I the only one who just sits in the dark listens to this song and raps there heart out and ends up in tears...... no only me. ok

[@KhxxxnYT]

100,000 Subs with out one Video nah its me too

[@jessirene593]

100,000 Subs with out one Video that's me

[@jamerathomas3051]

100,000 Subs with out one Video me too

[@justcaiden]

Nah, we here with you.

[@juniortoca9500]

No I'm with you my girl friend was cheating on me and I'm in the dark

[@tokouso8509]

Who still listen to this beat in 2019 i still am

[@lifeaskayla3567]

Me

[@andricopower4289]

You're welcoming me to come in at the same time as the other than that it was not the case please let me know when I should get the group chat with me and

[@thepeepmari3480]

Me

[@angelicstar9611]

Me and I rap to it

[@LUCKY-li9ws]

Im writing a song wit it

[@tomthecat4705]

whenever i hear the beat i think of some guy sitting in his car at the night and rapping 😂😂

[@alekvillarreal3470]

yyoohowlongisthisusernameyiumaybeaskingmetoo life you mean this one? kzbin.info/www/bejne/ame4eWCjjrR1bc0

[@KingloTRG]

That’s what I do

[@ezmereldabacall9130]

Alek Vi

[@mariahjohnson4072]

Me too I love that one

[@shaggyonthefeet]

I feel u

[@sankabandurk]

Someone please like this so I can listen to this again

[@nikolatesla537]

come listen

[@avion332.]

listen again nga

[@DATRANDOMDANCER]

It’s time

[@Sirnoobsalot824]

mhmmehn 🦟 🎹 mhmmehn 🦟 mhme 🦟 mhemeh 🦟

[@y.n.c.x.g.b.s]

2020 anybody ? 😔

[@juanw6733]

B.T.R.N Chris Me

[@lolascates5786]

I'm in the studio rn with this beat

[@d.flocka9363]

Me

[@kjustbert6631]

Yuh

[@Prod.Hydrx14]

Me

[@carsonpeters150]

I can’t be the only one who rapped with their own lyrics to this song+ these 3 am raps be hitting different

[@Inkzii_]

Lay in bed at 5am just rapping bout my life

[@carsonpeters150]

SkyZ VxgaZ same

[@TheMzplayette]

nahh u not

[@raffuku3465]

SUPER _CAM I did to do u know how to get copyright for none profit

[@Wayz815]

i did

[@dyamondtrevino8841]

I love how everyone in the comments is making up their own rap but I'm just here scrolling through the comments and I can't even say three words

[@SubscribersWithNoVideos-in9jh]

Dyamond Trevino you said over 10 words

[@ykregg3291]

Just let come to

[@ykregg3291]

You

[@erroljonesnl]

Hahhaha

[@mollykasaemsuk6584]

Dyamond Trevino lol me

[@tassie2679]

When life is getting so hard you gotta freestyle on this beat

[@tassie2679]

Its a joke

[@CristianRodriguez-eh9rr]

this song just says pain. like somehow the beat is a sound of pain and it's beautiful.

[@BubbaGotBeatz]

Thanks!

[@megatrinyti]

Cristian Rod You described it perfectly

[@CristianRodriguez-eh9rr]

Gaara Kazekage :)

[@CristianRodriguez-eh9rr]

BubbaGotBeatz thank you for the amazing beat :)

[@Sirnoobsalot824]

mhmmehn 🦟 🎹 mhmmehn 🦟 mhme 🦟 mhemeh 🦟

[@Thee0fficial.Elissaa]

Hearing this song reminds of my troubles I put up with and wishing I didn't do and my pain that won't go away,and just has me in tears

[@keemobeats8930]

Who here 2020 🌊🌊🔥🔥🔥

[@zzveli2442]

Yessir

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Me

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Present

[@juliannavelazquez920]

Ragein Gagein tf?

[@jadinskadin4038]

This beat went all around the world. Dudes in Nigeria in huts bumping this. Praise Jesus.

[@iamkingkaze9130]

I could see J Cole pourin his heart out into this beat

[@PresenceMusic]

I am KingKaze Same man.

[@madisonaudree]

I am KingKaze yea me too

[@GD-zw1hi]

I am KingKaze yeah I see j cole too

[@Luisa-uh7ny]

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[@_JayyOfficial_]

I am KingKaze lmao idk why this made me laugh💀💀

[@DiverZityVang]

Please make more beats like this. This one really touch the soul

[@BubbaGotBeatz]

thanks fam!

[@DiverZityVang]

+Bubba GotBeatz do you mind checking out my verse to your beat. It's on my artist page. The description say can you feel his pain. facebook.com/DiverZityVang/

[@jordanbeverly2025]

DiverZity Vang truee

[@aleighax3]

Could listen to this beat ALL day

[@BubbaGotBeatz]

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[@adrim.8438]

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[@rubyjuarez5024]

Ari Aleigha same

[@danielvirgil4419]

Man life been so hard imma start freestyling to this again 😂😭

[@Wicked-s9s]

Do it bro

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Sameee

[@n0nn1e]

0:22 how u gonna lie to me and say that I'm your world Then the next minute it's all bout cha homies and not your girl I thought you would be there fa me I felt u was the best But you had to go and play me, you were just like all the rest How do it feel goin to sleep every night knowing you broke a girl heart, she stay up crying every night I'm tired of all these lies, I'm tired of all these games, I'm tired of all these fuckboys and I'm tired of all these lames 0:46 I just want love is that too much to ask I just want loyalty is that too far of a grasp I feel like I have no meaning, I feel like I have no point, I feel like nobody loves me and that life only gets worst I don't know what to do I don't know what to think I feel like I'm getting closer and closer to the brink I wish everything could go away with just a simple blink But life is way way way harder than you think

[@lyssamarie6173]

u really need to post this on ur channel!! u should check out mine, although its not good as urs 😂

[@n0nn1e]

Lyssa Marie thank you 😂

[@cubabonilla8193]

Dammm

[@kijaabdi5494]

😍😍🎵🎵

[@brandondew1119]

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[@Officialsmilezp]

I was just a lil boy when I seen my mom cry, Tears fallen heart froze seen the pain in momma eyes, God called for his angel That's the day my sista died, I was 7 but it hurt me Hoping she come back alive, Fam told me keep ma head high it'll be ok, Even tho we want her back She living in a better place, So I pray for better days When I grew up I felt da same, I was smokin every night When I'm high I feela change Now it got me sitting here Rappn bout the past like, I remember growing up I Use to live a fast life, Little brother locked up Sisters running wild to, Mommy work her ass off I'm doing what I gotta do, Just to hear ma mamma say Damn son I'm proud of u, Growing up without a dad Made a man out of you, Fuck was I suppose to do Sit around & cry about it, Living with no happiness But I still smile without it,

[@Officialsmilezp]

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[@randomdaniel9188]

KidSmilezMusic yo god damn this shit STRAIGHT FYEE🔥🔥🔥🔥👌respect for what ever happend in ur life

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KidSmilezMusic 🤘🏼

[@jesussosa1579]

KidSmilezMusic Respect brotha FIRE!!!

[@kinghades1892]

I usually don't cry but I did after listening to some of people's raps 😭 respect to all of u

[@imadonut8totallydiva575]

Who else trying to rap this beat

[@alyssahatcher5001]

I’madonut8 Totally diva me lol

[@mazewest]

I’madonut8 Totally diva right! Even me as a producer lol

[@rogerrider240]

I’madonut8 Totally diva me

[@amiapalmer1900]

I’madonut8 Totally diva right here it was a fail😂😂

[@nocap8881]

Me lmfao

[@alissagarcia4492]

i know right now times be getting hard for us, Bt all we gotta do is pray to the man above for this, Nd I know I ain't helping with this attitude or foolishness Bt I wantchu to know that i truly do appreciate all that you do Cause when I be feeling my lowest Nd the tears keep rolling You be right by my side helping me to keep going Nd when I fuck up you pick me back up On some real shit aint never had nobody keep real the way you do Taught me how to hustle for myself but most importantly, showed me how to never depend on any kinda man Nd you is right momma I seen it with my eyes The way you work hard for my siblings Nd I Now the love nd bond you share with us you can't find tht shit nowhere else I ain't tryna throw no shade on my father, Cause he was there at times Bt full credit to you cause you been ten toes down for us

[@spookysolby715]

