Prison: The Fate of Sex Offenders in CDCR

[@elim5353]

Stop putting these guys in protective custody. They need to be in general population and everyone needs to know what they did

[@mahroof8730]

Yes, they done crimes in general public so they should be with general public,,

[@elim5353]

@mahroof8730 couldn't of been said better

[@ackerjawaka1966]

I was in one borstal that didn't have a protection wing so the nonces were in with us and my mate the reception orderly used to tell us who they were 😜

[@itcantbetruebutis7778]

They should all be placed in protective caskets

[@darthplagueis3488]

Easily flammable caskets

[@tomasgmares8303]

You're a beast,man.😅

[@kimmie020]

Im a survivor of child molestation & rape. The disheartening life I’ve lived with for 58 years, (I’m 63) is still incomprehensible to me. Certain things; smells, sounds & faces bring out my PTSD. In my heart and because of the situation…you are the warrior I was missing in my life as a child 😔 Thank you for describing the Scum of the earth for exactly what they are… “MONSTERS.”

[@thatprisonguard]

Please email me [e-mail]. I am here if you need anything.

[@kimmie020]

@@thatprisonguard You are so kind, thank you. Ttu soon 😊

[@tubbyprinceses2024]

Sending you hugs kimmie. ❤️

[@MD-ev9hs]

KIMMIE020 Oh, my Lord. There are NO words to describe how COURAGEOUS you are. You went directly to hell at the age of 5 and I don't know HOW you were able to survive and you are still alive. I immediately went back in time and I pictured myself at 5 years of age, and how I would have felt, had the same things that happened to you had happened to me. I would have prayed to be dead. Immediately. I went back in time and saw little me in horrible agony. And I thought, where did you get the strength to continue living? Your kind of courage, valor, and strength I have never heard of before. You are a living miracle for having survived that. I thank Heavenly Father for having given you the strength to stay alive, after a child molester killed your world.

[@briantaylor5290]

😂😂😂😂

[@robjohn9516]

Another great video. Please don't collaborate with Wes Watson anymore. You can't risk any of his BS rubbing off on you. You're a real one. Keep the fake a good distance.

[@anthonynunez9173]

100%

[@thedoc9062]

@@anthonynunez9173 agree 💯

[@thedoc9062]

Stick to you! Don’t idolize these other dude’s. Your on your agenda to the best of you. Why do you think your growing, trust only your self.

[@hansvrooman]

I don't know why people confuse success and growth with being fake. Do their labors yield good fruit or bad? The answer to that question will tell you all you need to know.

[@willdahlen4841]

Wes Watson is a bitch. Everyone hates him cuz he's a fake weirdo. If u do another video with him it's gonna fucc up ur credibility in this genre. Don't chase after easy views just keep making good content and you will be bigger than Wes one day I promise.. on the other hand dubs was a decent Collab. Try renegae media next or lockdown 23&1

[@prestige2000rider]

As someone said here, please do more on this. As a child of abuse ive seen this from all angles.. My Dad was a C/O in a max ,and also having 2 cops in the familly .and from the other side of having 2 buddies, now locked up ,one in the U S and the other in Canada, both on the registry. Every day they work to scrape their life up off the floor and survive. I dont condone what they did but support both them in trying to move forward. I pray i never go in this way but also have the sense to admit my wrong and try to move ahead.. if thats possible. Again keep these vids coming. thanx man

[@tinmanandoliveoylsadventur7129]

The short time that I was a nurse at RJD, I hated it but had a contract which I broke. There was an inmate that looked so nice and I wondered what the heck this guy was there for. I never liked looking them up. The popular ones, everyone knows. He was a child molester that lived in a bad part of town and he would go in to a nice part of town and be nice to kids to get their trust and molest them. I couldn't refuse to give him his meds. I just put them in a cup scanned the meds and his ID and told him to hurry up and not hold up the pill line. No conversation or anything. One of those times he came up and he had a fat lip, cut up, black eye and scars all over his face. I just gave him his meds. It made me sick. He was relatively young. Your right, there is no safe haven for people that abuse children.

