This is what scares me. That I can turn out like one of them. I'm new to all this. I have no doubt that I'm a chosen one. There's far too many signs for it to be a coincidence. But, I don't know where to start. I've left numerous comments under chosen one videos and all I've gotten is a like from one of the authors. I desperately need guidance and I'm not finding it. I've even thought about joining the Rosicrucians. It seems that's exactly what they do. Delve I yo the universe to learn it's secrets and be one s stronger person. I just don't like that I would have to quit smoking and become a vegetarian. Not just the lifestyle change, but it makes me wonder what other aspects of my life they will want to control