0:22 Hey I got a question How do ppl find joy In taking innocent kids and using them as there toy Matter fact I believe u think u got them all wrapped Around ur finger U never really notice them linger Cause u laugh at it, u just wanna play But you miss the fact that they crying home every day As a matter fact when they crying, They mama ask wrong and they say nothing but you know they lying The bullies take they problems out on us and I went got through it to Imagine this Getting beatin up and ending up on the ground U feel like gonna pass but you look around everyone is saying "fight fight fight" Just stop it It's not nice nor is it right They wanna fight but they can't stop crying at night Bc they momma getting tired They wanna take you out that school Bc the people doing that they cool But really they don't notice they are crap They mamma don't notice but they really deserve a slap But if we talk back to the bullies then we done Ppl can't imagine but it rlly ain't fun YOU MAKE KIDS WANT TO LOSE THEIR LIVES AND YOU LAUGHING?!? look around I ain't see nobody clapping All I see is ppl and they look like they snapping We are the victims and you are the accused Just stop bc it's over, it's done, YOU LOSE! stop calling us a nerd we are just ourselves And the kids who made ppl commit suicide can go to hell Sidenote: I am only 10 so please excuse me if it is not that good

[@muffintime3112]

i just BLINKed ONCE and now i GOT7 ARMYS p

[@albertmarmolejo6407]

I rapped the whole thing it’s lit af bro

[@issa_fool219]

This fire 🔥 u sure you 10? 😂😂😂

[@itscar.lianaa6304]

No lie bro this is fire 🔥 u deserved to be recognized💚much love from a person who's been bullied herself💚💚💙💙❤❤😍

[@Unknown-w8u2s]

i just BLINKed ONCE and now i GOT7 ARMYS this was great

[@dwightjames3879]

2k19 still here

[@jaiiixx]

Y'all don't know how long I've been looking for this BEAT THO!!

[@itsewayman]

jailene corpes you bouta spit something on it?

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Eway Jay lmaooo maybe!

[@nevets1871]

jailene corpes Rip, I just heard about this and I found it in seconds

[@jaiiixx]

QuickBarz lmao and...

[@jaiiixx]

ChuxVersace wym?

[@flyyboikyle43]

Back in 2016 when 🥷s was heartbroken & shxttt😹😹

[@tremcfee6145]

My mama really strong that's why I love her so much, she would always pull through when life had got tough,I saw people bring her down,but she always got up, she used to whoop me cuz I was bad,but she did it with love,that's my queen. My mama really love me she said I'm the golden child, I just say I love you,and I scream it loud, imma shine like a light,imma make my mama proud, Cuz I keep my head up and my TEN TOES DOWN.

[@SaviorTouch]

Treven Mcfee emotional 😔😵

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Ninja Gaming I appreciate you for looking at my lyrics💯💯

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Treven Mcfee

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[@kwaans]

*_2019 anyone?? I love this beat it’s so chill_*

[@rachel.p3108]

ME AND MY FRIENDS REALLY THOUGHT WE COULD RAP WHEN THIS CHALLENGE CAME OUT😂😂😂😂😂 im so glad them days are overrrrrr

[@luhwest4463]

i rap off this beat for thanksgiving but forgot to put it on KZbin,my family was like i need an contract.ten toe the best

[@luhwest4463]

i need an like'

[@ethanperrin6459]

yo who else freestyles, writes raps or songs, and attempts to freestyle to this amazing beat...I listen to it every morning on the way to school thinking I will be something.

[@justincasto2731]

Ethan Perrin same man. keep ya head up and keep trying. you'll make it big one day

[@ethanperrin6459]

Thanks yo.

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[@keontegaming7479]

we will keep your eyes and me mouth see meoy keonte

[@masonstroner1879]

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[@EmpressAnjaX]

(Lyrics) You supposed to be my father but you were never there for me , you swore up and down you love me but you never cared for me . you were never there not a day in my life now you got another girl you're trying to call your wife as I can do up I always wondered where you were my mom had to cover up just to hide the hurt I can't believe you did that just left me in the dirt and know that you're my father but I hope for you the worse as I grew up everybody asked "where's your father" as I told them my story my eyes filled up with water You effed up my life so freaking bad I really wish you weren't even my dad (Verse 2) Don't even try to call me I won't call you you wonder why I don't like you it's a stupid things you do I know this sounds harsh but I don't care if it sounds rude I'm thinking about you it just messes up my mood why you using all these drugs like Dad you really tripping' I bet you don't realize our relationship is slippin' I'm staring at my ceiling I don't know what I am feeling is anger is sadness or is it just love you get no motivation to love me not even with a shove you need a third party and that really hurts me badly but you can't see all I ever really want it from you... Was a family (Verse 3) Look I'm 12 years old now Bet you didn't know this you had a chance to come back nah it's just a mess letting you back in my life is a big risk you left my heart broken like an old CD discs now as I wrote the song I really started crying I'm tired of your BS and I'm tired of your lying I'll just place you at the bottom of my heart cuz it's really too late to start off on a fresh start you know what I don't care you have these issues and you know what eff this big box of tissues I'm tired of crying and I'm tired of the pain because me being born isnt unerasable pain I cry alone in my room so just so I can maintain don't even talk about you saying my name in vain (Verse 4) For 4 years I thought it was my fault you left me and my mom but now I realized man I was wrong you never cared about anybody but yourself you don't care about your kids you don't care about their health if I could keep Track you really stabbed me in the back and you try to get away from it with talking all this smack well guess what I don't miss or need you I can make it by myself and succeed without you and when I be famous you'll be there like a statue when I grow up I really hope I don't match you now i think about it and I'm really dissin' you any other kid would be really missin' you but I'm Different I learned from my mistakes a lot of people in this world are just fakes (Final Verse ) what really angers me is when I see your face it makes me want to cry and that's a big disgrace I feel stupid thinking that you're going to come home but now I know you're not and I feel so alone I'm done with it all I'm just going to end it god paid me with life and I'm here to spend it drop off my problems that are involving you if only you could see life from my point of view I'll for real cut you off real fast like that but when I shut you out don't ever come back it's coming to an end I'm all done you can live your life always next to a gun yeah I'm done you don't deserve me or my love I hate you

[@EmpressAnjaX]

Asshole By Nature yes it’s about my dad

[@EmpressAnjaX]

Asshole By Nature the video of me singing it is on my channel

[@EmpressAnjaX]

Asshole By Nature thank youuu🙏🏽

[@ahoeforstraykidsliterally6268]

My dad left me and my little sisters and my brother with my mom and my grandmother has been the one helping us out and I'm also 12 and he never calls me to wish me a happy birthday and that's what hurts me inside,my siblings don't get it cause they are young and I'm older but I just wish my dad can be here for me and I hope your dad can just be there for you. By the way love your rap 💖💖

[@EmpressAnjaX]

edye smith thank you and I'm sorry 😭💔💔

[@JungkookJeon-mn3xn]

Verse 1: You played me like a fool, had me chasing you down, Made me catch feelings while you messed around. Treated me like a dog, on a leash, I obeyed, But now I see the game, and girl, you’re so afraid. You had me lookin’ crazy, got the rumors spreadin’ fast, Made me seem obsessed while you hid behind a mask. Told the world lies, painted me wrong, But you’re the one scared, playin’ weak when you’re strong. Chorus: You can’t face your truth, girl, you stay in the dark, But I’m the one burnin’, you left the mark. Used me, confused me, left me a mess, But deep down, you’re hiding, afraid to confess. Verse 2: Got everyone convinced that I’m the one who’s wild, But you’re out here livin’ fake, actin’ like a child. You pulled my strings, made me dance for your show, But now I’m done, girl, the truth’s gonna blow.