[@howardeakin3372]

I greatly appreciate your honesty and perspective. Society should be forced to hear every detail of these crimes, THEN justice would prevail. There is no spoken description of the internal struggle with the comprehension, of the reality of the details involved . I’m a Man who has studied this topic due to investigating the Occult and human trafficking, I can honestly say that it has scarred me mentally beyond anything I’ve learned on my path of studying for 25 yrs. I’ve found no avenue of forgiveness whatsoever. It’s even more unconscionable watching current societal laws trying to normalize this behavior, I keep wondering when the People’s line will finally be drawn. Glad to know I’m not alone 👊

[@mojojojo6400]

That's because of the secret societies that run this world and this country and they traffic these kids for ritual purposes. And who are you supposed to call whenever you come across this? The cops lol? The FBI? The government? The president lol?? The people involved are at the top top. And use the president as a puppet on strings. There is nobody to call. And you can't rally people together because people laugh when you bring this stuff up like you are crazy. But hey that's just part of the plan. To make anyone who knows the truth and who speaks out to look crazy and get laughed at just so that nobody takes them seriously and listens.

[@StevenEvens7125]

Ayo... this channel must be protected at all mf costs! Finally, someone with real content using real gotdam words especially dealing with this or similar subject matter. Good man!

[@Last_Laugh_Is_Mine]

Dude you're going to grow at a fast pace. We have so many fake gangsters out there that have pages after doing time and that sht gets old real quick, yet they still have numbers 😆. It's good to see a C.O.'s perspect. Keep up the good work oath master.

[@LauraLopez-is5gh]

Stories like this bring me peace. From someone who hasn’t slept a night in peace since, you’ll never understand how comforting it is to know that they get what they deserve.

[@jessrosefawkes2721]

my uncle was a prison officer, he’s retired now but they used to leave child molester cells open ‘by accident’ and let other prisoners out, so they can do what they want. While my uncle went for a ‘coffee’ xx

[@David-vt3hn]

"If you can't help nobody, don't hurt nobody." Good point

[@orangie8942]

i gotta say this is my favourite video ive ever seen pertaining to this by far. thanks man

[@EOP-whisperer]

Thank you for these messages. Keep pushing forward!! HOOAH!

[@buckshot_501]

If some sicko was to ever harm my children he/she wouldn't make it to county PERIOD...Those MONSTERS should simply be put to sleep.

[@justinfletcher7630]

My dad retired bout 7 years back from NYS corrections which I know is considered one of the next behind California for the straight craziness and shit. And when he retired the change I saw in his mood was 180 degrees he was a different person.. I've never been to prison but man I fully believe that it's not just inmates that are stuck in prison guards can be too.

[@anthonynunez9173]

Please do more stories about this. I love hearing these hero stories. They all come out and reoffend, so alot of us out here think that justice for all is not always the case.

[@davidfann5397]

I was in Vacaville and cmc. In the early 80s I am quite amazed that you seem so real thank you for opening my eyes to your reality

[@thatprisonguard]

I got you bro. Through my life experiences I was able to see what matters and what doesn’t matter. What’s real and what is a political agenda. I’m just the messenger, lol

[@madeinthe562]

These are the videos we need! I appreciate your honesty!

[@sdoe7381]

The guy deserves a medal for taking care of that trash. Unfortunately he probably suffered a lot because of taking care of that chomo

[@geraldmiller5806]

Thanks for keeping it real! I was a level one T.V. trained killer 🙂 I've been out and doin great for over 30 years but a trip down memory lane can be really entertaining! SNY super x10 man ! Honestly I couldn't finish this video, just listening to that kind of shit bothers me. But I'm glad you had the guts to put it out there.

[@thatprisonguard]

😂 Glad you're out here thriving, Gerald! Keep pushing forward!

[@lemmebeatem7012]

Thats a gentleman thing to do😂👍🏼oh man I totally agree💯

[@Blacksoil67]

I’ve always said inmates had 9-lives because I’ve seen so many inmates get stabbed up, 7,8,9 times and they’re walking on another yard a month later.

[@shamirwilliams4419]

I support this page it speaks the truth many folks hide this I’m on your side because it’s no place on earth for those kind of people

[@EllEmm149]

Nice 👍🏼, ty for the quick and elaborate video 💯

[@billthebutcher1910]

I remember YEARS ago, there was talk back and forth with politicians about a new form of punishment for child molesters: chemical castration. Can we bring that back to the table? 😂

[@thatprisonguard]

💯🙌

[@valeriesandman]

You obviously have never been sexually abused. If you had, you would know that chemical castration only works if they take their meds… operative word being IF…

[@jvandergriff13]

Great spiel Bro raw and uncut, just the way we like to hear it. By the look on your face it shows you are happy to talk the truth without repercussions. Keep striving Bro !!! CMR 100% Hector

[@axsmn8085]

No sympathy for child predators.They will pay for life after life.

[@MrSpringstkilla]

I was a inmate in out for over 25 years I had a J number a K number and a BA number I was on every level at one time or another GP I’ve experienced CO’s that sometimes would let us know when a child molester was trying to sneak threw the cracks on the Gp yard and we would handle it from there I watch your channel you’ve covered a lot of topics that I’ve seen or experienced inside of the CDC but I would like to see you do a video on the Racist CO’s towards the Black inmate some CO’s were blatantly racist you being a CO I’m curious as to you ever witnessed racism coming from CO’s

[@kyley961]

That seems like bullshit. They only go to the “Aryans”? Did you work at the BOP or the “feds” like you said? Seems like someone told you about something and it’s hear say.

[@ScottAllen5568]

Have you experienced racism yourself?

[@JT0007]

I think this channel is gaining 100 subscribers a day. That means 3k/month. KEEP GOING WARRIOR 🇺🇸

[@BirdFromYakiVegas]

LT. Bravo aka LT. Lión 🐅💪🏾 That's one of my questions I had in the live chat .... You had access to all those files, did you run into anything shocking as of: A shot caller w sex crimes or informants within certain groups etc..... When you brought up them files it reminded me of an incident "a big mistake" by someone in the jails clerks office. (I believe it was when they were converting from files to usb drives) So inmate workers were assigned to clean up these clerks offices. They made a big mistake, left all these files in the recycling bins & "not shredded". An inmate got ahold of these files, made copies & sent it through out the jail. It was all the current inmates files with criminal history & who's currently being investigated for contraband, calling shots, etc..... So the criminal history part was straight up a domino effect. Several inmates were life flighted, they were undercover sex offenders but under the radar due to it being crimes they did in past. Then we had files showing "Seperatee's "C.I's that needed to be separated from codefendants but still in G.P." Crazy sh!t hit the fan tho...I don't even think they found out we had this info (I was released in the middle of it all)

[@Blacksoil67]

I knew a CCI who was on our A Facility for 10-yrs and when the yard flipped to SNY, she refused to work over there and bidded out the Position went to another yard.

[@kristiskinner8542]

Everything you said is true. My only problem is that there are some people that are falsely convicted, it happens for every type of offence not just capital/DR cases. There are also guys that end up with the "sex offender" label & that have been sent to prison for having sex with their girlfriends- say he's 18/19 she's 15/16 that end up married as soon as she turns 18 so for any other inmate to think its ok to do shit like that isnt ok. They talk about checking paperwork lol grimy prosecutors that just want convictions can put whatever they want to put on that paperwork to try to secure that conviction. Ive even heard a guy think he was a NLR saying they dont ask questions & no consideration is made for stat beefs. They give no consideration that they could be harming/killing the love of someones life & father of their children. If every conviction meant 100% actually guilty 100% of the time Id have less issue with their "prison justice" but if/when that shit could be done to even 1 actually innocent person- which the type of stat beef I brought up is too then I'll always have a problem with it

[@AreeyaKKC]

I heard if you pee in public even out of sight it's considered exposure and a sex offense. Well in NY anyways.

[@kimmie020]

This true story was about a particular case beyond comprehension…not about the possible falsely accused. The evil, demented atrocities performed on this prisoner was a battle of Evil versus Evil. Both…SICK monsters! Maybe a suggested title… “Wrongfully accused sex offenders”

[@frank-ur8fk]

@@AreeyaKKC and colorado

[@strnglhld]

@@AreeyaKKCI’ve never seen someone on the registry for public urination ONLY tho. For example. One dude said it was for that, but didn’t mention that he was also making vigorous rubbing motions while peeping into a girls window

[@teamcougars]

My dad was a guard at San Quentin when I was little he always said Chomos had a target on their backs the day they walked through the gates on day one 😢

[@andremijat]

Amen, brother, you're a 100% gentleman. It's hard still for you to talk, but you aren't betraying anyone. I'm sorry you deserve so much more. Stay safe and take care of yours

[@realkompablue]

I have never considered prison time but I’ll honorably do time for handling a chomo no questions asked! If that’s my call in life I’m all for it! As always great story 🙏🏾

[@tylerleavitt2715]

And with that, We see that this channel is nothing less than a form of therapy for you. We are listening!!! It’s clear that the system is broken when we warehouse people who do not deserve to live, and you have experienced trauma from having to uphold such policies that kept them safe. Incredibly powerful. Keep it up man, I just know that at least some of your brothers in green ARE popping doors, and turning a blind eye sometimes, and some of us out here consider it to be god’s work. Take care. I def see that your time in that job, you saw things that ain’t going away. Much Respect.