[@rawbubbles7738]

Tell me what you think ?0:23 Always tryna be the one to make u forget All the pain all the sadness your enduring,yet Things are going through my mind it’s like a mental reck Fake friends on my side I wish we never met Locked up in my mind it’s like a prison set Anxiety pulling me Down like I can’t catch a breath But ima fake smile Gonna put on a front ,so u can stay awhile I ain’t tryna be blunt - but I am going through some thangs and it’s just the truth , people giving up the morals intercepting youth Always tryna be the top dogs in the school But why your fronting Why you lying What you tryna prove But me putting on a mask is just a simple task , big feelings building up feel like I’m gonna blast Your gonna get through it , yeah , your gonna make it that’s what my friends say but I can’t even take it

[@dmyatv3716]

Ayeee🤞🔥

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Molly Kasaemsuk lol😭

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FFM Fanatical Food Family I mean like you disagree 🤣

[@latayshajohnson9357]

Don't want no pity nor no sorrow been through a lot of shit but was always looking forward to tomorrow when my grandma passed away I knew that was the day it was it it was over cuz I knew my whole world was Underground always said Taysha walk with your head held high but the day she died I give up on life every time I felt alone I wish I had you with me daily you taught me how to be a lady since you've been gone I've been going crazy but you know when is bad I know it's going to get better cuz I'll always have you in my heart forever and ever .....I love you nana ❤🙏

[@lindevries7781]

Lyrics Clariyah song suicidal: I am a person of survival But growing up, that was not really my title A dead soul who was screaming for revival A young girl who became suicidal I felt the hits and the kicks of society Probably the reason why I suffer from anxiety I was never in the form of perfection So I became the best example of neglection They called me names from fat bitch to white trash To other shit I won't say, it's that bad They called me up and would always need back up Call me a slut and say my family was jacked up Death threats every time I logged in Always on some other shit, damn here we go again I was already alone, now I am looking for a friend Got no friends so here I am wishing it would end And it didn't, it never did, was always something Every time I felt good, they would remind me I was nothing Every time that I was down they couldn't help themselves but kick me It tore me a fucking part, took all the fight I had left in me I had enough, I was so fucking done I couldn't face all the drama so I decided to run But you can't run forever, eventually you'll get tired So I just stared at the rope, wishing my life would expire I mean fuck it, if I am really nothing Then nobody would stop me from taking that rope and jumping So I took it, tied it around my little throat and proceeded to jump When my mom bust in the door, I didn't know what to do, I didn't know what to say I saw the tears in her eyes, I felt the pain go away How could I be so selfish, how could I think I am nothing? When the person who gave me life obviously thought I was something Now I pray, pray for the people who never saw the light Pray for the people who still cry at night And those people will think of my words like protection Think of them as the light when you fight depression Cos I know what it's like, I been there before But for every close room, I'm here to open a door, I'm here to open a door

[@kelvinlaboy7938]

Nicr

[@kie4305]

Honestly mate, you’ve just really hit my heart with this, I’ve been unhappy for an unusually long ammount of time which is abnormal for me, this has no lies. Snapped me out and made me happy, thank you brother. May I write a quick freestyle before I go🫡❤️

[@Wavvykid202]

Okay this one got me in tears

[@marie.-bg3lz]

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[@overtonsharp]

I made this into a whole song thanks for the lyrics Thank you

[@lebronisthegoat1360]

I’ve been looking for this song for YEARSSSSS I MEAN YEARS I FINALLY FOUND IT

[@jessieholder5728]

I'm your oldest little daughter and I'm growin every day. But you aren't here to see things I do and say. I know that you love me and I know that you care,but without you around I get emotionally scared. That when I get older the same thing happened to me. That I will have a broken family. But come on Sunday is Father's Day. What am I supposed to do what am I supposed to say to you that day. I'm not sure and it shouldn't have to be this way. Me as a teen tryin to think of the sad Father's Day. It's supposed to be a happy day but for kids like me it's not. It's a hard reminder of the battle I've fought. Trying to wrap my head around it. Trying to fight the sad thoughts but this battle has to stop being fought. I need to forgive you even if I don't wanna. So I love you dad. And I miss not sharing all the fun we COULD of had

[@crva34]

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[@merriettsimmons1096]

Jessie's World your cute😘❤

[@kaitlynel537]

Jessie's World damn this hit me right in the feels.

[@Perc4visa]

This is fire Asf nd deep Asf no words to needed the beat it self explains it all Man U a legend for this one

[@BubbaGotBeatz]

Thank you ❗

[@adorevenus2953]

Lied to, let down, got fucked up Told I wasn't worth it, I should just give up Flipped my hair turned like, "If thats how you feel" Walked away chin up keeping it real Said my confidence was goals and im stronger than the rest But inside my hearts broken and my mind is a mess Tell me wait for tomorrow cuz it'll be better But the only thing that will change will end up bein the weather Look people act like they always gonna care But then they up and leave and you got nobody there Act like you're not phased, broken, and bruised But that's fine i guess its something im used to Walk the halls in tears cover it up with a smile Cuz once depression takes its toll its stuck for a while Parents still married yea thats fine But its hard to be happy with nobody by your side Friends talked shit so I left them in the past Its as if lifes a race and im coming in last Ya I get it, some people got it worse But you cant say its not bad I put myself in a hearse 20 cuts up and down my right wrist "What's with all the sad songs in your playlist" I denied all the scars "no I dont know what happened to my arm" I told you I was fine it was just a false alarm And they believed me, now im alone again Yeah I guess its my fault, shoulda let them in But it was too late. Already looking up if suicide was a sin Yea I did it Attempted it a few times Hard to admit it but I overdosed 5 times Lied on the floor crying out the Lord's name Take me back lord jesus life's playin me like a game Ended up in the hospital, 3 weeks I layed Wondering why they wouldn't let me go. Let me fade away. Wanted to die, someone pull my plug Tears rolled down my face as my mom cried as she gave me a hug I breathed, thought for a bit, maybe I'll do better if I act like I don't give shit. Decided to try again. Give life another shot Holding on to my hope cuz its all I got Smiled more gained friends. Found a small purpose in life But in all honesty man suicide crossed my mind Up at 2 am eyes red as hell Told myself itd get better But if I think I should let go, fuck I probably will Yea I gave up. Quite alot lets be true But eventually got happier and better too. Got my baby with me now, wrapped in my arms Havent moved alot yet but im finna go pretty far Bae got my back and he keeps me in line Momma raised a queen . My crown and I gonna shine Definition of life is still yet to be unknown But I promise whoever listens to this you're never alone, lets go Aye keep on praying, smilin, dont quit Cuz one day i swear to god life will get lit You're worth more than you think now just hear me out Keep your head up baby and your ten toes down Wassup!!

[@ltonBenjamin]

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[@treyyythagoat5317]

🔥

[@LivLarfLuv]

EmilyWoozProductions TM feel this on so so so many levels u saved my life xo 😘. My Snapchat is jamizlemanizle if u ever need a friend xoxo

[@blarkslivester9860]

Congratulations that's lit

[@viet3829]

Khi tao lớn, không có ai ở cạnh bên, Tao nghĩ nó khiến cho tao yếu đuối, nhưng không nó làm tao mạnh lên, Quen núp mình vào trong bóng tối, trầm cảm với mọi người xung quanh, Và tao gắn liền tuổi thơ của tao với điện tử thẻ và truyện tranh, See, tụi nó nói như tụi nó biết tao là ai, Như tụi nó đã từng ở đó và thấy những chuyện mà tao đã trải, Tụi nó biết gì về từ bé, đã từng sống trong trại mồ côi, Cùng những bà sơ mang danh chúa để biện hộ cho những đòn roi, Nhưng tụi nó có bao giờ thấy 1 lần nào mà tao khóc? Tụi nó có bao giờ nhìn thấy ba nó mang bộ áo sọc? Tụi nó có bao giờ nhìn thấy, đứa bạn học nó qua đời, Mẹ nó có duy nhất mình nó, bả không nói được ra lời, Nên, tao viết ra những bài nhạc, mong mày lắng nghe, Bỏ đời thật và nhiều cảm xúc của tao vào thật cặn kẻ, Vì đời này nhiều cay đắng, buông ra nhiều lời nặng nhẹ, Nhưng phải nhớ là ngẩng đầu và sống thật là mạnh mẽ, ‘Cause they always tryna take you, break you down, Sometimes you wonder what the fuck you gon’ do now, Hãy yêu bản thân, những việc khác đừng đếm xỉa, Bãi cỏ luôn xanh mượt khi nhìn từ bờ bên kia

[@smolpotato8452]

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[@MultiMusicInfection]

You see everybody got a story to tell Well here's mine My pain's deep, I have been through hell I managed to survive so I got a story to tell Listen, I stand victorious Make the sign of the cross Look I'm here to be the voice for every friend I ever lost Let me pray as I put together my hands I've never been ashamed to tell you the person I am When it comes to doing drugs, I have never been a rookie But hold up, let me tell you about the places that they took me I haven't showered, it's been possibly a week And I'm so deep in a psychosis, impossible to speak The coke is in my arm, now it's impossible sleep My throat's numb, closed shut, so it's impossible to eat Losing weight's a part of my daily routine I always use against my will, just praying I was clean So nod your head if you understand what I mean When I was growing up I never thought that I would be a fiend, ever My life's tumultuous, it's never getting better Another abscess from my arm is getting severed My exquisite vision, depiction of dereliction Livid living conditions, malicious on a mission All these Green-tree cops, look they all know me by my first name Paramedics had to revive me this ain't a game I worn the same clothes for like the last ten days And look I want to do better but I don't know a different way Completely all alone, I'm sitting in this room I empty out the bags, brown liquid in the spoon I have to do a lot, can no longer do a little The water's been added, I place the cotton in the middle I'm sucking every drop up into this plastic device As I'm tying off, I'm trying to find a decent vein to strike I shove it ever so gently up underneath my skin As I'm pulling back the plunger till there's blood in the syringe I push it in and try to drift away to heaven But criminals like me that's never the place that we're headed The guilt, shame, remorse and regret I never address And I'm a mess from all this pain and this anguish I'm filled with stress, overdoses, I'm emotionally broken, this ain't a joke I'm smoking on a Newport, I never have any hope This is me, I'm feeling like I don't deserve more I feel disgusted as I'm pushing on this burnt chore Someone stole the vinegar in the midst of a black out Another shooting gallery, another crack house On the porch ''Welcome To Hell'' is on the floor mat I'm glancing at my arms and all I ever see is sore tracks I'm feeling filthy dirty needles with the orange cap Peaking out the window, someone whispers ''Lock the door latch'' We're blasting off, departing from this mothership I look around as others search the carpet for another hit Crest whitening strips and Mach 3's I'm on a suicidal mission till these cops try to stop me We boosted everyday selling steaks for half price Any dream I ever had was shattered by glass pipes Glass rose, devil got my in his lasso Entered the gates of hell and I didn't even have a pass-code I'm hard headed, I will never learn my lesson You know the drill, commit a crime, and get arrested The misery never ends, I spend another week in jail I don't have friends, family never paid my bail So I would withdrawal and kick on that concrete floor I feel like I've had enough but my body is screaming ''MORE'' The food is horrible, but I haven't eaten in days No reason to call home cause I got nothing left to say I'm tired of this jail, I don't ever want to see prison Look I'm tired and exhausted from this life that I'm living I would get a couple days clean, and say that I was done But every time I got released I was back on the run It's back to thieving, lying, robbing, and ripping, and running These problems I don't solve them, I'm crippled and sick to my stomach I hang with prostitutes and these deadly degenerates I'm homeless for the moment, but that's really quite irrelevant The only thing that matters in life is my next high I got to be willing to change and give it my best try I'm a servant and this heroin's my king I'm feeling like a slave, as I dangle from these puppet strings I'm just a marionette, I'm staring at death As I am carrying regrets that are just tearing through my flesh We're dealing with a topic we're so careless to neglect We're dealing with a dilemma leaving every parent stressed I'm so sick and tired though of being sick and tired But then it finally happened, motivated by desire I hit this point, I wanted to change, enough is enough My efforts been exhausted and I'm tired of being stuck My faith is never blind and my future I barely see But overnight, was open minded I had this moment of clarity So it begins and it's essential I believe Cause if it worked for you, then it just has to work for me Through all this pain, there's got to be a positive message I talked about the past, now let's talk about the present I'm no longer living that way, for me it's a blessing But with one bad decision I am back in that obsession In 03 was diagnosed with hepatitis C I utilize the bad, it's always been the fuel for driving me And then u ask me ''Why do I give this my all?'' I'm not trying to see ''Rest In peace'' on my Facebook wall I got clean in 05 and started rapping I started touching lives, I never thought that this would happen This shit today, trust me it isn't heroin It's killing everybody and the comments are disparaging No one cares or gives a fuck that I'm clean For them another deadly overdose is just something to see Look, I pay attention to every post that I read As you are sitting there judging in front of your iPhone screen Talking about these dying addicts and how they are worthless And if they put a needle in their arm then they deserve it But that's someone's Mother, someone's Uncle, someone's Daughter And that's someone's Aunt, someone's Son and someone's Father As I rap, this shit is giving me chills And I am speaking off experience, that's how I know it's real These ignorant motherfuckers will say it's not a disease And look I really don't care, you can believe what you believe I don't care to argue, I don't got to give you proof Listen, I was taught you don't got to defend the truth Incurable, progressive and fatal unless arrested I'm expressing aggression with every sentiment confession Once a junkie always a junkie, you're boring me The last time I checked, there's one ultimate authority I'm sick of these remarks and opinions from all these critics Cause if you never lived it, then trust me you'll never get it Be quite, you're not allowed to speak about it If you've never lived it, then you're not allowed to speak about it How often you forget, the only time that you should ever open your mouth is to eat a dick Everybody is dying it makes me sick This isn't a epidemic, this is more like an apocalypse So when I struggle, it's only right that I fight And my experience recites on how that diamond saved my life Look, you don't got a clue what I've been through When I was at my worst you couldn't walk a mile in my shoes I survived a lot, so it's only right that I smile And I'm aware of my surroundings, I'm no longer in denial I'm blown away by every message that I get It gives me motivation, it's the only reason I never quit We got to do this together, we must trust There's no you, there's no me, there's just us I'm doing this with courage, I'm doing this with pride I'm doing this for every single friend that's ever died I dedicate this song to anyone that's lost a loved one So live your life cause tomorrow may never come Be grateful for your past, embrace it, don't get embarrassed Everyday there is more children growing up without their parents I felt pain, look I'm not afraid to cry My life changed once I was willing to try I've been giving many chances now it's truly do or die

[@keyonnalevy2858]

Tell me y im finna have tears comin out ma eyes and down to ma cheeks?

[@mynameis.maniii571]

Damn that's a whole life line

[@cheyennecarrigan1512]

Copy right if Drug Addiction on Soundcloud

[@angiexoxo8779]

This go crzy

[@extra_mae6782]

Music Infection That's too long.

[@luhkennvlogs4027]

this beat makes u wanna cry if u get into it real deep

[@vfroze2x828]

kenneth sanders it really does

[@marielysfernandez4787]

0:22 Never knew this world was messed up cause i was just a little girl, but until i got older i came in to the real world, never this world can make u struggle and make u real mad, never knew it can take u down and make u real sad, Man then stupid first grade bullies i wish i can just shoot em, they talk so much trash i wish i can just mute em, I repeated first grade and i actually know y, but when i found out it really made me wanna cry, 0:46 Lets take a few years back,when my mama was poor, so she went to my grams house and knocked on the door, she said she said she couldn't take care of me,and that's real upsetting, but as i lived on with my grams i kept on upgrading, Lets take few years later,like when i was ten, mama said said come on over u will love it again, at that point i didn't realize that i was kidnaped by my own mom, that's y it made me sad so i made this song, but that's not it that y life goes on, that's y in life we are right and in life we are wrong, two weeks later i came to my real home, i was so happy cause i was in my comfortable zone, my life is real good and its real ok, that's it for this rap,that's all i had to say. -Mary (A true story that happened to me)

[@kadeemwhite5646]

MaryPlaysRoblox- MPR yoo thats deep Af how long u been spilling

[@marielysfernandez4787]

Kadeem White "spilling"??

[@kadeemwhite5646]

MaryPlaysRoblox- MPR yeah rapping spilling r u just wrote this because

[@marielysfernandez4787]

Kadeem White because my friends say I'm good

[@kadeemwhite5646]

Def what else you got im tryna cypher with you to a diffrent beat

[@iTry-_-Julio]

i love how you put in there , "why didn't you pay for this beat tho"

[@thisisntjosiah3473]

“Uhh listen” “Ayy look”

[@HopeFpsYT]

Yea, aye, ok, bitch

[@kreak6767]

@@HopeFpsYT ight, yuh

[@Bruh-iz7cg]

Uh, yeah. What. Let's go

[@jangy1106]

Yea.. lets go.. lets get it.. ima show you right here.. aye listen..