[@apolinarpina8529]

Most people do not know the spiritual abyss that prison is. I have read that the life expectancy of a correctional officer is 53 years old. Could you possibly address that. Stay blessed by living right people.

[@RobertMitchell-b9b]

First thing I saw was Infantry. I already agree with you!

[@thatprisonguard]

Thank you!

[@RobertMitchell-b9b]

Absolutely, I was Infantry 02-08@@thatprisonguard

[@ryanfranz5911]

I remember when I was at RJD there was this one creep named Anand Jon Alexander. Well he was some super famous fashion designer creep that ended up getting assaulted by a good friend of mine. Well accounts of what happened differed pretty greatly, but the cops "never saw" a weapon and where convinced that it was a mutual combat and they never saw or found a weapon...It was wonderful. God bless the officers on duty that day. Although later it did end becoming a pretty big lawsuit against CDCR because my friend was a level IV and the creep was a level II. I've always been of the opinion that with people like that all rules of conduct, ethics, and behavior should not apply and It should just always be an open season...But what do I know I'm just a convicted felon who's wasted too much time in California's prisons

[@alfredomiranda6315]

I really didn't want to hear this but I went through it. I almost went on a mission to get a chomo. A homie once came toy cell and said "Huero a child molester just rolled up he's on our tier. He's a big dude so you hold him and I'll get him" I hate these fools so without a thought I agreed. We never seen him again. He got rolled up in the middle of the night I'm guessing.

[@bulldogface8259]

Good to know you guards feel the same way about CHO MOS 💯 U GOT A NEW SUBSCRIBER IN ME 👍

[@alvaradoely]

There's a prison on an island up here in WA where the worse of the worse sex offenders get sent to and I don't know if you guys have a similar law in Cali but up here if you have served out your sentence but they consider you a risk to the public they can hold you indefinitely.

[@thatprisonguard]

Not here in Cali. That actually a great idea 💡

[@rowdyelitehater8595]

Ty for this.

[@fluffygonzo7358]

I called out the guy that molested me when I was a kid ( I was aabout 6 - he was a teenager at the time ) on the social media. His family never knew and I never saw him online active ever again. It felt good to call him out and that I never forgot. It’s a reason why I am damaged today still trying to heal and trust.

[@anthonyegnor6347]

That's right LT. We'll said 👍👍⬆️

[@bosslady890]

Hello THAT MR PRISON GUARD, KEEP PUSHING THAT AGENDA

[@fac3308]

Good flicka Hector. In early 2000 I remember the CC1's and Lts would fucken grill the Chesters. It wasn't low key at all all. I understand we need to be fair but I see nothing wrong with addressing our concerns and letting them know where they fucken stand in our eyes. Well, its not my fucken problem anymore 😆😆😆. God bless you Hector and I'll keep praying for you channel.

[@dstone9748]

Great video. I hate those types of scumbags more than anything else. I have sacrificed more than once to get hands on them. It was kind of my mission for a while there. C.O's tended not to investigate these things or even respond to them very quickly. Everyone agrees on that one thing in prison. Fuck chomos. Respect. D

[@GlockTen_]

i’m new to your channel brotha , are those sound detonating panels in your background? where can i find those they’re sick

[@BirdFromYakiVegas]

🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 I brang this up before "DO THEY HAVE A SUPER PC YARD"😭😭😭 LT. "Hell no your already here" What a sick POS.... I have no empathy for a weirdo quagmires like that though

[@gjoe51jg]

I believe We ALL share your same feelings about those pieces of Shit… Keep at it…!! Much Respect…🙏🏽👍🏽👍🏽

[@jimmydavidson1588]

Baltimore has it's eyes on you....Great show

[@thatprisonguard]

Baltimore what’s up!! 🔥 First time seeing you guys tap in! Welcome

[@timyoungberg2584]

I have a question, what does custody think about the Vocational/CTE Education Programs in prison?