[@redserpent8201]

Uh, yuh.. skrrt prrt yuh ayy

[@stevenashbeatz5939]

Bringing out the 2016 vibes miss them days man

[@keyerasimon8674]

🔥STRAIGHT BARS HUMMIES🔥 Yea i may be young but ik how love feels When he says ur his forever and u thought that it was real When u sat and cried at night and wiped away plenty of tears When having a broken heart was one of ur many fears With no one to talk to, wishin the pain would go away When u haven't left ur room in somewhere around 2 days I should've known that he was fake and she was faker And he wonder why all his exes call him a "heart breaker" I swear that bitch shady as fuck U aint my fkin friend Real friends wouldnt do that So its time for this to end U played me like a game, aint even gon say no names U know who tf u is Thats all i need to say Gotta stay away from fakes, gotta stay away from love Go to school, gotta learn and get my bread up Ima make it far in this world, u gon see And when i make it there, dont try to come talk to me Gotta keep my head up or my crown might fall Gotta stay strong and stand tall To the haters: fuck em all Head high, 2 feet on the ground, and my 10 toes down 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 IF U READ ALL THIS, GOD BLESS UR SOUL. im only 13 so yea...i tried

[@tayannapatrick8024]

Keke Simon oml killed that

[@keyerasimon8674]

Tayanna Patrick thanks 💙

[@keyerasimon8674]

hellory thanks💓

[@mashijahan7206]

yeah i might be 11 but ik how love feels He told me that i was his forever and thought that it was real i sat n cried at night wiping away plenty of tears When having a broken heart was one of many of my fears Damn B I see ur really fucking smart u told me dat u were worried i was gonna leave and break ur heart yeah u got me feelin bad n made me do things by hiting me with the lines "if u really cared" see u got me playin victim from the start I didnt know this was a game, if i did, i wouldnt have let my guard down U ruined my life for good I had no one to talk to wish the pain would go away Wish i got back the love,care, n trust that i once used to have Damn the agony it really hurt knowing that my bestfriend was one of his hoes i should've know that he was a fake n she was a faker And he wondered y all his ex's called him a "heart breaker" That bitch was shady asf U aint my friend Real friends wouldn't do that I hope u feel accomplished u made me cry n depressed Ive became a cutter lifes throwing bullets N ive got holes in my heart im trynna heal I hope u feel this pain one day i hope karma gets u bc that bitch really owes me one I tried tellin all the gurls ur a hit n run but these chicks r blind they call u cute n fly. well i aint lettin dis put me down ive set goals to achieve ima make it far n when i make it there dont try to come talk to me gotta keep my head up or my crown might fall gotta stay strong and stand tall to the haters: fuck em all head high, 2 feet down,and my ten toes on the ground ❤️️❤️️❤️️

[@keyerasimon8674]

Skylar Chimbay awesome😁👌

[@zepol_legan]

She said her farewell She said her goodbyes She smiled to cover up how dead she was inside Even though she did this Her smiles didn’t meet her eyes If you looked into them closely You would’ve seen she’d already died Her life was hard Just wanted it all to end So she turned to the blade Felt it was the only one who’d understand And over the years They became best friends When she needed to relieve stress It was the blade that’d attend And she tried to tell somebody That she wasn’t feeling well But they just brushed it off So she learned to never tell She bottled up her feelings Kept it all to herself Trying to stay positive Going round on this carousel But soon it all poured out She couldn’t contain it Blood dripping from her cuts She was going crazy She used to be “normal” Used to have friends But they soon left her Saying how it was all pretend So she told herself never to trust again Never learn to love Never to fuck with them Because in the end she would have to deal with pain And considering the circumstances She didn’t know how much more she could take So she was all alone Can’t even call her house a home Cuz mama and papa Be fighting all crazy No control Screaming and crying filled the restless nights So she learned to never speak Felt like what she said wasn’t right And when she went to school She put on a mask Never let anyone get close enough to pass The wall that she built Over time Because if they found out what she was doing to herself They’d probably leave her crying Cuts on her arms And cuts on her legs Wore long sleeves and jackets Saying how it was a trend But really her wrists were stained with the color red Said she was okay When she wanted to be dead When she wanted to hide And not face her fears Because her monsters and demons Would’ve brought more the just tears Just wanted it to end There was nothing for her here So she took the blade again Cut down her arms Knew death was near Inside she was screaming for help Being dragged down to something worse than hell Some tried to save her Didn’t know that she had already fell And when she went home she would look at that blade Bottles filled with pills Just wanting to end the pain And there she lay in bed Her knees to her chest Hoping things in life would turn for the best And now looking back on it I still can’t believe That the girl who was broken Was and still is me. -A little something something....

[@julianaader4478]

lazy_filipino I am really sorry💖💕

[@mimio.1596]

this just broke my heart. and its kinda odd cause I wrote a poem exactly like this 2 years ago in 6th grade. some of the lines in yours are similar to mine... sorry though. good luck😘😘😘 don't let anyone get u down💯

[@ShiannDenise]

lazy_filipino girl you made me cry 😔❤️

[@db8700]

This is beautifully written and some straight fire woman. You should seriously consider writing more and more every day. To either submit your lyrics to the platforms that be to sell them or what would be even better is if you recorded this materpiece with your own vocal emotion you presented so nicely in your writing. You seriously have some talent woman. This is near perfect in my opinion. Would love to read more lyrics of yours anytime as I write myself and think it's neat to critique one anothers work. Keep it up boss lady.

[@jesuscarrillo6917]

lazy_filipino o

[@bridgetoleary135]

It's crazy I was just 8 years when you left us Woke up to my dad sayin get ready don't miss that bus Driving drunk you think faster could be a gain, I was just a kid how'd you not know it'd cause so much pain? Screaming, crying, say "no mom it can't be true!" Before there were four kids but you see now there's only two You had children, a girlfriend, and yes a wife, I know things weren't perfect hey man sometimes that's just life Now how do you expect the family to just move on? Drugs, bail, liquor, 2 young men just dead and gone They say any hurt can heal over time but I've got older and I think this is where they would draw the line Age 11 I was scared to go to school, my own best friend had turned on me, how could one kid be so cruel? Told me I was stupid and worthless and go to hell, now I'm bisexual I guess that turned out pretty fucking well High School came and so did the inner battle I found, little did I know it would leave me crying alone on the ground Drinking to escape the reality that I called home, fighting, hitting, punching, how could no one else have known? Ya depression it got the best of me, cutting just to feel something, why is nobody helping me? Prayed to God please give me strength, yea it did take a lot from me, just to put that knife down and say that my future's worth the see. Stay Strong Everyone, God Bless.

[@ElliotJamesCunningham]

I love you.

[@lucixnobo2782]

Bridget O'Leary damn

[@irenecrayton1211]

Bridget O'Leary is this real

[@bridgetoleary135]

yes, i would never make it up

[@briantoocold2955]

why did you turn bisexual all of a sudden

[@eduardomiranda6244]

I’m here in 2021 still with this beat smh

[@sxifty1651]

Same

[@justdreaming3476]

Ong when we gonna get a good song produced on this beat

[@Kritideezy]

2k20 still here 🤘🏽😭 this is fr a vibe 🥺

[@cashinwithty1663]

Im here. I love this beat bcs i have lots of things to rap abt from my past and im only 14. And my mama say kids dont stress. Tuh back in yall days kids didnt stress

[@cashinwithty1663]

@Janiyah Sanders-Jones yess i swearrr

[@landonaaron7873]

Fuck 2k

[@Bckdoe-topic]

Ye

[@haileybudach9405]

Sooo this is mine. Its really long but oh well. Lied to, let down, got fucked up Told I wasn't worth it that I should just give up Flipped my hair turned like “if that's how you feel” Walked away chin up keepin it real Said my confidence was goals and i'm stronger than the rest But inside my hearts broken and my mind is a mess Tell me to wait for tomorrow cuz it'll be better But the only thing that’ll change will end up being the weather. Look people act like they’re always gonna care But then they up and leave and you got nobody there Act like you're not phased, broken, and bruised But that's fine i guess it's something i'm used to Walk the halls in tears cover it up with a smile Cuz once depression takes its toll you're stuck for a while Parents still married and yea that's fine But it’s hard to stay happy with no one by your side Friends talked shit so I left them in the past Its as if life is a race and I'm always coming in last Ya I get it, some people got it worse But you cant say its not bad that I tried to put myself in a hearse 20 cuts up and down my right wrist “Whats with all them sad songs playing up on your playlist?” I denied all the scars “No i don't know what happened to my arm” I told you i was fine it's was just a false alarm And they believed me. Left alone again. Yea I guess it's my fault. Shoulda let them in. But it was too late. Already looking up if suicide was a sin Yea I did it. Attempted it a few times Hard to admit but I overdosed 5 times Lied on the floor crying out the lord's name Take me back lord jesus lives playing me like a game Ended up in the hospital 3 weeks i layed Wondering why they wouldn't let me go. Let me fade away. Wanted to die someone pull my plug Tears rolled down my face when my my cried as she gave me a hug. I breathed. Thought for a bit. Maybe i'll do better if i act like i don't give a shit Decided to try again. Give life another shot Holding onto my hope cuz it's all that I got Smiled more gained friends found a small purpose in life But in all honesty man suicide started to cross my mind Up at 3am eyes red as hell Told myself itd get better But if i think i should let go fuck i probably will Yea I gave up. Quite a lot let's be true But I eventually got better and happier too. Got my baby with me now and i'm wrapped up in his arms Haven't moved a lot yet but Im gonna go pretty far Bae got my back and he keeps me in line Momma raised a queen. My crown and I gonna shine Definition of life is still yet to be known But i promise whoever listens to this you're never alone let's go Aye keep on praying, smiling, dont quit. Cuz one day i swear to god life will get lit You're worth more than you think now just hear me out Keep your head up baby and your ten toes down Wassup

[@arandomgirl2030]

Hailey Budach, I really enjoy your Ten Toes it's really good. thank you

[@cristinagonzaba887]

Hailey Budach good job

[@leslieanger1192]

lol

[@thetopgamer318]

loved it, really deep but amazing

[@channels6781]

Hailey Budach love it

[@jansuelcedeno7320]

this beat makes me think a lot, gets me into my feelings and gives me chills sometimes. best beat ever 💯👌

[@BubbaGotBeatz]

Thanks fam!

[@teeeteee_]

Jansuel Cedeno me

[@Jrunnitupp]

Jansuel Cedeno your comment made me think of orgasms lmao

[@meltooshhlolll2292]

Jansuel Cedeno same

[@Ty-J_250]

Have you got more beats like this? I'll sub anyway but I want to know if it's worth scrolling through the channel

[@Itisme38]

Ten Toes (Prod. BubbaGotBeatz) - Instrumental 　 Jesus is Love- follows the beat-Rap starts about 0:23 secs into beat yes he is Love Oh I tell you He's Love 　 If jesus is Love then i give u that Since he gave it first Then i give it back Say he Lived in the Truth So i Live in that a Sacrafice to the father so i Dish it Fat...... Peaceful Teacher No repre/cussion Giving Grace to the hearer Man of Discussion...yea (pause)And I tell u that he still is (quick)yea he Died On a Cross, But i tell that he still Lives 　 hook 　 (around 1:10) Why do I cry When i think about it My Sin pinned on a Cross, and yea me Without it. (Pause)--Caus he Died For My Sins and He was Innocent/ It Shoulda been me Instead What Great Love Is this: yea Magnificent Graceful Appearance a Blessing to His Kids (pause)Jesus is the God that I Serve oh and He Deserves,- all the Praises that i Give. He is why I Live, and he is all I am. Asks and He Forgives, Yup a Best Friend (pause)Just a Love Song I wrote For Him, Thanking the Father and Son, yea both of Em. I am telling You, that If you Trust him to He can Save You too, He can Bring you Through (Pause)Bringing more ppl home than Jerek Deter The Father and the Son thats a Double Feature. 　 around 2:19 Lord you Prayed for us, That we would be One In John 17:20 through your Holy Son that we'd Live In you and Dwell in Unity connected forever, yea in Continuity.... its so True to me, that we are Different The World Hurts it own, Man i Hope your Listening (pause)God is Calling you to him so just Do it Give your life to the Lord Under good Music. say Jesus I believe, please forgive me. give my life to you, Please set me Free. (pause)My spirit is Crushed, From My Iniquity, I turn my Life to You, Lord Live In Me Heal the brokenhearted Finish what you started, and We'll await your response dear Holy Father Love is What We Need to Give, Love Is the Sum of life and the fee to Live. Thank you Lord

[@deishayn]

Who’s listening on 2019?

[@hybjuann9317]

2:25 “why didnt you pay for this beat tho lol”

[@LogikSCT]

init, but they dont have it on their site.. so no one can pay for it

[@Marcmob24]

@@LogikSCT Yeh it sucks cause I hate the "why didn't you pay for the beat" and its funny cause I actually wanna pay for the damn thing

[@LogikSCT]

@@Marcmob24 same here - ive even e-mailed them about it with no reply

[@officialarks]

the best you can do is try edit it out

[@romanw8632]

cuz I'm a mufuggin robber🤣💀

[@davionalindsey7774]

Everyone tells me i gotta move on but when i think of you I'm always singing love songs But most of the times i just wanna run and hide and that is because i need you here by my side you made me feel special and like i was somethin but now im sitting here and feelings like nothing. You made me forget how i was treated in the passed and i always felt like a princess and nothing less. I thought u were the one and you always had my heart but that was when every thing fell apart. We started arguing all night all day and all our hard work just started to fade away. I wanted u as my boo and i didnt know what to do but honestly u just wanted something new. I always wanted to cry actually wanted to die cause it wasnt just u its what i felt inside, when your hearts in peices what piece do you follow , they would always tell me itd be okay but how can you say that when you wouldnt even stay, idk who my real friends are and who are fake but honestly i dont need any anyways so take yo fake petty asses back to somewhere else and ima just sit here and focus on myself 😛 now ima do me and not worry bout nobody else cause not like yall worried bout me and feel my vibe while i go and be myself

[@lori.porter4184]

Cupcakes Flower 😭😭

[@ritas532]

Cupcakes Flower hey I love the rap you made do you mind me fixing it up and making my own little bit ?

[@nadiahachem4233]

Cupcakes Flower love this

[@sundayakiec696]

Cupcakes Flower

[@jaydaramirez886]

Cupcakes Flower omg so good can I use this ?🤔

[@huyentrang9655]

Khi tao lớn, không có ai ở cạnh bên Tao nghĩ nó khiến cho tao yếu đuối, nhưng không nó làm tao mạnh lên Quen núp mình vào trong bóng tối, trầm cảm với mọi người xung quanh Và tao gắn liền tuổi thơ của tao với điện tử thẻ và truyện tranh See, tụi nó nói như tụi nó biết tao là ai Như tụi nó đã từng ở đó và thấy những chuyện mà tao đã trải Tụi nó biết gì về từ bé, đã từng sống trong trại mồ côi Cùng những bà sơ mang danh chúa để biện hộ cho những đòn roi Nhưng tụi nó có bao giờ thấy 1 lần nào mà tao khóc? Tụi nó có bao giờ nhìn thấy ba nó mang bộ áo sọc? Tụi nó có bao giờ nhìn thấy, đứa bạn học nó qua đời Mẹ nó có duy nhất mình nó, bả không nói được ra lời Nên, tao viết ra những bài nhạc, mong mày lắng nghe Bỏ đời thật và nhiều cảm xúc của tao vào thật cặn kẻ Vì đời này nhiều cay đắng, buông ra nhiều lời nặng nhẹ Nhưng phải nhớ là ngẩng đầu và sống thật là mạnh mẽ 'Cause they always tryna take you, break you down Sometimes you wonder what the fuck you gon' do now Hãy yêu bản thân, những việc khác đừng đếm xỉa Bãi cỏ luôn xanh mượt khi nhìn từ bờ bên kia.