[@satanmessenger361]

I COULDN'T IMAGINE BEING IN YOUR LINE OF WORK AND HAVING TO WORK WITH PEDOS AND THEN HAVING TO KEEP YOUR OWN FEELINGS IN CONTROL (I COULD NOT DO IT) HE WOULD BE DEAD AND I WOULD BE PUT IN JAIL

[@rooster9750]

I like the channel man easy subscribe good story good messages in your videos

[@rickybell2.056]

Good video duder , ps the right side of the screen is a bit darker than the left side , just letting you know

[@DBCooper363]

I heard a story about a dude that had rape charges, and was put in a cell by a co on purpose. Long story short they burned iron inside of him… Also another story about another rapist, that had a broom stick stuck inside him, and was stomped to death, at the time they used to issue state boots, idk if they still do…

[@joshmiller8757]

"ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL!" ROFLMAO

[@ynotsolobolo]

Wow that had to b an absolute fkd up yard in every way possible. SNY EOP😳

[@D-Shot520Az2]

I say BRAVO 👏🙂 MR BRAVO,thank you for another banger!!! To hell with all chomos!

[@jraa4560]

" thats a gentleman thing to do " hahaha Love this channel bro! Gracias!

[@natrjsjmbrasil]

I love your transparency! I was thinking about to be a guard, but I’m getting older, how is the maximum age to be a guard ? Thanks for the video 😊

[@CoachKen10]

Fantastic video Hector!

[@thatprisonguard]

Thank you, Coach Ken! 💪

[@rudy3494]

AHH MAN ..THIS THE 2ND VIDEO IVE SEEN OF THIS FAIRLY NEW CHANNEL...LOVED IT...I HOPE ALL CHO MOS LIKE THAT GET WHAT THEY GOT COMING N DESERVE...NELA HERE .

[@CO84trucker]

Women's prison doesn't take kindly to PDFs either... ex-prisoner youtuber Jessica Kent once whooped a chomo!

[@RayRay-Bizz54E]

I got tried as an adult at 17 went to Donavan was there for less than a yr before I caught a 18month SHU term over a dude that killed a 3 yr old baby!!! He was tweaking and baby wouldn’t stop crying and he kicked the baby across the room and insides exploded. Did my SHU went to level 4 180 and that was probably the best thing that could have happened for me! Just a Different caliber of individuals/humans/intellectuals/MEN/Gangstas All of that!! Doing time at a place like Donavan will never give you what you need to Break the cycle…

[@SELF_WORTH92FIRST]

My favorite story so far 💯💯💯💯💯💯

[@thatprisonguard]

Eso

[@htowngogetta3508]

Bro love the realness but bro I think ur stuff is gonna get demonetized my boy but love the content keep on pushing

[@TYSTICKZ_9_0]

Respect to you, need more badges that walk the walk.

[@bestfromtheeast]

Hey Bravo I have a question that I always wanted 2 ask a C.O & i know ur not a jura anymore but u were on the other side, but basically everytime I was locked up i always heard a rockie C.O that dont know nothing yet but they would always say " yeah but im going home" do u guys tell them who there talking 2 before they walk in cuz I had a couple homies feel disrespected when they heard that I was jus curious cuz I heard it a few times

[@thatprisonguard]

Yea bro, we do police our own and tell new cops not to be disrespectful to anyone. A lot of the times, we don't catch something until it's too late or the damage is already done. That's when we with experience have to come in and smooth things over with the inmates while "scolding" the cop behind closed doors. We will never scold a cop in front of you guys, because it would not be the right thing to do. You know. In some instances, we have told the new cop to go "make things right" and they do.

[@jedimindtrix1050]

Harsh topic not easy to talk about but thanks for keeping it real about your true feelings vs having to uo hold your oath. Again former lifer in Cali and a convect i enjoy a guards perspective rather then a correctional officer. Maybe you should do a video on the difference between a Convict and an inmate as well as a Guard and a officer

[@jcool2289]

Like previously mentioned while working at SVSP these inmates if they made it to our yard they were dealt with ASAP. We would never set anyone up it was the politics within the inmate population that would take care of the trash.

[@BobbyBusz]

Sex offenders shouldn't be housed with other inmates they should have their own facilities so there safe at all times and can live a long miserable life

[@ericlawerance7666]

My father was a CO and he told me there was this one chomo who would brag about what he did to children laughing and joking about it to my dad one night was making rounds dude went on with his shit and my dad opened the cell of some AB member told him he had till he was done making his round to do whatever to him he rembers the scuffling of shoes fists hitting a face and a face tinking off metal the ab walking out his cell with everything he had and the chomo stumble out as he was approaching the cell

[@mojojojo6400]

Hey man just noticed that you got a tattoo. That lion on your hand is nice. That's actually a dope idea. Wish I thought of it

[@rolandguerrero7514]

"GUARD GUARD" MY CELLY TOLD ME TO GET ON MY BELLY. CUZ HE WANT THE BACK ALLEY 💩🧴

[@JeffreyPham79]

“Monster” is giving way too Much credit. “Piece of shit” is pretty fitting.