[@sierramccain103]

(Leek Jack Lyrics) Ok excuse little mama I'm not trying to waste yo time But I saw your ass on campus and oo you mighty fine See I heard you kinda goofy and you like to laugh Maybe we can have little a date right down the cafe see i don't care about yo nigga he some cheese called him cheddar He ain't treat you right but Leek Jack will treat you better I'm not tryna be yo friend I'm not tryna be yo buddy I'm tryna be yo man and together we can study I can bring in my dorm if you not real busy And maybe we lay up while we watch a little tv Baby tell how you feel Tell me what you gotta say Let me rub on them feet While you tell me about yo day I could see it in your face I know you want some love It's getting cold outside baby do you want some hugs I'm just being real and no I'm not tripping You make me wanna pay all the rest of your tuition Girl,stop playin with me I'ma make you my wifey

[@alejandrapulido6385]

Sierra McCain you got thst from Instagram bitch dont lie

[@melissauzi7489]

Alejandra Pulido so nobody cares and nobody asked you

[@nb4863]

Alejandra Pulido she put on the first line (Leek Jack lyrics) because she knows those aren’t her lyrics so calm down lol😂

[@arenamation9459]

Man fuck this. This shit called love. Everybody be playin like it's a fken game. When I first met you I thought I thought u were different big eyes, swert smile man she had everything. I wanted to be your king but little did I know I'd be playe dliek afool. What went wrong? I thought we were cool but I guess I we ain't now my hearts in pain this is too cruel. How could you do this to me? I gave you everything I could thought we'd be good but that ain't the case you'd think I'd chase? Hell naw look look at my face I just wanna be embrace but not by you I'd rather be sent to space

[@jkillers2141]

Alejandra Pulido calm down

[@scw8189]

start at 0:20 Dear God we need to talk. I got a lot of thoughts tangled in a knot. So many thoughts going through my mind. This cruel fucken world has got me going blind. And I believe that there's a God. Who died from my blood. From my youth shits been understood.But in the world theres so much pain. Violence in the hood. People getting murdered, drowning in there blood. People on the streets caught up in a flood. People in poverty fucken covered in mud. So much shit that can't be understood. But what can I do. So much shit, God this ones on you. You've created the earth now you've gotta come through. I look up in the skys. Tears in my eyes. Lord the day you come down it'll be no surprise. Lord I give you my heart. You've been there from the start. I do something bad and you never depart. And if you waiten and waiten to save us from this mess. No need to stress. I'll love you none the less. I thank you lord for being so bold. You've done so much you have my heart sold. I'll do my best to get through this world. Then get to heaven and party in the gold. No more fucken colds, No more fucken mold, no more fake people man shits getting old. And for you lord I'll never fucken fold.

[@travionburtonquintrellking6970]

Scw 818 ✔✔

[@lidicefarias8312]

Scw 818

[@lidicefarias8312]

Scw 818

[@brownbutterflyy1058]

Scw 818 I appreciate how you express yourself. I read all of it, very emotional. Please go to jw.org and type in the search box "why does God allow suffering". You'll get the Bible's answer as to why he's allowed so much to happen for so long. He has a purpose for it and it includes eternal life on earth free of violence, pain and suffering (Psalm 37:10,11,29; Revelation 21:3,4; 2Peter 3:9). You can also read the Bible on the website if you don't have one.

[@chriskidd101savagearcher7]

Scw 818 jj

[@woxgg]

Nobody: Him: why didn’t u pay for this beat tho

[@svfelol]

Woxg 🤣🤣

[@abookofmemes3537]

too many tags 😭😭

[@its1022music]

Woxg I understood that reference

[@shanteriamorris498]

Satavion

[@ludviganderberg7266]

Liuxy lmao lls

[@xv47ky29]

Whoever made this beat gotta be studied bro wth😭🫸🫷💯🔥🗣

[@childishvibez5973]

I just sitting here scrolling down the comments tryna rap using other people's lyrics😂

[@Chee.Y4ng]

Lol

[@pfentinoir]

🤣same

[@lalyndabaham2437]

same

[@shamoyjohn5238]

Lmao I was doing the same😂

[@stophim8514]

It worked damn

[@BubbaGotBeatz]

*Thumbs up* if you think Kodak Black would kill this challenge!?

[@Youngjayjr55]

BubbaGotBeatz FR Bruh I was dead thinking the same while I read your comment #FreeKodak

[@xorxpert]

BubbaGotBeatz too be honest, this beat will make a nigga realize the world, bring out emotions and make you look at all the shit that happened in the past. I don't know why, but this song is it. Tupac if u r out there, like this too let me let me know that this beat will be wrote in seconds.

[@jaydencox20]

BubbaGotBeatz yo this is sick

[@Kartierdiary]

datwayyy!!

[@xzavierpowell8463]

jayden

[@hidinginmyroom2656]

😳Hi this is my story time to attempt this challenge but it's not really. I have a lot to say a lot has happened listen to my words.And try to imagine 0:23 Sometimes I really hate myself Sometimes I wish I could change myself Life is a question and death is the answer It's mad how death always manifests in the weirdest ways behind my smile there's years of pain self hatred ingrained miseducating my brain. Behind my smile is a very flawed human being all the things I've seen mum I kept between you and me.mum what do you believe in truth or freedom because all the things you've done to me and I still don't know the reason . Please tell me.Theres different ways of worship but there's only 1god.And mum I might not be your birth kid but we all deserve love. Mum to this very day I am lost and I am so confused.Living with a decade of physical abuse from you and it's made me ill. We know they weren't all my problems we have them genetically too my birth parents and all my siblings have this complexity too but mum. Execcisive domestic violence techniqually been the reason I've lost my identity too and you know what you did And it hurts you could hurt a kid I shouldn't have lived like I did And now I'm living like this.Havent left my house for a whole month .Severe social anxiety and we know I've got autism too and so my vunrability is through the roof and you know I stay in my room and that I haven't been to school nearly 4years now because my anxiety is that high and we know I've been in care because of this 5times but I want live with you even though this abuse started when I was 2 and finished when I was 12 because that's me that's all I knew And I don't deal well with going to new places seeing new faces and looking at people in the eyes because inside I am damaged and it's not hard to hide I'm extremely sensitive too so I burst out crying And I have to take medication for my problems and my psychiatrist doesn't know my past she doesn't know when you beat me with a cricket bat and sticks and metal bars And I know it wasn't as a punishment I know you enjoyed it because when I cried you used to say I loved being beaten or I would shut the fuck up.True I must've loved it or I would've just stopped but you would've just beat me like you always did mum And now I know it's because me and my sister Frances who were adopted by you we weren't your son who died age one.We weren't him so you hated us of course you did you needed help and therapy because you weren't over your son you were still damaged when you adopted two girls

[@hidinginmyroom2656]

But I wanu live with you even though this abuse started when I was 2 and finished when I was 12 because this is me that's all I knew and I don't Deal well with going to new places seeing new faces and looking at people in the eyes Because inside I am damaged and it's not hard to hide I'm extremely sensitive to I Just burst out crying And I have to take medication for my problems and my psychiatrist doesn't know my past she doesn't know when you beat me with a cricket bat and sticks and metal bars And I know it wasn't as a punishment I no you enjoyed it Because when I cried You used to say I loved being beaten or I would Shut the fuck up Makes sense I must of loved it or I would've just stopped But you would've just beat me Like you always did mum And told me you'd splatter my brains and blood on the walls with a hammer and called me a whore at the age of 8 I remember it all and now I know it's because me and my sister Frances who were adopted by you we weren't your son who died aged 1 We weren't him so you hated us of course you did .You needed help and therapy because you weren't over your son you were still damaged when you adopted two girls.And my sisters in care because when she was 13 she finally faut back as a self defence mechanism to make sense of the past tense.she has her own problems now because of your offence acts of violence projected on little kids.So it's hard to know what love is because you did what you did.

[@renitawashington408]

star toad XD potato-girl9. This is good!!

[@riyababiee2332]

So sad

[@kimmiekim6274]

ReNita Washington

[@hidinginmyroom2656]

That's okay :) You can use it

[@joshuaparmley8163]

I swear some people never want to see you succeed they would rather see you crumble and fall and when you do they keep bringing it up and tell you your never gonna make it so show them haters wrong and keep grinding and keep it pushing if you need to cut them out your life because they toxic go ahead and do that and don't care what a hater is gonna say because all they wanna do is drag you down so be a king and pick up your crown

[@marix708]

It has been years since I listened to this 2017-2018-2019-2020!!!

[@VaniWi]

Just casually scrolling through comments, rapping other people’s songs 🙃

[@PaolaGarcia-gy1yt]

yoooooo same

[@kashaerouse3943]

Evie :p same

[@kaleighochoa3340]

Evie :p SAME!!!

[@MariaVazquez-np6tj]

SAME 😭

[@kellywheeler7321]

Evie :p me

[@katiekat3047]

I don't know if this is still relevant at all but I wrote this, it's called Happy Father's Day. This has always been my least favorite day of the year, I can't deal with it now that you're not here. Whenever someone asks "Hey where is your Father?" My eyes immediately start to fill up with water. I try to choke out a single word to say, But I always end up crying and running away. I hide in the bathroom and I lock the door, Then I just start sobbing and I fall down to the floor. I look up to the sky and I start to pray, "Dear God, why'd you let them take him away?" I'm reminiscing and thinking about all the fun times that we had, Back to the days when I could say "I love you dad" I was so young and happy, running and playing at the park Now I'm sitting here alone, crying and falling apart. All these words are just an attempt to try to explain what I'm feeling inside, to release the pain. Everyday I wish that I could just give you a call, But they just erased you from my life, yeah they built up a wall I don't deserve this at all, no it's just not fair No one else understands or they don't even care But I'm promising you dad, even though you're far away, that someday I'll be there to say, Happy Father's Day. (Thanks for reading ❤️) Also, just in case anyone's wondering, My dad was involved in my life until I was about 10, and around then I wasn't allowed to see him anymore because my parents hate each other. After a few years I couldn't talk to him on the phone anymore. I think he's still alive but I'm not sure. Edit: If anyone wants to rap this, I'm actually really flattered and I'd love for it to be shared. It'd be appreciated if you could give me credit though ❤️

[@marianaarteaga4176]

💯🔥🔥

[@katiekat3047]

@XCubbyBeachX My dad's still alive, but my parents were never married so I don't get to see or talk to him anymore. I'm really sorry for your loss though

[@katiekat3047]

@XCubbyBeachX Thanks!

[@z12weed]

Best lyrics so far

[@katiekat3047]

@@z12weed Aw thank you so much ❤️

[@leahariel828]

TEN TOES RAP CHALLENGE:: this is the life of a brave girl like me who now she's damn tough but used to feel so fuckin weak was born adopted, so different, but prompted by the birth mom & dad who told me im not wanted the second im born i see just the face of my new mom who offered to give me a place a kind hearted soul who made me feel glad another story for the man who im supposed to call my dad no vision in my right eye, disease and im half blind i wish i could move on but can't stop the rewinds the memories of mom and dad screaming at eachother remembering my dad hitting my poor fucking mother they split when i was 3, mom got near-full custody but i still had to visit him regardless of my plea wednesday's and weekends were the worst hell days when i spent time with daddy i was never fuckin' praised just raped, beaten, punched, kicked, thrown down the stairs getting called names, touched, slapped, pullin on my hair you're supposed to be my role model, what is your excuse for 8 years of physical verbal and sexual abuse i blamed it on me- it was my fault i was raped had nobody to talk to-my sister moved and escaped leaving me all alone, fending for my fuckin self hiding under the bed and climbing under the shelves to get away from this monster who i had to call a dad made me cry and scream and raised me to be dishonest and mad after 8 years of his abuse i told mom all the shit i finally reached my breaking point and snitched the man to bits. got him sent to jail and had to move across the coast yet you still give me a reason to hate myself the most you hurt me, and threw me and tortured me before but all i ever did was try to fuckin run out your door. mommy was heartbroken that her precious little baby got sucked up in abuse and felt like the world hates me mom got remarried, were happier now but im still scarred today- wanna know how? all i do is let the past get to me i can never move on, can't fuckin accept a me where everything is ok and nothing ever came and i could be that little girl wanting for wealth and hannah montana fame i have a new dad, same mom now i'm perfectly fine but something in my mind just keeps me always cryin knowing i'm a victim and im truly went through strife but sometimes you gotta dust it off and say "hey, that's life" twelve years old diagnosed with some shit called anxiety and depression because i got hit scars on my wrist, blood flowing down the drain crying, trying to distract from all this pain i can't talk to nobody, i ain't going to school i stayed in bed all day, but i was such a fool grades got lower and so did my esteem but i faked a happy smile just so i could seem fighting through this bullshit getting through the day i wanted to end my life but all i did was pray wishing for that happiness that i never fuckin got constantly bullied, but i'm not even a thot why can't my life be filled with joy instead i cry over my ex dad and a cute boy never feeling loved but i had so many friends who wanted me to get better and stick through till the end i tried my best and i'm still tryin it's hard breathing, i'm not lyin but after all my hard work i'm high and im just flyin at the end of the tunnel there's always a bit of light ask me if i'm a victim and ill say yeah that's fuckin right but im proud of it, bitch do you see how i'm doing now getting straight a's, partyin till the moon goes down letting loose and goin crazy, doin what i want i wished for happiness and that's exactly what i got

[@remybabyy4091]

Leah Laufe I'm fucken sorry! bruh this had me crying. stay strong babygirl. i cant believe u went through all that! 😪 my lord. Jesus is w u. 💙 my prayers out to u and ur family ma! 😫 omg I just can't believe this. this broke my heart in so many bits and pieces 😭💔

[@itsyourboidesmond6937]

Leah Laufe that's fire

[@jessethecuhhh4794]

Leah Laufe I went through the same thing but only that it was my mom that abused me instead of my dad but hope you feel safe and if you want to check my channel

[@sorayaanne6480]

I know how you feel 😞

[@kaymay1395]

Leah L

[@relentlessgoat_gaming3148]

Who ever made this beat is the worlds best at making beats✔💯💎

[@lifewithsy7950]

😄

[@angelamckines8274]

I did

[@therealmozizta9503]

This beat fucking blows it’s literally an off key piano and a weird moan mixed terribly. This is what I have nightmares about

[@nathanielvanhorn6537]

LIL DOLLAZ 77777

[@jilvancicek689]

BubbaGotBeats !!

[@kiiidollasign]

Man there's this thing called love and it kinda sucks Once you fall for somebody, there's no getting up Never thought that person would really be me Until I talked to this girl, let's call her Jenny Now Jenny had me caught up, I ain't gon lie She had me thinking all day, man she *that* fly Had me talking all day, it was nonstop

[@dylanmthomas3773]

till I was broken down, man, what tough luck I had to rethink what went down, where'd it go wrong so that's why I am trying to put it all into this song See jenny was good at acting, saying she really loved me and I believed her, so blind i couldn't see, I believed her and she hurt me shattering the dream of what I use to see, completely broke the image of what true love seem to be Now I am on the ground picking up the broken me, Dusting of the shards of the broken sh*t, man can you believe Jenny played me from the start saying she the real deal, she was a victim, but she was aimin to kill thinking straight up man, Imma protect her, protect our love, didnt protect me now Im shot down, and Im left with how I feel I was a fool easy to push around, cause even if I hurt I would'nt make a single sound to this day I am still dust on a rug off the dirty ground.........

[@destinycannon2904]

I love the I thought I would not good but I read it and it was so good I love you and God will bless you

[@kiiidollasign]

Dylan M. Thomas you complete me 😊😂

[@howtobecrazy1015]

K Litty I really like this it's unique

[@javyassassin13]

Wow bravo you two lol for completing it

[@akanjoe5559]

Whose here in 2024

[@ypkzay1]

Me

[@Boxingwheel]

I just farted

[@TheBusinessMafia56]

Bout to make a song now for this shit😂📌

[@luhicyyy3086]

Me

[@nathanj1531]

@@luhicyyy3086 3 days is crazy, what's the chances, just stubbled across this beat now, shi crazy.

[@stephaniemartinez792]

Bro I love this 😩💘

[@BubbaGotBeatz]

❤

[@allucindawoods8594]

they are is going hot on that

[@stephaniemartinez792]

Allyssa Woods ?

[@stephanietorres8724]

I wish I knew how to rap😂😭 this beat is fire🔥

[@LilAlex]

Stephanie Torres you should go check out my raps lil alex mr wrong and make sure to subscribe to my channel

[@ericapatron2351]

funny cuz I wish I knew how to rap

[@ris3912]

Stephanie Torres i know how to sing but i can't rap that's why I like so gone better

[@LilAlex]

Did you check my channel and ahh its pretty easy

[@ICrxnk]

Stephanie Torres i can I just need to get bats

[@2adre]

Why didn't you pay for this beat though

[@leahdelory333]

DeAndre Johnson read this as I heard that in the back😂

[@adriel6191]

Same I read this as soon as it said it

[@j.d4121]

"cause i'm a mufacking robber"

[@iamscoobi]

Yoo that's crazy as soon as I read this I heard it in the background

[@theazz9959]

Cause it free on KZbin and didn’t say I had to pay

[@BlaccBinladen]

life getting so hard i might rap on this shit 💀💯💯