[@chevellebelair1402]

Love the run down. Respect

[@molvera1549]

Great episode 👍🏾

[@valerierodriguez884]

How can we reach out to you directly? If possible

[@rustypistol8599]

Thanks for this. I don’t know if this is right or wrong but I made sure someone wasn’t able to do these acts to children anymore after they didn’t get convicted for something everyone including law enforcement knew he did at the “full level” but courts dropped down to probation cuz his deep pockets. Sometimes we have to sadly but not regrettably handle on our own. I don’t recommend that but I feel as if I chalk it up for all the future kids who aren’t going to be his victims anymore. Respect to Cain Velasquez who went guns blazing in broad daylight and I don’t blame him. Good on you brother. We need to always protect these innocent children with all we have. They don’t have a say but adults do and that’s why we have to do whatever is necessary. Hope for the courts and if they fail and they will in a state I won’t say, do what you gotta do.

[@juanalvarez4309]

Orale carnal your channel has made me realize what you said you guys are human also i see you with different eyes now much love and respect to you

[@dallastx214]

Eh bro damn good job on these videos. Respect homie from Dallas TX. But if I may critique, try to keep the flow of the story at a consistent pace instead of losing thought and going to another story. But other than that, again, damn good job sir.

[@Whowasit411]

In the Facility I worked in had a dayroom with a community tv on the wall. If I got assigned the chomo pod I would turn off the TV as soon as I would walk in. They would start to kick the door asking why I turned the TV off. I responded with there might be kids on there. Day or so later my Captain called me in and asked if I said that lol. I responded with I Sure Did. Captain was in shock and said don’t do that again lol.

[@mostmuscular619]

Real $hit. Facts. "Paul-Icky-Baker," should have been sent straight back to his cell.

[@woodfromthehood]

It's pretty crazy when your society is so backwards and so divided that you can't even agree to put these people underneath the prison

[@larrybecker9565]

Good video sir F#ck them people who pray on and hurt kids.

[@franciscozavala1928]

Keep them great video coming

[@sherriherbowy5154]

Thank you Sir…

[@raysantiago3750]

Beautiful

[@coconut3656]

There are people who have false sex offender charges. Especially those that has a scornful ex.

[@AIVega]

Great video. Excellent content. The best on KZbin

[@KizzMyAbs]

These type of monsters have only 2 ways out in my opinion life behind bars without parole and or cutting their shizz off

[@htinnekttayh7926]

But the good thing is when these people go to prison they will find herself a good man that will violate them in every possible way that they did to someone else and probably have half the prison run through them I have been locked up unfortunately and I've seen child molesters get ran through by the entire prison system and half of the staff members

[@syngen462]

I think it would probably be best for prison guards to look away when stuff is going down and street justice is happening. Chemical castration should be strictly implemented and strictly enforced, and that is still very humane!

[@U-TubeSurfer45]

Great video man but you need To adjust your volume Levels. You speak Very loud I'm sure from the military and The job you had but it comes across as screaming Into the microphone randomly When we are listening to you

[@woodfromthehood]

There are people that like them They are the lawmakers that protect them

[@johnnydamaged7117]

You did what you had to do. Not to get all preachy but it says vengeance is mine.

[@GardenerEarthGuy]

I couldn't do that job- I lived in Crescent City and had neighbors who were guards. It was easy to see how the stress weighed on them. They liked me because even though I knew where they worked I never asked about it. Felt like they enjoyed a type of space in the conversation where they could try and remember who they used to be, if that makes any sense. Did a bunch of landscape work for people who worked at the bay- got referrals and never once asked about it. I kinda felt sorry for them...

[@eliasthienpont6330]

🐯🐯🐯🐯🐯 -----> I seem to be wired differently, as an EMT and an RN I have seen many deaths with as little reaction stepping on a bug. Ok, the 15 year old shot himself while cleaning his rifle... seems he forgot to start with the breach. He ran up the stairs yelling for his mother... he died there at the top of the stair. We went through the steps, transported him to the ER, and the to the OR. Surgeon said the round transited the aorta. I remember the girl who committed suicide. stayed with her parents and the sheriff all night. At dawn the civil air patrol went up and found her body in a few minutes. Emotions were to be had, but for me i was just another day at the office. Life or death, it is all the same, one day I will die: either way, we are all in the Lord's hand.